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Was a long time I logged a dream, previous morning I remember to record my dream though! Here it is

My dad and sister had the idea to go north Finland, they wanted all 3 of us to go there by car. Once there it started to snow and their idea was to start go south through some forest.
I was very worried about internet not working there, as I need to hack within 24 hours for my Sojourner medal in Ingress - so I don't lose a day (again) and have to start over, however dad didn't really care about it.
At the evening when we were going to sleep we got into some place that looked like my dads house (where I currently live irl), my dad had his own room, my sister had her room (guestroom now) and I had mine.
However, my sister didn't want to sleep in her room somehow, instead she was going to sleep in my room. I just wanted to sleep because I was so tired, but I couldn't because she wasn't ready to go sleep.
Then one of her friends called her, and her friend was so loud. They were in the kitchen emptying the dishwashing machine, talking and made noises. I got pissed off and told her to go sleep in her own room.
But no she didn't want to, instead they decided to go sleep outside my window.
I tried to fall asleep yet again.



The end

Odd

I was eating a pot of soup filled with big Lima beans,leaves and beef on my bed with my hands. There were people visiting and I asked my mom if she wanted to hear about the dream I had. The dream than shifted and I appeared in my living room where I saw the family get together. There I saw cousins and people I don't know interacting,cooking rice and having a good time. I recognized it as a dream and liked the plot but than I saw a dc on the floor who looked like my cousin but also had features of someone I didn't know, acting strange."Hey.Remember me? We haven't seen each other in a long time"she said to me. "Yeah. Ofcourse I remember you"I said in a somewhat sarcastic tone.She than started talking about something and was about to go downstairs wanting me to follow her but I stopped at the top and pointed out a part of her face that looked like it was burned and she got a huge scar.

She than covered where it was with her hand and said "sorry".Afterwards changing into a blond girl with a bun and a blue/white ice skating outfit. Instead of looking 16 she now looked 10 years old.She than walked upstairs and went to my older brother's room where I followed her. She mentioned that she had a problem with something and started doing stretches. I was starting to think scary thoughts so I decided to help her warm up by holding her foot so that I would distract myself from the bad thoughts.I than told her that if she wanted her problem fixed to get a dream guide. She thought it was a good idea but didn't know how to go about it first. The dream than shifted and I was now on my bed looking up at the ceiling near the door. There I saw a dark skinned boy looking at me. I than heard a man say that he was tired of watching over me and that it was the boy's turn. The boy had trouble getting in the room though. I told him to just focus on me instead of the wall and he got through but I woke up after that.

Hug

I was on my bed and thinking about Eye. He than came through a portal and sat next to me on my bed.I hugged him than took notice of another dc that was sitting on my bed.I didn't really have a lucid goal so I just stayed there hugging Eye for a bit.He didn't talk so no dialogue for this dream scene.Afterwards the dream changed to a non lucid dream where I was at the supermarket doing a shopping competition with my family.

(I didn't draw the pic)

It was a sunny day at school, but at the same time, somewhat gloomy. I was walking with my friend, Pierce, and greeted one of my other friends, Cadence. Me and Pierce walked into the school as we instantly had a diabolical plan. I told him that he should go to the nurse and say that his stomach hurts, so he could go to the bathroom, while I would be at the bathroom too. I finally gave him the signal as he walked into the Nurse's Office. I quickly sped to the bathroom when he was there. "How'd you get here so fast?" I asked. He rarely just shrugged and said, "I dunno." I went into one of the stalls, as I got on a green tie and vest, a purple jacket, and painted my face white. My hair turned green in the process, as well. We both laughed maniacally as we grabbed shotguns stashed near the toilets. I smashed open the window with the butt of the gun, and glass flew everywhere. I nodded as we hopped out, but soon ran into walking people. Out of pure sadism, I shot at them, but was sad to see that the guns had no ammo or gunpowder. I thought, out of my lucid state, to make the gun at least do some kind of damage. When it did, I pulled the trigger on the citizens as they dropped to the ground, paralyzed and unable to move. I don't know why, but I suddenly felt so incredibly happy and evil, as I laughed like a madman at seeing the petrified men and women on the ground. Pierce tapped me on the shoulder and said, "No time, we gotta go." I agreed as we ran off to a nearby building, possibly a storage for cars. We walked to the third floor, and aimed for guards at a bank. The plans for our heist were starting to become more and more powerful, and we got out long muskets with scopes on them. I was disappointed to see that when I shot, it did absolutely nothing. I became angry and distressed, as I pulled out two shells that were actually batteries. Because of my anger making the dream less stabilized, I did not realize that I was holding a musket and two batteries. Out of complete madness and insanity, I grabbed a knife and stabbed an innocent man coming down the stairs many times, trying to search for any ammo on him. I grabbed his body and stuffed it in a crate. Suddenly, my stomach dropped and I realized that my master plan had been foiled by a lack of ammo. I told Pierce that the heist is off, so we just went back to the school bathroom. He got out of a white tuxedo he was currently wearing as I walked up to the mirror. I flipped a knife out of my pocket, the one that I previously used to kill the man, and placed the blade on my face, a couple centimeters away from my ear. I slowly cut it across, reaching to my mouth to my ear. I felt nothing but a mere scratch, as cold blood streamed down my face. The bathroom faded black, and I started hearing voices, presumably Joker catchphrases, like "Why so serious?" and "Frowning is overrated." As the voices ended, I looked at myself dead in the mirror, face paint and everything still on, and said, "Let's put a smile on that face.."

My dream slowly ended, as I appeared in a new one. This time, I had no scars but what appeared to be red lipstick. My green hair was slicked back and I was wearing a white tuxedo with a black tie, the almost to exact same style my friend Pierce was wearing. I was in a black and white Bugatti as I drove across an icy forest, laughing like a psychopath as I ran over trees. I felt absolutely great, overwhelmed with power and happiness. My dream ended, and I woke up..

Sooo full of Joy today! My dreams last night and the visions which confirmed and expanded on what I've been learning... I also need to draw this stuff
The experience of intelligent infinity... and then straight into another teaching dream!! lol Let the new cycle begin!
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First part of the night, I'm my dream triad.
Over-soul male/female I'm playing with and looking at the thought constructs of the last month. The shapes/time/tunnels and the paper I wrote yesterday. I'm doing this in the void.




Wake and can't breath!! (Asthma first attack since last big growth in 2008-9) Get inhalator... I know some things happening between heart and throat centres(Or I'm bath shit crazy.... either is awesome

Lay down and get visions+my old poetry+love+joy+realisation+understanding and everything pouring into me.



I laugh, and cry at the beautiful game of being a human I'm playing!

The simplicity of it all... Scale, Micro-Macro, as above so below and vice/versa
I'm the ocean in one drop of dew... part of it all but ever so small... but I'm not small -- I'm ALL!
I'm reverse engineered...I'm surrendering to my re-membering that I'm all that is and all that is is me....... and it's so beautifully simple the only time is 'now' the only 'venue' is here. We are the start and the end, the Alpha and Omega the snake eating it's tail the torus the infinity sign. 'We are'
We all ready are what we are looking for, we all ready are what we are waiting for! <3 and it's like being lucid in your life!

Sooo fall asleep again, in a sea of tears and laughter and joy.


The dream (Hazy recall as my mini controll master Zak - Woke me demanding I get him an ipad)

Setting... A school... it's a sleep/dream school and it's full.

I've been 'called' it's time now. (I also know everyone in the school me/teachers/students are also me)
My recalls insane!! I can see my dreams of this live and other lives... I know I've been working on these issues in other lives too (I'm mentally a bit miffed with myself it's taken me to 40 in this life to put it back together lol)
I have full recall of 'past/other' life dreams in this school.... though the ones I can access most readily are the lives I've re'memberd into my current working awareness.
The school has a wired name it's a jumble of letters.. there is a special unit??

I'm asked by our teachers to speak.... I am in a room filled with loads of 'other selves' I stand up in the middle of them smiling (I'm so confident and full of joy)
They are all talking among my other-selves. I wait watching patiently amazed and in love with them all.... eventually an elderly black male notices me smiles back and motions to the others too shhhhhh.
I smile and I start to talk when I do I'm amazed, my voice is so loud and clear I don't ever really remember talking in my dreams certainly not like this, it's almost like the first time I've properly herd my voice.
They are all stunned that I've been there all along and they didn't notice me.
I'm amused and I teach/learn learn/teach with the other me's.
The Elder (me) teachers are impressed too they know I'm way beyond this class but I'm content and happy to 'be' 'here'.
They start me on the same 'level' as 'we' have stuff to share I'm loving it and getting a handle on the symbols used in this school... the language used to interpret is a little different from what I'm familiar with.
I'm paired with another female at a yellow level.. We all know I'm way more than yellow (because I'm also the teacher and the classroom ) but yellow is a fair place to start and I'm excited!
I start 'work' I wait, learning my approach from the other me's what they are doing that's working or not. When I try it comes naturally It's fun and such a joy working with the other me's
I get my first 'field' trip with a quiet female, we have soft fabric buckets (to keep symbols, tokens and experience in)
We are clambering up over smooth rocks to our right.... heading to a place were we will work threw together what's in our buckets. I notice that my buckets nearly empty but hers is very full of stuff... I take her bucket from her so she can concentrate on the climb and enjoy the view.
Zak woke me before we got to the bucket sorting

First dream

It was a sunny day, with whole family we gathered in some kind of big party. I took my younger sister to dance, we did utterly bad but had great fun.

Second dream

I drove to school, it was on biology classes. First I had an exam - I was talking about tRNA transcrption and post transcription modifications. Then I finished exam wih a really good grade and went to take a seat - there was a huge and comfortble pillow in the classroom for some reason. I lied on it for a while, then mid-lesson I left the school, chasing some people. It was a cold and rainy day, they broke into some house. I got there quickly and took a look at building they destroyed. After a short while teacher came after us. I ran inside the building, but made jut one tep too loud and she found out I was there. I hid under a table, but she found me. She asked "Have you seen anything?" I replied "Nope, nothing at all." And just sprinted out of the building back to school.

My clothes changed and I looked like homeless, there was some tv reporter talking with people outside the school. I entered it and had to find something on first floor. I took moving stairs, but someone was intentionally blocking the way at the end. I pushed him and got there, but he caught my arm. He was so strong that I couldn't do anything, but yell that he should throw me down. He did it, but I went back up and beaten him black and blue, punching and kicking.

The the school changed into some safe haven protecting people from devils which I called scabs. Time stopped, I saw these devils drag people in flames. I ran around and making gestures as if I played and electric guitar (which resulted in sounds of such guitar actually playing) and it made scabs disappear in a cloud of smoke.

Horrible

Well no, let's say that every experience counts, but this is by far the most disturbing and weird I ever had.
Preliminary information: I woke up in the night, being awake for one hour and half and then tried WILD.

- dream (lucid): I have no idea how but I got lucid. I would not say that it was because of the WILD because I lost continuity... But eventually I got a sleep paralysis, of I dreamt about having one, and then I thought: that's it, I'm dreaming! And I got lucid. As soon as I got lucid I had the most devastating lucid high I ever experienced: an explosion of colours and then matrix style computer characters. I was feeling my brain exploding and my blood like boiling (and no, I don't use any drugs ). I tried to summon a woman but it didn't work out at all (I could never get summoning right but this is my biggest failure). I was periodically rubbing my hands like advised by Laberge, what a weird feeling! I tried watching my hands and they were somehow looking bigger. I was in my bedroom with my girlfriend next to me, I got confused on the fact that I could be awake. So I tried by checking the reflection in the mirror: it worked perfectly. Even the feeling of the bed and the sound of my hand touching the bed, absolutely realistic. I eventually get stuck in my confusion, my girlfriend whispered "you're crazy". I give up.

After a while I wake up thinking how stupid I was to waste such opportunity. I should have tried other reality checks, I should have explored the dreamworld around me, I could have flown. I did nothing, just stayed in the bed and reality checking on the mirror. Meh. But OMG, what a crazy feeling.

And more SEA!!
Lots of fragments this morning.

1) Standing by a harbour. It was grey and dark. I saw houses on the other side of the harbour and thought how nice it would be to be able to moor a boat outside your own house and sail away at any time. I saw letters for the houses next to me lying on the ground.

2) Someone's mother was decorating in a room. I wanted to go in there I was stood in the corridor outside and I started to clean around the walls hoovering up building dust and cobwebs.

3) Looking at a laptop, it was quite high tech. I downloaded some books as I was going on a space mission and I wanted to make sure I had the correct manuals with me in case something went wrong. I pressed a button on the side of the laptop to make the display black and white to save on power.

4) Woke up in someone's house, talking to him. We were discussing paintballing. I girl came and kissed me on the lips, she was quite young so I didn't think it was appropriate and pulled away.

5) Driving a minibus with children back to someone's house. They lived in the middle of a forest. I was talking to the mother, they were all her children. She was talking about changing the name of her house again so that she could claim as much benefits as possible, and that made it easier to fool the system. I started walking away then wondered if I should be leaving the minibus there, and decided I couldn't be bothered to go back.

I'm in my apartment but it doesn't feel like home.
It feels like I spent a lot of time somewhere else and returned here, finally, to all my things.
I'm in the living room late at night, very few lights are on. A woman tells me that there are spiders but she has dealt with most of them. The only one left is in my room. I observe her from the other end of the hall. She opens a green container that she has caught the spider in. All in all, it is not a very large specimen, having maybe a 2 to 3 inch leg span. She shrieks when it leaps from the container onto a boxspring leaning against the wall, then she murders the spider with a woodcutting axe.
I laugh a lot internally, thinking "Oh. Okay. That was a bit excessive."
I wander around the once familiar, now foreign, apartment. I want to sleep but I know there are spiders and I know I won't sleep soundly with them crawling around.

There's a lapse and I find myself viewing a new apartment that is supposed to be better. Yet it is cramped and oddly shaped. Many of the fixtures are broken and there is water everywhere. I'm with a co-worker who used to be my manager. He tries to convince me this place is better, that I'll finally have a real landlord, but I don't quite believe him. It is rundown and leaky and falling to pieces. I remember walking into a wedge shaped bathroom, so narrow that I could hardly fit between the vanity and the wall, the vanity top was chipping, marbled blue-green. When I looked around the apartment I saw all the countertops were that same color, along with one concrete room with a round concrete tub at its center.

Had a bad night of sleeping. As in I didn't get much because I kept waking up over & over. I can't even remember a frag for some reason. I'm guessing my REM sleep had a hard time kicking in. Eventually I just got up. But on a brighter note my husband took me to breakfast at our favorite little hole in the wall place only 5 blocks from my house. This meant no make up to put on, woot woot! All in all I had a good weekend regardless of my runny nose because of some personal things so I'm in a happy place right now. Tomorrow I plan on doing a inward meditation before I do a relaxing puzzle/music meditation.

I found myself in a bedroom. The floor was covered in blood. So were the walls. Something felt very, very wrong. I was freaked out, and wanted to get out of the room. I tried to open the door, but it was locked. I was afraid something would jump out at me now, that it was a trap, that they were waiting for me to try and escape. Luckily, I could unlock the door and exit into a corridor. To my horror, the rest of the house looked much the same. The floors covered entirely in blood. The walls covered in "blood" as well. I use quotation marks, because the blood on the walls resembled moss a little bit, reminiscent of the red weed from 'The War of the Worlds' (no surprise, I read something related to tWotW the night before). I got out of the house, and realized something bad was happening everywhere. It was night. I noticed the house was located in a typical suburban neighborhood. At another house across the street, I noticed a woman and her two kids. Little kids, aged approximately 5 or 6 years old. I "knew" they were possessed. The mother too, probably. The kids ran towards me, and I knew they would try to kill me. One of them threw rocks (or shot them at me with a catapult). The other tried to set me on fire using a kind of highly flammable liquid. I was forced to use extreme force. I held the kid in a stranglehold, and said that if he torched me, he would burn too. I don't remember what happened next, but I think I either simply knocked them out, or killed them. I woke up, remembering what horrors I had just committed to survive.

There was another dream, which I forgot.

A heavy set lady is downstairs in M Street at night. She's making a comment about asking someone to pinch her as tough she's dreaming. I tell her with a smirk that you can just do a nose-pinch if you want to tell if you're dreaming. I noseplug, breate and become lucid. I look across the living room and see her in the dark on the far side sitting on the couch. I decide to torpedo-fly over to her to ask questions before she heads out. I zoom quickly across the room and land on the couch. The dream is a bit fuzzy and I want to stabilize, but decide to close my eyes in the dream and try to use body sense and vibration to enter another dream scene. I appear in a void after some time and wait for a dream to form. I stay for a bit longer and have an FA in bed. I'm reminding myself to become lucid in the next dream, trying to drift to sleep in the dream. A strange sounding alarm goes off.