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Dream #1

A kind of short, cocky-looking Latino guy with kind of tall, wavy hair was walking through a door. The guy was wearing a military jacket and no shirt. He had a girl on either arm. He was kind of giggling to himself.

The guy seemed to be walking into some huge mansion, which was probably his. The idea seemed to be that the guy had gotten rich somehow, possibly through rap music. He was really gloating about his success, which was really pissing me off. I wondered why the assholes were always the successful ones.

The man was followed by another guy, who I assumed was the guy's brother. The brother looked a lot like the man, except that he looked a lot more gentle-mannered and worn-out. He may have been partly bald. The brother also entered with two people, possibly family members.

The brother was then followed by a lot of other family members. I thought it was at least good that the man was letting his whole family in on his wealth.

But now it was like the group of people was some kind of tour, taking a walk through Beyonce's mansion. The group was mostly young adults and older kids. Everybody, walking through the mansion, had the feeling that they would be able to make money like this, too, someday.

I was following the people through the mansion from a backward view, like I was facing people and looking through a dolly-camera as it tracked through the rooms. Each room of the mansion had different colors for the walls. There was one room with yellow walls and another room with sea-green walls.

In the room with sea-green walls a young, white woman was looking at a bunch of empty picture frames that hung on the wall. I had turned around to face forward and look at the woman.

The woman asked me, "How do they get the money for the models for these things?" I didn't know how to respond to that. Apparently the woman thought the picture frames had all been made to order or built by hand, instead of just bought.

I walked into another room, which was mostly dark. It was a really big room, almost like a ballroom. But most of the room couldn't be seen in the darkness. I stood in the light of the room I had just left.

Obscured from my view by some tall potted plants like palms was a table. Two people stood at the table. At first I thought it was Jay-Z and Beyonce. But then I realized it was Beyonce and some other woman. At first I thought the woman was white. But as I creeped around the plants, I saw that she was black.

Beyonce said something to the woman about giving the woman advice, from one mother to another.

Dream #2

I was in some place like a locker room with a group of people like business people. The business people were all smarter and more put-together than I was. But they all liked me anyway, for some reason. We had just finished up something. We were now hanging around and laughing with each other.

Then some sports team came into the room. They were like a soccer team at first. It was also like they were somehow a part of our group. But then they were some other group of people. They started getting really loud and rowdy, kind of to bully the rest of us and make us feel uncomfortable.

Then the group of people became a whole bunch of black guys. They were all kind of skinny and grizzled-looking. One had a long, skinny, grey beard. They all wore really nice golfing clothes, with pale beige golfing sweaters. They'd all just come in from the links. They threw their golf bags all over the floor.

For some reason I was laying on the floor. One guy saw me on the floor and threw his golf bag so it landed on my right leg. It didn't hurt very much. But I knew he'd done it out of disrespect.

I stood up instantly and was right in the guy's face. I may even have been standing on his feet. The guy seemed passive, but not really afraid. I was yelling at the guy and doing something physical to him, to try to hurt him. I got madder and madder.

Suddenly I was out on a beach. The beach felt small, almost fake. I couldn't see the water. There seemed to be a couple dunes of sand on either end of a small, flat area of beach. I stood near one of the dunes with a young woman.

The woman knew, but wasn't quite telling me, that I'd gotten so mad just a moment ago that I'd committed some kind of really violent act on a group of people. I'd probably killed a few people. The bodies were now gone, but there were still small traces of blood here and there.

I couldn't remember anything about the violent act, and the woman wouldn't tell me anything about it. She didn't even tell me outright that I'd done it. All I could figure was that I'd killed that group of black men in the locker room.

Something about that thought brought the black man before me again. I was filled with rage. But for some reason I was now just flying over the sand. In the places where the dunes had been, or maybe just before the dunes, were two intricate sand sculptures, each of a city. The cities looked almost like Middle Eastern cities.

Dream #3

There was some kind of big tract of land with a house on it. The house was at the bottom of a kind of steep hill. The hill had a flower garden on it.

At the base of the hill, along the side of the house, was a stone path which may almost have felt like a trench in places. At some point in the trench area was a door that led into some dark, cellar-like room. This was apparently a woman's quarters. The room also held a bathroom.

The woman who lived in the quarters was probably Irish, pale-skinned, tallish, fat, with red-brown hair. She wore a dress of coarse, plain fabric, probably denim-blue and tan. She was probably a little grouchy, lazy, and mean.

My sister now stood before me and a few other family members in a kitchen. My sister was very young, maybe nine or ten years old. She wore a pale blue skirt and some long, white stockings with blue designs on them.

My sister was complaining about having gone down into the bathroom in the woman's quarters. She had opened the door while a woman -- probably not the woman who lived there -- was in the bathroom.

My sister told us, "I'm not a lesbian. So I wouldn't try to see a woman naked. But when I opened up the bathroom door the woman did this." My sister grabbed her chest and made gestures indicating big breasts.

My sister said, "Then she said, 'I'm married with kids, so don't get any ideas!' Like she thought I was coming into the bathroom to have sex with her!"

03.02.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Runescape Godwars and Real Life

I was playing Runescape, and judging by the armor I was wearing, I was most likely going to do an Armadyl Solo Run.

However, I realized some major items were missing on the DC I'm playing as. Apparently, I look like an Aviansie (one of the creatures you kill to get a kill count in the game to go through the gate to do a solo run on the boss).



I click on random enemies to increase my kill count, but I can't remember which ones I was killing though. Then I realized I forgot to wear a Zamorak item, but the enemies weren't hitting me at the time since I think there was another player in Void Range that was getting their kill count up as well.

So I continue shooting random monsters (other than Aviansies, which are the ones I NEED to kill to go through the door), and the thought came to my mind that the gloves that I was missing was Saradomin gloves or something like that, but I thought I needed Zamorak since no Saradomin monsters were coming after me.



Then the Zamorak minions started to attack my character, and they were ganging up on me pretty fast. I started to click random items in my inventory like they are food to heal up. I managed to click so fast, that my health went down to only 18 instead of 0.

Then I realize because of the update that increased the HP by 10 a long time ago, that "18" on my HP bar wasn't a good sign, so I started to click more and more food like mad. But then I died, I thought I lost all my expensive gear like Armadyl Chestplate and the Armadyl Chainskirt, but then I realized again that I was just an Aviansie, so no biggie.

I thought I would be teleported back to Lumbridge, but not I'm in reality again (FALSE AWAKENING), I'm already standing up near the study area of my apartment, and I see some huge object on the wall.

My mentality in this dream was going both ways, I was focusing on the reality of the dream, yet I was thinking that I was in Runescape itself, and tried to rush to get back my items (again I forgot I was an Aviansie in the dream, so it would've been pointless to go back if I remembered that I was).

I see a mini-map of Runescape, and apparently I'm in this area underground that feels like it could get me back to the Godwars area quickly. Then the dream shifts back to the reality in the dream, and I'm looking at this object on the wall near some vent.

I was near the kitchen of my apartment at the time, and I observed the object carefully to see what it was. Apparently, it was this huge (about the length of one human hand at most) was staying still on the wall.



So I assumed it was eating micro-organisms in the wall, and it started to look like a mosquito. Then I just wanted to shoo it away, but I didn't want to just wave my hand, because then it would just be another battle trying to chase it down.

I tried scaring it by pretending to slam the wall near where it was at, but it didn't move. Eventually it flys around, and I'm having a hard time keeping up with it. I think I ignore chasing it, and go back to the vent that is placed weirdly in the middle of the wall that's like 3-4 feet away from the kitchen.

I go inside the vent, and I reach back to Runescape. I'm still playing a random DC on the computer as soon as I reach whatever destination this vent took me, and I'm suddenly inside the Boss Room.



I started to panic because I had no armor on, but fortunately a player was occupying the boss, but at the same time, I remembered the boss being able to attack multiple people at once.

But I ignored this and when the player kills the boss, I do a fake call saying that I got an Armadyl Hilt from hitting the boss (I don't know why I was playing with his ego, but no hilt was there), then he teleports, maybe he fell for the bluff or something.

For some reason, what should've been the player's loot ended up to be mine. I see some green object on the floor, with some yellowish color on the sides. I right-click it and see that it says "Armadyl Warhammer."

I started go batshit crazy because it was an Armadyl item, and then examined it again, and apparently it was worth 6.4million gp.

I started to type like crazy saying I got the Armadyl Warhammer, but the problem is, this item doesn't exist in the game, and mostly the Armadyl items the boss drops is related to the Range Armor and Weapons, but I didn't pay attention to that.

Then the boss appears again, and I decided that I should teleport, but I realized I didn't take any damage from the boss and the minions as well. So I equip the warhammer to see how it would work, and this thing was fucking epic.

Whenever the player wields it and attacks a monster with it, it goes in this rapid circular motion, kind of like what happens when a player grabs a Golden hammer in Super Smash Bros. Brawl, except it made a full circle rather than the semi-circular motion going back-and-forth with the Golden Hammer.



I think each hit was faster than the whip and somewhat on the same level as the speed of a Chaotic Rapier was well. I keep hitting the boss over and over again, not taking any damage from it myself. I forgot what happened next.

Dream 2: Walkng upstairs and other random stuff

This is more of dream fragments, but I'll combine them here. I'm walking up an area going somewhere, I see two DCs that are familiar to me. Let's call them James and Steven. They were walking together talking about something.


Then the next fragment I remember is me going upstairs to some area that looks like a Help Desk. There was a computer in the middle of the cabinets forming a circle a few feet away from it. And I go up to a DC who was probably blonde and in her 40s. I ask her to help me with directions, but I can't remember where.



She tells me I needed to go to some place, and I thanked her for it and headed there.

Another dream fragment is me and some girl worrying about something. Let's call this girl Mariana, I think she goes to the same University as me, and there was something we're stressing out about.

That's all I remembered.

I woke up a few hours ago, so I don't remember the details.

I know I was at a hotel. A friend of mine was talking about how he could feel a "presence" in his room, but it was okay cause he was used to feeling presences.

I broke into a guy's room, no idea why. I had to run away and hide because of that.

I was going to leave the hotel with my girlfriend and some other girls, who were our friends, but I needed to get some money. Then I was going to buy some food for the road and I was going to drive.

And that's it... Considering I slept for about four hours and that I've been up for another four, I'm surprised I remember so much.

I was in a cave with a few of my cousins, and we all were with transformers. They were discussing some plan of attack or something, but I knew they needed me or they wouldn't be successful. For some reason they were ignoring everything I was saying, and they headed out on the mission without me. From the start of the mission they suffered from a penalty because of the likeness of transformers they were driving. I think mine was a female, but I didn't see it.

I was on a competitive karate team and somehow a coach kidnapped myself and my friends. We were on a bus and the strangers (men) suddenly thy became mean and the bus headed to the wrong place. We ended up in a hotel of some sort. The room was huge with concrete floors and benches where we all kind of crashed wiht all our stuff and brick walls that were shiny. No one spoke english who was there, besides us. I kept trying to look up a phone number in a phone book that was lying around so someone who was going to be leaving could make a call but I got caught. Then I for some reason got my hands covered in fiber glass and had to go out of this room to wash them but went to a bathroom that wasnt the closest and had to wait in line and the man came out and brought me back to the room and was REALLY mad. He said I was getting too brave and he wouldnt make that mistake again. I actually saw people and I wanted to ask for help but was too scared that those people were bad too and would not help me but tell and I would get in more trouble. I ended up in some sort of shower room and woke up when I was trying to get out through a grate in the wall. I think I was really young, like under 12. This was not lucid because I was not aware I was dreaming. I thought it all was real. The man looked like that creepy Kody dude from that show with the multiple wives. I was also serving tea to this man because I was told it was my duty but I had to learn to do it properly. For some reason I was being really careful because there were younger ones there I was trying to protect and didnt want to leave them behind because I knew things would be worse for them if I left them.
It was a horrible dream. I don't want to go there again.

Yesterday, as I was quite energetic because of a WILD in the morning, I decided to try a MILD, which actually worked. I managed to finish another ToTY task, and I'll be flapping my wings in 1 week, that's a bet with one of my friends...

So, getting back to my dream. After repeating the mantra for 15min, I managed to pull an insta-lucid, without having to RC. After a bit of looking around a room I "spawned" in, I looked at a wall, then said "This hotel room from WTC is really nice". I think most of you got what happened... passive control. After this, I got out of the room, and headed to the elevator... in which I had a surprise. It seems that in dreams elevators don't work like they should, resulting in a lucid dreamer being put on a random floor...
I got a little bit revengeful, and, after throwing a fireball at the elevator and exploding it off the building, I just tried a little trick I heard about in DV...
...And learned that it's easy to turn into a human fireball and going straight through the building until the roof. I walked slowly on the building, and as I was about to jump, someone stopped me.
"No! Don't end your life!"...
...I also learned I can rip the head of a DC using telekinesis. Sweet.
I finally jumped, going right through the clouds... I could literally feel the rain drop on my skin. When I was close to the ground, I turned into a fireball, and landed... safely.
After stabilizing the dream, I began to form an big fireball, which I shot at the towers... it almost destroyed them completely, but the remaining parts were used to crush other buildings, with telekinesis..
After a while some marines(may be a DS) appeared and start shooting. This reminded me of the dino dream, and one little tought was enough for 6 tentacles to spring out of my body. I could control them, but I could also let them act for themselves, and that's what I did.
After some good ol' fun I decided to leave, so I could remember my dream... and thats what I did.
After about 30 min, I decided to try my luck at a morning MILD, which I will detail in my next post, which will come in about 1 hour.
Stay tuned!

It started in what I think was a submarine. There were two people standing by a door. They told me that I'm now in charge of the barracks. They shut the door to the room and i went up to the door and locked it to make sure they wouldn't come in. I soon realized the barracks is a kitchen. The first thing I did was look at the stove. It had a tea pot and a bunch of wires running on top of it. I turned back to the kitchen door and looked on top of the refrigerator that was next to the door. There were disposable coffee cups and green tea bags. I grabbed one of each and walked back to the stove. There was now a Keurig coffee maker to the right of the stove and all of the wires on the stove were gone. I was going to make tea but decided to look at one of the caps on the disposable coffee cups. It was normal but when I looked under it had one of those cups for the coffee make in it and it was impossible to get out. I kept feeling the bottom of it trying to poke a hole in it when I realized there was a needle thing in the cap for doing that. So I poked a hole in it and brown stuff fell on my hand so i ate it. In the dream I remembered something my friend actually said about how eating coffee beans taste like shit. I spit it all out into the sink and looked back on top of the fridge. There was a box of cosmic brownies. I ate one to get the horrible taste of pure coffee out of my mouth. The dream gets fuzzy and ends.

i am in skyrim.
i am in skyrim! this is cool. i don't know its cool because i'm just living my life
as a character, probably, but i am myself otherwise.

i jump, rock climb, trying to get to "markarth", a place in the game i've been to,
but in this dream i have not, and its entirely different than the game (of course, its a dream)
i jump from a ledge into the water.

beneath the water's surface, the ledge is carved out with a big mechanical heart.
old, old, very cool, very intricate. i'm close.

i jump onto the bridge in this water pool. this is the way to markarth.
i make my way, and find the city alive with people.
tons and tons of folk, dressed in every day clothes, but otherwise the time period/alternate world is accurate.

i'm with heather now. we explore.
she tells me adam and sarina are coming. huh well um okay yes sure.
outside a window, in some other part of the reality dream scape, i see them walking toward us.
except they are children. they are 5 years old. adam is a boy even though he's young.

this is a joke, and i am not happy about it.
i whine whine cry child cry cry. i'm upset. heather, why?
okay they walk in- look normal. act normal.

we explore the city together. find a door marked "nintendo blue gamecube only" huh
some kind of connection cord is necessary to do something strange...i don't know.
didn't know the details in the dream + didn't care to find out. adam comments on it.

we go into a library/thrift store combo. i escape to the children's section
i am alone,
i am happy.
but i want heather with me.

Couple of dream fragments before I woke up:

It all begins with this girl (let's call her V initial letter) V contacting me in some sort of modern way (phone, inet, some dreamish version of tecnology) and telling that she waits for my answer to some conversation she's put up. Like there is some new community-project / forum up that I'm not aware of. She's tried to contact me before for it and I've been like avoiding all the ways anyone can reach me. It's all political or aware in wrongs of modern world. I'm telling her that I've been trying to dodge those kind of projects for I'm going to live this country and those project should't be depadent on me.

..then there's this haze part and dreamsift..

I'm telling her that I should put up 'profile' about me always waking in the same body and different hotel room (I've been travelling outside my home city, not really living in hotels though). I'm playing with words like Hotel Self and Hotel Flesh.. ok, first I came up with two these words, after them I started to think about waking up to them. So I guess I reached atleast semilucidity at that point... So I come up to either Waking in Hotel Flesh or Waking up to Hotel Self.

Then there is this fragment where she wonders about her psychedelic history and comes up with rye bread and actual fungus Ergot starting it at some past century... This fragment might also have been before previous one, or surronding it.. don't know how it's with you but to time some parts of dream a hard to put into linearity.. it's like they exist outside of time or then some fragments get repeated or dejavued in dreams.. Then she feels totally guilty for forcing me into lone wandering life in lonesome hotels realising that I'm sort of like her DC that she hadn't had time for. So I'm just left with uneventual life with almost no-one contacting me. And she also only contacted me for project she has in mind for me. In undertone it's not all about dream put also her feeling that my lifesituation and lack of happiness is her fault. She says she'll change that. I tell that I'm going to oppose her doings, so that she would realise that world doesn't circle around her. So I'm gonna enjoy my lonely hotel.


Shortly after this I wake up

In reality I'm going abroad this spring and I've been travelling my home country for about three weeks now. Today I'm meeting girl called V, who I haven't seen for over 6 years. Girl in my dream wasn't this V but her namesake who I've met at later point of my life. V of dream was visiting my hometown (where I'm not) yesterday and my friends from there had parties at our place which is quite big house. V of dream did drag me to some political or aware project before she got bregnant. Also the V I'm meeting quite soon has children now. I haven't yet seen either of them with kids, which is going change today. (I saw V of this dream when she was very long with her pregnancy, so it's not so hard to think her as mother.. althought in dream she most certainly was outside mother-role)

I was not even planning to get into the LD, but I became conscious in a dream. I immediately applied deepening, but since I didn't have a plan, I had to act according to the circumstances. I decided to have sex and i did. Thou, I knew, that every Lucid Dream, in which i have sex, ends very quickly (understandable). But this was a huge exception. After about 3 mins or so of having sex, I started talking with different characters of my subcounscious. I enjoyed each conversation, while drifting to sleep. My normal dream starts here. It was crazy. I've dreamed that my sex partner, from the previous LD, accused me of raping her and all LD characters I had talked with, knew what we had talked about in real life. It was terrible. I felt like every secret of mine is being leaked from the dream world into the real world. That huge fear and disappointment drifted me into another LD of that night. I've tried everything that I had in my mind, I even got bored so what I did was: flying as fast as possible into the atmosphere and falling back to the Earth slowly slowly. It was very long Lucid Dream. I got drifted back into sleep again. Into the same creepy dream. It was as scary as it could possibly be and I got another LD (3rd), which ended with me waking up finally.

I can honestly say, that this night was one of the longest nights i have ever had. It was as awesome as it was terrible.

My alarm clock on my phone broke (don't ask how that happened), so lately I've been trying to wake up after 6 hours of sleep without any kind of device to help me. And I succeeded today. I woke up, went to the bathroom and went back to sleep. The thought of counscious awakening was going through my head as I drifted into the dream. I managed to exit that dream, so I woke up without moving. And then I had to face my biggest enemy - loud noises (my family was up very early preparing to go to work and they were shouting for no good reason). I decided not to let this chance slip away and performed techniques. it worked immediately. I ended up in the Lucid Dream.

After succesfully entering Lucid Dream I immediately performed deepening. My plan was to try shapeshifting and turn into a wolf. I tried imagining myself becoming one and started running on my hands and legs like a dog, but I failed, so I tried again. After few unsuccessful tries, I started hearing loud noises and thought that it was my parents, so I had to do something. I performed deepening, but still... I lost control and woke up. i tried to re-enter but I failed.

I was on my one and a half weak dry spell and I was not trying to get into the Lucid Dream. But I broke my dry spell, by becoming counscious within a dream. Once I understood that I am in the LD, I immediately tryed to do deepening, but I failed and got thrown back into my body. Refusing to surrender, I somehow managed to reenter my dream. I performed deepening and carried on my plan.

My plan was to talk with my subcounscious and ask for my talent and quick way to earn money. After calling my dream character to talk with me, I started conversation. It was very strange conversation, because she kept asking non related things which I can't remember. After, finally, asking question I wanted to ask, she answered: "Eating". She said it and nothing more after that. That's when my phase ended, after about 10 minutes of being in it.

Dream Character that appeared to talk with me:

Oh, she is beautiful.

First

I’m in a city, walking a road downhill. There is someone else with me. I hear a woman scream down the hill. It’s cold and slippery and she has fallen. She complains about her wrist, but her elbow is dislocated. I pull it a bit and it pops back in.

Second

I’m in a forest, walking on a path. There is a camping centre, I apparently have a room there, and I go in. I share my room with another person, vaguely familiar. I remember a task that I have, there are five rings that I need to destroy, and I need to do something after that. I have already found three, so there are two left. This is some kind of a game.

I notice one of the five people carrying the rings. I grab his hand and see that he has several rings. I recognize the one that I need, though, and just grab them all. I run outside and throw the other rings around to slow the person down. There is a clay oven and I throw the ring there. When the person reaches me, the ring is already gone, and he seems a bit disappointed that he lost it so easily.

So there is still one ring left. I don’t remember who has it, but I have written the names down on a piece of paper in my back. I return to my room to have a look.

Well... let my mind run me on this LD, attempted a WILD before the LD, pretty sure it was a DILD.

I'm in a sunny medow, there is moped next to me, small, red and really slow.
I jump on the moped and begin to ride up the hill, there is a series of train tracks ahead of me, although I do not realise I'm dreaming yet my usual narative is going on.
"Train coming down the ..... track"
I quickly go past that one, approaching the next one I begin to realise the narative,
"Something's not right here, I'm dreaming aren't I..."
I attempt the finger through palm RC but it wont work, I really tried hard on that one.
I see a mushroom on the floor, I want to give myself superpowers so I begin to eat it. It's disgusting.
Everything goes purple, my vision fades in very slowly, but it's still very blury.
I'm in my bedroom, I know somethings wrong, I hear a voice in my head when I look towards the door.
"There's no way to escape, if you try you will die"
Me logically thinking, I go to the door and attempt to escape...
Turning right to go into my parents bedroom a force pulls me back, I struggle at first but I give up after a short time.
I allow myself to float down the stairs into an area in my house that I don't realise, there are strange objects there but I wake up before being able to observe further.

Well, still can't remember anything. Stress has really been getting to me, but hopefully I'll have a dream tonight.