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Finalllyyyyy, a glimpse of lucidity.

I just remember doing a RC (nice plug), and being able to breathe. The rest is a huge blur, can't recall anything else. I didn't even remember until I did a RC in the hallway today. I wanted to sleep so badly this morning.

I was playing Leaugue of Legends, but then in virtual reality mode. Someone came to kill me but I freeze him in solid ice and throw him in a nearby trashcan. He breaks out and attacks again but I just freeze him again and throw him back in, which was pretty amusing.

I started out at school. We were tasked to do a chemical analysis and I was busy with it. Strangely, I was in my elementary school where they obviously don't have the equipment for it. Anyway, while busy with my analysis I was suddenly invited by classmates to join some kind of organization. I decide to join, while not knowing anything of it, and continue on while forgetting about it. The analysis goes well and I'm tasked to set up a distillation. I didn't manage to do that however because I got confused as to what I needed.

First one I lost a lot of the memory of because I didn't write it down quick enough. I remember having a dream within a dream, where I was sleeping on a matress on the floor of a flat. I think I was out with dream characters and/or friends but mainly copped that I was dreaming and tried to do magic as it usually worked in previous lucid dreams. It didn't work and eventually I woke.

2nd one I'm showing my Dad my flat and slowly but surely I figure I'm dreaming as he seems to be under a subtle control from my mind. I'm also aware the flat is way more spacious than mine and as he talks to my niece I find she's invisible to my eye. I think this and my Dad then says something about it being typical of a dream. I'm annoyed at him not saying goodbye as he leaves and I wake up.

I walked around with rut, in a house, it appeard abandon, we found a smal room, with stairs, pritti steep, i or she wanted to look if there is something to find... / she explains to my whay it as, that we cant be together, a lot of reasons, i remember that it was something about money... and she also sad things, which i did not agree with, so i told her....

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i laying in a bed, with a jeune girl, her parents where in the other room, she wanted to make love to me, it was in the morning, i knew, i would come right away, so i wanted to kiss her, i really liked her, then her parrents called, she wanted to go away with me, but her parents didn't allow that, for me, that caused no problem, but she was a bit pissed, finally it was o.k, so i think

First

I just appeared in a large room. I was looking at three beatiful King Charles Spanials in a big sectioned off part of the room. One was pushing a pillow along his polished floor boards. It was a posh, spacious place to leave your pedigree show dog. They are fed, looled after and played-with, for you, for a price. You only have too pop-in dailly for an hour to spend time with them and also go with them to public shows.

Second

There was another dream where a man was riding a bike. He said he peddles 200 rounds at a time. I asked "how far does 200 peddles take you?" He said, "Oh, mmmm, about 200 yards".

I think he peddled from home to where his show dog was kept. I might have dreamt about him before I appeared inside the very clean show dog house.

Then I drank from a larg wide glass. The water was not cold enough. When I put the glas down there was a big black, brown and white goldfish in it. It looked cramped in the big glass. I had drank half its home. If I dont get it a bigger home with colder water it will kind off smothercate and die.

Next, I' filling a tank fot it. Then I find three packes of "tiny-bubble" ice cubes (the kind in cellophane) and quickly start popping them out into the new fishtank to make the water nice and chilly for the small atlantic salmon.

The salmon talks to me because the cold, clean water brings him so alive and happy.


Third

Then I notice the bike man took a bridle and hung it up in a horse stable. Half the bridle was soaking in clear water or oil so it would be very clean and comfortable for his show horse. I didn't see a horse.

All this dream seemed to reflect how I can't have a pet were I live. All these nice pets where housed and cared for at a place, for a fee. And folks could visit their beloved pet (dog, fish or pony) after school or work before going home to sleep.

tiny bubble wrap ice cube thingy made this song pop into my.mind.

Tiny Bubbles

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I don't drink (!!!)

But may be the dream is saying "buy a Siamese fighting fish. They happily spend there lives in tiny puddles so are happy living in jars so long as the water temp is good.

I dont have family or friends and I can't have a pet. I gave my mouse back to the pet shop after 4 weekes because his strong sent was betraying him to the landlady.

Maybe I should try again with a secret

Siamese Fighting Fish (an introduction)
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That dream gives me plenty to think about.

In the dream called " " my Tulpa did turn into a siamese cat.

I had that dream on 12/12/12 It is titled "Invite to Wonderland"

Heres the bit where my Tulpa leaps into my arms chsnging from a mouse to a Siamese

It lunges toward my arm. It is a Smiling chessire cat but it is fast asleep and much slimmer than the Alice In Wonderland Chessire Cat and it's Siamese brown.

Took a nap today because of the 8 hour day in the snow wore me out. :/ I had 2 dreams because of it though

Date: 2/20/2013
Total sleep: 3.5 hours
Daytime Techniques: DDA
Lucid Techniques: MILD
Fell Asleep: 5:00 PM
Dream Title: DV town
Dream:
I am in a small part of a town that effectively is Dream Views. I travel between towns pretty much the same way you do in Final Fantasy VII. Every different little town was part of the forum. I could look at an outline of it by walking up and seeing latest posts. One was in red and flashing. I read it and it said that Matte was quitting DV. I was a little sad and was getting ready to post. I traveled through this dream scene for a while.
Awake: 7:00
Seed: Dream Views
Vividness: 8
Awareness: 6
Length: 45 minutes
Emotions: Sad
Dream Signs: Dream Views, Matte, Final Fantasy, Midgar

Lucid Techniques: none
Fell Asleep: 7:00
Dream Title: Grocery store
Dream:
I am going through grocery store after grocery store and trying to find something. I run into an old coworker from back when I worked there. I talked to him for a while.
Seed: Dillons visit
Awake: 8:30
Vividness: 7
Awareness: 9
Length: 20 minutes
Emotions: nostalgia
Dream Signs: Dillons (grocery store), jumping scenes

Nonlucid: I was having Josh issues again. I remember walking up to him and giving in to something we were discussing. I was about to resign to making out, when I suddenly woke up on the floor! Danny had just come to my rescue, and scooped me up and we started making out. I remember thinking that I hope Danny doesn't find out about Josh O_O. Then I remembered I needed to get something in the kitchen, but it was the kitchen at my parents' house. Then I woke up for real. (NOTE: Josh was from about 8 years ago, and I'm 100% faithful to Danny. That's dream logic for ya.)

I blame Xanous for this FA because we were just discussing them yesterday. Everytime I talk to him about something, it seems to happen in my very next dream. DAMN YOU, PSYCHIC TWIN!!

j/k <3

Wednesday, 2/20/14 nap 12:30 - 3;30 after going to bed 6am-9:40am

DR 3pm
I'm at grammas. (Seems like every second dream is at grammas lately).
I got into altercation with someone, but I really didn't do anything. So I'm getting dressed, because police will be there to get me any moment now.

It was longer, but I didn't get up after it ended, went back to sleep. Had pretty good feeling from this dream.

I'm at home and receive a visit from two women who claim that they need to do an inventory. I say we should go to the hospital . I walk barefoot and shirtless like the most normal thing in the world. When we arrived at the office door we can not enter because we do not have the magnetic card for doing that. Then we began to leave the hospital. We reach a staircase and I realize that two children are dangerously leaning against the railing. I carry a little girl about 4 years and suddenly people start running. We run out and I can see that there is another child in the top of the stairs. In those moments comes another lady who apparently knows me because she calls out my name. She takes the girl and I head out of the hospital. Then I start to make huge leaps as if gravity did not exist. Jumping from house to house, rather to the courtyards of the houses, I wake up suddenly.

I remember being a pony from MLP...I had a race or some crap, and I lost. I was blaming it on my new form. Like I evolved or some crap. I was purple, and I ended up getting wings......I don't watch this damn show, so I'm trying to figure out where the hell this came from.

Now I'm with my family and we're about to play basket ball. I figure if I get my one bro on the team, it'll be over with.

I also had a dream about fighting a mouser from ninja turtles. Well I started out chasing some bad guy and cuffing him. Dude had some weird glowing blue eyes. He's making these threats about how he's going to get me back. The mouser comes out and I'm fighting it with a bo staff. It wouldn't die.

Captain Chris Pike is in front of me in a large, metallic room, illuminated softly from above. An accessway is to my left. I sense that an alarm may be going off somewhere though I don't hear anything. I do feel the room shaking and I suspect the ship is in damger.

Suddenly the thick deckplate below my feet becomes translucent and glows with a bright white light. I can't even imagine how much energy it would take to cause that to happen but I suspect it's incredible. It pulses slightly and a whooshing sound fills the room, much like when Jodi Foster is about to take her voyage in the machine.

The energy waves pass through both of us and I can see Pike is visibly affected. He skaes a bit and I realize he is becoming ultradense, impermeable and strong. I am likewise affected but I can't seem to move from the spot I'm in. Nothing I cna do will prevent what's happening.

The knowledge that Pike is changed fills me though I can't yet see any reason why it should. I realize he is angry, about to commit horrible crimes, and it will be up to me to ultimately defeat him, though it may come at the cost of my own life.

And that's all I recall right now.

Tue, 2/19/13

Went to bed at 5:15am. Had to work late. Didn't fall asleep until 6am. Was vibrating like crazy just minutes after laying down.
Woke up at 9:40am. I'm hoping for a lucid nap today.

Let's see what I remember...

I'm on the ground floor of the office building I worked in for 10 years, tile floors and hallways leading in four directions from a central elevator column.

I walk along the hall towards the back entrance of the building but the doors lead into a glass-lined hallway that runs along the back of the building to either side. As I approach the glass I catch a quick glimpse of a man who I know to be Emperor Palpatine, but I recognize him and think of him as Count Dooku. What's really weird is that he looks more like a bulky version of Darth Maul. This bulky Dooku is striding purposefully with an angry expression and I can tell he is heatedly discussing my whereabouts. He has been after me for a long time and for him to show up now, practically in my face, is truly frightening.

I ducked quickly out of sight by back-pedaling and walking to the side hallway. I peer around and watch him pace back and forth a little, giving orders to various hunters to search everywhere for me. I'm panicking slightly but I knew that only one person could help me now...my dad.

What, what? My dad? Well, that's who I was thinking about but as I concentrated on trying to bring him to me I remembered that my father was in California so I had better summon someone who had experience with Dooku. SO I summoned Yoda.

Yoda appeared and walked through the building towards the back hallway with the intention of fighting Dooku. I saw one of the hunters heading my way and I stepped back and ducked into the nearby bathroom. There was no place to hide in it, not really, and I suddenly became worried that Yoda would lead them to me. I had to act quickly without leaving my hiding place.

I placed my hands on my head and telepathically let Yoda know not to lead Dooku to the bathroom, though I did think it remote that Dooku would dare come to a woman's restroom. Still, couldn't take the chance.

After I thought this an attractive young woman walked in and I became distracted by her flimsy skirt and the open door that might allow a hunter to see me. I think this is when the dream shifted and I ended up in the creek.

*note - Dooku. Yeah...

IRL I've been in show choir (singing and dancing group) for about 3 years now and I'm now a leader this year. In our show I have two solos which means a lot of pressure to not mess up, and this pressure makes me nervous every show.

Last night I had a dream about show choir. Usually in my show choir dreams I'm on stage with my choir and I don't really know the moves or I'm forgetting them, but I don't actually care about messing up or get upset over it. This is why last night's dream was so different.

The dream starts as we are running onto my school's stage to see that the entire place is filled with people that are screaming and cheering us on. The lights are very bright so I can't really make anybody out in the crowd but the people on stage are the people in my IRL choir. The show is going okay as people are doing random moves to a song I don't know and I'm looking at other people to see what moves they were because I clearly did not know them. When the chorus comes up IRL it's very quick and most people have trouble at first remembering the words and sometimes the moves. The chorus in my dream turns into a disaster. As it hits, no one knows the moves and they stop cold in their tracks along with me. This thought comes into my head that goes "no choir has ever had their entire show stop because people didn't know the moves, this is all my fault" and I run down the stage steps into the crowd crying. For probably 30 seconds I'm standing in dark matter by myself crying in my hands unaware that there is no world around me.

I don't think I've cried this hard in a regular dream over something so stupid. It was like all the sadness that is in my mind went to this moment of just balling my eyes out for this absurd occurrence. Then I appear through a door into the chorus room where we have class to see our previous dance captain walking. I love this guy so much so I feel I ashamed him and this position. I walk over still crying into my hands and lean on his chest. I'm crying so hard I'm practically yelling my sobs.

That dream ends and this morning I had a false awakening. IRL my phone plays a song and vibrates to wake me up, but in the dream my phone only vibrates. I get up and turn it off then immediately get out of me bed. I head for the shower and see there are clothes stacked up on the sink. Then I wake up for real.