non-lucid

It'sMEE's Dream fragments

Firts I'm in a dark hotel room with floral bedsheets and curtains. Other than those, the room and layout and furniture are pretty much the same as my room. There is someone in the bed. I'm pretty sure I try to get out but the door is blocked or something.

I'm watching a video from someone's phone on the tv, but after a while it becomes real. It's a girl who likes sort of like my older sisterwith loads of black eye makeup and dark hair, but her hair in the video is much darker. She is with some guy who I don't know.

I keep seeing someone in my mirror, but when I go to look, they're gone.

#1020:
Date: July 28th, 2011
Length: 10 minutes

This was a very odd, quite long dream. It had a bunch of different segments and my memory of it has faded a bit (not to mention I can't read half the stuff I wrote), but the overall idea was this: myself and a few other people were under the effects of some kind of curse that would, after a week, erase us out of existence. For some reason after this happened we would be forced to relive the final day again and again, groundhog day style. The dream basically consists of me reliving the day repeatedly, although each day is completely different and happens in a different place. My chronology of the whole dream is a bit funky, but I've tried to put it together in the way that makes most sense. I really hope this isn't totally confusing/unreadable, but it's pretty hard to explain.

<I don't remember much of this part, but I think I was walking with a few people, one of which was my friend from the start of the dream, and my notes say something about an old woman -- I think she's the one who cursed us>

After that I'm with a friend of mine, and we're going to a reunion of old school friends. Just before going into the house where the reunion is happening, I look at a paper sign on the window mentioning Anna, a person I knew when I was really really small and had all but forgotten about. I stop for a moment to think about this, then some people inside see us and quickly invite us in. I see a ton of people I used to know, and greet them all warmly.

I find myself in a different place, still with my friend. It's the last day, and we're both fully aware of it. My friend is pretty panicky and seems to have some last minute ideas on how to remove the curse, but I think we both get erased from existence, although I don't remember this part too well.

In another "last day," I'm at my old high school, and I'm frantically searching in the library for any books that can help me get more information about this curse and removing it. I find a book with some interesting symbols/runes that I try to memorize in hopes that they will be useful. I also talk to someone (J.) about my situation -- he's sympathetic but doesn't really have much he can do to help.

At some point, I have a sort of revelation about how to beat the curse, but it's also just a few moments before the day ends. I run up to the roof of the school, and there are two sort of machines (they looked like vending machines) that I'm trying to get to. However, this sort of large witch-looking person appears and attacks me, trying to block me from getting to the machines long enough for me to get erased. She's very strong but I finally take her down. I'm not sure exactly how (from the machines, I think? or was it something I found on the witch?), but I find out some sort of secret password that I can use on a computer to remove the curse. The password was composed of several of the emoticons ":{" and "}:". I think the password was "}::{" although I also remember thinking it was 6 characters, so maybe not.

Anyways, I realize that I'm about to be blotted out of existence and don't have time to type the password, so I write it down on a piece of paper which I will somehow be able to access when I relive this day. Suddenly everything goes pitch black -- I'm completely gone, although in a sense I'm still aware. The day then restarts, and I get the piece of paper where I wrote the password. I think it takes me a while to remember what it was for, but I succeeded in removing the curse once I figured it out.

Nonetheless, I relived a different version of the day, where I was once again trying to remove the curse but had found a different way. It was night time and I was in the streets of some suburb, once again running out of time. I sprinted to a house which was owned by an old friend of mine. I quickly went to his room, and he seemed to know all about my situation and how to remove the curse.

He told me I only had a few minutes left, and proceeded to deploy a small basketball hoop that was on a wall of his room. He handed me a a ball and showed me where to stand -- all I had to do to remove the curse was make one free throw from here before my time ran out. I shot maybe like eight times, and missed every single one. For some reason, I just couldn't hit the shot, even though the basket wasn't far away. The ball usually just hit the left side of the rim. I looked back at my friend and asked him for help: suddenly, a pure white aura appeared around his eyes, and some sort of white energy went towards me. I absorbed it (I think I might have swallowed it?) and immediately felt better, then made the free throw.

As the ball went through the net, I exhaled and felt a very strange but pleasant sensation. It was like my entire body/tension deflated as the curse was removed from me. I fell back onto the bed behind me, and suddenly saw all the events of the dream (or at least, what seemed to be the events of the dream) flash backwards in time very quickly before my eyes. The last thing I remember is something about an old woman, apparently named Ann Parila. I think I woke up after that.

6-19-11

I don't know if this was the actual beginning, because it's really hazy, but it started out with a lot of people i knew (family, friends, and some old people who I only knew in the dream...) getting on three bike things. They were like really long bikes with lots of seats and wheels on either side of you, as you sit and pedal. One had us on it (and by "us" i probably mean my family and me.), another one had a bunch of old ladies on it, and one the third one I forget. I was in the front of mine, and I had the responsibility of steering. We were all just randomly riding these things through the town.

The bike with us on it was about to go down a really big hill, but I noticed that another long bike thing was already about to go down it too, so i started shouting for everyone to slow down, and someone else even joined in, but we didn't know how to slow down, so we didn't. We ended up going down the hill really close to the bike in front of us, and even though we never touched I couldn't turn at the bottom, and I rode up on to the curb and had to turn on the fortunately close next street.

Now there's just random visions of riding through the town, and all three bikes finally meeting up somewhere.

The next part of the dream is really... something, so i can't remember it, but eventually we all went to someones house to sleep. Me and My sister stayed up all night. We were in a part of the house and we saw someone (through some sort of indoor window) sleeping, but didn't know who it was. This next part is really fuzzy, but I remember a flurry of whispering, going and seeing who the sleeping person is (by turning a corner next to the front door of the house into the room), turning on lights (maybe), My sister almost shouting something and waking someone up (maybe), and me finally pointing out that we did know who this was (when we were looking through the window thing, I showed her that he was a very familiar looking pelican we met earlier today).

The next part's a blur, too, but it's the morning, and my sister and I realize we've stayed up all night. My mom might've also woken up slightly to tell us something, but i don't know.

This next part is a blur as well. it was very hazy, but all the grownups were gardening (with trees and stuff, I think, and other normal plants) at my neighbor's houses (and the house we all slept in turned out to be one of the neighbor's houses), and me and some friends riding on some new ride at the County Fair (we were the only ones there, btw) (the ride may have been a roller-coaster, something else, or any combination of those two). It was getting dark out, too. This whole part went on for a while, but didn't really seem like it.

Okay, it's night now, and I'm still at the Fair. The playground (That's at the side of my house in real life) is just south of the Fair. I'm standing on it (the playground) but I'm really high up. I can look and see the County Fair rides (I'm not sure but I think they were all off), and beyond that, the gardening going on at the neighbor's.

All of a sudden, these little kids start running toward the playground. They're all dressed up, because they went trick-or-treating for halloween. This makes me realize that i missed halloween, but I'm not really disappointed.

These kids play on the playground for a while. They're all climbing above and below me, but they don't really seem to notice me. Then I start scaring some of them by laughing weird and staring at them. Some of them seemed genuinely afraid.

Then the dream transitions and I'm over next to the gardening people. It's kinda morning-ish. I'm standing next to my mom and she's explaining how stupid these bugs are. I watch the bugs crawl around in the alley. For some reason, my mom needs to keep track of two of them.The bugs are stupid because they think they're tricking my mom by going into a group of bugs the same species, and crawling around, even though somehow you could tell which ones were the original ones. My mom was talking about them the whole time I was watching them. Then she mentioned something about a science logo. Then the dream ended...

Notes...

The bugs were like caterpillars mixed with centipedes, and they moved really fast.

June 16th, 2011

I don't remember the beginning of the dream, but I'm pretty sure it was one of my sister's softball games. All I know was that my friend, Bailee was there. It was dark out and it was storming really hard, because i remember seeing "rain-devils", or dust-devils made out of rain...

But anyway... the part(s) I remember:

I was sitting in the backseat of the car and my mom was driving. We were going to Bailee's house, but I felt like I was the only one in the car. It was really dark and it was storming hard (this added a sense of chaos and urgency). I saw a ton of rain-devils. i was probably scared, but i don't really remember. Then I looked at my mom and wondered if she fell asleep. I know I was scared at this point. I kept looking at the road and then back at my mom to see if she was asleep. Even though she was right in front of me, it was like if I looked at the back of the seat I was actually looking at her.

All this went on for a couple minutes. Then, I looked at her seat and she slowly opened her eyes. It turns out she was asleep, and not even looking at the road! She didn't even know she was driving (or supposed to be)!! Then that whole scene changed and I was at some town with my sister's softball team. Bailee wasn't there. We ended up here because that's where my mom drove us to. We knew that Bailee's house was East, up the road (or atleast I did) and we were sorta on the East side of this town. It's strangely sunny and calm. There was and orange sense, like this might be earlier in the morning. We all walk west up the road. We find someone (The Mayor wearing a blue suit?) who is surrounded by a few other people. We ask him (them?) what town we're in. He says something, but i don't hear him. We walk away, back towards the car. I keep thinking I'm going to have to drive (we still (for some reason) need to get to Bailee's house). Then I ask my sister what the Mayor said. "Farville." Then my alarm went off...

Notes...

The town (Farville) scene had a feeling of being lost, and maybe a hint of sadness. It was gloomy.

29.07.2011

DEP call missed (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

theres gonna be a lot missing from this one, as im typing it almost 12 hours after actually having the dream. where it starts is at what seems to be a school, im in the front lobby, theres people around me, were all about to get on a bus to go to a DEP call, its my first one, so im kinda nervous. we all start to walk outside when i realize that i had forgotten everything i packed, not that i actually need anything in real life, but i went back inside to get it, only to see my bus start pulling away. i start to chase after it, but it's already long gone by the time i realize it. the front of the school, and the parking lot looked a lot like my school, but everything after that was completely different. i remember being outside, but surrounded by the school, like an indoor courtyard, except everything was cement, maybe an outside playing area. the surrounding building was at least 3 stories tall, so i could see anything outside the area i was in. i was trying to find a place where i could call my recruiter and tell him that i missed the bus, i wanted to find a quiet place because i knew he was gonna yell at me lol. i start heading down this rectangular spiral staircase, and it leads to a small basement-type area. i try to call him, but there seems to be some interference, i can hear other people talking in the background, i think they were from the recruiting office for some reason. so i go through a door in the basement looking for somewhere else to try. it leads into what looks like a hotel lobby or a lounge room, it was weird. i call back and the person that picks up is a black doctor that i met while i was at MEPS, he was pretty cool, but for some reason i talk to him like he's my recruiter. i tell him what happens and he laughs at me lol. i dont remember much after that.

this is just a fragment, so im not gonna include it as a separate dream. im not gonna write down the details, but in involved my girlfriend

Monday, April 4th, 2011

I'm sitting at the science room table at school. I think the whole 8th grade is there. vividness wasnt that good. I was sitting across from a friend (who i'll call Sarah). We are deciding groups for some field trip. I want to be in another friend's (who I'll call Lisa) group, but I remember her saying earlier in the dream that since i have someone (who I don't remember) in my group, that we dont need to be in the same group. So she gets herself and her other friends signed up to be in one group. I'm really mad and frustrated at Lisa, but Sarah thinks I'm frustrated because she's getting a heart surgery tomorrow.

Notes...

Throughout the whole dream, the sun was shining though the window, in my eyes.

I never looked behind me, but I could hear people talking and knew they were there.

Monday, April 4th, 2011

I am walking through a city with my dad. It's sunny out. The buildings are in the style of some clock tower. I don't see my dad, but I know he's there. I see Roger Zare walking through the city on a sidewalk. I run up to him, because in real life, I've met him before. I say Hi and he just stares at me weird, like he's never met me before. He says Hi back, but just keeps on walking...

Notes...

I might have actually been on some college campus.

The grass was very green and it was a "perfect" day.

April 5th, 2011

I'm riding on the bus. It's some sort of field trip with my teacher. We seem to be driving around some fancy-ish neighborhood. It's cloudy. The next parts are all blurred together. I might be getting off the bus, but there's some sort of false awakening (maybe?). Throughout the whole dream I'm listening to some recordings (podcasts?) on my Ipod from Itunes. I'm in my bed. The recordings ore weird. One mentioned something about LSD (I think the recording was telling someone to do marijuana or LSD) and I became really scared. I'm still in my room with my lamp on. I'm listening to some more recordings. One was quiet, but I didn't notice it at first because I'm still on the bus (or with my teacher). The other recordings are about people doing meditation and yoga and stuff. after a while of this blurriness, I drop something on the floor, It goes BOOM and my sister comes in to ask if I'm okay, to which I reply, "yes."

Notes...

It was blurry because it kept switching scenes from my room to the bus. The whole dream was very unstable.

When I was in my room, it seemed very normal, but I was scared throughout the whole dream (because of the mention of marijuana).

When the recording mentioned LSD or Marijuana, it was a mans voice. There was either 1) a man talking to a girl about yoga and meditation and told her to try marijuana and she said something indicating that was a good idea or 2) the girl wasn't in the recording, but the man was talking to her, and i don't know where she was. To some extent, she was part of the recording.

As part of the blurriness, I kept seeing my teacher standing at the front of the bus.

One of the places the bus was for a couple of seconds looked familiar. Actually, everywhere looked familiar. i think the bus turned off some busy street, drove through the fancy neighborhood, and passed a grocery store (?).

DELETED

I am at a Fete and I have been to all the stalls. I am now at Richard & Judy's stall ((you know the couple that used to do "this morning")) I have paid them to enter the compertition to do the brushing of the drums for a famous group, I am really excited about having met them and about the audition. ((dream skip)) I am now in this studio kind of place, Cheryl Cole and 2 other famous people are asking me "what do you feel when you sing" I say "I feel alive and it comes from inside my soul". ((dream skip)) I am now wearing a top but no skirt, my naked ass is fully on show. I am under the controll of a group of Jamaican men, there are about 5 of them or so. I go to walk into a room but 1 of them grabs my hand and pulls me back so I just do as he wants or I know I'll be in trouble, he says to another bloke "am I dreaming, her ass is gorgeous and pure" ((lol)) he looks again at my ass and feels it he then says "I've never seen one like it before" ((LMFAO))

I am a Lesbian ((not in RL)) I have a female partner that I am very deeply in love with. I am in a street with my partner, all the people are after us, i'm not sure why. There is a big building on the street and we go into it, I think this is our hide-out. There is a long metal slide and we go down it, it's like a long metal tube, this has lead us to upstairs ((lol)) . I am wearing a leather suit, a bit like a bikers suit. Me and my female lover are scared about being found out.

Dream 1

I am in a room, there are a few other people there. I see Tom Cruise and I grab his right hand, I kneel down next to him I am saying " Ohh my god i'm kneeling to Tom Cruise" ((at this point I realise for a split second it's a dream but it wasn't strong enough to get me fully lucid)) again I say "I can't believe I'm kneeling at the feet of Tom Cruise" ((LMAO))

Dream 2

There was a kind of fair ride in a room, it's like a merry-go-round but has seats all around it, like seats out of a car. We have to keep swapping seats, not swapping with each other but just swapping the seats that we sit on. It is going round really fast, I'm loving it but scared at the same time incase I fall out or something. I am naked and for some reason have to stay naked, I can see my breasts and think I look quite good , then I wake up.

Dream 1

My Niece had to roll the dice, she got the most points, she is now the best person to help me take care of the baby Sparrows that I am looking after ((and in RL I am)) I am panicking about anyone else touching them but I am ok with my Niece.

Dream 2

My Daughter has got the dead bird out of the bucket, I shout at her for touching it, I take it off her and throw it to the floor. The bird then smacks it's beak together and begins to breathe, I go back to the bird and pick it up by the foot, it still has rigamortis. The bird shakes and comes alive properly and flies onto me. I am shouting to my Mom and Dad " look, look, the bird is alive, it's amazing, do you believ it" Mom says "ohh yeah" I say "can you really see it?" Mom says "no". I can see the Bird agin now, it is sitting on a fence panel and it's see through like a ghost. I say "Dad can you see the bird, i'm holding it in my hand" he says "no I can't" I then say "I'ts a ghost then and I can see it's spirit" I'm really happy and just watch it fly around happily, the bird sqwarks and fly's around , it looks beautifull. ((A big bird was found dead on my garden the day I found the 2 baby sparrows))

I was hanging out with DO. We were apparently doing a school course together for some reason. We kept getting these massive piles of papers that had the assignments printed out on them. Her mom kept giving them to us. I kept seeing the assignments highlighted whenever we finished them.

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I was with SA and she was apparently my girlfriend.

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I was in this weird hospital like thing. I remember seeing this tan-skinned woman with black hair that was apparently a nurse. She had the greyish turquoise uniform on.

I walked over across the massive wooden room. There were random walls, almost like to create stalls, around the room. I walked to the farthest one. There, I proceeded to somehow apparently separate myself from that dimension.

The result was very strange. There was a table near me, along with a glass and a pitcher of water. When I shifted to the other "dimension", the table was lower, and the glass disappeared. I felt around me; I could still feel the table higher than I saw it. I could essentially feel the table from the other universe, but it was invisible; it was just something blocking me in mid-air. I then took the pitcher, and felt for the glass with my hand. I found it and grabbed it, and poured water into it. Next thing I knew I had a cylinder of water just floating in my hand, as if the glass was there but totally invisible.

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I was at some random street downtown in the middle of the day. There was a road that like like 5 lanes across and went in a circle around this statue. A bunch of roads branched off from it. I ran across the street because apparently I had to meet KE at BL. St. and some other street.

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I was at what was apparently school, however the place kind of resembled TR a bit. The property was massive; it was more like a camp than being at school. There was the building, and all around were people (essentially at a camp of some sort) and large lakes and green pastures and sandy beaches.

At some point I was playing some sort of game or something, and I had to get into the school. I had found this secret passageway that was a random hole in the grass but led through the roof of the school (because apparently part of it was underground, I guess).

As I discovered this passageway, I used it multiple times for my adventures around that island.

At some point there was this older bald male guy that kept following me around and staring at me. I think he had blue eyes, and he was pale skinned and fit. He worse some sort of dark green trench coat and hiking boots. He looked like some dude from an action movie who was ready to whip out a gun or something if some monsters came around.

He kept following me and attempting to flirt with me, and it was weirding me out. Somehow I ended up on this couch sitting beside TE and KY. KY was on my left, and I started flirting with him. Next thing I knew our legs were touching and he was holding my hand. He commented on something, and I decided I didn't want him anymore. Then I noticed that TE was on my left. I noticed that her eyes were a strange dark purple. She looked me flirtatiously in the eye. Next thing I knew I was making out with her. Something about it had to do with an art trade but I can't remember.

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I was in math class with Mr. CO in this random concrete room on top of a building downtown. It was a hot summer day, and everyone just wanted to chill. He wanted us to watch a movie about cars or something, but a bunch of us agreed we'd rather go outside. He wouldn't agree to going outside. Then I noticed when I looked outside that there were people playing soccer on stilts. "Look," I cried, "what the hell are they doing?!" Next thing I knew the rest of the class was looking out the nonexistent windows, as our classroom randomly didn't have a wall. Then it ended.

I am back at work for the police. My sergeant is here and also a few of my other colleagues. I have my baton but instead of it being as it should be it is instead just a long , black piece of metal. I also have another piece of equipment, it is black and long and has a hook at the top. ((lol)) I'm not quite sure what this is meant to be. I am holding them both in my left hand but they are awkward to hold and I keep dropping them. We are on a Police Operation, I have been told to get to a certain place so I am trying to get there. An officer has shouted to me, he tells me "It's in the other room above the door", I didn't know what he meant but I was looking above all the doors incase I found it ((lol)) I am still walking around, my Police Radio goes off , I answer it and it's a family member she say's " you might think i'm really stupid for calling you about this but I've just done the job and it's fantastic" I just think "ohh good" I am still walking around, my family member now passes me and she is wearing Police Uniform, I think she looks the part I also think "She's always wanted to be a Police Officer" ((notin RL she hasn't lol)) . I enter a corridore, there are Police guards standing along the sides of it. One of the officers is standing in the middle, he is the Sergeant and is shouting and pointing here and there. I am going through the corridore, I am now at the entrance of another room, I stand still and look around, it is a court room and it's empty. I know I shouldn't be here so I leave. ((dream skip)) Me and my Sergeant are in a room and are still in Uniform. I can see lots of washing machines in the middle of the room. Behind me there are about 5 tables and on them are different types of washing powder. I can see my Daughters head teacher, she is in charge, she shouts to us all "Right, go and get a box of flash" I run over to the table and i cant see flash but can see another that begins with F, I take that and think she wont realise. Myself and my Sergeant put the powder in one of the washers and ask my Sergeant to turn it on as I dont know how to work these ones. It doesn't fill properly, I say "it's not filling properly, somethings wrong, it's going to slow and it's too quiet" he says "it's ok , it's working fine" I look again and notice a piece of clothing is trapped in the door and say "there you go told you it wasn't right"