dream fragment

I forgot most of my dream before this but what I do remember is being in a room with a bunch of soldiers. I was with my sisters and the soldiers were shooting at us, except for a few which appeared to be on our side. We ended up hiding behind some crates and we made some bombs, but I kept forgetting to light the fuses before throwing the bombs. Somehow I got a gun and I used it to shoot the guy that had been shooting at us, but strangely he doesn’t die. I’m confused by this and angry so I shoot him again twice and he still doesn’t die. The man then starts to get up and move towards a different gun so I shoot him a few more times, which makes him fall over again. To make things even more confusing the man doesn’t even seem to be angry or sad that I’m shooting at him. The man even seems to be mildly annoyed that I’m shooting at him or bored so he says “You know I’m probably just going to bleed to death so you can just stop shooting me and leave”.

Shooting the guy didn’t seem to be doing anything so I just listened and left. I went to some weird abstract room after this with ribbon like roads floating through the air. I don’t really remember anything else after this.

Date: Sept.3

Description: This is just a fragment of the dream, unfortunately I was to lazy to write down the dream when i woke up from it, Cause I know I remembered more.

Fragment: I am in a classroom setting, that is also mixed with my house to. There is a project of some sort going on. I spot a pretty big spider that has a white coat, and black stripes on it. I chase and try to kill it around my house.

2) In one of my dreams I remember being in my kitchen and talking to my brother Jay. He said, "I remember when you were little I would pick you up and put you in your room when you fell asleep, and I would have chicken wings ready for you." I should of recognized this as a dream, because he did no such thing ha ha.

Just wanted to update this and get it out of the way for today:

I dreamed today that I was talking to my friend Nate over text messaging. He is also the guitarist in my band. He kept insinuating that he wasn't able to practice (a thing I'm afraid of every week ) and he finally told me he can't come because he can't skip out on work because he's gotta make some money. I remember feeling heartbroken and telling him right away: "Hey don't worry about it. Just make sure to come I'll pay for you to practice. Like 50 bucks." And I remember that he was still reluctant. I also remember asking another person who works at Pizza Hut if he had to work today and that person saying "No." So I was upset that he was bailing on me for no reason.

Man. I haven't had a good string of recalls in awhile. I need it.

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I have to stop going to bed so late, my recall is suffering...

In this dream, I was on a computer. I was sitting in a chair inside some form of wooden cabin sunroom, and I was working on a website. The page looked normal, but there was a big fat bar at the bottom, like the status bar in Internet Explorer but thicker and had a number in the lower left corner. It was currently at "0.00", probably gauging money or something.

I closed the page I was working on, and the number changed to "-44.00", as if I were in debt for closing the page! I looked away to get something, and the number changed once more, becoming somewhere in the -200's. I remember flipping out because I didn't have the money to pay, and my mom would be so mad at me if she were to find out. What would I do?

Lucid

Non Lucid

1. I had a dream where I was (or there were) a lot of different types of Jesus Christs and one of them (possibly me) had a French accent. They were holding an olympic games sorta thing and I ordered someone to go around the track for 5 years.

2. I was with a group and a little kid showed me what he saw: *explicit content*

3. I was cracking a lot of eggs straight onto an oven hotplate. I was meant to do it quickly and ensure that all the egg fell out. A proper chef was watching me.

Thats about it. I am not sure if we can write explicit material on here so I have avoided it right now.

Lucid Non Lucid

The world was flooded. I was turned into a half shark monster. This was after being in a fight with two of these 'monsters', there was also a female friend with me. I got 2 knives and killed one whilst my friend killed the other but not before i had 'turned'. I was still in control of myself. We moved onwards with an amphibious vehicle. We came to a bay with a lot of shark-like creatures. I jumped in with a light and started killing them all.

Hey all, I have just started this so it's a little bit incoherent.

Lucid
Non Lucid

dream recall is improving Also, fairly vivid colours and scenes due to WBTB at 4am.

Throwing blue smoke at an invisible person so [we?] can see him (and kill him??)

Baby sitting a 3 year old boy. He shows me a doll in the mirror that isn't there in real life. It is ugly as hell and is wearing a yellow dress. I grab it out of the mirror and squeeze it.

Leaves, cherry picker, 4wd, gutter

Running up many stairs in an outdoor tower/fort. running past backpacks which I know are useful. Possibly on a team with some people. Getting attacked by some brightly coloured animal with small pteradactyl wings [dog? jackal?]

maze building dark, fire torches

A little bit better of a night of dreaming. I got two decent recalls and I suppose that aint too shabby in the long run. Here they are:

I am witnessing this dream in 3rd person. There is this woman and she's a new employee in some sort of office environment. Everyone works at computers and I THINK it's some sort of call center. Anyways. She's massively disrespected by this one guy who seems to be the leader of the group. He's almost 30 years old, I remember him saying, and pretty disappointed with his life. Anyways. this dude is sort of a dick to this woman but she wants to be the best so she doesn't just give up. There's some sort of competition coming up, I'm not sure what they're doing, I just know that the man has a day or two head start on her because he cheated somehow. Somehow she evens up the score and manages to catch up. And then I flash forward in the dream to find out that the woman was tricked AGAIN and somehow still lost.

And then I'm in another dream. I work for some sort of grocery store but my shifts are awesome. I only work for a few hours every day and then I go to school. But my "school" is the same hours my REAL LIFE work is. Anyways I'm at work for some reason and I'm discussing hours with my manager. She looks like Sarah from Super Valu (my first job) and she's describing that somehow my hours got switched around and I'm allowed to take off whenever I want today. I appreciate that and decide to myself that I'll cut out about an hour early to give me time to eat a nice breakfast before school. For whatever reason I now am taking a tour around the store with Sarah in tow and we're going through all of these different meat sections and I'm describing them to her. We come across an aisle dedicated to already cooked bacon (that isn't in a package) and it's just hanging on different hooks. We do the same for turkey and ham, as well.

I hope I'm getting closer. Those two dreams were more vivid than I typed out but I, of course, was typing from a shaky memory as they were delayed recalls. Tonight I ate some banana before I hopped into bed and I'm taking my RCs more and more seriously. Hopefully this pans out some.

02.09.2010

Work and drinks. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had an odd night. I woke up a few times and dreamed odd stuff. I had a lucid. It was about time. I had been 4 days with no lucids.

First:

I was negotiation with some folks about adding them to a list of work to complete. After I was done, I was outdoors with some Mexican people. We were at one's garage and we enjoyed a few drinks. I was having a great time but I needed to go back to work.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

My dream have been pretty short, boring and similar lately. I keep having school dreams, which I find pretty boring. It's hard to keep journalling when the results are so poor for so long. Anyway...

Dye Your Hair FFS

I was walking to a class at the secondary school I attended. I saw H, except her hair was red. She said hi and pointed out this girl to me and said she had said that she knew me. The girl had grey hair and I didn't recognise her at first because of it, but it was L. I was a bit confused, but before I could really question anything we were in class.

I was in my old Geography class room except doing Maths. There was a diagram on a piece of paper of a circle that was divided up, it wasn't clear to me. I felt really confused. L came and sat near me and smiled. She said she'd help me out because I looked really confused. It was bugging me constantly that her hair was grey.

How Can "She" be Your Boyfriend?

I was at the local post office. I was asking the woman serving there where the attractive woman who used to work there had gone. She said she had quit. She then told me that the other woman was her boyfriend. I was pretty confused...

I was at an airport with my friend Petter. I thought to myself for some reason that I was dreaming. I pinched my nose and tried to breate. It worked. I left Petter and just walked around. I probably should have tried som stabilizing- techniques because I woke up.

I remember this being a really long dream, but I can only recall parts of it.

There was a huge labyrinth which I was going through with a group of people I didn't know. Inside there was a bunch of creep things, like a swamp area, and an old cackling witch. Everywhere I walked in the labyrinth, my shoes made an annoying sticking sound because there was gum stuck to the bottom of them.

At one point, our group got attacked by zombies, and a girl in the group wouldn't let me use first aid on her even though she had been bitten by a zombie.

After that, I remember discussing a few books I've read with a friend, and the dream kind of fades out from there.

I've only been asleep for about three hours, but every dream I remember was so unbelievably effed up it brought me back here - after six months... Just thought I'd try descibe/express the level of freaked out I'm feeling right now.. Anyway:

I am in a place that looks like a graveyard, there is like a red fog, I only remember there was a group of us trying to get into this hole where all the mosters/zombies/aliens whatever where. I think someone got chopped into pieces, lasered or something.

There is this person who can control people by jumping through them, he has no physical form. He started jumping through my family, I was holding my baby brother and when he got to me he tried to throw him downstairs, I resisted, he went to my dad, and I knocked out my dad with a glass bottle

It's dark and I take my sister to mcdonalds. There is nobody anywhere, no cars, not even customers in the stores... She talks to someone at a bus stop about this guy who escaped from prison. Dream ends there.

It's dark in my house and relatives come into my house. They talk to my dad about in the kitchen random stuff, have a laugh, maybe they were drunk? I go in, the lights go out and I get beaten with glass cups, I feel a knife at my back and get water in my face

Which wakes me up, my face still feeling wet

Something else about childbirth, flying around looking for cookies...

I might try to go back to sleep now :/

Dream Date: 9/2/10
Influences: I took a xanax a few hours before bed (which I rarely take), to relieve some anxiety and clear my mind a little.

Dreams:
Since the xanax made me a little dopey, I dreamed that I was on shrooms with a friend of mine (not sure who). We were in my room, and time seemed to go on forever. My friend seemed like they were starting to get nervous, so I told them all we had to do was go outside and get a change of scenery. We walked out my front door, and I was hoping no one would see us, but instead all of my neighbors were outside. A swarm of locusts came flying toward us where we stood (probably because I had heard several locusts at sundown earlier the same night). I went in the back yard, expecting to see it untouched, since I didn't recall doing anything crazy earlier while we were tripping inside, but I was wrong. All the back windows had been broken, and there was glass everywhere, and there were several bed mattresses that had been thrown into the pool (I don't have a pool in waking life). This made me wonder what else we may have done throughout the night that I couldn't recall?

(Other dream here, that I swore I could remember without writing it down, but now I can only recall fragments)

Lucid: After waking up and returning back to sleep several times, I had a lucid experience of lying in my bed, looking out the windows, and seeing fruit - apples and grapes - dangling from tree branches in front of my window. I knew they were not actually there, so I didn't want to open my eyes. There was something else earlier in the night, but unfortunately I can't recall it right now...

(Side note to self: DSM & LM- repeated tries, but no success )

12/10/2009

I slept pretty badly last night, so all I remember is folding and hanging up hoodies at work... which is probably because I told Shannon that I was doing so much of it lately and it's been in my dreams already. I also remember finding some frat boy's pin and finding out that he was deceased. And looking around the school and trying to get into his locker. Which should have told me I was dreaming because schools are one of my dream signs. But I think I was just trying to get some sleep because Andrea was tossing and turning all night.