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25.07.2010

Adopting a dog (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A normal night. Nothing to point out. Four dreams, two of them fragments.

First:

- Adopting a puppy.
- I could see the picture of the puppy.
- A 7 years old girl was petting the puppy.
- She wanted to straighten the puppy's hair.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

i'm wondering why no one comments on my dreams and then i see that this one has a rating of one star. harsh? it's my dream, i wrote it clearly and it's kind of funny. but people basically hate it??? i didn't make it up, it wasn't even lucid so i didn't control it at all. so people don't like the dream that i had. there's really nothing i could do to have made them like it, it just happened. so i'm thinking this sucks and then i realize: what the heck am i trying to get out of this anyway? keeping a dream journal on here is a waste of time. i'm still going to comment on other people's and continue to make posts about questions i have in the forum as well as comment on other people's threads but this dream journal stuff seems pointless. unless someone can tell me something i don't know about it? but i don't think so. i think that if you want to feel that other people enjoy what you dream then good luck trying to have dreams that make comprehensible and exciting stories. i'd be willing to bet that some of the more fantastical dreams on here are at least partly made up for entertainment and not dreamed at all. how else do you explain that the majority of people's dreams on here are fragmented stories that don't flow like a short story and then a small percentage are epic, well written novellas? i really don't think we should be rating them at all, it is a dream "journal" it's not like you're making up a story to impress people. you're writing down what happened in your brain last night. it would make sense to rate them if they were all short stories or something because then there would be a depth of quality of writing and story creation. and please don't say i'm being touchy. i don't have my feelings hurt. i really just noticed that i'm wasting my time on here. even if i became number one dream journal guy, is that going to help me with anything??? no it's not. maybe if my social life outside of here was really bleak, but it's not so... the rating system just kind of made me open my eyes to what i'm really doing here: i've been posting my dreams and hoping people would like them!
after feeling slightly sad that people didn't like today's entry made me realize how ridiculous it is to care about this at all. my dream journal is a blank book next to my bed that i sometimes transfer to this site. the one next to my bed is a tool to develop my lucid dreaming skills and i now realize this one was just hoping someone would think they were cool.

however almost all the forum posts i've made about dreaming topics or induction techniques have been very helpful in building knowledge about the subject so i love this site and will continue to make and post on threads in the forum!

All I can remember from this dream are key words:

salespeople. I was a salesperson. I wrote down, I was mom.
Sherri.
Alex friend, houses.
college.
running, a ball, kickball.
Lindy, stretching.
A man, visiting.
felt on display, I was laughing, I felt powerful,
I felt good. But I felt like it wasn't real and was fake.
Then I felt jealous of A.
Everyone seemed to like her.
prom dresses, houses.
Mary Beth P. was helping me pick out prom dresses, hand me downs.

Then, another dream from a nap which I can't remember now. 8 PM upon wakening.

Ok first of all like two days before this nightmare occured I was working very hard out in a field hauling square bails with my step dad all week. I came back home to my house and then my friend wanted me to stay the night with him and play MW2 so I did and went to bed at like 12 I fell asleep on the floor.

To me it felt so real
Out of no were I wake up and I am boxed inside square bails and I am freaking out big time and trying to get out pushing and pushing but nothing works I turn around and there is a window so I go up to it and look out of it and start banging on it trying to get out and I am fixin to start crying lol I dont cry much but it was very scary. Then I look to the left of the window and a sprite bottle is sitting there then I realize that its just a bad dream and everything just goes away and I am looking out my frinds widow like a retard banging on it and he says dude what are you doing and I said I have no clue it was a bad dream and I told him whaty happened sooo thats it.

07/25/10

Despicable Me is mentioned. I should see that movie one of these days.

I remember talking to a group of DCs, but I see the whole conversation from a far-away 3rd person POV. Part of the conversation:

"Like a riot don't need order!"

"...are you quoting Billy Talent?"

Wake Up Calls. Scare Factor: 1.

Note: Another night with a lot of goals and not a whole lot of progress. My goals included training with Vegeta, bringing MoSh, Asuka, and Mzzkc to this training session with Vegeta, telepathically calling Pablo to come, viewing a dream MoSh had with don Juan, a DDO dream with Tigress, TotY… the list just goes on and on and on and on… Tonight I was successful at slipping into a WILD, which was helpful, and my first dream is that WILD…

I was in my own inner world, at the location right outside of Vegeta's house. Vegeta was right near me, looking at me strangely. He said he had expected there would be people with me tonight, which is what I had said before I went to bed. Vegeta reminded me that MoSh and Asuka were no doubt waiting to be picked up, as was Mzzkc, and Pablo had just wanted me to contact him telepathically to see if the connection worked and maybe if he could get in here. The easiest thing to do would be to send a telepathic signal, or it seemed like the easiest thing to do, so I focused on sending a signal to Pablo, a telepathic signal, "Hey, Pablo! This is Raven, you're dreaming! Remember this dream!" I repeated the signal a few times, focusing on it as best as I could until I heard Serena's voice say I looked constipated and she had a tea for that… so my last message to Pablo consisted of, "Hey, Pablo! This is Raven, you're… constipated? WTF?" It turned out Serena had just been making fun of the look of concentration I'd had on my face. So next I opened a portal to MoSh's inner world and went through it to bring him and Asuka back.

I stepped out of the portal into the usual spot where I enter MoSh's inner world, the place right in front of his house. I went over to the house and looked at the door, I was about to knock on it when it opened and a worried looking MoSh came out. He said something was wrong with Asuka, she was still not acting like herself. I said to Mosh, that after what she went through it might take a while and more healings before she was completely ok… MoSh didn't answer, he just pointed into the house towards the stairs and said Asuka was shut in the bedroom and wouldn't come out. I went upstairs. There was one door closed at the end of the hall, which was where I went. MoSh was right behind me, he knocked on the door and said Asuka's name, saying she needed to come out. I hadn't expected her to, but Asuka came right out. She looked rather tired, but otherwise ok. MoSh wanted to know what she had been doing in there, why hadn't she answered him before, he had been worried about her… She didn't really say much. Ok… go back to my inner world, heal Asuka, and then training with Vegeta… no… before training with Vegeta was the going to get Mzzkc… I had to make sure I didn't forget anything. I opened the portal and the three of us went through it… I wondered about the kids, but I didn't get a chance to say anything. I figured Data was with them.

All three of us stepped out of the portal in the meadow that surrounds Vegeta and Serena's house. Asuka sat down in the grass and started picking wild flowers that were growing around her… then she shredded them into a pile of purple and green mess… then she ate some of it, made a face that told me the stuff was all kinds of disgusting, and spat it out before trying again to eat the stuff with the same results. She picked up some more of the plants and looked to be about to try eating them yet again, but she was distracted by a fluffy red fox jumping around in the grass. She stopped playing with the flowers to watch the fox playing around, then the fox came over to her and climbed into her lap where she started petting it. The fox responded by curling up in a ball on Asuka's lap and purring. Hmmm… cat purrs have a very theraputic effect, do fox purrs also have that effect? Seems like it would.

While Asuka was stroking the softly purring fox, MoSh and I were doing healing spells. Basara showed up very soon and joined in, merging his song into mine and the one MoSh was playing, all three songs somehow came together in a perfect melody. Golden energy filled the meadow, golden energy mixed with some blue and white energy, all centered on Asuka, who still had a purring fox in her lap. The energies swirled around Asuka, all flowing into her. Asuka was smiling, she seemed a lot more relaxed now.

The healing spell ended, and I walked over to Basara. I had been wondering if there was a possibility that I wouldn't be able to heal someone's heart because I have dark energy that I'm using. Basara actually laughed at that idea. He said he had learned enough about dark energy to know that wasn't even vaguely impossible unless I wanted it to happen or the dark energy was unstable and I got consumed by it. He told me I worry too much, so relax or the stress would be what might interfere with my healing. Hmmm… was I just being paranoid again? Most likely.

I remembered my goal of meeting up with another user from Dreamviews, BlakeE45. I had agreed to meet him near the koi pond in the biodome, so that was where I headed now. I also was supposed to retrieve Mzzkc… I would check for BlakeE45 and then go look for Mzzkc… My portal exited right next to the koi pond. I sat down on the bench for a while after I saw that there wasn't anyone there. My mind drifted away as I watched the fish. At this point the dream fades out, though I'm not sure if it ended or if I just don't remember any more.

Baking:
I was baking at my store. I just took out a large amount of rings only to discover that there is some already made.

Thoughts: Didn't have much time to try to recall the rest

Odd House:

I was in a house in a dark room. The room was somewhat like a maze, but, a very small one and very easy as well. There seems to be an elephant after me and I'm trying to hide from it. I find a small place in the maze where I can hide but still see the elephant. I had a pillow with me which I used to hit him. If I recall correctly, I kept him looking towards my direction and sneaked out the other side and out into the lit corridor. I ran into a room which had some stuff from my parents. It had two of everything, one being something similar to a small telescope far as I recall.

Thoughts: Probably the result of watching two action movies that day, but, c'mon an elephant chasing me?

Car:
I just recall being in a car with my mom.

Thoughts: Seems that I'm in somewhat of a dry spell recently, hopefully it'll pass in a couple of days

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The notes for this log was taken two days ago, as I have had not been able to update my log since then.

Anyways, I see that I jotted down something about going on a safari or something. I have no recall what it was about whatsoever.

__________

In this dream I travel to Iraq with some people I know, and meet up with a bunch of people that were related to my friends somehow. When we get there, three extremely attractive middle eastern women greeted us at the hotel we were to be staying at for the night.

Our place we were staying at looked like a suite, and was extremely beautiful. The three ladies turned out to be staying in the same room as we were, and I was excited needless to say. We flirted with them for a while until we all went to bed, or so it seemed like.

The next morning we were in the middle of this open coliseum type of thing where the ladies told us we would witness some of the launches of a new aircraft that the Iraqis had recently built. Sure enough, after standing there waiting for a while, we saw what looked similar to the United States space shuttle launch up into the air. Then an airplane looking aircraft swooped in and hooked it with this hook thing that was on it's nose. All of a sudden both ships began to fall in the distance.

"Oh no, look like it failed." One of the women stated to us as we stared at what was happening.

Fast-forward: It becomes night time, and the three ladies, myself, and my friends are running home from gun fire in the streets of Iraq. I eventually lose sight of my group I was with and I start to panic a bit.

Driving right next to me in the street was a big yellow school bus. Then, all of a sudden two school buses pull in front and in back of the bus that was driving next to me. Men dressed in all black and carrying sniper rifles and assault rifles opened fire at the driver in the now trapped school bus. I keep thinking to myself that they do not want to kill me, that they are killing people that I have nothing to do with.

I kept running and running until the gun fire had completely ceased, and it was hazy after that.

Fast-forward: The following morning I am in the same stadium I was in before (where I watched the mysterious air craft launch), except I am there to watch a football game between two Iraqi teams. For some reason I am on the field and the game never starts, and some huge creature appears and is eating citizens who are standing with me in the middle.

Note: Felt like I was in Iraq, or in my dream, for three days. This is most likely due to my mind fast forwarding time.

Another night and I couldn't remember a single dream. I was up pretty late, didn't sleep enough, and I was drinking a little bit...But it's disheartening.

I found myself waking up in a maximum security prison cell in the future. I took on the role of an assasin wanted across the galaxy for multiple murders. A man in the cell next to me does something to make the energy field on my cell door stop working long enough for me to escape. I run through the prison floors and kill the guards before searching for some food to bring on my escape. All i find is fruit loops and dog food. Two armed guards find me and chase me to a hanger in the large prison. i Break the guards knees (and for some reason feel bad for it) and escape from the prison on a hover bike across the endless ocean surrounding it.

Last night I remember waking up only once, at four in the morning, and i was on and off sleeping until I had to get up at five for work.

And I only remember a fragment of a dream.

I go downstairs to get ready for work and my dad is making me coffee, just like he said he would. I grab a mug out of the cupboard and take the karaf out of the machine. Water immediately begins spewing out of the machine and I try to plug it up with the karaf (yea, i don't see how that would work....) and my dad rushes over to help me as well. I'm all wet.

July 25, 2010

Fuhrer Bradley (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I watched full metal alchemist last night which is why I had this dream. Spoilers if you havn't watched that show! I was a lieutenant general in the army in the show Full Metal Alchemist. I was at my home which for some reason was filled with other officers doing work. Me and two others know that Fuhrer Bradley is a humunculous. We were going to try and kill him. He went out to my pool and went for a swim. We all stood around the pool. When he went under I said now is the time. One of them used alchemy and made his leg catch on fire even though it was under water. He put it out and it didn't seem to hurt him. He came up and I tried to make him burst into flames I became slightly lucid here I failed and thought I'm tired of all this not being able to focus on this stuff. He went back under and swam towards me. When he was right besides me and a few feet under I imagined him exploding so I focused on it and made him explode first in a big ball of flames but then a bloody mess with body parts everywhere. I said we did it and looked down and he was climbing out of the pool completely fine. He brought us inside no longer wet and in uniform lol I just now noticed how that doesn't make sense. He told everyone that we had done something, with a smile on his face. Someone said they would like to see me and Bradley told me to go. I went into my dining room where the person had asked for me was. I became fully lucid and realized I had nothing to fear but it wouldn't be an easy fight to get out of here. I destabilized and instead of rubbing my knee I lied down on the ground and closed my eyes, hoping for a false awakening where I would be fully lucid and not have to worry about fighting all these people. But I lost lucidity and can't remember what happened but I do know I had several very long dreams over the next two hours. One was about being at karate, one was slightly lucid about using fire ball attacks.