Attempt 16: I now understand what Don Juan ment with intending and why Thomas Campbell stress to not have hope, fear or expectations while meditating. I wen to bed last night and started to think or chant of the sound "ah-lum-baa-dee-dum" over and over since I don't have any intellectual association to it, it was easy to return to even if I started to think random thoughts. Suddenly I where inside a dream and dreamt that I were in my school blabla. Then I woke up and remembered to chant my mantra, and then I were inside a dream chanting the mantra! For some reason I started to hum my favourites song, but by singing my mantra as the lyrics. Muse - Uprising with ah-lum-baa-dee-dum lyrics ^^ I was definitelly more aware, but I never got lucid. Although I was aware of falling asleep! Then I had some random dreams, still vivid but not interesting. ---- Ok what did Don Juan ment by intending then? It means to want it, but not wanting it (while pracctising). You are intending the correcy way when you realise how to do this. And that was what Don Juan couldn't explan how to do, and neither can I. Just trust that it will take care of itself and by just being aware of this, you will succeed. That explains most of my spontanious lucid dreams I have got while I wasn't trying. Thomas Campbell also talked about this. We have to approach without the ego so without hope, fear and expectations. Just try to be conscious by focusing on the mantra. Don't try to be rational. The energy body understand the intent not the mind. And you don't have to be rational the energy body exist and Don Juan was right, it's now proven with physics and metaphysics thanks to Thomas Campbell! Although it can only be proven to YOU by EXPERIENCING it. See you!
Updated 03-16-2012 at 07:37 AM by 49122
Today I had 2 LD. First. I went to the kindergaden for my son and understand that something wrong with my wear. I went some more and become lucid. Made RC, I was in the class and among me and my son there were a lot of kids. I took him and we jump in the portal - I want the portal took us in the Garry Potter book. We went too long and I awoke. Portal didn't work Second. I lied under the blanket and understand that it may be a dream. Stood up. The room isn't my, so its a dream. Tried to make telikenesis - move the pencil on the table, but it didn;t move and the table became to transform and became longer. I gave up it. Looked in the window for a moment - there was snow and winter. I went back to telekinesis. On the sofa lied a big ashent book - I tried to open it from the about 2 meteres. Succeded!!! I opened and closed it again. Then I desided to do the TOTM - there was another big book with tales and pictures. I opened it, found wellknown tale, put the book on the floor and made the portal just in the book, jump in it and was in the room again... Didn't work. Then saw my husbent on the bed and had sex and awoke.
My dream mad little sense but Hey they almost never do. So I found a penguin and am keeping it as a pet somehow. I Get in a Limo and the driver takes me and the penguin to a mansion that sells old VHS tapes. I happen to be looking for a specific tape. I don't remember what its called but i do remember that the cover is these two guys in white hoods with black feather wings and that the movie was released in 1992. (This is not a real tape only one in my dream) Anyway the setting of my dream is night time and rainy, quite gloomy in fact. While in the Limo on the way a look over and there's Batman sitting beside me. I'm like " DUDE! YOUR BATMAN" He just nods. I Say, "So What brings you here?" He explains he is searching for Robin who may be around the Mansion we are headed to. When we get there he hops out and goes off into the darkness. I start to go around the back where the movie entry is but some big thugs come out of no where and grab me and pull me inside to what looks like kitchen. They are talking all long the lines of using me to get to Batman. They take my Penguin. I start freaking out and say that it's going to die if they don't put him somewhere cold (this wasn't a problem until now) The big guy with my penguin gets all concerned and puts him in the freezer part of the fridge. That's when Robin busted in and started pounding on all the bad guys like the bad ass he is then grabbed me wrist and said "COME ON!" I follow him and the penguin is pretty much forgotten after that. (Poor penguin, still in the fridge ) We run in the next room which looks like a dungeon and see The Joker hanging upside down by rope behind bars in what looks like a jail. He Is bleeding and very badly beaten up. When he sees us he says. "Hows it hanging" The cracks up laughing. Robin explains to me those bad guys kidnapped him and that he has to save him. I'm not happy about it and ask "Why would you SAVE The Joker?!" Robin reply's "Have too, we can't just leave him here, that wouldn't be the heroic thing to do." So he start for the cage. Then Bigger then before and way stronger bad guys bust in. They throw me aside like nothing and i hit the wall with a thud and fall to the ground. Then they start wailing on Robin. At first he fairs well but they over power him and he ends up on the floor but they don't stop. They kick and punch him over and over. I tried to get up to help him but find i can't move(Don't you hate when that happens in dreams?) So I'm forced to watch as they beat Robin until he passes out and very nearly until he dies. They tie him up and hang him, close to death, upside down next too the Joker. I'm not going to lie, I'm crying at this point. I'm just like "ROBIN NOOOOO!" The guys throw me in the cell but down tie me up and leave. I run to Robin get him down. (Joker too has seemed to be forgotten for the time being) After I get him down Batman Swings in from a window and carries Robin out the window on to the roof. I Can't reach so i go out the way i came. Strangely there is no guards or anything to stop me. Then the Building starts to fall apart. I somehow know it's because of Joker, like his revenge or something. I look up in time to see Robin fall (He was apparently not being carried by Batman at that time) He is about to fall to his death but Batman grabs his wrist last second and clings to the building with his other hand. Robin is hanging there when he says the most heart breaking thing ever. Still bleeding and bruised he looks up at Batman and says "Just let me fall." Batman shocked asks"Why?!?!" Robin just slowly shakes him head and replies "I'm ready. I'm ready to be with my family now, so just let go..." (In case you were wondering, this is indeed the FIRST Robin) Batman is like "NO!!!!" Robin shoves off the building with his feet making it impossible for Batman to keep hold and starts to fall. I Shut my eyes and practically yell "NO NO NOOO!!!! THIS IS ALL WONG!!!!! ROBIN CANT DIE!!!!! He has to join the teen titans and later become Night Wing!!! THIS...DOES....NOT...HAPPEN!!!" I stay quite for a few moments and the setting has completely changed. I'm standing in the middle of a movie store and i'm right in front of the movie i had wanted in the beginning of dream. "Oh there it is." I say now completely calm. I get it and take it to the front. Standing in line is many of the same thugs from before and Robin chatting with Batman although nether are in there super hero outfits. The guy behind the counter is Joker and on his shoulder is my pet penguin. I don't find any of the strange in any way. I never check out though because my grandpa wakes me up for breakfast...OK lunch...I slept in. I will say this dream was probably influenced by all the Batman and teen titan stuff I've been watching lately. It was a pretty awesome dream nonetheless.
Dream One Non-Lucid I was watching a video about a new update in Minecraft. "Okay, now there is these ninja things-" The guy that was speaking plopped down multiple half-character-sized green ninjas on the wooden planks he was standing on. "The only way to get ride of them is with this," he switched to what looked like an orange ball, but when he selected it, it was a dotted outline of a circle. He clicked his mouse, and the green ninjas vanished. I immediately opened up Minecraft and selected the ball thing. I jumped into the air, but instead of flying I double jumped. I double jumped while in the air, making me stay off of the ground. I clicked, and the land blew up where the circle outlined. It looked like thousands of TnT just went off. I was now clicking furiously to see how far I could go. I got bored with this, and then went off to start another hole. I clicked, and saw it go down to where the old hole left off. At first this confused me, but then I understood that wherever I leave off, the new hole will start there. I now went around the whole world, blowing random things up. I soon woke up. Dream Two Non-Lucid I am in another video game, but this time it was a FPS (First person shooter). I held an orange HK 416 with an Acog scope on it. The scope was one line going vertical, and a horizontal line going straight through the middle of it. There were also mil-dots bellow the line. I was in a group of people that looked like they were modern day storm troopers. They had camo on, but had white helmets like storm troopers. We were all waiting for the timer to reach 0 so we could start the game. When the timer did reach 0, I started sprinting to find the first enemy. There was something weird about this game though. I soon found out what it was. We weren't playing against human characters, we were playing against aliens. They were two times the size of a normal human, had a super hard exoskeleton, and were all black. Their heads were huge, and had a long tail as well. They took about 2-3 magazines to kill, depending on where you shot them. I never noticed my teammates with me, so I assumed that they had already died. I felt pressure weighing down on me to win the game. I was try-harding as best as I could, but I was soon blocked by enemies. I couldn't kill them all, but I did take a few with me to the grave. As soon as I was killed, I woke up. Dream Three Non-Lucid Katie and I were talking on oovoo about random things. She said that she wanted to show me some pictures, and so she sent them to me. I can't remember what they were about, but I do remember it was in a comic book form. It had no text to read from, so I wrote her my own version of what happened. I can't remember exactly what I wrote down, but I do recall at the end: Someone was at a mini-market and was trying to find out a check out isle. I saw a person on the other side of the story, but instead of walking to her normally, he turned his back to her and walked backwards. He ran into a baby. He knew this because he could hear what sounded like a baby crying. He froze. He stood there for a couple of seconds, but then I woke up. Dream Fragment One I was in my dad's blue truck in the left side back seat. We were waiting for the bus to come to pick me up. The bus finally came, and I hopped out of the truck. My dad opened up his door and said, "Aren't you forgetting something?" "Umm..not that I know of," I replied. He stepped out of his seat and had a jacket with a beanie that I didn't know about. "You forgot these," he told. I then forget the rest of the dream
I just remember dreaming about being at an airport, and not wanting to go where I was going. I have airport dreams ALOT. They are usually not pleasant. Usually I'm late, or lost, or lost my luggage, or lost someone. Once I dreamed that I lost my son at the airport. I had the stroller but it was empty. Horrible! I need to do RCs since I fly alot anyway.
- I went to this guy's house I'd never met to buy weed. It was really big and pretty nice with a large back yard, kind of separated from nearby houses. I went inside and then it skipped over one part. I was shocked but decided I had to act normal for some reason. I realized I'd only brought $20 which wasn't enough, but then HG was there and let me borrow $40 more. I said I would pay her back at work. - I was on eBay and searched for "pink cat set". I was looking for a set of ears & paws, but there were only a couple results, and they were mostly related to items you put on your cat. When I looked at each listing, it would turn into a commercial for that item in my mind, with sound and everything. I looked at one that was a set of 4 pink rubber boots for your cat, which were apparently flavoured, but I don't remember what the purpose was. Another one was a very small rubber mat kind of, and I saw a demonstration where they put it on a cat's side for a minute and it made him enjoy being patted there more or something. - Also in my notes: "mushrooms". Don't remember that one.
Dream One: We're at a store, doesn't look like any store I've been to before though. I walk by an end cap and see My Little Pony mini photo album sized card binders and keychains and lanyards. I think to myself it would be great to get a couple of these card albums to put the mini figure cards my daughter has in. I look to see if I can find anything boyish in the bins for my son to put his pokemon cards in. i don't see anything, an I hear my husband a couple aisles over telling the kids he's going to go find me. I decide to walk towards his voice, but when I look down the aisle I see strangers. I go back an aisle thinking he might has passed me on the other end of the shelves, I still don't see him so I go back another aisle. I hear him again, and follow the voice to the aisle with the strangers. This time I see him behind the strangers. I show him the pony albums and he says I really don't need them, I tell him they're only a dollar a each, and he concedes saying if I really want them get them. I go back to the end cap and think about getting a pony lanyard, I can't think of what for now, but I had a specific purpose for it in the dream. A little girl walks up and she asks her mommy for a Rainbow Dash book. Her mom grabs one with a yellow G3 pony on it, and the girl cries. I reach in and pull out a Rainbow Dash book and hand it to the mom. the little girl stops crying but the mom looks at me like I'm crazy and I realize she probably thinks it's weird that I'm by myself looking at ponies, lol. My husband and kids are coming down the aisle and I wake up before they reach me. Dream Two: We've just bought a new house, but for some reason it needs plumbing work done just like the house we really live in. My grandma and Husband decide to call the plumbers and see if they can get an appointment. When no one answers, my husband thinks it'd be funny to give the plumber a little greif and make him think he didn't fix the pipes properly and confuse him when we send him to a new house! I tell my husband that would be mean and not to do it, an yet he does it anyways. I feel both mad and mortified. Mad because I know that the poor guy who really did a good job would get in trouble because my husband thought he was being funny, and mortified because I thought my husbands behavior would reflect badly on me. I start yelling at my husband telling him what a jerk he was and that I can't believe he'd be so mean and get someone who did a good job in trouble and that the poor plumber could lose his job because of him. Then I start in on how bad it would be for us if someone thought they were being funny and did the same to my husband who fixes cable. Thinking of my husband losing his job makes me really upset and I run outside, but he follows me telling me to relax and it was just a joke. I yell back at him, calling him mean and an ass hole, then I hear voices behind me. I look across the street and our new neighbors are some of the preppy rich kids I went to school with. I'm even more mortified now that I was acting so childish in front of the people I always felt judged by in school. I start walking up the street trying to just run away from everything. One of the girls follows me, but she doesn't judge or act stuck up, she just asks me if I'm ok. I explain to her what's going on as we walk back to my new house. We step onto the porch and my husband comes outside. He apologizes to me for not listening and for causing trouble, and that I was right that it wouldn't be funny if it happened to us. Then a bird that looks like a pink dove lands on his shoulder, only it's got a long woodpecker like beak. The preppy girl tells him that bird will stick it's beak in your ear and peck out your ear drums, so he should be careful. He's trying to block his ears and I wake up. I actually recalled pretty well last night, the reason there are only two dreams is because I didn't sleep for long. My son was up puking all night from the early hours. I tried to WBTB again like the night before. I saw Kanone Hilbert from the anime Spiral, walking towards me with a gun in each hand. He pulls apart in two similar to a kaleidoscope image where the beads move away from the mirror. One Kanone goes to my left and the other to my right, I can only look forwards and they get so close all I can see is their wicked smiles down to their waist where they're holding the guns. I feel scared that I'm making myself a nightmare, and wake myself up. Then I couldn't go back to sleep because my son was puking again. (first time I've tried to put in an image, lets hope this works! lol)
I am in some huge ruin-like thing with three other people. Two of them turn into vampires and threaten to bite this one guy. (I forgot the other things that happen.). I then find myself in some school and I walk past these three girls and dodge someone just walking right into me. I walk down the hallway and see my cousin Katie. (I forgot if Katie looked like herself or Selena Gomez.). I went to go hug her knowing that she was Selena Gomez, but also my cousin Katie. She turned and smiled but said that she couldn't hug me because the dress she was wearing was made of sequence and if I would have hugged her, the sequence would puncture her skin. We walked to the left a bit and stood before a birthday cake if I remember correctly. I was not paying attention to it. I remember thinking that Selena Gomez was my cousin and I was so confused because I knew it was Selena Gomez, but I thought of her like I think of my cousin, but I was in love with her. Very strange. I sort of thought that it was wired at the time being sort of surprised to know that Selena Gomez was my cousin. The next thing I remember is that I am in a familiar dream scene. I am in front of this house which is on a huge hill, I was standing on this big circular bit before the house with a bunch of other people. The scene gave me the same feeling that the movie on SyFy about the extremely religious kids who murder people for sacrifice gave me. I think I was playing catch with a rock or something and he wanted to play with a stick too, so I go in search of a stick. I remember that someone said there are no sticks here, but there are twigs. But then they show me a hardened piece of an anthill that I could pick up. I picked it up and brought it to him. He examined it and nodded. The Next thing I remember was I was standing in the part of my house before the front door. Some of my family and friends were there. Samantha my cousin was having a really bad tantrum, and for some reason that meant that she was very unhealthy. I tried consoling her with something, but I forgot what it was. All I remember us it was something that does not exist and was ridiculous. I then see one of the girls in my play. She is wearing this big tub thing on her head and it filled with this black liquid. Her head was inside an air bubble inside and she was drinking the liquid from a straw. This was meant to dye her hair black for the play. The scene changes to a familiar dream scene. I am brought out of this house with two of my friends from the musical. The guy who played Mr. Mushnik was three an someone else who I forgot. We were at a starting line and we had to race to the finish line, but the course was full of twists and turns and it was on the sand. We started and my running was really weird. Momentum and gravity were totally off, which seems to always happen in my dreams. So it put me in last place. I started cheating though. I grabbed the 2nd place person and flung her behind me. I tried doing the same with the 1st guy. I don't remember finishing, but I remember the moment after. I had won the race and I saw the time, but I cannot remember it. It might have been 28secs. I am then in this huge room standing amongst a very big crowd. My friends were all there. There was a big high rise platform thing in the middle. There was a senior from school who had pretended to punch me, but didn't and we both laughed at how good an actor he was. I saw my friends Annamarie, Gabbie, and Megan. They were walking around, but once the music started playing (we were at a concert) they would search frantically for Annamarie because she was apparently suicidal. There were very worried that she was wearing a ring because she could use it to her herself. When I dis see Annamarie, she was wearing the ring.
(I woke up in the night very depressed and upset, but I did not know why. I went back to sleep). I am in what look like a food court except it was only the actual food places with stools in front (not like the mall.). I am walking down an this lady starts coughing. Her breath stinks SO bad. I walk away and she goes behind the counter. I walk back to where she was and sits. She comes back over breathing heavily and coughing. I could feel her breath blowing in my face and it was the worst stench ever. This time all the woman behind the counter smelled it and they started gagging and yelled at her. I look to my left and there is a talk show going on. Tons of stars are there being interviewed at the same time. The host makes a joke saying that the guy who plays Willy Wonka watches his movie too much.
I am sitting in a lunch room with my friends. I look behind me and see my track coach, so I quickly turn away hoping he won't notice me. He does and he tells me something, but It isn't anything bad. It is either he or another man who tells two people to switch seats. He then moves on switching everyone's seat in the room. I sit next to my friend G. We are apparently at play practice now even thought we still in the lunch room just sitting. My friend and I have this inside joke between us so I mentioned it again, but also mentioned lucid dreaming. She seemed annoyed with me though. The man who switched our seats just kept screaming at us on and on like at play practice in RL. For some reason he assigned us the Chronicles of Narnia to read. No one wanted to read it. I look at the time and it is 8:00pm. I start flipping out and get really mad at the man for making my mom wait outside my school for 3 hours! I go to the window, and she comes walking and said that it was fine.
I am about to take a shower. B. is on the phone. The bathroom is full of steam. I got nervous that there was a spider or some bug in the shower, so I pull the shower curtain open. Nothing is there. My dream skips to me standing in front of my old elementary school. There's this big cartoon standing next to me, and for some reason I get mad at him and start chasing him. I continue chasing him across the front of the building until he tries to open the front door. He is not fast enough and I am able to hit him. He disappears. He reappears down the road a bit in different clothes and starts angrily chasing me. I am able to get in the building and start running down the hallway to the other side. I see him behind me. When I get to the other side of the school, I exit out of the other doors and stop in the middle of a big group of people. I see my cousin and I stand next to her. The cast of the musical I am in is standing by a tree, and we start singing one of the songs that I apparently have a solo in. I am nervous because I don't know the words and the music director was going to scream at me. When my solo comes however, my music director walked away to talk to someone. However I still here criticism from my friend in front of me, who should not have even been there. I get a call from my mom saying that my dad is going to arrive to pick me up 3 seconds after my friend gets picked up. He does arrive, and for some reason I am expecting to see my cousin who graduated from college. He greeted me at my dad's car's trunk. He was with friends from college and was in some uniform. They said that they were going back to campus. I thought this was strange because he had already graduated. I got in the car, and so did my friend. My friend asked me who that was and I told him that it was my cousin. I asked my mom why he was in a school uniform, and she told me that he has failed every year of college and is still trying to bring his grade up. This worries a lot because I go to the same high school that he went to and I did not want that to be my fate. I then see his report care floating in the sky. It looks electronic. It shows that his first year of college, he scored a 15' and gradually increased in increments of about 15. He was currently at a. 105. The next dream I remember took place at a camp. I am watching the scene as a girl comes out of a cabin crying. The girls in the cabin next door come out to. I didn't have a good feeling about those girls. They seemed like the "popular" ones that would try to befriend her and then embarrass her. The leader of the group of girls went to console the crying girl. Apparently the girl was British an the other group of girls were Scottish. I knew this because the main girl mentioned it. They take her into their cabin. Then a little girl comes prancing along with some firewood. She looks way too young to be tending a fire. A camp counselor stops her though.
I remember only puny fragments of my dream. I am standing on a staircase in an apartment building. The staircase turned to the rift and led directly to one apartment room. There is a dog with me and I know that Sam Witwer is inside because he is scared of the dog. I open the door and let the dog in. I am now in some very small indoor basketball court. I am standing on the 3pt line watching possibly a 3 on 3 game. Josh Hutchinson had the ball facing me, threw it over his back, and got it in.
So i woke up this morning, and lay completely still trying to concentrate and recall a few dreams. I think i recalled somthing but i didnt write it down so i now dont remember. After getting up i went upstairs and layed on the couch with my puppy lily, and watched about 4 contestants preform on american idol. My mom soon told me to go and eat and get ready, so i headed into the kitchen and cooked up some waffles with syrup. I poured myself a small glass of OJ. I took about 5 minutes to eat. I then headed downstairs and took a nice, warm shower. The water kind of hurt. After around 15 minutes i got out of the shower and put on my clothes. I wore some blue pants, a grey shirt, and a grey sweatshirt. I put on my stridex pads and sat on dreamviews for the remaining 20 minutes. When i left the house I walked to the bush stop witch takes about 3 minutes. I stood there for about five and didnt way a word to the people there. The bus ride took about 10 minutes. I turned on my ipod and listened to Cant Stop Us by macklemore. The bus was actually very quiet. When i got to school i went to the library and printed out my spanish casa dulce casa rules. When the 10 minute bell rang, i went over to the school annex, where all the ROTC students go for class. During class the intructors decided we needed to march for our big inspection in a few weeks. We practiced face movements column marches for about 20 minutes. We were marching around the parking lot. When we finished we went and played baseball at gunny park. During second block our game board project was due for spanish for got to play the other groups boards. Most of the games were boring. There was some zombie escape game, a football game but they all were pretty dull. In third block we went over some of the basics of the islamic empire. We went off track and talked about AK47s and the russians. I learned a few things but it was just a review. I ate Spaghetti, Corn, Strawberries, Chocolate Milk and some bread for lunch In fourth block we took a math test wich was easy. On the bus ride home I played FIFA 12
03.15.2012Laundromat & Coin Machine, Girl in a Pure White Dress, Tutor, Lizard (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Dream 1: Laundromat & Coin Machine I'm inside some random laundromat, and I'm waiting for a vacant washing machine to put my clothes in. After waiting for a few minutes, I see one machine is almost done, and the person next to it, I'm assuming it's their clothes. What made me assume it was almost done was hearing it do a Final Rinse, and everything sounded light, so once it stopped, I immediately opened it and then moved back quickly. The person was looking at me in a "okaaaaaaay?" face. It was as if I was trying to portray to them that I was pissed that they're taking so bloody long to realize their clothes are finished, but it ended with me just holding it back when I quickly moved back; it was sort of a non-violent aggressive attempt that ended with a few seconds of feeling ashamed. Since it would take some time for this person to take OUT their clothes, I decided that I should going ahead and convert the cash in my hand into quarters for the machines. I walk through this aisle of machines, ignoring all the people's facial structures, and I go towards the coin machine in the aisle right of me. From here, I'm not sure the order of what happened, but I'll just mention what I think went on at first. I try to put some cash (paper money) inside the machine, and it ends up printing out this paper of useless information that I can't remember. I'm wondering what the hell is this crap is, and so in response to this random printing, I chew on the paper and form it into a ball. Then when it's finally formed into a ball, I get a pair of scissors, I don't know where they came from, but they appear in my hand. I believe it was purple with some white inside the holes to put your finger in, which would make sense since I have a purple one in my apartment. (I guess it was easier for my mind to use that association for it to manifest a scissors without me knowing of it). It felt kind of funny trying to cut up the balled up paper saturated with my spit and everything, but I don't blame myself for doing it, it was my fear of certain information that could've been about me that I wanted to cut up into pieces, since I have a slight fear with receipts or papers that go to the trash, but could contain information about my debit card or something like that. I continue cutting up the balled up and wet paper, and I really try to cut this thing into small little pieces, then after a while, I just give up and throw the rest of it in the trash that is conveniently placed next to the coin machine. I put in $5 in the machine, and I have a cup in my hand that resembles the same small and transparent rice measuring cup that I use for storing the coins in waking lief. (don't worry I clean the cup when I'm going to make rice in real life ) I hear the machine jingling and moving stuff inside a little, and the coins come out through the small semi-circular dome that's upside down to contain the coins. I get the coins with my left hand, and then I realize I have the rice measuring cup in my hand, and I put them in there. Then I put another $5 in the machine, but it doesn't accept it, and it comes back out. I look at the money, and I didn't really pay attention too much in this non-lucid, but the face on the dollar was Benjamin Franklin instead of Andrew Jackson. I was so irritated by the machine not accepting this cash that I didn't bother to check that I'm really trying to put $100 or a $5 bill with the wrong face on it. I also realized that the paper money came out with the face facing towards me. So I decide to flip it around to where the face is a away from me, and the machine finally accepts it. I don't know if I got the coins out of the machine, but I think I shift my attention towards a random DC that has their top region naked. The person looked like they came out of an Anime or something, then they turn around to me, and I see that it's Tobi from Naruto Shippuden. I don't know what I'm asking of him, but the conversation was pretty quick, maybe just me trying to know something and moving on with my path in this dream. Dream 2: Girl in a Pure White Dress I'm in an environment that feels like it's near my apartment complex. It's daytime, and the weather seems calm, the clouds seem just fine, perfect weather in fact. I don't know what I'm riding, it feels like I'm riding a car, but at the same time I feel like I'm riding my bicycle since it's my primary mode of transportation to get somewhere in College Station. I come up to the end of the road that I'm on, I look left and right for any incoming cars, and I have to move a little bit more since there were a few cars left and right that were blocking even my peripheral vision and direct vision as well. I move up, and I look on left side again, without looking at the right side again, and I continue to move forward to where I go into this somewhat run down area. I try to find somewhere to park the bicycle I'm on. (I know it's my bicycle now because I remember I'm not really steering any kind of wheels) The reason why it takes a while for me to find a place to park because in my mind, I feel lik I'm driving a car, but I know I'm riding a bicycle, so I should've looked for bicycle racks to lock my bike near to. I try to pay attention to these empty parking spaces, because some look like they're reserved only for the people who live around this area, and I didn't want to get the bicycle towed (LOL bicycle being towed...LOL). I go a little bit further and see there's some spot that says "Medium-sized Vehicles," and these vehicles really were medium sized, in fact, if I were to get close to them, they would only reach up to near the top level of my crotch region. I go to this area, and I get ready to lock my bike. I get the key out, and then I realize where the heck is the actual locking mechanism for the key to lock the bike. I search my backpack, and I move around my hand like I'm picking a random piece of paper in a magician's hat or something instead of actually using my eyes to see what's inside. I feel the bicycle lock (it's one of those with a small locking container with thick wires covered in black and flexible plastic material to wrap around the wheel of your bike) and lock my bicycle. Paying attention to my peripheral vision, I see three random guys sitting down near where I am, and they're just chilling. They're talking about something, and I'm looking over at one dude for a while for some odd reason, but then I noticed he had a Zune HD in his hand. I was going to get into a conversation about how he has a Zune HD, and mention that I have one as well. In fact, I was just about to engage in this predictable conversation with this DC, but immediately, a girl in a pure white dress comes in out of nowhere. She obviously needs help, and she's asking me where some place is, I believe she asked where is room 208 located at. Because she came in at a time where I was just developing a thought process, I told her in a rushed voice, "Don't worry, I'll show you where it is." She pauses, and I can feel her shy and surprised state of mind, because it seemed she was asking the guys instead of me. I was going to start my conversation with the guy with the Zune HD, but I stopped and decided to walk along with this female in this elegant white dress. My image of her dress wasn't too vivid, but I know it was a white dress, and everything else was vivid to me. I continue walking with her, and I asked her again if it was Room 206 or 208. Then I realized she was talking about my Political Science Class 206, but she said she's looking for 208 since she already took 206. After that, I showed her to the room 208, and it just so happens that this is the room that I'm going to apparently. As we're walking down the steps to find our seats in the somewhat large lecture room, I could feel her trying to develop something to say to me as a means to thank me for helping her. So she started out by putting her hand in front of me to shake. I believe she said her name was Rosie (I didn't ask for her to spell it out unfortunately), and she's really happy for me helping her. I responded by shaking her hand and telling her, "I'm Brandon, it's nice to meet you." I thought she was going to go further to the front seats with me, seeing as it's probably her first time in this room. But a friend calls her by the name of "Angie," and she hears her and goes near her. I was going to go further to the front row, but I decided to try and sit one seat below her row by sitting at seat at the edge of the row. There was a person one seat to the right of where I was going to sit, so I asked him if anyone is going to sit here. He says "Yes," and I swore he was irritated by me asking, but I won't bother remembering his demeanor, I just know he was wearing a black shirt. (Now that I think about it, it was funny have the guy in the black dress shirt, and the girl I helped in the pure white dress just a few feet from each other....it was like seeing light and dark). So because he said "Yes," instead of me feeling awkward from this, I decided to move up to where Rosie/Angie was sitting by, and I asked if anyone was sitting next to her. Then her friend, that looked somewhat familiar, but I couldn't get a good facial pattern from her said something about me being left-handed, and that I should sit in between the two of them since the seats next to them where for right handed people. I didn't mind this at all, and was surprised she mentioned this about me. I can't remember much after that other than sitting between Rosie/Angie to my right and her cheerful friend to the left of me. Dream 3: Tutor I am inside a review session for something, because when I see a student up front, I immediately assume it's just for review on an exam. They were talking about something, and I'm just in that passive mode of just taking information in without actually synthesizing it into tangible information like I usually do during lecture classes. Then I realize I should move to another room because another tutor is having a review session for something else. And the person in the room tutoring was a girl that looked like Erica. This Erica look a like was wearing a sweater with black tights that covered basically her thighs and part of her knees, and I'm not really paying attention to the things she's saying. After a while, I decided to leave, and I head for a few double doors, only to find that we can't go through because of some maintenance going on. I decided to go to the far left double doors, same thing, I can't go there because of the same issue. I see someone who looks like a security guard, so I decided to tap his arm a little bit, and then I found some people walking up from some other set of double door, so I told the guy "Never mind," and proceeded to go downstairs. Dream 4: Lizard I'm outside, and I'm sitting near some bench with other students, and the teacher or whoever was in charge of some event that I'm not too keen of remembering well. We were doing a bunch of random things, and I swore I saw a lizard come out of a guy's pocket, but that's all I remember.
Updated 03-16-2012 at 05:32 AM by 47756
LD28: I am sitting at a kitchen counter top covered with clutter, my cat jumps up, but it is not my cat. I do a levetation RC and become lucid. I search my mind for memory of what tasks and goals I had set. I thought off the Sputnix task of the year,and figured I should work up to that as the dream progressed. I remembered that one thread had a challenge going, and mass telekinisis is something I am not sure I remember doing any time lately. I used my energy to grab 5 things off the table and then 4 more, all things like plates and glasses of bright colors. I needed one more item so I grab a garden chair and used telek. to juggle them around in the air. That eneded up being too easy, so I thought I should try the giant object version.I looked around for a building and a school building appeared. I use telek. to tear it from the ground and float it up into the air. That was easy to as it does not seem any harder to lift a building than anything else. I transformed into a bird and flew up into the air. The challenge mentioned 'super flight' and I wondered if I should try anything like that. I wondered if flying as a bird counted, but transforming into one counted for something. I start to fade in these random thoughts and need to stablize. I drop the bird image and study my hands. I pat them against my knees and elbows and remeber I also wanted to activate my voice during stablization aand to call out 'thank you' a few times. I started with 'hey!' a few times, until it sounded good, then called out 'Thank You' across the dream world twice. I had posted that someone should try throwing knives that he would keep summoning into his palm. I tried it and it was fun. I created a huge tree stump and summoned a knife, then threw it. It felt cool, because I could also feel the knife hit the tree. I coughed and turned over and that woke me up. Dur~5-10 min