This is a jumbled mess, thanks to insomnia keeping me up until 5 am. I felt like all my sleep was REM. Second dream to follow! Dreamlet: I'm in the kitchen, the hod is on and I'm cooking something with grounded meat and tomato sauce. It smells sweet and spicy, I'm mixing it with a wooden spoon. My mother come to eat with me, carrying two bowls. She give me one, and start spooning the meal in her. I discover that there is full, big black window spiders cooked in. My mother gleefully spoons on in her powl. She then hand me back the spoon. I take some of the meat, poking the spiders dubiously.
Prison weirdness I'm seeing the inside of a prison. It's a very large space, very gray, reminiscent of the courtyard of a castle. Up ahead is a wall with a giant arch; above the arch, in huge letters, is a sign proclaiming it to be the women's restroom. Now I'm in a hallway, near a corner. A man walks slowly around the corner taking some pills. An employee sees him and rushes up to stop him; it seems the pills are dangerous. Beach house We're in the car, driving through a rustic downtown area. We're following Waze's directions, but the path seems really loopy and doesn't actually seem to be getting us anywhere. Now we're arriving at the beach, where we're going to meet our pastor and his family. We turn onto what ends up being a really short stretch of road - maybe 20 feet - dead-ending into a sharp 30 foot drop-off. It seems Waze messed up again ... I decide that when we get home I'll try to edit Waze's map so it doesn't try to direct anyone else off a cliff. Looking down, we can see the beach and the mom we're meeting lounging on a nice beach chair. The waves are surprisingly large, and I think we may not be able to enter the water - a particular disappointment for my wife, since she was able to spend so little time in the water during our vacation a couple of months ago. Now I'm out of the car looking for a place to change. I see a long row of blue port-a-potties but would rather not change in one of those. Now I'm in the living room of a nice older house. The lighting is dim, partly because of all the dark wood around. For some reason I'm looking for coat hangers. I come across one that's a solid piece of plastic with a wide variety of slits cut in it, each labeled with the kind of clothing that goes in it; but the handle is on the end, and holding it by the handle makes the whole thing sideways, including the labels and slits. After a moment I realize it's supposed to have a handle on the other side, but it's been broken off. Now I'm walking down the hallway. I look into a couple of bedrooms as I pass them. One of them has white walls, a light carpet, a computer on a small computer desk, a bunk bed, and stuff strewn all over the floor. I realize I'm in the T's house. I hear something (don't remember what). Now I'm back in the living room area. A kid is holding a gun, and I'm talking to him on the phone, even though we're in the same room. I know the gun is loaded with a single blank, so I tell him to point it away from anything nearby and shoot it. The muzzle flash is very pretty. Now I'm reloading the gun, but I'm having trouble with the clip. I've already slid a little rack out of the clip - like on a Pez dispenser - and I'm putting bullets in, but I'm skipping spaces and having trouble getting some of them to go in properly. Fragments: I'm at a restaurant with my family and my sister-in-law and her family, moving table and chairs to make a circle of chairs large enough for all of us - except that I'm not actually planning on staying for whatever the event is. Something about an extra chair and a hoodie.
So here is a lucid dream from yesterday. It was actually was two dreams. I woke up after the first part and wrote down everything I could remember and then fell asleep and had another one. The first took place during an hour of time. I'm not sure how much of that time I was actually dreaming, but I looked at the clock before I went to sleep and looked at it right as I got up. Almost exactly an hour. I also did this as a WBTB. I went to bed at mindnight, woke up at 5:00, then stayed awake for a while, then let myself go back to sleep. Lucid Dream: I was in the kitchen and noticed the fish tank had been moved. It was now on the table. It also was very clean. I looked in closer and saw that there were at least five fish in the tank that I had thought were dead. Where had they been hiding all this time? Hhmm. Fish tank moved. Cleaned. Fish back from the dead. Could I be dreaming? Really, there was more of a chance I was dreaming than all that happening. So I immediately ran to the steps that lead down to the front door. I ran and dived at the door. As I was sailing down the stairs head first, the thought crossed my mind that if I wasn't dreaming, this would probably hurt...a lot. But I was thankful that when I got to the door, I righted myself and gently landed by the door, which I then opened and flew out into the night. As I passed my ficus tree I grabbed a few leaves off of it and told myself that I would eat them with the goal of making them taste like something else, chocolate, perhaps. But as I flew higher, I was fascinated by the town falling away below me and being able to see the horizon. I could see the lake out in the distance. I remembered I had wanted to fly over it, skimming the water. So I headed that way. It was going to take a while to get to flying at the speed I was going. I then remembered Oneironaut's dream where he catapulted himself very quickly to his destination. I tried to think about what that would feel like. I finally decided to use the "rockets on my feet" technique that had worked for me in the past. As I was imagining my foot rockets, I looked over and flying right next to me was Oneironaut. He was looking as cool as ever, dressed all in black leather...jacket, pants, gloves, boots, and some sort of head covering. Even though I didn't see his face I knew exactly who that was. I could see a white fire shooting out from the soles of his boots. I concentrated and matched his speed. In no time we were to the shore of the lake. I could see some boats at the marina ahead of us. As we got to the boats, Onerionaut dove under one of the boats and continued to swim under water. I didn't want to go under water at this point. I did what I had planned to do--I flew low, right over the surface of the water, skimming it with my hand from time to time. I then saw a jet skier out on the water (it was daylight by now). I flew over right next to her. She glanced over at me and kept going. Seriously? What's wrong with all my boring dream characters these days? After getting no reaction at all from her I decided to see what she would do if I yanked her off her jet ski. I grabbed her arm and started to pull. But then I felt bad and stopped. Surely I was better than beating up my DCs for not thinking I was cool. So I flew to the shore. I saw that I was suddenly in some sort of mall. I flew around observing what was around me. I saw an escalator. I flew close to it. Riding up the escalator was a guy who looked about 18 years old. He had dark brown hair that was about shoulder length. He looked over at me, and our eyes connected. He gave me a knowing grin--he knew who I was. I flew over next to him, keeping even with him as the escalator continued to rise. I put my arm on the back of his head and pulled him to me and kissed him. He seemed to be just fine with that. But then suddenly a wall came between us as the escalator came to the floor that it was going. I knew I could just fly around the wall and meet up with him again, but as I was doing so, I was distracted by a group of younger teenage boys who were watching something on a TV screen. I flew up to them, wanting to interact, and asked one the the boys the first thing that popped into my head. I said, "Tell me a story." I wanted to know what my subconscious would come up with. One the the boys decided to take it on. He started by saying, "Well, once there was this lady who was very kind." (Was this the best my mind could come up with?) "She was also very ______________." He said a word I had never heard before. It had multiple prefixes, like meta, trans, para something or other. He then saw my confusion and clarified and said, "She was very unselfish. " At that point the boy was distracted and stated looking at the TV again. I also looked at the TV. Perhaps that would be more interesting than the boring start of the story. The show they were watching looked like some sort of anime. There were a group of young people all in long white coats-- and all in anime style-- standing in a large lab. Surrounding them were all these very strange plants. They reminded me very much of the types of thing that Dr. Seuss would have drawn. So I thought that the show was an interesting combination of styles. At that point a commercial came on. It was dog food commercial. The dogs in the ad were dalmations drawn in a very simple style, almost so you couldn't see an outline for the dogs, but could just see lots of spots and eyes. The next ad was about baby clothes. On the clothes were pictures of these same dalmations in the same style. I guess my mind liked the dalmations enough to recycle them. I was now satisfied with seeing what was on the TV, so I flew off again. Now I'm not sure what happened next. Either I forgot a segment of my dream, or else I just had a transition. Lucidity had faded, for the most part. I now found myself in my grandparent's house. There were a lot of extended family around cooking some sort of big dinner. I wandered from the living room into the kitchen I grabbed a handful of cheese and started to put it into my mouth. I then remembered that I wasn't eating any dairy products these days. I needed a place to spit it out and throw the rest of the cheese away. I didn't want to do it in the kitchen in front of everyone. So I went up the hallway and into the bathroom. I dumped the cheese into the trash. At that moment lucidity came back. I was dreaming. It didn't matter what I ate. Awesome. I walked back down the hallway again. There was a houseplant on a little table I pulled off some leaves. I had never eaten the leaves I had picked previously, so I could do it now. I wanted to make the leaves taste like chocolate. But then I decided to take the easy and sure route. I remembered that my grandma had kept chocolate in a certain cupboard. Surely my mind could recreate this for me. I opened that particular cupboard door and, sure enough, there was part of a large Hersey bar there on the lower shelf. I picked it up and unwrapped the last few squares. It looked like it had been melted at one point, but I didn't care, I was going to make this dream chocolate taste great, no matter what. I took a bite, and it tasted just like Hershey's milk chocolate. Not my favorite, but it was satisfying, nonetheless. I then looked over at the table nearest the hallway and saw that there was a huge chocolate bar sitting right there waiting for me. This monster bar had to weigh at least ten pounds. It had a white wrapper and on I could see that the bar was divided up into many different flavors. The top corner that I was opening was dark chocolate with fig. Next to it was dark chocolate with pomegranate. This was going to be great. I broke off a large chunk that was mostly fig, but with a little pomegranate. I took a bite and it was wonderful. I walked into the living room again and saw my aunt, "Tia," I said, "Tell me something about myself that you think is special." That was the first thing I thought of to ask. I like to get insights from dream characters (my mind) about my good qualities. "Well," she started. "You''ll need to give me a little more time. I'm not good at coming up with things spur of the moment." (My subconscious couldn't come up with anything. How sad. ). I then decided to move on. I opened the front door and flew outside. I saw that my mom's house was right across the street. I flew over to it and saw my mom standing on the driveway calling for my grandma. I looked around and couldn't see my grandma. But I looked again at my mom and she was so young and thin, just like pictures I had seen from when she was younger. It was fun to see my mom like this. I looked and saw my aunt again next to her. She was also much younger and thinner. I said to her, "Hey I just saw you over in the house." She looked at me and smiled and nodded. And that's all I remember from this first part of the dream. I'm happy that I was able to have had such a long dream and remember all that I did. It wasn't the most spectacular lucid dream ever, but every lucid dream is good practice for future lucid dreams that are spectacular. Lucid Dream (Part Two): I was in an apartment or dorm room. It was full of people. I noticed that on wall had hooks all over it for everyone to hang up their backpacks. I thought that was a good idea since so many people lived here. I saw two girls in the kitchen they looked like twins and were cooking something on the stove. I then see Jeff come up to me. He looks younger and has longer hair than in real life and he was super HOT. As I saw him I became lucid. He ginned at me with a seductive smile and I smiled back. The next thing I know is that we are on the floor making out and getting intimate. Then there is a transition and I am sitting on the floor and I pull out my phone. I decide to see what I look like, so I take a selfie. I notice that my hair is all messy and curly. I have to remind myself that I always look different in dream mirrors. So I then stand up and see that I am next to a very large mirror. As I look at myself in it, I morph my reflection so I look as gorgeous and sexy as possible. I then look over and see that a couple of guys are watching me. I decide to have a little fun. I slowly take off my shirt. But as I look in the mirror, I notice that my body is all clear, as if it were made of glass. That fascinated me even more, so I finish taking off my clothes and just watch my glass body as I dance slowly in front of the mirror.
All the sudden I found myself about 200 feet in the air and had that feeling you get when you know you took a ski jump and are way too bloody high. I looked in front of me and saw a bridge on the left which crossed a ravine that had waterfall in it and seemed endless. I was headed straight for this and felt like I was going to die. Then I started to weight my options and recognized that on top of the trees I was flying over there were stumps that I could potentially land on. I landed and then climbed my way down limb by limb like a monkey to the bottom. At the bottom there was a family waiting for me with a dog. This dog was playing with a stick and for whatever reason this stick made me lucid. I watched the stick as it broke and rebroke itself into different angular formations. I didn't become ecstatic or really all that excited. I just knew I was lucid and knew my goal when becoming lucid was to just recognize lucidity and continue with that recognition. Unfortunately after a few second of watching the stick break and re-break, my visuals began to fade and I woke up. Bummer. Notes: What is working, when I do it, is regardless of how I feel during the night, I need to get mentally and write down every detail of every dream. Then I can go back to bed like this with one thought in mind; I will become aware of when I am dreaming. My recall is better and I am recalling up to 4 full dreams a night. I still think I can improve upon this because I am getting lazy toward the later hours of the morning, which are likely most fruitful for lucidity. Ultimately these past 2 days I have woken up between the hours of 10am and 1pm and just rolled back over without any effort. Good news is that I became lucid. I rewarded myself with a bar of chocolate. I am going to go shopping again today and line up my next bar of chocolate =) Cheers
#1 I was Jerry Seinfeld giving a talk on knowledge and how while I possessed the necessary knowledge, I hadn't allowed it to fill in fully. What I do remember from the dream is actually watching Jerry in the third person and when he spoke, the professional microphone vibrated quite loudly throughout the auditorium, which, now I remember was very similar to the College Classroom where I took Geology. #2 I was being shown this ladies Dinosaur contraption. I think I was in the 1950's and in a Bomb Shelter of some sort, or at least that's the vibe I got. I was looking out a window and it was a basement window. The section I was looking at was like one of those drainage holes around a basement window. The drainage hold was covered and inside it was a Dinosaur display of miniature dino's. They were formed by neon light tubes that you'd see on a Beer sign. I realized that this lady was figuring out Solar energy single handedly and didn't care much for the aesthetics. There was cocking around the window which she pointed out and I felt to know there wasn't any way the rain was going to get in. There was a boy there. A cute little guy and he was staying with me to be protected from his fat bastard father. The father was clearly sick in the head but had hired me to do some type of work for them, now I am not sure. Regardless I went further into the house/shelter through double doors that led me into a sort of closet type area. Here another boy, an Asian boy, came and pointed me out to the father as if I was breaking rules. I felt anxiety and as if I had been breaking rules, but I didn't know which rules I had broken. The father was now drinking wine and the wife was apologizing to me for the spills on the carpet. Clearly the spills were from the father but the wife seems to take full responsibility for the spills. The Husband had a "bucket" of liquor. It was clear he was a heavy alcoholic. It was at this point where I just merely thought, and didn't necessarily express that I had negative feelings about this guy. It seemed as if this was this dudes whole ordeal, he was a magician at recognizing when people were thinking negatively about him. Before I got any further there was a plate full of cakes and truffles. He stuffed himself full of strawberry shortcake and made a comment about how he was going to bring anyone that had ridden his wealth down with him; his family being his main target. I indulged myself in a creampuff cookie. Again he recognized my negative thoughts and this time flat out sucker punched me. Before he did that it was as if I could read the quivering of his lips for words. Then we turned into an epic boxing match; he was a white guy and I was Muhammad Ali. Thinking he had me down after the first punch was a mistake on his part. I immediately sprung into action and went at his like a butterfly and a bee. While I certainly landed some eventually he got the best of me and grabbed my hair from behind and pinned me down. I legitimately thought he would kill me. #3 I was back in highschool with a new schedule and a cool kid. It was nighttime and I was sitting in the cafeteria with Jong K and one of his friends. They weren't part of the "cool click" but that is why I was so cool, I could hang out with anyone and just be cool. At this point the cafeteria cleared out and I become naked. I tried squeeze my naked body through a window in order to get free. For whatever reason I was having tremendous difficulty getting through this window. In fact there was a squash patch there with those big big leaves that I didn't want to throw off kilter due to my bodily movements. Furthermore there was an adjacent hut next to me where my third grade gym teacher was. I knew there was a chair that she sat and she was likely watching me but I couldn't see her. Very strange. Then I started looking for my housing. I was walking to the right and it was sort of outside and felt like an island atmosphere. I ran into a heavy set girl who was looking for the same room # 148. While I like people, it was clear that she had intention of being more than friends and I wasn't interested. I just turned around and looked for #148 in a different place. Eventually I found the building which was similar to the central dormitories where I stayed in India and blended with where I stayed at camp in Maine. There I found Alex, who was complaining about the Govt to some of his friends. I thought about chiming in and how we should just be grateful that we are able to live without overt oppression and thus move on. I kept my mouth shut. Eventually I ended on a lawn in class. My two classes on the schedule was gym with one of my former bosses who looked like a Pit-bull and a class where we ate jelly waffles off those Styrofoam lunch trays. That was my morning schedule and I didn't bother checking the afternoon. In the Jelly class we were on the lawn and the teacher was asking the question of why it would be unsanitary to touch birds. The class went around giving answers and I played with a bird feather. Eventually I raised my hand and said it would be unsanitary. At this time, I didn't realize it but I had been the only male that had spoken up and it attracted a lot of looks from females. Including this one girl who was stunning Emma. Then a guy pointed out to the girl sitting next to me that she had weird eyelashes I couldn't help but to look and then to start laughing. They weren't weird but I was more flirting with this girl. I then mimicked her mental dialog of "be strong". She laughed and accepted that I was actually helping her out by letting her know who cares. I then got up and started being angry at this place who makes people pretend to be who they are not and then force to believe that they have to be unflinchingly confident about it. When in reality, true strength lies in being able to laugh at our gaudy attempts. Finally I was about to run the 1 mile race. The only caveat was that it was a relay race and therefore I was waiting on my partner Ben to finish. The only thing was that he was in first and then mutated into the slowest girl in our grade. He/she fell behind, running like a grandma, huffing and puffing and swinging his/her arms helplessly. In the meantime I stood up off the metal bench I was resting on and began to size up my competition. There C, who is a dream sign, and a black activist from the 1960's who I can't quite recall the name of. Regardless these guys could run and I had to be ready. I was fearless and jumped around as such. My competition got a head start so I screamed to slow them down and then took off as soon as Ben crossed the finish line.
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The swamps took enormous territory. All the nature around was dead, no vegetation except almost dying trees, no animals, it was a watery wasteland. It all started with an expedition sent towards swamps. There was a small village in central part of the swamp. There were many ruined buildings, but the most interesteing of them was a chapel. It was smeared all over with dried blood, and cross inside was turned sideways. Abandoned for many years, the village was just recently took as a warehouse for one of national companies. Workers appeared quickly to fix buildings, and a priest was sent to clean out the chapel. They didn't know that they have awakened a demon. I was that priest. One evening, the demon just ran out of chapels basements, and slaughtered everyone except me. I had to pray, and try exorcisms to weaken him, then I took a shovel and finished the demon.
Bettime: 23:15 no meditation, visualisation missed first awakening because fall asleep before tagging and had a dream where i wrote down some notes about interesting thoughts/some energy i felt? woke up at 4 am. i had a dream, tried to remember a fragment and lost the dream. i squeezed my brain and got in the end 4 short fragments. the squeezing made me pretty awake. i´ve tried to wild on my back but noticed after some minutes that i am to awake. got negative thoughts cycling in my head like i hadn't it for nearly a year before i start with meditation. was awake for about 2h... at 5:36 my roomates fu**in alarm clock ringed every three or four minutes for half an hour... so i stood up go to the toilet and sit down on my meditation cushion and tried to calm my mind. after about 15-20min i got back to bed again and noticed that i now had more control over my toughts again and could block the negativity. i noticed how i drifted into dreamy toughts and repeated my mantra. (fall asleep aprox. 6:20) 7:30 LD: some NLD stuff with transition from a room into a bus into a room again with a baby turning into my brother and crazy stuff like that. back in front of the building where my brother and i was inside. a house party is going on. some windows are open and i see young adults that seem pretty drunk and on drugs kissing and yelling. i enter the building and on the entrance there are two bowels of food. i recognize that one of them is mine and i put it there previously. i pick it up and see a lot of fruitflies and similar stuff. i´m wondering a bit and wave them away with my hands. the food consists of pretty big balls with food that is nonexistent in real life or maybe can be found in asia somewhere O.o (i´ve had an NLD where i eat similar stuff) my awareness rises and i remember that this is a dream. i eat up the last spoon and move up the stairs. its pretty dark and while moving im doing a RC and think about the dream. i open a door and wonder that my subconscious rendered this room i was before although i was in my thoughts and looking down. the party is over and on my left site i see a dude lying on a couch sleeping. i keep going and there is another door. i wish to myself to find at least an attractive redhead somewhere behind. i go thru the door and turn right in the direction of the room i saw from outside with the open windows. i see a lot of sleeping people. a dude builds up in front of me and is trying to tell me that its private here. we somehow start a little talk and he tells me that he watched up the whole time for the others. he smiles and looks proud of himself. i walk some more and look around but find nothing interesting. i turn around and walk back. on my way an average looking redhead girl crosses my way. i turn around stop her and kiss her directly. i´ve ask her if she might tell me a joke. "hmm nah dont know one...". my hair is in my face and bothering me. i put it away and fall into the void. i know i am still dreaming because some music is playing so i am singing with it and move my hips like i would do naughty things or lets say dance. i wait some time and suddenly are in my bed. a really really beautiful girl with relatively short reddish purple hair is sitting on my and wants to kiss me. while she approaches me i do a nosepinch just to be sure. she kisses me and i tell her something like "unfortunately this is just a dream" she looks sad for a moment like i would have degraded her. i smile to her and we talk a little. i ask her if she wants us to undress our underclothes. i start with my boxers and she with her top. while we undress i ask her if she might tell me a joke. she answers straight forward: "hmm all jokes i have are incubated" i look at her and am surprised. she lay down on me but a sleeping bag is between us. i put it away and we lie now skin on skin and i wake up. she made me think. she was really really beautiful in a very natural way and seem to be more intelligent/independent than all the previous DC. she was sad when i mention that she is "just a DC" and irritated me with her answer for my joke question. i would love to see her again. maybe i can summon her again but dont see her face clearly anymore... but maybe it can work nevertheless! i wouldnt say this is my dreamguide or anything but it was an extraordinary encounter! take some notes and fall asleep again 8:35 LD: i wake up in my bed and instantly know this is a dream. i am in a dull room with white walls and nothing inside. i stand up and hear my roommates alarm go on again i start singing something to not hear the alarm so i dont wake up (the alarm must have been in my dream because at this time my roommate wasnt here anymore i think) i think about what to do and remember that i want to practice teleportation. i dont want to try blink eye teleportation and think about lay back in bad and fall asleep. i sit in my bed but i remember ~Dreamer~ way of teleporation. i stand up again go to the wall and point my finger on the wall and think "Red" so i can paint. i paint a oval portal that is not red but more a faint line. i try to push it some times and it the wall give away. i push so hard that i just fall right into the hole and find myself in the void. i use it to incubate where i want to go because i forgot to do it before. i think and repeat "meadow with a tree" and suddenly after some moments i´m standing on a way and infront of me is a field. a little further are some trees and a railway lines. i am alone. not what i aimed for exactly but close enough i think and start flying near the ground over the field. i see some flowers that have deep blue stems and leaves and bright red blooms. i pick one while flying, land and try to smell it but it has no odor. i look on the ground and notice that the soil is pretty dry and there are alot of ankle high plants with short little spikes. hm no barefeet walking i think to myself and start flying again in the direction of the railway lines. i land there and look around. i see some mushrooms and some plants that remindes me of a yellow narcissus flower. i see a feet big snail. with a second look i see that it is made of earthenware. i look around and see an old truck and a little further a rhino i fly over to the truck to get a better sight on the rhino. i land there and look at him. he is lying down. i think about fly a little closer but in this moment it notice me and runs in my direction. its an big adult rhino. he stops infront of the truck and scrape with the hooves. i remember the tasks of the month again and see that it wont tell me a joke but i might communicate with it via telepathy. i climb a little bit down so i get closer and hold my hand on my temple and think "let us be friends". i repeat it over and over. i decide to climb down a little further but the rhino starts running again furious in my direction i go up a little so he cant hit me. he runs past me and i think telepathically "HEY!" and he stops and turns and look at me. i again repeat let us be friends and he runs back where he was standing before. i repeat the sentence some times more and decide to climb down "what the hell should happen. this is a dream he cant really hurt me" i climb down on the ground and he starts running in my direction again. i kneel down and open my arms. he turns into a small (baby?) rhino who jumps into my arms and starts licking my face like a dog would do. i wake up and feel really happy. i think about standing up but still feel tired and fall asleep again after some notes 10:15 LD: I have a FA in my bed. this time my room looks more realistic and i am a little confused although i am pretty sure i am dreaming. i stand up and look around and see for example my couch missing. i still do a nosepinch and remember that i could teleport again. i search a wall with some space and draw a small portal like before. i push again and the cycle falls insight the wall i feel a pulling force again but can resist to fall insight. i sit infront of the hole/portal and climb insight. i feel like falling and this time i dont see black but greyish like when you pick the wrong tv channel. it changes a bit and gets more sharp like a loading screen and suddenly i hear a sound and enter a game? everything looks a little pixelated. it is a futuristic theme and i think i see some startrek guys. i am a bit confused and move around. i enter a bath and look into the mirror. i look like a pixelated game figure but my appearance is changing. now i look pretty normal but have black curled hair with some dreads. in those dreads is some metal ring that looks nice. i pick the ring and put it in my pocket for later. i smile because i know i cant bring it back to waking. i move some feet away but then thinking about that i could teleport right again this time with a mirror. i go back but now the mirror is just a small vertical stripe. i tap against it and after some times it gets fluid. i put in my arm till my shoulder but then it doesnt go any further because the mirror is to small. i back off and while heading to the next room i yell "Commander i need a bigger Mirror!" i enter the next room and see "Data and Riker" (i dont watch Startrek so dont know what rank they have or anything; i talked to a friend one or two days ago about Startrek because there is an episode about lucid dreaming he told me). Riker starts going away to get me a bigger mirror while data is just standing around. i see an mirror on a shelf and take it. it is a little dusty and i put it on the ground thinking this might be big enough. i strife of some of the dust and tip on it again. it starts to be fluid again and i stand on the mirror sinking in. i leave with a Ciao! while Data is just looking at me with no motion. i fall again into the void and imagine my "meadow and tree" i appear on a forest path and see a farm infront of me. some feet away is a guy working. hm i think people... i move in the direction of the big building and see some horses. i look closer and notice that they are no horses but unicorns. one has cut of wings. i pet him a little and keep going. i see an orangutan crossing my way and again i put my hand to my temple and say telepathically "hey come to me" he looks shortly at me but keeps running. i look determining and he stops and approaches me. i sit on the ground and he jumps into my lap and i pet him. we communicate a little (cant tell if with words or telepathically) he tells me something i dont remember and i tell him he smells good (i actually cant remember a smell) he says thanks but the thing he put in his fur is itching or something. i stand up and keep going to a table where two or three men are sitting. i talk to one of them a little and then ask him if he might tell me a joke. "nah i dont know/remember any jokes......... no good atleast" i say "nevermind tell me one" the second guy intermeddle with some stupid stuff i dont remember. next to him is a box or a travel case with some small items and stuff. i try to get something with telekinesis but it only moves a little and dont levitate to me. he tells me that i am not allowed to take something from there. i get a little angry and decide to Kamehameha the table away. i connect my hands and notice i have something in them. a bag and something different in the other hand. i put both into my pockets and start over again. i do the motion and the words but nothing happens :/ i move some feet away from them and try again and i feel shortly some energy between my hands but nothing to see and nothing happens again. one of the guys stands up and approach me like nothing happens. i am in a room now and another guy stands next to me. he has three eyes like the dude from dragon ball. i ask him if he might show me how this works and he says yes but not now its not the time. i say: now please? have no time! but he just walks away... never mind i think and see some big coins. i take one and start to levitate it in my hand. the guy from the table stands next to me and is watching. i do some tricks and try to hold it in the air without movement. i have some problems but change my mindset to i want it to freeze in the air. the coin stops moving around and just spins a little but this stops to and the coin stands motionless in the air. the guy is cheers and i explain to him that the trick is to think that it freezes in the air. i want to morph the coin into another but then i wake up because of our postman...
Morning of November 13, 2015. Friday. An unknown male (of about thirty) works for a large company related to technological development. He does not seem competent or interested in doing his job and seems to see himself as a “victim” in his employment and tasks. There is a scene where a young dark-haired girl, probably a young version of my wife (as her father seems to be the head of the aforementioned company) is at an auditorium to give a long speech related to some sort of award she won; something related to educational or developmental milestones. The employee cannot seem to get the loudspeaker system or the microphone to work, though is also involved in something unrelated to his job, such as playing a computer game, in addition to getting everything working. He does not seem to care about the functionality of the setup that much. The audience seems patient but eventually grows annoyed by his antics. Oddly, the employee sits in the center of one section of where the audience sits, where he is working on the electronics and sound deck. People are gossiping about him due to his incompetence and poor work ethic. He is reminiscent of the Dennis Nedry character (Wayne Knight) from “Jurassic Park”. It seems the speech is never given but he is not fired as a result. Later, he goes into the girl’s room when she is not there. (The room is unfamiliar to me.) He opens a drawer in a small desk. He looks through her diary. He finds about five diamonds, loose in the drawer with other items such as pencils made by the company. They are synthetic but supposedly the same as (and indistinguishable from) natural diamonds. He takes a couple of them. He starts to see a conspiracy in the advanced technological development that the company is utilizing that is kept secret from the public. He may sell the diamonds and not reveal where they came from. There is a vivid scene where I am fully in-body and making some sort of drinks. The first one I make, I am able to drink, but the second one is unusual. There are three smaller cups, though two almost bowl-like. I use something like cocoa liquor and water and some other liquids to make some sort of fantastic chocolate drink. I am looking forward to how great it will taste. I use a stirring rod to mix some of the elements in the main bowl-like container (though parts of the drink are still in the two other containers). As I am stirring, all the liquid vanishes (from all three containers) leaving a very subtle and brief pale sparkling. This annoys me greatly. My delicious drink just vanished. The last segment involves the Dennis Nedry character. He seems angry about the secrets kept by the company. He injects an unknown liquid that was in a secret room at the company’s main building. It seems he may reveal, to the media and the public, that the company is keeping too many secrets. Eventually something splits apart from his arms and I get the impression he will disintegrate. However, it turns out he has grown wings. He seems upset at first and starts going through a second change. This time, he grows larger and becomes a huge gorilla with wings. He starts talking in a loud commanding voice how he is now superior to humans and flies away.
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I was out in a golf area and I was with Nat Piep and Graham R and me and graham were talking about doing it. I jokingly asked her and she said "I have a guard most the days of the week at the hotel and I am almost always watched but yes we can do that sometime" I thought it was funny af. Then she started talking to two people as me and graham started hurling a rock back and forth on a golfing green and she was i the middle. I remember Sam dosl and Nate had apparently started some business involving rocks and golf and gauging for distance which I found funny again.
Had lots of vivid dreams, but didn't write anything down during the night - I thought I'd remember them. Of course I don't. Only remember fragments now. But I do remember having 2! LD's! First one started by me doing a nose plug RC. I remember being in my living room at home, thinking "yay, lucid!" and that I should look around me at the details of the dream to stabilize the it. I've been struggling with staying lucid, so I found it better to just try to stay lucid for a while rather than try to do some of my dream goals. I looked in a mirror on the wall, I could see my face and that I was still doing the nose plug RC (I kept my nose plugged for a minute or two, just so I would stay lucid). I kept looking at my face as I moved closer and backed away from the mirror several times. Soon it started getting a bit creepy, so I decided to stop and do something else. I levitated and flew slowly mid air through my living room looking at details, marveling at how realistic everything was - although I don't remember the details, only the feeling and my thoughts. I remember thinking that I was doing a good job keeping lucidity, it felt like I managed to stay in the dream for a decent time, but I don't remember much more. LD nr 2 was a very short one, or at least I don't remember much about it. All I remember is this: I was driving my car on a high way. There were forests at both sides of the road, and as I was going down a hill (in high speed) I thought to myself "since this is just a dream I could drive off the road and fly the car over the tree tops of the forest. I immediately steered the car off the road and it flew in a sharp upwards bend over the trees. As it happened I thought to myself that perhaps next time I should do a RC first, just to make 100% sure I'm actually dreaming before driving my car off the road!
The thing I don't understand about this dream is I'm not really afraid of anything in real life and this is the first scary dream i have had in ages. ------------------ I was cycling down this road with my best friend and then we suddenly arrived in this like 10 storey car parking lot and we cycled to the top and PARKED our bikes. My friend goes and pays for the tickets and I wait for her to return. She doesn't. Instead I am now all alone at the top of a very tall dark car parking building, so after looking around for my friend, I try to find my way out. But I cannot find a way down even though I managed to get up here. The I see this car cleaning group but they are far away and I vaguely hear them say they will take their break now. I call out but they don't hear me. One guy doesn't go to break. I finally manage to get to him, a tall, broad middle aged guy... with no hair. I stutter and ask If he can help me back down and out. He just looks around hastily and then without talking walks closer to me. I get the sense something is wrong and begin to run. He has a scary look on his face. I run as fast as I can but he is faster so I grab my phone out of my pocket and PRETEND to call my mom. (I remember thinking my phone had a really complex password so I thought he wouldn't know the difference between a real or fake call) I cry down the line, now trapped in a corner of the building with the guy closing in. I say to the empty line how a guy is trying to kidnap me and when the guy notices i'm on my phone he backs down a little. I suddenly accidentally drop my phone and he sees it isn't even on and lunges for me. I scream to high heaven and realise I am running again glad he doesn't have me yet. Then I notice these two security guards and I run like a mad person to get help. I quickly ask one to help but he says how there is a problem, he turns into a cat unpredictably. I ask the other security guard to help but he doesn't move at all. I grab the hand of the first security guard and run to my bike. He pedals and I sit behind, holding on so I don't fall. He tells me his name is Dave Endurability and I randomly write it down on a coffee cup I am suddenly holding. (It works too. People are always saying how reading and writing is impossible in dreams but I wrote it down, in very messy handwriting, but it was still readable.) He drops me off where my friend suddenly is, by the side of the road, and then I have a go at my friend but then realise I still have Dave there. I turn to thank him but he is gone. I spend the rest of the dream trying to find him but all I find... Is a cat. (I forgot what he told me in the dream so I just had the TALKING CAT help me to find him.) ------------------- So something that is really getting on my nerves is these weird, NON REALISTIC things are happening and I act like they are totally normal. But yeah. LOTS of room for improvement.
+ mountain valley bright green pine trees, "There is nowhere you can see trees like that except in the pacific northwest." The trees are amazing, all different shades of green, against a blue sky. + flying through tall tree'd dense forest, marking the appearance of orientation stone obelisks that mark the rest stop up ahead + hiking up hilly/rocky path, there is a mountain spring flowing here. This is a great place to build a homestead, if this water supply is reliable. + (f) scrambling over a very large boulder, trying not to slide off. I notice that somebody has installed small lights on the edges of the boulder in cracks, that shine onto the boulder to illuminate it better so people can climb it. I wonder who did that, this is sort of an out of the way place. + wake up in bed, doughnuts with frosting on other bed, see MaDa (live in SaRa) walking by outside the (glass wall), expect him to see me and come he doesn't, I think "hmmm." Then he's there and giving me a stack of checks, we have a frustrating conversation about the cost of the (private school?) + observing a soccer game outside, my son S1 is making a lot of goals. It is a fierce rivalry on the field, but my son and the other team's goalie are friends off the field and talking together behind the goal after a point. + (f) kids have built a technology of putting things together with a stapler that doesn't bend the hooks of the staples + hiking on a steep sloping hill in Nevada, the path is very narrow (about 1-2 inches) and rust colored dirt, and the soil is loose and I slide down with each step, but try to keep my eyes on the path. I'm looking for water. I'm walking with my orange cat held under my left arm. Up ahead I see a gas station on the left. As I approach, the windows are dark and I think it's closed. I want to buy some water. I look inside and see an old woman attendant, I go in and I have trouble voicing my desire but I want to say I want to buy some bottles of water. She has me go outside and see if ("Johnny?") put the sale water outside. I go out and talk to a guy there. I'm getting a large rectangular tub filled with water. I tell him to fill it up to teh top. The guy says "without a lid, it will slosh out in the car." I realize he's right.
Near puking I'm with a group of people. I recall seeing my classmate Chris and one of my best friends. We're sitting on a vehicle which consists of wooden benches lined up behind one another. I'm on the frontrow, though I feel like the vehicle is moving backwards, making it the backrow. About 4 people can fit on a bench. It's sort of like a freaky bicycle, but I don't remember how the vehicle was propelled or who did the driving. We're taking some sharp 180° turns. At the first turn the people on the bench I'm on all slide to one side and get squished together. I feel an urge to puke, as if the combination of this sudden movement with the amount of alcohol I've had is too much. Just before the next turn my friend makes a comment. I don't recall what he said, but it's something to do with him thinking it's funny that we're gonna get squished again. We don't slide on the next turn however, because we expect it and brace ourselves. We stop near a train station. A digital clock says it's 12 past something. I stand talking to my friend for a moment and I also check the train schedule on my phone. There's a special train leaving to our city. It has a weird symbol in the schedule and there was a story to it that I can't remember. It's leaving at 15 past something. Well we're too late for that one. We end deciding to take another train, which will take much longer, about an hour and a half. I feel like it could've been way faster, but this way we have to make a big detour, even though we're really close to our city. Fragments » Another friend of mine. We live together? There's something with him wanting to cook and also something about orange juice I believe. It's all very vague. » I know I dreamt about my mom, but I can't recall any of it.
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