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28.07.2011

Meeting My Dream Guide (or not..) (Incubated Lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Yet again a spontaneous lucid.

I was hiding behind a wall on the rooftops of a Middle-Eastern town. My gun was behind my back, pinned up against the wall. A terrorist sat down next to me, breathing heavily. He was looking the other direction running from some marines. There were marines on my side (to the right.. he was looking left), so I didn't want to make any noise and have this terrorist notice me. Drawing my gun would make noise, and I couldn't take him hand to hand. I was waiting for a marine to get him.


It was literally a bobblehead Obama figurine come to life.





His figure was extremely odd. His head was about three feet tall and a foot wide. His lips were huge, and his neck was about the diameter of a watter bottle's tip.

A marine sniper on a rooftop to my right took a shot. Once the bullet whizzed directly in front of my face I was experiencing everything in bullet-time. The shot him him directly in the neck.

The terrorists was suffocating and obviously in agony. Then he was shot in the neck once more -- this time his head came off.

I grabbed his knife and swung my gun into my hands. I jumped down off this roof to my right and went across multiple rooftops until reaching a ladder. As I was climbing up, I was shot at. I continued climbing again up a second ladder until I was with the marines.

We promptly got the hell out of there.


Once we got back to base, I changed out of my marine uniform, turn in my M4 and knife, and went straight to physical training (indoors.)

I was in the Air Force, which is why I had to turn in my uniform and weapons.

The general looked like Clint Eastwood. He worked us hard. A girl I know was in white lingerie spread out on the floor where we were doing push ups.








I kept telling her to go away. But no. She wouldn't.

The general came back from around the corner to make sure we were actually working and saw her. He used a Garry's Mod General Construction Prop as a wall and closed it in around our group. It packed us tighter together, and hurt because she was in the way and we couldn't touch the other wall -- we were being squished.

"Well well well... it's a little tight in here ain't it?" He gave her a death glare and she left rather quickly.

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I was inside a barn, lit by oil lanters.
A man took a hatchet and chopped another man directly down the center of his face. He then proceeded to eat the body.

I left and was in a culdesac at night. I saw a bunch of people I knew from Fayetteville walking the street. I turned toward a field and yelled "Is my dream guide here?"

I turned around. A big glass cup was floating behind me. It was about the size of my torso, but a bigger diameter. It had bright blue texting moving around it, as if a hologram were inside the glass.


I turned back around.


Again, I yelled "Is my dream guide here?"

Turned around only to find once more this cup.


I was quite surprised. In previous lucids my dream guide had always been Neytiri from Avatar. I've heard of animals and creatures being dream guides, but never anything like a glass cup. I'm not sure if this is my new DG or not.







This cup had a real interesting voice. A very smooth, seducing female voice, with a bit of futuristic reverberation to it.

I gave up and walked toward the field. It was apparently a Barbecue-Reunion for all my old classmates.

1. I go to the Cincinnati Art Museum with L.H. and Clinton McK. We're there for a special gallery that I've already visited. It contains primarily works by Normal Rockwell, but there are also cases filled with intricate old clocks. The centerpiece is an installation called the "Wall of Memories," which is comprised of hundreds of small video screens. Sometimes they each show a different scene, but the most impressive moments are when all screens act in unison to create a larger picture. An idyllic country scene starts to play as we leave the gallery.

Clinton stays behind as L.H. and I head out. Unexpectedly, she breaks out into a run, and I have to move very fast to catch her. My movement is like a gliding run, almost a skating motion, but I am only wearing shoes. When we reach obstacles and stairs I vault over them, eventually ending up in an auditorium like that from a previous dream about the Cincinnati Museum Center. I recognize this and go very semi-lucid; sensations are more real but I lack control. For whatever reason I start eating a delicious hunk of Cheddar cheese.

2. I go with L.H. as my date, to a grade school reunion, which ends badly. I distinctly remember myself saying, "These people made me the neurotic wreck I am today," but little else.

3. I'm watching ice hockey, and the goalie is making a series of incredible saves.

28.07.2011

Ace Combat (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was inside an airplane, in the cockpit. I was stuck in a dogfight with one airplane. We were the only two in the skies. We were above a desert and this dogfight lasted about five mintes before I finally hit the other plane a second time.









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I was inside a building and found a science textbook I lost with a copy of Between the Buried and Me's "Colors" CD. I wanted to turn it in for a refund, but for some reason couldn't turn in the textbook because the CD was too scratched. (?)

I am at school walking to somewhere. I am talking to one of my professors from a distance and we are talking about a bug underneath my dunce bone. There is a fountain and I go and swim in it. It is like half ice, so its hard to move anywhere but I am doing it for a reason to prove a point or something. I go into this tunnel or hall. I am walking through it on a false bad credit rating so I can get to some guy for an answer. The tunnel branches off to the side, and there are some people sitting there and one of them holds out a knife so that I can see it. I continue on and it becomes a temple. There is an asian man sitting down with a knife, so I leap over him. I passed the first challenge! Now there is an asian guy with a samarai sword and hes about to attack. I don't have much room but I just grab the dull sword and take it, which makes it obvious that this is a dream. I gently hit the confused asian dude. Now this black guy in an electric wheelchair charges out and gives a nerdly yell while he's coming at me. I'm still clear that I'm dreaming so I grab him and ask him how to lucid dream every night. I know I'm about to wake up so I urgently ask him again and shake him, but he's resisting and doesn't seem to want to talk.

7/28/11

MILD

I had woken up to write in my DJ and had some trouble falling back asleep. I thought I should say some mantras if I was too awake to try a WILD. I repeat in my head, "I will recognize that I am dreaming." I imagined myself in various dream scenarios questioning reality and doing RCs. Eventually I fall asleep.

The dream started on a plane with my mom and brother. I decide to explore the plane, so I leave my seat and start to walk around. I enter a storage room where I find a bunch of animals in travel cages. At the far end of the elongated room, I can see a small hole that leads out of the side of the plane. Light was shining in through this crack. I see my old dog and a large animal that may have been a sea lion or maybe a large cat (cougar or lion), and they are both not in cages. Then suddenly, the far side of the room dipped. The plane was banking and we slid towards the hole. The plane engaged the flaps so the hole was now large enough to fall through. The big animal started sliding out and looked at me in terror. I slide after it and grabbed onto a paw (or whatever appendage). there are small ledges on the side so I use my feet to stop us from sliding out. I pull it up to safety. The plane kept banking to our side, but we knew it was coming and could stay safe. I also see hundreds of really small king charles cavalier dogs. About 5 could fit in my palm. I think it is a shame that these animals are being shipped somewhere but I leave the storage room.

The plane has landed by the time I return to my seat. My family has already deplaned and I am gathering my things. I hear that Robin is a flight attendant so I do my best to avoid her. I catch of glimpse of her as I leave.

I start hanging with some friends at the airport. They were bored and horny so we all went to the bathroom where they started rubbing their dicks against this scaffolding thing with a rubber tube on it. I thought it was pretty gay so I left. But that did get me in the mood so I go and try to find Robin. We meet up and she wants to have kinky, public sex. She was wearing her flight attendant uniform with a yellow skirt. We decide to find a booth in a restaurant somewhere where she can sit on my lap and go at it. Eventually we find one I insert. The room was relatively empty until my friends decided to show back up. They all sat down at our table and started talking. I am trying to thrust incognito and eventually just start flexing the dick muscle. She called that a "pro move". haha. Ben was with the group and pulled up Robin's skirt (while Im still occupying it). They started laughing and said "look, there are 4 of them...1...2...3...4" as he pointed to 4 places up her skirt. I assumed it was some STD shit so I pulled out and left.

I walk outside pissed off. I don't even know how to get home. I just say this sucks, I bet none of this is even real and do an RC.I get lucid and look to the sky. There is a large red cloud. I stare at it as I take off. It is slow at first but after a second of flying I have a burst in speed. I enter the cloud and try to fly through. I am in the cloud for like 6 seconds and it is just blurry gray around me. I start to lose the dream. I realize I have to dive back down below the cloud in order to stay in the dream. I am now out and flying around. I see a helicopter and jet in the distance and decide to go after them. Suddenly, I hit some tree branches. I grab one, stand on it, and take off again. This time I am able to catch up to the helicopter. It was one of the best flying abilities Ive had in awhile. The chopper is only like 5 ft long. I grab onto the landing bars and hold on. I look up to the underside of the chopper, and I see two little army faces looking at me through a hole. The hole is a little larger than my fist so I punch through. I hit half of each face and they recoil. I go around to the pilots door and suddenly it is toy sized. I reach in and pull out live GI Joe looking guys. I toss them out, and when the chopper is empty, I toss it too.

This was the second dream I had (other is bar fight) where I thought to myself "this sucks, I dont want to do this, maybe its a dream and I wont have to." Both times I became lucid. Possible dream sign.

Hey guys, so last night i was able to recall 2 dreams unfortunately none of them lucid haha

Dream 1) I was in my room with my friend who i will refer to as M. So M and I were fooling around and playing video games. M got mad when she lost and jumped thru my window i'm not sure why that did not trigger Lucidity!! i freaked out when she jumped out the window and i ran down to see her. After that, the dream goes blurry

Dream 2) In a huge laundry room, like 1000+ washing machines! I get lost with my brother and we keep trying to find our bed (ummm...??). After a while my brother disapears and i freak out trying to find him. I eventually find him in a washing machine and i wake up.

I was the girl cyndy from scary movie. The dream was really long and repetitive. Pretty much I kept going inside different houses with the same cast as in scary movie one and a few extra imaginary characters. The first house was lifted on pillers which gave it a floating look. It had a pond underneath it. Two of the characters were the bad guy dressed in the scream costume. We all were trying to figure out who were the two. We all were running around the house, hiding, and trying to stay alive. The beauty queen girl and I were the last ones to stay alive. Then the two scream guys jumped out. They chopped off her head. I ran outside and ran into a busy street. I was banging on cars as they drove by. One stopped and it was a limo. I saw it had no drivers or passengers. (For me cars that drive with no one inside usually pop up in nightmares. Though this dream sounds terrifying I wasn't really scared through most of it). I let the car pass and and picked another with people in it. They let me inside. As we drove past the house I saw that the two killers pilled the bodies outside side the house and put the girls head on the top. I felt relieved to not be in the house. The people in the car drove me to the house next door. It was a farm cottage style of house. I went inside and the dream basically repeated itself. All the same characters and I were in the kitchen. We knew two different people would be the killer this time. Though I was slightly scared I was mostly annoyed that it was happening again. Then we all dispersed throughout the house. At one point I find a can of compressed air and tweezers behind a chair. I knew these items were very important to my servival. Then I saw that from either directions were the two killers in scream costumes coming for me. I began to run for the front door. I knew I was supposed to use the items to stay alive but I didn't know how and I was panicked and angry. Suddenly I wake up

Allen threw a big party for me to become more familiar with his friends. Allen was a doctor. I thought the party went well but allen wanted to break up. I was pissed. Next thing I know me and allen are in my bedroom. I BECOME LUCID! I start off by standing in front of the mirror and do a nose test and the hand test. I start laughing. Allen was still being annoying. I remembered how he killed me in a lucid. I sought revenge. I lifted allen in the air and smashed his face into the closet 4 times. I walked into our living room. There was a xmas tree and some wrapping paper. It was pitch black outside. I tried to make a portal to a beach. I fail. G walks in and tries to disrupt me. I pin him to the ground. Then leo, allen, and Izra walk in. Im irritated that they are disrupting my lucid. I shoot ice at them. They stop for a minute but the come back. I explain to them that were dreaming and this is my lucid. They understand and leave. I shoot some more ice out. I try to make another portal and fail. I am not sure if I want to explore outside because its so dark. Alarm goes off and I wake up. Shit.

7/27/11

DILD

In this dream and the next dream I woke up after the LD and decided to write down notes in the DJ. Both times they were FAs and I really woke up within seconds of reaching for the journal. I need to do RCs when Im thinking of writing notes or just try to DEILD.


All I remember is I became lucid in some desert wasteland place. I am feeling pretty horny, and the only thing I could think of was this kindergarten teacher who was hot. I may have seen her in a previous dream but I "remember" her as my real one. So I decide to fly to the school. I boost straight up into the air, and the desert winds suddenly hit and thrust me to the side. They are ridiculously strong. I reorient myself and am now flying with the wind. This is the fastest Ive every flown. I was flying with a tremendous amount of force. Eventually we come over a few towns separated by mountainy regions. I choose my target building over the farthest town and head there. I realize I am flying way to fast to try and land. (I love to freefall to the ground but this was so much faster). I was scared it was going to hurt. I knew I was dreaming but at my speed I couldn't imagine it NOT hurting. I try to slow down, but all I do is rotate my body. So now I am flying at Mach 3 in a sitting up position. I turn shoulder/side first and I close my eyes as I brace for impact. I collide into a wall at full speed and smash it. I am still outside and unscathed. I walk inside and I remember finding the teacher and her classroom. She really wasn't that attractive, just old. A bunch of children start to enter the scene so I just leave.

DJ Log: July 28, 2011 – 7:00AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: • NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am sitting on the floor in front of a laptop on a low table, talking with a guy about work-related stuff on a software-based phone. There is a blue velvet sofa to my left and a matching love seat directly across the room. A bookshelf stereo system is on a table beside the love seat and there are large speakers sitting on the floor on both sides. The carpet is light tan and the walls are snow white. There are two oil paintings hanging on the wall which have peaceful, abstract swirls of color on them, primarily shades of blue and green. The paintings are perfect mirror-images of each other.

As I am talking on the phone, my brother walks into the room and turns on the stereo which is sitting on the other side of the room. I yell at him to turn it down, but he just gives me a dirty look and turns it up even louder. I yell at him again, "Turn it down or I will come over there and break the speakers." He gives me a defiant look and starts head-banging to the music. The paintings on the wall now have a fiery red, orange, and yellow scheme to them.

Becoming angry, I lay the phone headset down, then go over and pick up the stereo off the table and rip all the wires out of the back. When I get back to the phone, my mom is sitting on the next couch, giving me a strange look. As soon as I pick up the headset for the phone, she starts talking loudly on a cordless phone. I look at her with a WTF look, and then I notice that the paintings now have a fiery mushroom cloud on them.

Now enraged, I throw my headset down on the table again and slam the lid shut on the laptop. Walking into the kitchen, I forcefully remove the cordless phone cradle from the wall and smash it all over the floor. I throw a childish temper tantrum and stomp all over the broken pieces while screaming at the top of my lungs. After a moment, I run back into my bedroom and slam the door shut, then I wake up.

DJ Log: July 28, 2011 – 5:30AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: • NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am sitting in a small pickup truck with a bunch of guys, waiting for a bag of weed. We're sitting at a gas station, smoking the last little bit of weed from a small bowl. I'm sitting in the passenger seat, there's a guy in the driver seat, another lying across our laps with his head in my lap. There are two more guys in the space behind the seats. The guy behind me grabs me by the hair and pulls my head back, then gives me a shotgun hit. When I lean forward again, the guy lying in my lap looks at me and smiles.

In this dream, I was talking with a guy who was a teenager, maybe 15 or 16, who claimed he had a way to get 'favors' from any girl. He was telling me how, he made a sort of a bet with the girl, where he would try to make a nearly impossible basketball shot, and if he made it, she would have to do anything he wanted. He didn't say what would happen if he didn't make it though. Anyway, the thing was he could make the shot, and had a good way of getting 'favors'.

This was definitely an odd dream. The dream started with me having the ability to influence animals, and being hired by different zoos to help with their animals. After a while, I stopped being hired for some reason, and was breaking into a theme park zoo thing. Somehow, I was shot up into the sky, and was falling towards a pit of lava. For some reason, I had a magical bone that I used to stop me from dying when I hit the ground. Later, using the bone, I wreaked havoc on the people who didn't hire me. Yeah, a really, really weird dream.

i have not been able to recall 1 dream in nearly a week its really annoying me, ive had a few nights where i wake up an know i have had dream and there is some that is blocking me being able to remember the dream as i lie for quite a while and still nothing!

28.07.2011

bike riding and morrowind (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

ok im sure there were parts before where i start, but i had to get up before i could type this up, so i forgot some of it. it starts with me and my neighbor riding bikes through some neighborhood, it looks like an apartment complex. im behind him, being a failure at riding my bike for some reason. i see some people nearby and i say something like "ugh, this sucks, i haven't ridden a bike in like 8 years. i wish i had some roller blades or something." i then just start running while still on the bike seat, not even trying to pedal lol. then me and my neighbor start racing, hes doing the same thing i am. we then leave the neighbor hood and arrive at a series of confuzing intersections, at all different angles. in the middle of all of this is a piece of land with a big church on it. my memory skips a little, and im inside the church. i dont remember much of what went down in there, but i remember visualizing where the church was again, talking to someone about how we should leave, what route to take. then it skips again, and im inside some sort of small building. me, my mom, and my sister are there, i think my sister is being sent away or something. me and my mom place some bags on a table, there were four tables in this area, and then it skips again. now im in the same building, but its changed into a store, it has very dim lighting though, only through the windows. me, my sister, and a friend of hers are standing in front of a shelf, they were about 5-6 feet tall. it was weird, it was like we were in elder scrolls: morrowind or something, we were all cheating and raising our "stats". they were doing something different than me though, i remember walking over to my sister and asking her how much stuff cost to her, as my skill in buying/selling had gone up, so stuff should have been cheaper to me. but she said it cost something weird, i think she said something like "10/5ths". everything was priced in fractions, with 5 being the denomenator. i then went over to a freezer section, where my neighbor and other people were looking at something. i became interested and looked inside. i dont remember what it was, but there were two different kinds, there was a blue package, and a green package. i looked at the price and someone exclaimed "that means it's only one penny!!!". so i found me a quarter, and got a basket and filled it up lol. i went to the cashier and they were looking at the things we were buying. it gets a little fuzzy here, apparently what we were buying were swimming goggles. one of them was faulty though, so the other person behind the counter was fixing it. a minute later, i was sitting down facing away from the counter, the store had transformed yet again, this time into a restaurant/bar, still with only window lighting. i had a pair of goggles with me, and apparently they were magic goggles that showed you a what a person was really like on the inside. i looked at several people, but i only remember one person. it was this couple sitting near me, the man had a beer in his hand and i think a hat with nascar on it or something. when i looked at him through the goggles, he was fat, and was wearing all nascar stuff lol. i dont remember much of that, except i think i was expecting jj to come into the bar soon. i remember thinking "i don't care what she looks like with the goggles on, i still love her". then some people were fighting, it was weird, they would punch each other in the face, but it didn't seem to hurt either of them. this one guy just kept walking around the bar, picking fights with random people. after all that, the next part i cant even begin to explain, mostly because i dont remember enough to explain. all i remember is being in a forest, there were some talking animal spirits, and i was one too lol. thats all i remember.