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Still not much luck with recalling the dreams. However there is something I remember very well. Yesterday I emptied the trash but didn’t replace the bag. I remember seeing it replaced in a dream. In the dream I notice the bag and think that somebody else must have replaced it. In the morning I noticed that nobody had.

Attempt 7:

My head hurts really bad, it almost feels like a hangover. But the reason for this pain is that I went to bed later than usual, some ehrm girls videocalled me on msn and we were talking for very long, so I ended up getting to bed 23.59...

I still did an attempt, and the weird thing is that I was actually very aware and it felt like it would be impossible for me to fall asleep. But then something else took over and just shut both the body and the mind down and I fell asleep in a blink.

Had very vivid and long dream that were like a totally new version of Harry Potter (porbably will write it down and get rich lol)

Anyway I will see if there is a good quote otherwise I will go and ZZzzz

Years later the fated prince returns to explore the world of dreams and my own psyche from a more mature and evolved standpoint. Lucidity done gonna be green

I want to explore the world of dreaming in first of all making me better in respective life, such as work ethic, creative outlets and such. One thing I plan on trying to use lucid ability if I gain it is to increase my mental focus in activities like skiing, climbing and uhhhh FUN OMNIPOTENT FIGURE DAMN IT.
some waking life quotes for ya'll
Did you ever have a job that you hated and worked real hard at? A long, hard day of work. Finally you get to go home, get in bed, close your eyes and immediately you wake up and realize... that the whole day at work had been a dream. It's bad enough that you sell your waking life for minimum wage, but now they get your dreams for free.

A thousand years is but an instant. There's nothing new, nothing different; same pattern over and over. The same clouds, same music, the same things I felt an hour or an eternity ago. There's nothing here for me now, nothing at all. Now I remember, this happened to me before. This is why I left. You have begun to find your answers. Although it will seem difficult the rewards will be great. Exercise your human mind as fully as possible knowing that it is only an exercise. Build beautiful artifacts, solve problems, explore the secrets of the physical universe, savor the input from all the senses, filled with joy and sorrow and laughter, empathy, compassion, and tote the emotional memory in your travel bag. I remember where I came from, and how I became human, why I hung around, and now my final departure's scheduled. This way out, escaping velocity. Not just eternity, but Infinity.

and finally here's a link to my old one, from a more youthful time I guess http://www.dreamviews.org/f107/stnickas-dream-journal-80376/

I slept fitfully last night. At one point I enter into sleep paralysis. Instead of yielding to the natural urge to fight it, I let go, as I am now accustomed to doing. I let the full body virbrations over power me and I quickly "slip through". I am now in a forest and this is the hunger games. I tell myself I am dreaming and fly up to a night sky with a view of deep space. I lose focus and float down. Someone wants my help. I think that I am awake now. I tell myself as soon as this is done I will go back to my dream. I am "holding the dream inside me". I feel as if it is a physical thing in my chest. I hold on to it for some time as I run along a forest path behind some girl. Somewhere along the way ( maybe I get bored) I lose all traces of lucidity and cannot remember anything else.

[I]I forgot most of this because it was a couple days ago and I'm not writing it until now.[/I]

I am in the city. I realize I am dreaming. I fly up into the sky. It is an overcast day. Wait, what do I want to do? I know go to the moon! I fly. This will take forever. I stopped. I try to make a portal. It does not work. I wake up.

[I]I try to go to sleep but I cannot.[/I]

3/6/12

DILD

Notes: This was during a nap.....3rd crappy LDs in 12 hours. At least the non-lucid parts were interesting

I started watching a skiing movie. A guy went off a jump at did around 30 flips. I thought this was pretty ridiculous. Then I see that he leveled out and pulled his parachute. That makes sense. I was looking closer and I realized that he had skate skis. It was looking back at the jump he went off and it looked fairly small. I hear someone say, "Yeah they were all wasted for it."

Suddenly I am transported onto the mountain. I go off the jump and pull my chute. I glide around for awhile. It is night time and there are cliffs everywhere. This is really cool but really dangerous. I turn around a bend and look for a landing. For some reason, I try to go under this low tree branch. I fall into a tree well, but I am fine.

I overhear some people behind me. There are police lights. I was about to climb out of my hole, but I wanted to first hear what was going on. Some girl says,"Its not my fault they went over here." I think they are looking for me and my buddy who did the jump. They found something else that worried me. I hear a news person start to talk. They found a frozen submarine crew in the side of a cliff. The passengers had been frozen. One guy was smoking a cigarette and froze instantly.

They start to begin the search for us, so I get out of my ditch. I thought it would be funny to make zombie noises as I rose up. I meet the group and they are all happy to find me. I hug Fran and Jack approaches me. I playfully through some ice at him and then we greet each other. I am headed out with them, while the rest of the group searches for my buddy. I remember that we had to have beacons on us. If I activate mine, we will know where he is. I run back and say I have my beacon. The lead investigator approaches me.

I become lucid and realize I don't have a beacon on me. The investigator is waiting for me to have this life-saving thing, and I feel bad that I lied. I tell him it is in the ditch I came out of. They all head off and I fly away. Below me is a giant snow plow. I thought that would be fun to drive. As I got near it, I changed my mind and flew off. It was really dark and cloudy. There were no lights around this mountain and I was worried I would lose the dream in the darkness. I try to imagine a nice sunny beach over the next ridge. There isn't one. I hurry and land and just start feeling things around me, trying to maintain vision. It is almost pitch black and I grab some branches. They hurt a lot, which is probably how they would feel in real life with me groping blindly through a forest. I am focusing on all of my tactile sensations and then my alarm goes off. FHEIOAJF:

Ronnie Radke is walking down a dark road. He is walking on a curved road. It bends upward and has a whitepicket fence on the side. He is saying lyrics for his new band. Asking people for their opinions. One guy said it was okay.

Dream #2
i am in my house. I am with my brother and sister in my room. We are protesting against my parents about something. My dad walks in and tries to reason with us. My sister and brother fall prey to his plan and go outside. I go outside seeing how weak they are. I am standing on the side of a garden. My little cousin runs up to my dad and says something. He says she is so cute. I'm like no she's not". I dont say it out loud. I'm unapproved.

I stepped through the automatic doors of a giant mall. The floor had marble colored tiles, and to my left was a department store with glass windows; inside was clothing on hangers and other stuff you find in clothes stores (I get the feeling that I'm planning my 16th birthday), Upon entering this "mall" I run up to my brother's friend, Yessica, whom I hug and shout "Hi!" to. I say hi to my brother and we walk towards the end of the mall. We walk to the end of the mall which looks like the place where people park inside. The window reveals it's nighttime. A woman who has black hair, a bit chubby, and is wearing a leather jacket appears as we walk to the staircase(s). I have the feeling that she's my sister's friend who isn't present in the dream. We follow her and she leads us to a room with multiple staircases, much like the moving staircases in Hogwarts, however these aren't stone, they're covered with a beige colored carpet and rimmed with dark brown wood. She leads us down stairs, leads us to the right down another set up stairs and into a library, or Barnes & Noble like place. A buffet-like table is covered with children's books and toys that have to do with literature. I walk over to the bookshelves and find a large, brown and black book, I think it was an Edgar Allen Poe book. I continue to walk around and come upon the end of the store. In the corner there's a toy machine that holds small mechanical figures of "The Angry Birds". I walk away and go up to the register. Bracelets are hanging on a display hanger thing, I grab one and put it in my mouth. It tastes like those chalky candy bracelets people buy each other for Valentine's Day. The clerk gets mad and attempts to throw me out. I ran as fast as I can to the Angry Birds machine and steal some. The clerk grabs them out of my hand, a girl who looks 14 grabs a few and tries to give them to me as I'm thrown out the door. The clerk gets her too, but she still hands one in her hand. She throws it to me, I catch it and find I have a blue bird, I throw it up in the air and it begins to fly. I sit "indian style" on a cement square which begins to move. I tilt to the left, making the cement block turn left as well. As I steer this cement vehicle out of the parking lot I sing and move my arms to Madonna's song "Vogue".

The dream transitions into another and I find myself in a village of some sort. I walk down a natural ramp of rock and I enter an open cave system. Below me is water. All round the cave are natural stone pillars and holes which allow me to still see the village. I hear a roar behind a pillar and a dragon emerges. Its eyes glow red, and its black scales glow in the moonlight. It takes a breath and blows fire in my direction. I look down at the crashing of water against the cave walls.

I wake up.

The End c:

I attempted a wild before I had this dream, no success obviously. But I didn't get discourage, I think it's because the alarm and woken me up and I wasn't tired. I had this dream after waking up at about 2 AM.

March 6, 2012. I wake up around 3:00AM and start a playlist of "The Killers" and "Brandon Flowers'" solo work.

PART 1:
A strange basketball court at the bottom of an inclined road. Next to it is major road that is in my waking life. Brandon Flowers is playing basket ball, I don't really see this part but it is a given. I am on the side lines. I do a little trick with the ball and throw it back into the court. Then I just walk away, as I am walking away someone is walking towards the court (possibly Brandon I can't remember).

PART 2:
I am arriving home from a Boy Scout camp out. I get off the bus, there is a small cabin and we are on the top of a very high mountain. My mom is there to drive me home. She keeps going the wrong way and pulling very dangerous moves for a minivan going down a steep mountain. I am pretty aggravated with her at this point.
We eventually get to the bottom of the mountain where there is a school. I go in the school and now my friends (I will be referring to them in here as Tom and Dan). So we go running through all different rooms of the school. We come to a room with lots of food in it. I have great temptation for this food but I can not get any (for whatever reason). Dan buys food and walks out, I walk out too to resist the temptation. In the next room there is also a bunch of food. Tom follows as I enter this new room and he gives me pizza. He stole the pizza to give to me, but I am very happy now! Now I am listening to my ipod in the dream (and in my physical bed) so the music is coming into the dream. As I listen, Tom is using my ipod to try and find lyrics so that he can sing along.

PART 3:
Now I am swimming in a river. There is a woman in a kayak (possibly my old science teacher). She kayaks ahead and I need to catch up with her. I use my river safety skills that I learned in waking life (float on your back with your feet in front). I have to go through the rapids and climb over some rocks, but I make it. Now I am in an enormous subterranean pool of water. The walls and ceiling are a flat layer of cement. The water is about 1 foot deep and the bottom is very mushy. I crawl through this and I end up in another subterranean area.
Now I think there is a small cement walkway, pillars and a room. And there is blackness everywhere. I go into the room and there is multiple small bedrooms in it. Now I think Lady Gaga is with me. I look at one of the beds, there are lots of large plastic ants piled on top it. I look over to the next room and Lady Gaga has accidentally set the wooden part of the bed on fire from when she put her torch down.

PART 4:
Now I am at Brandon Flowers' house, but I don't think I ever see him. There is a long table with people sitting all around it. The 2 DCs at the end of the table represented his parents. I sit at the other end of the table with my friends (DCs). I take notice to how big and open the rooms are. And think of how proud Brandon's parents must be of their rich and successful son. We were just sitting there, listening to music and 2 new DCs arrive and sit down near me.

PART 5:
I am sitting in bed with a DC. We are on my computer listening to music. I was kind of romantic, in an awkward, quirky way. While listening to music my computer starts bugging out like it has a virus. I am trying many attempts to turn it off and on and I am panicking. I have a false awakening (in the same spot the dream was lol). And realize the computer is fine, it was a dream, never catching on that I was still dreaming. Now I look over at the person sitting with me for the first time. He has a very red and spotty face, and quite unattractive haha.

So blasting music into your sleep DOES have an effect on my dreams!

Decided to take some b6 with melatonin to up my recall... well it sure did!

Break in

I had a dream about people trying to break into where I am living. we had dogs and they were going crazy and barking at whoever was trying to break in. I grabbed a really sharp blade and was going to cut whoever was entering. Turned out it was some guy that was delivering a package to me.

Weird place

Yeah I was both inside and then outside. I remember going onto a boat over a strange pond and I was listening to metal music on a cd. Then I went to land and I forget what happened after. something about faces. someone i knew was there and didn't like the music or something.

Van

I was in a van or something talking to someone about Cultural terrorism.

I do recall these dreams more vividly but i can't put it into words.

DreamLucidAwake

Short Lucid Dream

I was driving a car through the mountains of West Virginia. There's not really much to say about the drive other than the scenery was beautiful. I became lucid during the drive when I noticed that I was sitting on the right side of the car. The driver's seat is supposed to be on the left. As I was thinking about all the things I could do now that I was lucid, I drove by a massive car wreck. There were over 20 cars blocking the road on the left. I decided to get out of the car so I could check it out. For some reason I felt like an alien was responsible for it, and I wanted to have an encounter with the alien. Right when I started walking towards the cars, my vision started blurring. I realized that I had forgotten to stabilize and panicked. I tried rubbing my hands together, hitting the ground, and even licking the road. It slowed down the wake up process, but it wasn't going to improve anything. I then decided to just lay back and hope for a DEILD attempt.

Failed DEILD Attempt

When I woke up, I only moved around a little bit before remembering to DEILD. I layed still and went into a sleep paralysis. I could feel my body locking up and hear a loud static sound. My vision then looked fuzzy as if the tv was on the wrong channel. I then started to wonder what would happen if I tried using Daydream Awareness during this. I started daydreaming about my room for some reason. It soon felt like I was being sucked into the picture of my daydream.

Eventually the feeling of my body being squeezed to death was a little much for me. I decided to cancel the attempt and break out of it. I had apparently made it into a dream, but I never realized it. I didn't think I was dreaming because I had broken out of sleep paralysis and everything looked so real. As I'm thinking about my failed attempt and what went wrong, a man runs into my room with my cat. He threw that cat onto my feet and the cat started biting and clawing my foot. I started flailing around and tried to kick him off. The last thing I remember of this dream is throwing him off my foot and into a wall.

End

DreamLucidAwake

Lucid Fragment

Just a short dream of me sitting at my desk, writing a long dream journal entry. It was the one about me fighting all of those Draflams.Something just didn't feel right about everything and I became lucid. I got mad that I had been wasting my time writing a dream journal entry that would just disappear. I think I woke myself up because I wanted to get the real thing written.

Lucid Fragment

It was in the middle of the night and I was in a car with my sister driving. For some reason we were driving around a graveyard. I saw my cat just napping in the middle of the path up ahead. I told my sister to slow down and stop so she wouldn't hit him. For some reason she got an evil look on her face and sped up. I became lucid here because being inside a speeding vehicle is one of my dream signs. I leaned over her and tried to reach the brakes. I couldn't reach them because she kept pushing me back. Then at the last second I grabbed the steering wheel and turned left. We crashed hard into a tree, but we were alright. The last thing I can remember is walking out of the cemetery with my cat and sister.

Draflam Bugs

I don't remember much of this dream. I was standing outside a Mansion's gates with an Aranian spy. It was our job to sneak into the mansion find information on something. I can't remember what exactly we were supposed to look for. We teleported into the mansion by reading a picture from some spell book. I became lucid after this because I realized teleporting isn't a normal thing. The spell brought us to a hallway in the mansion. It reminded me of Resident Evil. I could see several men in red robes walking around in the main hall. Luckily the Draflams were too busy and didn't notice us. The spy led me towards a blue door. The door led into some sort of basement or dungeon. We both felt like the information we needed would be down there.

We slowly descended the stairs into the darkness together. When it became too dark for us to see, I ignited a ball of fire in my left hand to light up the room. When the room was lit, I could see that we were in a large cave and that we were not alone. There were about 20 of these giant yellow furry cockroach things crawling along the cave walls. These things were about as big as me and didn't look too happy. As they lept towards us, I pulled out my sword and the Aranian spy pulled out two daggers. I killed a few of them by fire and sword. I didn't get to see the spy fight, but he did killed a few too. They started to retreat after we had only killed a few of them. This left me confused for a moment.

Soon, an even bigger yellow furry cockroach thing crashed through the cave wall. It roared and grabbed the spy with its fangs. It then threw him into a large rock. The monster turned and looked at me. It tried stomping on me with its leg, but I rolled out of the way. I soon started running back towards the exit and it chased me. As I ran up the long flight of stairs, the monster struggled to climb up them. It was too big to climb them, and the stairs would just break and fall apart if it stepped on them. The monster then tried smashing into the cave walls. It was trying to make the top of the cave collapes on me. I managed to open the door and get out of the cave before it collapsed though.

I snuck to a bedroom across the hall to avoid being spotted by an aproaching Draflam. The guard opened the blue door and saw that there were a bunch of rocks behind it. All he did was close it and act like it was normal. The last thing I remember is using the teleport spell again to transport me outside the gates.

End

DreamLucidAwake

Saving My Cousin

I was standing in the middle of a parking with a bunch of family members. We were all standing around a coffin and holding a funeral in the parking lot. I wasn't sure who the funeral was for because my grandmother was standing next to me. My cousin Brent then said something about having to leave early for work. He walked over to his car and I waved goodbye. Right when he opened the door though, I heard a loud boom and saw him fall to the ground. Me and a few other quickly ran over to him to see if he was okay. He was dead and had a bullet wound in his head, so it's safe to say he was sniped.

As everyone was panicking and calling 911, I caught something out of the corner of my eye. There were 2 guys on the sidewalk holding a man in a body bag. I could tell that the man in the bag was Brent, and that he was still alive. This really confused me because his dead body was right next to me. A truck came speeding down the road and the 2 men threw my cousin in front of it. Right when I saw him get run over, me and my mother ran to him as fast as we could. We lifted him up together and pulled him out of the road. My mother tried to open the body bag to check if he was okay, but seemed to have trouble. I then heard the sound of rolling wheels behind me. I turned around and saw Brent being carried on a stretcher by the same 2 men that had just killed him. I quickly looked towards the parking lot and saw that his body was still there, and I turned back around to see that his other dead body was still on the side walk. Because the one on the stretcher was still alive, I wanted to chase after him so that I could protect him.

"Should I stay here with Brent or can I go chase after Brent?" I asked my mother.
"I have things under control here. Go find brent." She said.
"Okay, I'll be back soon." I said.

I became partially lucid and chased after the stretcher down the sidewalk. The men realized I was chasing after them and they started running faster. We started running through some outdoor market. They tossed crates and carts of food in front of me to try and slow me down. I just jumped over them and kept running. There were a few barrels standing next to a building as a we came out of the market. One of the men pulled out a gun and shot the barrels as I ran by them. I transformed into a dragon right as it exploded and flew out of the flames. As they went around the corner, I flew onto the roof of the building. They crossed the street and entered what looked like a research facility. I followed them inside.

When I ran inside I saw 3 different stretchers go down 3 different hallways. I ran down the first hall way in front of me. I saw the stretcher go into a room, but when I entered the room, it was empty. I ran back towards the 3 hallways and went left this time. There was some sort of pit trap hidden in this hallway and I nearly fell in it. I didn't find any sign of him in this hallway either. I ran back down the last hallway and found Brent still tied to the stretcher. When I ran towards him, one of those men from before stepped out of a room with a gun. He aimed it at my cousin and shot him. He then looked at me and gave a short laugh.

This made me really angry. I wanted to kill him and all of the people in the building that worked with him. I started charging a purple energy around me. I intended to release it all at once and blast the building to pieces. Right as I was about to do it though, I heard a shout from behind me.

"Stop! Joke over! Don't blow us up!" The voice said.

I turned around and looked to see who it was. It was my cousin. Somehow he was still alive again.

"What? How the hell are you still alive?" I asked him.
"It was just a joke." He said.
"This was all just one big joke to make me think you died 3 times???" I asked him.
"Don't worry, no one was actually hurt. It was all fake."

I was then a little mad and a little happy. I can't remember what exactly happened next, but I think I threw him through a wall before waking up.

End

LD 21: I tried a couple WILDs but had finally drifted off after the second one. I had got deep into some HH effects and started to be able to visualize my hands, then some how started a non- lucid dream that I don't really recall. I aproached a door at some point and a big lion came running out past me. I jumped back and did my levitation RC. Yep, I floated up into the air. I had that feeling that I was about to wake from the shock, so I decided to do something memorable as quick as I could. I turned into some kind of big cat but only as a image of a cat. I did not spend time with the transformation to really feel like a cat. I ran straight up a wall as a cat then pushed off doing a back flip and landing where I started. I quickly did it again. The very bazaar experience seemed to accually stablize the dream. Random imagery had place a big bath tub full of water in my path. I never tried to change back to human, it just happened when the tub distracted me. I said out loud to no one inpaticular, that I would make a geiser happen (water-bending) I focused on the sirface and as I pictured my energy reaching out and grabbing the water, it started moving around. I made waves and a big slaps rise out of the middle, I did the whole thing again. I said out loud, "see that's pretty cool." A womans voice responded, "that is not really a ggeiser, now is it?" Ok I put more focus into bending the water into a real geiser. I worked and looked good; it was about 3 feet high bubbling out of the tub.
She says "Ok, now what does that look like?" I lost focus and the geiser stopped, "it looked like a geiser." She asks, "why would your mind have randomly chose to do that? It is trying to remind you of something, think what it looks like." I made tthe geiser again and realized it looked like the base of an atomic bomb blast. OH! I had wanted to complete one of the tasks of the year, and had choosen to watch the atomic bomb test. Ok, how to go about it? I looked around and most of the scene was just unfilled in, so I tried to imagine what I should see. I knew they had trenches so I tried to some up trenchs with people inside and it started to form. Now, there would be something in the distance every one was looking at, maybe a small tower, plus they had cheap building set up to see the damage. All of these things started to form.
I suddenly was aware of my real lifee body and the pictures started to fade. I had never really to the time to stablize! Darn, I looked at my hands and rubbed my hands across my foore arms, they started to fade. I still felt a dream body so I tried dancing around blind pumping my elbows and knees. That kept me lucid for a few more seconds, but I ended up waking. Dur~4-5 min

Lots of dreams that just rambled on. I remember having trouble getting the light bulb on an over head light to work and twisted them further until they lit. I had been hanging out with old friends and at one point was walking down a hill towards the county fair. In another frag I was trying to find something I had hidden. Just alot of random stuff like that.