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Dream:

I was a passanger in a car driving down the freeway. I suddenly saw two little girls (ages about 5 and 4) in the road walking right to where out car would be passing in seconds. They were so close when we passed I couldn't tell if we hit them or not. We pulled over. I looked back and saw a man standing over two little bodies at the side of the road. I ran back. I was horrified.

But when I got to them the little girls were sitting up and appeared to be alright. They had been knocked down, but not directly hit. I suddenly recognized the girls. I said" I know you. I taught you in preschool last year.....or was that two years ago? Remember me?" Neither girl seemed to remember. But then I realized that they were so young. Of course they wouldn't remember something that happened two years ago.

Dream 1- We were on a field trip in a place with four main sections for pokemon. Adventure pokemon, aggresive pokemon, and etc. I don't remember what happened there but somebody got mad at me, but it was still fun. When we got back everybodies last 3 periods were changed. One of mines was changed to celebi hunting. As it turns out I was apparently a celebi but nobody knew. The other class was learning how to spot a celebi in hiding. I knew I had to get out o this school soon. I can't remember wether or not I did.

I'm playing baseball in the hallway of a school. I pitch the ball to an older woman and am surprised as she knocks it all the way to the other end of the hallway. A group of students pick up the ball and start playing with it themselves.

I'm at an outdoor circus or fair. There's a woman who lays down in a tank of water and holds her breath. She challenges people to hold their breath longer than she does. I'm with 2 girls and a guy and all three of them get in the tank and begin holding their breath underwater. I'm watching and wondering "How long can you hold your breath in a dream?"

This isn't a journal entry per say, just something I wanted to share that I have noticed, related to the subject of this journal.

I have been meditating for 3 months or so now and I have noticed, sometimes when I am deep in meditation, that I can occasionally feel a body part in a different location than where I left it.

For example tonight my physical feet were on the floor, as usual, but at one point I felt them sort of crossed in front of me, soles touching. This was really weird because the chair is high enough that I could not physically place my feet in the same location I felt them.

Other experiences like this are hands or arms in a different place then their physical counterparts. I have also had one false alarm when my hand felt arched instead of flat on my knee, but I glanced down and it was arched, although I do not recalling arching it.

All other times I was able to subtly verify the location of the physical limbs, then the sensation from the non-physical limbs vanished.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was going somewhere, possibly on a long trip somewhere where I wouldn't be able to get anything new to read. So I either had to take one book with me or read one book really quickly before I left.

I was in a living room which was filled with natural light. I was looking at a shelf-like niche that ran across a white wall. The wall served as a bookshelf, and the bookshelf was mostly full.

I felt an urge to look to the left end of the bookshelf, almost as if a voice were calling me to do so. The voice may have been speaking about psychic phenomena. I think the voice was low and a bit gravelly, but gentle and intelligent sounding.

I saw a book that was much bigger than all the other books. All the other books were small and black, almost like binder-shaped date books. This book was tall, hardcover, with a red, cloth cover. There was gold lettering along the spine, giving the book's title, which probably had the work "Psychic" in it.

I opened the book. The man's voice was, I think, now talking about either the Book of Revelations or the end times. I thought that the book I opened must have been the Bible, and that I must have been reading a passage from the Book of Revelations.

But when I looked closer at the words, I realized I was actually reading the text from a Christian book called Renewing Your Mind, by a pastor named Marilyn Hickey. (IWL this was an important book for my family when I was a young boy.)

Dream #2

Possibly down in the canyon of a United States National Park. Probably in the parking lot for the visitor's center at the park.

I stood outside my mom's car. My mom was dropping me off here. I was going to be here for a long time. I was possibly going to work and live here.

I saw all this as if from outside my body and up in the air, at least three meters up in the air, and at varying lengths from my body -- between three meters away and fifty meters away, at the other end of the parking lot.

I remember being at some some mall type area with a bunch of girls. We were deciding between going bowling and something else. We all went into the bowling area, and everyone stood around...just looking like they were indecisive. I didn't care, and eventually all the seats there were taken. The majority of the group broke of, and I headed to the parking lot.

I ended up inside some flooded dam with some dude talking to me about some special weed that grows near a river. He was smoking a blunt and paddling in the water.

Then that girl and I were pushing these desk/chairs around through grass

I'm standing in the bathroom, looking into the mirror. I think I've just finished brushing my teeth, I notice a weird sensation coming from my teeth and when i check in the mirror i see a giant whole in one of my canines. This freaks me out a lot and upon closer inspection i see one of my teeth is MUCH bigger than the rest, its huge. This is weird, really weird.

Of course! Im dreaming! I think about doing a couple of RC's but I'm so sure its just not necessary. So i think to myself "what the hell, im dreaming...." i poke at the giant tooth and it seems pretty loose, so i grab it and gently pull it out. I giggle to myself.

I walk down the stairs and out into my garden and begin to shout for Misslucy. I keep shouting and a girl appears, i run over to introduce myself. This girl says she is misslucy so i ask her about the pm she sent me but she had no clue about it. "your not misslucy are you..." i say. She answers "nope."
Im confused as thats never happened to me before. I think to myself "i wonder if matte could help me out..... THATS IT, ill summon him"

"MATTE!...... MATTE87!?" i shout, i turn around and see matte bounding towards me with a grin on his face "cool, you summoned me man, thats awesome!" I make a joke about how tall he is and keep repeating something like "omg this is so cool, feels too real" and he just agrees with me. "Remember to stabilise man" Matte tells me so i begin rubbing my hands together and smelling the air.
I finally calm down and ask him to start helping me summon misslucy, so we both begin to walk around my garden shouting for her. After about 2 or 3 minutes i finally get an answer "um.... Yes?"
Matte shouts and points "over there man!" - we both run over to her and talk to her for a few mins, although i cant remember what about, but she seems really shy and like she wants to get away. So i tell her ill find her again next time i LD, she smiles at me and turns to leave.

I walk up towards the house and start chatting with matte again, i hear a shout and someone is stood on the roof of my house looking angry at me, he throws some sort of grenade type object at me so i put my hand up in front of me and stop it mid-air using TK, i throw the grenade to one side and send lightning right at his face, he screams and keels over, hands clutching his head.
I hear shouts from behind me, matte is in front of me and grinning at what i just did, he sees the bad guys but jumps and disappears into the sky. For a second i panic, thinking hes left me on my own. I turn around to see where the shouting came from and as i turn i see a blur shoot down from the sky and crash into all 4 of the people standing there, there is a lot of smoke and i cant see, i wait a few seconds for it to pass and it reveals matte, standing there laughing inside a pretty big crater....
"quit laughing man you ruined my garden!" i shout at him, he just laughs harder.


I wake up into a FA pretty suddenly.... I'm on a sofa and Keirnan and Darvz are with me (these are my RL friends that i usually talk about LDing with) "whoa i just woke up from a REALLY long lucid dream"
they both laugh at me and tell me i was out for a while, but they want to hear about it, so i tell them.
Darvz tells me how cool that sounds but they gotta go so i wave them off. I'm about to try to sleep again so i can have round 2 but there is a knock on the door so i answer it.
Its soph with some guy named kyle. She wants to hang out, i say fine so we are sat on the sofa talking for a while then kyle says he has to go to the shop for something so he'll see us in an hour.

I wake up for real.

Fragment
I was reading Bionicle Comics. It may have been hypnagogic but I just remember sitting there watching the pages go by.

Dream 1
I was with my friend,I'm guessing we were in the future as the school we were in was weird looking. It's hard to explain but there were stairs leading to the roof where me and my mate fought as a joke. One of the teachers saw us fighting and sent us to detention.

We walked down the stairs and to a small room that we had to sign in to.

I remember orange lights being all around the building and roof, I also remember one of my old teachers being there.

Dream 2
I was in my bedroom, yet it looked like a garage filled with instruments I picked up a bass guitar and started playing. There was also a laptop with iTunes on it, I browsed the library of music.

A girl from my college was there too. I went to bed but realised that she couldn't sleep anywhere because there were no rooms left. I thought to myself "Usually she's in there"(my sister's room) I should've noticed this was a dream.

21/12/11
Cannot recall anything, 1 WBTB attempt (1 point)

22/12/11

1 WBTB attempt (1 point)

I was in what appeared to be the turret of a castle, climing the spiral staircase higher and higher until I reached one of the arrow slits with a small area to stand below it. I stopped here and looked out, I can't remember what I saw but then somebody shouted up the stairs and came after me. I tried to run but my legs froze up and I couldn't move. This woman who looked to be in her 40's emerged at the top of the staircase where I was. "We can't have you telling people about this" she sneered. Then the woman grabbed me by the arm and forced me up the rest of the stairs, we arrived in a small circular room. There were chains everywhere and what appeared to be blood stains on some of the walls. I could see what was coming, anybody who walked in here could easily tell that it was a torture chamber. I had to get out, I had to find a way! The woman left no loopholes or gaps where I could run away and she chained me up so that I was suspended by my hands, dangling in the air. She turned around and I could hear her opening a box of some kind, when she turned back around the woman was holding small black box about the size of your average box of matches. It had two metal prongs on the end of it making the object instantly recognisable as a taser or electricution device of some sort. She looked at me grinning like some drugged scientist before sticking the two prongs under my shirt and into my stomach. The pain was intense as the high voltage electricity pulsed through my body. I was squirming and thrashing about madly, trying to lose contact between the prongs and me. I was seeing this in 3rd person view and as the view zoomed out back through the door I could see her electricuting me again and again. Even though in third person I could still feel the pain, I'm surprised it didnt wake me up.
Then I appeared in a corridor with white walls and a disgusting brown carpet. Up ahead the was a 90 degree corner to the left, I turned it to find myself in a room with one long table in the middle. Behind one side of the table was a glass wall, and behind that; nothingness. I looked but there was just a grey smokey mist. Around the table were all my old friends from school having lunch so I went and sat next to one of my closest friends E.G and she asked where I'd been. I was about to say but then I remembered the torture I went through just minutes ago, so I said I was busy. Then everybody finished lunch, got up and started to move around. In all the confusion I bumped into someone (A.W another person from my school) He took it the wrong way and started having a go at me. It looked like he was going to lash out at me but then my friends appeared at my side telling him to back off.
The dream ended here. (Full dream- 1 point)

The torture was terrible, it was so intense it even shows up in my sleep graph

Oh well I'm not going to give up!

Ok, this was a nightmare I think. Not like a full-on nightmare, just kinda disturbing.
I had a really bad sunburn on my arm and so I peeled it off, and it peeled WAY back down to the muscle. So all this skin was hanging off my arm in a big sheet. I kept asking people for a cast or to take me to the hospital or something, but the best I got was a band-aid. So I wrapped the skin around my arm a couple times and stuck it down with one band-aid. Then I think I was at work but I couldn't work properly with all the skin everywhere, so my boss took me to the casino to buy more band-aids (???) but when I got inside the casino, it was just a cafe. And the girl behind the counter was like, "uh, we don't sell band-aids."
After that I think I woke up.

1) I am still in school, panicking about a 3D model I had due and hadn't done yet. Go to a math class and forget the homework. Luckily, I realize that I am currently on break from school, but I don't make the step to lucidity... Sad.

2) I am in my sister's room, and people are attacking my house. I somehow know that they are in the walls, and am semi-lucid. I (somehow) use telekinesis as some sort of x-ray, highlighting people's silhouette with a light green color. Controlling the vision with my left hand, I use my right to fire a blast of small beads of energy, blasting holes in the wall like a shotgun.

3) My roommate and I are in our dorm room, back from christmas break. I ask him how his holidays were, and we chat for a bit.

4) This image. I saw this in waking life on a cardboard box today, and it triggered a vague memory of me seeing it earlier, in my dreams. Deja vu...


5) I was LUCID, and in an office setting. And that's all I remember at this point. Maybe writing dreams more than 12 hours after you wake up is a bad idea...

6) I remember having my fedora, and being LUCID. Trying to program it with thoughts so it would function as I want it to, as an infinite storage space. It was like teaching a dog a trick. I put something in it but it didn't go off to the pocket dimension, so I tried again till it worked.

7) Burn Notice like dream. I was the spy, replaying (I had a feeling I was retracing what had happened before, or that this was a story that had been told before) a certain scene. It was in the ocean, myself being on a small boat. Unfortunately, this boat was heading down an intake into a water purification plant, that frothed as the machine sucked it in. I abandoned ship before I was pulled into it, only to end up in a similar predicament. I had to take a leap of faith and swim down into a submerged tunnel and trust I didn't drown before getting to air... Nope! Not doing that. I went up onto the land the tunnel burrowed into, and made my way onto a massive, floating, metallic structure. Maybe a fort or base? Not entirely sure. I jumped off the structure, only to realize how tall it was... Hundreds of feet above the water, I maneuvered myself in the air to avoid hitting a large fishing boat.

After waking up in the middle of the morning, I decided to try the WILD technique (Wake Initiated Lucid Dream). I have never done it successfully. I did not ever become lucid this time either, but something pretty cool did happen. As I was drifting off into sleep, I was trying to focus on a forest scene where I wanted my dream to take place. I was thinking of a particular spot that I liked in the woods of Torreya State Park. Lo and behold, the setting of my dream was some woods very similar to that. It was very hilly just like the place I was thinking of. So even though I didn't WILD, the power of just thinking about those woods was enough to influence my mind once I was in a dream. I think that's awesome and it probably was not a coincidence because as much as I love hiking out in the woods, I have not had many dreams of being in the woods that I can recall.

I don't remember much about the dream besides the fact that I was in those woods. I did not record it right away like I usually do and I wish I would have. I was just being lazy and wanted to go back to sleep for a little while before I had to go to work. I do remember that I had a big scab on my left shoulder from falling down somehow and my dad was asking me about the scab. It's weird that he knew about it because I didn't tell him and I was wearing a shirt. I told him that it happened during a game of Capture the Flag.

Well, I'd like to say that my dreams are usually really elaborate, vivid, and random... so this dream is fairly ordinary compared.
I've already started a dream journal about a month ago, but I figured I should just start with last night's:
I dreamt that I was a drug dealer. My friends Amanda and her friend, Nikki and I were snorting these pills on my kitchen counter. We were suddenly also passing around a joint. My old teacher Mrs. Hinkle appeared and was sniffing the air, telling us that she could smell it and she was about to search us. Nikki was holding it and suddenly shoves it into my pocket. I ended up hiding it... But I was infuriated!
Amanda, Nikki and I were suddenly in a grocery store walking around the isles. I ended up telling Nikki off (which I dont exactly like the girl in real life which was empowering)
Also: in another dream, I found all of this long lost kandi (bracelets that I trade a raves) and this kid stole it and lost all of it! I ended up beating the hell out of him (which btw, I've never gotten into a fight.)
...I tend to fight people in dreams however. And it's amazing! Ever since I've learned about Lucid dreaming, had 2, and found out that in order to stop nightmares, all you have to do is confront the dream charactor... my dreams have become incredibly empowering. I've began actually defeating all my foes. It's awesome
anywho, I shall have more interesting reads as time goes on I promise

Monday, Dec.19, 2011

DR at 7am.
I'm talking to two girls, we are in US. One of them is going home, but wants to return here. So I start explaining to her in detail, how to get visa and how to proceed (the info I gave her is exactly right IWL).
- Someone has a store. I'm in it, but I have nothing to do with the store. In walks some kind of a law enforcement person. The other person in the store tells me to identify myself to the officer. I get really mad and I tell her, that we are not in some police state (and I name couple of countries), where people are afraid of police, like in the country I grew up in. I proceed to say, that if the officer want's me show some ID, she can ask me herself.

Tuesday, Dec.20, 2011
I'm somewhere with someone in building with windows on the left side (looks like building of a bank in NZ).
I did remember more, but didn't right it down in time.

I bought a new indigo Gamecube as a gift for someone, and put it in a plastic bag. When I gave it to her in my living room (I think it was that girl Lexi off twitter I've never spoken to again) she was obviously disappointed, and I was trying to tell her why it was a good gift. Later, my friend K was playing Majora's Mask. I've never played it, but I've watched a couple short videos of it, and it was nothing like it's really like. Everything was very beige and dirty and the main character was some guy, the style reminded me of Amnesia. I was watching her play through it and it terrified me, I had to cover my eyes a lot, it was really unnecessarily violent and scary. Then someone said I had to play through it again from the beginning. I really didn't want to play it, but I had to for some reason. In one of the first scenes, there was a witch or something on this kinda platform with stairs and possibly a cauldron. You had to talk to her, and she would tell you to do something, but you weren't able to do it, so she would blast you. In a textbox at the bottom it said, "Your knees have been destroyed!" and there were big bloody holes where the main character's knees had been, which really disturbed me. Then they were healed by someone else, and you had to make some kind of choice, but that's as far as I got.