On 11/25/2015 I went to bed around 00:35 at night and took 100 mg 5HTP before bed. Before waking up at 0430 am to go to the rest room I had broken but some memorable dreams. I was walking myself on the street which appeared to be from my former country in which I lived (Russia) as I walked beside the door I could see various families though the wall but did not dare to come in. I then walked in to one of the apartment buildings and saw my best friend inside his room, he was hostile a little and didn't understand why I showed up. The dream then changed and I ended up on the lawn of the house I used to live on. My best friend was looking out of the 2nd floor of the window. I then woke up. I went to the rest room and took 2 pills of Lucidimine which would equal 12 mg Galantamine 100 mg alpha GPC, 100 mg CDP choline and 200 mg of choline bitartrate and 400 mg of l theanine. To no surprise I could not go back to sleep for a while and I felt like doing things I felt very stimulated and anxious. at 0700 in the morning I finally began to dose off and felt like flying though Dubai which im not sure why maybe some of my repressed childhood memories from 1995. Then the dream changed and I saw myself standing in the pink room with pink walls. Something old me that I am in my dream and I looked at the palms of my hands (one of my dream signs) and I instantly became lucid and knew I was dreaming. I opened the door to the second room which was also pink and had a few small white castles near the wall (in that moment I knew why I was dreaming that..in about two months my wife and I will have our baby girl). I then moved to the next door and wanted to see my wife, she instantly appeared as we got very intimate before the dream ended. The dream did not last long but it was very lucid and realistic I will tune down the dose of Lucidimine next time to one pill again.
I'm in a junkyard, it's small and has a few shipping containers, some junk around. The ground is moist and muddy. I walk through it and see the edge of the small woods to the end of it, sun trickles through the branches and I see a new round being built. A teacher of mine comes around, says hi and wonders what I'm doing here. (Was I looking for him, hoping to bump into him?) I lie and say I was just passing through, as not to creep him out. I see in the junk to my right a bunch of old X-Files DVD boxes and other merchandise, at least seasons 3 and 4, the best ones. I collect them up, what a find! I see clips of the upcoming season in my mind, I see agent Reyes. it's as if watching these is preparation for the new season. I see what look like promo clips. I try to find a website or a place to see the whole plot of the X-files game as well, haven't played the one for PS2. Grandparent's old house, I look into the cupboard by the door, see the X-files things there with the Christmas decorations, there is a finality to it, as if seeing it for the last time. I'm in the parking lot of my grandparent's old house, there is some kind of event, lots of people there and a stage. On stage there is a family, a husband and wife with two children performing. The husband is hitting his leg with a small drum stick with a fluffy head to make a beat, I follow suit. I look at the lawn, it's a summer day, and I see beyond the trees a giant woman, young, in her mid twenties in a red sweater. Her movements are like those of a hot air balloon, kind of has that appearance, otherworldy. Her giant boyfriend comes and hugs her and they lumber off walking over me as I look up. I pass some playing kids and begin to run into the dark forest on all fours, at first I think it's weird but it works really well, feels natural. I go amazingly fast. In a room, the light overhead is orangey and overbearing. It's like a children's room. I'm trapped in it with a man and a woman who are also prisoner. I wait for our captor to return. I lose all hope and somehow it gives me strength. Resolving that I will risk dying to escape, I prepare to rush my captor, in my mind I whisper "I am now free".
Recall still bad č_é I vaguely remember having to save someone, a dark haired teenager girl.
early: + dad, S blvd., car battery, speed detector? ("giving it away free, someone will steal it") + (f) of course everyone chooses my brother-in-law's family, they have the new video game + (f) I suddenly notice (although I feel I've known all along) that the famous statue is missing from the big building. + "reek", fast car, fast food drive-through, get stuck our car is too long + son, brown monitor (red and green blow up), explosion/meteor house outside window, "oh that's not good", jump out to douse fire, go to hose/faucet, turn it on, trying to find the end of the hose among a huge jumble of hoses + I'm on my way to museum (LH) in shorts and no shoes, should I take my motorcycle? restaurant kiosks set up along the brick of of the L's house on HC, 3 kids there (2 girls, one boy, a girl and the boy are siblings, 10-12 yo, I'm same age). We talk about things, go for a ride, someones says "hey we could do a double date!" I agree. I'm driving up hill, powerful minivan going fast, enter private drive, crazy people there with chihuahuas jumping around like fleas, turn around and run to exit, they're closing the gate, don't make it, security guards at gate, they don't want people to take out the (dogs?). My friends captured but I'm freed, I return to save them, pull them back to the gate, their hands and feet are bloody and deformed because the captors forced them to wear old opened cans as shoes. On the way out the foam in the garage is all exploding. I'm shooting a foam blobs from a gun at the garage door to force it open, trouble aiming, eventually get it open. Outside, (Captain Kirk?) gives the order to eliminate the foam blobs, but not all of them because we have to eat something? WBTB later: + ex-gf DB in cafeteria, looks just like when we were dating, hurry over to see her before she leaves, haven't seen her in years, she's suddenly gone when I sit down and say "Hello" + in apartment, with ex-gf DB, calling ex-gf DB who lives across the country, get her answering machine, hear her voice saying something on the greeting, doesn't quite sound like her, but her college roommate then speaks and has a gritty gravely female voice, that was definitely her roommate and not DB. DB is with me during this call to DB . She sits on the couch and I straddle her and start making out. She has a runny nose and a small drop of liquid is hanging off the end of her nose. I decide not to wipe it away and to start making out with her anyway, I'm insistent but she' largely non-responsive. I leave a message that DB and her roommate should travel and come and visit us. + childhood home, look down to deck, DD (jr hs bf) is lounging there. I dramatically roll off the window sill and slowly float down to him, doing a "ta-da!" entrance. Look over railing down to lawn, which is covered in deep green lush grass, and see a pride of lions (4-5) lounging around there. I go down to the back lawn and there is a thought of someone taking care of them and wiping the butt of one of the lions (I give him a baby wipe?). I return back up the stairs and I do not want to have any part in cleaning up their giant turds. + grad school friend (N&A) AT it turns out was born in Germany and so should be fluent in German. View of her childhood home [false] in France, overhead map. Outdoor scene where I "remember" [false] being on vacation in Cr. Stone formations in the hillside, open fields around. Walking by hillside and observing stone stratas. See a tiny church in a yard farther on that now supposedly has been finish, wife points it out excitedly to me. Priest at first doesn't want to stop but then everybody is rapturous at our return and gives a big tour. The area up on the hill has been developed and now 4-5 finished houses stand up there, I say "yay!" and everybody applauds. Walking through area with tons of cages full of little kittens. Im looking for the older can I "remember" from last time. Turn back, then a strange gnome thing / animal leads us on a further walking tour, down rope ladder bridges, saying things, and I'm making rhyming puns of everything it says. + outside with DB, walking around, touring, the guy says "hey let's play a round later at the golf course" and I agree enthusiastically. DB runs up a hill quickly and I think I'm not so young any more to keep up with her but I try (man she can go fast). Talk to some people at the door of a house, a funny older man is there, he comes out, someone asks if we kept an eye on our wallet the (last time something happened), the man is sitting on a sloping hill counting his money, and is angry that we tried to set him up with a women (who is stealing his money?).
I was in a house/apartment. I was looking for something. I was supposed to just stay there temporarily. I think it was after the death of the owner, an old man. I'm not sure how I'm related to him. It was night, and I was looking for the bathroom. For some reason, I can't find it. Then there were ghostly apparitions and then a vampire-like monster. I was able to turn it "off," as if a game, although I wasn't scared. More like annoyed and frustrated for not getting to a bathroom. I was able to visit a friend (who?) and I used their bathroom. The water was warm. Then I'm not sure whether I was peeing in the right area. It might be their sink, but it was made of solid cement. I was looking at a small representation of some hills and a lake. It acted like a game map. I saw lines and arrows of where I'm supposed to go but it keeps changing and mixing because I'm "clicking" all over the place. I went outside our building. I climbed up to the train station, but not through the stairs. I climbed up, easily, through the walls and to the elevated tracks. A train just passed by but it was going the opposite direction (south) of where I was going (north). I was thinking whether I should walk to the station (a bit north). I decided to run on the tracks instead. I parkoured my way over obstacles. It felt liberating, especially when I saw how high I was able to jump up and landed precisely on a small ledge. There was a nice background music playing while I was doing this, which made it even more awesome. Not quite opera voice, and there were background instruments. I arrived near my destination (SM Megamall though it doesn't like anything like it). I got a little lost first but quickly found my way. I was in an area where there are some construction going on. I arrived at the area where they have sci-fi human-art installation. Basically, there were monks/priests and nuns and KOAs, and they were "attached" to sci-fi art (spaceships?) that are, in turn, attached to the ceiling/trees. One monk was even moving a bit, and the person holding him doesn't seem to be making an effort. NOTES: - I was tired and sleepy. I was also hungry, but my sleepiness and tiredness overpowered me before I slept. - I slept around 3pm. I had instant coffee around 10am though. - Last night, I slept a good 7 hours. - I took Bioflu (paracetamol + phenelephrine) around noon coz I felt like I was going to get sick. Might have caused the sleepiness.
P.E. I'm at the campus, at the bicycle rack. I have to go to my former high school and follow P.E. classes. There is some technicality and unless I follow these classes my diploma is invalid. I see the image of one of the P.E. teachers in my mind. I know that today we're gonna do taekwondo. I consider not going. Why should I anyway? I'm not allowed to do martial arts right now anyway. I decide to go anyway. There's not much time though and it's quite a distance. I leave my bike and decide to take my moped. I ride with a couple of other people whom I seem to know. It's already dusk and we're driving on what seems like a highway. I've got a couple of plastic bags with me, some hanging from my steering wheel. This is totally not convenient, as I'm constantly worrying about the contents falling out. I also can't easily adjust them while driving. We all take a left. We're in a restaurant, taking a break. I know I shouldn't. There's really just a few minutes left. I join anyway. Somewhere early in the restaurant I have some chicken in a white paper bag. I throw it in the trash, since I'm vegetarian now. What a waste though. Maybe it would've been better if I had just eaten it. I'm sitting at a table with a few people. One of them is my former classmate, Bobby. I'm with his family it seems: a girl our age and an older man whose hair is moderately grey. They start talking in a language I don't understand. I presume it to be Afghan, since that's where he's from. We're in line at the register and as soon as someone gives his bill to the lady behind the counter I realise I have an issue. I think I threw my bill out with the chicken. There's also a language barrier. Somehow it feels like this lady speaks Indonesian, but there is no indication of that. I feel a bit helpless, not knowing how to communicate. Bobby quickly mentions something to her, but then leaves me to figure things out myself. I'm not sure what language we're attempting to communicate in, but in the end I have to pay 7.000 IDR, whereas I assumed it would be 12.000 IDR. There was an initial amount of 5.000 IDR. I think we're talking in English now. I have two wallets and we start talking about which bills I have to give her. She already starts handing me my change, as if she knows exactly with which amount I'll pay. I don't have the bill she aspects me to however, so I'll need to pay with a different one. The money looks a bit weird, not like anything I've seen before. There are also Euro's in my wallets. I have way too many coins to close the small wallet, so I pour them out into the bigger one. The lady starts going through my wallet. I'm apprehensive of this. On the other side I don't really care all that much. I think I have 3 tennis balls with me which I drop. I look for them on the floor, amongst the legs of the people standing in line. I hear a lady talking about an excursion trip to the Arctic. She's talking in English. I struggle with this idea for a moment. We're in Indonesia. The Arctic is super far away. Excursion? It's a bit of an older lady. Standing outside now, near a tree with many leaves. It's daytime. I'm with amongst others the girlfriend of my housemate. She's sitting on the ground, doing some kind of bicycling exercise. She's got her legs around my leg while she's doing it. Ehh, why? We're about to go. You're about to cyle for real. She tells me she won't. I tell her she will. I then tell the 3 people present that I really need to get to P.E. class. There are 4 minutes left until the class starts. I'll definitely be late. I knew I shouldn't have stopped. Then I wonder about this. So what if I don't go? They already gave me my diploma. And what if they revoke it? I've already done a bachelor and am now doing a master. This is ridiculous! I consider not going, but I'm too much of a rule follower. We're on the bicycle in my hometown. My housemate's girlfriend is sitting on the back of one of the bicycles. Ah so that's what she meant. We enter an intersection. The people in front of me are going left. I should continue straight for the P.E. class. I think I eventually take a left as well. I'm already late anyway. Might as well be a bit later.
[Notes]: - I was pretty exhausted the night before; I was surprised to have any dreams at all. - I stupidly missed a dream sign (thunderstorms), although it was subtle. [Dream begins]: So I'm in my basement with my parents. We're preparing for a coming storm. We open up the Wundermap on my mom's iPad and take a look. For some reason my house was in Michigan, but there was a humongous storm coming for us. There was a little issue with the map where the storm appeared spotty and scattered, but we realized it was because it was in the gap between our weather station and the one in the town a couple miles straight west of us. Here's a picture of almost exactly what I saw on the iPad: I noticed that there was this massive (~3 ft. tall) glass bottle (in the shape of a classic Coke bottle) full of "wine" (my brain told me it was Cognac), which really looked like tomato sauce with huge chunks of peppers and cabbage in it... It had this kind of film on top that acted as a cap, and when I just lightly touched it, it would make an incredibly loud banging noise, like a firecracker! I asked why it was there, and my parents told me that they got it as a wedding present and that they never opened it. I tapped the top a few more times, then opened it and went upstairs. [The dream fragments...]
*some dream stuff that ends in my living room* I maybe leave the dream, but I am back in my living room. I know I am dreaming. I start walking towards my TV and I feel myself burst out of my stationary body. I walk to the entertainment center and turn down the volume knob for some reason. I must have low lucidity, where I know I am dreaming, but not fully thinking about what I should do. I run right out the back door onto the upper level of the deck. I jump off the upper deck, to fly, but instead crash into the deck below. I wanted to show my dad that I was dreaming. He was outside. I start walking towards him. He runs away; around the house. I start chasing him. He runs into the garage and he comes out a different person. I chase him onto the street. It ends up I am out on the street, and he is between my house and I. He is kinda scary. He is super jacked. I keep jumping, trying to get high enough to fly away, but it’s not working out. I run towards him and attempt to jump over him. We are both running towards my house now. My girlfriend is in my yard. We both run into her. And all three of us collapse in a pile. There is no orientation. We are in a pile rubbing and “glitching”. I am trying to get orientated. There’s so much grinding that I wake up. I wake up into another dream. My alarm clock goes off and the name “Trevor” is written across my phone. He set the alarm. I am watching a movie about the greatest wrestler and lucid dreamer ever.
I an the Flash and I am trying to beat a guy called HM1. He has similar capabilities as the "Reverse Flash" and has an entire army of stooges. I am fast enough to make it so that they can't even really fight me (like fighting people that aren't moving). He is much faster than me, so I enlist the help of my friend "Thomas" (real life friend). I teach him all how to get into the speed force and when I am getting ready to have my crew train him I go to a party. I am in the party and I see a bunch of the "stooges" they all dress in yellow and are easy to spot. I use my speed to blur myself so that they cannot see me, but HM1 has an ability to see anything moving faster than an average human. I try to move fast enough that that doesn't catch me and I run across a field. Funny enough, the building of the party and the field across from it is a church that me and him stayed at during our highschool basketball days. I am caught and he beats the crap out of me. I wake up and I come to a lot more aware and aware that it is a dream when I wake up from the beating. My friends are near me, they have been training my friend and think that as soon as I am healed we can go and fight. I have to do some training exercises to get my speed back to full strength, I tell them that they shouldn't worry (because I know that it is a dream) and that I can move faster than they could possibly realize or understand. They laugh and say that Thomas has almost caught up to my speed, he just lacks a lot of techniques and fighting skill. I decide to show him my moves to train a bit. I take off running and quickly realize that I have two different ways of moving quickly. The first way is to simply blur through the sight of everything and run really fast. It actually isn't very fast since I can only think in real time (think of the speed kind of as a program). The second way is simply "enter Speed Force" which basically puts me at a different speed than everyone else. I show Thomas that speed and show him how I can run up things and make sure he is going the same speed as me. When I am in Speed Force Mode, everything seems to glow redish. I show him how if I walk at this speed, it is faster than running at the other speed. I move a DC to a different place and he is shockingly looking at me, because to him, I am simply moving really quickly and moving him, it freaks him out. I then start "time flow" again, and Thomas is amazed "how fast can you choose to make it?" He asks. "I can make it so that time doesn't seem to be moving at all." I tell him as I slow down time all the way to zero. It doesn't work, and I can still see people moving. Might have to use my own dream control for this. I start time moving regularly and then close my eyes like Hiro Nakamura. I am super happy of my accomplishment and think about going back in time to defeat HM1, but I realize that that would alter the dream rules so much that the story wouldn't matter. Maybe I should just have some fun messing with DCs. I move some DCs around like Hiro did when he had the mind of an 11 year old and make time start. Not too much creativity on a lot of this stuff, just pantsing people and turning people around to make them confused. The dream fades out.
Updated 10-22-2016 at 02:01 PM by 58222
Soo.. My friend has regular night terrors cause she got raped twice. and she fears it still. She just has a lot of night terrors. For some reason I dream of her being very frightened in the night. In this dream she was living next to me and had a boyfriend over. I heared her having sex... I did not want to disturb her sexy moments so i made to my room next to her. She gets awfully loud. I kinda get excited myself. Then her boyfriend gets harder with her. Suddenly she doesn't seem to have so much fun and she is screeching in terror. [I didn't want to intrude in her sexcepade because it's non of my business. ] rather, a voice in my mind said ; 'go help her' or something .
On this particular night I again did a WBTB method and had a dream that I was in a classroom and was speaking to a fellow student who was hazy. Once the class was over that person told me that they liked the class better a few years back and that it is not as fun any more. For some reason in my mind I thought of 2011. As I walked though the hallway I noticed a girl that I talk to at work in waking life. At first I said "hi: and then we awkwardly hugged. I remember walking away thinking why did I do that since both of us are married and felt guilty for doing that. I woke up and understood that it was just a dream.
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