false awakening

About forty-five minutes after falling asleep I woke up after having a little dream. I'm not sure if it was a hallucination because I was trying a WILD, but in the dream I was going to bed. T was sitting in our chair and he was playing video games, I think. But the chair was sitting diagonally in front of the door. I went to say goodnight, and I kissed him. Then I thought he had said, do you want to dance? I was like what. And he said do you want to live or die? I realized that I had mistaken dance for die. Then I laughed because he seemed so serious, like I had irritated him somehow. I said don't fuck with me right now I'm drunk. I ran to the bedroom but it was kind of like bouncing, I was scared but laughing hoping it was a joke. When I got to the bedroom, I jumped in the air to land on the bed on my belly, but I didn't land. I started falling through the bed and I think I had made myself wake up. Like I was somehow conscious but I never thought about it. Then I had a false awakening, but that's all I remember about that.

After I had a long dream, but by now I only remember parts. I was with an old friend and something about a dress she didn't want anymore that I wanted to give away. But she wanted me to hold on to it so that she could wear it again sometime. I went to what I had called in the dream JC Penney and I went it but it was kind of like a small town DMV office. So I was waiting and I was on the phone and lit a cigarette. There was a guy trying to tell me to not smoke and finally I realized they had changed the smoking policy. So I apologized and was going to go outside but I didn't want to so I finished the cigarette real quck. Then I was sitting in a chair and I remember telling someone something and I was very direct about it but I can't remembe what I was saying. There was a guy sitting next to that person who I had went to school with a long time ago but he looked older. I could tell he was trying to picture this new me and that's what I had been thinking about when I was talking. Very confusing. I'll just end it here.

1. I'm in a bar, relaxing somewhat awkwardly at a table with my frenemy H.B. and his girlfriend J.J. The interior reminds me of a bar in my old college town, but the view out the windows is that of a bustling supermarket in my hometown. H. asks for a pitcher of water as I start texting with my own girlfriend. I turn around and notice that the bar proper is taken up by a line of sorority girls, dressed in black Playboy bunny costumes for a frat party.

2. I decide to go to my old grade school, touring it in a suit, but while doing so I run into people from all levels of schooling. John M. from high school I see in the bathroom, the high school art teacher I see in the hall (interviewing for a position here), and C.W. and S.A. from college I see on the stairs as I'm leaving.

3. I stay up very late watching some football game... then go to sleep. I FA into my own bed at 9 o'clock at night, and my brother is sitting on the chair beside me playing Nintendo DS. My mom walks into the room and starts to berate me for my lateness and asks me how I expect to eat.

Ok so I know most of you are familiar with the Cartoon Network series The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy right? Well I'll be telling the dream now. Ok here I go!

I had this dream I was in a different bedroom but it looked different. Then I saw Lord Moldy Butt from the cartoon series The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. Every time I saw him come after me I said his name and something bad would break. Here's a picture of him if you don't know what he looks like.




Then I found my self out in my old back yard. There was an above ground we had. I was standing on a tall balcony. I said Lord Moldy Butt when I was out side and the pool broke, and water fell into it. I saw my dog floating in the air and I said that's impossible. So I did a reality check "I forgot which one it was" and I got lucid for a short period of time. I tried to stabilize the lucid dream to make it last longer with rubbing your hands together technique and it worked for only a short amount of time. I tried using that lord moldy butt thing on my dog but it didn't work.

After that I woke up, Or I thought I did... I remember writing my dream down in my written dream journal and I woke up a second time and I noticed a pizza on a plate. I noticed my dog laying on the couch in my room looking at the slice of pizza so I gave him the pizza. After that I walked into the kitchen and it was sunny. I noticed a bunch of kids walking down our street. Like a hundred of them. I did the nose pinch reality check when I felt like something was off but it failed. Then I woke up for real this time. I could barely remember what happened in the dream I had. But at least I'm getting better at this stuff.

I tried to DEILD by putting my ipod in a sock then my hand in the sock. then keep my finger on the button to turn the alarm off. It didn't work. I set the alarm for 2:00 and didn't get up till 2:45. My ipod was on the floor. I was just flipping out over the sound for 45 minutes? I turned off the rest of the alarms thinking, this is not going to work.
I went back to sleep and my brain exploded with dreams.

Vividness: 6 mostly. 8 when i started to get lucid.
Lucidity: 7.5 when i was.
Lucid = this
It all started out in my second block class, Mr.P. We were looking at the projector going over some paper that was handed out by some program from a website. I used my Ipod and just told the teacher i was trying to save paper.
-SKIP
I was hiding behind what looked to be like 3 blue bathroom stalls lined up, but it was just like 3 doors leading to this section of the room. There were chains hanging from the bottom to ensure nothing could get through. I was with a friend i don't remember who, but i turned to him and was like "This would be great for zombies."
He looked back at me and said in less its Jeremy(6 ft 7 monster).
-SKIP
I was in my third block class and we had to turn a paper in, i remembered that i gave up in this class and didn't care.(AP, underestimated the work) then i remember going into another room where we keep our things.(not in rl) I went to look for my book bag through every ones things knocked down this one girls purse along with her slushy, She walked in right afterward. I picked up her purse and handed it to her and said "sorry." i grabbed 3-4 tissues from a tissue box and it seemed to be enough to get it wiped up. Then i left the school.
-SKIP
I was at my house looking out the window when i saw my class walk by from school. I thought to my self i thought school was out? How did i get home?(I punched my self in the mourning) I looked at the time it was 2:13. "oh shit, i accidentally skipped school, oh well." some time went by and i looked out my back yard, me and all my neighbors yards were much bigger and had savanna like terrain. There were HUGE black white wolfs running around. I remember walking out on my deck and seeing a horde of them pouncing on something, not sure what. My neighbor Patrick back yard was diagonal from mine and i remember him wave his hand frantically, I was just thinking, what does he want? I turned and saw a big black wolf heading up the stairs. I turned around and ran inside with him almost biting me, his head was about up to my shoulder! I turned around and started punching the sliding glass door taunting him. My dad walked in "I almost got killed by a wolf" i said."Yeah rick(neighbor) over there shot one the other day" he said. I went to turn out the light cause there was a glare on the door. It turned out perfectly. i thought it was too dark so i went to turn on the chandelier. The light didn't turn on (another punch). I told my dad "I think the light burnt out." I turned and looked at the chandelier and a false memory was created that we got a new one.(PUNCH) I looked out the window and looked at the wolfs with my dad. Then i started waking up. I thought to my self DEILD DEILD DEILD DEILD!
I was lying in bed and suddenly my body got a suggestion from itself just to imagine my arms flailing in the air like a concert or something. I was in a parkour(free running) gymnasium. I started walking down a stair case into the lower level rubbing my hands together. i remember hitting my watch remembering. I never wear watches? it was one of the fancy ones with 3 clocks under the clock. i ended up in a room surrounded with these black bars that were connected vertically and horizontally with tubing around it like a noodle for a pool. There was a radio going on I sat there and i listened to it, it was really interesting. There was a news report of a guy that had a sexual urges to rape torture and kill his room mate. She wasn't suppose to be home till the next day since she was spending the night at her sisters. Well the guy wanted to get a rush. So he sat on the stairs acting if she was coming home with a rope and a belt. He wanted the rush to be as real as possible so he acted as if he was serious about it, replaying it in his head over and over. Acting as if he would stand up and look to see if it was her car coming in the drive way. She ended up getting into a fight with her sister and coming home. You know the rest. I started to fade out..... nooooo....
I woke up in my room, i didn't even do i a RC i was just like, brain? i know what your up to? I wanted to see how real it could be so i turned on my Xbox and started to play brink i was looking at every detail. Probably the most vivid dream i had. I looked and was on a map that seemed to be in Rome or Madrid. I remember the fountain in the middle and old styling houses around the side. with random shaped bricks making the road. Then i was like "I can play Xbox in RL!" i stood up walked out side and began walking to my friends house. I turned to go on the next road and saw a black car, it had just rained and the mist was shooting up from the back of it. I remember staring can cause you to wake up so i tried to bounce my eyes from each side of the road and back to the car. It passed and i crossed the road. It was the one my friend lived on so i thought, this roads long so i'm going to fly. I jumped up and fell back down thinking "well fu....." I then took a second and thought ITS MY DREAM i jumped up and started making fast race car noises and ZOOOM. i went to fast and the area began to look unfamiliar. I went back to see if i could reconnect the pieces, But there was a trailer there. I walked in and they had 2 dogs. there was a girl her husband, and a old man. i suddenly imagined my self as the guy from 7 evil X'es or youth in revolt. I was suddenly part of the family and lost my lucidity. I remember asking if i could consider the short haired golden lab as my dog. the old man said no. the other dog was a mutt, lazy sleeping dog. suddenly 2-3 years jumped and the old man had passed away. I asked the girls husband if i could have the golden dog, apparently he used to be a award winner and i wanted to get him back in his game. I remember waking up and seeing the mutt crying from his owner passing. the girl said "she was crying in the bedroom too, i think it was just she was sleeping in front of the oven."(made sense at the time?) I then woke up, i looked at the clock, i went to sleep at around 3:30-4. It was only 4:45.

I am at a high school dance (although I am 20 and in college now). I go out to my car for something and I see a black man come up to me and start to get into my car to steal my things. I am horrified and try to tell the people in the car next to me but they think I'm kidding and that the robber is a friend because of how calm we both appear. I am trying to dial "911" on my cell phone but the calls won't go through and I notice I have been dialing "991" over and over instead.

Later, a girl who I sense is evil has a crush on me (I myself am a heterosexual girl). The girl bites my lip and makes it bleed. She starts to shake as if she is possessed and says that blood makes her crazy. I make out with her with intent to have sex with her but I never do.

-At this point I "woke up" and wrote the above in my journal but when I woke later, nothing was there. I believe this was an out of body experience as I have been practicing this a lot lately.-

Later, I am at the water park and a little black boy sprays me and my mom with a spray gun full of orange liquid. I assume it is orange soda (delicious). People around me are shouting and happy. As the boy sprays me I lift a blanket I am wrapped in to shield the spray and laugh.

Later, I am in my recent ex's room wearing a blanket again. He is sweating and asks, "aren't you hot?" I take the blanket off, say, "no," and put the blanket back on.

The dream began by running through what seemed like some newspapers clippings about anthropomorphic figures and poverty striking the world. Suddenly, I awoke within my dream and as such, I thought I had actually woken up until I turn around and I see a woman laying on my bed screaming. I suddenly notice that the whole scene is still in black and white, much like if it were still a newspaper clipping and after a few moments the dream fades and changes, I believe I might have woken up and then fallen back to sleep without actually even noticing it due to the radical change in theme.

From this point, I'm in what seems to be my kitchen but I can see my whole direct family in there too; brother, sisters, mother, grandfather. I apparently shrugged it off and turned around, moving towards a door in my kitchen that somehow lead inside a large mall. I once again noticed something was odd when I noticed these two spaces collided and once again my dream simply faded away and I could not gain true lucidity.

Then, there was another dream where I was a mouse and I was running along different pipes and tubes, trying to get inside a laboratory at the end of some sewers. This one I didn't actually question myself about how odd it was until I finally awoke, when I noticed that the whole dream had been in a third person view and well, I had clearly been a mouse which I am not.

Monday, June 20th

I. “I’m Leaving All Alone”

This dream felt incredibly real the whole time. Street and store signs were legible, even the labels on bottles. The events in it are even plausible even if not quite likely.

The premise of this dream is that my current gig, supposedly lasting until August but most likely being cancelled in the next week, has ended. I remember a car ride back to Wilmington with some people that I know; I don’t remember who specifically. I am dropped off at a store in Wilmington where I am buying something simple, maybe a bottle of water. I turn around and see S.R, standing at a register but not quite doing anything. I greet her and she looks up at me and her face immediately brightens up. She tells me she’s on her way back home from school and she’s coming through town.

She asks me if I’m walking home, and after brief consideration I realize that I indeed am. She offers me a ride. I remember driving down streets that I thought were familiar at the time but upon waking realize do not exist. We stop at a drive through where the strangest things in the dream happen. First a car at a stoplight hops over a curb and speeds through an intersection, I think to avoid getting into a turning lane. We see this and I laugh, calling it a typical example of how people drive around here. Somebody behind us is yelling at the drive though. I turn around and a dark skinned man is leaning out of his window, yelling “I’m leaving all alone! I’m leaving all alone!” He has a red beanie on.

All of a sudden we’re in another store, and for some reason I’m trying to get a whiteboard for myself and my roommates. I point at a particular one, and exclaim “That’s exactly what I need!” I don’t remember what exactly about it appealed to me. I wake up shortly after this…

To a false awakening.

I am in the bed that I now sleep in, an air mattress under the stairs of an overcrowded house. There is a curtain hung up so I basically have a little fort. Outside I hear C.S talking about the time that I came onto her once. (This is an incident that sticks out in my mind – she turned out to be dating L.P, a fellow musician whom I respect a lot, and am now living in the same house with. He is becoming a closer friend of mine. This incident was awhile ago but I still feel a bit bad about it.) She is talking to somebody else in the living room while I am in my bed behind the curtain; she doesn’t seem to know I’m there. Part of the story she’s telling is true, and some of it did not happen, something about text messages. I listen for a bit and eventually stick my head out from behind the curtain, which surprises her quite a bit, and I say “Hey…look I’m sorry about that.” I don’t remember her reply, only being awake very soon after this.

NORMAL DREAM
LUCIDITY
NOT VERY VIVID
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At the beginning my mother was around and her car I think was there. Then I was in a petrol station and was stroking a horse’s fur; Horsepower , there were these other people there too, one of the women looked at me as I was stroking the horse’s fur. I would not really go near a horse in real life and to add that it was in a petrol station.

I then woke up lucidly so I decided to go outside. I went out the back door at dad’s house and outstretched my arms and started to fly. I did not need to flap my wings or anything; I did move my arms flexibly around however. I saw the sun and it was huge, there were massive sun spots too. The sun was at least 8 times the size of the moon.

I thought about it and then decided to teleport to the sun, I said "take me to the sun". I was almost immediately in the orbit of the sun. I got a bit excited and decided to get back on earth but I only got in its orbit looking down on it. The earth looked slightly electronic with glowing hexagons on the surface.

In between teleports it was like travelling through a wormhole with the dream space/time whipping around into a vortex. I decided to go on a mission, my lucidity faded here.

Other dream characters were telling me not to go. I came to a conclusion there was something wrong with the planet (earth) so I decided to teleport to another one that did not belong to humans. I took note that I could teleport into trouble. As in in-front of a being that would not friendly towards me. I decided to go to a lab as a spy, to change something I felt was needed. I affirmed, along the lines of: 'take me to the lab hidden from personnel with access to equipment.’ As if i was an infiltrator on a secret mission.

There were loads of people running around in this building with loads of stairs leading up and down. I decided to go down, because of other peoples opinions. People where running in both directions. The stairs were made of metal and there was lots of wire fencing so the people could not escape. The atmosphere was quite Eerie. The people had mixed opinions saying they were coming from the top or the bottom. A grenade appeared flying from apparently nowhere and destroyed some of the stair case. Loads of vermin where inside the stair case and a green wriggly tentacle were also there and were now visible as the grenade blew a hole in the stairs. I still decided to go down as the explosion exploded the adjacent wall so the aliens were no coming from below. I got to the bottom of the staircase and I saw a room with vermin and loads of pigeons, there were cages and wooden structures like shelves, it was very dark down there. A pigeon occasionally pooped, it's as if nobody really went there.
The scene changed, it was as if I was in a video game because I missed a ramp and my 6% below average turned to 12% below average, the percentage was shown on my dream like a HUD display on a video game. I was not in a car. It was kind of like monsters Inc. PS-one game. I thought I had to average well again to get my score back up.
My brother was around. My Brother/someone else commented and said that I have been dreaming for about 3 hours, I said I should wake up now. I looked at the time and decided to end my dream and wake up (it seems my lucidity fluidly came back). The hand positions on the clock read about 5 minutes to 11:00, but the numbers were messed up, the time numbers showed the time at around 2:00.

I falsely woke up and saw the time and the hands were positioned further anticlockwise, but each hand was the same distance from each other (I failed to notice the sign however). The clock was about 2 feet diameter and was outside by the way, to add to that, it was light outside and not dark. I then talked about how dream time must be faster than real life and I got people to help me write, I got a person to write whatever I say down, I was going to write key words. I said "right” (as in ‘Right, let’s get going’) and my scribe quickly jotted down a note.
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Symbols (http:\\dreammoods.com) :

Petrol Station - "You need to reenergize and revitalize yourself. You may be running low on energy and need to take time out to refuel. Your ability to convert outside resources and use it for your own needs. Alternatively, you need to reach out to others and offer your help."

Horse - "Strength, power, endurance, virility and sexual prowess. It also represents a strong, physical energy. You need to tame the wild forces within. You may also be "horsing around". Alternatively,you need to be less arrogant and "get off your high horse". "

Woman - "Nurturance, passivity, caring nature, and love."

Flying - "A sense of freedom where you had initially felt restricted and limited."

Sun - "Peace of mind, enlightenment, tranquility, fortune, goodwill, and insight. Radiant energy and divine power. Abnormalities and peculiarities to the sun's appearance represents some sort of pain or chaos occurring in your waking life.
+ Spots - imperfections, but OK.

Vortex - (I Don't know)

Electronic earth - "You need to be "grounded" and realistic. Perhaps your sense of stability and security is lacking. Consider the consistency of the earth for additional significance on how you are feeling (electronic - robustness). Wholeness and global consciousness. You are interconnected with the world."

Teleportation - "Your desires to escape your current situation or to move more faster and easier through it. You may be expressing some frustrations with how your waking life is proceeding and the slow speed that it is moving at."

Spy - "Your mistrust of others and your tendency to be in everyone's business and affairs. Perhaps you have recently stumbled upon some information that was not meant for your eyes."

Going down stairs - "Your repressed thoughts. You are regressing back into your unconscious. setbacks that you are experiencing in your life."

explosion - "Your repressed anger. The rage that you have been holding in has come to the surface in a forceful and violent manner."

vermin - "sickness and trouble. You will be faced with many disappointments and obstacles. Alternatively, the dream refers to some dirty situation."

Darkness - "Failure in some work that you are attempting. Darkness is synonymous with ignorance, the unconscious, evil, death, and fear of the unknown."
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Interpretation:
You need to reenergize and revitalize yourself. You may be running low on energy and need to take time out to refuel. You need to reach out to others and offer your help and stop "Horsing around" and be less arrogant. You need to tame the wild forces within to become Strength, power, endurance, virility and sexual prowess and have a strong, physical energy, Nurturance, passivity, caring nature, and love, and to have a sense of freedom where you had initially felt restricted and limited.

Imperfections are covering the great Peace of mind, enlightenment, tranquility, fortune, goodwill, insight, Radiant energy and divine power. Perhaps your sense of stability and security is lacking. You are interconnected with a world which is modern and high tech Wholeness and global consciousness.. You need to be "grounded" and realistic. This is shown in Your desires to escape your current situation or to move more faster and easier through it. You may be expressing some frustrations with how your waking life is proceeding and the slow speed that it is moving at. Your mistrust of others and your tendency to be in everyone's business and affairs. Perhaps you have recently stumbled upon some information that was not meant for your eyes.

Your repressed thoughts and setbacks that you are experiencing in your life, and your repressed anger. The rage that you have been holding in has come to the surface in a forceful and violent manner. Which will cause sickness and trouble. You will be faced with many disappointments and obstacles or another dirty situation which could lead to Failure in some work that you are attempting, or ignorance, the unconscious, evil, and death.

Very assuring Hope you liked this. If you've got any improvements regarding the structure of my journal I will be willing to accept. Thanks.

So I 'woke up' in the dream about 15 minutes after I went to sleep, I hardly felt SP besides a little spinning in the head which was weird. I had the lucid dream at first in my room which is very normal for me. I did like five different reality checks because I couldn't believe that I was in a lucid, they all came out positive of course. Yet, I still didn't believe I was in a full lucid so I tried to close my eyes again and get deeper which is where the craziness starts. I visualized a new scene which was my full upstairs and kitchen. In real life I was about to bring some alcohol to my friend Nate's house so I had it sitting on the counter. So in my dream I pictured the alcohol there also, and it worked I appeared in my kitchen and my mom had just got home. She asked me why I had her alcohol on the counter. At that point I had the weirdest feeling I ever had in a dream I felt like I was super, super drunk. I was passing out everywhere I went like I was too tired and drunk. I couldn't answer any questions and I knew it was a dream so I felt no need to. I stumbled over to a wrap around table and laid my head down while she was still talking to me. She grabbed my face and started lightly slapping me and say Derrick come on wake up... What should I make for dinner tonight? I couldn't even respond I was passing out but I was still fully lucid the dream was not fading.
I then appeared in my bed again, with some crazy sensations. By third eye area was going crazy with tonsss of pressure my body was waving like I was smoking weed, I was hallucinating like I was on shrooms and I still had the drunk feeling all at the same time. I also felt SP hitting me while I was in the lucid don't know how that happened, but the waves were going through all of my body, and certain pressure points hurt really bad. I tried to stand up in this false awakening which at the time I thought was reality, I managed to stand up but then I fell STRAIGHT on my face directly on my nose. At that point I knew I was in a dream because I felt like I floated before I hit the ground so I wasn't hurt, but it was a complete loss of muscle control.

Vague memory of dream fragments. I remember sitting with my father. He wanted to wear my socks. I thought it was weird cus my socks are dirty but he did take them on.

*fuzzy*

We have arrived at our grandmother's house with the car. There's some kind of party, we go inside and my granddad is sitting in his chair. The furniture was moved tho, the whole building looked different. it wasn't the real house. I kissed my granddad in the cheek and as i did that i realized... My grandfather is dead. This can't be, it's a dream. I try to pinch my nose not really sure if i could breathe. I COULD BREATHE!. Holy cow this is a dream. My heart starts pounding. I say to myself relax, don't get too excited just do what you have to do.
I want to go outside and i mentioned this. My neace wanted to go with me so i took her with me. We walked down the street and i thought i'd try to fly. I take a sprint and i lift off. I can barely fly, i floated a little but fell to the ground. My neace and passer-by's didn't seem at all suprised that i was able to fly. (barely)
We are riding a bike. My memory is vague but we arrived in my own town. There where loads of people going around their normal business. It was a busy street near the mall. I remember looking around and thinking. This is so real. This looks exactly like it does when awake. I wasn't even sure if i was really dreaming , nothing was really different than when i'm awake.
I remember i wanted to go to the moon. So i decided to try and draw a portal on the floor. I moved my nails and tried to make a circle. I was a little bit embaressed doing this in a public area because goddammit this was so real. All those peope that pass by must think i'm a lunatic. Well... no portal ever appeared. There was a drain in the middle of the circle. The one u find in cities. I thought maybe i can push it like a button and a portal will appear. Nothing. In retrospect maybe i should have opened it and went inside . how dumb.
I thought about my body lying in bed. I was suprised to be still dreaming. But i woke up.

Jumped out of my freaking bed to write this shit down. Loads to learn. But this was exactly what i needed. It was actually my birthday yesterday so i suppose this was the best birthday gift i could ever have. Saw my granddad AND i went lucid. WINNING!

This was sort of a weird false awakening induced lucid dream, I'm not sure how the dream transitioned but I remember being aware as soon as it did.

I had a dream about some sort of race to Candyman's house - he was having some sort of gathering with a bunch of friends from school, and we all had to make our way through a forest to get there. Toby and I were grouped together, and as soon as everyone entered the forest it got very dark. I decided to hell with the forest, I'll just fly across and beat everyone there - so I did. Toby and I waited in a small room, it had grey walls and was only lit by the light coming from the overcast sky. Inside was a large stack of presents, which I believe Toby and I accidentally knocked over. We picked them all back up in time to turn around and find people arriving from the forest.

I went out the sliding glass doors and found Sally, I told her 'Sal, I flew here! Haha! That only happens in my dreams, but how crazy is it that I can fly when I'm awake!" I remember thinking to myself how much stronger I must be. I'm not sure how it happened, but the dream transitioned to my front yard, and I was lucid. I recognised how clear it was, and how it didn't feel like it was going to fade. I knew I had complete control. I rubbed my hands and looked around at the trees in my front yard. It was mid afternoon, there was a bright sunlight shining from behind my house, indicating it would set soon.

A boy from my school walked up my driveway, with a huskie/wolf on a leash, with a clone of him with another huskie right behind him. I knew that I should ignore whatever the DC wanted, because it would likely put me back on the plot of the dream, but I figured I might ask him a question. I can't remember what I asked, but I remember I dismissed the answer because it was nonsense. I then remembered my goal of trying to find my dreamguide! I said to the dream "when I turn around, my dream guide will be behind me.' I turned, and a large black man was standing behind me. He was wearing clothing somewhat like a genie, with short sleves embellished with gold trim. He was extremely tall, perhaps 7-8ft, and extremely built. I asked him
"Are you my dream guide?"
He laughed, and replied
"Of course not, When you find your dream guide you will know it for sure."
I realise now that I should have asked him who he was, and how he was connected to me, because I did feel some form of connection. He had a very positive presence, he radiated happiness and seemed so carefree. I plan to find him again and introduce myself properly (and a lot more politely..)

I spoke to the dream again "When I turn around, my dream guide will be behind me." ad turned, to see my father. He was blurry and out of focus, I'm not sure if it was my vision or just the rendition of him. I was confused
"what, are you my dream guide?"
He smiled, and said no. Things started to blurry, but I could still feel my dream body.
"No, Stabilise!" I yelled, rubbing my hands together and noticing how real it felt. The dream faded, and I woke up in an FA. I told sally about my LD, how I'd been flying and told her in my dream. I hadn't written in my DJ, but I figured I didn't need to because it was all so clear in my memory! The rest of this dream continued on briefly, with an uninteresting plot about presents and an ex girlfriend.

Sunday, June 19th

(Last night I awoke a bit before 6am with aches in both my arms and legs and no clear dream memories. My living situation for my current gig has me sleeping on an air mattress underneath the stairs of the house so this is affecting my ability to sleep soundly and therefore my dream recall and content. It took me about an hour to get back to sleep and when I did I had a series of brief, relatively harmless dreams that left me with a few memories and impressions. I woke for a short time between them to jot down some keywords.)

I. “Go Home, Please.”

One moment I am awake in my bed trying to get to sleep, all of a sudden I am in a similar bed and sleeping situation, equally cramped, only in the dream I now share this space with my roommate S.B. We have two different mattresses but they are right next to each other. We are in something that looks like a garage and outside there is a group of young girls who are trick-or-treating or something and I have the intuition that they will rush into the door if I open it. I “find my Ipod,” a black nano that I haven’t owned since high school. The screen has come off but I reattach it easily and it has a Resident drawn on the back in silver sharpie. S.B has an Ipod as well. The song playing from his has this line in it, “be my ….” (can’t remember the last word.) As soon as I hear this line, the song playing from my Ipod by a different band says the exact same line. I note the “coincidence” but never become lucid.

It may be because the group outside is becoming loud, but eventually I open the door and they all rush at me. I fight them back and yell “Can you all go home, please?” All of a sudden I begin coughing quite hard and actually taste phlegm in my throat. This coughing wakes me up.

II. “That’s a Cop”

I believe it is still Halloween, or whatever festivities were going on in the previous dream. I am sitting on the porch of an unknown house with some people. One of them is Z the soundman. He is sitting off of the porch, on a lawn. Possibly the same group of small girls has apparently just left from the front of the house and have walked down the street to the right. Suddenly a cop car pulls into the gravel driveway as Z is simultaneously sparking a bowl. He walks over and starts to hand it to me as the officer is walking toward the porch. I start whispering to him “That’s a cop. That’s a cop. That’s a cop” but he does not hear me. Somebody else eventually leans over and he seems to get the message right as the cop approaches.

The cop starts talking to us in the exact same whisper I was using and I cannot easily make out what he’s saying. The gist of it is that the group of girls that just walked down the street have “information” about us. I wake soon after this and begin to write it down; however this turns out to be a false awakening and soon after writing it I wake up for real with most of the memory of the dream erased. It returns later after I focus for a bit.

III. “Skylar”

I am with a group of my friends on a street at night. S.B tells me that a car full of kids, who have mistaken him for somebody they have a vendetta against named Skylar have pulled a gun on him. The car is right in front of us and the people, none of whom I recognize as people I know, are extremely drunk. I tell him to call the driver of the car an idiot or something, and he tells me this is probably a bad thing to call somebody with a gun (good point.)

Suddenly I’ve apparently decided to take this matter into my own hands. I’ve also switched the identity of the gunpoint victim to my friend M.B. He is standing next to me as I approach the car. Beforehand I see them sitting on the hood making immature ‘gay’ jokes. However when I reach the car they’ve all somehow gotten back inside. I yell at the one in the drivers’ seat “THIS IS NOT SKYLAR. HIS NAME IS M.B.” I look over at M.B and at the driver again, their expressions somewhat confuse me – they are both suddenly calm and it’s not until I awaken that I realize the people in the dream know that I have made a mistake in the identity of whoever had the gun pointed at them. I remember that both of their eyes were glowing with incredibly vivid color, M.B’s a magnificent shade of blue and the driver of the car a shining golden brown. I wake up for the remainder of the day right around here.

Hey, I really want some help to interpreting this dream i had. This is my first post/dream whatever, if I do something wronge, or if it is something i can do better plis tell me, and i dont know if im posting all this the rigth place.

I became lusid in a dream and was lusid for a while. The dream starded to become dark afther a bit and at it ended with everything dark. I can`t remeber much of the part when i was lusid.

I woke up in my bedroom and saw my sister take my mac charger and walk out with it. Then my mother came inn the door enterence and stood there. I was laying in my bed when I feelt with my tongue that one of my teeth was brooken in half and tasted blood aswell. I think i rolled out of my bed and landed on the floor. On the floor I started to drool alot of saliva and some blood, the booken tooth feel out of my mouth. When all of this was happening my mother just stod in the door saying: "You are not yourself today are you?" Afther this i started to bursting out a fountain of water/saliva out of my mouth. it was a short foutain but went ca. 20 cm strait forward.

When I woke up for real I was calm, I don`t think the dream was a nigthmare.
Today i read alot about losing Teeth in dreams and dream interpreting. but i did not find anything that I cud be going through, I think.
The day before my grandfather turned 85 and we was haveing his birthday celebration at my place. mabye this cud be related to the dream.
If you have some intelligence regarding this I love to hear it!
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Today I was up for about 20 minutes helping my parents with shit before I went back to sleep. I was trying to direct my dreams while falling asleep but it was unsuccessful. I started dreaming about being in some weird house and having to escape a T-Rex. I had to run through all of these rooms and then outside to my truck, and from there make my getaway. I got away and ended up waking up sometime soon after. I went back to sleep pretty quickly and told myself I was going to enter my dream.

I did, VERY quickly. It was pretty much like, close my eyes, and several seconds later, bam I was back in dreamland. It happened so quick that I could remember my previous thoughts of knowing I was going back into a dream. I started to feel my grip on that realization start to slip, so I shouted, "No! I'm definitely dreaming!" Everything looked kind of wavy, I was in an urban community, but there were no people. My dream started to fade, and at one point went dark. I rubbed my hands together and it brought me back! I ran and leaped a superhuman distance up to a front door. I went inside to find some vagina, I started remembering that I need to look for the person I wanted to fuck. For some reason Thai was the only person that could come to my mind, so I started searching for her. In the process I blacked out a few times, and every time was able to stabilize my dream back out by rubbing my hands together.

I looked around the house and didn't find her, then there was a knock at the door. I went and answered it and it was Ashley (a not very attractive girl) lol. She said, in these exact words, "Hurry up and fuck me." Her tits were way bigger than usual, so I said fuck it, let's go. She sat down on the couch and I took off her pants. I blacked out right after seeing her vag, so I put my face down where I thought it should be in the darkness and I found it. I began licking it, and the touching sensation, similar to rubbing my hands together, brought me back. Unfortunately the dream kept fading even after coming back, I finally ended up sticking my fingers in, it felt like a real vagina. It brought me back, but then shit went retarded. She turned into some type of blow up doll thing, she was not a blowup doll, but rather something made from weird materials that had a hole that felt like a vagina inside. I was like god damnit what the fuck, so I said fuck it and stuck my dick in it in the hopes it would feel good. It didn't and in my disappointment I woke up.

Or so I thought. I woke up in the same house I was just in and was sitting on the couch with Chris and some other kid I had never seen before. I started telling the kid about lucid dreaming and the dream I just had. He was really interested and asking all kinds of questions about it. Then everything went black again. I realized I must have been dreaming just then, and then noticed I could feel my eyelids. You know how when you close your eyes you can feel that you have your eyes closed? It felt like that so I decided to open them. My eyes actually opened when I did that, and I was in bed, sort of pissed that I had just woken myself up.

I can only remember the dream from this morning I awoke at 10:30. The dream began on my way to tempe. I can't remember the details, the dream seemed to last a very long time. I remember being at a mistress bar/strip club type thing. I got a dance from a girl I knew, Kari. It was amazing. I was back in Tempe with my friends and we were about to end our vacation but we decided to go back to the bar one last time because we had coupons left. I had a coupon that was good for one of anything. I wanted a threesome with Kari and another girl. I felt a little uncomfortable about it at first because I really liked Kari and I thought she might think less of me if I was some creep buying a threesome. I decided fuck it, she's a stripper, if anything I shouldn't be even thinking of having a relationship with her. I got taken into a back room. There were a bunch of people back there, all getting stuff done to them. At first I was waiting a little bit, but finally a girl started sucking my dick. I remember asking where is my threesome? Apparently I was not getting it. The bar was ran by an older asian woman. I kept losing my balance for some reason, I was standing while getting the bj. The girl stopped and went somewhere else. There was a guy taking pictures of everyhting. He was taking close-ups of my dick. I saw Kari sitting on another guys lap. I felt jealous. I wanted a dance from her so bad. She then moved to another guy, there was something about this guy that I did not like. I got an evil vibe from him. Somehow he turned Kari into bacon. That's when everything went to shit. Apparently all of the women in this brothel were actually demons, and the spell imprisoning them as humans was broken. Women started transforming into these beasts so I dipped, unfortunatlely there was one chasing me. I was hauling ass thinking what the fuck, how can this be real, I must be dreaming. I thought ok if I am dreaming I can control this. Nothing changed. I slapped myself across the face while running to see if I could feel it. I thought I did feel it, but looking back the pain was dull. It made a slapping sound and sounded so real that it confused me. Doesn't matter anyways because immediately after a demon jumped on my back and took a bite out of my neck/shoulder. I could feel it, it fucking hurt. My vision tunneled out, and I woke up in a room with Jordan and Brandon. False awakening. They had all had the same dream, except it wasn't really a dream. We thought that maybe we were possessed now. Jordan claimed he felt smarter. I was still really confused and then I woke up.