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Well, recently i have been having a lot of dreams that are either too personal to make sense or too dirty for the kiddies, so i havent posted much. To make up for this, heres the dream that slaughtered my sanity... enjoy.

This happened about 5 years ago.

The dream began in an old english village. I was with two people who i guess were friends. Throughout the dream, i kept hearing this voice. It would sporadically intensify and become calm... its hard to explain.
"hey. you should GET AWAY NOW GO AWAY JUST DIE AND MAKE IT GO AWAY unless you dont want to. thats okay. THATS OKAY. just make it your priority to escape. ESCAPE WHILE YOU CAN. SHUT UP. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP."

The words are burned into my mind.

While all this was going on, the people i was with were telling me about some "birds" that fly over the village sometimes. The things they described were massive, horrible monsters, whose wings would take up the entire sky.

After they said these things, i heard a rumbling in the distance. The voice in my head raged on and on. All of a sudden, everybody in the village was gone, and it was only me.

Then i saw the birds.

There was only one at first. It was huge. Its wings spanned the entire sky, from horizon to horizon. The rumbling grew louder, and just when i thought my eardrums were going to burst, it passed. I fell to my knees. Then the second one came, in the same manner as the first. After it passed, there was a long silence. After what felt like hours, i heard a rumbling greater than both of the others combined. A third bird came, this one of unimaginable size. As it passed, my head reached a tipping point, as the voice and the rumbling combined were too much for it to take.

Everything disappeared.

In a white void, i found myself laying face down. My mind was opened, and i felt like everybody in the world was trying to talk to me. I let out a climactic scream.

And then i woke up.

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


9th Entry:
Date: 09/09/11
Sleep Times: UNKNOWN

I've been so busy today I wasn't able to right in my dream journal until about now. My drea last night was quite odd...and again, I haven't the time to go into detail about it. In jist, I dreamt I was at a party with some friends. We were havig fun and games until someone invited a clown. Now I myself am not afraid of clowns, but my friend Taylor is. She spent most of the party freaking out about the clown. Now this was one of those dreams that was obviously influenced by the events of the day...as we had begun watching a B-Horror movie called Klown Kamp Massacre after the kids were in bed. However, they took their own twist. The clown opened some sot of door he conjured, and right when I told Taylor there was nothing to be afraid of- suddenly, a legion of clown zombies came through the door! I went into a sort of Scott Pilgrim mode ( a la his fight with Gideon) and began to fight the clowns. However, was bitten and began to turn into one! I stared at my hands in horror as they mutated... However, by slaying their leader I had effectively stopped the curse half-way and by drinking what I think was some sort of magical pop from my friend Taylor, I turned back to normal and awoke.

END ENTRY

Starting at Walmart.

I am at wal mart doing returns... Lame. Everyone is in red vests. I pull up to the front counter and J is working there. I avoid looking at her when I go to put things away, but I can't figure out which blue bins to put away where. i am confused.

"Want a ride home from work?" She asks.

"Umm okay,"


Driving home

The dream fast forwards to me in her car and we are driving away. I have never seen the streets before but they seem familiar? Jamie is driving reckless, almost missing posts and barely avoiding head on collisions.

"Christ, don't kill me!"

"It's okay I'm actually a really good driver, we're safe aren't we?" She brags. I am smoking cigarettes one after the other in seconds flat, every time I finish i throw one out her window and she swerves each time and almost hits something.

"We're not there yet!" I say, and she resumes driving. We pull up to my house.

"hey, How come I can't see your house?" She asks.

"It's right there!" I said. "Oh yeah it must be my inner world house!"

"Oh i've never seen it!" She says.

We get out and I bring her to the barrier. She puts her hand on it and pushes.

"I can't get through!" she says. I walk in and dissapear in front of her. "Wait..." she says and somehow manages to push through. The barrier shatters.

"What did you do J?" I ask. "It's broken.... you broke it... how did you break it?"

"Oops?" She says. Data runs out of the house.

"What happened to the shield?" He asks.

"I don't know, she somehow pushed through the barrier! I don't know how..." I say.

"I'll get this fixed right away."

I hear something and turn just in time to See J being yanked through a portal by a tentacle of some sort.

"I'll be back Data... you handle things here." I said and he nods.

I summon a door and try to focus my feeling on finding J.

Ghetto apartments

I wind up outside something like a run down college campus or apartment complex. I keep running into people i know from Wal mart. I wander the place no really knowing why i am there. I realize this is the same pleace where I had that Who's stalking who dream. i enter the building... Walk up and down flights of stairs trying to figure out what I am doing there.

I run into Kaomea.

"What are you doing here?"

"I was taken here... I saw Asuka here, Sam and some other girl."

"Asuka is here? She was taken last night... you mean she's here?"

"Yes, along with those other girls... they are all in the same cell."

"How come you are out here?"

"I don't know." Kaomea says.

"Can you take me to them?"

"Oh yes of course!" She says. She leads me all over the place.. it's a pretty complicated route but she seems to know where she's going. We arrive. There's a door I can't get past it. someone shoots me with a dart and someone drags me away. They put me in a room and interrogate me.

"How many Asuka twinners are there that you know of?"

"On the dream plane?" I ask.

"Don't play games! how many twinners of Asuka have you met?"

"Two!," I said, "Kaomea and Sam."

"There's one more isn't there?" They ask.

"Not that I know of..." I say, "But hey wait, what does J have to do with this?"

"She was a part of our plan. We foresaw that she was going to your inner world so we planted a bug in her dream body do disable your shields once she was close to it! now we will find out all the secrets about the Asuka twinners from your inner world! They are the key to opening the ascended dimension!" They summon a computer screen and I can see Asuka, kaomea, Sam and J all in the same cell just looking at one another confused. I still have no idea why J was there.

"Oh god. not this again..." I say.

Nomad barges in with a crowd of Dreamers from DV, and other random people, and some people from wal mart. We begin to make our escape.

"Oh asuka is trapped in there!" I say to nomad.

"We'll get her later. Dude your inner world is majorly infested. We have to get all that dark energy out of there. It's also swarming with dream demons."


Infested inner world

We emerge through a portal into my inner world. The place looks like a dark run down crack house. Me and everyone go in. People are partying , shooting heroin and smoking crack. Me nomad, and other dreamers begin kicking everyone out. Suddenly we are attacked. Some zombies and wierd guys with guns keep coming around the corner. Each time we hit them they dissapear into nothingness. They are only phantasmic DCs. but no matter how many we kill, they keep coming back.

Aeona is there, she attacks the phantasms, then attacks one of the dreamers, then attacks the phantasms again... going back and forth.

"Nomad... What's with Aeona?" I ask, "Which side is she on?"

"I doubt that she even knows..." nomad replies.

nomad covers me while I go around the corner to find out where the endless stream of zombies is coming from. I slip out of my deep dream state and everything gets vivid. I am shooting these guys as they come in. they keep dissapearing after they get hit. They are coming from one room, and that room has a hole in it leading to the outside. I see a guy in a hood but he is sparkling with blue energy. He shoots the energy out and it manifests into the Dcs i shoot them, it vanishes, then he makes another. I hear Nomad calling me to leave my inner world. I forget why he wanted to do that.

For some reason I wanted to shave first. I wound up downstairs trying to shave when I woke up

Non-Drean/Comments Dream Lucid

29.12.2010

I am in a place like a school. I enter a basketball court. Everyone is sitting down. I sit down too. A theatrical play is about to begin. A girl starts acting. I hear two girls giggling behind me. I suddenly feel two hands grabing me from my back and they pull me up. I am now standing. In front of me there is a woman, obviously a teacher or something like that.

"What are you doing?!?!?!"
"Get out!"
"What for?"
"GET OUT!!!"
"I want to speak to your supervisor!"
"Are you serious?!"
"Very serious!"
"Very well."

We walk through some corridors and doors and we end up in an office. There is a guy sitting behind the desk.

"What's the matter?"

The woman turns a monitor on and there is a playback from a basketball match replay. The court is the same in which we were before. I can tell because it wasn't an ordinary court. I recognize a some part of the match (i don't now how, there was no match where i was sitting). After that part i don't seem to remember anything from the match i see.

"What hair gel are you using?"
"What does this have to do with it?"
"Oooooh..."

We go outside the office and i see a small counter. It's split into three parts that are named "Class A" B and C. I realize that depending on what you want to take part in, you have to use the equivalent hair gel. So in the basketball court there were both a theatrical play and a basketball match. But the members of each event could not see or interact with the the members of another event in the same place. Yeahh... riiiiight...

"Let me ask you something... What is this place?"
The guy looks at me. I already know... (semi-lucid)
"...I mean except for being a dream..."
I become lucid.
This is not a dream..."
"Well, it is..."

I leave. Someone holds me from my shirt. I call him off but he doesn't leave me. I think that i should look for a E. I see a door and decide to try summon her behind the door. I pull the other guy who is holding me, with me. He finally leaves. As i open the door i just KNOW she 's gonna be behind it. When it fully opens i can she her. She's talking to a girl. She sees me and we hug.

"How are you?"
*Stupid smile*
Uhm... ok... I grab her hand.
"Come on we have to fing J. now!"

She doesn't seem to agree and walks the other way. My vision gets blurry and i wake up.


I managed to summon someone!

Date: 10/09/11
Time: ~6am
Memory Clarity: 8/10
So I'm strolling around my neighbourhood, with a friend I think, and then all of a sudden lucidity! I very much want to drive a car, so I stand near the middle of the road and attempt to grab the door handles and carjack them as they drive by. Understandably, this proves troublesome, especially because a lot of the cars veer away from me, either from trying not to hit me or not wanting to get carjacked, or a combination of both.

I give up on this, and head a bit further up the road, where I see some parked cars, so I try to open them but they're locked. I try too hard and one of their alarms go off. I run off, not too scared though cause I knew it was just a dream. Well, I was fairly certain... I had become worried that it might be real life and the cops were after me, so I checked my right hand and sure enough, a finger was missing and another had a large hole in it, so that the top of my finger was floating off my hand, Rayman-style.

Satisfied with that, I keep heading on down the road and as I come to a corner I think 'Dean is there!' and start shouting 'Hey Dean! Dean!' (Dean's my friend IRL) As I come around the corner there is a child of about age 10, riding a scooter. I shout at him, 'Hey Dean! You're Dean!' and so forth. His face and hair morph to become a fairly good approximation of Dean, however his height was still that of a 10 year old, and that bugged me immensly so I went off. I turned around towards him and in a final 'screw you', I threw a skateboard at him and then kept on going. Around the corner again, was a person the right height, so I morphed him into Dean and said 'Hey Dean! Hey Dean! Dean! Dean! Hey!' to which he responded 'WHAAAAATT!!!!' I took a minute to think of something to say, and decided to ask the meaning of life. So I say 'Hey Dean, what's the meaning of l--' He interrupts me sharply, shouting 'A!!!' (like a multiple choice answer), and I hear the sound of the typical 'wrong answer' buzzer from game shows. As well as this, I see some other friends from school heading down the road towards me, and they had their names floating above them, in the style of World of Warcraft, except their names were red, denoting that they were hostile. The combination of all these things shocked me so much that I woke up.

I'm fairly happy about this, as it is my first proper lucid dream for more than a year! What was strange though was how indistinct my transition to lucidity was. In other lucid dreams, suddenly I'd realise 'I'm dreaming!' and then I'd feel very excited and weightless and light-headed. In this dream however, I was walking around and simply acknowledged, 'yes I'm lucid now' and continued on as ever. Its probably a good thing, as I maintained an extremely good level of control of the dream. It was also very vivid and realistic, hence my worry that it was real life.

Dream fragment 1:
I was walking with my friends Emily and Tori around a town that I didn't recognize. The sun was shining and it felt good. We had to make our way through the large amount of people walking to and from different places, we turned a corner to go down a short alley way and I started talking about the class president speeches that made me not get to eat lunch at the normal time. Tori (the one who thought of the speeches) didn't reply, she said goodbye to Emily and went left towards some more houses after we get out of the alley. Me and Emily go right, we entered a feild of grass that was as short as that on a golfing range, surrounded by trees, a hill, and more houses to the left. Emily made the comment we should go to Sonic and grab something to eat. I aggreed and we headed up a hill, and and I cuts off.

Dream fragment 2:
I walked into a dimly lit room. The floor was made of dirt and even the window had a film of dust on it. As as I am in there I wake up.

Dream fragment 3:
I was outside talking to one of my friends, Dakota. He was sitting in a desk out beside my house telling jokes as usual. The sun was setting so I walked into a shed to use my computer and I didn't want to be disturbed. The shed had no light, and my computer wass next to the door, and is on. The shed had two doors and as I was trying to close the first door and I notice my parents come out of the house, I desperatley try and lock it but to no use. They were seconds away from noticing me.

Dream fragment 4:
I was in the same room as dream fragment 2, same spot and everything, except there were lots of people and a projection on on of the walls, they seemed to be talking about something, and a couple wore some red head pieces, that of which I do not remember exactly what they looked like

I was staying at a REALLY nice hotel. It wasn’t you typical swanky high end hotel, but rather really modern and funky. It had a really chill vibe even though you could tell that it cost a small fortune to stay there. The lobby was massive with giant over sized dark red pillows on the floor instead of couches. There were Persian rugs and waterfalls along the walls. The stair cases were absolutely massive brownish granite and huge pillars were on either sides of each case. I was on something.. acid I think. Beats antique was there along with shpongle. They were all sitting around a hookah and talking casually. I sat with them and we all spoke to each other as if we had known each other for years. I was taking hits from the hookah and was really happy. I told the one massive chick that I loved her belly dancing and that I wanted to learn to do it. She stood up and started to show me her moves. I was fallowing along with her and I was nailing it! Everyone casually clapped for me and I sat back down. After a while I decided that I wanted to explore. I said goodbye to everyone and went on my way. The hotel turned out to be in downtown bellevue and there was a waterfront connected. Suddenly I was accompanied by someone. He is a dream character and not a waking life friend. We were walking around and talking about some adventure that we once had had. The actual conversation is hazy to me. Then I wake.


This was the first TRUE nightmare that I have had in a while. I was on a train. It was super huge, with many rooms and cars. There were really big bedrooms within the train. I apparently was a mother of two young girls. The train was super haunted and we couldn’t get off. Every time we went under these really long tunnels the ghosts would present themselves and the whole train would shake uncontrollably. I was in a bedroom for me and my two daughters. I knew that a tunnel was coming up and that we would see the ghost. I was trying to comfort them and tell them to close their eyes, not to open them NO MATTER WHAT they heard until I told them it was okay to open them again. Then suddenly two little girl ghost appear. They were incredibly real looking and extremely terrifying. They were trying to terrorize my daughters and my daughters couldn’t keep their eyes close. The train shook and me and my two daughters got thrown to different corners of the bedroom. Then the two ghost girls showed their dead selves. They were laying on the ground all chopped up and bloody like the two little girls in “the shinning”. Their limbs were rolling around the cart and their bloody heads were laughing. My daughters were screaming in fear and I was screaming to them to close their eyes, that it wasn’t real, and that it would all be over soon. One of the bloody limbs rolled onto one of my daughters and it looked like she was going to have a heart attack. A mother ghost then flew into the room and at daughter about to have a heart attack. I jumped into the air at her to get her away from her. When I did that all the ghosts turned into a black like smoke and disappeared. The shaking stopped. I swooped up my children to comfort them. I was so frighten I was shaking uncontrollably. I took them over to the bed. We all sat under the covers. I had a strange sense that it was never going to end. That we would never get off the train and attacks like this would keep happening. I decided to try and find a way out. I told the daughters to stay under the covers, for some reason I knew the ghost couldn’t really torment them if they stayed under them. I decided to leave the bedroom and do everything I could to find some possible way off the train. I started to explore. Suddenly the dream shifts. I am no longer a mother, but rather me as how I am today. Allen was suddenly on the train. I see him in a door way. I turn the opposite way of him and saw a revolver starting to float in the air. I started to run to allen screaming. I jump on his back and he starts to run us into another bedroom. He shuts the door and tells me to get under the bed. I do as he says and he fallows me. We are laying there under the bed when the door creeps open. The revolver drops to the ground. We lay there staring at it, not sure what to do. Then it floats up again a little and shoots at us. Usually I would wake up way before this point in a scary dream but I stayed awake enough to see the bullet fly through allen and then tart to hit my arm. I wake up extremely quickly and I was super frightened.

I was at work and for some reason I had decided to leave. Allen and I met us at a really modern movie theater. I had really good feelings towards him but for some reason I wanted some alone time so I told him I was gonna go see a chick flick and that he could go spin the staff and we would met up later. He kissed me on my forehead and said okay. We parted ways. I suddenly realized that I was wearing an EXTREMELY sexy outfit, fishnets, booty shorts, and a sports bra. I looked hot as hell and I could tell that everyone was looking at me. The security at the movie theater told me that I didn’t have to pay and that I could skip the line. I was stoked. I decided to get a pretzel and cheese. I walked into a movie and sat down. It seemed like I watched the whole movie in the matter of two minutes. I have no idea what it was about. I left the theater and decided to walk back to work. I was shocked to see that no one was working and the front doors were open. The place was packed with customers. I got really anxious and started to help people. There was a super annoyed guy waiting in line to get a loan on a gun. I was helping him as fast as I could and I kept calling out for todd to help me .

It happens at least twice a week. I'm dreaming (lucidly or partially lucid) and I'm making out with my extremely HOT teacher. Well now former teacher but still it's really weird.This happens almost anywhere in my dreams but I can't really control it...only sometimes depending on the dream environment and situation. It's getting really annoying & I can't help but wonder if it's from my obsession with him.

I had a dream last nap.

It started at my girlfriend's apartment, where her bedroom was replaced by a lounge with sofas. We were hanging out, surfing our computers when her "cousin" walked in, and my girlfriend introduced us. I tried to engage her but she never really spoke with me, which was weird, so I left the room and saw her puppies - only they weren't actually her puppies. They were two dogs owned by another friend of mine, and a random cat, in this dream they were hers. One of the dogs, Byron, was whining and when I went to pet him, he jumped in the air and snapped his little paw like he was trying to punch me. He continued to whine like he was in pain, it almost sounded like words, so I went back to the lounge in my girlfriend's place and told her that she should take Byron to the vet, because it really sounds like he's in pain. While telling her, I tried to convey the gravity of the situation and it seemed like she got the point. Sitting back down next to her "cousin," I noticed my girlfriend was folding my laundry and her cousin was wearing my sweatpants. As I pointed that out, more people appeared in the room which in my dream, were her "cousin"'s brothers and sisters - which I intrinsically knew somehow. Something just didn't add up, I kept wondering how random people were appearing in her room without anyone else noticing. This is when the dream switched.

I was driving in my car at night, and it seemed like I was lost. To get where I had to be, I had to pass these houses that had tolls in front of them - only the tolls were closed, and odd music was coming from them. Getting kind of freaked out, I backed up and drove to the right where there was an open gate and beyond the gate, a long stretch of dark road with a parking lot on the left and a few cars in it. For some reason, I pulled into one of the parking spaces to gain my bearings. Backing up, I noticed that I was really close to another car - a green car with a young woman driving it. They passed me, and I started driving away. Feeling guilty for almost hitting their car, I backed up and opened my window and yelled out, "Hey! I'm sorry for almost hitting your car…" which then, the people in the car (a woman and two men, one with a mexican accent) addressed me - the man with a mexican accent yelled back to me, "Yeah and you kept blocking us!" getting angry at his seeming lack of consideration for my apology, I yelled out, "What the F***? F*** you!" and sped off. My car was driving slower than usual for some reason, and as I started speeding away I felt guilty again for responding in such a rude manner, until I saw in the distance headlights that could only be them, chasing me.

I lost the dream, and woke up in my bed. The door to my bedroom was open and had a TV pointing straight at my bed. I walked out into the basement of my room and noticed that in the area I usually play video games, there were two tables and four TV's hooked up all playing my favorite video game. I thought this was awesome, someone must have surprised me with three new TV's, only they left the place a mess and I had to clean it all up. Starting behind the couches, I noticed there were a lot of empty potato chip and dorito's bags. Behind them was a "chili set," that is, a box filled with all the things you'd need to make chili, and I thought that was so cool, I'd be glad to make some good chili. So I grabbed it, and walked back through the room…where for some reason, the floor was wet. I opened the door to my bathroom and set the chili box down on the floor to move a TV that had gotten there, and when I picked the box back up, the floor was wet and all the chili ingredients had fallen in the puddle.

Confused, I walked back into my lounge area with the four TV's and considered the possibility of this not being reality, actually being me stuck in a dream, but if I was in a dream and realized it then why hadn't I woken up yet? So I mentally prepared myself to be stuck in a dream for the next few hours, plugged my nose and breathed.

The reality check failed. I was dreaming, and now I knew it for sure. I had woken up inside a dream! I looked around, and all the extra TV's were gone - now there was just only one. I didn't know how much time I had left before I woke up, so I started running and did the first thing I could think of: try to fly. I jumped in the air and flapped my arms like wings. Literally floating in the air, I couldn't break past the ceiling of my house, so I closed my eyes and imagined the cloudy, blue sky. I opened my eyes for a few seconds, still seeing the white ceiling and trying to break through it, so I closed my eyes again and imagined the sky…the sky behind my eyes started turning dark, so I cracked my eyes open to a white ceiling, then closed them again to darkness.

And the next time I opened my eyes, I found myself staring at the white ceiling in my bedroom.

I'm not going to put the colour code in mainly because it was quite confusing, so bear with me if it is.


I dream that I am wondering around my driveway. It's raining really hard, and amazingly, I can
actually FEEL the rain hitting me. I realise I'm dreaming because of how I told myself that I
would lucid dream, and then I became lucid. Straight away, I looked at my hands. This time,
remembering how I couldn't read my right hand, I decided to count both of them properly.
I count about 8 on my left, and about like 9 on my right. Next, I remember what I wanted to do
in a lucid dream, so I get my index finger, and push it gently through my left palm. It feels really
strange, but it actually just slips right through, although it feels like I'm putting my finger in a
hole or something. Then, I say to myself: "WAIT! Before I wake up, let me try and do something
before I wake up" so I realise it's raining, and it's starting to annoy me now, so I try and make it
stop raining. I snap my fingers, and briefly it stops raining...but probably because I can't actually
snap my fingers, soon it starts again. I get pissed off, so I try again but it doesn't do anything.
I go back to my back garden, and I see a blue crate. I try to pick it up with my hands using some
telekienis powers, but it doesn't work. I think that when I try, it lightly moves a little, but then
it just falls back down, also I think it had blue sparks coming off it when I pick it up. I then got
really angry and then lost lucidity, and started another dream which I cannot recall.

I successfully incubated a Bruce Lee dream by watching clips of him right before I went to sleep after WBTB.

woohoo

I am laying in my bed on my back, I am in a very strange frame of mind, I feel pain and pressure in my head, but at the same time, I don't.

Focusing on three points in my head, as if my skull is empty, I grab onto the sensation of pressure and pain, and ride it. Soon, I feel my body separating, my consciousness enters my astral body, and I roll over and get out of bed. I stand up, feeling very stiff, and I turn around, I raise my fists and yell, "YEAHH!" as I realize what I have just done. I see my body doing a similar motion while it is laying in the bed.

everything begins destabilizing, I run at the wall and everything turns white.

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So unreal... I'm still not sure if I was dreaming before and did an OBE during the dream... that's kind've what it felt like, or if the whole thing was a dream... but it was so real... I don't know...

It's just... wow.

Okay, I'm gonna colour code my stuff to let you know when I'm lucid or not:
Dreaming
Lucid Dreaming






I dream that I'm wondering around the test chambers from Aperture Science Laborties, when
all of a sudden I get kicked out of the test chambers and dragged into a Relaxtion Vault. I go to
sleep (in my dream), and wake up in a bed. I fall out of the bed, and can hear two robots arguing
about me. I stand up, and my best friend emerges out from another bed next to me, and starts
talking to me. Believe it or not, I actually start telling him about lucid dreaming, and what it is.
He shakes his head in amazement, and then suddenly we start eavesdropping on the robot people.
After we find out they don't say anything interesting, it suddenly snapped into me that what was
happening; I was dreaming! Which means I was lucid! But, for some weird reason, I told my best
friend that we're dreaming! He's about to say something, when he and the robot completly stop
what they are doing, seemingly waiting for me or my mind tell them what to say. I thought quickly
about reality checks, and I quickly look at my hands. I had, like, 7 fingers on one hand, and what's
weird is that my hands were like, all blurry, I can't really describe it. I almost went crazy. I yelled
"I'M LUCID DREAMING!" "OH MY GOD!" and it was a really suprising experience. That's when I
wake up...in the same dream, back in the bed, and then I completely lose control over myself, and
then my dream takes over from there.

9/9/11

MILD + FA

Recall: somewhat poor

Notes:

Advanced task (control 2/4 elements) complete; basic failed

I woke up in the middle of the night to get some water and I decided to do some mantras while I was going back to sleep. I have noticed it is much easier to focus on the mantras without distraction during WBTBs. Hopefully this is the end of the dry spell.

I don't remember what made me lucid, but I did the nose RC and I could breathe. I am in some building and I start rubbing my hands together. I look down and I see that there are at least two extra fingers jammed into the gaps between the others. So even though my fingers are spread, all the space is filled up by other fingers.

I walk down a white hallway that gently slopes downward. I remembered the tasks so I try to imagine a body of water ahead of me. As I look up, I see the edge of a pool. I round the corner and there is an indoor water park. There are fake trees everywhere and I smell chlorine. I stand next to the shallow end of this pool. I thought I would rather test this out in shallow water. I go to where it is around 1 ft. deep, and I imagine the sensation of stepping forward and feeling solid ground for the water. I step forward and sink. Although I am up to my calves in water, I don't feel wet. I try it again and still sink.

I decided to give the advanced task a try. It seemed easier anyway. I extend my hand and use telekinesis to raise up a string of water. I make it twirl and spin in the air for awhile. Then I wanted to try the fire part. I imagined heat building up in my hand and I trust it forward. I small flame appears but it dissipates quickly. Well that was anti-climactic.

I go for air next. I get in a fighting like stance and try to condense a ball of air. I shoot it forward at some guy and he gets blown back. He gets back up and starts coming toward me. He looks pretty pissed. Good time to try the earth part. But I look around and I'm still in an indoor water park; I can't see any real earth to use. He is getting close so I give it a shot anyway. I fling my hands at him and expect some large rocks to be launched toward him from behind me. No dice. He is within a few feet so I need to attack him the old fashioned way. I jump forward and land one punch to his face; he goes down. Just then, it starts raining large brown boulders. I rationalize that I must have pulled the boulders from far away so it took awhile for them to get there. After like 5 seconds of giant boulders crashing down, it ends. Somehow there is no debris anywhere.

I lose the dream and am in a bed. I try to DEILD, but I realize it is an FA. I get up and stabilize for a bit. I recall trying to fly somewhere, but thats all I can remember.

I'm still feeling the effects of the 1/4 Seroquel. I slept for around 20 hours yesterday and I'm still sleeping the med off today. I think I'm going to give Tylenol PM a try instead lol

I woke up this morning, got the girls off to school, read some here and CNN then I went back to sleep.

My dreams were interesting. In one of them, I lived in a posh neighborhood in a large house. It was a really nice house with a large garage at one end (with 4 doors to get in and out) and a single garage at the other end of the house off the master bedroom. I was with a husband (either my ex or my current) and we heard someone come into the house. I was naked, so I grabbed a sheet and ran for the single garage when we saw someone inside. But the cars were in the other garage, so we snuck around the house and just as we were getting into the car, some man forced his way inside the passenger side door.
He told us we ignored the evacuation order and that we were the only ones left. We HAD to leave. Then we got a birds eye of the neighborhood: Our house was the only one left on a floating island. There was a pond and river nearby and my hubby said the bedrock would last forever and that our house wasn't going anywhere. The man then spoke of a fault line that ran right through that bedrock.
We teleported off the island. I worried about my pets and hoped the man was wrong and that I could return for them.

I don't know if it was that dream or another, but I was flying. I used a bandana to catch the wind. I flew over a large body of water but I wouldn't venture out too far in case the wind died completely and I'd fall.
At one point, I had a large backpack on as well as my fanny pack. I asked myself if I actually needed all that stuff, so I emptied the backpack and took only my car keys.

I dreamed something about my grandmothers house, my grams and my uncles. Don't recall the details though.

I also dreamed something about trying to get back together with my ex-hubby but something always kept us apart. I wanted to stay in WV and he wanted to stay in FL. We were forced to admit we would never be happy with each other.

In another dream... I don't even know where to start with this one lol. I traveled to some ancient time. There were fat, pink creatures and slender blue ones. The blue ones traveled with another creature that looked like a donkey and they were very mean to him. All the creatures spoke. The blue leader gave everyone permission to kick and berate the donkey. The pink leader produced beanies and everyone wore them. The donkey was made to wear his on his butt.
I traveled with the creatures for a while and we came to some ruins that were obviously built by people. They were like the ruins of a modern city. I asked someone we traveled with how that could be possible.

Some time later I was made aware of the donkeys mistreatment and I explained kindness to the blue leader and that it hurt me when they hurt him. They had never considered the donkey actually had feelings.
We were on some stairs when we had that conversation, then we ventured into a wide hallway with an almost secret entrance at one end. I knew we were supposed to avoid it, but we were drawn in anyhow.
Then the dream became even more strange. It was sort of like a video game. The creatures had to fly past a much larder predator while avoiding some bubbling sludge and smaller predators in the air.
Every time I failed to navigate the scene properly and died, I would start back at the beginning. At that point, I was dreaming from the creatures perspective.

>>> The last dream was inspired by reading an article on CNN about an Angry Birds theme park being open in China.
I'm not sure about the rest of the dreams.
Other dream themes were: a basement with dead bodies and being in College but forgetting my classes and failing and having a job but forgetting my shifts and losing it.

Those 3 themes are getting on my nerves. They're recurrent in a way that my subconscious is trying to tell me something. I've told my brain to speak in plain English and forget the symbolism, but for months now my brain has refused to listen. I usually forget most of the context of those dreams upon waking which is vital in deciphering the symbolism.
Oh well, I'll figure it out eventually..