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I was in a lucid state but was having a hell of a time getting out of n-REM. I could feel my eyelids in the back of my mind and knew I could wake any moment. I was only able to pull up a shadow world in which I was walking down a railroad track near where I grew up. Soon I saw a large black triangle with an orange center. I decided to walk directly into this archaic thing. As I passes into the only color in the dream some shift happened and I entered a normal lucid dream. I was in the same area but now it was vivid, stable and had color. I walked across the road and into a store. No one was there so I just picked up a large mango and walked out. I ate the mango and it was surprisingly good. It did not taste exactly like a mango, but it was juicy and distinctly sweet. I looked down a long road that I know has a hill going down to the river at the end. There was lots of traffic. I decided to try and keep all the scenery stable and out race the cars. I took off running but keeping a distant building in my vision. I was going about as fast as you could on a bike. The cars were still passing me. I tried to convince myself I could go as fast as I could wish, but it did not work right away, so I switched tactics. I made a guard rail appear all along the road. I jumped up on the guard rail and slid down it. The race was on. I slid down the road on the rail much faster than the cars. As I approached the top of the hill a train was coming up the hill. There were no tracks, but it was a fairly vivid train. Now I was going down the hill towards the river and sliding extra fast. As I reached the river, the road and rail stopped, so I launched off the rail and went propelled across the river. It did not look like my momentum would take me all the way so I decided the sides were frozen. They were and I landed on the ice, but some of it cracked near the edge getting my foot wet and cold.
I now decided to travel down the river tho the college. I wanted to explore more with advanced summoning and came up with the idea of having a group of sexy DCs take their shirts of in a non-sexual setting, just to see if I could do it. Soon I was at the collage and found a dormitory. I looked around the open public area and down a side hall I spotted movement. I decided that it was a girls dorm with the outer door left open. As I entered a scene formed and it was exactly that, a dorm room kitchen with about 10 attractive women laughing and drinking. I looked at one and caused her to take off her bikini top. A couple near her looked shocked and stared at her. I thought at them, "this is a fun spontaneous thing you can do to be cool." They both took off there tops, so there were three of them standing around with no shirts. An Asian DC was staring as if appalled. I said to her, "you should join them," but instead she looked directly at me and everyone realized a guy was in the room. The first three covered up. Well, pretty good control, but it got derailed in the end.

09-22-16 I was driving and felt as if someone was watching me, maybe a test instructor. I was to far forward in the intersection at a light. I tried backing up just a bit, then put it in drive. I accidentally kept backing up. I checked that it was in drive and how close the car behind me was. The light changed and I could not control the car well. Across the intersection I stopped and then saw this area was under construction. The stearing wheel was on the wrong side and I was in the normally correct seat. I was very confused and when I looked back it was correct. This made me sure it was a dream and I became lucid.
I was out of the car and climbed up a building exploring. Soon I saw a women who was out of scale with every one/thing else. She must have been 10 feet tall. I could have corrected the scale or ignored this, but for fun I figured I would assume she was a giant and interact with her. I went down to her and found she was very beautiful. We talked a bit and then walked holding hands. It was neat because it was like being a child where you hold one finger of the adult. We actually started making out with her still in giant scale. this was very interesting and we got kind of hot and heavy, until she said she had to go. I let her go but decided other giants would be around, and so I summoned another sexy giantess who came walking around a fence and let me make out with her. Hear is the nasty part, I am almost embarrassed to post. Never mind I deleted it. Wow, that is some weird stuff.

09-23-16 A very short but vivid LD. It had a long non-lucid lead in. My step dad was going to take me from a Thanksgiving meal down to my father's house so I could get my bike. Suddenly I was on my bike and he was on another. I assumed this was a dream but it was very vivid. I was pretty sure, so to test it I ran my bike straight into a snow bank. The imagery went crash like for a moment but then I was still on my bike. I was lucid. I found it neat that there was snow every where as that is uncommon in my dreams. I started basically creating fireballs in my hands, but out of intense cold. I through them around and knocked people over and caused a truck to bounce up off the ground. The dream faded at this point.

I had been inside when I saw through a glass door that my yard was flooded. I went to check. I was now in a different yard so I became fairly sure this was a dream. I jumped and went extra high. I became fully lucid. I flew around and decided on a goal. I would practice summoning specific DCs, that is sexy women to pleasure me. Now way to often sex stuff destabilizes my dreams and the goal of have sex seems shallow. So this time I would spend only moments with each DC.
I floated up and saw a neighborhood and influenced the creation of it so that a large cheap hotel was near me. I went in through the doors and explored rooms. Before I entered a room I would basically 'remember' that so and so is in there. It worked 3 out of 4 times or I should say 6 out of 8 times. I was easily able to find maids, single women and once two college girls on vacation from Sweden. In each case I simply walked up to the bed and caused the DC to act as I wanted (oral) but only for 15 seconds at the most apiece. I figured out the dream would stay more stable if I looked at something else (not the woman) as she did this (?less stimuli? still felt great). Two of the rooms were empty. In one of these I decided not to accept failure and remembered that the woman was in a large walk in closet. I found that closet, but it was empty so I went to the hall and tried again.
The best part was after I decided I was not going to get much good training doing this so left the hotel. I flew up and looked around. I saw someone driving a Challenger. I landed on the hood and used the car like a surf board. I could control how it turned by shifting my weight. I rode it fast around corners and such for a couple minutes. In the end I made it drive off a cliff and rode it down a really steep hill/cliff side.

(early)
+ flying through hallways, some sort of college dorm? I reach the end and do something with a (note?) for my former GF, KS.

+ I'm at a swimming pool, about to swim some laps, it is crowded, there are some less crowded lanes on right, and I think about getting in those lanes. Then I'm outside, there's another pool there, including an odd triangular section of the pool on a heavily slanting incline, gravity is adjusted perpendicular to the surface as you step on to it. I'm aware of the moment of the transition of the direction of gravity.

(mid)
+ [very vivid] former CA home: in garage, super confused about water heater: what happened to it? It was switched out by somebody to a tank of tiny capacity. Moving back and forth through the kitchen/garage door, inspecting the heater furnace, and wall structure (roof is supported by metallic cylinders at 45 degree angle).

Dealing with neighbors in the shared garden: at first they're smoking, and standing on our side of the yard ownership line. There is a lit cigarette hanging from a tree on a line with smoke rising from it. The neighbors are standing leaning against the fence and smoking. I point out that "this is our side, that is your side."

Later on, I'm standing inside my house and look out to the yard, and see that the neighbors have piled up boxes/chests of equipment along a low fence on our side of the yard. I instantly shout out "NO, NO, NO!" (in foreign language) and run out to the yard. They have placed a collection of antique typewriters on a table there in the yard, they're all a gift to me (?). I'm inspecting them and see all the complex mechanisms inside them.

BTS here? (or in earlier section). Awake for a while, I get myself back to sleep by concentrating on feelings of gratitude and loving kindness, and a bit of the throat Ah visualization.

(late)

+ Sitting with people outside in stadium-style seating (on benches on a steep incline) [DREAM SIGN]. My head is leaning against a woman/girlfriend: my right chin/cheek is pressed firmly against her left breast, I feel the softness, my right arm is around her back and I'm holding on to her waist and caressing and squeezing it. And she is rocking me so gently, it's very hypnotic/relaxing. I think it's inappropriate and my wife would object, but it is so comfortable that I just go with it for a while.

We get up as a group and head down the stairway towards the ground level, then once there, <something about regrouping>

Then we're getting together to watch TV sitting on a wide bench/couch thing, and I arrange it so that my girlfriend is on my left right next to me, then (my wife?) comes up and I indicate that she should sit on my right (so I can be close to my girlfriend) but instead of moving how I suggested, she stands there facing us and looking suspicious.

+(f) some large animal (cat? rabbit?) is inside a room with a tiny door and a small being is avoiding it?

Morning of September 23, 2016. Friday.



I am in the Loomis Street house in the living room. It seems to be late morning (as the room has a natural light source coming in through the east and south windows). Zsuzsanna and our youngest son are also in the room. There is a bed that extends out from the south wall of the living room (where there never was such a feature in real life). Oddly however, it is meant to be the holographic projection of a television show.

I approach the bed from the left (west) side. In it, on her back, head oriented south, is an unfamiliar female with a matte gold face. I get the impression that it is a hospital bed, though I am uncertain of the situation or the status of the female’s health. I am unsure of what genre this “movie” is.

I absentmindedly find myself reaching out to touch the left side of her face even though I firstly see it as an intangible hologram. It is as if I am testing an expectation to “make something real” or to “bring something out of a projected image or picture” (which has occurred in numerous dreams since early childhood).

Some of her “skin” moves out from her face to wrap around my hand with a feeling much like bread dough that moves under its own will. This “dough” moves around through my fingers with no sense of wetness or stickiness; just a smooth, soft feeling as it slides comfortably over my skin. I find it fascinating and talk about this with Zsuzsanna and Oliver. Oliver finds it somewhat amusing. Upon looking at her face, I notice that it unrealistically sags so that her mouth is much lower than it should be. Her eyelids also appear to have expanded to flow down over the rest of her face so that there are no discernible eyes. Perhaps this is a science-fiction “movie” we are watching on “television”. I touch the left side of her face again (the previous “skin” seeming to have become a part of my own hand) and a larger piece of “dough” wraps around my hand, almost snakelike (though not disturbing or annoying in any way, just a bit curious). It again smoothly crawls between my fingers, around my wrist, and about my forearm. I place it in a heap on the floor next to a plastic container.

I explain how I am able to take things out of pictures, even though I have no lucidity. I say how I can take money out of a picture or television broadcast, though this comes with a recurring dream backstory related to how I do not want to create duplicates of bills (which are numerically unique), though coin duplication does not have this concern. I have a small plastic container with compartments. I find myself sitting on the floor with Zsuzsanna and Oliver, moving two-dollar Australian coins from one compartment to another, some compartments seeming to be “in another world” and resulting in my moving them into “this world” even though there is no indication of either a picture or an implied “portal” or which compartments are implied to be in which “world”. It simply appears as a plastic box with coins in different compartments. There are also very small Lego pieces mixed in with the gold coins, including miniature swords.

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This last part was visually precognitive. Oliver was actually working with Lego pieces (including small swords) in a plastic container with compartments soon after without any way of me knowing that this is what he would be doing at this time.

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The bed is a dream state indicator (the most obvious one possible) and my waking transition is sustained.

Other than the typical short-term prescience, there seems to be a link to Zsuzsanna related to sharing sentience within the dream state (as otherwise unknown females in some dreams have an autosymbolic connection to Zsuzsanna, especially in regarding the bed DSI as here). It also seems influenced by a movie we had seen prior to sleep, where a female expected to die becomes conscious (without a medical explanation) and seemingly healthy after a group of people pray for her (“The Genesis Code” from 2010).

Variations of yellow and gold typically symbolize sentience, intellect, and instinct as analogous to sunrise and dawning conscious awareness.

Coins in a dream as a collective rendering relate to three main concepts; coalescence (dream self flowing back into whole self), a play on “cents” (sense), and a play on “change” (which may be a play on the waking precursor in “changing” from the skewed dream self viewpoint and identity to the whole conscious self viewpoint and identity).

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Set in a dream version of the Village I grew up. On the sea front is a 'hotel' it's called the St, Aiden's. It's nothing like like it really is - but it's position and name were the same.

The dream is set in a perpetual twilight... the sea is calm and filled with sea mammals there is no cars or roads.... there are many castles.

The dream 'Hotel' is a massive imposing Gothic structure, with huge columns at the front and in the formal front garden is a huge stone pond filled with rescued dolphins in it.

Inside there is a lecture hall, an upstairs with beds (again another aunty is here, this time it's my God mum too in RL she is close to death)

There is also a very special engraving/art work. It's quite small like a picture and made of stone and in the dream I keep going back to it as I know it's important.

I wasn't expecting it to be here the hotel owners don't know how important it is.
It's got ancient writing a little like Sumerian indents... I can't read it but it's something to do with Eliohim? (I need to google this cause I duno what it means or how it's spelled)

I go and listen to some speeches in the lecture hall, some MP's are speaking but no-one wants to hear them, I'm there watching the people watching rather than listing... (the MP's are uncomfortable as they know they are irrelevant)

I return again to the engraving, I notice that the middle/picture part is holographic, it's made of golden light and is indescribably beautiful and intricate.

It's small and hard to see but I notice that inside it now is a scene with a tree with big roots, there is a snake/dragon with overlapping triangle scales.... I see a small frog in the scene and it's moving.

I magic up a magnifying glass to get a better look. The details are incredible... the stone is made of holographic gold light and this tiny gold speckled frog knows that I'm watching it.

As I look more of it comes to life, the snake moves too. I want to pick it up to show people but it's too alive.


--- Thoughts on this,

Elohim (Hebrew: אֱלֹהִים) is a grammatically plural noun for "gods" or "deity" in Biblical Hebrew.
Hummm lol, reading up on it has just left me even more confused so I'll just wait for more dreams to explain and sort it out, it dose fit with the strange dreams I've had of being a few people at once and thinking of 'me' as 'we'

Elder Games: At my aunt's house cleaning. I assumed the kids would help but they don't. I set up a complex gaming system and lay out a spread of food. A bunch of elderly people in wheel chairs show up for a gaming competition.

Darker: A friend and I wander from city park to city park trying to find the area with the darkest sky for stargazing. Each time we find what I believe is the darkest sky my friend says, "Nope. We need darker." We continue searching until we find the darkest sky. We then lay on the grass trying to make out the constellations.

6 hrs sleep

Last night bed 8:30pm - 3:25am

Dream earlier:

I'm an apprentice in a kitchen of some famous chef. He has a restaurant and I'm helping there and learning. I'm so new, he doesn't even let me peel potatoes. That is something you have to earn first, haha. One of his people introduces a potato peeler gadget. It's like a scrubbing brush. But the bristles are not all over the surface. Instead they are bunched up in some sort of "legs". You put a potato between them, keep turning it and they brush the skin off. I'm watching it in detail how it scrubs the skin, the green parts to a clean tater.

There was another one, but now it's too abstract. Lots of people.

Yesterday evening I started to read the Laberge had pretty vivid dreams tonight.

Dream (not lucid):
An ex roommate of me put a video on YouTube about him performing a song. The video was pathetic and the comments were pretty negative about his performance. I was then performing the same song in front of him (Lisa - "Oceano"), with my piano. My performance was much better and very realistic both in terms of my skills in piano and singing both in terms of results and feelings. I performed the entire song, things I never did before in a dream.

Dream (not lucid):
This was a multilingual dream, spoken for the most in English and Italian. I was with a group in Venice (but was looking more like Utrecht) and we were going around the city. I was walking hold the hand of a colleague of mine that I find nice and attractive, scared that my girlfriend could discover it (I didn't have any affair with her, but I was thinking that it was a little bit difficult to explain). I was commenting how similar to a Dutch city it was looking like. At a certain point we had a group lesson in a park by a Russian professor, but it was for the most just gibberish. At a certain point the entire group, let's say 200 people, started to perform and dancing on a song (Elio e le storie these - " Alfieri del belcanto"). My manager was also involved. At a certain point we arrived in a building and i was confronted by a man that said "this guy is crazy! He speaks too many languages!". I then replied in for of the languages I actually know: English, Italian, French and Dutch. He was feeling bad confused and I told him "het is niet mijn fout dat je geen Nederlands spreekt!". It doesn't sound totally right to me but I would have probably said it in this precise way.

And another cat!!

1) On a long drive. The car seems to keep pointing upwards as if it is flying. I kept telling myself that this isn't a dream and settle the car back down on the road.

2) In a cafe of some sort. I walk out, then back in and I look at a table of people pretending to be looking for someone. I'm riding a motorbike and park it in a car park. It's time to leave and I try to find my way out of the car park, it's not easy. Back out on the road I realise that I'm not wearing a crash helmet and probably have travelled miles without it. I pull in at the side of the road to look for the crash helmet in my paniers - as I pull over I see my front tyre is getting a bit bald.
There's an old black cat on the side of the road in front of me, and then there is also a man stood there - he is really friendly and offers me some sweets which I decline, and he tells me that the cat's paw is getting better now and asks me if I want to take a look. I bend down, the cat is now in a box, and I realise that I do actually have a crash helmet on.