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I woke up after 4 hours and decided to attempt a WILD it took 8 mins after experiencing all the hypnagogic imagery intill the next one I found myself inside the dream. It started with me appearing in middle school I was in the boys bathroom and like my memory of the place it look exactly the same as I remember it. I then left the bathroom and peek through one hallway that leads you out of the cafeteria however I didn't want to leave yet. I then walk in to the cafeteria, there was a lot of kids eating at the table that's when the scene change and I began to appear in my living room. I could tell it was sunny outside as the windows and the living room was very bright. I walk to the kitchen and open the refrigerator to see if everything look right, it wasn't bad at all it was in great detail. That's when I saw the back door and I decided I wanted to go outside so I made an attempt to go through it however I got push back. So I decided to look at it and told myself that there really wasn't no door there at all and that I could easily phase through it. That's when I made another attempt to go through it again and it work I went through it. I smile and saw how the outside look, it was very bright and had many green forest. I look down to see the grass had a huge hole that show the sky appearing on the ground. Unfortunately this was my only way of crossing so I made an attempt to walk on it but as I tried I started falling so I got my arm and grab on the ledge of the concrete. I look down and pulled myself up again I began to believe that I could walk on the ground sky as there was truly no ground sky. I made another attempt to walk on it and it work as I walk toward a forest that had a grassy path to lead me. I also notice that the ground had cherry blossoms on them. As I walk deeper in the forest as the trees block majority of the sun light I took a stop to try to communicate with the subconscious but no answer was given to me. That's when I notice 3 people were walking through the forest as well. I wonder why they were going the opposite way as I knew nothing came from the path I walk from. That's when the scenary change again and a table appear in front of me, I could tell I was in my Father room and that it was night outside. I saw this necklace inside the table and thought it was cool so I began searching for it which took me 5 mins looking for where it could have disappear on the table. As I search under the table all I found was colorful jelly beans so I felt like I've been trolled wasting my time. As soon as I stand up the scene changes again and now I appear on a football field, the sky was light gray and people were wearing foot ball clothes. I wasn't sure if they were playing foot ball though or I guess they were but it was different. They hold bats that look like feets in their arm as they all tried to hit the ball with it. That's when the coach told me to get in and play, one of the players tease me so I went in which made me lose a bit of lucidity. I was wondering how could people swing this as it 10x larger and longer than an ordinary bat. However the players came at me once the coach handed me the ball so I swung the giant feet and it hit. That's when the next game started as I walk on the field to only find myself waking up. Lucidity Time : 9 mins

The beginning

I was at home, walking around, when I noticed that there were a lot of ants congregated in a corner. Strange. I walked outside and headed for the backyard when my phone started ringing.

"Hello?" I asked, the number was unfamiliar.

"It's James," a man answered.

"James who?"

There was a sigh on the other end. "Just James. I thought I'd call to let you know that we'll be seeing each other soon."

"Um, okay. Sounds good," I responded. He hung up. I shrugged it off, he probably had the wrong number. I dived in a nice cold pool.

My alarm woke me up. I hit snooze.

The Middle

I was at a house meeting, and a new guy who wanted to move in was introducing himself. He was really whacky, and started passing out dollar bills in order to "show us something." I couldn't believe that he was doing that. Some people were holding upwards 50 or 60 dollars in their hands. I looked back at mine again and the amount I was holding had changed, what?

"This isn't right," I whispered. He caught my confusion with his eyes and smiled.

"I think...I'm dreaming," I whispered, and looked at my hands for a reality check. Indeed, I was dreaming.

"This, this was the purpose of this experiment," he announces to the room. Everyone else looks around in confusion. People start leaving. I look outside and notice that we are in a very mountainous area on the coast. The mountains are red. It's really beautiful. All the DCs are leaving, presumably fed up for being tricked. I stay behind, because I can feel that something is different here.

The man walks up to me and smiles, "There is a lot I need to explain to you before we begin. But finally, you are ready." He leads me over to the other side of the room. I notice that there is a monk guarding the entrance to the room. His robes are light brown.

The man points to a dark silver pendant. He begins explaining the pendant, and how energy flows through it. It's really hard for me to pay attention, because I'm so enlightened by everything else that is going on in this room. I can feel, deeply, that this room is a part of me. Hidden somewhere in my mind. I pay attention again, while he finishes up explaining the importance of this pendant.

A song comes on overhead, and it gives me the shivers because it's creepy. The man laughs and switches the song. We start talking to his associate. I observe the man...he feels alive, like a dream guide or spirit.

My alarm goes off...I hit the snooze button.

The End

The man and I are traveling in a car.

"There you are!" He greets me as I find myself in the dream. I watch as the sunlight flickers and dances through the green trees as we travel down a semi rural road. I hear a phone ringing. Is that my phone, in real life? The ring tone doesn't sound familiar. The man pulls his phone out of his pocket.

"Can I answer it?" I ask.

"Of course," he says with a smile. I flip open the phone.

"Hello? Zukin speaking!"

Silence.

"Oh, it's you." A female voice responds, hostile.

"Excuse me?"

"I just want to let you know that you shouldn't get too far ahead of yourself. There's things going on here that are beyond your control. You better watch your back. It may seem straightforward now, but it isn't. There are tests that you will need to pass."

She hung up.

"Who was it?" The man asked.

"Some chick," I responded. The man rolled his eyes, knowing exactly who I was talking about. Our journey was abruptly stopped short ahead. There was a fight going on on the road. Four or five dreamers had teamed together to fight some kind of beast. They were flying around him and smashing the beast into the concrete. Every time they did so, the concrete would form a rippling shockwave. I got the impression that the man knew them.

He pulled into a parking lot and lead me down a cellar into a rundown dormitory type area.

"This is where we live," he said, casually. The living conditions didn't look good.

"Why are we here?" I asked.

"Because, like the woman told you, there will be tests. But we don't have time to start a new one today; There's been enough introductions for one day," he explained, resting himself into a red couch, "now, close your eyes and wake up."

"What's your name?" I asked, protesting that I would have to leave now. He didn't answer. Fine. I sat down on the couch next to him and closed my eyes and woke up. I felt so refreshed for once that there was no possible way I could fall back asleep.

~~~

WOOOOAHHHH. Awesome!
Well, he didn't tell me a name so it's gonna be James.

I don't remember everything about my first dream. But I remember talking with a guy about how soft his green and black blanket on his bed was and about how stupid the girls are on Television now while I was watching T.V. with him. After that I recall walking in a broken city. Where the broken houses were red and blue bricks. There was a boy walking by and said no matter how much you want to climb the houses, you won't be able to. I than picked up a picture of a man and his wife i found on the floor. After that I ended up in my house. My mom left cause she had a headache and was going to a hospital with a lady whose eyes were almost out of her sockets. I went into the house and there was a girl with a painted face that looked like her make up was all crazy. After seeing her I became lucid and started to taunt her. Saying we were in a dream and she said no were not in a surprised way. Than scary music came out and suddenly i was at a island where there were girl models. A man was trying to kill a girl secretly by poisoning her brain. But the detective caught him and he was going to be arrested. I woke up after that I think.
In my second dream I was playing a new Mario Kart game on the 3ds. After I won my bro came with his friend into the room and asked why there was no hamburger left. I said I don't know why and than the game switched by itself to animal crossing. There was a Japanese person on the screen named something but my brother's friend called the person Aria. My brother was mad at me and Aria was supposedly telling my brother to calm down, that it wasn't my fault; Which made my brother leave. My brother's friend left too and that's when i was pulled into a city. I became lucid at that time and spoke out more lucidity and more stabilization. Everything got brighter and more concrete in a way. I was happy but than i saw everyone was rushing to leave somewhere and suddenly the city, including myself got sucked into this portal dimension thing and i appeared in a small white hall. To my left was outside at night and to my right was the inside of a building. But not like an apartment entrance with stairs. It was wide and narrow in places with doors all around. Also,I saw a cute little dog to my left and a little girl to my right. I got scared something would come after me so I yelled for Eye. Something attacked me and the girl disappeared. The dog became sad and was going to cry because he thought i was dead but i wasn't. No one was coming so I got up and went inside the building. But suddenly i felt the dream shift a bit again.
But I didn't let that bother me. I walked in and to my surprise there were zombies all around. I ran with some people around to try not to get bit by the zombies. But eventually the goods guys became zombies and were trying to get me. But I flipped a table and ran past them. I was thinking If I could get anyone of my friends into the dream. But I knew they had to be awake by now. But when a zombie man stopped me I was like wait! Before you turn me to a zombie. Can I get one request? Can I call a friend? The zombie man was fine with it so i ran to a receptionist and asked her if she could call someone for me into the dream. As I was thinking of who to call the zombies were all like casual people, going about their business. I couldn't remember my friends names in the dream or anyone who i could call so i was like who can i call? Than the lady was like that scissor guy. I was like no...Than a zombie girl came up behind me and started to stutter. She was surprised I wasnt a zombie yet. I told her to be quiet because i get to call a friend first. I eventually told the lady a person to call into the dream. I picked up a paper and saw a paragraph with La Li Lu La La Ti Da at the end. Like it was suppose to be some funny ending of someone singing as if nothing bad happened. Than I woke up after 3 sec's passed.

Sleep by 11:30pm
Woke after dream at 3:50am


So I went to bet quoting my mantra and I fell asleep. I had an alarm set for 4:00am to try FILD but I guess it was not needed tonight. In my dream I found myself at my dads house and me, my brother and my dad were watching a movie on the couch. I got up in the middle and went to the kitchen to get something to eat and when I opened the fridge I noticed something strange. There was no food in the fridge or cupboard. I knew this was off so my mind went to reality check mode and after the first test my finger went through my hand! My body was instantly filled with a rush of joy but I didn't want to wake myself up so I immediately lied on the floor and did all the stabilization methods I could think of. Sadly I don't remember much more of the dream after this. I know it continued because I have vague memorys of being in my bedroom watching Youtube videos on a bunk bed that should not have been there but I think I lost control.
Will keep trying and good luck on yours.

Fragment 1- I gotta pee.

I was in my house, and I had to pee. I went into the bathroom, and my dad was showering. I thought, am I dreaming? I realized I was, but I forgot to stabilize it, so by the time I phased through the wall, I faded.

EDIT- The Lost Fragment!

I was playing Family Guy: The Quest for Stuff. That was it.

Fragment 2- K.K. Frillard

I was in a shady, grimy city. I was looking for Dr. Frillard. I ran to his house, I jumped up some spikes, and I opened his door. K.K. Slider was on the Shrink couch, lying down. He told me he had nothing to give me, so I ran off.

Main Dream- Her

I was an ugly guy in a restaraunt. I died, and I was told I was going to hell.
I ran off, and I time warped years back. Thus began a cycle when I met a girl and fell in love with her. One year at a time, I would go to her party. When we were 3, an angel told me I could go to heaven, but I said I would start over right here.

Fragment 3- This should have been obvious.'

I was in a zeppelin trying to WILD, while chanting I will HAVE a LUcid DREAM. I woke up then.

8/19/14

Last night bed around 10pm - 6:30 am

DR:

I bought 5-6 books. They were a replacement of my old books of same titles, plus 2 new ones, that I never had from that series (STOPY). They looked just like I rmembered them. White cover, with colored stripe in the middle, picture on top and words STOPY plus the book title. One book, the new one had two stories in it, one was the movie series with David Caradine, where he played a buddhist monk. Oh I think it was called shao-lin. I was able to read all the titles in a dream, but now I forgot them.

DR
I'm reading from a book. I close it to look at the cover and it's a textbook for colleges and universities about translating. I realize I'm getting older and I dont' have that many years till retirement.


There were more. I have to try to recall them.

20/5/2014
first one before 3am
it was south park lookin, like i was watching south park except it wasnt, they just looked like it. there was a huge dilemma and all i remember is gandalf about to give up and hand the ring over to these bad guys that werent even in lotr. one was this nerd looking man, but the main character (dont remember what he looked like) encased him in ice, but then this thing from star wars i remember seeing shot this like sonic wave and shattered the ice he was in and killed him.
i then remember turning off the tv at that point, and i got an xbox 360 controller and tried to hook it up to my computer to play GTA:SA and it worked. and it was weird thought because my computer looked like an original xbox without the X on it and stuff. also i played it on the TV (that stems from the fact that my computer monitor actually is a TV)

after that i woke up, had to pee real bad and then i got a drink, my dad was still up so he had lights on and it woke me up, i went back to bed and i ended up falling in sleep paralysis, but tired me snapped out of it b/c i was annoyed i couldnt change positions..UGH!!! i regret that

2nd dream after 4am
then i remember a dream of having this app on my phone that changed me into a gangster looking black guy and i used it to trick people. i was walking to my bus stop and found this skis with wheels on them, and they made me pretty fast but used a lot of energy, i decided to haul butt down the road with them. it was also eaaaarly in the morning, still pretty dark. i remember going down a road and thinking "shit i wont make it back, i have to go to the next bus stop" so i had to race to the next bus stop. i went down streets that dont exist in real life, i remember houses that are actually in my grandmother's neighborhood, and random privacy fences.
later i was at school at lunch, once again it was kinda dark. i fiddled with the app and couldnt get it back to where it changed my appearance. we were all called outside when i figured out how to get it back (also my phone was red instead of black) and so i changed back into the black guy, but this time it was more like a mixed person than a black gangster. we were outside, it looked like morning time again and we were under this thing thats only at the bus ramp (idk how to explain it but i know what im talking about so thats all that matters lol) and there was an asphalt ground where i was standing. something made me want to change back to my normal self, so i did. thats all i remember.

then my dad woke me up, i assume around 5am, went back to sleep immediately
i had a dream we were in the bleachers in my gym, except it was huuuge, we were all hanging out. my friend starts fighting this guy and the guy gets hit and leaves, and i pull my friend back. then it skips to me at my grandmothers house, im there with the girl i like. we talk for a long time and then she leaves the room. i go around the house, i talk to my grandmother about something and she says theres a secret passage way to another part of the house, (which was also in another dream), i go through it and it leads to my grandmother's bedroom, i see the girl i like and we talk again. thats all i remember.

Morning of May 20, 2014. Tuesday.



I am traveling with a few people in a station wagon that looks like the same one my brother-in-law Bob had at one time. My wife is with me. The driver is unknown but friendly and competent at driving. Somehow, it seems we are in a composite area that has a location sense of my backyard in Cubitis. We stop near the front of the large shed (the one my father built) and it seems to represent a charity store. It is closed, however. There are several cardboard boxes and bags of clothes to the right of the doorway, the bags leaning up against the outer wall. It looks like rain, so we put them in more suitable plastic bags as well as adding some more unneeded clothes from the car.

Apparently this is not a public street and a police frog is on its way to our location. The police frog has trouble getting over some clusters of grass so we decide to take the opportunity to leave before he gets to our location even though we not only had not done anything wrong or illegal - we were giving more donations of clothes. The police frog is hindered by a somewhat shallow pond near where the car is parked. He starts moving through the water and drowns. I had thought frogs would be better swimmers.

In another scenario, I have two identical wives (perhaps a few years apart in age, but the same otherwise). For some reason, this really does not seem all that unusual - one may be the one before I met her and the other being the one after I met her. I make love to both of them at different times. There is a lot of realistic physical contact. We seem to be living in La Crosse. My brother Jim is still alive, much younger, and seemingly staying with us for a short time before he goes to another town. I think he is going into the army or marines (he was a marine in real life) as he has a duffel bag near the arm chair in the living room, seemingly in preparation to go.

The two versions of my wife do not seem to ever interact. One starts to talk about her new pregnancy (which is quite a surprise to me) and I start to worry again (as in real life) if her petite size can handle the pregnancy (considering we have five children, though, I would say yes). Still, she would be at far more of a disadvantage than other females and I worry about her health and water retention concerns as she says her hands and feet are quite swelled. I decide that for now, perhaps I should reverse time and undo the present scenario and work out what we will do. This is also because this version of my wife should probably be more free to do more of what she wants on her own.

I find the “two wives” (my wife having had dreams of two of me) or more, and other “two of something” dreams to be rather intriguing. I have also dreamt of having two of the “same” fathers and two of the “same” mothers (and even two or more of the “same” pet cats or guinea pigs).

I spend a bit of time thinking about reversing time. My brother Jim seems late for his journey but does not seem that concerned. I pretend to have some sort of machine (about the size of an old typewriter) that reverses time and I push “invisible” buttons and move some sort of “invisible” panel. I am aware of how foolish this act seems even in my growing lucidity. Jim seems to think it amusing and does not believe that time can be reversed.

However, after a short time, it is a year prior to the in-dream present date as I verify this with a calendar. Somehow, Jim still has to go, but now has time to get to his destination and he seems happy about this. I go out to the front yard with one version of my wife and we embrace for a time. For some reason, I am reminded of “An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge” where my wife has the “same expression” as the girl from the film. I hear a sort of screeching sound and the mood changes completely. I try to work out where it is coming from and realize that it is my own throat. I try to deliberately make the sound and it is similar, but not as loud. I rise swiftly into the air and fly around in standing position (recurring) and make the screeching sound a few more times as there is a bizarre composite emotion of peace, terror, “finality”, and exhilaration at the same time. I fly over an open field where I see a forest in the distance. This is nothing at all like the real-life location and has no urban features at all. I had just been in a smaller house in the middle of the open field. I deliberately (being mostly lucid) make the sound a few more times with my throat and get used to the exact physical sensations as to how it is done and the different subtle facets of movement and vibration. However, I then realize that I had probably been screeching in real life and so better wake up to say that I am actually doing fine. It turns out that I had not made any screeching sounds, and I have no idea of how I made my throat make the sound that it did, at least at that volume.

ok, im brand new to this and have been dreaming better each day and just starting to remeber my dreams, i remember this one about half way through, here it is. its sort of like i was traing day and night with other people to get into some sort of squad but no one new that 5 people would go missing every night as they though that they where being deported, but what was acctually happening was them being gasses.. then a week later it was my turn to be 'deported' as they said. but i figured out and ran, i managed to get out of the site, using skills i never new i had, it almost felt like i was in control like it was happening, then i got a motorbike and escaped and realised the tracker on it so i ditched it in the ocean and went on foot, (this is all future time) i then started to see creatures about like giant bees, and some reason seals with giant teeth, it was like a fantasy land, as if we were not allowed to see, it. in my mind i had a voice telling me wat these creatures were and if they were dangerous, then i saw my gf sitting on an island, she said she was waiting. then she kissed me, after that she stroaked a giant bee, and before i new it and before she did, it had stung me, then i got knocked out from the sting. i woke up and my gf was gone and i was on the island in the same place and saw the city on the other side of the ocean, so i swam fast, i mean really fast to realise it was. i then got to the city and wen to a party i went to in real life 2 days ago. after that i was on my own, on the look out for people trying to catch me. then i realised i can hide my life and steal everything in order to survive. then i scaled a building, and then my dream went to third person and eneded..... i then woke up with a nose bleed. wierd right, what type of dream is this, and why. i liked it. it took me a few moments after to realise it was a dream.

.../I'm in a familiar dreamscape which is composed by lot of rooms connected with each other. I get to an elevator and see a rough graffiti of a black cat on it's interior when the doors open. I got scared because of it's a known weird place in WL/...

.../I get a package with my new cap a second time. I show my fellow cousin how it was the first time and I try to reproduce the same sequence. I remember the package box. Apparently there was some mistake at the store. The delivery guy looks like a reggae hip hop artist. We are in my grand parents old house. My cousin likes the cap, it is slightly different than the first one. I try on the old one. I see it's deteriorated. The dream scenario changes to my cousin's parents house where I lived for a while before the university. His brother argues with my unfriendly aunt. Once again I live the whole situation. I take the phone and start recording something there before I call. Their older brother hangs up the phone telling me that I should be more respectful or some. I go out and find my fellow cousin out there. His brother goes away pulling a small rolling suitcase. My unfriendly aunt yells something but he shuts her up saying he will go no matter what. I see him walking down the street thinking to my self "he did it again". He still has long hair/...

* Alarm clock went off. I almost fell asleep again before going to work. I remembered that at the bus stop and wrote down some notes on the bus.
* I didn't remember about the package box until I dreamed about it.

Nap after work:

.../A woman with a beehive hairstyle gets closer and slaps my knee, telling me "You will be the Nacky"...

.../I'm putting some things into place, getting stressed because of there's no more time left when the fake artist comes to say me I have to take it easy/...

* I know there was a lot of activity although I cannot remember but the last few seconds before waking up.

23:00 bedtime 2mg melatonin to reset sleep schedule

00:00 Tuesday 2014-05-20

08:30 (?) final waking

"What was I just dreaming?" is magical. Went from nothing to all these scenes, they just started flooding in. I love dreams

+ crazy racquetball: an angry mob invades my court, they want to take it from me, I stand up to them and they back off

+ trying to find my way back to my court, it's moved into a ridiculous area with about 6 "lanes" each one about 1 yard wide is supposed to be a "court" with people playing a game there, I'm teaching my mother to play she hits the ball the wrong way, as I'm setting up to show her the right way (you have to bounce it on the ground first) I realize the floor is grooved so the ball bounces strangely, a black guy borrows my racquet and hits my ball way the heck away across the street, which really pisses me off, I should make him go get it.

+ some guy is letting a live fish go into a lake, it's a large strange looking fish, it was being cooked previously in hot water, I think it may not survive, maybe the cool lake water will revive it, and I think it's probably against the rules to let such a strange fish go into the lake

+ I'm swimming through the murky water and regret letting that weird fish go, I imagine all sorts of weird slimy fish will be brushing by me

+ setting up a barbecue in old boy scout friend's RB's yard, I'm advising on placement, no not next to the house, put it out here, but rain might get on it so we should get one of those portable tent/cover things, a kid is poking his fingers into the electrical socket by the BBQ, I see sparks, and I think he's going to get blown across the yard by a big shock

+ I don't want to be the boy scout leader, they choose an adult instead, he comes and pushes his way into my place at the table which is laden with lobsters and other food items and he leans way over the table and really tucks in, I see a bucket of funny looking candy canes across the table I choose one which is chewy and delicious

+ I'm cooking porridge for the boy scouts (notice a theme?), I test it with a ladle which is dirty, it had ketchup on it, I see the ketchup get into the porridge and start to spread through, starting to turn a bunch of it red/pink, I try to get it out with a clean spoon, I pick up a spoon of the thickest ketchup/porridge and blow on it and want to eat it, I think they'll all complain about ketchup-flavored porridge, it turns into small shells of pasta and there's barely enough in there for one or two servings.

+ approaching McDonald's in a car, I'm in a hurry to get in ahead of the crowds, many cars are pulling up, I notice the power is out inside the restaurant, the power is out everywhere all around in stores but the street lights are all working, I think why not tap into the street light circuits, the manager inside has the same idea, and they start handing out orders, there are hundreds of orders backed up and people waiting, I think this will take forever.

+ I'm thinking about playing the saxophone, the reed for my instrument has been chewed/bitten down to where it's not playable, I drop a fresh reed into a shot glass of water to get it soaked in order to play

+ a guy I don't like is playing piano, I admit he's playing well, I think it would be good to play some lounge jazz, he's playing nice improvisations, there is music with a lot of notes on it, but if you know chords well you can just play arpeggios.

8/19/14

Working today from home, after running some chores in the morning. Got so sleepy, because last night woke up around 2am, couldn't sleep till 3.

So I fell asleep on the sofa very fast.

DR
I'm at WL work, only place looks different, more warehouse like. We are moving boxes around with merchandise. Our director is talking on the PA system, telling us what to do. It's 5pm, time to clock out, but she is telling us more things to do. We are pissed and trying to figure out how to do it. Something is hidden in the box. We are talking with a friend of mine.