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May 20, 2014
Hagrid and Dumbledore in my dream. They may Malfoy miss a doctors appointment and they have to appease the Malfoy family. They do this by letting Malfoy go back to his family and giving Malfoy senior a car. It's a Honda Accord 2010. Later on in some sort of dungeon. I'm playing a game with Austin and Trenton. The three character choices are wizard archer and warrior. I play the archer but use a melee weapon. In our first attempts, we go into a room full of stone dogs they; make quick work of us. The floor of the main room is covered in either lava or some sort of liquid that hurts us. In that first game when we go into the room of stone dogs is very dark. As we see if there is a secret passage we hear a movement. A bunch of stone dogs appeared in the main room. I jump onto one of stone dogs in the main room then wall jump off the wall. I also appear to have a double jump. I managed to make it into the other room which has many chests and other storage containers. It appears that we need to collect different materials to make better weapons. We quickly die that game and on our next attempt we go straight to that room. This time will me and Trenton hold off the forces, Austin works on collecting materials and making us stuff. One of the creature that attacked us is a golem. I'm able to start it by hitting it with the club but takes a long time to make it stop moving. We managed to get the to the point where the next boss won't appear until we make a specific item. So we prepare accordingly.

I am on back road near the freeway. And in the passenger seat of a car and were trying to find a way back onto the freeway. I keep seeing exits but no entrances. Eventually we find a dirt path that is partially blocked by logs. We go down and make our way onto the freeway, only now it isn't the freeway. The road has several jumps and other obstacles making it more like a obstacle course of some sort. We go off several jumps and it feels like we're going to crash.

May 14, 2014
I'm in my uncle trance house in the kitchen. The kitchen is a little small and there are a lot of cupboards hanging from the ceiling. Katie, Michelle, Trenton, Austin, and I are all there. He met some subject I don't remember. I had downstairs and stairs are a bit wide. The hallway at the bottom of the stairs there's an open door as I walked past there is a rumor all-girls of changing with the past I hear Michelle ask why they didn't close the door. I keep going to a large family room. There are beds all over the place and I hear Trent asked Michelle why they still have so many. Michelle says that it's because the different numbers could come and visit. I start playing a game like legend of Zelda. I'm on a big water level searching for hearts or stars. I'm having trouble getting one of them but as I asked Austin how to get it I manage to succeed. The storehouse training get would always break into five pieces and scattered all over the level. It would spread so far that I wouldn't be able to get all the pieces. This time I try though, all the pieces land really close and I'm able to collect with ease. I put on the Zora mask and keep going. I encounter some glitch when I'm walking on a pier and die. I respawn and go into an underwater volcano. Rather than going I'm supposed to go I manage to get into a side entrance that I'm not supposed to be able to reach. All the doors lock and Daruma the giant Goran finds me.

May 9, 2014
I don't remember much of my dream. I do remember that one point I was in space. Our ship was floating off into space and we needed to build an engine or something in order to get back but since we couldn't we just jumped and hoped we would make it to a safe point. We managed to get to a ship but we couldn't salvage the piece that floated away.

May 8, 2014,
I am driving around in a large parking lot. I decide to go get some food at the nearest restaurant, so I can decide where to go. The options are KFC or two other places that look good I look at KFC, and enter that building first. Once inside, and looks up in the cafeteria style set up to get your food. I start to select my food in one of those small takeout containers, and the employee pushes me to make certain selections. Most specifically, he tries to get me to buy the fish. But when I go down the line with my food to the cashier, I find out that the fish cost $70. I decide not to get the fish because it is very expensive. I have to go back to the beginning and try to start something else. The problem is that they're running out of most of the everything else less expensive and finally any other food. The two employees that are working there get into a small argument. The one who is serving me the fish is trying to get rid of the expensive stuff while the other employee is frustrated that he's not helping people get what they want. I go back to the line but there is only little bit of cheap food left, which I get.

5.2.14

Last day of my 3 days off. Woke up at 7am, took a nap at 9am -12pm.

GM 8mgs, Choline 900mgs. Alpha GPC 600mgs.

Little more than 1 hr after taking it, I get a sligh buzzing in the back of my head. I push my head back and start falling. it leads nowhere. So I push my head down again, and fallling again. Now I remember how to get out of this into a LD. Just stand up. So i do that and I'm in a LD. I didn't wanna go after sex, but once lucid, all bets are off. I spend it all on sex. And the next DEILD as well. Then a third dream, not sure if lucid, or what it really was.

Wake up, decide that nothing worth writing down happened, so I just get a drink and go back to sleep.

Dream #1 woke @7:11
Robots dreaming?
Saw Y Need to save someone?
Dream Capsule??
Sleeps over at Y place (not sure if old house or not)
changed into a very large, dirty, light blueblue skirt w/ adjustable zipper and pins to sleep
I see many other people sleeping in dark room (can see the holographic picture of name and face)Future of sleep?
I probably go into one capsule and I awake into a Virtual reality? I go into a tower and tries to jump (like flying) on a huge robot tree and take control to move south. But instead it tries to move south east. Felt like an FPS. Aiming at a large tree and firing shots. talking Mecha wolves? Action packed. Then woke up in dream capsule? Had to observe a lady. She said she prefers in the VR than in RL(duh) She has two personalities btwn VR and RL. (something like that)

Dream #2 woke up at around 8:50
Work/ Restaurant. Busy. Divided into 4 quadrants/ rooms. I see S and F working. So many people were here to eat. Very upscale. S hired more people like a tall, skinny asian guy (he was working hard) and a disabled asian short guy as a dishwasher. I felt like I was a bad waitress that S had to hire more ppls. Saw Mom and sis there. F told me to bring 3 cups of H.S soup to table 21.... An impossible task, because I didn't know which table it was! As I am heading to the first room, I'm stopped by this dishwasher. He had a dustpan with food in it(orange ckn and ckn lo) and asked me if we could keep it, I told him no, throw it away. He went back and I moved forward to the entrance. I see Mrs. B there, she seems impatient to be seated. I Told her to wait a moment so I could find the wait list. I look right next her and notice there's at least 6 people sitting on the bench (as a wait list) I turn my back to the reception desk and ask where was the list. Sis said there was no list. And Mrs. B asked if she could see the list so she could write down her name. When I turned around no one was sitting on the bench and I grew confused (because I knew there were ppls on bench earlier). Then I woke up...

21/5/2014
first dream i had was i was in my english class and i got in trouble for some reason. i was sent out of the classroom so i just kinda looked around the hall. i saw that diagonal from where i was standing (in front of the class door) was the other english teacher's class, except that's wrong because its a little further down the hallway in the opposite direction. i go in there and i think im sitting in the doorway for some reason, because everyone seems higher up than i am (like i was sitting down). i remember this black kid and he said something to me, at first we were getting along but then he turned a bit hostile for some reason. i dont remember what happens after that.

the next dream i remember was i was in this hallway with the fast and furious cast. tyrese gibson (and someone else, i think vin diesel? or maybe even gary coleman...) where midgets for some reason. we turned this corner and were walking down a hallway. i know i saw the hallway before because it was from a videogame i played. the hallway had tan walls and there was a door to our left that when down somewhere i think it had vending machines. i think pipes traveled along the sides of the wall, too. we were all talking but i dont remember what it was about.

Something to do with a swarm of large wasps. One landed on my shoulder and I woke up before it could sting me.

Some story about a man who had been doing Xenon gas because apparently it was like some kind of drug (even though Xenon is supposed to be inert and have no affect on humans) and it caused some kind of reaction in his body that caused his face and body to swell up. Now when I say swell up, I mean like 3x size. I'm going to spare you the graphic description of what this guy actually looked like and just say that I woke up after this one too.

I am looking for movies to put on the DVD player, but can only find dozens of versions of Winnie the Pooh. Some are in packs of 3 discs, some are just 1 disc. Really hard to decide, I go with a 3 pack because I like the feel the cover imagery gives me, and hope it is related to the actual movie. I put the disc in, and start it up.

Before I can even start to watch the movie, I feel a burning in my crotch. I look down and see a gas stove, literally coming out of me. The burner itself is the dial, and there is a small flame about 1cm sort of like a torch, right in my crotch. I turn the gas off, and the flame stops. Basically behind that major groin tendon on the right side. Close to the nether-region.

A little surprised by this, I turn the dial again and hear gas flowing out of the metal bit. I turn it to ignite, hear the clicking of an electric ignition, and the flames start up again. I grab a piece of raw chicken and begin to cook it in the open flame. It is taking a while, and I am trying to be careful not to burn my hairs, or my ding dong, but the chicken is actually cooking none the less. The chicken begins to take on a white, cooked color, so I flip it over to cook the other side.

I start to question whether or not the inside will be fully cooked, and if the gas burner might need to be removed in a few days before I get an infection.

I'm a young boy walking into a room which contains a sort of glass bubble, small, like a snowglobe or a paperweight, and through the glass I can see a girl the same age on the other side, who I think of as 'the princess,' a nickname. I'm aware the glass represents a barrier between worlds that we can't cross anymore, we can only meet here in between. The glass bubble now appears to be larger than me, and I walk up to it with my arms held out in front of me, as if I'm holding something like a tray - I'm thinking about bringing the princess something, though visually my hands are empty. I pass through the glass. Inside, it seems to be a little round room, and the princess is sitting at a desk; she sees me and gets up and says "Rell!", which seems to be my name; she sounds happily surprised.

.../My wife and kids are queuing up at the stadium/...

.../It's sort of a Punk concert in front of children under 5 y.o. dressed in colorful clothing. The older one looks like 3 y.o. One of them stage dives and falls really bad. His leg gets stuck close to his head. I'm the only adult there and dressed in black. I want to wear some colored clothing. I notice I'm wearing blue jeans. That's good/...

.../Underlining words in a newspaper/...

5.21.14

Last night bed before 10pm - 7am

Was drinking water before bed and everytime it woke me up, and remembered a dream every time.

4:27am
I'm responsible for something at work together with another person. We are working on it and doing good job.

5:09am
DR 2
I'm babysitting some kids, while their parents go someplace. It's early morning, and I want to take them out to the park to tire them out. Then I'm talking to some relatives of the kids, that are also gonna babysit them. We are outside at some fair, eating hot-dogs.

DR3
I'm walking with group of people. Bus broke down, so we are carrying all our luggage with us. We come to a place, that's abbandoned and stop to rest. My mom with some little girl stay in one room, I sleep on a bed in next room.

When I wake up, there is a friend of mine. She is very familiar to me, but I don't know who she is. She started showing up few month ago. I never really see her face, and I don't think she is a former classmate, because when I dream with classmates (frequently), I can always tell who they are. All I know is that I'm very close to her.

DR4
I'm watching a female lion with her 2 cubs and 2 darker haired small animals. They almost look like cubs. She is licking them and I'm thinking she is cleaning them. Then she takes one of them by neck and they go to the left side, out of my view. I know whats gonna happen and I hate it. I'm upset, why would someone be showing that. (I happened to catch like 30 seconds of a nature show, with small lion cubs without their mom, surrounded by rest of the pride. They were sniffing and licking them, still undecided whether to accept them to their pride or eat them. I was like wth would they show this on TV. So much violence everywhere. You can't even rely on a nature show anymore to see some cute peacefull things"

I was someone else in this dream. But i could see this person as if it were me looking at this girl. She started turning into a monster, more like demon. Long finger with pointy fingernails. Weird scary looking face. I wasn't scared of it though.

So I've never seen this woman, but she was tied up underneath a bridge and there was lava underneath this bridge. She was burning to death and was screaming for help. I was on the bank of this lava pool. I couldn't help her.

For keeping count - night before last night was a short but not mini LD - I wrote about it in my DILD workbook.
Again it was so that early yesterday evening my real life stress took on levels of having to deal with it, and I didn't repeat my hypnosis as planned. A bit it is also so, that I am weirdly afraid of doing it - in order not to find out, I might delude myself on it's effect. Veery stupid. I know.

There was another interesting episode, though.
I was told, that at the end of a tram line there would be the second zoo of Hamburg.
And after giving it some thought I said - yeah - I've been there - and started to describe it and the partly weird animals they have there. In retrospect, it was again so that in-dream, I remembered another dream - several actually - with this zoo.
And built it into the actual one. By that the whole scenery and context changed - no more Hamburg, but I was where I had dreamt that zoo to be before.

I am so lazy journalling - I do go for recall upon waking up and either record on I-Phone or just think about it.
But meanwhile I am on the hunt of this in-dream remembering of another dream as reality.
It fascinates me.
So that's what goes in here.

It's no good, though, because meanwhile most 80 % of what I knew sitting in bed is gone by now.

But this is still quite clear - was so bizarre: I had a catholic priest seminarist as a beginning boyfriend and went to his lectures with him and got into a discussion with the prof. I think we had to leave then even - for some strange reason, the guy didn't dump me, but wanted to transform theology after what I had said.
Despite me not believing anything - I would have found out something important. Not exactly proof of god - but something almost equally impressive.
Forgot what that was supposed to be unfortunately.