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Notes for dreams so I can go back to bed:

Lots of land with bails and bails of hay, only dark.
Someone said, "If all this were mine, I would re-hole every horseshoe until they were perfect" or something like that. I saw a horseshoe with a hole in it in my minds eye.

Then I was sitting with a boy who stitched up some grey, suede leather so that it contained some RR spikes in a leather tube. I helped by banging a another spike into it so the head stayed above the leather. (I have six new RR spikes IWL). The leather tube eventually turned into a hat.

I asked him to help me stitch one for myself. He then revealed a larger black hat for me. Then it turned out to be a football, which disappointed me.

Then I had to use the bathroom. I went in and the john was really small and had no lid. As I started to take my pants down, someone disturbed me. Jesus!

At a weird party, my brother got a piece of clothing caught on the top of a door. Someone took a piece of mom's jewelry so I did too, but I decided to return it.

I Went up stairs picking up miniature pitchers along the way, then a lady picked one up and tossed it back to me.

I returned the jewelry, then it morphed into a cool gun. It was small and crude, made of wood and brass or gold. You pulled back on a stick which was connected to something so that when you pulled the trigger, the stick was released and it would hit the projectile inside. It was awesome.

Then there were a bunch of brass dishes. (Yuck, right?). I had a false memory that I grew up with it. (IWL I did grow up with similar stuff) I was putting them away, admiring the shape of some of the cups. The were like a mix between a Chinese tea cup and a soup bowl. They seemed to be the perfect size.

I was watching video of women rubbing their nipples. All of them were perfect.

I was playing a video game through some sort of advanced handheld console with a touch screen (similar to a smartphone, maybe it WAS a smartphone) and intermittently I was actually a character IN the game.

The game was a horror game with a very dark atmosphere, definitely rated 18+ and featuring gruesome murder among other things. My main character and others in his group have moved into a house that appeared to be haunted. By gathering evidence and uncovering puzzles we discovered there was somebody else living with us in the house. We talked to him, and though we didn't trust him he wasn't really an enemy for us, just someone to beware of.

I don't remember much else, except that near the end we managed to discover that this person was driving every night (or every once in a while) from this house to the pier, burning a dead human body he brought with him (from the house?) and disposing of the remains via a sailboat.

The feeling was that he was crazy and dangerous and we shouldn't have trusted him, but he wasn't our main concern, he was doing it for reasons that might be very logical from his point of view and there was MUCH greater evil afoot there.

I don't remember much else, I didn't manage to uncover the big secret, but I had a feeling I was extremely close. Part of our group have followed the man when he was driving to the pier, and after they returned I had to interview them to piece together all what they saw (in the darkness some were unsure what they saw themselves), and each member saw something a bit different. It was an incredible game.

I remember a logo that came up when the game was activated. It was a small wooden fishing boat filled with about four people standing in a row on it. I think that rather than being the symbol of some company, it was an advertising symbol for a revolutionary dynamic character levelling and development system in video games, or something. Or maybe it was both that, and a company logo.

This dream was awesome.

-FA/DEILD

I suddenly became aware of a false awakening. Immediately I got strong vibrations that lasted a bit longer than they usually do. During this time, I heard my dads voice having a conversation in my bedroom. My dad passed away when I was a kid so my initial reaction was excitement. It's one of my goals to summon my dad in a dream so I can hug him and just see him again. But when the vibrations went away and I opened my eyes, there was no one in my room with me. I did a nose plug RC and breathed in and out while plugging my nose for a few seconds to assure myself I was dreaming and get anchored. Then I stood up on my bed and jumped upwards to fly through my roof which I can usually do fine. But this time my fingers got stuck in the drywall ceiling and it felt really funny. So I just fell back down to my bed and dove out my window. When I emerged through the other side of the glass, I felt a slight drop in temperature, and I immediately began to feel a drizzle on my body which made me realize I had no shirt on. The weather didn't bother my dream body at all so I continued to fly out to my large forested backyard. My porch light was on so alot of my yard was lit up. I almost screamed in excitement when I saw a large fully grown panda bear just sitting on the grass looking at me. I flew about 6 feet above it and yelled "meow" like a cat at it for some reason. I never bothered to investigate it further. I flew away from my house and remembered I wanted to try to summon people by using my blind spot. I landed on the empty road and reached my open hand behind my back. I expected a high school friend of mine to grab my hand, and like 3 seconds later I felt a small hand grasp mind. I pulled forward and it worked! The friend I imagined was there with a funny red toque on. She was like a robot though, and wouldn't talk or move but I was thrilled that I succeeded in summoning, even if she was broken. I took off flying again and I have no memory of anything else.

08.02.2013

Pimping cars for the mob boss (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a deal with a mob boss about pimping some cars. He gave me some cash and I needed to buy the car and the pieces. However, I decided that I could pimp four vehicles instead a bit less expensive and get the best about the money.

I recall the cars were blue and they were mustang Shelbi GT 500. I recall pimping a couple of them and parking them. I was in the parking lot of an airport, although it was way bigger. The parking was completely free. I was creating some sort of extra engines to put on the roof and the trunk of the car for more speed (I know this makes no sense...) and I wanted to check on the other two cars.

I realized the other two cars were gone. I started to ask everybody about them and no one had any idea where the cars were. I was getting close to the due time to deliver the vehicles and asked other people. There was another mafia guy that was jealous because of my assignment and started to claim they were towed and that the mob boss was going to kill me. He called the mob bossa and passed me the phone. The mob boss was speaking too fast. I could barely understand what he was saying. He appeared upset.

I got into a garage and I found a private jet and the mob boss approaching at me. He was heavy build with a gray suit and a hat. He was friendly and told me to explain what happened. We talked about the parking being free and such, and while we were climbing some stairs, there was a sign with the letter D that indicated that parking was free. But as we kept going up, we sawe another sign that said "I" It appears that it meant that parking was limited due petroleum extractions. The mob boss started to doubt my own abilities and he said he hoped not to get mad. I was sure I parked properly the cars. I woke up.

08.02.2013

Psychic Shrine (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in the park with a couple friends and I was telling them about moving my business away from the Eye of Buddha into a couple new venues. It was a very sunny day and the weather was awesome.

One friend told me about a very fancy location that needed psychics. The informed me that I needed to pass four tests before I could join them. I was thrilled about it, it really felt like a very high end place.

I gave farewells to my friends and went into this place. It was a round building, kinda like a shrine. As I approached and enter it, I noticed that it had a lot of red carpeting and a few tables ready for table tipping and card readings. A male psychic approached at me and handed me a menu. I recall reading "Tarot Reading ~ $67" It had small letters underneath it, probably explaining what it was about. He mentioned he was the only Psychic on duty due being low on staff.

I informed him that I was a Psychic Medium and I wanted to get tested to work there. He got excited and told me she was going to call the owner about it. He informed me that the first reading I needed to give was a mediumship reading. I was happy because I was already feeling the presence of a Spirit, getting ready for the reading. I sat in a red sofa and my wife woke me up!

9-10-14 ~ Interesting enough this was some sort of premonition. I did quit the Eye of Buddha because they hired fake Psychics and then, I found a very prestigious place in San Diego and they recommended me to get tested. I had to pass four tests (written letter of why I should be hired, a multi-type reading (mediumship, energy, psychic, past lifes, current life issue, etc...) and then reading for the Vice President and the President (well, due a few things I told to the President starting the reading, she picked up that I belonged there and that I did not needed to continue, that I was going to be hired.)

Thursday, 2/7/13 Bed 11:30pm - 6:45am

DR 3:09 I'm modding posts

DR 4:07 Visiting gramma in K. I'm standing on a bank of a wide river with an engineer. They are filling up the flat plain with more water. I look to the right and there is a huge tidal wave of muddy water coming closer. It's winter time. People are throwing 4 squares of plastic to the water and putting a plastic sheet to top of them to make a raft. I put some MREs on the raft and we are filling up watter bottles. The wave is soming faster now and it's closer.

DR I'm telling my mom that I just woke up from a 15 min lucid. I recall flying in the air, chasing one DC flying on a stick and asking him who he is. I remember realizing that my lucid is nice and long and it started to destabilize as I was saying that.

My mom joined LDing forum and I'm reading responses to her post.

DR I'm walking through a yard with freshly planted vegetables. There is a few plants pulled out of the ground, with roots and dirt still on it. I pick one up and start eating the dirt, while I ment to eat the green part. It tastes gross. I'm helping the gardener and I toss these pulled out plants into a garbage container. Then i realize, he probably just didn't plant them yet, so I take them out of trash can.

As I'm walking away, my feet are sinking good 5 inches into the wet ground.

I just watched Hansel and Gretel so the flying and eating dirt is most likely from it.

DR 6:40 I'm called back to work at 10pm to work on stuff that was cancelled earlier. I drive there thinking about rain that's suppose to start.

07.02.2013

Eight hours long mall. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a huge mall, it was like 10 regular big malls here in the US. I had to go through the entire mall to earn a gift certificate or cash prize. It would take me over eight hours to walk the entire mall. I decided to do it because you could make few thousand bucks.

After I went through two checkpoints and I was on the third, I realize I was not carrying with me the stamps I needed in order to cash the prize. I realized I left them at the 2nd checkpoint and I was kinda upset about it. While this happened, I was next to an arcade store and also had some kid mounts, one of them was about Dragon Ball.

I noticed that this mall had a notepad that said the words Illuminati and Pandemonium, I did not feel comfortable with that enegy and left.

07.02.2013

Weird community (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was some sort of circular mail that only was for neigbors in a eight home community. These add contained photos of woman looking for sex among people in the same building. These women also lived in the building.

This building turned out to be a whole bigger community with a ton of buidings and houses, with way more than eight neigbors. This communuty had a very big yard and people started to set up booths. I decided it would be a good idea to set up a booth for Psychic and Mediumship readings. My wife started to set up the booth because I had to leave somewhere.

I left to meet with some friends to discuss something about profecy. We started to work on this gift and do some practice on it.

Yes! I had a LD by a DILD by a nap but I don't remember what got me lucid. The dream seemed long but I realize I have to work on my recall. My dreams seem to want to keep me in them as when I get lucid I guess I don't want to leave and have to try really hard to wake up because I think my dream is reality kinda until I turn lucid. I guess that means dream as long as I can! . 2 things I remember happening is I asked if I could see my guide and I saw pictures coming up of animals. They were like black and white pictures but the rest of the dream was in color. I tried seeing if a person was my guide from before who I met in a dream through the pictures but nothing came up. If I stayed dreaming maybe I could have done a bunch of stuff! Someone was with me and I think I talked to him but I don't remember what we talked about but I remembered trying to break a glass window but it wasn't working. Then I guess I tried to change the dream and I guess I decided to wake up because nothing was working. Maybe my guide was with me the whole time! I'm not sure.

Well this being a new account and all I guess some proper introductions are in order.
I'm C.J., I joined DV about 2 years ago now in search of lucidity in my dreams,
a goal that I was surprisingly able to reach sooner than I thought.
My quest to lucid dream taught me a lot about lucid dreams as well as myself,
though for some reason, after about 2 weeks of recording my dreams and training myself to lucid dream,
I just kind of stopped.
Why am I back? To be perfectly honest, it's because after a very long time of zero lucidity, I had a DILD.
It felt so great to be lucid again, but I noticed something.
I couldn't use any of my my dream powers.
It was so frustrating that during my once in a blue moon lucid dreams I couldn't even do anything I really wanted to.
At that moment I decided, I would restart my attempt of being a lucid dreamer,
this time with a cool head and with my newly acquired knowledge about the world, my dreams, and more importantly, myself.

It's good to be back ^_^

Last night I dreamed, god knows how many dreams. But the one that's stuck in my head is the one where I got shot by a girl. I never knew the pain of a bullet going in through your body could be so painful. Its a piercing pain. All the way through, until it can't move inn any longer. And it just stays stuck in that place.....and here is how it all began.


I was in a room, a very tiny room. There were two doors. But only one way out, and I was staring at it. On my right side of the room, against the wall, there was a concrete bench stuck to it. I was sitting on the floor close by it. And no matter how much I wanted to get out and leave, I couldn't. I was stuck to that floor. Then that's when it all happened. Two men came in with big guns. And they were arguing. At first I didn't know what about because from my view it looked like they didn't know I was there. But then it became clear that they were arguing about me. They wanted to kill me. One man was pointing his gun at me. I still couldn't move. And I don't even know if I did wanted to move. But as a shot was fired. I thought that was it, I'm dead. But I wasn't, because when I opened my eyes there was a man lying dead right in front of me. Then I heard shots being fired. I realized I was able to move. I was trying to hide, to take cover. But there was nowhere to go. Under that concrete bench there was enough room for me to hide and take cover. But no matter how hard I tried to get under there, I couldn't. I realized it got real quiet, and when I looked up there was this tall, overweight, dark skinned woman approaching me, I just sat there, scared to death looking up at this lady. Without thinking twice, she rose the hand that was holding the gun and shot me, just like that. She just stood there, watching me go down and bleed to death. And as she stood there, I knew why she had shot me. I had just witnessed her murder two men. As I laid there faking my death I took the risk to open my eyes and see if she was gone and she was, but so was I. But I hadn't moved. And I didn't, it was still the same room. The difference this time was that my aunt was in the room. She was sleeping on what looked like the concrete bench. As my vision got clearer I realized that it was the concrete bench. She had just put blankets on it to make it cushiony. I woke her up and told her what had happened. I stood up and showed her where I had been shot at. Her eyes went wide at the sight of my bloody white blouse. As she was calling 911 from the corner of my eye I saw movement by the entrance door. I slightly turned, still hiding my wound, but enough to see who was at the door. And when I saw who it was it shocked me more than the fact that I had a bullet penetrating my insides, killing me slowly. I saw Johnny and Aimee standing in my doorway looking at me like if they were lost. Well, at least Johnny was. Aimee was just staring with a blank expression. When I told them that I had been shot, I collapsed to the floor. It took them both a second to process what I had just told them and the fact that I had just collapsed and went unconscious. Both Aimee and Johnny started running towards me but Johnny was faster. He was already kneeling by my side. He had my head on his lap, and his left hand on my wound. He was begging, crying out to me not to dye, not to leave, and that I had to be strong. Aimee was already there kneeling next to him holding my hand. She was also crying. She told me through her tears that she was sorry for everything and not to go. She kept asking if I was going to die, but no one would answer. Johnny kept putting pressure on my wound and crying out encouraging words to me, Aimee kept panicking, and my aunt was now talking to a lady dressed in all black. She was sent there because of a misunderstanding. I believe she was there because she thought someone had died. My aunt had yelled at her that some one got SHOT not died. The lady dressed in all black simply said Oh well then I'll drive her to the hospital. Her car only had two seats the back was just a flat platform...idk who laid me there but when I opened my eyes again I saw Johnny and Aimee kneeling by me. You'd think Id be in so much pain but I wasn't. I had pain but it was really faraway. I felt it, but the pain seemed to be vanishing. The pain was subsiding because I was dying. As I took my last dying breath I snapped back to my body. I woke up. And I was thank full that it was only just a dream. But as I was fading back to sleep, for the first time, a dream unwanted was continuing. I was laying in my grama's living room floor. And next to me was Aimee sitting on my grama's couch, watching me. My cousin was there to but in my grama's kitchen, like always. I asked what had happened, that what was going on. That's when she told me that I had gotten shot and that they all thought I had died. But I had arrived to the hospital just in time. I had surgery, the bullet was taken out, and I got stitches. I lifted my shirt up and looked at what once was taking my life and saw that it was replaced with stitches. I asked her if she was sure if they took out the bullet because I was still in so much pain. She said yes, that my mom was there when they took it out, but that I was supposed to be in pain for a few weeks and that the doctor prescribed me pain killers. I had to take a pill as soon as I woke up and did. When I woke up I was still very confused I didn't know why Aimee had stuck by me, and I kept wondering where Johnny was, and I wasn't going to ask Aimee where he went or what happened to him, and I was not about to put on the BFF ACT just to find out and I did not trust her to begin with. I just wanted to get out of the house, I wanted to go for a walk.. But this pain was excruciating and it wasn't letting me think. But something happened. The scenery changed, because next thing I knew, I was outside, walking. I had headphones on and my cellphone. I was still so confused I didn't know how I ended up walking in a park. As confused I was, I enjoyed my walk, it made me peaceful and the fact that I had bumped into Johnny made me happy. I went to ask him what had happened to him. I wanted to know why he left. But he didn't answer me, he just gave me a cold stare. You know how they say that you can do or be anything in a dream? Well its true, because even though Johnny's words didn't come out of his mouth I heard his thoughts. He didn't have the guts to tell me straight up in my face. He wanted me to leave. He didn't know why the hell I even had to show up, why I was even complaining to him, because I was fucken alive right? It hurt me to hear him say that. Well hear what he actually thought of me. And to top it off I was already in enough pain. I saw the expression in his face change when I winced and held my stitched up lower abdomen. His eyes asked if I was okay, but he, himself, wouldn't dare and actually ask. But I still did tell him that I was still in healing process and the doctor had me on pain meds. He looked confused. I guess the meds would get me high. Too high. So I understood where he was getting at. He knew I hated anything that had to do with drugs. But I was in pain and I would take anything at this moment that would take the pain away. And as I was thinking that, one of his friends came and snatched my phone and iPod away, I tried chasing him and getting my things back but I was in too much pain. I begged Johnny to tell him something. I was already crying up to that point. I was in too much pain and I couldn't take it anymore. I just wanted to go back home and take my pill and this guy is laughing in my face running around with my things and to top it off Johnny told me straight up that, that was none of his dame business and to deal with it myself. The guy finally gave me my iPod back but before he can hand me back my phone he broke it in half. It hurt me so much that I started crying even more. I just looked at Johnny disappointed and walked away. When I arrived to my grama's her window was broken and she needed help putting the new one back on, and for some reason, all this seemed wrong I don't know why. But it did. Next thing I knew a girl that I never even spoke to just walked up to her house and put on the new window like nothing. I was amazed she could do that.....


You know how in real life people tell u who's not good for you and to stay away? Well you should listen. Because even your dreams tell you who's not good enough for you. You can be dying or be dead and they won't care. The person who stuck by you through everything is a keeper.


Too bad it was only a dream. Because in real life, she back stabbed me

Bed: 12:00
woke up: 4:30, back to bed 4:34 (not enough time for vivid dreams apparently)

My dreams were not that vivid and I think the reason was once I woke up at 4:30 I just went straight back to sleep.

1. The first dream I had I was trying to get subway, and I was driving around this weird area that I felt as if I knew where it was in the dream world, and it had some loose connection to real life as to where it was but it was just not a logical connection. At one part of the dream I was with a group of people including this one girl that I knew a long time ago. The place was kind of an outdoor place with public tables that looked like the outdoor seating at a mcdonalds restaurant except without the umbrellas and more set in stone rather than cheap metal or plastic and it was roomier, so more people could sit at one table. I saw a group of people but in my head I knew it was 6 people? anyways so the next thing I remember is I'm leaving and apparently its dark now and I drive to a subway but I have to go through a closed gas station to get there. I walk in one door and Im looking at the gas station from a birds eye view and for some reason the guy behind the counter is still there, he doesnt say anything even though Im walking through his store and the lights are off. I finally get subway at the end before I wake up.

2. I dream my dad was in our house for some reason, my parents split and he lives about 7 states away lol. We were in the dining room except it was an office now that he was living here. It started snowing inside the office and his papers and whole office started to get wet so he was like oh shit its probably the water filtration system. So we go to the basement and I look at these large pipes that aern't there in real life. Theres one red cap right near another red cap thats connected to a giant cylinder of metal for something else and I tell my dad this is probably it and he comes down to watch. I open the cap and theres this disgusting puke like substance spewing out and for some reason I know its called "peroxide ____" just dont remember the second word. I start saying GET A BUCKET and i run away and throw up then i find a bucket a few yards away. I go back to put a bucket on the floor and my dad just shoved a carpet under the spilling puke stream so i put the bucket on top of the carpet/doormat thing. Thats about all I remember.

I am a little rusty, so please bear with me!

My family and I were in the mall, stopping at a little McDonald's. my mom or someone calls my uncle o see if he can meet us there, but he can't. S then we are in the car, since they're not coming we're not eating there. My mom mentions this local fast food place, idk the name, and we all including me apparently loved it at one point. S, we wre going there.

Then, I am standing near this road next to a building. It was so vivid, I've had a few prominent dreams these last few days, but I could look more directly this time, if that makes sense. I then become lucid for no reason, as if its because its really lucid!

U start walking, and I am in front of the building. I see this old woman inside the building with sunken cheeks, and there are two kids with her. She insists that if I ever need a babysitter, there is her. She meant for me! I assured her I do t need one, because I. Nineteen! Shei sis ram so I tell her I'm almost twenty, an adult! Still... Then I walk across the street. There are a bunch of stores in front of me.

NON LUCID
*My brother and I carried away by a huge body of water.
*Offered to buy a bed for someone in need but received only rejected.
*Ordered a pizza no with balance.

I had lots of short dreams, some were clearer than others. This is what I remember clearly.

I was at my local Walmart and saw Nick, a childhood friend but he didn't notice me. He was near the entrance and just looking past me, not directly at me, with a confused kind of look on his face. He also had a wild beard which was strange.

The next part I remember is standing outside a holiday home we used to stay in at a place called Moana in New Zealand. It was a sunny day and I was talking with my family, enjoying the mountains around me. The mountains were slightly different though; there were more of them and the layout was a bit different.