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I don't remember much, but there is one piece..

E., my childhood friend, and his mother came bursting into my house. He had tears in his eyes and his voice threaded with despair. They gave off a panicked energy.
He said I would have to come.
His mother said "E. had a dream, where you died." I understood that they were trying to save me.
Basically, they were messing around in my house, before they dragged me outside.
We were getting away I think, but I don't know to where.

Indigo: Dream Signs and stuff
Red: Petty remarks
Everything started out stupid, i was in a war of 100k people vs 100k people, that was ok, but the fact is that and elephant unleashed all her might in the grond a couple times and the war was over...Just hitting the ground.

Now back to me,

Dungeon Crawling

It wasn't my usual kind of dream, i wasn't lucid and everything i remember is that it was WoWish speaking of grafics, that was before i hit the ground with my fists just to catch some gold(?).

I end up in a hole in the ground, i whine a bit for my friends to help but they ignore my plea.
When i look back, there is a ghost behind me, a silly one, it was like a old stained sheet floating in the middle of the darkness.
No joke, it was really scary, so i keep on diging. Now i'm lost for sure, i can't see the outside anymore and there are these...Signs on the walls...They are EVERYWHERE, look a bit aboriginal and have the following colors: Lime Green,Magenta, Indigo andYellow.
I keep running inside the dungeon, almost pissing in my pants, running away from the unknow.
A party of 4 people just pop in the dungeon with me, i'm not sure if they are friendly, i'm not sure they can see me, but they are 2 boys and 2 girls, all using white tunics, they walk fearlessly inside the dungeon and i realize:
"I'M DREAMING"

i don't know why but i made a poem in that moment, i think it will be useful sometime

"I'm the fear
Made of death and tear
Beware thy living
I'm GOD fearing"


Woke up.

I walked up to my mother, or who I thought was my mother. She didn't look like her, but she acted like her. It might have been my friend's mother. Anyways, I walked up to my mother, and asked her if she could see something for a minute. She replied sure, and I lifted my shirt up to reveal part of my stomach. She gasped.

Across my stomach were scratch marks that just appeared there. I looked to Sam and my friend who were with me, and they had them on their stomachs too. We thought it was just dry skin, or something normal. Apparently not. Suddenly, a doctor came in along with someone else I knew. She (the doctor) looked at the scratches and said, "I'm sorry, but this right here is a disease that defects the legs and arms once you get older. It will cause them to either shrink, grow bigger, or in different ways I can't explain."
"Is there any way we can treat this?" My mother asked.
"Yes, if you have the right things. Basically just feed them a healthy diet of pure vegetables and some other things picked out."

I sighed. Great.

"My mother right away started arranging the food. I walked over to the big window on the right of me and saw that there was a large ladder outside that window, and my cat was perched on it. All of a sudden, he fell off, but he was okay. I laughed, then sighed again. What will happen to me when I get older?

"Okay girls. It's ready." My mom called.
She pushed me my plate of what looked like corn, some weird roll, and broccoli.
After eating it all, it soon dawned on me that I would be eating this every day for a couple more years.

Then I woke up.

I was in a store like a JC Penny or Macy's. There were a few arcade games set up including Pop'n Music. I started to play for a bit, then I realized I had to be dreaming, since these arcade machines were only in Japan. I played with the machine for a bit, then set off to find an open area for my task, but by then I woke up.
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I was in the cafeteria with my friends. I did a RC and someone asked what I was doing. I told him I was checking reality (though I didn't get lucid from this.

I'm teaching programming to someone. I only remember the computer screen, nothing else was visible in the dream. First I go trough a part of code and then he starts writing something. When I see what he's writing I tell him that there is a function that already does that, so he could just use it.

I woke up after this and had to go to the bathroom. I'm not really even trying WILDs but since I had woken up, I didn't wan't to waste the change. It didn't work, any better that in the evening, though. It was probably too late in the morning, I was almost completely awake.

I'm playing kongregate. The have updated a LOT of their old games. I was casually playing them, when I found one called "Duck Life 4 Classic" I played it. It had nothing to do with ducks. It was a very weird game where as you were walking in real life, you press the space bar. Everytime you press the space bar, the girl is dumped by her husband once. Everytime you walk infront of a doorway, it resets. I managed to get like 14,999 (I didn't really press it that many times though)

(I had this dream a few nights ago, but I never put it in. I did right it down that day though)

Had this dream a good while back.

I was some kind of bird creature and I was running from insanely huge dinosaurs and predators. The setting was that of a destroyed city. I recall taking refuse inside one of the destroyed buildings and let me tell ya.... The feeling of being prey is terrifying....

Friday, March 9, 2012
WBTB 5:54 - 6:27 GM4mg+300Choline
WILD
I'm looking at the inside of the bus. Lots of passengers, some are standing. One of them is Sean Connery. I say, OK, I could have this LD. I am there - and I'm standing on a busy street. Then my cat shifts position and wakes me up.

Sunday, March 12,2012

It's at night. I'm accross the street from my house in NZ. There is 2 more people with me. I look up at the sky and there is 4-5 small suns and also moons. The landscape of the Moon has shifted.

We decide to better go home, when we hear some heavy trucks turning corner at H. street. So we can't run accross the street. We hide, untill they pass. But the last 2 wehicles stop right by us. There are some tanks and troop transport trucks. We run by them and hope we make it before they disembark. Our heavy backpack are slowing us down. But the military are getting out of their trucks as we run by.

We still make it to my house. Close the entry door to the hallway and I'm locking it. But I already see one female alien in pink sweater approaching the door. I prop it with my foot. Someone else is running towards the house. We open the door to let him in. He trips and drops some groceries and jug of milk. No time to pick it up, because the alien is just rounding the corner. I feel like we should get the groceries, because we could be under siege for a while.

Then I'm in a gov. research facility. I have a feeling, our gov. is cooperating with aliens. I'm part of some underground movement. I see a full color flier with info, how something is making people sick on purpose. It's very detailed with pictures. Then an alien female researcher stands behind me and I have an uneasy feeling about it. I wake up.

#1 - The Invader Zim Diet [Non-Lucid]

I was walking around some strange mall, and the order of this dream is hard to remember, but know at least how it ended. But first, I remember walking around a clothes store thinking about Robin from How I Met Your Mother and noticing all these super skinny clothes and hearing people talking about some 'air diet', and I started to feel desperate to get thinner. I went down to the 'diet floor' and walked past D, who was looking into the diet because he didn't want to have to breath as much while sleeping so he'd snore less. Before looking into what exactly that meant, I went downstairs one further past the 'feminine diets' to the 'fat guy room' for a minute, and immediately decided that this was NOT the diet for me. The floor was also really slippery and I was sliding around like crazy. I went back upstairs and checked out the feminine diets. There were two of them. The first one involved eating nothing but air, and the second involved becoming a Invader Zim-style demon character and having to have this inflatable rectangular prism represent your breath and hold on to it at all times. For the rest of the dream I flip-flopped between the two. The latter was very anxiogenic and uncomfortable. There was also some Invader Zim plot going on in the background that was pretty intense, but in the end stopped because Dib was about to defeat Zim somehow but Zim called upon some 'Fish Law' that states that their battle was a stalemate because in this brown paper bag he was holding two of his crab rangoon (which looked right but where shaped like ravioli) were touching each other, one on top of the other. Somewhere unseen to me, O starts complaining that that could've been done at any time. After that I woke up.

Dream Fragment - Something about picking up some cocaine with O.

#2 - Interwoven Tapestry [Non-Lucid]

I'm thinking this one was a non-REM dream. Or something....

In my notes, my first line to describe this dream was "interwoven tapestry of anger and libido". There were repeating, morphing images of a woman (me? it's hard to remember, it had a very dissociated feel to it) that were constantly moving around and switching back and forth between representing strong feelings of lust, fantasizing about stuff, and strong feelings of rage, thinking about murder and the like. I remember there being some third-person narration going on about how you can't feel attraction without anger. And that was it.

#3 - Tequila Ketchup [Non-Lucid]

O, J, and I are driving somewhere with some random DC. We're driving to some hotel room we've rented out, and on the way the DC is talking about some ketchup recipe his family is famous for, they even have their own company for it. The ketchup tastes like refried beans and is made with tequila. I ask him if he's ever tried it with mezcal and he said no because he hasn't tried mezcal since the first time he drank it. So we get to the room, and it has a pool but no beds or anything, just sleeping bags. We get to the room and the help turns off the light and tells us "Goodnight!" and then leaves. O and the DC go to jump in the pool, and J and I spend the rest of the dream trying to figure out which of the many, many switches turns them back on, though unsuccessfully. :T

#4 - The Mystery Continues [Non-Lucid]

The jungle returns!!! And it's just as crazy as ever....

A guy abandons his infant son to grow up in the jungle after he accidentally causes the death of a kid in a small family in a dust cloud while trying to save them all from some prophecy that their precognitive mother had made. The family is part of a tribe of people who are used to living out in the wilderness of the jungle, and the guy is actually the king of some foreign land. After his son has grown up with the family of kids (the mother is dead apparently but the kids are still well-known in the jungle), maybe after like ten years or so, he comes out to tell him about who he really is, the prince of his kingdom. But before that I was one of the kids (I think...) and we were running from a leopard or lion or something (I want to say leopard is correct) and we had some really creamy carrot cake and were using it as bait. They were trying to tell the kid that you're supposed to just put it out there for them to get, but I tell them you're supposed to lick some of the cream off yourself and THEN put it out there, and told them to "live a little". Anyway, so then the father shows up. He also brings them some delicious looking birthday cake with the same cream on it. So he tells his son the truth, and all the kids (I'm now in third-person) are happy for him, but then he also tells them about why he had to leave his son with them in the first place, and one of the kids who was one of the oldest says she remembers about their other sibling who died now that he mentions it. They all suddenly grow to resent him, and it stats turning into Lion King-like animation and all the kids and the dad turn into lions. The father clearly suffers with the knowledge of what he's done, but then I woke up before the plot could continue.

March 12, 2012
I didn't remember all of my dreams fully, but I still managed to recall three of them

1) In this dream I am some sort of light sorceress- a force for good. I am somehow magically connected to a dark sorcerer. He and I are friends, spending our time hanging out in secret, trying to avoid others in case we were caught. At one point I am reading a story to a crowd, I believe to test and see if our connection was real.
The rest is fuzzy and I can't remember a lot. I think at one point Spike from My Little Pony was there, watching me read my story with the rest of the crowd.

2) I am deciding what college I want to go to. After looking at a few choices, I finally decide on this Military college. While I am there I am always worried that I am going to be yelled at for doing something wrong. I remember something had gone amiss while I was there- like some kind of liquid spilled from a bucket or something. I can't remember anything else.

3) The last dream was an action/nightmare dream, and it had to do with the TV show Bones. In my dream, Agent Booth (one of the characters) is arrested and taken to a jail cell. In that cell is another man. After they are sitting there for a while, the other man takes Booth and snaps his neck, supposedly killing him. He tosses his body off to the side like nothing happened. However, a few seconds later agent Booth's body starts to morph into this creepy mummy-looking zombie thing. He gets up with lightning speed and kills the man who had snapped his neck not a minute before. At this point it is like I am in the body of the mummy-thing, not necessarily myself but more like I am experiencing things through his point of view. I can feel it as he smashes through the jail cell and takes off down the hall, it is so fast it is as though he is gliding. Alarms go off and police officers try to catch up, but it's practically impossible. He runs down a flight of stairs and reaches the exit door, although it is locked and very strong. I sense his panic as he struggles to get it open, eventually smashing his hand through the door's glass and unlocking it from the outside. Just in time too, because just as he takes off from the exit the police officers had reached where he was.
Shortly after that Booth returns back to normal and his friends try to make him feel better, saying that what happened to him was a reaction to the man in the cell. Once they were near each other his evil set off his mutation. This seems to make him feel better. The rest of the dream is fuzzy and that's all I could remember when I woke up

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a little bit of lucidity last night. I got excited though and it ended quickly.

23.00: Sleep

05.30: Fragment
*I'm in a sauna. I put on a pair of shorts and get out of it. Some guys are fooling around, trying to trick me into doing something illegal. I tell the guys no several times. A man starts packing his bag in the locker room. I realise I'm dreaming as I watch him pack two pair of socks. "You know, they're going to get mad at you for doing that" I tell him. Some dangerous people don't like him sneaking socks into his bag. The dream starts to fade as I get excited over being lucid.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Camping with my Buds!
So I remember being at this camping place. It wasn't like tents and campfires and s'mores and such, it was more like a camp house where we play games and fun activities. I remember doing some weird game that I can't remember. I asked to use the restroom. Once I came back, I was walking down the stairs, and noticed my class was gone. Everyone was gone.

I panicked. Looking around, I noticed a door at the far side of the room. I opened it and it led outside. I walked a ways around a corner and came to some weird garage place. I found another, older class dressed up in costumes. They looked at me funny. I smiled and continued on.

I finally found my class, well only a few of them. They were dress in these weird boy scout looking costumes, even the girls. They wore a shiny blue hat on top of their heads.

Then I woke up.

Fragment
I have a vague image of my parents and I trying to fix a TV in a room beside our garage. We were debating on where it should sit.

The "Mouse" Rollercoaster
I remember being in a sort of carnival place. There was a lot of people around me, excited. I remember hearing the term, "mouse," it stood for people a bit smaller than humans, like Hobbits, only they didn't have big feet. They were just like small humans.

So anyways, I was boarding a rollercoaster there. Apparently this coaster was a sort of funraiser for that event. And it was homemade - imagine that.

The seat was a bit small for me, but I could still fit right in it. (I was almost the same size as a "mouse" in the dream)
When the coaster started, it kind of cruised down the track. Then we went through a whole bunch of twists and turns. It was awesome. Then I came up to this large tunnel thing, and once I went through, I heard a voice overhead.
"Double Speed."
(It was a woman speaking) I went much faster than I did earlier. I went under another light in the tunnel.
"Triple Speed."
I felt my face pull back, it felt so weird and exhilarating.
"Maximum Speed."
I shot forward with so much force that I almost flew out of my seat. It was amazing, I was going so fast. I finally took a curve and came out of the tunnel, nearly blinded.

Somehow I slowed down to a point where I could move again. The car stopped at a spot where I was supposed to get out and eat something before I could board again. It was required. I was feeling a little queasy, but I just thought it was because of that speed.

I walked over to the two people sitting at the booth. One was a guy, another was a girl. They sat there with a bag of candy and other assortments. I looked at the bag.
"Do I have to... eat all that?" I said.
"No!" The guy snapped at me.
"Here's your food." The woman said, handing things to me.
I looked at it. Inside some Saran Wrap there was some homemade Rice Krispie Treat. Yum. And then she also gave me a pack of mint gum. Also a strawberry. And a water bottle. I said I would eat the Rice Krispie Treat first, then the strawberry, then drink some water, then the gum for the rest of the ride.

As I was eating the Rice Krispie treat, I heard the boy and the girl arguing about what it was.
"Isn't this a sauce?" The boy asked, pointing to the gooey Rice Krispie Treat in front of her.
"I don't think so. I mean, maybe if it was melted, yeah." The girl replied.
Then, a boy and her mom walk in front of me. (I was sitting on the floor by the booth) The boy was chubby, and looked like he was 18 or so.
"Can I talk to you about cutting down my son's share?" said the mother.
Then I woke up.

Aww I so wanted to finish that dream!

03.12.2012

Construction Site, DDR Word Guessing Game, Alyzarin in Snake Form? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Lol, I just realize to edit the image's size, all I had to do was scroll over to the pencil logo and pick a few settings, I think I'm going to put most of my images in the center, or if I just feel like doing it. It just feels a little better having the images in the center.

Also, Alyzarin, the snake form dream, I would be pissing in my pants if I saw a snake that big, but I wasn't. I'm still open to the possibility that it was you since you talked about snakes in a certain something something, remember?

Dream 1: Construction Site

I'm outside, and I'm most likely in college right now. There's a construction site that I'm in the middle off, and I can't really get out because they're doing work, and if I don't have goggles, I have to stay in the safe zone until they're done.

I basically look around this construction site most of the time, waiting and waiting. After a while, I think when it gets to noon time or something like that, the construction workers stop, probably to take a break.

I move forward finally to go to a lecture. Dream shifts and I'm in the room already. The lecturer is doing some graphs on the screen, and I think I'm in row 6 or something because I've heard I'll be sitting on row 6.

The dream shifts to where I'm on the top section of the lecture room, and it seems that the professor was almost done with his teaching of these random graphs. Apparently, he was showing us how to find the "Realist" by two lines from opposite sides of the Y axis coming together and forming shapes along the X axis.

I start to see the several shapes I could make, and outlined them with some dark pen or something. When I was about to head out, the professor literally says, "Stay right there Brandon."

I'm shocked, but I didn't do a reality check, and the whole area was filled with students, so I wonder why I still believed it was me he was calling. After he explains more, the screen goes blank, and makes this projection of the image of white noise.

He then tells that people in certain rows have to turn in a specific color before they leave to class. I think Row 6 has to bring Green paper or something, but even though I knew this, I still left the lecture room.

Dream 2: DDR Word Guessing Game

I'm inside some room, probably one of those huge fancy apartment complexes confined in those tall buildings. There are a few DCs, one is an Asian guy that I saw in waking life in High School at the time. Let's call him "Vu."

Vu was playing some game on some screen, either a TV or some chalkboard, and to make certain actions in the game, they had to stand on some panels, like the ones you use for Dance Dance Revolution.

They start doing this for a while, and the game is kind of like where you have to find what phrase is on the screen, and you have to pick random letters and hope it's the right one.

(But it wasn't Hangman, just that you used the dancing panels on the floor to guess).

The dream shifts to more crap I can't even bother to remember, and even if I did, it would be too random and boring.

Dream 3: Alyzarin in Snake Form?

I'm in this garden (and the only reason why I would be in a backyard or garden is because of the original shared dream spot me and Alyzarin wanted to go to before attempting the beach in Alaska Kaomea suggested for the three of us) and the clouds are kind of gray, almost feels like it's going to rain outside.

The vividness is incredible, and I see some long object that's buried in the ground, and it's from the far right corner of this garden I'm seeing this thing. I go to it, and then it looks like some snake is buried in it!

I'm not panicking as I should've been in this dream, but it starts to move a little bit more. I'm not sure what I do, but I think I sit near a wooden table that you would see in parks.

I think the snake was black, and probably yellow as well, and as it came to me, as I see it move its tongue in and out, I didn't feel afraid. I looked into its eyes, and as it gets closer and closer to me, I just feel....I don't know, I feel relaxed.

I feel like this was Alyzarin in snake form, I think it slides along my body, and I swear, that despite typing this moment after I recall it, I really think it was soothing having this snake around me. (but this is the feeling I have after I remembered the dream, she will know what I mean by this snake form).

Dream 4: Sitting against the wall

I can't remember much about this, but I remember sitting against the wall in some building.

I was sitting fairly close to a female on the left of me, and then a blonde shows up on my right side sitting next to me as well.

I glance at her, but just as a reflex of anyone near you, and I just sit there.

... for me before bed!! Which sort of sucks because it HAS gotten rid of the phlegm

In one dream, I was fighting some robots. Some random DC's were my crew and I kept watching them get killed off one by one. One was shot in the chest just a couple of feet away. I kept shooting the robot, but it seemed impossible to kill.

Then I had an upsetting dream about my hubby trying to convince me to go into a mental institution. I kept trying to tell him, as lovingly and polite as I could, that while I trusted him, I didn't trust him THAT much lol But they had some sort of helmet that was making headway in encouraging weight loss. And he was up in arms because our insurance was refusing to pay for my gallbladder surgery because I went to another town and I had a DNR that wasn't signed by anyone in the local medical community. He was thinking about suing the surgeon because I was septic and putting on weight. He said I should have lost at least 100 pounds from the procedure alone I'd only weigh 50 pounds

There were dream snippets of animals going inside one of the secret rooms I sometimes dream about.
And another of me being frightened by an enormous bug I thought was some crimson wasp. Someone told me it was actually a butterfly, and as I looked more closely at it, it unfolded it wings and was absolutely beautiful... only it had the mouth of a "pinching beetle" and I still didn't want to get all that close to it.

I had a dream about the people from my old Congregation. I was confused because they were talking to me. One of the people was my old friend Roxanna. I still miss her IRL.
I don't remember anything more though there was a lot more to the dream.

Then I heard zones 2 and 4 go off IRL and I realized it was 8:00 and hubby was going to work. I fell back to sleep and dreamed I had sex with a 17 year old male relative
Those who keep up with my rants can probably guess who that relative is, but I'm too paranoid to say- anywhere
There was some woman sleeping in my bed. My hubby was out of town. He kept talking and I told him to shut up before he woke the woman. But while in the act, it occurred to me just who this person was and then the woman woke and said she was going to go to the Overseer because she just couldn't remain quiet.
And then I woke up in total disgust, feeling like vomiting.
WTH?

**EDIT**
I just did recall, for some reason, another snippet of dream. I dreamed there were lots of cats in my yard and all of them were in heat and had their butts in the air. I went around sprinkling their bottoms with pepper so the male cats would be uninterested lol