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I had my lucid dream on thursday. I was on the phone with an unknow dream character. All of a sudden my mother starts talking to me, and i know its strange, but dismiss it. A little while later my dad enters the conversation, and i'm like hold up, i'm must be dreaming. i reality check, put my fingers into my left hand palm, and it goes through. i'm excited i'm lucid. i finally acheived my goal!!! but i calm my self because i'm to excited and the dream is wavering. i want to go outside, but it is night time, and i wish it was light outside so i can go exploring. i go to the back of the house (i have never been in) to prepare myself for a shower. in the back room, i subconciously look in the mirror and away, and i look back cause i remember reading about mirrors being weird in dreams. and my reflection is rippling and it scares me so i look away. i look up and realize it's light outside, because i wanted it to be! after going in the dresser drawer for my shower preparation, i go to the bathroom, but it's too small, and blocked with un-packed boxes. i will the room to expand with my powers, but i cant, because i have woken up

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So this is my first nightmare I had. My bf and I were down in the basement in my dads den watching tv. Now as a normal teenage girl, if somebody rubs my arm I WILL fall asleep in a matter of 2 minutes. And I did and he eventually fell asleep too. Now this is where things get weird..


It was a dim lit hallway. It had no ending so it seemed. I looked around me and saw nothing but the walls and some light. I saw him, standing there. I was happy because I wasnt alone and I knew he would protect me. I ran to him but slowed and slowly approached him. I looked down to see both his wrists were cut, and bleeding. He looked at me with sorry eyes, and a tear fell from his blue eyes and whispered to me, "I'm sorry..." and turned and walked away. I started to cry and ran after him but he just kept walking. It seemed like a glass wall or an invisible wall seperated us. I tried escaping it but no use. He continued to walk down the no end hallway and soon faded off. I pounded on the wall and screamed and cried but nothing changed. He never came back. I soon heard a loud bang and a scream. I stopped wailing and soon saw a face come up close to the glass wall and awoke in fear. I jumped so high that i scared him too. I asked how i was and he said that my breathing was unsteady and that my chest went out very far that thats when he knew something was wrong but he didnt want to wake me. I started crying and layed my head on his chest, curled into a ball and wrapped my arms tight around him never wanting to let go because i felt safe, knowing he was actually there. Untouched and not hurt. This soon became a re-occuring dream for the both of us. Twas a true terror I would never want to experience or witness ever again.

I was looking for Necia so I went to her apartment. Even though the number was wrong it was in the right place so I went in. Inside was a giant arcade and people in the building were playing shuffleboard in the middle of the room. We all went out of her apartment when it was time and there was a nurses station and everybody got into their own bunkbeds behind the nurses station and I thought what a great idea...now we don't have to go to the hospital anymore.

Then I was looking around the building to see the other changes and I found a courtyard on the second floor with a secret exit to the street. I was going to check it out when I woke up.

I hope this goes in my dream journal. I'm not sure how this works.

I woke up in my dreams more than twice. When i wake up in my dream i always say "I am dreaming, I am dreaming, I am dreaming". And after a short while i will wake up in reality. Though, my body in my dream is paralyzed but my brain is awake. I can even say alot of things in my brain when i am dreaming. Too bad, i can't really move that much yet. Thanks everyone.

Hello Everyone~~~ I am new here. And i just want to share a dream i've had last night.I used to always have this dream that am falling off the cliff or falling off a building. Somehow, This time I screamed really loud. I don't usually scream in my dreams. But, one time, when i was sleeping in the afternoon, I was having a nightmare that a woman was holding me really tight. My dad said that i screamed out of my dream. However, in this dream i didn't scream out of my dream. I was screaming inside of my dream. What worries me is can my family hear me scream? i asked my mom awhile ago and she said she doesn't know or she didn't hear me scream. She said i will know if i did scream. Problem is that my dream is starting to feel like my reality. When i touch something in my dreams i could really feel it. I asked my brother he said i didn't scream or even talk in my dreams. Though, my brother talk in his sleep. I mean what if i was saying "oooh Nice tits in my dreams"? xD that would be totally embarrassing. I mean i always dream about girls. And sometimes, Thing that i never did in my real life. Sometimes, Dreams that i wanted to have in the future. So, my question is, When i say something in my dream or let's say scream, am i also doing it in my sleep like in reality? I know i can exit a nightmare by screaming. but, what if i am screaming in my dream and not exiting? Thanks everyone and i am really happy that i have found this website.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid Waking life notes

January 2, 2013:

I am outside, in the front yard of my childhood home. I am aware that I am dreaming. There is a giant watermelon in the yard. I eat some and give a piece to my girlfriend. Tatia is also there, and I give her some watermelon too. She says it is good.
I have a mouth full of watermelon. It is sweeter than usual, and juicy, rather than watery(I don't really like watermelon in waking life)My mouth is too full and it's hard to chew.
I give Tatia and my gf more melon, then we just walk around. Tatia is naked. Her for is a bit unstable and changes.
She now looks like my gf, wearing her large blue T-shirt she likes to sleep in. I tell her that I don't want her to look like her, or to replace her. I want them both there. My gf is walking behind us at the moment.

I am masturbating some as we walk. Tatia and I have sex for a few seconds, then keep walking.It was nice that the dream was sexual and that I didn't get overwhelmed or distracted by it.
We walk among some trees. I point to one and say "look, fruit." There is yellow and red fruit in one tree and on the ground. I lift Tatia to reach the fruit in the tree. She is weightless and stands in the palm of my hands. I noticed that her legs are shaped sort of how I usually draw them.
She tries to fly but can't. I say "you fly all the time." Then I tell her she is over thinking it.

Thinking back on it, while awake, it seems unlikely that Tatia would over think things, because of her personality. That was probably my fault, since I'm the one who tends to worry too much.

Torture

A naked man is strapped to a chair. They're torturing him. In the course of three brief scenes, they basically cut a tunnel through his abdomen. It's nauseating.

Some Salsa Dancing (5:53)

I'm messing with the wiring in my car so I can do a power cycle on it and fix something. Then I realize I've been doing a lot of extra work. [My dream journal says that around now I "park and check car" and "Mom strikes," but I don't know what this means.] Later, I'm with my sister and we're trying some salsa dancing. We manage some really cool flips and barrel rolls. I feel like I'm inventing an all-new kind of dance.

Basement

I find myself in a crawlspace with periodic rectangular holes in the floor, leading to staircases that descend into darkness. I'm trying to find a lighted staircase so that I can escape from here. Eventually I find one, but there are other problems. I become lucid somehow, and risk looking into the darkness. The dream fades palpably, and in desperation I try to turn it into a sex dream. I suppose it works, after a fashion (no visuals), but I wake up soon afterwards.

Takeover

A villainous man takes the whole building hostage. Most of us are penned up alone in small rooms, separated from each other, but we can see what's going on in the building by looking at the various TV screens on the walls. Against orders, a naked woman in one room talks to the man. Smirking, he pushes a button that blows up the room she was in. I'm scared that there will be gore all over the room when the smoke clears, but fortunately, there is not. Then there are some explosions along the outside walls of the compound, and I know that the outside resistance movement is trying to break in and depose the villain. I wish they wouldn't try--they have no realistic chance of winning. But I leave the room to try and help them somehow.

I meet up with someone on my team and we run into a problem. There are no nearby enemies, so we try to solve it in a few different ways. After the last attempt, I say, "It's no use, we tried this last year." (This enemy takeover is a yearly occurrence, one we are cursed with until we find a way to escape it.) Suddenly, a door opens above us and an enemy comes out. When we get a clear look at his face, we see that it's "The Law" (from Rocket Jump's VGHS). He smiles nastily.

This happened to me quite recently. I have two goals yet to complete. First one is my main one, create a beach and try to enjoy it as long as possible. Second is try to abstain from doing dirty things to DCs because it wakes me up almost every time. I have a few dreams before this but I only recall a bunch of bits and pieces. I wake up and am in a sleepy state so I do DEILD. I start creating the beach and an ocean appears. Its just water surrounding which freaks me out a bit so I focus on the beach and surroundings. A huge light tower building forms as my dream body emerges into the scene now. I am now on sand facing a fence with plants and what not on the other side. I turn and see the beach and the waves coming upon the shore. I remember the water looking almost like a 3D animation look in action. I continue to walk along the beach and see people in bathing suits, fathers with their kids and other DCs. I continue walking happy I am finally lucid and on a beach at the same time. My normal horny self gets the best of me and I decide I don't care about goal number 2 when I come up on a good looking lady in a round hat and sunglasses, in her bathing suit coming from the water on to the beach. I immediately walk up on her and rub her out. I wake up almost instantly. I am really having a hard time staying away from good looking DCs.

1/12/13

WILD into DEILD chain

I was staying at the embassy suites and having trouble falling asleep. I don't remember all of the DEILDs because they melted together. There were probably some more very short ones in the middle.

I am laying in bed and I feel the adrenaline-lightness I felt last time.I RC and stand up. It is very dark in the room. I decide to try and jump into the center area from our floor. I try to feel the walls to stabilize the dream and I lose it.

DEILD

I stand up again and find a light switch. It turns on the light to the room ahead of me. I dont get very far and lose the dream.

DEILD

I try the light switch again and it does nothing. This time, I am able to make it to the door. I look outside, and I see the railing. However, it only goes down like 4 ft. into a flat floor. There are people with little mats hanging out. I go out onto the floor and lose the dream.

Saturday, October 8, 2011
Strength: Neutral
Type: Creepy-Solid
Lucidity: No

I know it's been a while, but I feel like this dream is worth writing down. I'll try to get back into the schedule.

I'm waiting for a ship at it's port. I don't specifically recall what my destination was, but I need to get on it. It finally arrives, and I get on. It starts out as a peaceful voyage, but as time goes on, the sea begins to get rough. Soon, we find ourselves steering away from waves and trying desperately to stay on board and keep the ship afloat. Sadly, we don't succeed. As a mighty wave crashes against the ship, our boat capsizes, sending us all overboard. I find myself swimming through the rough tides, searching for others. I finally find a few of my friends and we begin to swim to shore. After a while of swimming, we come across an odd, carnivalesque island.

We're greeted by an odd looking man, who's tending to the entrance of a roller-coaster. He welcomes us and informs us that the only way to reach the center of the island is through the roller-coaster. As I get on it, I can't help but feel that I've been on the ride. The ride is horror-themed, and pretty basic, providing weak scares and basic horror elements, up until the end. We round a corner and see a bloodied woman, whispering to herself in the dark, when she sees us, she lets out a blood-curling scream. Our trail then turns away and goes down a drop before ending. While I'm exiting the ride, I awake.

Monday, August 22, 2011
Strength: Neutral
Type: Positive-Obscure
Lucidity: No

I'm still having these incredibly vague dreams, but they're becoming easier to recall. Maybe my practice is working.

In my dream, I'm on a ship. I can't remember our exact destination, but I do remember it being very cold and foggy. As our trip continues, the sea begins to grow rougher. Finally, a large gust of wind and a large wave crash our boat and we wash up ashore an island. On this shore, here is a large cave acting as a tunnel leading to higher ground. We are all reluctant to enter it, but finally I do. Once we get to higher ground, I notice that it's cold and snowy. Before me is a tundra, encircling a collection of small, but stable looking huts. The styling of the small town is industrial, and weak lights illuminate the short passageways acting as roads. Suddenly, the wind picks up and the people of the town begin to panic. I follow one into a house and find safety. Just as I ask him about the town, I awake.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Strength: Faint
Type: Scary-Solid
Lucidity: No

Haven't had notable dreams lately. When I do, they aren't as vivid as they usually are. Go figure. I start a dream diary and I stop having dreams. I'm almost hoping for nightmares.

Anyway, as fain as this one was, I'll try to give it the best description possible. I was somewhere in the mountains, strapped to a table with some kind of force preventing my escape. I don't recall if I managed to escape or if I was tortured there, but I remember a strong sense of terror. I also had the faint idea that I had been there a long time, perhaps my entire life.

I might start trying lucid dreaming to see if I can trigger a more vivid dream, but I see that as a last resort. I will turn to it if these weak dreams persist, though.

WBTB - I woke naturally at 3:30AM but I was so tired that the thought of an extended WBTB was horrendous. My alarm went off at 4:00AM. I woke naturally again around 4:30. I got up long enough to take aids and then did some SSILD.

Aids - 50MG Caffeine, 100MG B6 (I swear I thought I got up and took 5MG melatonin but I think it was a dream.)

Tech - I had a hard time going back to sleep. I switched from SSILD to meditation to WILD attempt to SSILD. I was in an out of consciousness and had a few non-lucid dream fragments. I felt restless. Finally at 6:13AM I wake from a brief DILD.

Notes - I am not sure what happened here but I went way past my usual 45-60 min window. Maybe it was the lower dosage that kept me from being too awake to not be able to fall back to sleep. I think tonight I would do better to get up at 3:30 and see if I can avoid the wakefulness. I found it very distracting. I think next time (when there is slight wakefulness) I should just go for straight WILD attempt through the whole thing.

This dream was a bit of a failure but it was a valuable learning experience.

117 - Headlights - DILD

I find myself in my car, backing out of my driveway. I notice a car passing down the street behind me. As I wait for it I see the headlights pass in front of me. I think maybe it was a reflection of the glass at first but then I remember something. "I am dreaming!"

In an instant, the dream collapses and I find myself in a FA in my bed. I am not sure but I think I felt very mild vibrations. I stand up but the dream is unstable. The dream environment it swirling and dark. I look at my hands and rub them. All physical sensations are vivid but all I can see is my hands and blackness beyond. My vision is like I am drunk. I begin to feel rushed and a little frantic to get this dream going. (Looking back I realize that I need to start calming myself more and taking my time. I always forget my basics.)

I had intended to do the the basic TOTM but for some reason I have the Rome TOTY in mind. Being impatient I decide to try and change the scene again. I spin around in place for several rotations and extremely fast. I stop and relax myself. Almost against my will I stiffen like a board and fall over to my back like a cut tree.

As I float in the black void, I tell myself to wake up in a Roman Colosseum. I open my eyes but find myself in another FA. I try to get up out of bed but this time I slide horizontally to my right. The blankets stick to me like glue for a moment. I calmly will it away.

Now I am standing. I am frustrated and decided to just see what happens when I meditate in a lucid. I remember that since reading Robert Waggoner's book, I have wanted to try it. I close my eyes and calm myself. I do the traditional "OOOOOMMMMM." I begin to get very strange sensations. Like my body is breaking up and becoming wave energy. I take this as the dream breaking up and I think I am waking. I give up and lose concentration.

I find my non-lucid self standing in my bedroom doorway walking in. I see a strange, large, brown insect flying in front of me. I try to get closer to study it. At that point I remember something and instantly wake. I wait for DEILD but it is no use.