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That's basically all I recall from last nights dreams though there were other dreams.
I was pregnant in one of the dreams. My belly was perfectly sized and the baby was huge. Whenever he moved it was as if an alien was just beneath the skin of my lower stomach. The dream changed and I pregnant with 3 babies. A JW couple had me inseminated and I carried their baby as if it were a twin to mine. But a childhood friend, Theresa needed someone to carry her baby too, so it was added to my upper left side. I was worried about that baby the most because it wasn't in a womb and it was tiny.

I had to go in for an examination but I kept trying to put it off because every time I went in over a false alarm, the more dangerous it was for the babies. I kept asking them to be born all at the same time, nice and healthy, but "I" became pregnant well in advance of the two inserted in me. I worried they would die when I had my baby.
I had an intense urge to bear down, but I kept ignoring it.

At one point, the JW woman felt the babies kick and move around and she was absolutely delighted.

At some point, the dream evolved and I was in a large school. The JW husband was a teacher and I realized all the students and teachers were Jehovah's Witnesses. I was thrilled, but I still felt out of place and as if I didn't belong. I spoke to the husband about wanting the babies to hurry up and be born and he laughed. I tried finding a seat in one of the classrooms but something always went wrong (the isles were too narrow or stuff was in my way).

That's it.

>>The first dream was mostly the result of more gas I'm not sure why the symbolism played out as it did though. Why did I worry more about the other babies?
>>>The evolved dream is about my desire to return to the Kingdom Hall but not feeling ready.

Melatonin
I entered a gmod server, and the mayor kept saying he was being under attack. I saw this guy running back and forth. Insaw the Alyx model going after or near the mayor too. Red text was flashing on my screen. I ran into someones error cade, and he didn't see me, but didn't care. It looked like an add on. I then crawled into this one room with two girls in it. My sister was with me. I also had my phone with me. It was pouring outside so I prop climbed, but saw that the props were also stopping the rain, so I took the physgun and make two big squares, and saw the grass below make two big dry spots. The two girls didn't care because they rule breakers too(you can't prop climb in this game)then before I could finish, my phone rang, my sister answered. She said it was Karissa and I picked up. She asked if she could use my sig? I asked why she said, I dunno. And I said sure.
DEILD attempt @ 2:30*
I was in my middle school. A zombie invasion broke out and I grabbed a fire axe and began swinging my way to the front of the school. As I killed about 50 zombies, a few students behind me ran into the nearest classroom with chemistry equipment. I doubt that they were thinking of making a cure, especially since the room they were in had a shitload of windows. The horde stopped attacking and we settled down in these picnic chairs, still inside the building. We all filled about 5 of the tables. I felt like the leader of the group, so I told everyone to raise their hand and I am going to count everyone. As I began to count I got really confused and told the person next to me to count. We then all heard an announcement, for some reason I think it might have been God? He said something like, you are going to die, and that is fate. Then another horde began to rush at us. We ran in pairs into these offices. I was in room with my French teacher. The zombies *weren't tearing at the door, but bending it in a way. My teacher way crawling away from the door in fear, and I tried to barricade the door with my body. After the horde settled, I ran straight to where we normally were camped because I saw these boxes there. I asked a person next to me, can you OD off aspirin and they said no. I began to grab all the supplements and I just sat and stared at them. Then I looked at all the other survivors.

Not sure if I would consider this a nightmare at all. I wasn't scared.

I was in some sort of drag race, and it was like preppy vs. ghetto. I was on the ghetto side, and the preppy side tried to cheat. We took this as an act of war, and a battle ensued. Ghetto turned to Resistance, and preppy turned to Security from Brink. We were battling, and doing a good job, when I went off to look around. I found some sort of... Marijuana smoker. I was confused and shocked, and then turned around to see four Security guys coming near me, I hid behind a destroyed truck and killed the two on the left with my Rhett, and walked up to the other two. It was a black man with an accent, and a Caucasian American. I walked up to the two of them, and they laughed at me. They told me that all of my friends were going to die once they had been smoked out, as stoned soldiers make dead soldiers in a fight. They were trying to figure out if they should let me get high before they killed me, or just killed me. I told them, "That's a very bad idea..." One of them held a knife to my throat and told me to shut up. I took the knife, sliced the man's stomach, deep, and stabbed him in the neck. I then took my sidearm and shot the remaining antagonist.

When I got back to our leader (How funny, it was the singer for Rise Against.) I told him what happened, and he was very proud of me. After the battle was over, everybody got baked. The dream fades slightly, and I'm following the leader around. We're at my old apartments, but they seem to go much much higher. I'm carefully using parkour to get around to follow him, when I decide to do a reality check- I look at my hands- They're normal. However, when I look at my hands, I always question the reality before me, and I did the same in the dream! I became lucid. I was simply ecstatic, as I've been having a dry spell. Thankfully, I calmed myself down, and rubbed my hands together. I remembered wanting to speak to my DC's whilst lucid, so I told him I was lucid. He was very happy that I was lucid, and congratulated me. I felt very accomplished. He then told me... that he was my DG! I thought, "This is incredible..." When right after he said this, a woman appeared, beautiful and with crystal clear clarity and a great glow, and she tells me that she's my REAL dream guide. My leader looks a bit ashamed, and goes away. I felt bad for him, but I decided to follow my DG. I considered having sex with her, but decided against it. We walked up several flights of stairs, and she wasn't talking. We got to the top, and... There was deadmau5! I told him that I was a huge fan, and that he shouldn't worry about all the people saying his job was easy. He was glad to hear me. My DG seemed to get angry at his presence,and she obviously wanted him gone. I was reluctant to get rid of him, but I tried anyways. However, instead of making deadmau5 disappear, I made my DG disappear! Ah well, she was being a bitch anyways. I ask deadmau5 if he wants to look for some pussy with me, and he agrees. We search for a while, and I lost him. He became the owner of a ranch! Well, this is where the dream fades, and I would have done a DEILD, but I have orientation today. I woke up, and got dressed, then wrote this. See ya tomorrow, dreamviews!

In my dream a group of friends and I went to this really old and run-down house and as we explored it we discovered this strange door that led outside to a garden. As we opened the door we were plunged into another area. Now I don't remember much else about the dream but that everytime we used that door we would be let out into a different area each time. Also, everytime we ventured out that door one of us would be killed... :_( As our numbers dwindelled, it became harder and harder to open the door and eventually, when there were three of us left the door wouldn't open anymore.

August 12, 2011

I may have a 3rd dream and have forgotten it when I woke up. Almost forgot the werewolf dream.

Dream 1:

I was going somewhere, like a party or something. I was walking on my street but it was so slow. I start running on all fours which was somewhat way faster. There were an unnatural amount of people doing yard work today but I didn't care.

I somehow ran to a New York looking city. I met a non-existing friend who said he would help. I was walk into a mall then somehow a underground part of the mall.

I met the guy again, he told me how to get out but I ended up going around in circles. During my 2nd trip I did saw a girl who was questioning why I was coming out of the mall floor. When I saw him for a 2nd time I asked him "just point me to the direction of my town" which then I woke up.

Dream 2:

*See private journal for this part* - Sorry but the start of this dream is somewhat personal.

Skipping ahead, A character was forced to sleep in a closest like area with a younger character. Things got all spongebob-like with the young character talking about the best seat, the 2nd best and then he created the 3rd and bigger seat which was now the best for his older friend. Though at this point the young character became spongebob while the older was the squid.

The squid enjoy the big seat as it was huge and have a ton of leg room.

I shortly woke up.

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I was outside and i was riding my bike to someones house. The grass was extra green in my dream and the skies had no clouds. Soon i reached the house and went inside. I saw one of my friends there. And we talked. Soon he said he plays more RPGs (not the gun, the game genre) then me. So i said name 5 that you've played that i havent. He named some and all i remember was vanquish (thats not an RPG game, but in the dream i accepted his answer )

Soon i went to his kitchen and sit down and he gave us pizza which i ate. Then he gave everyone more pizza., but ran out when he went to me

the dream ended :/

i was in a car driving around a built up area with some random people and old school friends then ending up in a outdoor cooking show where everyone was extremely competitive and i was trying to win too. then i got told there was a zombie apocalypse so got back in the car with the other people drove fast seeking salvation.

stopped off for a toilet break and found some crazy dude in the toilets so i ran off in a hurry. started walking down the street with a friend. i thought to myself at that moment somethings odd here, there can't be a zombie apocalypse. that's when i said to myself " is this a dream " and i replied "yes". at that moment everything around me became extremely vivid and clear which made me question whether this is dream as it felt so real, the i woke up.

however, realising what happened i wanted to go back, in which i managed to. I was now trapped in a basketball hall, with another 100 people in a zombie apocalypse, but with minutes of entering that dream i realised again and someone shouted to me "its coming" but i kept saying to everybody your wrong its just a dream.

So I was walking.. like walking towards a school, but it wasn't my school. I was drinking a 4 loko, except.. It actually tasted pretty good; Because it didn't have those other additives like Guarana or Taurine. So next thing I know I was in a place, which resembled my cafeteria from 8th grade. When you walking you a giant room. With all tables. In this dream... There were so many people. There are 3 different cafeterias. The last cafeteria was my 8th grade one.. I walked in and sat with these random people. I may have seen them before but I can't remember them. So one was smoking marijuana and I was drinking my 4 loko in water bottle mixed with something else... I don't quiet remember this was my 3rd dream in a night. I put away what I had and then I appeared in a classroom, I was demanded by some power that I had to take these folders to an attendance office. So I looked at them and they had names on each one except they were Manila folders. Each empty I had to take them. So I finally got to the office.. and my dream ended.

This was a weird dream I know lol. But it came pretty going in my memory Vitamin B-6 pills are helping

Fragments, non lucid: I was at school with some friends doing fun things, can't remember what though.

Girl was in the dreams again, can't remember fully.

Not fragment, non lucid: I was shopping with friends and this girl stared at me, my friend mentioned it, I tried to talk to her and she ran off. My friend said she likes to be at this place which I hate, a lot.

Not fragment, lucid: I was at some kind of restaurant and wanted to look in a mirror. When I arrived at the location I wanted to be in, I got a bad feeling about the room, after debating with myself for a while I continued into the room. I got into the middle of the room and looked at the mirror, there was a White flash, I turned around and saw myself with someone else, I started hearing a loud screaming kind of noise and another White flash happened.
Then I woke up.

This was my second dream in a night, I didn't remember much but I do remember seeing my dog on my dads bed, watching a movie. This was a little odd, but something to add to my dream journal. Who knows this could be a dream sign.

Last night was the beginning of my dream recollection experiences. My first one I remember vaguely but within that dream I remember my mom taking Vicodin, this could be a dream sign for me in some sort of way but we'll have to wait and see. This is my first dream journal.. but my mom is a past addict to many meds which really scarred me for life, this could have something to do with a Dream sign.

i live in a huge farm house in a new country town on "fog" street.

i'm in the attic with heather and my mom and dad. we're all smoking a bowl. we get super stoned.

heather and i go into a room in the attic, which is a blueberry field inside the house.

"hey we want to be on a real field" we think and go outside and touch and experience the grass. it's nice.

thru the woods, i see the color aqua and red. what the? two horses thoses colors come by into the field.

it's heather's friends brittany and some girl. heather runs over and says hi hi hi and all of that.

i get jealous. i talk to the other girl. i've met her once or twice, but as a kid i remember being friends with her. she says we were but not for long. i think it might be sarah silverman (? )

they talk and talk and talk and i get too jealous and mad to handle it. i run away like a child.

i run thru a door in the woods which leads to town. i walk around like i'm on a longboard. what the fuck i want to longboard!

i go home and grab mine. it's shaped like a fish, and is colored very cool. i ride in town and on a big hill and zig zag on a main road, exploring places that i can go to now since i just moved here. i forgot about how sad i was.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

There was some kind of temple, which almost looked like an indoor sports arena. There seemed to be a huge crowd of people all around, with pale, cold, white spotlights on the center of the arena.

There was an altar, which was like a stone cube jutting up from the floor. The altar was burning hot and blackened with heat and smoke. A person was chained on the altar. The person's legs were chained from above, so that the legs were lifted a couple of inches above the rest of the body. The arms were possibly chained to the side of the person's body. The person may also have had some kind of blackened blanket over the torso and upper legs.

The person being burnt on the altar wasn't just being burnt as part of some religious ritual. The person knew or did something against some powerful people. So the person was being ritually murdered. I may also have thought that something I had done had angered the powerful people. So when they sacrificed the person, it was to punish me. And the person who got sacrificed would know this as well as I did.

I saw a few white pieces or paper or white screens with black writing on them. The black writing was broken up by occasional words printed in orange lettering. The highlighted words were probably one recurrent word. The recurrent word seemed really important to me. (So of course I've forgotten it now.)

I saw the altar again. This time I got a good glimpse of the person chained on the altar. He looked like a black-Hispanic man with lightish brown skin. He was kind of muscular. He had "tribal"-style tattoos on his shoulders and arms and, maybe, his chest. He seemed to be writhing in pain. Parts of his body were already blackened by being on the altar -- from either the heat or the smoke.

I followed the priest from the altar to some other spot on the stage. The priest may have been a man very much like the man being sacrificed. He may also have been a wizard-like figure, with a long beard and dressed in a long, black or brown robe with a huge hood.

I looked to the altar again. There was now an Asian woman on the altar. She was naked, except for the blanket over her. Her uncharred skin was pale. But she was mostly charred or smoke-blackened. She seemed to be in a great deal of pain. She was sweating a lot and writhing around a lot, trying to get out of the heavy chains.

12-08-11 I am in a kitchen or a wall-less home in the area of the kitchen, the house doesn't seem to have a roof. I keep fading in and out of this scenario so I don't quite think I am dreaming, but I am aware of the subjective nature of my reality. I wouldn't quite call myself lucid as that term normally implies that you have a sense of self and a sense of the world, but I am lacking a sense of self. Again I am sort of experiencing the scenario from multiple point of views. Or no point of views. Until I am given something that could either be described as a piece of jewellery or a dream catcher. The design is really simple. A series of circles has been placed in an inner circle and they are overlapping each other, giving rise to a classical flower picture. I wonder if this is the sign that someone is sharing this. I try and head for Chichen Itza, but this mentation is far too fragile and it immediately destabilise the dream.
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Lasse F is with me in my flat at night time. We hear some sounds outside on the road and I move to the kitchen to find out what is happening. It would appear that two cops are struggling to retain a noisy drunk citizen. Upon closer inspection I see that I know this person. His name is Rasmus H.

He manage to get free of the policemen, though I would wish he wouldn't. He is just drunk and they will just take him in overnight, wouldn't even be noted on his criminal record. But he doesn't.

I shout out to him “Rasmus” he doesn't really respond. Later I shout again and this time he tells me his name is Jesper.

Lasse F is somehow jumping out the kitchen window in fear and start running up the street to get away, and all of a sudden a mob of people is chasing him and they manage to trip him over up by a car and they swarm him. I don't know if they will be safe.

(this may be from a separate dream, but) There are two people standing by my window armed with bats and knives sort of preventing me going outside.

I manage to get out and into a bus where I borrow the drivers phone in order to call the police. I do so and the bus driver seems to follow the mob up the road. We end at a construction site where loads of digging machinery is parked. It is morning now.

The mob of people is there, lounging themselves on the hood of their cars. I see a couple I recognise and Rasmus's younger brother pulls in, he was there during the night as well.

I first of all tell the police that I was dreaming some of the time, but I know what I saw (I suppose I shouldn't have said that really)

I explain to the police what happened and I start pointing out people. They are my friends so it is a bit difficult. When I point at Thomas H he immediately responds that he was somewhere else, so he couldn't possibly have been there.

Murmurs take place about my sanity “he is sick in the head” I hear Rasmus tell the lady on his left. I briefly wonder if they are right, I mean after all I did dream most of this up, so maybe I am mistaken.

I wake up.
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Following dream has a lot of scene shifts, and I am having trouble reconstructing it chronologically so will present it as fragments.

There is a concert and Lars is playing the bass. He hasn't been doing it for that long, but he is awesome. During a solo he is killing the groove, while still adding some (pardon my musical ineptitude, but I believe the correct word is) harmonics to the bass melody.

I find myself holding my bass and playing along and to my surprise I aint all bad. I am not playing a lot of different nodes, mainly the four strings themselves and a few selections. It doesn't always go well, but as I said it isn't bad.

Towards the end of the number they are playing I put my bass down and point up at Lars to let him know he rocks! The speaker is announcing some special surprise and I hope he hasn't seen me playing along on the bass, cause I would suck on stage.

But he calls out a woman's name and I feel relieved. However my cousin is lounging it on the couch and I believe a good surprise would be for him to go on stage and have a bass off (that is a linguistically awesome sounding concept btw! ^^). So I nod the announcer a bit, but he doesn't seem responsive.

I speak a bit to my cousin and he cheekily smiles and calls me his salesman. I don't mind, was sort of what I was doing, but I truly believe it would have been a marvel to behold those two.

skip

I am in a big playroom of sorts and we are supposed to play this game. It is a highly modified version of connect four that I don't particularly understand now or in the dream. The point of it is to somehow escape the frame. but you have to hide your coins behind various cardboard cards with an assortment of motifs on them.

Later on the game develops and it becomes apparent that it is also a 2 teams versus each other one of the teams just consisting of one person, because the position that person takes is designed from the game to be stronger.

Oh and it also turns into a Tetris (spelling) type game where you have to use your colours versus the black ones to block the path of the opponent catching up. It is highly weird and I think the only reason I partially get it is due to me being on team with my cousin and someone else.

skip

I am walking down the street on a morning (though the lighting looks like it is set in the afternoon) and I am walking towards Kaiser's parents house, though I am expecting him to be there. I find him outside on the road doing something with a water hose.

I approach him in conversation and he starts talking about my cousin, who visited him last night. He gave him this list of stuff to think about written in orange ink on white paper. The only thing I remember of the 9 point list is that we are all supposed to do the same thing on September 3rd though I remember the event in the dream I don't now.

There is so much more in the dream involving some women that may or may not be partially random at least. Nothing sexual though.