#480 - WILD/DILD - 4:38AM After some time of trying to WILD (about and hour), I feel as if I am sitting more upright that I should be in the recliner. I feel as if my head is bobbing forward and to the side like I am consciously falling asleep. I worry about the headset falling off, but I try to relax and just go with it so I don't mess up the WILD. I quickly realize that I am probably not sitting this far forward and decide that I am already in the dream state. I wait a moment and begin to notice very mild vibrations in my body. I don't waste anytime here and think about getting up out of the recliner. When I do, my body effortlessly surges forward with a strange gasping/sucking sound; I wonder if that sound is just my breathing. I have the sensation of opening my physical eyes and worry about waking up, but my vision corresponds to my dream environment so I do my best to ignore the feeling. I walk to the kitchen. The room is dark and everything looks as it should. I decide I am in the dream far enough to give the left-right eye signals. I then turn and walk back across the room while doing the block-push-motion that I had practiced with the headset before bed. I am excited and curious if the computer picked up my dream actions, but I try to stay in the dream a little longer. I see Remy sleeping on the futon as he is in the waking world. The area around him seems extra dark and it's hard to tell what he looks like. Not having any other goal, I decide to wake dream Remy and see how he interacts with me. I as I move toward him my excitement of the experiment wakes me up.
Dream recall from today's nap. Lucid started with ultralow awareness and with each FA awareness got higher, though each FA also ruined my recall somewhat apparently. Dream 1(fragments): I was going to nap but there were some distractions, and then radio randomly started playing and i was trying to turn it off. Dream 2: I am doing some stuff at home, then i wake up in different room, take off headset and sound is still here, some DC starts distracting me and i think about my room. Dream fades out. I wake up in my room, but it's different, also mom's here, i take off headset again, still hear sound and i feel headset still on me, i take off a few more headsets off my head and throw them on the floor. I go to balcony but door's closed, before i open it mom starts talking about something and slowly turns into that DC that attacked me before. Before i can do much i am teleported back to bed and some force binds me in place, DC says something about some video game and shows images from some platformer, i try to fight the force but dream fades out. I wake up again, room is exactly the same as IWL, doubtful, i go to balcony and take off a few headsets, i am indeed still dreaming, suddenly outside changes greatly and i am now on balcony of some different building, which looks much older and much more interesting in structure. I take off and fly, i feel my wings. I fly along the wall and then under some kind of arch/bridge that links that building and some tower-like structure. I also try to do some other dream control, like summoning, but end up only making my voice really different. Then soon dream fades out.
*Cookieh has a happy* [COLOR="#483d8b"]I get up from the bed and I'm going to the computer. I can see that the headset is on the table, but suddenly there's another one in my hands. I find that odd and I RC.[/COLOR] [COLOR="#2e8b57"]I become lucid and try to stabilize it by touching different surfaces. (while I was doing that, I was thinking that now I can't go on irc to tell 'em I had a lucid, cause I'm asleep D:) I say "meh" after a while of that, leave it and lie down. The lights went off. I think of things I could do and I decide to turn on some music with my mind. The only song that comes to mind is "From the Inside" (LP..:|) and it starts playing, way too loudly. I hold my ears and hope it ends soon, saying "Never again" in my head. Soon enough the song ends but I think I can still faintly hear someone playing (or trying to play) guitar. I take a flashlight and go see where and who is playing. I see my guitar floating in the air, as if an invisible someone was playing it. I take the guitar away and sit on my bed, trying to play it. It has 2 frets :|. Somehow I pulled at it and it got longer, 5 frets now. I took the capo away from the first fret and try to play. WALLAH, there's actually sound! I feel someone sitting down next to me, but I am sitting my back at them so I wouldn't see. [/COLOR] The dream fades away and when I try to move, I end up moving my physical body. Guitars could be a dream sign.
Not much tonight, got drunk last night which is never good for my dreaming. I am in a park with waterslides, it remindes me of Centre Parcs, me and my friend are in this pool, and this little kid wants my friend to give him his only headset, I am trying to tell Oli (my friend) not to do it. We decide not to after awhile and to move on, Oli is going ahead without me, I try to catch up, there is some sort of obstacle course ahead of me. On the way I start to find clothes of my sister, it's quite disturbing and I cry out to Oli and ask what has happened to her. I move through this small opening and there are loads of people sunbathing.
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