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I remember walking around in the neighbor hood, I was heading to my friends house then I saw my brother entering some guys house. I walked up and said what's going on? And the guy asked me if I wanted to come in. So I walked in, I said so what's all this about? I told them that we should be getting back. And my brother said this is my friend. I told him that we need to go home and he said I'm hanging with my friend now.

So after that. His friend asked me if I wanted to hang with them and play some games and have dinner. I said fine... He had some cake with him, And he had a regular TV along with a split up HDTV. That looked like it was cut in half. Normally they dont have TVs like that so I found it "strange". The dream looked really vivid. It was like I was there. He had no cable but there were shows playing which was odd for a TV playing shows with no cable box, no rabbit ears, etc.

I asked him whats wrong with your TV? He said if you want to watch some shows enjoy your self. So I looked at the TV and was trying to see what was wrong with it. I said to my self. Something must be wrong here. So I noticed a video game playing on the TV even though there was no console. I tried to think what was going on because stuff was strange. It seemed to real to be true. And suddenly I had to use his phone and I had to contact my dad, I contact my dad and I told him to come and pick us up, I cant walk down the road because it's pitch black at night and it was about to storm. He said he'll be down there in a few minutes. Then the dream ended after that.

I've been having so many zombie dreams lately it's ridiculous. Probably from watching The Walking Dead. I'm posting this a good bit after waking up so I can't recall everything correctly. I'll just give a brief overview of what I remember.

Me and some other survivors are in a house. Zombies come onto the property to attack. While some people hold them off the rest of us pack up everything we need and start loading up the vehicles. We then travel to a new location. The new location is my friends house. The house isn't too big, but is big enough for the group. Outside the house is similar to the walking dead's farm except there are no barns or animals. Just a plain area with fences running around. I head into my friends old room and find a shotgun. It's a double barrel. I check to see if it's loaded and it is. I also see 4 more shells in a pouch nearby. I pick it all up and show it to the group. The power was still on at the house so we all end up watching tv and playing computer. The house is attacked again.
Dream Skip
For some reason we're now attacking some factory type building. I turn into the Red Ranger from power rangers and jump to the building.

I can't recall any more. There was a reason I had to go to the building but I don't remember. Anyway, this is kind of the reboot of my DJ and my recall, seeing as I havn't been actively trying to lucid dream for a while. And beyond that I havn't had a lucid dream in almost a month. Which for me is crazy because i'm a natural lucid dreamer.

Had a dream last night where 2 DV members were entering my dreams and harassing me. Unfortunately, I lost most of the details, including their names, to false awakening dream notes. Dunno if it was real or just a dream.

I see the two interlopers standing in the grass. I leap down on them, pushing them on the top of their heads and driving them deep into the ground. The first guy wakes up from this, but the second one remains in the dream, although still pegged deep into the ground. I take a large spike and drive it into his head, using the instability of the death archetype to wake him from the dream.

They keep returning though.

So who was it? Come on! 'Fess up!

I had several more dreams than these but I couldn't log them down because my phone was acting weird. :T Oh well. At least I got the lucid one down.

#1 - Bizarre Family Party [Non-Lucid]

This one I just remember a few bits and pieces of. I was at a family party, there was some "moon scare" going on referencing some sort of apocalypse, it was my cousin K's birthday, my cousin G was suddenly legally allowed to drink alcohol despite being 17 years old, I talked about how I was hanging out with M and a couple other people before the party, out in front of the house a runaway bicycle came out of nowhere and rammed into some random guy's nuts, causing one of them to burst with blood flying everywhere , and finally a third-person view of some strange Futurama episode where Bender and Hermes got fused together.

Dream Fragment - I accidentally stumbled upon some YouTube video about "secular graduation" (something related to school), and all I remember about it is that there were lots of theater kids from my high school starring in it which surprised me, and there were these two Asian kids at the end. One of them was a bit chubby and had short, straight, silvery white hair, and the other was very thin with a blonde beard but a black goatee.

#2 - FLCL Throwback? [MILD]

I was back at my middle school in a regular classroom but it was in the music hall. I was playing a Pokémon game with a bunch of random people and then C, an old friend and amazing weed dealer, comes in and joins us. Eventually he's heading out again and I decide to go with him, but when we get out into the hallway I realize it's a totally different person. I follow him out to the cafeteria anyway, only all of the tables are gone, and he's talking about OpheliaBlue, someone else I can't remember, and cheese. Slowly I start to think that something's not right, and then I realize that I'm dreaming. There are a ton of DCs walking around, and I tried to do something that failed but I can't remember what it was now. I saw some oddly placed lockers and decided to fly over to them, and as I did a couple of them magically opened, and there was just one big locker space behind them. There was a sheet of music in them, so I picked it up and then went over to a DC and yelled at them "Make music come off this page!" However, I was flailing the paper around in my hand as I was saying this and I guess that caused it to lose shape, I saw it morphing so I stopped shaking it and it took solid shape as a red electric guitar. o.o I shrugged and whacked the DC on the head with it, and he fell over and I flew off. I turned around to look at him a second later but all the DCs in the area had already changed drastically, and he was gone. I was just hovering above the crowd and decided to whack someone else too, so I did and as he fell over slowly his head popped off. I flew off but the dream started fading, I had lost my sense of sight and I could tell it was about to end.

False Awakening - This was fairly interesting.... I woke up, but didn't open my eyes. I guess that might've been connected to the lack of visual input at the end of the lucid, but I just perceived it as keeping my eyes closed. I felt my surroundings and could tell that it wasn't right. Upon a little inspection I realized I was lying down in a bathtub with just a little bit of water in it, I could feel the porcelain edges and everything. I considered the idea that this was some sort of strange tactile hallucination based on my bed that was just continuing because my dreaming mind hadn't totally shut down yet and I hadn't opened my eyes yet to break the illusion. However, when I actually did open my eyes I was lying in my bed in a totally different position, so it was definitely a false awakening.

3/30/12

DILD

I was in an electronics store with my brother, going through the video games. We found the PS2 version of Crash Team Racing and we were playing that. Eventually we left with my dad and we drove down the road somewhere. I ended up entering this big apartment complex by myself. In the lobby, there is this girl hanging out who seems to be in charge. She asks if I want a room and I say yes. I look over and there is a giant blanket fort like 20 X 20 ft. The place seems like a youth group meeting place where people live temporarily.

She asked what type of room I wanted. They had a corner room, a room with a window, and a regular one. I felt bad going for the best one but I said, "I mean, it would be nice to have a window." The place looks pretty grungy. We start to head to the back. I look at the wall and it is covered is spiders! And so is the next corner, and the next wall. I try to stand in the middle of the hallway to avoid contact with any walls. I really don't want to live here anymore.

We eventually head up to the room. It has a large mattress in the middle of it. I somehow become lucid and start having sex with one of the girls. We are on the bed surrounded by a few people now. I am doing her from behind, and she has a tribal looking tramp stamp. I lose the dream but DEILD back into it. This lasts for a few more minutes before I wake up for good.

LD37: I will be changing my numbering at the end of the month. These numbers are LDs after 02-17-12. I will start at 0 each month form now on, and record it by each month.
I have no time to give details here. Started to get into a LD and the scene was unclear and my dream body ill-defined. Suddenly REM started and I could sort of feel my eyes start bouncing around. The imagery came in very vivid. It was of a river. There was a sense of motion and I had been walking but was drawn forward so fast I needed to run. I played with changing the vivid landscape. I have been trying to clearly see the moon and this worked pretty well, then I created a veiw of the lunar lanscape, then a giant lake which I made freeze solid. I managed to slow to a walk again. No real plot happened and I just practiced forming new landscapes to help me teleport more smoothly. Eventually, the dream ended and I lost lucidity. Dur~4 minutes.

Running around this giant prom themed maze of challenges. My English teacher, youth pastors brother, a friend from church and my aunt were all there.

At one point there was a man I was going to kill, but before I did, he showed me that he had the secret to eternal life

Clarity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Oh my gosh. This technique is amazing!
So last night, I woke up after 5 hours of sleep, went to the restroom, then got back in bed. I did about, 5 cycles (If I remember correctly.) Then I got comfortable and did one cycle for some reason. After a few minutes I turned over once more (now on my stomach) and fell asleep.

I woke up.. and my body was completely paralyzed! I could not move. I think I could open my eyes, but I didn't want to! I got really scared (as I always do with SP. T-T). I heard these weird wind sounds in my ears or something, and my body just felt heavy and numb (it was a bit hazy at this part, can't remember much). I just decided, "What the heck, I'm getting out of this!" (I've done this before, and I ended up in a FA) So I tried wriggling my head, then my arms, then my fingers, and finally "broke" out of SP. I lay motionless , still lying on my stomach in my bed. Then I thought to myself, "Crap. I shouldn't have done that." But then I RCed out of reflex, and what do you know, I was in an FA! I got really excited. Still laying on my stomach, I used my arms and "pushed" me out of bed. It was extremely hard to do this. It was like pushing a rusted lever or something (kind of like I was "stuck" to the bed). Then I saw it was dark in my room so I got scared once more (I'm always afraid of seeing scary things in my dreams, like weird shadows and such).

I sat on my bed, looking around in the darkness for my lamp. I shouted, "Light!"
Nothing happened.

I remember that electronics do not work well in dreams, but I turned on the lamp anyway. Light immediately flooded the room. I wanted to see myself in my full body mirror, but was too scared. So I kind of "danced" in front of it to blur my body but see myself in it anyways. I didn't take notice of all the details in my room, I just simply walked into the bathroom and tried to turn on those lights as well. Once I turned it on, the lights shone very dimly. I walked into Sam's room and did the same. Dim.

I shook her awake (at least I think I did), and told her I was dreaming, and to come on with me. She muttered something, but I was too excited to listen to it, and ran out of the room. I stood on my balcony, looking down. It was almost daytime now. I said I would jump off of it. I was afraid I would get hurt. But it was a dream; it couldn't hurt me.

I jumped off of the balcony, landing on my feet. I only felt a mild shock travel up through my legs.

I then walked out our front door, which was a large archway with no door. It was daytime out now. I looked up at the sky, it was clear and crisp. Then I started losing lucidity bit by bit, but I didn't notice. The grass was as green as ever. I saw my mom sweeping the pavement, and my dad was just walking around.

I tried to fly down the steps. Instead, I hovered down them and hit my toe on every single one of them. Since they were brick stairs, it hurt a little. Then I tried to fly around the front yard, but I wasn't making any progress. I tried with all my might to "flap" my arms, but to no avail. Not even if I ran and jumped could I fly.
I gave up and walked over to the side of the house. My house was bigger than usual. I heard my sister, who was outside now. She yelled to me, "Imagine something!"

Good idea. I tried to summon a Lamborghini. Big mistake on my part!

I turned around and visualized what I wanted. A Lamborghini. I wasn't specific, though. I turned around and faced the garage. A really long car, like a limo, was there. It was an ugly shade of green and yellow, and looked like it was made out of coke cans. Ugh.
I tried again, this time it was a longer car, but was an ugly shade of blue. Somehow, the green car had rolled itself down into someone else's driveway.
I tried once more, this time being specific. But it didn't come out as I wanted. A brown car appeared, and it looked like a Model T. I gave up. This was just too hard!

The dream sped forward. I was with a group of people in a grassy field. My lucidity level got even lower, I could hardly control anything. I just had to go along with the story line.
All of a sudden, a nest of "cracker jackers" broke open and swarmed around us. Someone yelled, "Get the powder!" (Apparently, this powder was supposed to ward off cracker jackers) I imagined this white powder. It started raining down from the sky, and the cracker jackers swarmed away. It was kind of like bug spray for mosquitoes I guess. We were careful not to step on the dead ones. They could still sting.

The dream sped forward once more, and I was sitting with a group of people. My lucidity was almost gone now. They were being rude to me. I just walked away, not knowing what to do.

I woke up. I remember going throughout the morning, kind of sad that I didn't have any more time to use the technique in the night, because of school. My mom handed me a piece of a Reese's. I tore the Reese's apart, and it revealed rich peanut butter and chocolate chips! Then the dream faded. I woke up in my bed.

I was paralyzed again! I just decided to really get out of SP now. I did, and I didn't have an FA.
I looked at my clock. All of this happened in less than 2 hours. Wow.

Dream: Don't kill them!
I was at my dad's house. His house was made into some sort of arena, and they were going to kill two innocent people. A little tanned skinned girl, and a tall boy. I don't really remember the most of this dream, I just remember that they weren't really killed. The people in charge of killing them were playing a trick on everyone.

I am in a car with amma and appa driving. We are in traffic. We see many stranded cars including people with old looking cars that got burned. As we keep going we eventually see a bunch of people riding thier bikes in the opposite direction with out thier car insight. In the back we are blazing. Some kid approaches and I ask where they are coming from and how far thier car is. The kid tells us they have no destination. This is frustrating so I ask the kid a number of times. The kid is black btw (the whole family is) and is standing dangerouslu in the way of traffic. I tell the kid to move. He tries to opening our car door but is it's locked. He baits out the marijuana and we scable to hide the blunt roach. His dad comes over and says something about heaven, let him in. I unlock the door for a second and then lock it again and manage to keep them out. They say they had no destination and just packed up and started biking. It comes to my mind that they have been escaping something or have been struggling. I never find out.

I dont remember anything else. I wake up shortly after.

I've been out for a while. This work schedule hasn't been very nice to my dream recall. I've still be jotting down fragments in my offline journal, but haven't been remembering very much. Gonna start an earlier shift next week, so I will try to get back into the swing of things. Stay tuned...

03.30.2012

Oneironaut Zero or Blade Home Invasion?? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Oneironaut zero or Blade Home Invasion?

The person looked a lot like O, but it could've just been my mind associating something related to him, Blade, or even Morpheus.

Before this dream, I was listening to the Cowboy Bebop Ending Song. It's been so long since I've listened to it, it really makes me depressed, but the music (especially the full version) is so enticing to me. I guess seeing the images pan over after the other makes me think a lot about how fragile your life can really be, but that's just me, it's hard to explain.

Just the music and the pictures really makes you feel like you're trapped doing all of these things in life, the basic things, the things that make you vulnerable....

I don't want to think too much about why I met Spike for a few seconds in a dream I had last night, but the fact that there could be symbolism like a fading star representing someone's death, which is what was apparent at the last episode before showing a picture of Spike at the end of the series, the choir, etc., things that made it look like he was going to die.

And the quote he says before going to the Red Dragon's lair (an organization) to kill Vicious

"I'm not going there to die. I'm going to find out if I'm really alive."

And when the Wikia talked about how he lives like he's in a "dream-state"

Spike's attitude of living in a "dream-like" existence is displayed by his careless behavior and his nonchalant attitude towards dangerous or outright fatal situations....

He also is shown to enjoy sleeping, and that may tie into his mantra of 'living a dream.'

I wonder why Spike appeared in my dream, and then flashed away, like a fading star dying....


I'm talking to my father about something, and then he tells me that he thinks that I'm annoying for some reason. Something along with how I'm some kind of distraction.

After a while, I could tell he was just in rage over something else, and was just saying that to me because he was in the heat of the moment, but after he calmed down a bit, he tried to apologize to me indirectly again by trying to be nice to me.

He asked me,

"Can I play this game called Runescape?"

I respond, "No."

Then he wants to play The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, and at first I wanted to say "No" to that as well, but I just didn't really care what he did at this point, seeing as he's making himself pathetic trying to apologize to me without using direct words.

He disappears, which doesn't bother me at all, the dream was set for afternoon, maybe around 4-5PM where it's still bright outside.

I go near the entertainment center of the house (the cabinet center is what I'm talking about), and I see that there's some weird looking Nintendo console in front of me.

I fiddle around with other things surrounding it, like seeing Zelda collectables. I was pondering if my father was buying this for me to try and suck up to me for being mad at me, but I let the possibility fade away really quick.

Surprisingly, the vividness of this dream was amazing, seeing how I slept around 3-3.5 hours. I did not do a reality check inside the house unfortunately, perfect chance for me to be lucid, since I'm at my apartment in waking like.

I open the container that looked like some part of a DVD player eject out a Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess Wii Disc. It was exactly like the CD (almost), with the gold-ish tint, and the picture of Link holding a sword to where he has it angled towards the ground instead of upwards.

(Just imagine the image of link on the right being on the CD with a gold-ish color)

I put back the CD to get something to eat, and it seems I take a quick bite out of something that was probably Fish Cakes.

It tasted like red salmon, and then I realize I didn't heat it up, because it tasted weird when it was cold. Then I forget to do that altogether since I look outside because the backyard door is opened.

At first, I see some random DCs, I'm presuming are neighbors, walking their way to their homes as well. For some odd reason, I imagined things like,

"What if a tiger randomly popped in from the backyard?" (that was probably and association where I was watching the AVG tiger toothpick commercial on YouTube....check it out )

I let the thought fade away, and then for some reason, I immediately drop to the floor on purpose to land prone on the right side of my body extended out.

I get my right hand out, and aim for outside, and shadowed the form of a gun with it, and then said, "Bang!" as I imitated the recoil of shooting a gun.

(I know that motion I did just had to be my association with interpreting why Spike from Cowboy Bebop was in my dream yesterday).

I had a little fun pretending I'm shooting a gun for a while, almost feeling like a kid for a few seconds aiming my fingers and random points outside.

Eventually, seeing how I was alone in the house, I felt that I might as well close the door, since I didn't really feel like going outside.

I get back up, quickly dash to the side of the door that was opened and extended to the right.

For those few seconds, just those few seconds of the quick dash, I see someone trying to come into the house through the SAME door.

I barely saw their visage to the right of the door window, and saw that they were wearing shades. The person had a dark skin tone, he was Black.

He wore a gray, white, or silver vest, and it seems they were sleeveless because they were ripped out. The guy had muscular arms from what I saw in the few seconds of looking at him. He wore short pants, maybe blue or Khaki, not too sure on that.

I almost had the feeling where I'm questioning if this person is Oneironaut Zero, or Blade, but the feelings started to fade because my main mood was to wonder what the heck am I going to do to defend myself.

I also think I was in denial in it possibly being O or Blade because of how they tried to enter the house by crouching down instead of just coming in casually.

To describe this mood of mine, imagine having no guns, and knowing that the person trying to come in could be armed, so now you feel so weak because of this, so you try to find anything sharp, and hope that wherever you hide wouldn't be the obvious choice for the invader to investigate.

Basically, just making anything that's metal and sharp into a potential murder weapon.

The person couldn't see me because there is a small transparent gray cloth I believe hanging over the window of the door.

I slammed the door immediately, locked the two silver locks, take one more quick glance at who was outside the backyard.

The person looks pretty serious, and I assume it's just someone trying invade the house silently, and I still think he thought the door just slammed shut because of the wind or something.

He tries to fiddle around with the lock from the outside, and I take this time to turn around immediately, and since I'm in the kitchen, I immediately gear my attention to the knives.

They were conveniently placed 1-2 feet away from me.

(Another reality check I could've done because I knew in waking life, those knives where set a little bit further from the backyard door, but I guess I wasn't serious about awareness of the environment I'm in, despite me looking around seeing weird things happening).

I quickly grabbed one knife out of fear, and then decided to get another. With one knife in each hand, I felt a little safer. I started to think about how I would kill the DC that was trying to lock-pick the door and invade the house.

I decided that I should hide behind the pantry, but that would be stupid, because I was worried that the person would check that first because it was the first thing you could see on your left if you come through the door leading to the backyard.

I believe I even thought of what would happened if I hid behind the pantry door as well, but at the same time, I felt I was already in the pantry door.

I was so afraid, despite having two weapons in my hands, and I think I hear the door slightly open.

I wake up, but my eyes did not open, I could've went into a DEILD and tried to see what happened, but in all honestly, I was afraid because I swore that person looked like Oneironaut Zero or Blade.

And I opened my eyes, but they wanted to close back, so I opened it again.

Did that just really happen? I do a RC to make sure it wasn't a FA when I woke up from it.

And I could've used that fear to try out the Flying Thunder God Technique if I was lucid and was actually trying to be strategic....seeing as this would be a situation where close quarters combat is almost inevitable.

And if I mastered the technique out of fear, the moment the person blinked their eyes to see I'm hidden in the pantry or whatever, it would already be too late because I would be right behind them.

Too bad I didn't use my brain for once....

EDIT

Dream 2: Okay Father....

I don't want to recall the details here, but basically, I was in a car I believe with my father and mother, that's weird.....still didn't do a reality check for that...

I was listening to their ignorance, and it really made me pissed, I insulted my mother, and then my father tells me to apologize to her and calm down.

"Okay father....." in my attempt to be chilled, still wanting to release rage to the both of them.


Dream 3: Ping pong balls..

I can't remember much about this one, except that I was playing tennis with ping pongs that eradicated when you slammed them hard enough. They burst like water balloons.

Dream 4: Adult stuff...

Nothing special, just looking at some adult scenes that I never seen before on my Zune HD.

The dream starts off on the outside of a store front. I was with my best friend Andrew Carder and he was trying to convince me to go into the smoke shop. I was being reluctant because I am not eighteen and I thought I saw my football coach in front of the store. Next thing I know I am in the shop, I don't even remember walking in. I was walking in the back of the store looking around and I see a section divided from the rest of the smoke shop by a wall. I look behind the wall and there are pipes made of hallowed out balls of glass. I turn around and face the last isle of that side of the store. There seems to be a good amount fog coming from that Isle. The next thing I remember is that I am walking in the front of the store and I see an isle that sells school supplies like computer ink and composition paper and stuff like that. I run into a group of dads with their sons and one of them asks me where the printer ink is. The other father sarcastically says "like he knows where it is". I pointed the first father to the ink isle and I told the sarcastic father "I guess I do know where the ink section is asshole. I then woke up.(That night I got 10 to 11 hours of sleep. I went to bed with a full stomach.)

I was at school, it was during study hall. I was in the back of the class with my friends Evan and Alec. They were talking (which we do everyday in that hour) I got up for some reason and when I went to sit back down, the teacher started getting really mad at me for no reason. My friend Evan said something along the lines of "Yah he didn't do anything" Our teacher gave everone a long packet =.= Near the end of that class, The lights went out, and came back on. Except they were dimmer (I assumed they were backup lights) The bell rang and the power was still out. I was walking with Raegan, we were conversing about something but I don't remember. The hallways were pitch black, and when I got to the room I tried to turn on a light switch. It didn't work, and everyone started laughing at me :l

I was playing a PC game where you play as a gargoyle type thing. You have to fly around (or swim?) killing things (can't remember what they were). I think it was an MMO because I was looking for my cousin.

Man, my recall is sucking lately.

So, okay, first DJ entry here, not sure how often I'll start using this.

[COLOR="#2e8b57"]lucids[/COLOR], [COLOR="#483d8b"]non-lucids[/COLOR]

It's a non-lucid, which could've turned into a ld so easily, but nah.

This morning I missed the bus, so I sent a text to my teacher saying I missed the bus and will come later. I had 3 hours til the next bus, I decided to sleep.

[COLOR="#483d8b"]I was sitting on my bed and I had just sent that text. I got a weird reply from my teacher's number, when suddenly someone called me (from the teacher's phone). They were already talking at a high speed while I am just sitting there wondering who is this. I'm like f this and I end the call (it was 13 seconds long). Then suddenly the same number starts sending me some weird app-kind of stuff (on my ipod O_o). I tried to remove whatever they were (slide my finger on it and a remove button should show up) and a red button came. I thought it was a "remove" button but..it was a red "like" button. I had already pushed it when I realised that. I pushed it again to unlike but nothing happened. I jammed the button a bit. There was this counter that said I had pushed it 8 times. Then I logged on fb to remove the like. I had logged in and then thought "What if they hacked my ipod? They might have my password, I use it at quite a few places" (the pw in the dream WAS my real pw :D). Then they tried to call me again, but I didn't answer. I turned on the computer to start changing passwords. At startup, there were suddenly colorful texts among the white. It was turning into an irc chatroom :'D (my kvirc has that black theme irl). There were several people talking to me about "what she did" and "we're gonna find you". I had no idea what they were talking about, but I was scared.[/COLOR]

I can't remember atm, was there anything else before I woke or not.