Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids Bedtime 9PM-6PM Apple Juice at bedtime, SSILD Tweaked, Multiple wakenings focused on DEILD/SSILD Brats Around 4AM I am taking care of someones kids. I am in a bed room with them and trying to get them to sleep. There are 2 bunk beds in the room. A little boy is on one and there is a window unit next to him. I have a little girls in my bed with me. I think that she was scared. The kids keep talking and I get pissed. I just want to sleep. The boy keeps messing with the AC he says hes hot and its not working. I feel cool and not hot and the AC sounds fine. I threaten to spank both of them. I don't care what the parents think. The girl gets up and goes to the boy. I spank her and she runs out of the room. I look into the living room and see my infant son playing xbox with another infant. I say well they're up I guess I wont sleep at all. I lay still on awakening and wait to DEILD. Nothing happens at first so I give SSILD a shot before I reach for my DJ Lucid #95 Lucid Precog Attempt #1 After a short time I start to feel some vibrations. I notice I can still move my hands. I test this by trying to move my hands slightly. I feel them twitch. So I wait. The vibrations get weak so I roll my eyes to the back of my head. That seems to work. I open my eye for some reason and see the room. I am sure it was my real eyes and I close them. The vibrations get weak again. Then I feel a person spooning my backside. I am lying on my right side. The first thing I think is OpheliaBlue's demon is here to torment me. I was scared at first but then I blew it off and told myself it wasn't real and to ignore it. As soon as I did that it left but as it left I felt a finger go down my spine. Instead of getting chills it strenthens the vibrations. I imagine a finger going down my spin over and over until the vibrations get full strenghth and I can hear the usual sounds really loud. Now it's time to exit. I imagine my feet going over the side of the bed and touching the floor. As soon as my feet touch the floor I find myself standing in my bedroom looking at the door. I try to open the door. I feel the doorknob clearly and I can hear the click as I turn it. The strange thing is a phantom door opens leaving the original door untouched. I smile at this is amusement. I open it again and again with the same result. Then I slowly and can carefully open the door. I see the opening now and light in the dining room. I carefully put my other hand in and get a good grip. Then I fling it open and step through. I am already thinking about my lucid task. In rl I blindly picked a red backed playing card and put it face down on the bookcase by the door. I want to look at it in the dream to see how actuate I can be. I look but both the bookcases are gone. There are some cards scattered on the floor but the look like paint samples. I squat down and pick them up and stare them over like a nearsighted Magoo. My vision get a little blurry and I have a hard time seeing. The card start to look like candyland cards. I think maybe I can summon the card. So I use expectation and reach behind my back into my waste line. I pretend that I have it tucked in there. I just feel my underwear band and nothing else. I pull my hand in front of me and it is empty. I am still thinking it looks like paint samples. I look up and the wall looks like it has just been painted yellow and the hardwood looks freshly refinished. I wonder if the bookcases were moved for the remolding. I try expectation again and look in the kitchen and find the bookcases. There is nothing on it but a blue backed card. The card is square but I look at it anyway. I pick it up and its feels like thin paper. I look on the back hoping to see a playing card but it is the same blue playing card pattern on the other side. I am little frustrated now. I walk into the dining room and yell at the dream. "I want to see the playing card." My voice sounds odd. Like I can hear my dream voice and my real voice at the same time. Like two mes talking at once. I wait for an answer and almost immediately hear the loudest most hideous SHUSHING sound. "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" the sound is electronic and robotic like some strange android shushing me to be quite. I freak out and throw myself to the floor. I curl up in a ball and put my hands on my head. I was so unbelievably scared. After a moment. I realize I that a dream can't hurt me so I stand up. The room is now dark but I want to try something else. I speak to the dream again. In the same strange dual voice I loudly say, "I want to speak to my higher self." At that point the dream fades and I lose concentration. I fall into a non-lucid dream. False Awakening I wake up and start to record the lucid in my phone DJ. I see people form work in my room. My bedroom door is open. (how convenient) I see a woman at a desk in the dining room. I get an image of some green brochure in my hands. I see R standing by the door with a huge white board behind him. (BTW I saw a similar scene in rl with R today at work) I ask him what was going on. I can't remember what he said to me. I am distracted by another person writing a phone number on the white board. I can't remember that either. I wake up for real this time. I look at the time and it is around 4am. I try to go back to sleep but I am really juiced from the lucid. I get a lot of HH/HI and halfdream but my mind kept going back to the dream. After about an hour I fall non-lucid.
I'm going to add all the LD's I remember before I registered for Dreamviews. There were 19 different lucid dreams I remembered where I was completely sure I was lucid. I'll also add 1 lucid I've had since registering that I didn't count originaly and one I had a couple nights ago. I will only add to my lucid count if I'm completely sure that the dream was a lucid dream and if I am lucid for more than a few seconds in that dream. I believe these changes will result in the most accurate count. In the future I will also be posting only my more memorable and interesting lucids. I might make a couple changes in the layout of future entries as well. I feel doing these things will result in a better experience for those who choose the view my dreams. Hopefully I'll be able to post lucid #41 after tonight!
Butterfly wings 15.11.12 i was in my lounge room kneeling at the sliding door that separates both rooms. i was playing with my cat she had recently had a litter but instead of kittens they were butterflies. The butterflies were vibrants blues and silvers that were playfully flying around me, my mum was saying to me that she needed there wings and she began plucking them and i was screaming at her and my dad told me to f*cking grow up. I was hysterical and i was crying but they wouldn't stop, mum tried to calm me down and say its okay the wings will grow back and she showed me what was left and transparent small wings began to grow. i shoved her away and told her it still isn't fair. i suddenly woke up in a panic and i was in tears and then i had to calm my self down and tell my self that it wasn't real. im not to sure why i was so upset about it interpretation i don't know how to really interpret this dream but whilst dreaming i remembered as a kid in primary school kids use to pluck the wings from flies to have them as pets, i thought it was so cruel and i got upset about it. Also this dream reminds me of how i am so nice to any type of bug im that girl who grabs a cup and tries to capture spiders to save them. Also it reminds me of how as a kid i broke my arm in order to save a fly from being stuck inside... yep thats how lame i am. i think the butterflies as my cats litter is my mind just filling in the gaps as well because my cat did have a litter and i was the one to take care of them so when it was time to give them to good homes i was hysterical due to being attached to them and also more so seeing my cat in fear trying to find her young... it makes me tear up now. Dancers This dream reminds me of the butterflies that i recently dreamt about. i was with a bunch of people and we were all getting ready to dance on one of those dance competition shows and i had no ballerina shoes or socks? so i grabbed these frilly girly socks that were way too small for my feet and attempted to put them on. i was watching the performances and the colours of peoples dresses were so surreal and sparkly it was rather disorienting as i was watching people swirl and sing. it was my turn and instead of dancing with my self i was dancing with another person. interpretation The colours reminded me of the coloured butterflies but if i really think deep enough all these colours remind me of formal and how surreal it was to dance with all these colours and sparkles. the dream also reminds me of my formal dress which is absolutely gorgeous it had sparkles all over it and blah i want to wear it again. i was frantically looking for these shoes and socks reminded me of a performance we did for year 12 before we graduated and i was a cheerleader. we had to buy those specific socks and on the performance i had to race around back stage looking for my shoes. Racing In my lounge room there is the middle wall and you can go around in a circle. anyways my dream was located in my lounge room and i was racing this really fit guy around the wall and after 10 times he had became tired and was so shocked over how a girl beat him. I had continued running and i wasn't becoming tired what so ever my coach and the boy who i was racing was in complete shock of how fit i was i then became a little aware that things were odd because i am unfit. Interpretation lately I've wanted to go to the gym not because im fat or anything im a healthy weight i just wanted to get fit because i don't do much exercise. Also i was speaking to this guy yesterday saying he ran around this reserve oval/park area where i had gone walking my dog with him around it. The boy in my dream may be connected to the guy who i went to the park with many years ago. Dogs It was christmas and my parents didn't give me anything i wanted to be polite and just say its okay but i found it so odd that my parents were so happy about it. we were walking to the easter show? and i had to break a circle in the wall i was standing at and a man said no you need to push this circle at the door. I pushed it and the door spread wide open and i saw a man holding back 5 dogs he let them go and said merry christmas you can have one of them. They were so excited to see me and i was so happy but so sad because i could only pick one of the dogs... my heart was set on this black dog which was adorable but also i really wanted this curly dog that reminded me of my boyfriends dog.. but then i wanted this short hair dog that seemed quiet. i never decided interpretation This reminds me of how i can never make a decision on cute animals because i want them all for e.g. my cats litter i didn't want them to go and mum was thinking of letting me have one but i couldn't decide. Also i was very attached to my last dog and i don't have one now so i think my mind is trying to fill that need... as you can tell im an animal person haha. bedroom i wont explain this dream
I was travelling to somewhere i'm still unsure about with a good friend of mine, though not the same one as the one i saw in my other dream. We had to cross a body of water, but weren't sure how at first. We also saw a girl there but i have no idea what she was doing there, just spectating or something. My friend made it across easily but somehow i was convinced i had bromine on me, and that when i'd touch the water an acid would form and i would get injured. Also i said a base would form but thinking back about it while out of my dream, that's complete nonsense. Anyway i didn't make it across the water before the dream ended.
I was doing some kind of school exam in what looked a lot like a parking lot. I saw other students taking the exam as well, and saw a good friend of mine, with his desk right next to mine. This is somewhat weird as that's against exam regulations to prevent cheating. I recognised another classmate somewhere in the back, and i recognised the surveillant as one of the teachers at my school. The dream didn't last long before ending, and i have no idea how the dream continued.
ill add more to the story. but i pulled my older brother into my dream and he confirmed last night he was in the same room as me same wooden floor plaster wall and watching my mom and dad hold each other in front of a bay window. my wife is freaking out. 1st time i have had a dream like this. 1st time i am letting [people know about my personal dream my dad died 10/16/12 bad harley accident. he was our mentor and very passionate friendly father but yet very stern. he is catholic but he came in dressed as he was on the motorcycle. i kept coming in and out of the dream knowing i was in my room safe. even touched my wife physically to ensure i wasnt crzy. and dove back into the left side of my brain where the whole dream was waiting to continue I asked him several questions pertaining to what is going on ( the accident. why he had to come to me while i was kinda awake. my sisters new job in Germany. i even asked him if we were aliens, he looked at the robbed man and he said he couldnt answer that question right now. he said i had a gift and they knew about it and were watching me. i looked up there were about 5-7 tall hooded black things with clouds and moonlite behind them. then one by one he brought out my grandfathers they all just grab my shoulder and smiled. he told me dont waste anymore time on his accident its done.. i asked him about the Moody Blues songs that played twice the other day after i was signing them in my head that morning he said it wasnt him it was them he hasnt learned to do that yet. he was in a level and he needed to learn more to move up. i said i had to get my brother sister and mom and which i did. then my diad split into 4 of himself. i kept changing the room around and some old man in robe came up told me to relax stay calm you control all this. just then i flipped us out of the room and out to some lake during the autum and my dad said woo this is you im not doing this. later that night i went straight to my brothers he confirmed tear eyed and told me he had the same room dream and same scenerio but he got into a maze and found himself outside waking acoss the street to a lake and then woke up. any thoughts? this is only 1/2 the story. i was so pumped up and adrenaline rushed it was insane. please no fowl posts this is all new to me im 38yrs old male who just lost his greatest mentor and friend.
11/7/2012 Lucid In this dream I was wandering though a museum. I was lucid the entire dream. As I was walking along I came across an attractive dream character. I tried to talk with her but she just continued to smile at me, but she would nod or shake her head in response to my questions. I asked her to come with me and she did. We continued to make our way through the museum when suddenly guys with guns approached us and told us to stop. In all fairness, I do think they were security guards and we were in the museum after hours. I tried to use my finger guns on them but it wouldn't work. They opened fire on us and we hid behind a big statue. I decided to try conjuring a weapon so i thought I would reach into my pocket and pull out a gun. This didn't work. I then tried to reach in the back of my waistline in case I had a concealed weapon there. I didn't. I was worried at this point, but then my DC friend tapped me on the shoulder and smiled at me. From behind her back she pulled out this crazy looking pistol and handed it to me. I looked at it for a few seconds then stood up to return fire, but the security guards were gone. Then the dream ended.
11/5/2012 1st Non Lucid This dream starts off with me hanging out on campus with some of my friends and my brother. For some reason his girlfriend convinces him to go to this booth and join the army. My dad shows up and tells me he has this rare condition where he always has alcohol in his bloodstream because his body manufactures is. 2nd Lucid In this dream I find myself walking through this vast red desert. It is extremely windy and dark. There is no one around. I decide to try to light things a bit and create a glowing orb of light in my left hand. My right hand is covered in red lines in a grid like pattern. No idea what the point of that was. I wander through the dessert for what seems like a long time, finding nothing substantial. 3rd Lucid I start this dream by hanging out with my brother and my dad at someone's house. I decided to try to walk up a wall for the first time. I am successful, but I can still feel gravity pulling me back towards the ground to the point I was worried I would fall off the wall. I only made it about halfway up the wall until this feeling became so intense I couldn't move. My brother and my dad were trying to rationalize what I was doing. My dad kept telling my brother that I had been working on that magic trick for a long time so I could impress people at parties.
11-11-12 -- I am attending a class or lecture or something on dreaming, perhaps in London or France, or maybe in Denmark, I'm just not sure where. As we enter the classroom we're told to take our seats and start reading the first chapter of our textbooks, while the instructor is talking about how he has never held a candle before, and how interesting it feels. They start pouring hot wax into very thin paper containers hanging from the walls in order to make candles for us all, and soon they are spinning around and small bits of hot wax are escaping and splattering against me, but it's no big deal. Problem is, though they keep trying, they can't get the new candles to light! Eventually they realize they have them on the wrong setting. When they switch from the 'cat' setting (no idea!) to the 'dragon' setting, the room is suddenly filled with a nice, cheery glow. I've finished reading the chapter, and am waiting for everybody else to finish. As I wait, I glance around the room and find there are several people here that I know. I see termite and Anthony, and one of their little ones from the GK forum, and I am pretty sure I also recognize Stephanie W. and Chris T. from high school. I also hear others talking, and discover that Sarah H. from the GK forum is here, and hope there won't be trouble. I am amazed that so much time has passed and everybody is still reading. I must read even faster than I realized! Somehow my chair to the far left of the second row has disappeared, and I find myself searching for another among the tiny kids chairs stacked up around the corners of the room while the instructor tells jokes and quotes sayings to his various assistants, sometimes even telling dirty stories. Finally we seem to be ready to move on, and the instructor is preparing to have us make some kind of paper turkeys for thanksgiving, or maybe lunch sack puppets. I don't know what they have to do with dreaming, but maybe it is about the creativity or something. I walk up to the instructor to claim my supplies for making the turkey, and he starts asking me all kinds of questions I don't know the answers to. It turns out I misheard, and we were supposed to read the first seven chapters in the book! D'oh! I say that I'll catch up, and return to my seat, going back to reading. Anthony is sitting in front of me, working on his project, termite next to him. Then they disappear, wandering around the room and mingling with people. Soon it is lunch time, and I manage to meet Anthony face to face, and we do one of those supposedly cool multi-part handshakes as we introduce ourselves. Unfortunately termite is off talking to other friends, so I still don't get to meet her in person. Dale shows up, and is also behind in his reading, which is not as big of a surprise, since reading puts him to sleep. We're all feeling utterly exhausted, and since the event now seems to be in Australia, I'm blaming it on the time change, and am not surprised.
11/3/2012 Non Lucid In this dream my grandma says she is going to set me up with the granddaughter of one of her friends. She says this all the time in real life, but I'm never a fan of the girls when I eventually meet them, which is only at like Christmas services for church that I've had to go to since I was little. Anyway in the dream this time she sets me up with this hot asian girl with pink hair named Mia. We hit it off and just chill at my grandma's for the whole dream peeling potatoes for the Christmas dinner. Not very eventful, but very vivid and ironic because it never happens that way in real life.
In this case, "fail" definitely equaled "fun"! I went to bed at like 1:45am, thinking I had stayed up too late and ruined my chance at a lucid. But I did my usual WBTB at 6:45am and went back to sleep at about 7:30am. I felt oddly less tired than I thought I should have, so maybe that's why. Anyway, I woke and fell back to sleep a couple more times, and around 9am or so, I woke up and felt the vibrations. It's been a while since I had a nice seamless WILD transition, so I was happy that I went straight into a lucid on the first cycle of vibrations I opened my eyes into the usual overly dark bedroom scene, and my eyes blinked on and off. I eventually could see fine, and so I got up out of bed, but I was entangled in blankets again. I just stayed calm, and kept getting up and moving toward the bedroom door. I left the room, and thought about the celebrity chef task. I went into the living room and saw a man that could easily have been Tyler Florence. I said "Tyler?" But he ignored me. "Hello, Tyler? Tyler Florence??!!" But he just kept looking in pantries and drawers, like he was focused on getting used to my kitchen. I should have been patient, because he might have still cooked something. But I wanted more attention So I said screw it and got on the floor to try the purgatory task again. I stuck my face on the floor, but it was hard and cold. I tried another area of the floor, and it went through just fine. Like the last time, a column of floor and earth broke away, revealing a fiery depth. I yelled something into the tunnel, forgot what it was. I was having more fun than focusing on actually accomplishing the task. I yelled something twice, and both times a hell hound appeared at the bottom and jumped up through the tunnel, trying to get me. But as soon as they reached the summit, they vaporized. I considered going into the tunnel.. maybe there would be levels and I could find purgatory. I stuck my head in really far, and I felt this sensation, like a force gently pulling me. I think I could have really shot through that tunnel had I let myself, but I pussed out again and woke up lol. I went back to sleep and ended up in a non lucid where I was in my parent's livingroom. I don't remember what I was doing, but it wasn't long before I remembered that I was JUST in my bed moments before, so I'm dreaming! I don't know why, but I didn't feel like a TOTM. So I just walked out the front door. It was early morning outside, like 8am, with a cool sparkly autumn sun and long shadows. Everything was still green, and the lawn glittered with dew and looked like emeralds. My favorite time to go for a walk. Things were pretty vivid, so I just felt like going with it. I walked in the wet grass, barefoot, and I remember now that all I had on was a t-shirt and underwear. I didn't care, it was cool out, but not too cold. Plus I knew it was a dream anyway I felt like flying a bit, so I flew around the trees in low figure 8s. Then I walked some more, then flew some more. I flew up into a tall tree and landed in the nook between 2 branches. A neighbor's dog, Leah, a white great dane, came up to the tree, jumping and barking as if she didn't recognize me. Dumb dream dogs are dumb. I looked around at the beautiful 2 acres that my parent's house is on, lamenting the fact that I'll really miss this place. Because they're selling it in real life. After what felt like many many minutes of walking and flying, I woke up.
11/1/2012 1st Dream Non Lucid I was in some sort of death fight going through dark tunnels. I had a DC helping me as an ally. We were scavenging for weapons, but could only find broomsticks and some tools. I remember a little fighting but then it fades. 2nd Dream Non Lucid My brother and some of my highschool friends are messing around upstairs in someones house during a birthday party. They pull out a mortar shell. Me and one other friend decide it is time to leave, plus we had to go pickup some pizza that we ordered. As we leave the house the entire upstairs explodes. All I could think of at the time was. "That's exactly why you don't bring a mortar shell to a party" 3rd Dream Non Lucid In this dream, I was evidently an alien. For some reason I had crashed to earth and just woken up in a strange building. These other five guys were with me and conveyed to me that we were supposed to infiltrate some class to learn information about these people. So we wander around this big building looking for our class. We eventually do but we are late. The teacher keeps trying to say something but the other guys i was with keep interrupting him. I get annoyed and tell them to shut up, then I wake up as they're all staring at me in a weird way.
10/31/2012 1st Dream Non Lucid This is probably the worst dream I have ever recorded. For some reason in this dream I killed my cousin and his new wife because I thought they were evil or something. It turns out my brother had set them up and he was the evil one. There was a long, drawn out horror story like battle with him. He hurts my mom really badly. The dream ends with my dad coming into the room and helping me carry her to the hospital. Pretty shitty dream overall. 2nd Dream This dream was a Superman themed lucid. I was in some high school and I had to save a guy from falling off of a high dive to his death. This was made difficult because there were a lot of people watching this swim meet or whatever it was and I didn't want them to know my secret identity. I used some flying and telekinesis to save him and burned a hole in the wall with laser vision to escape detection. 3rd Dream Non Lucid In this dream I was in some sort of science center on a school field trip. We were supposed to watch a movie but me and my buddy Trevor ended it missing it because instead of filling every seat they made people sit in every other seat and there wasn't enough room for us. So we went out and goofed around in the science center for a while. The teacher found out we missed the movie and got really shitty with us even though it wasn't our fault. Somehow the dream shifts to my grandmas house. I guess the teacher called her and she started giving me shit too. She then kicked over some sort of portable toilet and spilled piss all over the basement floor. Not sure what the hell this whole dream was about. Very surreal
10/30/2012 1st Dream I started off the night with a dream that zombies were trying to get into a fortified house I was occupying with my family. They never got in but for some reason it was important that I organized the fridge of the remaining food we had. Next Dreams These dreams were all short, sporadic lucids 2nd In a swimming pool with and old girlfriend Lauren. Started messin around and woke up. I guess I got too excited. 3rd Briefly became lucid. Tried to freeze things by shooting ice out my hands. It worked but not very well. I decided to do some more telekinesis and lifted up my neighbors dog as she was walking it. She was very confused. 4th Once again, I briefly became lucid. I decided to try one of my goals and fly to the moon. I flew very high above all the clouds and out into the atmosphere, but this was a failure because when I got up high enough to see there was no moon, only stars. Bummer 5th Not lucid at first. I was in some kind of futuristic warzone getting shot at by a guy on a turret. I wasn't in good cover and got lit up by the lasers. This hurt to a decent degree but when I didn't die I knew I was dreaming. My buddy gave me a sniper rifle and I had a sniper battle with some members of the enemy. I don't remember how this turned out. 6th A crazy looking bald DC attacks me for no reason. I try to use my fingers as guns and shoot him. Successful in shooting bullets but the DC doesn't die. Just looks down at where he was shot and smiles at me and keeps on coming. 7th I was playing an old Megaman game and for some reason I know I left the level I was playing in and the game became real. I started fighting evil megaman clones. Not lucid for this one 8th Don't remember much of this one but I was watching some foreign tourist woman taking pictures of me which seemed odd. This somehow progressed into me watching the Green Bay Packers play a football game against babies. Super weird. Not lucid
11-11-2012 -- [This one seems to be all over the place.] I am sitting around playing with my cellular phone, and find myself almost making a call to R.A. Herring by dialing R.A. Herring, before I realize that is probably a really bad idea. Instead, maybe I ought to get BC to do that ... no, probably not. As I am thinking about this, I find that MetroPCS is going to change their phone plans again in a couple of weeks, adding more features and raising the prices. The nice thing is, their old customers will be grandfathered in at the same old price. Since I was already grandfathered in the last time, this means I will be keeping the same really low price for any number of years, which seems like I am getting a really good deal, so maybe life is good. Somehow I find myself being given a puppy by Bynner D., but that means I need to move it to a larger, more roomy crate with a roof to protect it from the weather. I find that I seem to be doing this in the Heinz house on Holly Way, and I can't wait to get home for the day and start playing with it and cuddling it. As I get home, I find a strange cross between Betty McBride and Betty Taylor singing Home, I'm Home. I start to belt it out, and do a great job. I find myself outside the steps of the sort of farmhouse I once visited my grandparents in, and two little babies seem to be falling down the stairs. I manage to catch one, and deflect the other, so it at least doesn't fall as far. Somehow in regards to this, Dale is kind of getting too religious, blaming things on sin or something, when in reality, kids wander, and sometimes do fall down. There is something about considering having a meal at Ohana or perhaps a Chinese restaurant, but the details aren't too clear. Soon I find there seems to be some sort of construction going on at the house next to the Goodwins, and I am about to ask some police about it, but just before I get the chance, they move a heavy manhole cover, and something large jumps out of it and starts to scurry away. Yuck! Is it a giant roach? No, its a four foot long lizard, which is scary, but much better than an equally large roach! There are also a bunch of spider webs, and I find that Dale is playing music from some soundtracks.
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