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In my dream I felt like I had a wife in the past, but I think/feel she may be dead now. We had a child though, and it is just me and my baby now. I am in our house and I'm enjoying playing with the baby even though I'm the only parent. Although the dream seems to shift to me being at work where I see a manager and a fellow employee, I end up lining up kids at work, instead of filing cabnets. I do a good job at lining the kids up though. My baby and I are having a great time. Now the dream shifts again, and we explore the 9-11 ruins of the trade center. The ruins in my dream of one tower in my dream is still 8 to 18 stories high, I see the highest level has one bookshelf with books left. Although I am on the ground, I think or fly myself up there.

I look at the books but only vaguely remember one title: 'Navy ship, (future class)' (There are others, but I don't recall.) Then the remains collapse. As it collapses, I'm back on the ground. Now I go back to my house where I have quality time with my son, I think it is, but just before I wake I'm under the impression my baby may be my daughter.

I woke up really fast the other morning when I seen 5:30 am on my clock. (Didn't want to be late to work, you know.) Anyways, it was like I was looking down on myself in my bed for a split second as I sat bolt upright. But I was in first person view again as I stood upright and then got ready for work quickly.

It seemed like my dream self was trying to get back into me. Or is that more like an accidental astral projection? Super weird in any case. Oh and it gave me a headache that lasted most of the day.

There was an animal with wings in my dream that was flying and lifting up a chain of people in the process. I was intregued by what it was doing, so I joined the other people in the chain and I was flying along with everyone else. At some point I broke away from the rest of the group and just started flying on my own. At first I flew up into the sky, so high I went into outer space and looked at the moon and the planets, but since there was nothing to do out there, I came back to earth.

I was still flying, this time more slowly, going exactly where I willed myself to go. I flew through groups of trees, over others, and above power lines. I was having fun. As I was crossing a two lane road, I was low enough for a semi to almost hit me. I got angry as the next semi truck approached me, they didn't want to stop. The next thing I know, I had grabbed the truck, picked it up while still flying, and dropped it on it's side across both lanes. That would stop all traffic for sure.

Once I did that, I couldn't resist doing it again to at least 2 more semi's with trailers. I also flipped a few smaller trucks as well, and tore holes in their sheet metal with my bare hands. There was also a security truck with millions of dollars in it that I wrecked. I tore it open easily as if it were tinfoil, exposing the money inside. I had no desire to take any of it though. At that point I started waking up and I couldn't stay in my dream.

I'm a non-smoker and never have smoked a cigarette in my life. However I have had 3 dreams in the last week where I'm smoking a cigarette, and it seems natural that I am smoking in my dream. I sucked in on the lit cigarette and feel the smoke go in my mouth & fill my lungs. As I'm dreaming I'm liking smoking my dream cigarette. In real life though I can't even stand 2nd hand smoke.

Now I'm not married in real life, but in this dream I have a wife and I feel very close to her. We are at some kind of social gathering and I put my arm around her shoulders and pull her close, giving her a gentle kiss. I felt so good, I didn't want the dream to end. After this happens she tries to fix my bowtie but I'm like, 'don't bother with it' It seems unusual to me, I don't wear bowties! LOL Then the guy I happen to be approaching has to make a remark about it as well, and I give him a really weird reason why it was messed up like that, involved animals I think. That's all I remember.

I slept late. I was too busy finishing the Cladogram assignment I had for Biology, there was no way for me to recall dreams with only 2-3 hours of sleep.

At least now I don't have to worry about anything for tomorrow! So I can sleep early and hopefully synch up with Kaomea's sleep stages for a shared dreaming attempt.

I was dreaming that it was the first day of school at college, but not based on my real college days. In this class, I had a hard time following the teacher. So after class was dismissed I was looking at the textbook and blackboard to figure it out more. There was a woman there doing the same thing and we started helping each other. The other classmates just started leaving.

As we were looking in the book we came across the subject of Atlantis and suddenly we became explorers at the edge of a lake which had an underwater cave. As we went underwater I was holding my breath, but when I couldn't hold it anymore I just started breathing normally. I was breathing water just as you would air! Everything in the underwater cave seemed so beautiful and facinating. What looked like jewels turned out to be living creatures when we got closer to them. One part of the cave was mysterious, it led somewhere else. Somehow we knew it was forbidden to aproach it. After we surfaced and talked about it, we went back to look at it anyway. Besides, we seemed to have lost our clothes now and were naked. As we were looking at the underwater grotto, a fishlike-man creature emerged who forced us to the surface. It turned out he just wanted to speak to us, although I don't remember what he said. I could see this guy had gills as well. We went back down and into the grotto. There was an entrance to an underwater complex there. There was a force holding back the water somehow, yet we stepped through the barrier into an air filled bathroom. I don't know why a bathroom, but it was obvious since it had a toilet, shower, and sink. Oh and this bathroom was actually clean for a change, not like all those other dirty dream bathrooms!

Now the woman I was was a very attractive woman, but I didn't try to make a move on her. Obviously I liked her and I could tell she returned the feelings. She told me that "they" had her here before and thats when they took her clothes. She wasn't really specific on who "they" were, but I didn't question it. She wanted to find her clothes now, so I followed her not wanting to lose her and get separated. We traveled a-ways down some hallways lined with large pipes and into a large area which looked like a laundry room. She told me this is where her/our clothes were at, pointing to a door. It seemed locked and as we were trying to open it, I woke up.

The lucid part was when I consciously decided to breathe the water just as you could air.

I had a dream that the grim reaper was walking on a path nearby. I was above the path, on a metal pedestrian bridge. I think the bridge actually spanned a stream, but I didn't take time to actually look for it. I started yelling at him to get his attention, then spit on him when he ignored me. So the skeleton in black rags with a scythe turned around and went back up the path and past the bridge. So I'm like hey dummy I'm right here as I start going after him. He then turns around towards me, a few steps away, and I start using the dark side force powers on the grim reaper to control him. I can feel the force disturbance I'm causing, and it's like a battle of wills between the grim reaper and I. I feel doomed if I lose the battle, so I keep it up until the reaper brushes by me real annoyed like and heads away from me. At that point I stop using the dark side, and am relieved that nothing came of it.

Last night I had a dream that was unique, unlike other dreams I have. It was a little after 1am when I woke up, immediately after having the dream. I usually don't have trouble falling back to sleep if I wake up in the middle of the night, but I couldn't stop thinking about the dream and what it meant. It seemed to have a specific message for me, although I'm not exactly sure what.

As it was going on to 2am and I didn't feel tired, I felt led to read the Bible. I did, and I was able to fall back asleep once I finished reading. Although the passages I read didn't really relate to my dream or explain it.

Ok, now for the dream itself; My family and I were together indoors and its starts raining, only I feel the rain on my face and arms and I can hear it falling. The place is my parents' house. The rain is coming through the roof of the house and ceiling as if they weren't there! Suddenly, just as sudden as the rain started, the radiant emminence of God was shining through the ceiling as well. It was a glorious light I was afraid to look at, and fell to the floor, trying to hide my face, as did my cousin. My other family members just seemed to freeze in time, not moving.

As I looked there were signs in the sky. The sun was eclipsed by the moon rapidly and the planets aligned themselves as well. They weren’t points of light, it was as if seeing them up close but with the naked eye.

After this, I felt lifted up, and I start flying to the angels in the sky. The angels appeared as normal looking people though. There is a small group of them around a strange looking machine which I start circling slowly while I'm still flying. It has many tubes & vials filled with colors that are flowing through it. Supposedly it determines what spiritual rewards I'm going to be getting in heaven. As it is finishing, one of the angels tells me something is not right with it, like nothing can be determined. 'She' says this might be because I skipped going to church, is why I don't have a reward. Then the angel asks me to tell her the vow I made to the Lord. I tell her that is not something I am supposed to repeat to anyone, to which she says 'God can kill you for this.' And that's when I wake up.

Well I was dreaming of shopping at K-mart, not too unusual unless you count the joyride it the parking lot with the shoping cart. It was cold out, some snow on the ground. I had gotten into a shopping cart at one end of the parking lot, and the wind blew me across the lot. Good thing no cars or people were in the way.

After entering K-mart, there was this guy that appeared at times. He had a rapier (sword) and would try to hit me with it from time to time. But it was as if in slow motion, and I would catch the sword with my hands a few of the times. I could feel it cutting my hands, and my arms as well. It didn't hurt, but I felt the cuts though.

The lucid points in my dream is when I actually caught the sword blows with my hands.

Fire
and Water
and Wind
and Earth
Death and Destruction;
Life and Birth;

Hand in hand in hand these all go.
Only one will kill my Foe.
Two will kill my friends galore.
Three kills me forevermore.

Brightest dark of darkest days,
Protection from the harmful space,
Betwixt the covers, another place.

Eyes are closed,
Thoughts are gone.
Everything,
Nothing.
All are one,
In the land of never sun.

Forever free
to always be
anything I can see.
A friend,
a ghost,
Of whom I like most
Appears before me.

"Come, lets fly!" s/he says to me.
Snags my hand, set's me free.

In the meadow,
stands two people,
waiting on one other.

We land lightly,
Ever slightly,
In the shadows.

"I'll go now." says the ghost.
of the one I like most.

Sadly s/he flies away,
Having nothing more to say,
I wave goodbye, trot on out
preparing for the coming bout

The two in the meadow.
There now stands another fellow,
Words are changing; rearranging.

Forming now, a group of friends,
Together 'till the very end.

'twixt this land of sheets and meadows.
ghosts of friends; friendly fellows.
alas, times up, we wave goodbye.

to share our thoughts in another time.
another place in a different space,
one more last friendly face clouds my face
before I'm completely wide awake.

It's once more the ghost
of one of whom I like most,
Grabs my hand, and makes a plan.
tonight again,
Same time
Same place,

As I'm thrown back to the space,
rushed along at a breakneck pace.
I smile.

I grab the hand,
from that ghost,
the one that I
like the most.

I reach in fast, before I'm gone,
to the land of the rising sun.

One quick kiss before I'm done,
a tear escapes.
I am gone.

Betwixt the sheets, I awake.
Force myself to a sitting state.

Grab a pen,
A paper too.
I have an entry I must do,
Quickly now, 'for it's erased.

In that ever harmful place.







I dunno where the Idea to type up this thing came from, but it reminded me of last night, of which I remember very little about. I hadn't tried to LD last night, but maybe I did.

I had a nice large house, it is different from my real home though. I went out of my house by the backdoor, it was a screened in porch. I went out the porch door out and seen the metal fence around my backyard. It all seemed quite nice. The dimensions of my yard seemed huge, as opposed to my yard in real life. As I approached the back there was this tree which seemed to grow into the fence but not any further into my yard. This tree was huge, maybe a maple or oak, it was 50 foot across at the base. The tree was lopsided masswise, since it was not round at the base. It made half a circle, flattened where it grew up against the fence. I walked underneath the tree, half expecting it to fall on me.

Somehow I found an entrance to the tree and entered it. It had rooms inside the tree! I was in the halls of the tree, where I stored gold coins for using as currency. There were DCs in the tree as well, some of them dwarfish looking fellows. They went about there business, they dealt in gold and regular currency as well. I used regular money too. I knew I was rich in the gold coins I had, but could not cash them in as it were in my dream. In other words I was becoming lucid and realized I could not take the gold with me out of my dream.

When I woke up I started looking for the gold coins I was holding in my hands during the dream, but it wasn't there in my hands anymore.

My dream last night was like I was watching an episode of Jackass live. It was like I was one of the characters but none of the other characters really acknowledged me. At one point we were in a canoe trying to sink it, and then Ryan Dunn got into a big plastic jug that had some water in it and he was put into the canoe. I was on one end and another Jackass character was on the other end and somehow we were spinning the canoe so that the plastic jug was spinning inside of it and Ryan was getting really beat up inside of it. We we stopped he was pretty angry and bloody. Then a character I did not recognize was on skis with a big sort of winged parachute being held about him. He skied down the street and fly up slightly into the air only to crash back down. I feel like I've dreamt this before because it was familiar yet I'm pretty sure it wasn't a real episode of Jackass. Another part of my dream I remember is being home, and a car which we don't own was in our driveway with the keys in it. In the dream though I thought we owned the car. At home I was also preparing to go with my neighbors to florida. I also remember something about mythbusters and how they were going to try and make a group of bubbles, ontop of some sort of pop or drink, pop in a specific order. Again it was a non-lucid dream and writing it down, it's crazy I didn't go lucid because of all the things that weren't right.

I find my self at a convince store. Its small with a check out desk in the center and a bit of room in the back. Inside there is me walking by the back of the counter, my best friend looking at something in the back of the store along side a random customer who is doing the same, and lastly there is a cute blond girl behind the counter. I for a moment walk to the corner of the counter just randomly walking about and then turn around. My best friend has vanished and the random customer as well! I turn to the clerk girl and she has dreary look on her face. She says to me " You know, early today I saw a whole school of kids disappear." Ats at this moment I remember/know (its always weird how u just know about things in ur dreams.) that my friend had thought he had seen two people just disappear in front of him, even had the same look of dread but lessened by doubt. Its at this point I start to wig out a bit. People are just disappearing and my best friend is gone! I grab the clerk girl by the shoulders looking down straight into her eyes. I begin to blubber out in a panic. O no my best friend is gone! We have to stick together! We cant leave each others site! Shes scared by my panic and the grip I have on her. During all this her eyes shift color for a moment to red. I suddenly feel that she must be the one responsible for this! Its people around her that are disappearing. A take a step back wondering if this is true? If it is are we still the only ones around? If not who else is left? It at this point my dream begins to break down as like to put it. The setting of the convince store simply becomes blackness with a light source somewhere far away and the clerk girl has become, well she became something very similar to alien. Its at this point that I'm not so much dreaming but just thinking about the dream. It a shame that clerk girl had to go all alien on me, she was quite cute.

So there it is, my first DJ here. Hope some of you enjoy it.

In my dream my identity was being transformed. It was more like a stripping away and revealing hidden identity of myself. This was happening to a small group of people besides myself as well. And we were being drawn together as we understood how we were becoming similar in our identity transformation. It was somehow important in that it was only us out of millions of people. I don't know what the outcome might be, the dream ended before that.

The dream became out of first-person view, then into a movie theater setting. In the movie theater was God, as a old guy with a beard though I knew who he was. The shorter guy sitting on his lap was the Holy Spirit. They were talking to Jesus who was a few chairs over. Now I got the feeling that this was not really God in my dream, just my dream view of God. I don't remember what they said, but it was shortly after this when I realized I needed to remember a strange word that came to me. It was Gamorii.

I woke up with the word Gamorii on my mind as if I were trying to remember it for some reason. Interpretations welcome. Also the meaning of Gamorii. Thanks