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I was in a vivid LD and got thinking some sexy stuff would be nice. The problem was when I looked around I was in a Jr High. Being very adult myself, my first thought was that I needed to travel somewhere away from this group of kids. Then it occured to me that Jr High schools have teachers. I caused a very pretty female teacher to come walking up just with my intention. With no conversation I caused her to walk straight up to me and drop to her knees (naughty stuff) and begin giving good oral.
My first feelings were based on her being very pretty and how vivid it was. However, my brain then pointed out that the kids were al stopping and staring at us. Darn it! I am not prude, but that was a buzz kill. I could have made all those DCs disappear, but instead decided to move on and create a better scene.
I walked down the hal and caused another adult woman to walk up wearing a bath robe. I said "let's see you" She opened the robes and again this woman was very vivid, life like and sexy, plus very nude. We went through a door that I decided led to some sort of teachers only area. I created a bed, but had lost track of her. Some other DC guy was there, who I guess represented me and had made her mad, so she had left. No. BS. Start over. Erase the guy DC. Gone. Now a blanket was on the bed, and I said " I am sorry, come back" and she was now under the blanket. I removed the blanket and she was again realistic and beautiful.
I fool around with her but have spaced off stabilizing too long. I realize the dream is going to collapse and stop the sexy stuff. I call out, "ok, I am going to focus now" and try to save the dream, but wake up.

I had been having a vivid semi-lucid about a weird group of people using many ambulances in some sort of spy like thing. I was one of them. At some point the FBI breaks in and has us all restrained. I find the whole game less fun now, so I pull full lucidity into the dream.
I erase everyones bonds and make the FBI disappear. I stand up and announce that I am bored with th egame and will be flying off now. Everyone is like "awww darn."
I fly up and look around from about 100 feet up. I decide to do a TOTM, but can not remember what they are. Wasn't my birthday recently? Yes, so Easter must be about now IRL. Maybe find Easter eggs and see whats inside? Why not? Maybe it is right (nope, not Easter). I land in a pine covered area and easily find about a dozen large painted eggs by searching in the pine needles. They are large like goose eggs and very vivid. I begin cracking them open, but they only contain leaves and other mulch.

Someone's been describing a group of people to me, and he's just moved on to describe two partners who are separate from all the others in some way. His description focuses on one of these two, but my memory only really picks up when he moves on to the second one by saying "Another one, always in darkness." (Or shadows, or something with a similar meaning). I see an image of him as a tall hooded figure. I like him instantly. The guy describing him says that unlike all the others, this one exists in "both long time and short time." I see him in modern clothing now, living and working at an isolated shrine. By "exists in long time," it means that this guy's forced to go through time the long way around, living through each day one at a time (that is, the way time usually works), waiting for the others to reappear. That seems tragic. I'm thinking that he must be immortal in some fashion, to be able to wait for the others' timelines to intersect with his over centuries. The guy talking references "the swords that take the end of each user's life."

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I'm sitting on a bus waiting at an intersection, looking out the window. One of the other passengers says we've reached Las Vegas now. I see a sign on a building that includes Las Vegas in the name, but the road we're on now is in a small neighborhood, small town atmosphere. The bus is just across from a small store, and there's a guy standing by the door playing a guitar. I'm enjoying the music. So is the girl sitting on the seat next to me. There's an old man sitting across the aisle who looks over at us to make sure we're paying attention to the music. He talks about the importance of paying attention and enjoying what's going on around you, something about being open to messages from the universe and synchronicity and all that. I'm bored with this conversation, but then I think that I've been hearing that sort of thing so often lately, between work and now this guy, it's a synchronicity in itself. (Except since it's turned out to be a dream, that's no longer true. Dreaming about things from work isn't exactly synchronicitous.)

Okay, so everytime I witness or have a scary feeling, I do RC's, I think that's my dream sign. The dream started out as me looking out a window, only to see a zombie, it looked very vivid and scary, it was my first zombie dream, that actually showed one so I was very scared. I instantly thought dreaming, I was thinking "this seems like a dream" so I pinched my nose and sure enough I was, I started walking around, looking at stuff.. I'm not sure where I was but I was in a house, a random house. I remember thinking "This is my longest lucid dream yet" And just walking around, I'd say it was about 45 seconds. That's all I remember but I think I lost lucidity.

Let me preface by saying I haven't written a dream journal entry on here for a bit but last night was pretty crazy, and I completed the TOTM. This is the first TOTM that I have completed within the month it was in since January.

Supplements at WBTB: 4mg G, 250C, 200mg L-Theanine

Now I had about 10 different dreams I remember for the most part, they start to run together a bit and the order is not exact but here is what I have. Also I did have some dreams before the WBTB but I cannot recall them right now.

Dream 1: I was driving home or going home by foot and went by a school or building that was getting worked on. When I got home there was a guy working on the siding on my house. He was replacing some that was messed up. I saw that he was using a certain kind of caulking and was curious about it. We talked a little bit and eventually he was gone but not sure where he went. I thought he might have disappeared in my house. I went looking for him and thought this was pretty weird so I did an RC by looking at my hand, 7 or so fingers. Lucid: I was blown away of course since it had been awhile since I became lucid, so I tried to stabilize the dream a bit by concentrating on my hand a little more but whirled out.

Dream 2: Now this one actually started Lucid but I just flowed with it for a bit so it would stabilize. I was in a corn type field and I could see my wife in the distance. I called her name and she looked at me, the dream cleared quite a bit. I interacted with the environment a bit by touching the corn and said "focus" again. I began walking a different way to do my own thing. For some reason I had a hard time walking in a straight line and seemed like I couldn't control myself. I woke myself up at this point by thinking about me in bed.

Dream 3: This one was my longest and most memorable. I rolled out of bed on the opposite side I sleep on, I knew I was lucid but still needed to check since I always have to really convince myself. I got up and turned on the light and looked at my hand, 7 fingers Lucid: I went through the door and around the house to the living room area. I still couldn't believe this was a dream so I wanted to check again. I tried to flip on the light and it didn't work, I knew this was another sign of dreaming. I then thought about the room I just came from and if I wasn't dreaming then I would have left on the light in my room and woken up my wife and daughter. I looked outside and I could see a glass door where my room was and the light on. My wife (didn't look like my wife) came out and looked mad, at this point I realized this was definitely a dream. I turned toward the front door and thought of the TOTM and planned to do telekinesis, I have done this before in other dreams so was comfortable with it. I saw a little wooden vase on the table by the door and concentrated on tossing it up in the air. It flew straight up to the ceiling and bounced off it. I wanted to experiment further with something bigger. I spotted the couch (which was a huge sectional) and with a little more will was able to lift it straight off the ground as well. It flew into the ceiling. As I am doing this I use my hands to guide what I am moving with my mind. Lastly behind me was a Christmas tree with a bunch of presents around it, I concentrated again and lifted all the presents and tree with my powers. Pretty sweet! I thought what do I want to do next. This is where it was one of three events, I am not sure of the order. First I went outside, it was bright out and I could see a lake from my front yard (I cant see a lake from my house). I wanted to fly, I leaned forward and kinda floated down and hit the ground. I then tried again and started going up but the dream ended. Next was I continued on to the back of my house to my laundry room, I thought of the other TOTM and tada a bar was in my house. I asked the bartender for a shot and he didn't' hear me, I gave up on that and ended back somewhere else, maybe with my wife in the bedroom. Either a different dream or the same one I was headed back from a different part of my house and ran across the bar again. I looked and there was a full shot on the counter. I picked it up and looked at it, there was salt around the rim and I assumed it was my tequila shot. I drank it and it tasted like sprite and lime I guess, kinda fresh. I then grabbed a lime off the counter and ate it to get the flavor gone, plus that is what you do after a tequila shot. I don't remember what happened after this.

Dream 4: I don't remember what we were doing but me and my wife were driving and had just come from somewhere and were supposed to get something. I was talking to her and wanted to tell her about the cool dreams I had last night, she doesn't really ever care when I tell her so I just said I had the dreams and that was that. We were almost home and we realized we forgot something so I turned around in my driveway to go back. At this point I think the supplements were wearing off.

Dream 5: I think this one was one of the last ones but it could have been before my WBTB. I was on some mission to get some jewel or secret weapon or something from some girl in china town or some downtown area. I had some body guard type guys with me who could whoop butt. The guy had smuggled some sort of weapon that looked like an umbrella in his suitcase. I had to talk to some girl and she gave me a code word or location for the thing I was supposed to get. Others were after us and trying to get the same thing. I was some sort of espionage/spy stuff but is pretty fuzzy now.

i was in a school very similar to serra. I could not figureo ut how to get to my math class cause it had changed rooms. i went to the cafeteria and ate alone. there was something special about the shirt i was wearing. then andrea and sam came over i gave them both hugs. one of them knocked the table over and my chocolate milk went spilling all over sam. it was pretty hilarious.

i gave my orange glasses to some asian girl.

.../something about a film played backwards/...

.../I'm with some friends sleeping all together in a room. I want to do something with a piece of wood. There's a little girl sleeping and we don't want to wake her up. Something about a magnet. We go back to sleep/...

.../We're running in couples with a kid. My wife moves forward/...

Okay, to start this OOBE off I will say this. I ran into a guy I know from work. He is the first and only person I have met in real life that is in to getting out of body. As a matter of fact he explained a lot of techniques and situations on the subject even before I was able to get out of body.

So.. I ran into him last night and told him about the meteor showers that were supposed to happen from 1-3am. We were talking about astral stuff and he was telling me his experiences. I told him, just pull me out if you get out sometime. He lit up and said, SURE!

Okay, now lets fast forward this, about 8 hours later I am in my backyard, it is 3ish am. I have seen 3 shooting stars so far with my son and we are putting out the fire and going to sleep in a tent that is already set up in the back. Aiden falls asleep and I close my eyes focusing on the energy of being outside. I have my eyes closed and for some reason or another it is as if I still am gazing intently on the stars. And randomly I see shooting stars with my eyes closed. This was weird since I was in my tent and couldn't even physically see through it. It was as if I was still watching the stars above me without my lids or my tent blocking my vision. I think I saw 4 this way.

All of a sudden I feel my body get energized. I feel phasing over and my body trying to float out. I don't remember any of the symptoms of the noises or even strong vibrations. I still am seeing as if the tent or my eye lids don't exist. I see many stars and my body is trying to separate. The only thing I could think to do was not to focus on my physical body. The stars are everywhere so I focus on one. This helps me float out immediately. I feel as if I am floating feet first through the sky, but still far away from the stars. My first reaction was to put in an astral intent but then I decide to just go with it. Now I shift to a dream like scenario. I was downtown Rochester and knew what was going on. I felt as if I could say something to the people around me and just float over the river if they approached me. Now it ends. The last thing I remember is a giggle as if it were my friend.

This pretty much sums up the experience I had. I wanted to journal this so I could now call him and ask him what happened on his end. If he explains to me and similar experience I will direct him to this journal. I'll note it has been about 1 month since my last oobe. I talked to him 8 hours prior to this one happening which to me is VERY unreal.

Regular part of dream after the above took place:

I was on a grading tractor backing up and grading out some rock. I hit a parked excavator and feared my boss Fred saw. He didn't and I kept going and it seemed as if I kept hitting this piece of equipment over and over. Lol... The dream went on and I was walking around the site when I noticed the equipment was completely burnt down to the ground. This is all I remember.

Some of these were lucid, Or semi-lucid.

I was in a graveyard, Observing what crimes some corpses committed. I then knocked on the door of an observatory in the graveyard next to the corpse of a woman that had been buried for at least 214 years (I say that because she died in the 1700s) and a person smaller in height than I am (A midget/dwarf/whatever you want to call a person who is of such a height) opened it and talked to me. There was not enough room for me to fit in the observatory. Soon after that he had me repeating things after him to make me sound stupid or so he thought; People were then coming by and observing what I was doing, Which was saying "Ha Ha." One person was a woman wearing glasses, And at this point I was on top of a tarp that fell down from an elevated position while I was laying on it. I also saw doors and it looked like I was on the inside of a department-store building.

Some time after that I may have woken up and fallen back asleep and gone back to dreaming in the same general place. I then saw a woman who I think was ten or twelve feet tall and someone said to me a thing like "Do not think of dating her," To which I commented something like "She's too tall" (For me, I mean.) I then (Or was this earlier before I saw the twelve-foot tall girl?) met a red-haired girl who I saw when I was eight years old. I asked her a few things and learned her name which I'm sure is in my memory somewhere. When I saw her while awake, She had long hair and was nine years old (She said so when asked when I saw her, Though I didn't ask her or even talk to her on that day.) And I talked to her in the dream and asked her questions to see if she is the girl I saw on that day, All of the questions worked out too (Meaning I found that Yes, She is who I think she is) but then I woke up.

I went back to sleep and "Woke Up" In the dream close to the same place I left off at. I then kept searching for this red-haired girl I had met in the dream, With a blond-haired girl who occasionally wore glasses. I once said to this girl something like "Do you realize I am lucid dreaming?" and she said "Yes."

Later I recall being in some sort of a flea market and I went up to a very beat-up (It looked as if it had been crumpled and un-crumpled or was in an accident) and grey (If it was painted at all) truck next to a man and I looked in the truck's back seat.

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I do think I was semi-lucid as I didn't try to manifest any magical powers, The dream did just go on without me changing much. And, Yes I would like to meet this girl in waking life.

Well, I got the noise problem solved, now it's just the the humidity keeping me awake.

Fragment: Nano Crap
I see a splotch of bird shit, all white and gross. This shit is rife with nano tech, and I can see/sense the nano circuitry active inside it. I watch as that circuitry expands exponentially, growing beyond the confines of the bird shit, yet still creating new patches of bird shit here and there.

The Grind
Recall: 3/10
Sleep: Poor (too humid)
Sleep Position: Unknown

Some kind of sorcerer/shaman has my arm, and he's slowly grinding my arm up into hamburger. The skin, the flesh, the muscle, the bone, it's all getting chewed up by something I can't see. It's going pretty quick, and he's almost gone down to my elbow.

I feel nothing, and there is no way I am paying this even the slightest bit of attention. I turn my back on the sorcerer, who is still holding my arms and grinding away messily, then feel two new phantom limbs in addition to the ones the shaman is holding.

I'm a little surprised at how persistent this guy is, he won't let up. Even after I'm ignoring him and rendering his attacks completely useless, he still keeps popping up from time to time in my dreams all night, always trying to grind me down to nothing. It's completely ineffective though. There is meat and bone being ground from a body that looks like mine, but it means nothing to me.

Was I lucid? Semi lucid? I had decent control, but I usually do even in my non lucids.

Guy I was working with yesterday showed my the aftermath of what happens when thumb meets sawblade. Then he showed me the pictures they took of his thumb right after the accident. You could see bone! You should never be able to see another man's bone... Obviously left an impression.

Morning of May 24, 2014. Saturday.



My brother-in-law seems happy and my sister seems to be alive and with him at the Stadcor Street house in Brisbane (though neither of them had ever been to Australia in real life). They both seem about twenty years younger.

There appears to be some sort of larger spider, nearly the size of a human hand (and I have come to realize that spiders sometimes represent human hands in dreams in a more negative sense - a couple dreams even revealed this more clearly). There are several of this fictional species of spider, all clustered together in a “tunnel” that goes down through the floor somehow, the floor also seeming much thicker than in reality. This is probably loosely related to an association with trapdoor spiders, as the overall look is similar. There is no direct threat, but there is also something about termites falling on my brother-in-law’s head a bit later on. He is also seen walking in the driveway.

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One way to look at this dream is “needing to get my hands on something” that is under the house (which fell between the floorboards). Something under the house might be dirty and have negative associations, distorting the concept of my hand moving through the dirt as a spider.

skipped a few days oh well lol
this is for 22/5/2014
it was of world of warcraft i was playing my blood elf paladin. i had the challenge mode armor, which i dont actually have in waking life in the game. i remember my old guild master logged in. i liked her a lot and we kinda had a thing going on. she logged on and asked me how i was doing and i was really happy to see her, we talked for a long time.
then the dream switches to going to the middle school we pass everyday on the bus ride in the morning (and it was the morning) except i was in my friends truck. we pass my dad's beamer on the road. i also remember a homeless black guy with a red hat and those big puffy brown jackets and he had some sort of significance. thats all i remember of that part.
then the dream goes back to wow and im talking to my old guild master again. i then woke up. i havent seen her in forever

now for
23/5/2014
i had a dream that we had to make a presentation for science. me and my friend worked on this thing, it was like a poem or song. it rhymed really well but i bet it was a bunch of gibberish that didnt make sense. the girl i like and her friend had a video to present, and it started as this bearded guy with a grill, and i didnt notice it, but suddenly the dream was the video and so we were all there, and the guy put steaks and ribs on the grill. i remember eating it bare handed. it was really good. i remember we walked around talking and we went across the courtyard of our school and sat on the bench.
then it skips and we're on the bench once again but its different people, its my other friends and this girl and we are sitting spaced out on the bench but the girl comes in and sits between me and my friend, who im having a very very important conversation with, and i was also offended she sat so close and not spaced out. she replied "theres not enough room on the bench" and got up and sat on the other side of me. i continued talking to my friend
then i remember being in the room of my mom's friend's son's room, but it was kinda flipped. idk how to explain it. i remember there were bunk beds on each side. maybe a TV in one of them. OH and in this dream i remember sneaking pizza (and in the last dream too). i dont think i wouldve gotten in trouble for it, but i think i wasnt suppose to either. i remember in that room trying to get another piece of pizza and it tasted weird, suddenly it changed into a taco pizza. basically pizza crust, with lettuce on it, then cheese on top and then taco meat. i put it down disappointed. it also became rounded at some point. the pizza box i got out of it had the pizza covered with some plastic covering, and there was only like 4 pieces left. there were also other boxes of pizza, but those pizzas were also weird pizzas. i dont remember what though. i think it was hungry howie boxes they were in. the taco pizza was in some white box.

all those dreams were kinda merged together

So in my dream, I was with a group of people who were surviving during a zombie apocalypse. Things were going well and we weren't facing too many zombies that threatened the lives of the group members. But then out of nowhere we were met with a horde of zombies. I was dual-wielding an axe and short sword, and I fought as many as I could. But in the end we had to run away. We managed to escape and catch a breath, but a moment later we started hearing and feeling a large thump. We decided to cautiously check out what was going on, and it turned out not so great. We saw at a distance a gigantic robot traveling through the land. It's main body was round and spherical, and had long four legs at the bottom. It kind of resembled the daddy long legs spider, but this one was 2 stories tall. We also noticed that all the zombies in that horde from earlier were following it. I decided and told the group that It's not safe to stay nearby it, so we backed out and fled.

Then I woke up!