non-lucid

I'm in a hospital.
The colours are those revolting cream, peach, and off white tones that are always present in hospitals and old folks homes. There is a grandmother, not my own in real life but i feel as if I am her granddaughter or grandson. She is an old white haired woman. Her husband passed away some time ago and she seems to have unstable alzheimer's, as she occasionally remembers where she is and what time she's in. This is almost a tear jerker for me.
She is in for an operation. She carries with her her late husband's hats as comfort. She wears one hat and refuses to take it off, or swaps them; when she remembers where she is, she places the hats back, knowing that he is gone.

I'm at what seems to be a carnival or a theme park with these 2 girls, one of which is blonde and the other my friend A, and my friend H. Some graphic moments (and details I will not write down) later I wake up... that was weird

First Dream I'm in a baseball stadium, sitting high up in the nosebleeds. I'm not watching the game and I'm not even aware if there's anything going on in the arena. My attention is on the rowdy fans around me. Some are yelling and arguing. Eventually, fights start to break out. I've had enough of the pushy natures and left.

Second Dream I feel like I'm outside of the parking lot of the baseball stadium. But it's nightfall whereas the first dream took place during the day. There is a man, presumably my manager. There are other coworkers around me and our manager is busting a vein, completely chewing us out and telling us that we're worthless and threatens to fire us (for whatever job, I don't know). One woman in particular is an anime character, Celty from Durarara. He's picking on her the most. She begins to cry and I won’t stand for that.

I take her by the hand and lead her away from the scene. She's still very upset, so I suggest that we should drive off someplace where we can gather ourselves and feel better. We do. I'm riding on a motorcycle opposite to hers, and she texts me "Thank you, that was very nice of you." (she communicates via text) I laugh and tell her with my thoughts that it was okay. She's surprised and amazed by this. Celty asks how I can communicate with her through our thoughts, I reply that I'm lucid dreaming and I can do anything. When I think this, I ride faster and faster until I cannot see her beside me.

Third Dream I'm revisiting a haunted house I used to work at. The owners greeted me and showed me to the entrance so I could have a peek at this year’s new look. I'm appalled to see that the price of entry was $26! I refused to pay and the new workers are offended by this. The owners kindly show me in anyway without me spending a dime and I'm suddenly with an old friend that I used to have romantic feelings for. She's scared and clings to me, holding my hand while walking through the maze. One actor wearing a wolf mask greets me from behind and presses the muzzle of the snout against the back of my neck. It wasn’t a scary gesture at all. I shivered so violently and pleasantly that it almost wakes me. I shake that feeling of waking off and continue to walk with my friend.

There is a fork in the road of the maze. We chose the left side and it becomes a scavenger hunt. We have to find a ruby in each room we enter. It isn't very scary. The rooms are relatively normal and even cute. But my friend is more frightened than ever and that made me nervous. We were careful in the first two rooms, checking to see if there were monsters or anything of the sort that would hurt us, but there weren't any. I was relieved when we reached the last room. It looked like a fifteen year old girl's bedroom. It was painted red and white and pink. There were stuffed animals and heart plush toys everywhere.

My friend found the last ruby beneath the bed in the room and she silenced a scream when she looked back in the last room we came from. Inside there was a sleeping giant. It was so enormous I could only see its legs. When I told her that we had to creep out quietly, I felt a very sharp bristly gnawing sensation cuffed around my left ankle. Beneath the bed where my friend took the ruby, something was trying to pull me under with it. We both screamed and I woke.

Thoughts and Stuff When I woke up, I realized that my left ankle was scratching against the edge of my bed. It really freaked me out. It felt like the dream was still happening. And as calm as I was at first in the last dream, it really felt nightmarish. I'm not sure why. If you would like to share some insight, feel free.

Didnt remember much, I have jotted down "alcohol impaired?" so i guess I was drinking that night

I'm shaving. Some girl tells me that I've missed a spot near my nostril. I find this sort of embarrassing

I've joined an art class. The class is located in a 'portable', the same ones that were used in my elementary and junior high school. All the chairs and desks are cleared from the middle of the room.
We are painting with water colour and stencils. Somehow i know there is an online forum for the students to compare pictures and help choose projects.
The instructor is a tall eccentric guy with some raving red cargo pants and disheveled brown hair.

I am with a group of friends, but I dont recognize most of them. Two are my friends H and G. Our group is in this big house and we are making home made videos of 'what if something happened and only one of us lived' sort of thing. My take on this was comedic and involved acted necrophilia (this was weird) One of the female friends I can recall is a shorter girl with glasses and light red/blonde straight hair. I think we were in a pool.
H and I watch the video we made in the house's steam room. The video has an extra clip done in flash or MS paint about my friend G. Two white guys walk into the room, one is an old friend, and they play their video which is them eating melting chocolate to some symphonic metal german song about chocolate. He tells me it's funny because it looks like they're eating poop...
Wake up, record, back to sleep
I meet my elementary school friend A. I think we are in his room. Everything is vibrant in colour.

Most fragments I could remember upon waking I was too lazy to record

I'm sitting in the passenger seat of an old yellow car. My sister is driving in a large and mostly empty parking lot and she pulls up along a wall on the left side just close enough that I can not open my door. On the other side of this wall is a large freeway with overhead advertising signs.

I was with some people, fighting zombies in a courtyard (reminds me of the courtyard area of the old Mortal Combat game). I'm immortal, and I'm fighting together with other mortals and immortal. It was a grey and hazy afternoon.

I was in the streets at night, with mom and sis. We were arguing, with me being told to do all the chores because my sis is sick or something. I told them, yeah, and I should also start working so I can buy them rice and pay for the bills. They walked away, to watch a movie or something, and I went "home" to the stronghold.

I took to the walls to watch how the zombies, trapped inside by the walls and gates, are faring. It was another hazy afternoon.

I met some guy. A guard? I went inside and fought the dozens of zombies that came out using a gun and a sword. The gun is not very effective, so I switched to a sword and did one-hit kills.

There were kids, or small people, inside, and we tried to protect them. I recall a blue-colored clothing on one of them.

Then there was a chase. Ravens? Climbing zombies? The Left4Dead type of zombies that has long tongues and exploding bulk?

Was up to no good with a DC, having a great time, things went swirly and I was standing in a church near the alter.
Suddenly a ball of energy burst out of the floor and went into my stomach through my naval. I felt very odd, like someone was trying to take control of my body. I hung on for a minute or two, the energy got weaker and tried to escape, I held onto it and absorbed it. Finders Keepers!

1) All I remember is warehouse. Everything else is just blurry or just out of reach of my thoughts. *Sigh* Same thing as the past weeks... I need to get to sleep sooner. And arm myself... I march to war!

This dream was VERY vivid. It was dark, the street was reflective, and it was the street my old house is on Maplewood Ct. The streetlights gave off a more white light, not a yellow one like in my dream. I had a sudden realization I was dreaming. There were a bunch of kids with some sort of power that were being hunted. I went to help them. I went into the back of my old house to find several frozen kids. One older looking teenager told me to clear the area. I told him, "I don't think so." He froze me with a gun of some sorts, but I unfroze myself and froze him, I did this with the rest. The group I saved and unfroze seemed pleased with the fact I saved them. It also seemed, that the three I saved were Terra Aqua and Ventus from KH BBS. I quickly became friends with the trio, and I seemed to have a stronger bond with Ven. I was trying to fly, and I could easily hover off the ground. I did a swimming motion. I was able to get around 40 feet off the ground before getting a bit scared. He told me to will myself up and not be afraid. I did so. I was very afraid. We decided to head to New York to blend with the freaks. I couldn't fly, so we took a boat-ish thing. Apparently, this boat went below the earth? No, there was molten hot lava in the sea. Anyways, the hold seemed to have water passing through it, and with that, lava. I was in the hold, and willed a shield around me. I was practicing my flying, and I knew it wasn't long until we hit New York. I woke up. :(

During the dream, I seemed truly lucid but for a moment. The rest of the dream, I knew that I would not keep my superpowers after a certain point in time. It seemed I sub-consciously knew I was dreaming.

This was the dream that inspired me to go and pursue lucid dreams.

On a third note, I've noticed that noticeable memories cause me to go lucid, because I know that I won't be going back to that place for a while. Not sure how this might help me, but it would be really nice to get a helpful comment about said pattern.

Last Nights Dream.

I am playing a game with someone and they aren't playing properly so I say "Play properly and I'll let you win", I'm not going to let them win really I am just trying to trick them because I can't be arsed with them dicking me around!! LOL

Dream Lucid Reality

The minute I entered this dream, I knew I was dreaming. I noticed that whenever I had a dream about my Middle School, It was lucid. This was most likely because I just promoted, and it's Summer Break. I was at the South East end of the school, near a slope that went down to the basketball courts. I had a hard time figuring out what to do. I didn't feel very much like flying, so I decided to get laid. For some reason, it didn't come to me that I could spawn a girl. I found one anyways and had sex. After this, I looked at my hands, on my left I had eight fingers! I laughed at this, then felt my hand, just for the hell of it. I could grab onto each finger. Goddamn that's weird. I then went to see how well electronics worked in my dream for future reference. The monitor in my room was a piece of shit, so I made a new one spawn. At first it wasn't a flatscreen, and I got a little frustrated. I imagined the new one again with my eyes closed, and my hand in front of where it would go- It worked this time. I remember that it worked fine, and I was a little let down. There goes a dream sign. However, I was still ecstatic that I was lucid, and the fact that I remembered to use my dream sign several times to not lose lucidity. After this, I got laid again, and woke up. I was drowsy and happy, and I didn't move a muscle so I could go back into the dream.

Most unfortunately, I didn't go back into that dream. Instead, I went into a dream fragment. Apparently, there were kids running around, and a woman. I think this was a woman I had sex with in the previous dream. She seemed passive and all knowing. I woke up.

DAMMIT! She might've been my dream guide! But I wasn't lucid to talk to her!

Dream

I was at a diner, asian of sorts, with a man, and he had glasses, somewhat nerdy looking, very familiar, skinny, seemed to have an important job, a suit. He was a model agent. He was A.J.s model agent. Her and a friend sat down with me, after we perused the shop a little, in this I also explained the multiple forms acid comes in, and the pros and cons of each. We talked for a while of randomness, and I learned that a.j was a model. I wasn't too surprised, but she always was short for model standards. She left for a minute.

My friend said something about how she enjoyed herself so much. How she was awesome. How she was lovely. The model agent also said that he loved how she acted and what kind of person she was.

"Wait, does everyone here think that AJ is amazing?" I asked. I said that she was beautiful, but most absolutely angelic...

D's mom came up after LSD was spoken of and said, "Acid? Does anyone have pot hahah?" and left.

Time lapse. I was in my house. Many people were outside, scurrying. It seemed something was happening, then the first one came. I saw it over the trees, a rock, a boulder, massive, coming straight towards us. I went outside and out ran it. My brother hid downstairs. There were preparations people had, they wanted to fight it. I didn't know how.

I ran outside, I was in shorts, I needed to find out where this thing was, then maybe we could shoot it, snipe it, something. I helped with the reinforcements for a minute, making a small trench type indent, and then ran inside, and looked out the back window. I saw it, it saw me. A large platform coming up from one point into a circular platform, all red-brown with a double gate around the top. It was no more than a few miles away.

I ran downstairs. I needed pants, work pants, to run well in the terrain. Wait, pants? It's too hot what am I thinking? It would be a good idea to protect my feet, but I didn't have time, I had to deal with it. I looked around, and I found something called a bubble blaster. It was a form of a cannon, but it looked like a toy. It was heavy as a cannon though, and since the aircraft saw me, it was hard to dodge the boulders coming at me. I was about to run outside when I heard a huge boulder skid the ground. I walked outside, there was a hole that seemed like an earthquake parted the ground. I figured my dad was dead. Was he? I don't know, I have to kill this thing. I ran out, my neighbor was near me, I placed the bubble blaster on the ground, and I then looked at the aircraft. It seems 13 degrees northeast. Wait no, it's definitely more than that. I need to know how strong this blaster is. I put it to 23 degrees and fired, it went about 20 feet with a saddening pebble. That was bad. Five shots left. My first thought was that the thing was useless and I should find something else.

But my intuition knew better. I grabbed the thing again, and I saw that the air craft changed shape, it was now a circle, a floating sphere toward the north of us, completely visible over my own house. I asked my neighbor how far away it was. He didn't know, I told him that if we don't get it down, everyone dies, he repeated himself with tears in his eyes. I found a windup on the left side of the cannon, and a large dinosaur shaped piece of tungsten came out from the top about a foot. I fired.

The degree was perfect, it went the perfect distance, and the perfect strength, it was a boulder, about half the size of theirs, but the worst aim. Off by a mile at least, more east then north. I tried again, this time making the aim as well as the degree, which I brought up by about 3. This was a good shot. It seemed to hit the lowest platform on the sphere, where a small engine was, it immediately took flame. But the sphere was still getting closer. By this point it was nearly above my house, I had 2 shots left, I changed the cannon again, I saw to my left 2 of my neighbors deaths come from above, no time for it though. I saw the second platform as well as the engine there, I fired.

This hit spot on. It seemed to actually hit a member of the aircraft before igniting the second engine. It was a larger ignition than the first one, and the aircraft slowed down tremendously. At this point it was nearly at a standstill it seemed. It was over my house, off by a few 100 feet or so. I wasn't sure if the blaster could get the right angle to shoot at the topmost engine. I only had one shot. It all depended on me. I saw the top most engine, about a mile above us, I had to shoot now, while they were still in front of me, instead of above me. As I shot the last boulder, the last blast, I followed it carefully with my eyes, as if time slowed down.

It hit. It actually would have missed if they weren't trying to go closer to us. Their protection was their downfall. I felt happy. A sudden realization swept the smile from my face, when I realized that all of this crafts engines were ablaze, this thing was going to blow up. This thing was going to blow up big time.

I ran as fast as possible, it was odd though, I wasn't scared. I knew I was going to die, I just felt it was natural to run. Isn't it?. I made it maybe ten feet. My eyes left my body, I saw myself, as if I were hovering above myself, burning, as if a lunar rocket went off directly above me, my body instantly deceased and slowly burned to ash. I stayed outside of my body though. As a new sense of knowledge swept over me, a sense of truth, and a sense of happiness. I started narrating what happened afterwards.

In death, I had my wish granted, to live a full life. But I was unable to in my current state. So they had me sent to Earth, and although I could not feel the sensations, they gave me a human suit (red) which provided them for me. I felt the first breath of air touch my suits lungs. The first time I used a diaper, it was the suit that made the sound. The first time I kissed a girl... she wasn't naked, but my first crush. The first time I felt love. The second, and last, time I died, with a sense of truth and happiness, and the touch of my beloved wife, my last sense was that of true love...



I woke up with a very sincere feeling of accomplishment, and of happiness. I felt like the main character of a movie with a happy ending. I also woke up with a strong desire to see AJ again, Who I've only hung out with once, and haven't seen for about 2 years.

Apparently me and my family had once again moved houses. This time it was some random apartment building near my old area. I was really sad; I hated the pain of moving, and I didn't feel at home at this new place. I had thought that we would stay in my old place for a long time.

At some point I was in what was apparently my room. There was a giant window that let in the daylight, and I saw other houses and trees and streets. AM was there. Apparently there was some sort of party, and I started getting ready to go to it.

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I was texting DO something. Apparently she had brought her phone to some camp she was going to, but I had expected she wouldn't, though I tried texting her anyways. We talked about ST and some other random stuff.

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I had some sort of job or something, and was at some random street corner with a tall glass building. There was some promiscuous girl there. We were flirting for a while and I traded numbers with her.

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I was at some party, seemingly DO's party, but it was ending and my mom and DO's mom were there, along with some other random people. I think DO wanted to watch a movie or something.

I eventually went into this other room, seemingly someone's bedroom. I was looking around, and I noticed that there were two blue chickens walking around. One of them was bigger and missing a beak. A smaller one was there, with beak and all. I knew that the smaller one was some sort of form of the bigger one, which is why the bigger one didn't have its beak.