Forgotten dream. Ghostly Vague dream of asuka floating up and down a staircase like a ghost. Must have been her halloween joke. House confusion Me and my dad are trying to drive to scott and Yves house. (which actually turned out to be my inner world house.) We wound up on a street where every house was looking the same. I remember the correct house was on the corner of the street, but my dad entered a different house. I walked in and knew right away it was the wrong house because a few rooms were out of place. We walked around in it for a bit and then went into the backyard when the family of the house was returning. They didn't mind us being there. Shawna was in boy form and entered the yard, telling us the the corect house was on th inner corner. We then followed her into the correct house. Almost lucid i'm in the house and sitting at my computer. I'm looking at the mortal mist forum. Asuka is an old woman and enters the room. Her face gets close to ine and startles me. I still see her as a ghost image. On seeing my reaction, she apologizes and teleports out of the room. I am looking at mortal mist and see vex kitten has writtena fairly long dream for once... something in the dream prompts me to RC. I do a nose pinch but it fails. I was going to try another RC but woke up. Yeah Vague sex dream... and the way i like it too. Poison plants I'm in my house and notice an extremely poisonous plant sitting on the counter. It's just left there and no one's around. I think whoever put it there was careless, and since it's a dream... I should get rid of it. I wasn't lucid and ate the plant knowing it was a dream. I can't die permenantly in dreams anyway...
Kept having dreams about seeing the sunrise. Also had some weird dream where I saw how Susanne Summers murdered someone. She threw scorpions on the guy, stabbed him in the neck with a stick several times, and then shot him in the head twice. Some other being came up and she started firing at it....turned out to be some kinda imagination she had in her head giving her the next mission. I turned the channel and there was this weird sport going on that was a combination of basketball soccer and tennis...depending on which balls came out of this machine. Some guy was wearing a spider costume with a suit over it....pretty much everyone was silly.
Ah, so I finally decided to get off my ass and start up a dream journal. I can't clearly remember a dream for today (last night?), so I thought I'd post my very first lucid, accomplished about 25 days after my first attempt via DILD. I am walking down a street, when suddenly I get the urge to reality check. Doing so proves to me that I am, in fact, asleep. I force myself calm and rub my hands, having heard that hand-rubbing is a nice way to increase clarity. At the time, I was really interested in the concept of Dream Guides, and decided to set off to find my own. I decide to head back home, to see if perhaps my guide was there, ya'know, chilling. So I pop open my door and, holy crap the place I emerge into is my house, but turned into one big party. Yeah, weird. Flashing colored lights, blaring music, tons of people. I look around and see the crazy variety of guests, from strange pumpkins to green cyclopses to regular people. I look up and see an odd pumpkin flying near a disco ball. Strange. I yell "DREAM GUIDE! ARE YOU HERE?!". I look back down and see a familiar looking man in a blue jumpsuit. Long brown hair, blue eyes. I realize in a strange joy; It's motherfucking Russel Brand There he was. My DG. A respected comedian. I was overjoyed. A bit of a blank here, but then it resumes. There we where. Me and Russel, walking down a road at night. I remember him talking about the cruelty of the world, and we exchanged opinions. Another blank. I seem to be back at my house, minus the party. However, it seems we're moving out, so me and Russel help out in the moving a bit. Carrying boxes, we're walking down a path that I recognized leads to my house in real life. I suddenly remember, hey I wanna fly. So I talk to my DG and he teaches me how to fly. He's very cooperative, I notice. So he gives me an odd pair of shoes, (that looked a lot like the hover boots from zelda) with some strange triangles tucked inward at the sole. The boxes seem to have vanished at this point. I kick them on, and do as Russell says and with a sound like an unseathing sword, two sharp triangles pop out of the bottom. He explains they are hover boots, and that they're great for begginers. It was such an odd feeling, like balancing on a skateboard while hovering high in the sky. It was an amazing feeling. Sadly, the dream began to fade at that point and I promptly found myself on my bed, which a few RCs proved real. The whole ordeal lasted around 15 minutes, and was a bit foggy, but passable. And THAT, my friends, was my very first Lucid Dream. THE END. Hopefully a decent dream for tomorrow.
nope no dream recall tonight
I'm hanging out with a computer club from a made up tv show. There are two guys, two girls, and me. We get involved in a game that involves sneaking around and killing people. While we're pursuing our first target, the guy who's leading our group informs me that one of the girls in our group likes me. We violently kill our first target and the blood spatters onto my command and conquer poster, which is on the ground for some reason. I find a towel to wipe it off. The leader and I hide under some stairs, and he tells me that another girl likes me, although this time he's aware that I'm not interested because I already like a girl. I wonder if the girl he refers to is the same as last time, and decide I'll check the show's wiki page later for the names. I leave them and run off to mcdonalds to see the girl I like in real life. I try to catch up to her on the way, but am aware that I'm always slightly behind due to frequent shifts of perspective from me running to her running. I call her cell phone and we try to arrange a meeting by the entrance. I notice some explosives being set by the drive through and get into a confrontation with a gang. They start chasing after me. She nearly runs into them as well but narrowly avoids them. The person setting up the explosives loses the detonator and starts running with me from the gang. I see the girl and tell her to run away because there are people chasing after her. She leaves while I turn to the person who set up the explosives. We're about to part ways, but I tell him that I'll only give him the detonator, which I somehow obtained, if he gives me keys. I need them to remove a single handcuff that's on my arm and something else that's affecting the girl. We make the trade and I pocket the three keys for later on. I find a newly made narrow, white tunnel in the direction the girl ran off. I start crawling through it. As I do so I have visions of her at the end of a corridor. Two people are wearing white clothes of the kind worn by patients at a hospital. One of them is bloodstained and is holding a knife, laughing while the other begs for their life. It's the same scene as when Hallelujah escaped from the research facility in Gundam 00 and went crazy. I'm aware that it's her memory and she's one of them, although I don't know which one. I reach the top and see her standing in front of a window crying. I apologize, telling her that I shouldn't have done/said whatever made her mad and shouldn't have been mean to her.
I am everywhere... in so many dreams... too much light and dark energy flowing through me out of balance... it pulses... First I vomit light energy, then dark energy I slow the frequencies down. I explode with a surge of light, and am a million atoms which are suns. I feel my electrons dance and sing with sentience. I feel at once confused, terrified, and amazed. I am me again. I am Pan. I am on Urth. I am watching my Pan-self from a dream a year ago with Raven. I am on a mountain... the humans come... I stop them first pushing a huge boulder on to the road, then with a foot stomp which creates an earthquake, then I make earth spikes come up... I watch the dream progress. don Juan appears. [I]Now you see the importance and pointlessness of everything. Everything in the universe is one thing, therefore all of existence, all matter, non-matter, energy is all in one single point. There is no time, there are no dimensions. We are all aspects of the same one god universe thing perceiving itself in different ways. And yet, All is infinite, therefore everything exists. I hope you are finally beginning not to understand. Stop trying to understand everything, and just accept things for what they are. You can deliberately choose which dream you want to perceive. You are not living a certain amount of lives. You are living an infinite number of lives. Therefore it is impossible to perceive all your existences and all your dreams simultaneously because your mind is finite, though your existence is not. You chose before you were born your perception and your form. So, no go with it, and relearn the lesson I taught you last lifetime.[/I] I focus on one perception. Don Juan is now a fox, and I am a hare. We are in a dry scrubland between a desert and a forest. "You are not going to eat me are you, Mr. Fox?" "No, boy. You are too big. We are the same size. Or are we?" Don Juan grows large and grotesque. I cannot look away. His flesh begins to rot, and worms crawl in his giant fox-man body. His mouth opens and forms a black hole. I summon a huge silver dish cover, and cover him with it. I lift it up, and he is a live suckling pig with an apple in his mouth. Tears of blood drip from his left eyes. He whimpers softly. "Don't you eat me!" I feel revolted yet fascinated, then suddenly insane. I turn into a werewolf. "I will eat you, little pig little pig in a most decrapitatious way! HHAHA!" I summon a fork, and dig into his flesh. It tastes like kalua pig. Where I dug into him, there is blood, but after I dig it out, it's fully cooked. He makes his hooves into jets and flies away. A giant flyswatter comes down from the sky and swats us both. There is a big black lady that looks like a cartoon, with the face of don Juan mixed with a demonic Cheshire cat. I turn into a Pan action figure. STOP TORMENTING ME, YOU ASSHOLE! Don Juan opens a portal, and jumps through. I follow him. We are in a dungeon. There is a man being tortured. It's me. He is being whipped, chained to a stone wall. The man with the whip has the head of a bull on. I kick him in the back, breaking his spine, and the bull head flies off. The man is me. I shoot astral tentacles at both me's. I absorb them into me. [I]That's not what you are supposed to do![/I] I am tired of your shit, shaman! All your puzzles and riddles and crazy games, all your bullshit. I am all done with you! Fed up! Stop trying to make me doubt my actions. I don't care if I am not aware of the physical state, or if you are some type of dream guide or some awesome dead guy blah blah blah.... I only had those stupid IB dreams when guess what? I had them when I was reading your book. You think you know everything about dreaming. [I]That would be Carlos that thinks he knows everything about dreaming. You see he took what I said, and expounded upon it, and perceived me in his own way. What he did not realize was that I was referencing a very specific world that is not universal to all dreaming, but it is a path that he had chosen for himself. Just as hallucinogens were necessary for one such as him to be inducted into the wayless path, his perception of the dream plane, a very abstract one was necessary for him to understand dreaming. But, what he did not understand was I was teaching him a perception that was to be for him alone. Other may perceive it similarly, but not so universally as he so egotistically thought. Carlos was always fascinated by a new experience, even if it was an old experience forgotten, but never understood the true purpose which is to perceive energy not as its truest form, but it's purest form, which is this:[/I] Everything changes into colored energy.[I] Now you see me for what I am, a dream character of Carlos Castaneda. It is true that I am real. It is also true he met me in waking life. But, I have no physical form. He was awake when we met because of the hallucinogens he took. He had many dreams and many drug trips that were so real, they were memories to him, which of course, they are. He had dreams taking drugs, and when he was on a drug, he would take another drug in his head, in the drug trip. I am at once a sentient entity, a collection of thoughts and projections based on plant experiences and the energy of a multitude of dreamers. But, at my core I am a creation of Carlos Castaneda, yet I am real. [/I]
fragment Talking to a girl. She asks me when I lost my virginity. I answer and ask her the same. Then I realize how flirtatious she is and move in to kiss her. To my surprise, she pulls me down to lay on top of her. Coitus ensues. fragment Another sex dream, but I can't recall any details. Lucid Donuts Method DILD (absurdity) This was in my last sleep cycle. I'm laying on a bed. On and around the bed are a bunch of coworkers. I have the impression that we are on a work retreat near the beach. They are talking about the company's goals and culture. There is a box of donuts on the bed that people are eating. Chris is typing at a laptop and asking for people's opinions. He turns to me, but I'm more interested in the donuts. As I reach for a donut, I realize that I am not in my own bed, these people shouldn't be here, and I shouldn't be eating donuts. I am lucid for just a moment and then wake up.
Lucid Non-Lucid 1. Sex and drugs. I was at a picnic thing and in my back pocket there was a packet of drugs. Suddenly we were busted by the cops but our belongings were not searched as they were rookies. Later, I went back and found my 3 pairs of shorts - 1 of them being the one with the drugs. Later I was in a uni with 3 huge rooms and people were sitting down getting ready to watch a video that was playing. I walked right through it - not having any intention to watch it. I then walked onto a field were there was a lot of water. I remember doing a slide. 2. Club sign-up at a festival. Walking through a tunnel with 3 large sheets. I walked under the 1st one and over the other 2 and went to see S again. S was at a table and there were a lot of people signing up to her club. I walked around and saw her but she did not see me. I moved on and there was a boy trying to get a hand-held game off of another boy. He said he had a crush on him. I was able to get it off of him and I played with it a while. 3. I was in a group of 3 maybe 4 people and we were going towards a tower. We reached it and managed to destroy it and then moved onto the next one. When we reached it I saw a lot of people walk out from the tower and one of the group members became busy talking to someone with horses. 4. I was in a public toilet when 3 girls walked in. They started using urinals like a guy would. They looked at me and warned me how dangerous the toilets are and showed me a gun that they had. Finally they left and 2 other guys came in.
Ordinarily, I don't write down non-lucids here, I just keep those in my physical dream journal. But a rather interesting non last night. It's a slight sign that I've been playing too much Minecraft, as I started out in a desert-esque biome, I move to a snowy, mountainous region. I do a bit of digging, but the interesting thing was when I tried climbing a particular incline. Just absolutely gusting wind, pressing against me. I remember being kinda blown away by it (Metaphorically, and ALMOST literally.). So I head down and notice a cave. Inside a little ways was a VERY large open cavern, the cave continued on for awhile further beyond my sight. The large cavern wasn't lit at all, but I could still see kinda. There were these metal power boxes, that I searched as if they were chests. I search them all, nothing was inside. So I'm fiddling with my inventory, trying to place down a torch to see better. I then turn around and see this dark (Minecraftily blocky) figure jump down off a power box and scamper out of the cave. It scared the ever living bajesus outta me, in a way I don't often get scared in dreams. Frikkin' Id. Dream ended. As for the lucid, I was in a fancy looking house, talking with an older lady. My cat was there as well, as I had to clean up some of his vomit. >=\ Things are a bit shaky after that, I didn't exactly write down the dream right when I woke up... Frikkin' sleeping pills... But I know I somehow ended up on a rooftop garden. I think I just randomly decided to RC (I don't even remember what kind, but I'd assume it's my usual nose breathe.) and then grab the nearest thing. It happened to be a small duck topiary. As I'm looking at it, it turns into an actual toy duck. This clears things up quite a bit. I notice a small picture or painting with a swirly pattern, I'm somehow drawn to it, thinking I could use it as a portal. I get pretty close to it but nothing happens so I just leave it be. I decide to summon my subconscious, Elly, via the 'turn around expecting' method. It works! Though she's wearing some kinda green robe and a mask that is either a smiley or a kodama or Arakune type mask. I greet her and approach, I ask if she can take off her mask, she does and she has ear-length rainbow hair and firey red eyes with very black pupils. None of this bothers me though, I talk with her a bit. She doesn't say anything, which is pretty typical. Soon after, I wake up. Again, not untypical. =\ Though interesting, I didn't accomplish any of my November goals while lucid. Ah well, the more time I have with Elly, the better I think.
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Didn't dream anything yesterday, only got a few hours of sleep. I did have two fragments last night. And Monica told me I spoke in my sleep, apparently I had said to her: "Fatty, fatty, fatty, fatty, fatty!" Haha I'm such a nice boyfriend. 05.15: Fragments *I'm playing wow. It's a virtual reality game and I meet this Chinese girl. She's selling a "Veez". It's a creature from a book I'm reading. I tell her something and she tells me to "Fook off!" *Monica is on the balcony and she's shaking. Crying and moaning about how sucky her life is. Amount of sleep: 7½ hours Food before bed: 1 x 100 mg B6, 2 x Omega-3 That's it! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
I am in a swamp. There is a cave behind me. There is also a man with me. I start walking to the swamp, but notice a snake. I jump back from it, but there's another snake. The man says the snakes are his pets. I go to the cave. There is a giant bee in there (I watched the futurama episode 'The Sting' recently, the bee was like the queen of the bees in it). I think she said to me that she is tired of communicating with dancing (the bees do it in the episode) even though she has six butts. I walk in the cave for a while. I think there were some people with me, possibly people from Futurama. I exit the cave. There are people in front of me. They are fighting. I try to assist them, but they get driven into the cave. I am in our car. I remember I haven't done my biography homework and that I have lost my book (I actually haven't had done my geography homework, luckily the dream helped me remember). We are going somewhere on a ferry. I check my watch. There's still plenty of time before it leaves. I head to the city. On the way I see two of my friends. I creep behind them and quote from the biology book: "And then the (I can't remember the word, but it was an insect of some sort) goes to the female and fertilizes it". Another of them jumps into the air as if I would've shouted "boo", then starts laughing. "What the heck?" he asks. "It's from the first biology course", I answer. Another one of them, I can't remember which, jumps and balances himself on our shoulders by his arms. I leave them. I see a boy. He has balanced himself on a broom, leaning on a wall, so that his feet are touching the wall, like he'd be brooming the street, standing 'on' the wall. I can't remember precisely what happened next, but I remember that he bent himself into an even more impossible position and jumped off the wall (he was at about 3 meter's height) doing a flip on the way. "That's some crazy, awesome parkour, I think and continue towards my destination, with a smile on my face. Soon I see a book shop. I go inside and ask the bookseller if they have any high school biology's first course books. He says that he thinks they don't have any. He checks the shelves and says that they indeed don't have any. I leave the shop. It's dark already. I take out my mobile phone for light. There's a large sandpit in front of me. I try to cross it, but it feels like im walking in mud. I remember that there's an old woman living in the highrise behind me. Finally I manage to stumble off the other side of the sandpit. I check my watch. Still half an hour till the ferry leaves. I go to the car and sit on a backseat. I notice that my little brother's driving. He says he hopes that his student licence will pass for a driving licence. I get afraid that it doesn't, but my mom wakes me up.
Just one, short dream from last night. I was back at school and there was a big party planned for later. I had just woken up and found some beers in the dresser when my friend walked in and started telling me about this girl that was going to be there. We walked outside and into my backyard. I saw some more of my friends and there was a big party going on at my neighbors house. A did a line of dream coke and that was apparently the last of it. A friend got made and start pushing me and calling me a 'dick'. I slammed him up against the fence. Another friend grabbed me and calmed me down. End.
I dreamed that earthquakes had rattled the Earth. My city had been hit hard. My family had been packing our things. There were special shelters that everyone was going to. That's why we were packing. We dropped off some stuff at the shelter. Next we came back to the apartment to get more things. I remembered I left some things upstairs. I proceeded up. "Hey!" my brother shouted. "Don't go upstairs! The floor will give away!" I got pissed. So, while my brother and Dad weren't watching, I ran away. I arrived at Lauren Mckown's(DS) house(never actually been there). She was doing endurance training. She let me join in. My phone began to ring. "Hello?" I said. "Angelo?" it was Dom, my brother. "Where the hell are you?" "I'm doing endurance exercises at Lauren's house." "I'm coming over and I'm gonna kick your ass!" I hung up and warned Lauren. We got some dual fighting sticks. I hid, and Lauren stood in the open to serve as a decoy. Dom entered. He kicked the hell out of Lauren! I came out and hit him with the stick. Then, he kicked my ass! He left us. Then, my friend Victor(DS) called. He said a dance was going on at the shelter. I wanted to ask Lauren, but I was too nervous. So, I tried pity. "Too bad I don't have anyone to dance with." The pity was beginning to work, but then, my Dad woke me up.
This is only a fragment and i didnt really want to write it down. This is my first time using something on this site and i would like to get better at lucid dreaming so i figure i should right down everything i can. My memory is coming back in at running for my life from a bunch of aliens that i cant see. There are several other people with me that i cant remember specifically. There were a lot of sensors that, when tripped, turned on a bunch of bright lights and caused me to be discovered. (I think the lights are taken from the movie I Am Legend which i just watched over the weekend.) the scenery reminds me of war trenches over a big battlefield but with much more grass. i finally get inside a building and go up to the second or third floor. (the journey up those floors i cannot remember though.) the building is not an exact copy of the church i just renovated in real life but the rooms are VERY similar. so, naturally , i start pulling all the stuff off the walls so i can renovate the room. a person from my high school marching band was there whom i never speak to. she seemed to be working for the aliens and watching over my work. i remember the step of pulling out nails that were in the wall after i had ripped something down, and i had all the nails in my hand. i could feel the nails. the room next door i had to renovate to but for some reason i wanted to run away or hide the room from her. so when she went to open the door i said it was locked. so she went out into the hallway and around the other side to another door. i quickly stepped in the room and found it renovated also.(just like how the setup is at my church.) then i went over to the door and made a screeching noise to scare the person and not want them to open it. she came back around and said we shouldnt do that room because theres something in there. that was the end of that. right before i walked into the hallway i grabbed something next to the door. it looked like cotton candy. (tasted like it too). then one of my other friends said oh do you like my cotton candy unicorn? then she got into a conversation with another person there who claimed she left there subs in the car... my friend said, i didnt know they were in there! as the other person said you could smell them! which led to her greatest quote of my dream. oh i didnt know, i thought it was one of my "well developed farts." haha then i think i woke up or lost memory of it. there was much more dreaming before this one but i woke up in between and i cant remember. i do remember that it was an amazing and really long dream though. if i remember it through out the day ill make sure i write it down. if there is anything wrong with how i posted or anything of that sort, please let me know. i'm new and couldnt find any type of formatting. i also wanted to get the dream down before forgetting it early this morning. thanks if anyone reads this
I spoke to one of my gurus about my lucid dreams and he gave me some new directives, so I might have to change my commitment to the ToTY, ToTM and RPG's tasks, 'cause I need to be full-time focused on the tasks he gave to me. My teacher also told me to relax and not to be so obsessed about having lucids every night and to once in a while not even care about recall - just sleep. He realised my excitement about LDs and shared dreams and the whole shebang and he said I was getting too amused with my dream experiences. The objective of my dream practice is not to develop a whole alternative life, but simply to train the mind to realise it's only in a dream and to carry it on to awaken life. He told me to whenever I become lucid, just sit and medidate. I was not happy about it, but I know he is right, so I will do that as much as possible. Flying and sending laser beams from my 3rd eye and meeting other LDers is fun, but my goal is enlightnement, so I must not get stuck on fun.
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