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At the park going around riding a bike, (bmx bike) then I went down mainstreet and saw some girl that was doing something strange, (I don't remember exactly what she was doing that was strange, something that indicated she was a robot or something like that)
I had some rope that I swung around and snow came out. (no idea why this made so much sense in my dream) I was swinging it around and getting snow on things, I forget the reason that I needed to get snow on stuff. Then I followed the girl up some road that went up a hill. There was some other stuff that went on but I don't remember what.. Next scene I was back the road to my house in my moms suv, we were going towards the highway (me and some other girl, it wasn't claire or the girl from earlier) that I knew for some reason was a bad guy and was following, the girl driving the car was probably in her 20's and she had darker color hair, she was my partner for right now and we were following the robot girl from earlier. The car ahead of us pulled off left on the highway and started gong down away from town. But we turned right, I got confused and looked over at my partner asking her why we weren't following the car. She said something and I realized that she was really an enemy that was supposed to kill me, she started swerving the vehicle back and forth really fast and I had to lean over and grab the wheel to keep us from crashing. She punched at me and was obviously going to try and take us into a brutal crash at 70+ miles an hour.
I then remembered that I keep the dagger in the side pocket of the passenger door and grabbed it.
(I keep one there in real life, mainly because that's the only place that I won't lose it) I get it in my hand and get ready to stab her, but all of a sudden I have a really hard time stabbing her, I hesitate (only for about a half a second) and think that she is my partner and really pretty and I would hate to kill her, that we've been through so much together and... I force those thoughts out of my head and stab the dagger into her neck.
(one of the things that I remember is the sound of it going in and going through her windpipe.. that'll be something I remember for a long time to come )
she struggles and is obviously in much pain, she begins to cry as she struggles for breath. I feel really bad and almost cry too but I am so desperate to save my life. The vehicle is slowing down a bit on the road. I look at her, she looks so helpless right now I hate it so much, she looks at me and I can just tell that she wishes she was really on my side. (I am flooded with false memories of things that we did together and missions that we completed)
I look down at the dagger which has blood all over it and look back at her as I get ready to stab her again to kill her.
"Sorry." I say and I plunge the dagger into her heart I see her eyes get wide and then she goes limp. There's blood all over me and the seat.
I wake up shaking and disoriented.

First LD night in a long time. I guess this was the reason I had so many vivid dreams.

So I finally got to meet the big monster – sleep paralysis. Everyone’s been warning me about it and I kept laughing and saying there’s no such thing. Well, woke up at 5 for a WILD, you know the drill… Spent like half an hour motionlessly in bed, it wasn’t really pleasant cause I was in-between worlds, and wasn’t quite sure if this was a dream, let alone a lucid one…

All of a sudden a horrifying noise pours over me – I wasn’t sure if it was an earthquake, flooding water, a gate slamming or a coffin closing. Then I felt something covering me, like a blanket (or even earth?) – I was positive my roommate was in the room covering me with a blanket. It felt like being buried alive, literally. Psycho. And it was so real. But it was a really interesting experience, I would do it again!

Anyway, I was able to turn on the other side and the fun began. Almost all of my LDs are WILDs, so I looooove the moment I am finally in the dream world – the moment I look at my hands and the world around me and I’m sooo happy: I’m there! I’m finally there!

1. I’m in a park or something. I see a bar near the park and I go in. People on the stairs look at me as if I’m not allowed to enter but I’m able to control them with my hands – I make a magical gesture and they let me in. I pick a blond guy on the stairs, make a gesture and he comes with me. (He wasn’t even my type, really weird.) I’m holding his hand and the rest of my body is floating in the air like a balloon he’s holding. We make out, I wake up in the middle of it, haha, figures.

I loved this one:

2. I’m in the street in front of my house. The atmosphere is haunting, yet beautiful and peaceful. It’s been raining, everything is wet, the trees have an emerald glow, the sunlight is really warm, almost sepia, and gives the dream a retro feel. There is an old lady next to me and I’m positive she’s a dream guide. I ask her about her name, she says something like Nevi…

A boy is jumping around, trying to talk to me but I want to talk to my dream guide. She points to my house which looks really old and deserted. The windows in the brick wall are broken. I see a white bride in one of the windows – her hair is in a really tight bun. She is beautiful.

She starts stretching her hands and her whole body out the window and starts crawling like a spider on the red brick wall. Then I look at the other two windows and I see some album covers which come to life and start crawling on the wall too.

None of this scares me, I find it fascinating and keep saying to myself: This is just like a Lynch movie, oh my God, this is so Lynch!

Then I saw lots of bicycles right next to us on the street and asked the lady if she wanted to take a ride. She said OK and all three of us – me, her and the boy got on the bicycles. I tried to pedal but I couldn’t, but was able to ride effortlessly without pedaling.

3. I’m at a fruit and vegetable market, and I want to buy some cherries. However, they don’t look ripe enough to me, and I try to make a magic spell to make them darker. I couldn’t do it but the cherries turned into cherry-formed strawberries.

All of a sudden Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (a spiritual teacher) appears and starts giving out orders because all the food has to be donated to the poor. I keep trying to transform the cherries when the place transforms into a kitchen and a heroin chic girl walks in. She has a hole in her shirt and kind of runs her hand under the shirt and into the hole, so that it appears in front of her face.
I find this really sexy so I start undressing her. I notice she’s incredibly skinny, almost anorexic. She has a big black tattoo on her tummy – 5 rows of text in hieroglyphs. And, as usual, I wake up.

4. It’s just a dream fragment – a deaf and blind girl was singing in front of a choir – her voice was beautiful, and I was amazed how a deaf girl can sing like that.

5. I think I had a musical dream – I kept hearing this crazy composition with Sting’s voice and Bulgarian female choirs, it was amazing but for the life of me I can’t remember it.

6. The last dream was not lucid – I called a friend of mine and told him about the bride dream – it was a really vivid and detailed description, haha, almost the same as the one I just wrote. I basically wrote it in my dream.

Wednesday 5/24/12 Bed 11:35 Tons of dreams
Last Dream:
I'm in a huge house visiting friends. I stand by a window and see two humongous UFOs, like in the movie independence day, flying over very slowly. I rush downstairs to get the camera out of my bag. It's not there. Back upstairs I find it next to another window. Run from one window to another to find one without the screen so I can take pictures. I find one, but by now the UFOs moved to the other side of the house.
I walk into neighbors apartment. Her door is opened because she just called cops. We are watching the UFOs through her glass ceiling. By now it turned into a radar monitor. We see a bunch of human aircrafts, like fighter jets and also space ships from movies Stargate. Pretty cool.

Monday 5/22/12 Bed 12:30am
DR: We are going to visit Vilcabamba. I stand in front of the small shack with lots of other tourists. I get two packages of folded raincoats in see-through bags. I'm picking one that fits. I put it on over my backpack and then take it off, because I realize I didn't take my camera out of the backpack.
I walk back to some kind of a tunnel/cave, that's full of people milling around. Plants all over the place, even hanging from walls. It's not dark, colors are bright. Has a feel of a restaurant. As I brush by some plants, I feel a sting on left forearm and right upper arm. I tell someone "you know what to do" and we walk to a rock where I sit down. Another girls puts her hand under mine to comfort me while the other person is cutting the poison out with a knife from my right upper arm.

Friday 5/19/12 Bed 1am GM4, Ch600, GPC300 at 5:17am
WBTB 5;17 - 5:30
WILD at 7:45am, 20 min long
First 10 min my dream has a SOUNDTRACK. Some great song, I'm happy. Occasionally, I hear a radio stations call sign with their jingle - it's RADIO TEXAS. rofl
Starts with a flyby over a field that looks like gets lots of rain, or fog, because the ground covered by woodchips is pretty wet. People are walking away. I walk with them. Lady in her 30-40', short blond hair, pleasant smile turns to me.[Now I think, this was the actual entry point - I said "I am there"] This place repeats itself later on which makes me as a question in the dream, if this is maybe one of my past lives.
My flight continues through a hallway. I look down and before I see them, I think there is a funeral procession and what do you know. That's what walks through the door right beneath me. [I have noticed this in other dreams also - sometimes things happen, only because I think it will happen. It's good to keep it in mind]
When I see this, I panic and loose all my powers (not that I had any before, but now I know, that I don't have any). I try to desperately go through the wall, but all I can do is claw on it and climb.
I come to the playground and decide to liberate a lunch box from top of the pole, that some bullies hung up there.
There is a lady pushing a disabled child in a stroller up the stairs, I help her.
Change of dreamscape>>
Now I'm in a city in daytime. There are tall buildings in a distance, I'm on some kind of a city square or park. There is a booth with a lady and some kids. I stop by and ask why is a girl crying. I learn, that she is about to get punished. I plead with the lady not to do that and finally offer to take girl's punishment on me. A guy is practicing with long and skinny stick.
I keep walking/flying by a huge, beautiful black, shiny, like from glass made building. There are some fighter jets nearby and I decide I can't pass up this opportunity and climb into one of them. I realize I won't be able to fly it, so I just drive on the road. heh
I drive back towards where I came from. There is a replica of Earth hanging in the skies, that looks like a school project of a 5th grader. I see continents and decide this is a great way to visit Africa.
Just before the fighter jets I stabilized by looking at my hands for a long time. At some point I tried to throw fireballs, no success. Also tried SSILD that night.

This was a very interesting dream. I was suddenly convinced during the dream that my whole life was a reincarnation of a previous self. I suddenly became aware of what felt like whole years of childhood memory's that were altered from my own, then years of teenaged memory's, I was fascinated by these memory's. Then I saw a death, I had died. I then started seeing my own childhood memory's into adulthood. It was as tho I lived twice during the dream it's self, the dream felt quite too long for a dream, sense of time during dreams can be quite altered in the right mind state. It was absolutely mind blowing and beyond deep. Wish I was better at going into details this paragraph does not do this dream justice.

Monday 5/7/12 Bed 11pm
I practice stabilizing by crawling on my floor and yelling stabilize!
DR 3:03am
I walk out of my house at 3am. It's a nice SoCal neighborhood, with terracotta colored houses, front lawns with grass and flowers and driveways. I think it's a cul-de-sac.
I know, my neighbor plays his bagpipes every morning outside and I can hear him play. I see him from corner of my eye in his scottish uniform. It's dark outside, he stands in a shadow, but I can make him out. He stops playing in surprise to someone out at that early hour. As I'm coming back to the house, I see a dog on a leash. The person holding him is behind a wall. It's my friend O. I want to walk by unnoticed, but I know that wouldn't be nice. She is with her hubby. We start talking about a new TV show that's about old communist era.
WBTB 3:03-3:34

GM4mg+Choline300mg+Alpha GPC 300mg at 3:26am. Additional CH-7:20am
WILD after 5am 10 min long

There are 2 moons. I eat an eskimo pie - tastes pretty good. Firefighters are in front of a building. I fly over a patio with lots of people eating dinner - it's a medical conference.
I remember rolling out, stabilizing, spinning, first time ever - I looked at my dream body. In some building, there is a door but I don't like it.

Had the nuttiest dreams last night. 2 Fragments and 2 full dreams:

Fragments:
1. Gypsies (I watched an American Gypsy marathon so that explains why my first dream was about them).
2. A girl in a car (think this has to do with helping my mom purchase a new car).

Full Dream:
1. I was some kind of assistant to a woman of wealth in Paris. There were lots of shops and ornate buildings around. I had to take my bosses dog to the vet but it (the dog) was cold and wanted its mommy.

Another assistant convinced me to tell everyone our bosses were in meetings so we could enjoy an extended lunch break.

2. Some guy was really sick...possibly dying. He wanted to smell the clean shaven wrist of Whitney Houston before he died or passed out. I didn't see WH but there was a detached silky smooth scented wrist for him to inhale at the end of the dream.

I was in my friend, dallas's backyard and we were searching for animals. The backyard was wayyy bigger than it is IRL and there were lots of wild animals in it. We were searching, we got 2 birds, a beaver, and a BEAR. we brought all those in and my sister was there too and i said to my sister "Mom would freak out if she was here." because she hate bears. then i woke up.

I woke up, and fell back into a half asleep state, this is what I remember:

I am in a strange, yet familiar place. I hear a voice from the Heavens, a voice I assume is god. It instructs me to go to a nearby shed and take two stone tablets from it. I do so, they seem like tablets that the 10 commandments would be written on. I turn around to leave the shed, and a man in a red suit with a black pointed beard appears. I can tell he is evil by just being near him. he tells me to give him the tablets. I refuse. he tries to overpower me or something. I call on god for assistance. the man leaves/disappears. a few seconds later, my friend J**** walks up to me. she says the tablets are hers. I hand them over and wake up.

05.25.2012

Mow the Lawn (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My mother is nagging me on how I have to mow the lawn before my father comes. I tell her that I'll take care of it, and she shouldn't have to worry about it. Lol, why would my mother be there to tell me in the first place?

Anyway, the time is around 2:02 PM or so in this dream, and I'm surprised on how fast time is passing, and I know my father might come early, I just had the feeling. So I decided to get started on mowing the lawn, and then he comes...

FUCK.

Well, he didn't look mad for seeing me not finish it as yet, and then it fucking RAINS.



FUCK MAN FUCK.

My father sits down near the garage on a white chair, and coming off of work, tired, it's obvious that he's going to be pissed.

He tells me why I didn't do it earlier, and I just take his verbal abuse at me. I even agree with him on my own incompetence for not finishing something so simple to do.

I wake up, and it's not even close to that time....LOL, more like 8:04 AM.

Man, I don't know how I took that abuse from him! Guess I'm still a piss poor wimp even in my dreams.

Think I better start mowing the lawn RIGHT now.

Lucid Fragment [DILD]

"In a mall, N, melanieb, flying through holes in a wall and a hallway, possession."

Yeah, so basically all I remember about this dream is what I have there. I became lucid, I flew, I possessed someone, and melanieb was there.... Damn you, memory!

Sigh. I'm pretty sure it was fairly in-depth, too.

5/25 I had adream right before I woke up and I was with my sister and I had a carton of cigarettes and we went to the fitness center and I put the cigs down and go to take a shower come back and talk to someone and when I pick up the cigs suddenly theres a road where they were and were outside and then I woke up.

I was walking in the woods and saw a mannequin. It had a sort of evil presence. I took it to my father and told him to burn it. Sadly, he didn't. Then I was at a costume party with my brother Kobe, my friend Evan, and the witch . Kobe was wearing a wig and put it on the mannequin, bringing it to life. I then had to chase down the witch and take the wig off, but Evan gave her his wig. Then I was in school with Phineas, Ferb, Isabella, Kobe, and Evan. The witch was the teacher. We ran out of the room, and were teleported back, glued to our seats. Then, out of nowhere, Evan comes in and we all get away. Then it was like watching a TV screen, where Evan was shot like 100 or so times, and fell in a trough of lava. He ran right up close to the "screen" then ran away to scare Kobe. Then I woke up.

Well, I have woken up from a dream in my bed. Everything looks pretty odd. I thought I was having a false awakening at first. So I had my eyes closed for a few minutes to see if I was awake or dreaming. I closed my eyes and I did the nose plug reality check. The reality check worked, so I knew I was dreaming. But I wasn't aware I was dreaming so I did it AGAIN and I noticed I was dreaming the second time. When I did the reality check the second time the reality check failed but when I did it the first time it worked so I had a hitch I was dreaming. I did it a third time and it worked so I realize I was dreaming. So I began to stabilize the dream.

Then the next thing you know, suddenly I was too scared to get up out of bed when I stabilized the dream because I have had bad experiences with dream characters in the past. I just got some confidence in me and I got out of bed and began to walk out of the house. I heard my brothers voice and he was yelling at me like he was pissed and hes about to kill me. I have then ran out of the house and decided to jump from the door when It was open. I got out and went in the front yard. I kept hearing my brothers voice from within the house so I just ignored him and the voice went away. I saw a car with no driver in it and I just stood there in front of it because the car was going to try to run me over. I saw the car with out a driver like I said and I told him I'm not afraid of you.

This dream was a blurry I could barely remember it but I'm trying my best. I told the dream car. I'm not afraid of you. Your not keeping me from not having a lucid dream so back of, etc. It got pissed so I summoned a driver inside the car, I realized the driver in the car was invisible. So he showed up. And a bunch of other dream characters were around me and they kept giving me weird looks. I said, What should I do now. So I summoned Chuck Norris to fight this guy in the car trying to hit me, I told him that the guy was trying to kill me and Chuck Norris got mad and he said I would take care of him for you. So the dream characters were watching Chuck Norris beating the hell out of the guy in the car, he drugged him out of it. And they began to fight. I felt really excited when I had my lucid dream when I woken from it. I enjoyed the experience I had from the Lucid Dream.