Dream One: I was at the lake house, but instead of being a cabin it was a condo in a condo building. I'm just arriving, and I notice there's an open tote sitting outside the door, I ignore it at first and go on inside to put down the bags of food and clothes and stuff I'm carrying. I put alcohol in the fridge, and find myself thinking that my cousins aren't coming but I wish they would because we had so much fun when we went to the lake with them last year. I see a blow up raft leaned against a wall, and note that it's dark. I go to turn on the light by the door, and notice the tote on the front porch again. I turn on the inside and outside lights, then bend over to check out the tote. It has a note that says it's from the game warden on it that says our first aid supplies are inadequate and we can not use the building until our first aid supplies are adequate. I pull out my cell phone and call my aunt who is the unofficial caretaker of the cabin. She claims that she left the first aid kit up to my cousins to handle since they were the ones who used the cabin the most, and if the supplies are inadequate again (apparently this is the seventh time!) then we need to call them. I start reading the note from the warden trying to figure out what is missing, but it doesn't say. I decide to go ask some of the neighbors whats in their first aid supplies to see what we're missing. I wake up. Dream Two: (I'm not entirely convinced this was one dream, it may have been two, lol) I'm in the woods. I've been chosen for some sort of fighting school and tournament (thank you hunger games -_-) and I'm trying to make my way to the academy. I am under the impression I've just killed and eaten a who rabbit, and my belly is quite full. I come to the end of the woods, and there's a field with a road on the other side. I can see a guy carrying a lot of bags up the road, and I start running thinking he's probably going to the same academy I am. When I finally catch up to him, I notice he's carrying a telescope with him, and he's shaking all over like he's about to pass out. I offer to carry a bag for him, but he refuses. I tell him he's shaking so he needs to stop over working himself. He says he's shaking because he hasn't eaten in three days. I ask him why not, and he claims he doesn't have the money to buy food on his way to the academy. I tell him there are lots of ways he could get food, but he counters with stealing is illegal. I tell him there's always loop holes, then show him how there's a fence around the field beside us. I tell him all the grain inside that fence belongs to the farmer who's growing it, but the wind blows the grains off sometimes and then it sprouts up close to the road. The wheat not inside the fence is fair game for everyone. It's not stealing because it's wild, and where I'm from it'd have all been picked before it was even really ripe. He gets a disgusted look on his face, and says we can't eat raw grain, it has to be processed and milled and baked. I shrug, and then we walk another half mile or so before we come across some planters near the road. I act like I dropped something, and bend down to "pick it up" and pull a carrot out of one of the planters and hide it in my pants leg. Then a few feet more, I see a little turtle in the road and I pick it up. There are also cos mooing at us from a nearby pen, and I contemplate milking one really quick, and the guy starts freaking out over the carrot. He starts telling me again about how stealing is illegal and I could be killed for it. I shrug and tell him that it's better than starving to death anyways, at least we'd get a comfy bed the night our last night if we were arrested instead of sleeping on the hard ground before starving. Then he asks me what I'm planning on doing with the turtle and the carrot anyways, and I tell him that there's got to be a stream ahead because the turtle wouldn't be far from the stream, especially not one this little. When we reach the stream I plan to build a fire, boil some water, and put the turtle and carrot in the water to make soup. He says that's gross, you can't eat a turtle, and I tell him you can and I love turtle. (I think I've seriously heard of turtle soup before, but it could just be dream nonsense, ha ha) Then the time skips, so I may have just woken up and gone back to sleep. I keep thinking I had 3 dreams and can only remember two so that might explain the time skip. I'm arriving at the academy. There's a big entrance way, and there's a couple of girls standing in it, giving out silk robes. The robes are black velvet with either Red, Green, or Blue satin accents and ribbons. They offer my choice of colors, and I pick the blue because it's a beautiful cerulean, and mine is the last blue robe left. The girls show me that there are two ways to wear it, but they're not very nice about it. I quietly nod and put on the robes so that there's a black rose over my right shoulder. I walk into a large church like assembly hall where there are others wearing the robes grouped by robe colors. I find the blues and stand with them. There's a speech, something about learning to fight with honor and to the death, I can't remember much because I kept feeling very out of place, like everyone was staring at me secretly. Then the instructor dismissed us to the training grounds. We all flip our robes around, and they go from looking really fancy to looking like the outfits in Bleach. We all grab swords and staffs from a weapons rack and practice attacking each other for a couple minutes, then a whistle blows and we know that is the bell. Suddenly I'm aware of why everyone is looking at me, I think to myself I've read this book, I'm in a movie. (in reality, the whole thing was a mash up of books and anime, not any one story line in particular) I am suddenly aware that this is some sort of Method acting course/movie where everyone must assume the role of the character 24/7 and act out the whole movie with no cuts or interruptions. I am the star of the movie Then I follow the class, quietly into the class room, but everyone stops and starts whispering I look to see what they're whispering about. There's a boy with dark hair, and he's very attractive, walking through the class. I recognize him as both my fiance by arranged marriage and my enemy. I think I don't want to marry him, and while he's hot he's a total jerk. He walks by me, and sneers at me, "Just because your the one expected to win doesn't mean I'm going to let you." I sneer back at him and say something challenging back, but I can't remember what now that I'm awake. He makes a noise like "tche" and then saunters back to his desk. Our teacher walks to the front of the class, and looks really confused. He tells us Class is dismissed for the day while they sort things out with the new students arrival. Then everyone sits in silence for a moment, until someone yells CUT! Then everyone gets up and starts walking off chattering and drinking coffee. I follow the group out the door unsure of what to do next. Outside the building, I notice looks like the elementary school I went to. Coming out of the academy is like coming out of the school gym. I walk towards the main building, thinking I want to go to the Music trailer for a music class. On the way, I see a pair of shoes that I recognize as the neighbor's kids shoes. I put them on over my own sandals (yeah, I have tiny feet for real, my friends 7 year old daughter has bigger feet than me :/) and then I wrap the laces around both my legs so I can only take tiny steps. I waddle this way about twenty feet to the playground and then take the shoes off and toss them at the neighbors kid. Then a bus pulls up behind me and it's the teacher from the academy offering me a ride to the music room. I agree to ride with him, and he shows me his phone where he's texting someone about the fact that the jerk showed up a day early and messed up the filming. Then the teacher calls me Saiya (as in Blood + and Blood -C), and says something about the costume getting him confused. I call him sensei and offer to take off the robes. I pull them over my head, and I have a thin white sun dress on underneath it. The sun dress rides up my legs a bit from the upward pull, but I pull it down quickly. I blush a bit, and for a moment I think it's not so bad and walk on into the music class. The teacher doesn't follow me. There are a couple of kids from the academy in there, but they're all out of character. We hear a noise, and go back outside, the bus is waiting on us outside. We all load up in it, and then it stars out across the parking lot. At the end of the parking lot, it starts driving into the field behind the school. It goes into a ditch that I don't think it can possibly get out of, but it manages not to have any trouble at all. Then it stops at the edge of the field next to the woods. A couple girls climb out, and I follow them, feeling a bit like a third wheel, but that it's better to be with people I barely know than to be alone. They start to duck under a fence, and I start to follow them, but get stuck. Then A boy runs up with a toy laser gun and starts shooting us. Everyone laughs, and I get unstuck and look back across the field and notice it's now sparse woods. Like, every tree is at least ten feet from any other tree but no more than twenty feet, so it provides great shade by still open space to walk about in. There are people in the same back robes as the academy attached to elastic jump harnesses and they are bouncing in the trees doing flips and crazy stuff. It's a show. I notice the people are actually wearing wigs and cosplaying as Bleach characters and pretending to fight one another. I find it really awesome and want to get a closer look. I squeeze into the crowd, and someone grabs me from behind and pulls me back into their arms. I turn to look, and notice I'm now in a crowd of academy students wearing the black and green robes. The girls are chattering and the boys are just goofing off. The guy who pulled me into the group laughs good naturedly and tells me something about not being so shy and quiet when I'm not in character. He pulls me back again so I'm pressed against him, but he doesn't put his arms around me or anything so I'm not sure what who he is or what my relationship with him is, I'm really confused and think I'll just watch the show like I wanted to. But when I look at the show they're not in harnesses anymore, instead the people are racing RC cars, and it's pretty boring. Someone steers one of the cars at our group, and I jump, the car passes between my legs. I move and the people do it again. I'm really uncomfortable and feel like I want to leave. Suddenly I see that I have a wii mote. I impulsively push a button on it, and the music track these people are racing RC cars to changes, everyone starts freaking out trying to figure out what's going on. I slip away from the crowd and stash the wii mote in the bushes then try to walk away. I'm really uncomfortable there, and I feel like I just messed up their show so I feel guilty. As I'm walking back out of the trees, my daughter wakes me up. While the last dream was very long, I didn't sleep much last night nor take any notes because my toddler was sick most of the night. When I woke up naturally, I went straight back to sleep not bothering to write anything down. I'm hoping this stomach virus that's making it's rounds through my house will be over soon so I can get back to sleeping decently, lol.
20.03.2012Message from Spirit - EGO (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID *** I am back for good now!!! A lot has went through my life and I am going through amazing experiences right now. I will not go back to the chat right now, since that might take too much of my time, but I am indeed going to be around here. I am finally pretty set up as a Psychic/Medium and Healer at a local buddist store. I have been accepted in the Advanced Mediumship course with Lisa Williams (world famous medium) and some of her first exercises is to get rid of clutter at all levels (not only physical) One of them, was getting rid of a non spiritual project that I had going on for a few years and took much of my time... such project is gone, so I now have more time! I woke up at 3:00 am and I asked Spirit to give me some messages throught dreaming that could be put to good use for my mediumship journey. I was going to enter a building and I had to get to them top to accomplish some goal I had. The building was a maze that I needed to complete. Inside the building, there were several rooms with a lot of doors, closets and even sinks. In order to go from room to room I needed to use some dimensional voids. They were hidden all around the room and there were more than one. These looked pretty much like a "regular" dimensional port... they were spinning with different colors of purples, blues and blacks. At some points of my adventure, I would focus and think the path I should take, and at other points, I would make assumptions and take a quick path. For everytime that I was mistaken, I would go back to the beginning of the maze. As an added challenge, each time I went back to the start of the maze, everything would change, so I could not memorize the right way. Tired of being trapped in a loop, I desired to complete it. I felt a pressence (which now that I am awake might have been Spirit) and made me feel I needed to be guided instead of making assumptions and quick decisions. I went very slowly, room through room, always choosing the right path and advancing. Some of the rooms made no sense to see (such as going through a sink pipe or other oddities) I got to an enourmous room and there was a huge staircase. At the end of the staircase there was White Light and goal. I climbed the stairs slowly, feeling very good. Something here happened with a wedding and for some reason, I was involved. I got to a clearing what appeared to be the top of a mountain. I saw a few taller points, which some where snowed. On one of them, there were three polar bears with shackles and armors. Each bear was different in size. I was with some people and a married couple who where British were told to tame the bears. I wanted to go as well, but I was told that only British people could do that. It made no sense to me but accepted it. This was some sort of boot camp and we were going to have the same activities every day. I was next to a guy that everytime I asked him something, he appeared bothered, but he still would do it and help me. The strong message I got from Spirit in this dream was: - When I would listen to my EGO, I was only going to be guided through the wrong way, halving my progress and possibly, pushing me back to an early stage that was supposed to be already accomplished. But when I decided to be guided only by Spirit and trust my journey to Spirit, I would witness progress and accomplishments. Each room in the maze was harder and required me to put my trust further on Spirit and silence my ego as much as I can. - The big room with stairs was a reward from Spirit, for following Spirit and silencing my EGO I would get a break, a moment to enjoy a big jump of growth and being surrounded completely by Spirit as well as protected. - The guy represented my EGO, being upset because I silenced him and put all my trust into Spirit. He would still be happy to help me, so I could regain trust on him (EGO) so he could push me back and/or slow down my progress.
Updated 03-20-2012 at 06:46 PM by 31830
Forgot to post this one from the other night. I was walking down Clark, and Danny was on his way to work. He gave me a call because he wanted me to look at the sky. There was a huge streak through some clouds, like something really big had flown between them and split them apart. I looked over the field and there was a giant black owl, the size of a bus, flying past the field. The feather on the head were dark luminescent green. It was looking at the field, like it was hunting. A girl was walking around there, and the owl spotted it. It zoomed down and knocked her down with its giant talons, and I heard her let out a horrible cry of pain. My instinct was to run back home, but I said awww fuck it I'll help her. I ran to the girl, and what looked like the giant owl about to prey upon her. But by the time I got there, the owl took off his head, and I realized it was a costume. And this emo kid was inside, and the girl had been his sister. Guess he just wanted to play a practical joke on her. She wasn't too pissed. I guess because the giant god damn owl costume could actually fly, hell yeah!
I've been watching too much LOST and WALKING DEAD. This dream was a combo of sorts. Sadly, non-lucid, but I blame the horrible thunderstorm we had last night through this morning. The whole dream was pretty much me watching it. I wasn't a part of it at all until the end. The pretty brunette from LOST was basically the star, and the rest were random DCs. It was one of those furture dystopias where most of the human population had turned to zombies. Brunette, and her father, a doctor, had taken refuge with a handful of others in a cave, high up on a mountain. There was a trailer further down, that served as kind of a lookout post, and a medical supply storage. Brunette was talking with this one dude in the trailer, and he said he loved her. But she didn't love him. He grabbed her and tried to kiss her anyway, but she pushed him away really hard. Then something weird happened: somehow, the rejection was so intense for him, he developed an aneurism. But this aneurism was special, of course. It protruded from his temple; a softball sized mass of throbbing bloodvessels could be seen just under the skin. Also, half of his brain unraveled and fell out of the back of his skull like a dangling mass of intestines. Hehe, poor dude. That's what my subconscious will do to you if you mess with chicks. Anyway, brunette called her father to help. Father said he needed some more supplies to help the guy. Guy was unconscious and lying on a cot in the trailer. Brunette grabbed a friend of hers and went down the mountain on a 10-speed bike to find a respirator and ampules of whatever nonsense was needed to help Guy. Brunette and Friend arrived at a car dealership, where the Owner had somehow managed to recluse himself there without getting discovered by zombies. He was very obsessed with his cars, and couldn't bear to leave the dealership. Apparently he had the stuff they needed. Owner wouldn't part with the stuff without something in return. Somehow, Brunette had the only key to a brown Volkswagen beetle that was his favorite. Brunette said he could have the key for 1 minute, start the engine, and feel like he was racing or something. He agreed. After 60 seconds of making vroom vroom noises, the girls left with the needed supplies. They raced back up the mountain on the 10-speed. They had to be back at the cave by 7pm because, no matter who was in or out, they closed the opening. They were almost back, but they rounded the last turn too sharp and fell off the side of the mountain. The bike and supplies fell down about 50 feet, but the girls managed to cling to some rock. They looked down and noticed the equipment wasn't damaged, only a few ampules broke. They were about to go get it, when they saw these 2 little blond girls, who looked like sisters, playing on the road where the stuff fell. "Where did you two come from?" "We live in the mountain, just there." The blondes pointed to this giant opening in the side of the mountain. The Brunettes climbed down, and looked inside. It was a HUGE warehouse full of food and supplies, neatly stacked to the ceiling. There were lots of well kept people there, moving stuff around and cleaning up. The blondes invited the brunettes in. The Brunettes said they had to hurry and deliver the medical supplies before 7pm. "What time do you guys keep your door open at night?" "4am." "Cool!" The Brunettes returned to the giant warehouse just after successfully delivering the supplies to the doctor. The Brunettes went inside, and just beyond the warehouse, was a mansion, carved out from deep inside the mountain. People lived there, reading by the light of beautiful lamps, lounging around on opulent, antique furniture. One of the guys was young, looked like he could be from Egypt, and really really cute. I suddenly became the Brunette, and got to make out with him. So the next day, we took Egypt to the trailer to check on Guy, We hung out there, keeping watch for zombies until he got better. It was high dessert, so the nights were freezing cold. We all sat on top of the trailer, keeping watch. I wondered if it would be safe to light a fire up there, I was so cold. That's all I remember. I never saw any actual zombies. There was just always this eminent fear that one would round the corner, just past the trailer. Oh yeah, one night before all the drama, Brunette almost didn't return in time. Doctor was closing the hatch, but she showed up just in time. It was a mega panic moment.
03.20.2012Bullet Bill, Monkey Shirt, You Mad Sasuke, Sinoblak's Dog?? Metal Gear Suitcase, Chat with Alyzarin (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Dream 1: Bullet Bill & Water of Wishing I'm riding on a mini-vehicle that looks like a Bullet Bill, and I have to use the pedals on the sides to operate it. I meet at an intersection and I'm waiting for this car to pass, then I find myself going off the road bit near the gas station to the left of me. I think I'm headed there to get something to eat, and as I'm getting closer to the gas station, the dream shifts to where I'm in a supermarket, probably Walmart. It has white flooring all over the store, and I'm heading in line somewhere I can't remember too much on. I accidentally bump into some little kid who is walking around like he has no brain, and he goes back to his parents. I wait in line, and it seems I'm already off the mini-Bullet Bill. A guy comes up to tap me on the shoulder to tell me that I bumped into his son, and that I should be a bit more careful. When he told me this, this guy looked like he was going to piss his pants, I swear, if I said something negative in response, he would have his hands up and run like little bitch. The reason why I know he's afraid of me is that that he says "Yeah" after telling me I hit his son with the Bullet Bill bike in a silent tone, and his head faced towards the ground a little bit. Instead of being angry at him for not being able to pay attention to where his son is walking around, I suppress the urge and then conformed to an innocent demeanor to ask him, "Oh, I bumped into your son? I'm so sorry!" I almost said it like I was going to cry. The timid father responds, "Yeah, you made a bruise on his leg." I looked over to the right of me and see the little kid who apparently is in pain. He is holding one of his legs and is jumping around, it looks like he's crying, but I can't hear him cry. I could see this little kid was just being a little pussy and should just suck it up because I wasn't even going that fast in the first place. So I responded to the father in a neutral tone, "Okay." Then I had the sudden urge to find a some kind of dress shirt or sweater in the form of one. So I'm walking around the supermarket, and this definitely looks like Walmart. I'm going around random aisles, probably spending some time looking at random items and putting them back. Then I get back to focusing on finding a black dress shirt/sweater. I don't know what exactly happens, but one appears in front of me, or maybe I'm actually wearing one. I go to an area of the supermarket where water is being contained in a small area, and I decided to put my hands in it. When I was touching the water, random thoughts started to form in my head wishing for certain objects to appear. I think I was imagining keys appearing, and the water instantly creates them and has them floating a little bit. I grab them, and for some reason, I handed them to my mother since she's wondering where her key were. After that, I can't remember what I did next. Dream 2: Monkey Shirt I'm in a supermarket again, but things are a little bit different now. Somebody is asking in a loud voice on who has the most interesting shirt in the store. I look at my shirt and see it's red with some random picture on it, and then it alters to an orange shirt with a monkey on it, to be more specific, an orangutan with a finger near its mouth, as if it was in a "HERP DERP" moment. So I decided that this shirt I'm wearing looks pretty interesting, and I basically pointed towards myself, hoping the person who asked the question would see me pick myself. I can't remember anything else after that. Dream 3: You Mad Sasuke???!?, Wait...Sinoblak's Dog??? I'm outside near Northgate, and it seems I'm testing myself by closing my eyes, and visualizing the environment in front of me. I'm doing really well, and the environment is vivid. It's bright as day, which should've made me do an RC since it's raining at College Station today, and I just rely on being able to replicate the environment around me with my eyes closed. I guess this made the non-lucid productive for once, since I'm doing really really well in creating a replica in front of me. After a while, I decided to go back to my apartment. On the left and right side of the road that I'm walking on, there's these long bushes extending horizontally towards my location for a little bit, and I see a dog in front of me. It didn't look like it was trying to rip my neck off, and I didn't realize this at first in the dream, but it looked a lot like Sinoblak's dog, but it was a bit lighter, almost having a gold-ish fur to it. It looked up to me, and it looks sad, but since it came so fast in front of me, as a reflex and out of fear, I started to scream at it. I wanted to run away from it, but I decided to scream louder, and it started to move back a bit. There was another dog to my right coming at me, but again, it didn't look like it wanted to bite me. I continue screaming at these two dogs, and I slowly advanced forward, trying to do the ignore test (in a half-assed manner) to them to see if they disappeared. But when I turn back, they were still there, and I was still afraid that they would do a sneak attack on me, but they clearly weren't there for trying to attack me. I continue screaming, "NO! NOOOOO! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!" until I finally reached my apartment. I go in, lock the door, head towards my bedroom, and I see some kind of fight inside. I go inside and find that Sasuke is this close from having his hand on Naruto's neck. Everything is in slow motion, and Naruto just has his mouth opened in shock, which gives him time to dodge Sasuke's attack. Then all of suden, Sasuke deactivates his Mangekyou Sharingan to the regular three-dotted Sharigan on each eye, then he started to look sad. And he just gets out of my apartment feeling emo, well, I guess it's better than me trying to force him to get out. Kakashi is there for a while as well, and he looks sad as well, like he feels that Sasuke just doesn't know what to do anymore. Then when everyone leaves, I get closer to the exit, and look at the round table to the right of me and see a wig on top of it. I take it and try to put it on my head, the wig has curly hair. It's a pretty crappy wig, since the edges to show that it is a wig were hard to conceal. After a while, I take it off did something, but I can't remember what. Dream 4: Naked Snake in a Suitcase This is a Metal Gear Solid related dream again, while Snake is busy escaping, I'm in spectator mode and see a crap load of guards outside just waiting for Snake to come out. They have their automatic weapons ready, and they're balancing them to help with accuracy I'm assuming. Then a random call comes up, which I believe distracted the guards, and Snake just starts charging to the other side really quickly, because he's in a situation where even he can't make it out alive without some distraction. Then he moves forward away from the guards, and then goes left again, and a vehicle shows up. The backside of the vehicle lands on the ground for Snake to get on, and I believe a Suitcase is on it, so Snake gets inside of it, and the backside of the vehicle attaches itself again. Then I find I'm Snake because I'm peeking through the backside door. Someone is still trying to shoot us, even though we're clearly away from shooting range of the gun she's using. I peek again, and she's still trying, but she gives up and just walks left (from where I'm seeing her). All I remember from looking at the girl was that she had black hair, a black shirt, and a really really really short red skirt. Dream 5: Windows Live Chat With Alyzarin I wake up (False Awakening) and I go on my laptop and find Alyssa is on MSN Chat, or Windows Live Messenger. She told me about certain times she woke up I think, and I look at the alarm clock, and see that it's 11:05 AM. She gives me all sorts of times that she wakes up, and I can't remember them exactly. I find myself waking up, and it's around 8 AM instead of 11:05 AM. DAMN IT!!!
Updated 03-20-2012 at 06:10 PM by 47756
1. I was sitting on the floor in a dark and cold room together with maybe 30 other people. We all were looking on a huge screen, where a young woman was taking a presentation. She showed us films in dark colors and talked about psychologic stuff.. it was quite weird but also fascinating. At the end she suddenly startet to talk about dreams and lucid dreams and showed as a video where a man was flying through a dark valley. I startet to like it because I was happy to have found a person who also knew about lucid dreaming. After the presentation I wanted to talk to her but I couldn't fin her, so I left the room. Outside of the room there were a few people from my school class and they said we were going to have lessons. I recognized that I had forgotten all my school things in another room and wanted to search them and come to class after it. I startet to walk through the building but I couldn't find the classroom. The building got stranger with every step I took. Suddenly I was in the garden of a house and as I walked in the house I was in the attic of my school.. I got afraid because I knew that I was really late and my teacher would be very angry. Then I remembered that I told myself "always ask yourself if you are dreaming in strange situations". I suddenly was sure that I was dreaming and started to feel very enthusiastic.. Now it was easy for me to leave the building and fly down the street. I remembered my goal to talk to a person in my dream, who I had a dispute with a few days ago and resolve the conflict. Let's call him Q. I wished Q to there when I walked around the corner and he was there. I said "hello" and he answered quite friendly. I said sorry for what I did and asked if he could forgive me. He said "yes" and smiled. We walked down the street together and talked a bit about other stuff.. at some point I lost lucidity again..
#1 - Drugs And Fame [Non-Lucid] I got to see O's new house that he has all to himself (not his real house, though he did just move into a new house and this is like my third dream about him getting another one since then) and he's becoming hugely successful with his DJing. When I first see him he's really drunk, like usual, and then somehow I get locked in a mostly third-person and hard to remember clip about Kyle and Cartman from South Park trying to go to Africa for some reason. After that I end up back in the house normally and go back into O's room. He's stumbling around but constantly moving, and when he talks he slurs like crazy. He starts talking about some out-of-country trip he's going on with one of his idol DJs he's always looked up to, and says that he loves his life. I try to be supportive, but I'm really concerned for him, like I am in the waking world. DJing is something he loves and I know he's having a great time, but I worry because even though he wouldn't have been able to start actually doing it at clubs and stuff if it wasn't for me, he also wouldn't be drinking and doing coke all the time. :\ Though, the coke he's been sort of cutting back on, which is wonderful. Anyway, so he's just happy-looking and staring at the ceiling, and I ask him if he's on anything, to which he responds "ecstasy and H" (the H I take to mean heroin). I say "I could go for a little H...." (I'm a shitty friend. ) but then I back out because I realize that it'll probably give me anxiety from making me feel like my breathing is depressed. #2 - Catching Up [Non-Lucid] I spend the dream catching up with an old friend of mine, S, who I haven't seen in years, but we used to be really close. We were hanging out at his house, and I think the first thing I remember is us eating a TON of delicious Gushers. Meanwhile I'm filing him in on what's new in my life, and he's doing the same, and he gives me a Gusher filled will chocolate made with weed. We consider smoking some weed too but get interrupted by his parents and two non-existent brothers, and I decide to head home. My car is in their garage for some reason, so we head out their and I show all of them my newest car and they're all amazed even though it's not really that amazing. I say goodbye and pull out, and I wake up just as I'm turning on to the service road to get on the highway. #3 - Souvenirs [Non-Lucid] I'm going to some big supposedly famous store to buy some special souvenirs (they kept using a word for it in the dream that made it sound important or like it was part of our destiny, but I can't remember it now) with S, his parents, and O. On the way there we stop at a gas station or something, and then we start getting followed by a cop on the way to the store. Nothing becomes of it though, and we get out and start walking toward it through a huge crowd of people. During this the setting goes from a store at night to a water park at day, and the group I'm with turns into all family members. I watch a brief third-person video about previous years when they'd all come here and gotten their special souvenirs, and the first couple of years also included a girl named S who I mostly haven't seen since high school and a couple random friends (just DCs I think) of hers, but then it shifted to my family members too. I mainly watched what my cousin K got, and then the video stopped on the current date and shifted back into first-person. I smiled at K, and then she starts crying and tells me and then asks me... well, something very emotional. I hugged her and responded "I don't know, sometimes life just isn't that easy." We entered the front building and watched some little kid try to get at a gumball machine or something for the rest of the dream.
I am walking home to my old house that I lived in during my childhood. I see a white cat on the side of the road. I crouch down and pet it. It starts following me home. there is a dark, but not quite black cat following me as well, but it seems less interested in me. I get to my house and the cat's are still around. my dad says the dog will probably eat the cat, meaning the white one who has followed me into our fenced backyard. I don't beleive him, but I try to get the cat out of the yard anyway. The white cat appears to be playing, it is laying on it's back, pawing at something or someone. The black cat is watching from a distance. ___ I feel like this was a symbolic dream...
3/19/12 DILD The dream started outside around these old Greek ruins (like Assassins Creed). They were large marble white structures. I was battling this man that was my military space superior in a previous dream. He had taught me about space travel and using various weapons on the ship. We each had mortars and were fighting close range. I would hide, spot him, quickly fire, and move again. Eventually I reached the top of the ruin and leapt off. I tried to deploy my hang glider but it didn't work. Once I was floating through the air I became lucid. I propelled myself upward and flew over some more ruins. Suddenly, ahead of me, there were these white dots shrouded in small fuzzy clouds. They looked like stars at a distance but were just 30 or so feet above the ground. I flew in the middle of them and it was beautiful. I was completely surrounded. I floated for a second and just took in the moment. Eventually I landed and decided to sit and stabilize the dream. I sat cross-legged with my back on part of a ruin. Ahead of me, was this wall. I tried to meditate for awhile. At first, I had my eyes closed, but then I got worried that I would lose the dream. The wall had an interesting design. The center of it kept swirling on itself. I thought that I should try to make a jet pack so I could fly at super speeds. I imagined the weight of it on my shoulders. I put my hands up as if they were holding some straps. After holding this position for a few seconds I could feel it. I stood up and walked a few feet. I saw a mirror and thought, if I could see the jet pack also, it would help my mind believe it. This backfired. In the mirror I had a little battery taped to my back, despite it feeling quite heavy. I decided to fly anyway so I took off. About a second later I spotted a hot girl from my school walking below me. I decided to go for that instead so I landed and we started making out. Then I spotted Heather down the way a bit. Sweet. I brought the girls together and eventually a third joined and we fooled around for a bit before I woke up.
1: I was tucking myself in, getting to bed. And I think I fell asleep as well, thus having a dream inside a dream. In the dream-dream, I didn't know I was actually asleep :twice: and I dreamed that a boy came up to me and asked me on a date. I answered him yes, I think, even though I really shouldn't have.
I awake within the familiar village constructed by my mind through previous lucid encounters. everything is so vivid, too vivid... i become lucid. calm but aware i slowly rise from the wooden bed and approach the door. as i walk i feel the dream slipping so i quickly spin around to keep it going. I open the door and the take in the villiage that i havent seen in awhile. i marvel at the landscape and endless terrain before me thinking in awe of how my mind can conjure this so easily i continue walking through the village completely at peace with the lucid. at this point i remember that my friend had suggested i try and create a poem and submit it for qualification at the lit mag in school, i decided this so as to try something within my lucid when awareness would permit. i pick a door in the village that is a house and decide that when i enter it, there will be a magnificent poem of love waiting for me to remember inside. I approach the door and declare with my forceful intention that if i can create this village, i can create this poem that is awaiting for me on the other side. this took all my lucid experience and focus. i felt the energy pulsating from my chakra points as if materializing every one of my desires. the door opens, i step inside to see a regularly wooden home, at the desk i see a chair with a candle lit, and on the table is an ink pen with a parchment attached to it, i approach to witness this remarkable feat, and in my handwriting is a poem titled "us forever" I couldnt believe it was myn but my name was written at teh bottom. i did it, i created a poem to manifest simply by intending it.. i gasp as i read the beautiful lines and attempt to memorize slowly every word. this takes place for some time until i feel the dream start to ripple and my higher-self tells me the time has come to awake. i wake up and Jot down the lines of the poem immediately but slowly so as not to falter the tempo at which i did so in my dream. i did this to the best of my degree and to my surprise the poem deemed itself worthy of the school magazine. Courtesy of a Lucid dream it went something like this Us forever: The silence watching patiently Two lovers creep into the hollow This space entangles energy And breaks away their sorrow Desperately, she warms the ember And cries the tears of rigid truths He holds her close, they’ll both remember, Fireflies, and endless youths The darkness darts down like quicksand She looks to him for time And reaches through to hold his hand, As he softly says your mine Come her kiss, his somber sigh Brings forth the reaper too Last chance for her to touch goodbye, while He’s already holding true The endless vigor that she shares, He’ll die to never miss She’ll put to bed, all his nightmares As he stops hers with a kiss Fragile feelings heal her strong His touch is not to far She holds to him however long As they both grip the same star He now withholds tremendous force She pulls the final lever He changes stride, she alters course And whisper, Us Forever
Updated 03-22-2012 at 09:11 PM by 49539
Field Trip! I was standing outside a fairly large church with my sister, Sam. Staying fairly close together (even though there was no one around us), we walked up to the front doors and entered. There was no lobby, only a large room. The lighting was dim, and at the far end of the room you could see a stage. We walked closer and noticed that a ton of people were around us now. I saw my friend, E, walking towards me. She said that she was happy that we were here. Before we walked towards the stage, we turned around and faced some stairs. They were stock white and led up somewhere. There we found my other friends standing by the stairs. We turned back around to head back to the stage. But before we moved, a loud voice could be heard over the microphone: "Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome this man right here!" He pointed to the now spotlighted stage. The spotlight was pointing to some man, but I don't remember his name. "And then later, John Cooper is here to sing for all of you!" Everyone screamed and applauded. John Cooper is the lead singer for the band Skillet. The music started. We ran to the stage and saw the man from before start to sing. As soon as a guitar solo came on, E jumped right on the stage and started playing some weird guitar fret thing (she was playing it wrong). She stood up there for a couple of seconds. I was thinking, "Is she allowed up there?" Sam and I walked out before John Cooper could play. Darn. We went to "register", like we should have before. We walked down a road and realized, that we were going the wrong way. "Where are you going?" I asked Sam. "I was following you!" Sam replied. I facepalmed, and then turned around. We found our way back and entered the registering lobby. We were put in line with these other 2 girls. We were supposed to walk out in that order. Somehow we found our way out, and started walking up those white stairs. We found D, and M, playing ball on the stairs. D walked up to the wall, and just as he did, M threw the ball and it nearly missed him. D screamed, and it was hilarious. Who wants some hot chocolate? A man peeked his head in the door. I noticed I was in a small white room, and it almost felt like I was on a ship. I was on the floor messing with something. The man asked me, "Do you know what tastes better? The hot chocolate powder from the flying birds or the birds on the ground?" (Wdf?) He meant, what tastes better, this hot chocolate powder from this company, or this powder from this company. "Well," I said. "The bird in the air's powder tastes not like chocolate at all. It's just disgusting. I tried it, and my hot chocolate still tasted like milk. "The bird on the ground's hot chocolate, however, is the way to go. It's perfect." The man nodded, and closed the door.
This one lasted for a considerably long time and yet stayed consistent the entire time. I enjoy looking back at it too. The Secret Society It begins, or rather, I can recall as far back as being outside caverns that led into a mountain. There was a secret society that occupied the mine, and to get in, you had to take an oath to them and follow their evil ways. There was a man that stood, dressed in ancient black robes, in front of a group of average looking people. All of them were initiates that looked a little confused as to what they were joining. Standing next to the man was a few of his assistants to help in the initiations. The society had moderate numbers, but was seeking to increase it's membership. The organization had a few targets of people that they were seeking out to kill. One of them happened to be in the group of initiates, oblivious to that they were being hunted by them. I can't recall who it was, and whether it was a boy or girl, just that they were right there under there noses. The Hotel The scene soon changes. I am with the group of "good" people who are on the run from the secret society. We are all at some sort of hotel complex set into the future. We were near the top floor on an extremely tall building that had smoothed edges sort of like a Syd Mead painting. It was clearly daytime, and as we were leaving the buildings, I looked across and down at an expansive green courtyard that was at ground level. It was an open-air corridor that allowed me to look down at it. As I looked straight across and from left to right, I saw more buildings similar to the one I was on. The Final Attack My gazing was cut short because the evil organization sent large birds after us, and we had to run away as quick as possible. We soon find ourselves at a large castle that has been fortified to protect the person sought after by the evil society. I, and a group of people, find the need to head back to the mines to stop something. A party of people gets assembled, myself included, and embark on the journey towards the mines. Surprisingly, it's close by, but we soon find a gate that won't budge because we haven't met it's requirements. We needed to bring "hellstone" or "demonstone" or something like that for it to open. But we didn't have any. As we return, we find the castle under attack by a dragon sent by the evil secret society. A mysterious song is played with intricate and dramatic chords, but whether or not the song was real or not, I'm can't say. The castle is in terrible condition, as we all try to fend the dragon off. I wake up, not too shortly after, and just as how I was unsure of the song, I am unsure on how the dream actually ended. Conclusion This was certainly an action-packed dream. I could probably write a story on this if I truly wanted. I hope tonight's dreams will be just as interesting. Happy dreaming!
This one was really short, but really weird and creepy. I recall being in some ancient city that resembles the Mayan and Aztec architecture. There is a man clad in armor from an out of place era and is being sacrificed for some unknown reason. I think it had something to do with reviving the city, but I'm not certain. The people around the area who are cheering look very modern. As the man is dangled in this cage over a fiery pit, the chief/orchestrator of all this pulls out a knife and grabs the man's hand. He then begins to slice a finger off, cutting through the metal with ease. The man in the armor gives out loud muffled cries as he does so. He finally gets the finger off and holds it up resulting in the crowd cheering. Everything gets fuzzy after that. What exactly was it all about? I'm not sure. Certainly don't want dreams like that though.
I had written these in my real life dream journal, but I figured that I should just type it onto here for good keeping. Hide and Seek I am exploring a small town. It's the afternoon and a few shadows cast slightly to the sides of small, two story buildings. There aren't any roads, for the buildings are too cramped together to allow any cars through. Exploring soon turns to running away. There is something chasing me, and there are other people running away from it too, but what or why is beyond me. It doesn't strike fear in me, in fact, it feels like a game of hide and seek. The path I'm running on however, feels linear. It's as if the road is forcing me into one direction. There are a few people to my side who are running with me, but I stop and decide to head in the reverse direction I was heading in. I think I can outwit whatever it is that's chasing me. I find a familiar entrance that was gated off earlier, but now is opened up. As I run inside, I find a glass window after turning left. As I peer through it, I find that it's a store without an entryway that some how has people shopping in it. Sensing the person/thing close by, I grab a rock and smash the window to get in. I leap inside and curl up in a ball near a clothing rack and begin to hide. The dream ends here, or at least my recall does. Pirate Ship I know that there was some connection from that dream to this dream, I just don't know what. In this one, it was night, and there is a party going on. I think I might have been running around talking with people and helping solve problems. One thing that sticks out is that someone was complaining about a sink strainer that was causing issues with the drain and asked me to fix it. After I fixed it, I began running around again to do other things and realize I am looking for something, or someone. All of this was taking place on some pirate ship of some sorts. The attire of the people around me ranged from old Victorian styles, to casual clothing. One girl approached me and asked me if I could help her pick out a dress for her. Internally, I was baffled because she was already wearing a dress, a big, poofy, black Victorian dress with a white bodice over it. Despite all that, I agreed and began to follower her. We went up some stairs and into a crowed corridor that had a window showing the outside of wherever we were at. But at this moment, I realize I found what I was looking for. Rather, who. I leap out the window after spotting someone and begin to chase them on the deck of the ship. This moment was the most memorable one, because after I tackled the person, they tell me that I need to search for some robot thing named, "Engima". At that very same moment, I look up and find that the ship is at a dock that's parallel to a concrete shore. Sort of like a shipping dock. The person disappears on me and hear explosions around me and the ship. A few bombers fly by blowing parts of the dock into smithereens and some distant buildings. The bombings are short, and I see large towers off in the opposite shore of the dock that logically make up the larger part of the city. The city has a forcefield around it that keeps it protected, but disables a large hole in it to allow high-powered hoses to douse the fires from afar without risking any firemen. As I begin to start on my way to search for "Enigma", I wake up. Conclusion Pretty cool dreams. Certainly started off pretty good for the end of the week and the beginning of my Spring Break. Probably one of my current favorite dreams too.
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