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01.03.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was supposed to be in class, but was skipping. I saw some MTG cards in a store and wanted to buy them. Then the next day I did go to class and we had to build a robot. I didn't have time to finish it before class ended. When I got home I ate with my family but the robot had followed me demanding that I finish my work. I reluctantly acquiesced.

He had a human face and looked sort of like my youngest brother (8), although my brother was also there and I could notice some differences. Later I asked him if he couldn't just learn all the physics I knew and work on himself since he was a genius. He told me it would just take him about a week (ouch). I told him I was pretty smart but was very lazy and always skipping classes, although I still managed to get good grades. Then I cheered myself thinking that I had built a freaking robot.

The dream shifted and I was part of the roman army fighting their last battle in a park. The romans lost and I died fighting. Then the dream focused on my friend from real life M and I became him. The romans were taking away the people who were not warriors who had hidden themselves in a small building (myself included). I grabbed a sword and challenged an important enemy noble to a duel, but in the middle of the fight another man decided to take his place. I managed to cut him on the neck, but it was too shallow. He still pretended to be dying so that he could drown me in the park pond. He failed and he began laughing about how he always did that. Then we started fighting again.

Ok so due to not being able to sleep recently at all i buy some herbal sleeping aids to see are they any good. i take 2 of dem and hour before bed as directed. an hour later go to bed and try to sleep and NOTHING!!!! i lie there for hours tossing and touring and nothing for ages. next ting i no im on my stomack and im drifting of and suddenly i get that dreaded tingling sensaton i can tell what is coming for me. then BAM next thing i know i feel like i am being dragged by my feet out of my bed out my room and up my hall. im aware fully at all times what is happening and am screaming in my head at all times WAKE UP WAKE UP and thank god this time i actually got myself to snap out of it pretty quickly. I then lie there terrified before gradully drifitin off again to have the exact same thing happen!!!!!

Night of Feb 29

I was in a school play, and I was really really happy about it. For those who don't know, I used to want to be an actress, but that ship has sailed. I just recall being so ecstatic about getting to act again. I believe some Starkid was there, but I'm not sure. Nigel Barker came in the make-up room when I was trying to demonstate my make-up skills and I was way too nervous to do my best.

Later I was walking down the hallway of my school and something happened with Billy, like he hugged me or I don't know. I just remember him being somewhat infatuated with me, but it was kind of whatever. I had forgotten to get a ride home, so I called my brother and he was able to pick me up.

Oddly enough, it was my eighteenth birthday and I had completely forgotten. This made me extremely sad because I didn't have anything planned and i wanted a huge blowout party, because you only turn 18 once. Alyssa, Izzy, and I were going to go out to eat or something, but then that didn't happen because Izzy ditched us.

I was heartbroken. She was supposed to be my best friend. Then her brother called ME out on being mean to HER. Wtf? No. I think I explained my situation and I might have cried, but I remember he, like, held me or laughed and tried to comfort me. Weird.

Awake Non-Lucid

I'm walking down a street I take on my route to school. I stroll along, lost in my thoughts. Arron comes out of nowhere and says "Hey, I'll walk with you. Give me a minute while I get something, ok?" I nod, and follow him into his house. I look around. It's open and very white. Suddenly I feel quite awkward, being alone in his house with him, since I know how flirty he can get.

I relax when someone comes in. It's a friend of Arron's although I swear I've met him before. (Never met this guy IRL, just a random DC) "I know you!" I smile. He sees me and grins.

"Yeah! We spoke at the party a few nights ago! Fancy meeting you here."

I completely forget about school, and the guys grab some food and we head to Arron's room. I lounge on a stool, and the guy introduces himself as Josh. He's rather hot, and I keep catching his eye. The door opens, and more friends of Arron's come in. I realise suddenly that I've missed three periods of school.

I find myself in my school's main corridor. It's pretty much empty of people, so I sit down. Rochelle comes in and says we're going on a P.E trip. She doesn't seem concerned that I've missed my mornings lessons. We walk into the PE changing rooms. Everyone has giant suitcases full of clothes, and the room slopes downwards.

I realise I have nothing to wear, and my moany teacher is shouting at me to hurry up. Mumbling under my breath, I ask someone if I can borrow some jogging bottoms and a t-shirt. I rummage through their suitcase and pull on clothes that are far too big.

The room slopes again sharply and I find myself rolling downwards and hitting the wall. My teacher shouts at me to get a move on but I can't make it up the slope, the flooring has become smooth which makes it difficult to get a grip.

Eventually I make it up and hurry along with the rest of the girls. My dad turns up, and we watch a very scary rollercoaster pass just above our heads. There's a t.v under it, which we stop to watch. Apparently some people are giving their views on the rollercoaster. I notice one of the girls is Emma Watson. She has very blonde, volumous hair and far too much make-up on.

The beginning was the best bit, although it was a very mundane dream which pretty much sucked

Working on getting my recall back up. I think I had at least 3 dreams this night. The lucid is the only one can recall now.

Flying, Office, False Awakenings
Method DILD (false awakening)
Lucidity C
Vividness B
Control B
False awakening. I hear the voice of Collin, an old friend who I haven't seen in years. That can't be. I sense that I am in my bedroom from the Daisetta house. I must be dreaming. It's dark. I try to get up but my body seems paralyzed. I can tilt my head enough to look at my hands. I can rub them. I still seem paralyzed, but then dream time skips a few seconds. Now I'm standing in the hallway outside the bedroom and I can move freely. I walk toward the living room where some lights are on. I hear my mother's voice. Wait. I realize my vision is blurry. I turn back toward the bedroom with the intent of finding my glasses. Collin is behind me and he is holding my glasses. I take them from him, put them on, and now my vision is clear (I love that trick).

I walk out to the backyard, ignoring my mother and Collin. It's dark and very foggy outside. I hop up on the picnic table and launch into the air. I fly straight up about 20 stories and then stop hover and look down to get my bearings. The many houses and street lamps glow dimly in the dense fog. I want to fly to my office. I look south-east to the horizon and see dim lights of a large building. That must be it (IWL, it's much further than that) I fly Superman-style toward the buliding, willing myself to go as fast as I can. I arrive, land outside, and burst through the door with great momentum.

I slow down to see where I have arrived. Entering the main door, the interior doesn't look like my office as I expected. It just looks like a long corridor with generic office suites on either side. More like a prison (which, actually, is still an apt description of work). Not discouraged, I wander down the corridor and follow it a few turns. I turn one corner and am surprised to see my office lobby. Cool! Now I follow the real layout of the office toward RH's room. The office furniture looks very different. The chairs are dark brown wicker and there are big leafy fern plants. It's looks like the decor of a hotel in the Caribbean. RH isn't in her office. Next door, I hear her neighbor's voice saying that RH left.

I give up on RH and look through the rest of the office. I peek over the cubical walls, looking for someone I recognize. Then I jump and balance on top of the cubical wall for an easier view. "Where is BG?" I say aloud. She isn't at her desk. I hear a voice say, "She moved to a new seat." I turn around and see a reception desk that doesn't exist IWL. BG is bent over under the desk, pulling out something. "I'm here!" she says. She stands up and I jump from the cubical wall to land in front of her. It doesn't really look like her, which is a bit disappointing. She is wearing a black dress and her hair is black and styled up. I say hello and grab her hand, so as to lead her around the office as I look for more recognizable people.

Now the dream changes abruptly into another false awakening. I'm laying on a bed. It's light. I look down and I am naked and with no blanket. In the room I see four people who look like old hillbillies. They are dressed in plaid shirts and denim overalls. They look at me and start to walk toward me, very slowly like zombies. Ugh, I don't want to be here.

Dream skips again into another false awakening. I am in my own bed. I tilt my head back and my body starts to sink into the bed.

One more awakening, this time for real.

This is a dream i found saved into my computer from this past summer.. It ties into the mall theme i was talking about in my feb 28th dream

Apparently it all started in France where i was chasing some cat around town and i found myself in the movie theaters watching this whole dream.. but then i left with a friend and we met up with her crush or whatever and went to some pizza shop and it was all french looking , but then my friend and i were walking down a dirt road and came into this shop.. which turned out to be a so called hospital where the patients never leave from.. so were running around in there trying not to get killed lol but got locked in an elevator and we couldnt get out... but then i like flashed into the mall with my mom at sears and it was raining and we were looking at clothes and then the power went out so im like hey! my phone has a flash light so we used that and managed to get talk to some sales associate about something idr and then we got out in the dark. so i started walking around the mall but my mom turned into my friend and we were just walking around but the mall was closing soon and the store we were in turned into Thornes market (a market place i live near) and im like hey this place changed.. i used to play here in this toy store when i was a kid but now its bigger and no toys..." so we ventured our way back into the holyoke mall and examined stores and then the mall was closing so we went back to sears but then we had to wait in line and my friend turned into another person and the line was for like pre marriage photos for some reason so were like oh hey lets practice faces but i got mad cuz every face i apparently looked like a cow boy and im like im tired of this.. i feel like were in the game the sims.. and then i got a nice face down so we got our pic taken and i couldn't make that face again so i did some stupid thing with my hands and the photographer was like hey, this isnt from the old days.. smile nicely and gave us our pic and im like well at least there's only a week more of this and then we walked though sears to get outside and when i got outside my friend turned into someone else again and we were walking through the parking lot and it was dark and raining and the parking lot was make of tiny rocks so it was hark to walk in and we needed to find my mom but then this kid apparently became a zombie and was chasing me through the parking lot but i was faster but he didn't give up and then i realized i forgot my stuffed animal rabbit behind a car so we had to go back and get it and then after being chased forever we got onto cement ground so i thought i could out run him maybe even faster but then he got me so i kicked him and run away and he stayed down but then there was this hole in the ground so im like check this out... and i clicked a button and it light up and turned into a hot tub with all this music and what not but as soon as i got in my mom pulled up and was like hey its time to go! so i started histaricly laughing and got in the car, and she asked how the movie was and im like yeah it was good but it skipped around to different things alot.. i got confused. but yeahh so i thought it was an interesting dream

Had quite a lot of dreams last night that i remembered.. it must of been from all the times i woke up.. and i did happen to listen to a 30 min song from a post i read about dream recall.. apparently the music helps you recall dreams a little better.. but yupp!

Dream Fraction:
Standing in a giant white farm house... looking out the window
Seemed to be on a horse farm, and i could see maybe a racing track for the horses with a white picket fence around it. It was gloomy outside, muddy, and seemed as it just finished raining. It felt like a scene from the movie The Ring.

Dream Fraction:
Left my house but realized i left my laptop open, i had skype on and this website up. I became scared that my dad was going to snoop through my laptop.

Dreams:
I was down by the river, on an island we have, and i was walking through the woods there with a few people, who seemed to be hippies. They were wearing long skirts of that type and tank tops, and they had dreads. They were in reds and yellows. We were following a path that led us to a old fire pit, but it was blocked off with string, rainbow string.
I'm not sure if this led into this next part, but i remember it coming next..
I ended up in my school cafeteria, it kinda looked the same but was still different.. i was with a few friends from school (a girl and 3 guys) and we were in line for a buffet style lunch but there seemed to be no one else, just blurs of images of people. We ended up just getting one big plate that was piled a foot high and sat at a table up against a wall. We then began stacking the spoons and forks on the plate to make a big pile.

I ended up going to my softball game, but i forgot my jersey and i only had a white basketball T-shirt (even though i never played before) but that wasn't good enough, so i couldn't play. I ended up sitting on the bench facing the trees and crying because i was mad. I ended up on the street taking photos on a digital camera with my dad next to the game, and somehow found myself on a yacht with our neighbors and showing them the pictures that i took.

I woke up late for school, and my dad pushed me out the door to get the bus but i was only wearing a pair of old shorts and a yellow V-Neck that i apparently wore the day before that. I got mad at him because of that and also because my legs were to hairy to do that.. ( i was complaining yesterday IWL about that in gym to a friend) I then got on the bus and my dad was laughing because all these new 7th graders were getting on the bus with me and they didn't know what to do, it reminded me of lost fish. After they got on the bus was packed and i called my mom to being me a change of clothes but she said no. We then drive down the street and drive by a girl who i apparently remembered from a few years earlier who was wearing yellow, red, green, and blue Gothic pants that were strapped around her ankles and i said hey its funny how she still has those pants.. Then we go down another street and pick up another girl, Rachel (someone that i met snowboarding this past winter) and she gets on the bus. We drive down the next street and stop, and then i find myself standing in the road with all the other kids. My mom was sitting there in her car and came out to stand with me. i was on the side of the road watching an extremely large Yorkshire terrier (about 20lbs) stand there. My friends sister then proceeded to drive by in a black Outtie and almost hits the dog, so i scream. She stops thinking she hit the dog and backs up. When she did this she hit the dog and for some reason does it 2 more times. On the third time the dog turned into a human man and when she ran it over it struggled and died. In the dream i screamed, terrified, and then i woke up and like rolled over quickly when i did, my heart was beating fast.. I have no idea why.

I was at the mall with my mom and she decided to go into a few stores but i decided to go walk around but when i went to go find her again i couldn't, and the mall was closing so i had to run around the mall turning all the lights on again because they were motion censored. This was the same mall that i had a dream about a few months back, that i got stuck in during a storm and the power went out so it was pitch black and it turned into a nightmare. But yeah i couldn't find my mom, and for some reason the bottom level still had people walking around, that were coming from a dark hallway.

These dream were two long dreams compared to yesterday's 3 dream fragments. It also played out more like a show or movie, not in the first person.
It started out as like a view of a whole bunch of teenagers on an island or a beach somewhere. I don't know where. Then it shows this one kid looking out into the ocean.
It switches view to the direction he's looking and there's a girl in the water (She looked strangely familiar ) And all of a sudden she starts flailing about, apparently drowning. One girl on the beach jumps into the water and starts swimming towards her. For some strange reason, in the next view, the one kid mentioned above is riding piggy-back on this girl as she's swimming They eventually get to the girl but it's too late. Then it transitioned to some youtube video that was very incoherent, apparently commemorating the girl who died...
The dream faded and I woke up. I drifted directly back into sleep into a different dream, but for some reason felt linked to the previous one...
There were these people doing an investigation. There was this woman, who had something jabbed and stuck into her arm. She pleaded to the investigators that it was the end of a pen ( My dreams really don't make too much sense...) ,but the investigators go into the drawer of her desk and find a syringe and a bag of what seemed to be heroine (Or at least my brain recognized it as that.) Then that transitioned to a car going down the Highway, carrying a few members from the show 'Shameless', and then the car got hit by another vehicle. The End

Key: Non-Lucid Lucid

im in some strange place, i can remember it well but it will be to long and to hard to describe it. essentially its some kind of university or something, with buildings like librarys and other things scattered close toghether within a forest with a calm river running through it. someone is chasing me through it, or im not supposed to be there and escaping without getting caught, either one, and i run out of a library and into the river, where i float down on a raft, and the river is in a sort of U shape and doubles back. i guess whoever was chasing me found me, because i was standing in a shallow part of the muddy river, and a man began to stab me, a knife in each hand. and it hurt, or well, it was an uncomfortable pinch. i was stunned, never before in a dream had i really been harmed, and i thought i dont have to take this, its my dream... oh wow im dreaming. once lucid the guy just stop and froze, it was like he was a robot and i just hit the off switch. i was glad to be free, and i started to run, now the wooks was brighter and i could see beautiful mountains surrounding me. then i saw one of those towers for radio or cell phones or whatever it is, and ran up/jumped/flew up it, and looked around. i then jumped down, grabbing the ladder as i went down to slow my fall. at the bottom, i met my grandma who said for me to sit down, its dinner time. i told her no, im dreaming i can do whatever. she got angry and made me sit down, i lost lucidity and woke up.

1. I'm looking into a terrarium full of all different creatures. I remember seeing snakes and hedgehogs, but there were lots more than that.

2. I'm in a large warehouse, and I'm stealing something important. It's printed on a large piece of paper. I put it onto another large piece of paper and roll it into a tube. A man sees me do this, and chases me as I try to run for it. He tackles me and I struggle like crazy to get away.

3. I'm in a hallway somewhere, and all these sexy thin models are wandering around in bathing suits. I look at my own substandard body and feel incredibly jealous.

We are at our summer cottage, by the lake. With me there are my family and some of my friends. There is also a little dog. I stroke it and my friends warn me to watch out that it doesn't bite me. I protect myself with a book. The dog tries to go around me. We circle each other for a while. Soon the dog gives up. We talk something, but I can't remember what. I stroke the dog again, and again it tries to bite me. Soon it gives up. We go for a run. After some time we arrive at a block of flats that looks like my granny's neighbourhood. We go round the building. Soon we see a similar building. We go round it too. There is a glass door. It is open, but I notice that it is the wrong door. There is another door, but I notice that it is a wrong one too. The third door is the right one, but after going from it I am again outside. Now there is a soccer field in below us. Thats where we should go but when I look down I see a fall of at least 4 metres. When I wonder what to do I see one of my friends (that wasn't with us at the beginning of the dream) going down stairs. I go down. There are some children playing. They notice us and start yelling at us that they are playing. One of them urges the others to kick the balls at us. The come closer. I take a ball and foot it. Even though one of the kids is near me, I miss him. I suddenly feel weak and decide to leave. The kids don't follow us. We leave the field. We are now in a dark, cave-like place. There are now six of us. The dark place is a womb and near us, gloving soft milky light, is an egg cell. Our mission is to prepare it for fertilization by removing a chromosome from it, but we can't go too close to it or it will fertilize. I take a long stick and stick it into the cell, removing one x-chromosome. There's some guy that I haven't seen before. One of us dares him to eat the chromosome. He does it, but it doesn't seem to have much effect on him.

I am in an old city. The alley I take ends in a fall. Below me there is a marketplace. When I'm wondering how to get down, two girls go past me, jump on a roof and then on the street below. I notice an iron rod hanging in the air. I decide to use it. I jump and grab it. When I'm hanging there, a woman comes to say to the girls not to jump on the roof. I drop down and notice a friend of mine. The last thing I remember is becoming lucid, though there probably is more that I can't remember.

So last night I could finally recall my dream, but I dreamed that I was in a tall building that was being attacked much like 9/11. The dream would switch me from inside the building to 3rd person view outside like its some kind of movie. Somehow I ended up in the other building before the one next to it collapsed. I have felt so sick in that dream and a million things going through my mind that I am going to die. Before this happened it was night time and I was looking over the city and a air plane was coming and missed the buildings, then it turned around and streaked the building and I was teleported inside of it.

I was in a room with three other guys giving up hope that we would ever leave there, I found it odd that there was a chair that was in the shape of a tipping building. We figured out we where low enough to escape the bottom and people helped us out. One lady told us to run into this building to be safe and we did. The nightmare ended then.

There where other stuff but I don't remember it.

I had this one early this morning, and though it wasn't exactly "scary," it was definitely traumatic.

Dream Notes/Observations

Some friends and I have been invited to a party, in Alaska. We're being rushed to catch the plane (and drink with the pilot on the way), but we have to run some errands first. As we're driving around to do this, I'm trying to convince my buddy not to let me drink too much because my ex will be at the party.

At some point during this I insulted a group of crazy gangbangers, who looked like Rastafarian MS-13. The swore they were going to make me pay, but we sped away in the car.

We get back to my house and my friends drop me off so I can get dressed for the party. I go downstairs and let my ferrets out to play while I get ready (I do have ferrets IRL, and though these looked a little different I knew it was them). While my ferrets are playing two new ferrets appear from nowhere and start playing with them.

After I'm dressed I hear someone break-in upstairs, and somehow I know that it's the gangbangers, and that what their going to do is beat me, make me watch them eat the ferrets, and then kill me. So I try to gather up the ferrets and hide them in the closet, but the ones I don't know run away and I can't catch them.

I just manage to get my ferrets hidden when I hear them coming down the stairs and scramble to grab my sword (an ugly, poorly made black steel blade, not nearly as nice as my sword IRL). I've just managed to grab it and run out into the hallway when they get to the bottom of the stairs. There are 6 of them, and they are wielding hockey sticks and metal bars. I manage to bottleneck them in the hall so they can only attack me one at a time. They hit me a few times, but nothing serious, though there are a few close calls, and after 5 minutes of furious combat all 6 are dead.

I start freaking out about having killed 6 guys, and go up stairs and start pacing. At this point my friends return to pick me up, but I won't leave the house. I try to play it cool, but inside I'm losing it, considering chopping the bodies up to hide them in the yard. After a minute I break down and tell my friends what happened, but instead of freaking out they just think it's cool that I managed to kill 6 dudes by myself.

After a few minutes I decide to call 911 and report it, since it was self defense. The police don't come, but send an investigator: an older woman who kind of reminds me of my 5th Grade teacher. So I take her downstairs to show her the scene, but when we get down there all the bodies have turned into giant badger/dog things. 2 of them are dead, but the other 4 are just severely crippled. One of them has found the two stranger ferrets, killed 1, and is trying to kill the other. I start kicking it to try to protect the ferret, and the investigator gets mad at me, saying something like "This may have started as self defense, but if you keep that up you'll be charged with assault, the law doesn't protect your pets" (though apparently it did protect giant badger-dogs that used to be people). This makes me really angry, and I wake up.

I was sent an errand when i noticed that i can teleport. I did it severally and it struck me 'YOU ARE DREAMING'.
The scene was familiar and I navigated around the scene by teleporting.

I was nervous and thought of changing the dream to something interesting.
I tried re-dreaming a dream that I cherish the most, the most cherished ever. I thought of how I could get to the scene and I found myself in a scene similar to it. I tried feeling the way I felt, tried thinking of her coming; I was hurrying, nervous and never wanted to loose the dream. The dream eventually started to fade and i shouted 'clarity now' and it became clear again.

I left the scene and decided to fly, which i did successfully by bouncing on my feet along the street which ended up in diferent and non lucid dream.

A newbee will always be a newbee what woud i have done to re-dream a dream or to continue from where i stoped in a dream dreamt the previous night?

Thank you for reading . . .

1. One of my friends and I escape from some oppressive desert country and use a vacation house in Colorado as our hide-out. For some reason, I have an abundance of superhero T-shirts.

2. Singing "Bohemian Rhapsody" with a bunch of other guys. I do the lead character's lines, and seem to be the only person out of the bunch capable of hitting the high notes.

3. Something about playing with a rocket launcher.

4. Something about ugly necklaces.

5. I'm stuck at someone's residence with some snobbish former classmates and a handful of little kids. One of them criticizes the way I was eating a popsicle, and others join in on verbally harassing me. I run to find a room that I can lock from the inside so I can be alone, but they keep chasing me. Even when I've managed to lock a door or find a really good hiding spot (even when I'm hiding in my own house), they always get in and start dancing on my head, all while claiming that I'm in the wrong for hiding from them in the first place.

Then there was something about the estimated value of some herb and going to an incense shop to get something to help with meditation, but my alarm clock woke me up in the middle of that.