false awakening

Soo, haven't posted anything lately, but maybe getting back in to reporting things here can break the dryspell I am having.

01-07-11 I am at a handball contest, the national team is playing. towards the end of the game the opposing team manages to score a goal to tie the game. However seeing as it is their keeper that throws a penalty throw, the Danish keeper quickly throws the ball towards the other goal. The keeper is running fast though and it isn't the best of throws.

I switch perspectives and I am now a player on the field. I am sprinting towards the opposing team's goal in order to knock the ball in. I manage to do so by launching myself towards the goal.

Next thing that happens is that I am back at the perspective of the audience. There is a dispute whether the goal is actually legal. The dispute says that the keeper has scored an illegal goal, and the first concern of the team is that the goal isn't at all illegal. Second of all I highlight the fact that it was another players scoring the goal so the keepers throw can actually better be considered a pass. The keeper tells me that they will reach a decision within the coming 40 minutes. I tell him that they should highlight the fact that another player had a hand on the goal and that this can be seen from the video recordings of the game. I speak with the player who knocked in the ball and he confirms that he has indeed touched the ball.

I smell something fishy, first of all even if the keeper did score the goal that wouldn't be illegal secondly there has been a council decision that is rolling 2 vs. 2 on the validity of the score. I tell the team that I will investigate.

I find out that there are some black spies working to sabotage the game. When I say black it is because they seem led by the black spie figure of the old school game of black vs. White spies. So I infiltrate their squad and manage to get aboard one of their air planes. It seems like they are in a hurry to get away from the game.

The plane doesn't actually look like a plane on the inside though, it looks more like a trailer that builders use on site for their lunch breaks etc. On board I start breaking stuff. I rip the doors off cupboards and try feverishly to kick in a concrete chimney of sorts wearing my safety shoes. I wonder how it can be that the guys haven't noticed I am there and not one of them, but I suppose my disguise is good enough. When the plane has landed there is a conveyor belt of sorts coming off it and I cut this from the underside so it isn't useful. The conveyor belt seems like a plastic film on top of a filt carpet. I disembark the plane and for some reason the guys aren't getting off it.

Pil is there and he has set up a little table right next to the plane. We seem to be in an area sparse with foliage and rich on rocks and cliffs. I don't get the feeling that we are near any area populated. I decide to sit down with Pil and eat lunch, he is somehow already informed about my actions on the plane and seems to be an accomplish of sorts.

Minka turns up, or at least I think it is Minka, and I tell her that she can have the destroyed conveyor belt as a souvenir. She somehow seems to have something personal invested in this case and is glad that I have done what I have done. I ask her to join us for lunch but as I look around I can't seem to find an additional chair.
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I am in a setting involving a boss fight in a raid in Rift and my main partner here is Duki. Duki is lying n his bed he is awake and in a joking mood. I notice that his body is covered in tattoos, which I find odd as I have never seen him with tats before. I think this scenario repeats itself a couple of times throughout the dream or throughout the night in general, but I am unsure if it is the same or separate dreams.

I am on a small island surrounded by murky water. I am in a raid instance although I am there physically and it feels more like a small complex with leaders in it. I am in the centre and there is a big slug like creature, the raid boss, and all of a sudden it starts running towards me. I know I have little chance of escape as it is, but I enable my speed buff and start running toward a slope where I know we have cleared everything on the top. I don't know if he will stop following me after some time, but I hope and still have my soul recall ability ready if he continues the pursuit.

After a while I am relieved to see that he stops chasing me. I start making my way back down there to initiate the confrontation. I meet up with Duki who seems to be a Dark Knight from Heroes of Might and Magic.

I engage the boss with a spear and rely on agility to keep him from hitting me. Duki isn't joining in in the way I would have liked and I shout out that I want him to charge the slug while I keep it occupied. The first successful charge like this is when I somehow wrap the spear around my body, ground the foot of the spear and manage to apply the head to the neck of the slug, immobilising him.

I shout out “now” to Duki and this time he comes charging in. I don't know if it is the killing blow or not, but I remember nothing more of that particular dream.
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FA: I wake up and look at my dream journal. I wonder about this as I know I have stopped writing things down in the book. I rationalise that I must have been awake briefly and started writing stuff down. I wonder why I haven't finished the sentence I started.. it ends with the word “there” but it is very clear that the sentence is incomplete.

Dream - Lucid

I remember being in some sort of class where we learned Chinese. I feel like there were more classes like this around the building we were in. I think we were in a school of some sort. We had to take the the Chinese class for some reason.

There was more to this part of the dream, but I can't remember any details right now. I remember there being water in there somewhere, it may have been a pool, I'm not quite sure.

Then, I remember writing stuff down, and re-reading it to myself. I couldn't read it, it kept changing! Well, that can only mean one thing. I counted my fingers, and there were 6 on both hands. My suspicious were confirmed. I'm dreaming! I walked around for a little bit, then decided to fly. "Gravity" tried to hold me down, but I wouldn't let it.

Then, I woke up. Or so I thought. I got up and felt kind of funny. I counted my fingers. 6 on the left, 8 on the right. Totally dreaming again.

This happened about 4 or 5 more times. In between the false awakenings, I felt the familiar buzz of sleep paralysis in my head and saw the familiar blackness and HI. One time, I tried to "roll out" of my body. I felt myself tumbling over and over myself slowly and smoothly, until I could see. I saw part of my room and got out of bed. I kept hearing my mom downstairs, so it kept making me think that I was going to wake up; that's what triggered all of these FA's.

#1: We were robbing the moon and putting it in a carboard box.

#2: I attempted to WILD, but I got caught out and lost awareness upon entry.

I was in my grandma's trailer looking out the window past the christmas tree. I knew I was dreaming from the beginning. It was dark outside. I looked around the room and seen my grandma and cousin sitting in the floor raping presents. I spoke to them and said "I'm going outside to look at the stars.". My grandma responded "Are you sure?" I replied "yeah" and then they looked at each other and then back to me and scoff like it was stupid I wanted to do this. I then turned and walked out the door and went out all the way to the middle of the yard before looking up. The sky was fuzzy black when I first looked up but thne skies clarity came like a flash. It was violet purple. The stars were a neon blue. I turned in a circle so I could take it all in. While turning the moon came into view. It was 100 times bigger than our moon and high in the sky. So close it seemed to be in the same atmosphere. The surface was gaseous in texture and moved like waves. The glow from the moon was not from a reflection but its own. Its main color was pinks but had hints of other colors in the ripples of the waves. Shades of yellow, white and green. Then I turned to the stars to study them. I did not recognize any constellations. I did not. Then I became happy. So happy about this beautiful dream. I lost vision, became weightless, felt a tingling sensation all over my body and floated up. These feelings remained constant. I lost track of time while I was like this. No thoughts. Then after idk how long I came out of it and said out loud "oh, I'm still dreaming. I floated back down and my visual came back. The tingling was gone. I seen the above view of where I was before landing. It was at a crossroads with houses all around. The ground was snow covered. I became close to the ground and floated to this garage area. I turned and looked back. There was a black fuzz. I looked at it curious to see what was behind and then a shape of a body began to emerge. As it approached me I could see it was JR. I became excited. I told him "I'm dreaming right now and I'm lucid. I don't know if your a dream charter or jr but you need to remember your dream because we could be dream linking.". Then I told him "I want to experiment with sex in a dream". So I began kissing him. While doing this I noticed the fuzz was back. I stared at it and wondered what was going to pop out of it this time....then as it got closer once again the shape of a body. Even closer I could tell that it was a mannequin with hands like javelins. I felt that if I tried to make it go away it would hurt us. So I pushed it behind me and held it there one handed. I chose to ignore it but JR wouldn't. He didn't want to fool around anymore. I woke up. Jr was laying in bed with me. I asked him if he remembered his dream and he said yeah. Then while cooking and eating breakfast with simon we discussed our dream linking experience. I wake up as I start to put food in my mouth. I really wake up.

Don't want to post my dreams today, so I'll just jot down some notes so I don't forget.

1. mom waking me up
2. ian is 12 (dani)
3. quinn turns into a girl

It started off i was sat in a doorway, outside it was raining but it was a calm rain which i like, there was rap music going on in the background, eminem i think but im not sure what track. I bounced with my arm like a rapper jokingly as the blonde girl walked past me through the doorway to get inside.

I then went outside as it stopped raining and there was a sort of train but it was setup like a childrens rollercoaster, where the bar comes down onto the lap, but there was no bar.
Anyway i guess it was peoples ride home as people set off, i remember fragments of this part, of me standing on a green bush and one guy in the train saying to me "ah well done now go stand on top of that pole" which was a telephone wire pole.
I said to my friend "yeah if i could get up it"

They all left on the train and as they left one of the people shouted "haha fuck you ya fuck fish face" (it was someone i knew that was joking) so i shouted back "hah ill get you in lesson tomorrow , trust me"

I then continued to walk up a pathway made from dirt and it was night time now, there was a large butterfly on the floor (i could see everything perfectly in colour despite it being night.) It was red and as i bent down to pick it up it flew off, its wingspan was bigger than the palm of my hand.
I kept going up the hill and i went under a tree and the pathway turned into a cobbled stone floor, i saw another butterfly flying up and birds were also in the air so i was thinking "i hope it doesn't get eaten"

A large black raven landed next to me and then looked around for a butterfly, it then froze and looked down the hill, i looked and saw a golden retreiver dog.
The raven now turned to a cat, the cat jumped over a ledge and the dog looked at me, for some reason in the dream i knew this dog i had seen somewhere before or it meant something personal but even now and then i don't know what.
The dog leaped on me and licked my face, i "woke" up into a flase awakening, i was in bed with my actual dog lying asleep next to me, which is actually a king charles spaniel, it started to roll off my bed and as i pulled the edge of my cover up to stop her falling she woke and growled and put her jaws around my hand.
With her only being a small dog i laughed and said "its only me silly" and cuddled her, i then woke up for real.

I was in my house and I just knew I was dreaming. I decided to fly out of the house, so I flew through the wall and I was out. The dream started to get dark but I could still see everything. Instead of me seeing it with what felt like my eyes I saw it like I was imagining it. I flew through some other objects that I dont remember. I then decided to teleport to the frost giants yard area. I rubbed my hands, but then i dissconected from the dream. I thought I woke up and I told mom in the computer room at 12 PM about my lucid dream. Even tho my clock read 4 AM before the lucid. I did a reality check and it said i was awake. The dream ended.

I need to start using two reality checks.

The date is June 27th, a Monday. I woke up this morning around 6am with only little memory of the dreams I had during the night, however I didn’t get out of bed, I instead lazed around on my couch ‘till about 7:30am. I put in some earphones and sort of slept on and off until about 9am when I achieved lucidity in two dreams, one followed directly by the other. The first dream was what I learned is called, a false-awakening. I awoke in my room just as I would any day, however upon leaving my room I found my home to be slightly different than it is in real life. It wasn’t any bigger or smaller, there were just small things such as the railings on the basement stairs, the exterior of the house and the yard that differed. Once I realized the difference, I started to observe the house and the way my family acted. It felt like an alternate universe after noticing some odd behavior in my family, but I deduced that I was most likely dreaming. I questioned this immediately by trying to change a simple object, an odd lemon shaped clock that seemed to appear from thin air. I assumed that since I was dreaming, I could change the clock into whatever I wanted, so I decided to change it into a star. I failed however, and my dream became unstable near to the point of waking me up. Instead of waking up, I found myself in new setting. A second dream, one in which I was sure that I was dreaming, and instead of questioning whether I was dreaming or not I decided to try to take control of my dream. The first big step was the fact that I was able to control my own actions fully, where I went and what I said. I had complete control over myself, thus making this the most lucid dream I’ve ever experienced. I don’t remember the dream as well as I did when I first woke up however I do remember the following events. Firstly, I ran into my cousin inside the dream and I tried to explain to her that we were in a dream. She argued that we weren’t but once she began to believe me she changed into a different person and kicked me off of the carriage we were riding in the school-like setting. Afterwards I walked down the hall and entered the nearest door which led to another hall that seemed as if it led to the boiler room. I followed it and found myself in an ominous looking area. I don’t remember if it was a boiler-room or a locker room, and the events that followed are a bit fuzzy. I remember seeing a cooler and some towels in the room, so its probably safe to say it was a locker room. From what I can remember, the school was seemingly some kind of hangout/night club for teenagers, and there was a garage like area in which the local teens would play video games in what appeared to be vanity mirrors placed on top of dressers. It was in this room that I realized it was nighttime, as I looked out the opening that a garage door would usually cover. There was a cul-de-sac outside, accompanied by a street pole. I interacted with someone in the room though I don’t know why, or what we discussed. I just remember that I woke up shortly after, possibly after trying to alter another object. I looked at the clock and it was 9:58am. I lay still thinking about what I had experienced until finally getting up from my couch to confirm that the dreams had ended. I did exactly as I did in the first dream, though this time everything was fairly normal.

This is prior to the dream. I was laying in bed thinking about masturbating before passing out. I then passed out and didn't know I did until after this next part.

I was lying down on my bed and decided I would masturbate before bed, so I reached over jr and grabbed my viberator and dilldo and started masturbating. I was about to climax when I woke up ....wondering where my viberator had went.


I then noticed I had been asleep the whole time and never got it out!

(Will add later)

So I only remember the very end of this dream, but it's ok, since that's the important part. I'm in my kitchen. for some reason there's a barbie doll on the counter wearing all black. I remember, in the dream, that I've seen that before in my house. I don't know why, but I run into the office to ask about it, since that's where my grandmother is always. The office is changed. There's a sofa along the right-hand wall, on which that woman is sleeping. Every time I've gone into the office, I dream-remember, she's been there. Then the dream goes black. I sit lying on my bed, believing I'm awake, and analyze it. I notice some characteristics about the woman. From what I can tell of her she's tall, like me, but that's the only similarity. She has short-ish hair, where I keep my hair long-ish. She wears clothes in scene style, where as I wear sorta nerdy clothes. I think she's thin, whereas I'm sorta portly. She's also really attractive, which is a quality I do not possess. At this point I realize she is like the manifestation of all the qualities I don't have. I think in my head. I think that's my anima. BOOM! I start lucid dreaming. I jump back to the office, and I have enough time to start to float before I see the woman's eyes open up. For some reason this startles me, and I wake up in my bed not able to move. But that's just sleep paralysis...

K last night I had a dream I was in this drug house hiding for apparently no reason then I was talking to someone and I walked into this cafiteria and this girl I guess my friend had this blue car just like my old car and she tipped it over like nothing and of course I thought nothing of it and then I we took the registration out again flipping the car over and I tried to read it but she graves it from me and said it was not right so I almost got suspicious I was dreaming then all the sudden I was eating and I remember not liking being by all these weird people and then I false woke up and then finally woke up. That's all I really remember lol

Dream 1: I was in bed with the hubby, my hubby made some tablets appear on a little boat by the side of the bed, these are the tablets i take to help me lucid dream((more vitamins)) and i didn't want him to have them. I am pretending to be asleep, i turn quickly and make a hand movement, i quickly grab the tablets and hold them in my right hand under the duvet. My hubby is now looking for the tablets, I pretend to be asleep, my hubby's hand then reaches over to mine...i think he knows i have taken them, i get scared and release the grip on my hand allowing him to take the tablets if he wants to , he gets them. ((think this may have been a FA)).

Dream 2: I am looking in the mirror and have really bad achne ((lol)) I beging to rub cream on my face..a voice then comes from nowhere and tells me only to rub it onto inflamed areas, mine isn't inflamed but i still rub it everywhere, i think "ohh well i'll just rub it everywhere"

Dream 3: I am with my youngest daughter at her school, someone gives me a cheque in a envelope. There is a clothes sale ((second hand clothes)) in the school, i say "you can go and see what there is" i then say "ohhh" as i look at the cheque "you can't use that" I am looking in my purse for some change for her and find some. I give her the change and she goes to look at the clothes. She finds a tartan skirt that has white tights attached to it and she tries it on, some bloke is with me helping. i hear a little "rip" sound but i look and it's not broke so she buys it. ((dream skip)) I am holding a shoe, i can't get it right and i'm fiddling about with it. A female teacher comes over and she takes the shoe from me and says "i'll fix it for you". She begins to walk and i follow her, i am now in a classroom. The head teacher ((who i dispise)) is sitting at the front of the class and i am standing at the back. I am looking at all the children sitting at their desks, they are doing an exam.

Dream 4: I am with my nan and grandad, we don't speak to each other but i know to go into a shower, i walk to it and it is on top of a roof and has no sides...i can see all the city from where i am .

NOTE: On behalf of my completion of the 300 TOTY, I decided when I was lucid that I'd have a little break.

I find myself in Mr. Brown(DS)'s classroom(DS). We aren't doing anything. Interestingly enough, the classroom(DS) doesn't look different, and I have the right classmates(DS ). Suddenly, some girls come into the room. They have big smiles on their faces.
"Okay! We're going to have a singing competition soon!" one says. "We're splitting up the school into three teams. And you'll all sing a Green Day song!" I clench my fist and pull my elbow back and say "YES!" We are assigned groups, and the song we will sing. Soon, class is over and we go into the gym(DS). I sit down by Colten M.(DS). We begin to talk about the competition.
"Dude, I have the three songs from the competition on my calculator." Colten says. Calculator? What the fuck? I want a calculator like that! "Here's our team's song." he shows me the title, but I don't recall which Green Day song it was. "Here's the next one." The next one is 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams.'
"Oh I'd love to have that one!" I say.
"And team three's." Colten says. It's 'Basket Case.'
"Oh, now I'd REALLY love to have that one!" I say. Colten starts to play the song now. We begin to sing 'Basket Case', but since this was a dream, the lyrics were a little different. We now begin to attract others' attention. A few girls, including Daniela S. come over an listen. We now sing the lyric "I went to a whore. He said my life's a bore." The girls laugh cause of the word 'whore.'
"The really fucked up part is that the next lyric is 'He.'" I say to them. Then, it hits me. Were am I? School(DS)!!!!! I'm dreaming! Yay! Well, I just did the 300 TOTY. I think I deserve a break for such hard work. I now run down the bleachers onto the gym floor. Then, I run outside. There appears to be a deep and steep ditch. Across it, there's a really nice house. I also see Elliot M. there. I jump over the ditch and say hi.
"Dude! There's a bunch of hot chicks 'n there!" Elliot said(he's a proud redneck!).
"Then let's go in!" I reply.
"YEAH!" Elliot says. He runs around to the door and goes in. I jump up to the roof and fly through a window screen. I land right next to Elliot.
"I came I. Through the screen dude." I say.
"Nice!" Elliot says. We now proceed(be aware this whole house of chicks wasn't my plan, but I saw it, and yea)into the living room. The hot chicks are hanging out. They see us and invite us in. DAYUM! These girls are smokin' hot! They're all dressed like total sluts too. After we hang out for awhile, one of them says there're more girls upstairs. I decide to go invite them down. I check every room downstairs. No luck. I see stairs. Oh yeah, upstairs! Herp-A-Derp! I do upstairs, and I have a false awakening! Dammit! In my false awakening, I 'wake up' wasted at the bottom of the ditch by the house. I get up and walk. Wait! This is the same ditch from...I now recover my lucidity! Alright! I go back inside the house and go into the dinning room. Me and Elliot chillax with the chicks. Then, I decide to go outside, and I awake.

About forty-five minutes after falling asleep I woke up after having a little dream. I'm not sure if it was a hallucination because I was trying a WILD, but in the dream I was going to bed. T was sitting in our chair and he was playing video games, I think. But the chair was sitting diagonally in front of the door. I went to say goodnight, and I kissed him. Then I thought he had said, do you want to dance? I was like what. And he said do you want to live or die? I realized that I had mistaken dance for die. Then I laughed because he seemed so serious, like I had irritated him somehow. I said don't fuck with me right now I'm drunk. I ran to the bedroom but it was kind of like bouncing, I was scared but laughing hoping it was a joke. When I got to the bedroom, I jumped in the air to land on the bed on my belly, but I didn't land. I started falling through the bed and I think I had made myself wake up. Like I was somehow conscious but I never thought about it. Then I had a false awakening, but that's all I remember about that.

After I had a long dream, but by now I only remember parts. I was with an old friend and something about a dress she didn't want anymore that I wanted to give away. But she wanted me to hold on to it so that she could wear it again sometime. I went to what I had called in the dream JC Penney and I went it but it was kind of like a small town DMV office. So I was waiting and I was on the phone and lit a cigarette. There was a guy trying to tell me to not smoke and finally I realized they had changed the smoking policy. So I apologized and was going to go outside but I didn't want to so I finished the cigarette real quck. Then I was sitting in a chair and I remember telling someone something and I was very direct about it but I can't remembe what I was saying. There was a guy sitting next to that person who I had went to school with a long time ago but he looked older. I could tell he was trying to picture this new me and that's what I had been thinking about when I was talking. Very confusing. I'll just end it here.