lucid

I was walking outside, having a phone conversation with my mom, when i recognized a dream sign and became lucid. Immediately, the setting changed to the top of a hill. I wanted to jump, but something was telling me i would get hurt. I ignored that, and jumped off anyway, with a slight fear i would break my wrists on the landing. I was relived when i was unharmed, and looked up to see a small building. I had a strong desire to go here, because there was something (i didn't know what) that i needed. I sprinted to the building and burst through the door, demanding everyone pay attention to me .

All the excitement woke me up, unfortunately.

fragment:
My brother was in town and he was trying to sleep in the same bed as me for some reason (we were both trying to fall asleep in this dream). He ended up hogging most of it and I was barely hanging onto the edge for awhile.

I fell asleep into another dream, which is kind of unusual for me. In this dream, it was morning, and he had made the bed and was upset that I didn't do it.

I then woke up into my previous dream except my brother wasn't the same as before, he looked exactly like my old best-friend's dad. I moved to a corner of the bed and he started to stir, upset by my movement no doubt. He then moved towards me really quickly and attacked me, saying some crazy things with a typical, movie-style demonic voice. I woke up and got out of bed for awhile because I was a little disturbed and that dream was still clinging to my consciousness. I remember a little bit more but it's pretty hazy

fragment:
This dream took place in my parents' home - The main cast included myself, my sister, her boyfriend, her boyfriend's ex, and her boyfriend's imagined son with this ex.

It started out with everybody getting to the house, my parents had left town so it was just all of us there. I met the little kid and he was very unusual. I remember thinking that this little kid must be either completely insane, or the most fascinating person I had ever met - But it was probably a combination of the two. He wanted me to take him to this screening of a secret film that Kurt Vonnegut had created before he died. The film was supposed to be related to the dangers of giving cows hormones and antibiotics; the front cover had Vonnegut, smiling, standing over a pot of this pink goo that was supposed to be cow milk, but it was filled with puss and blood which turned it pink. I started looking for his mom (my sister's boyfriend's ex) and I couldn't find her, but I found my sister's boyfriend and he was talking about killing himself. He left the house and I followed him on a bus to my old elementary school, where he was looking for his son. I convinced him to go for a run instead and he went a little ahead of me, and I ran into one of my ex-gfs, completely ignored her, and kept going. She started following me. Then I saw that my sister's bf had run into a marine, which told him that it had been a honor to serve with him, my sister's bf ignored that guy. He started running away from them and I started running too. Those two creepers kept following us (my ex and the marine) but I noticed that I was running really slow. I wondered if it was this backpack filled with stones that I was carrying and I thought, no....that doesn't make sense, then I did a RC, became lucid, and ran off at SUPER light speed. My dream pulled back to a shot of me doing laps around the earth, leaving a trail of flames in my wake. I ended up in a void of infinite light (In my dream this was another dimension that could only be entered upon moving faster than light) where I slammed my foot into the ground which knocked an army of pebbles in the air. I made them shoot off into space at a ridiculous speed. I noted that what I gained in speed, I lost in accuracy. The dream ended and I tried to DEILD back into the story, I think I felt invested in the story and wanted to see how it played out.

It started at my sister and her bf's apartment. My sister's bf had made it there and his dark mood had passed. He was still panting from the run and his ex was sitting on the couch, my sister was in the bathroom. She moved over and kissed him and he told her to get the hell away from him. I materialized into the corner of the room and her son started attacking me, making demonic noises as his face transformed into something twisted. I took control of him, made him a nice, little, angelic child that went over to give his mom a hug. I noticed that his mom was acting a little odd too; her top teeth were sharp like a predator's and she was screaming like a crazed hyena. I took control of her as well and made them both leave the apartment. Then I woke up.

I slept from 21 p.m. to 23 p.m., then I couldn't sleep so I was browsing internet. I went to sleep at 5 a.m. and wake up at 11 a.m. with two wbtbs.
I sit in my car infront of our house. I try to sleep. I wonder for a second why I wanna sleep in the car and then I realize that I haven't been home for long period of time so this is reason why I sleep in my car. When I falling asleep I see little blue tit (small bird) sleeping on the twig in the bush next to street. Beneath it there is another brown bird who isn't sleeping. I watch them and slowly drifting to sleep. Suddenly a large eagle flies on the bush. The eagle is really tall (1,5 meter). It peck with its big peak to the bush. I think that the predator is hunting those small birds, but it captures another smaller predator, I think it is falcon or something. It bites off falcon's left wing and fly away with its pray. I pick up my phone and there is video with large eagle playing on youtube. Wait a second, this is really wierd... This is dream! I do RC using my phone time. The time change up one minute all the time. I'm in a dream. GREAT! I immediately know what I want to accomplish. I jump out from my car and try to find a DC on the street. I see a man on the sidewalk. I run to him. He wears dirty blue dungarees. I think he is low work technician from last century. He has work bag on his shoulder. I say hello and ask him where is he going to. He think for a while and then replies uncertainly: To the theatre. I see... Well you should give me christmas present, i say to him. Oh yes, of course. He looking to his bag. I turn away so he can summon some present. He knock me on my shoulder and say: Here is your present. It is large nice present in the box pakaged in red matte christmass paper. Thank you. I take it and go away. I jump at the street and try to fly. After a few jumps I fly 10 metres up. Now I wanna unpack the present. I find that the present is men's parfume packaging. It looks cool, but I'm not excited at all. I throw the parfume away and go to my friends flat. There are lock doors with no handle. I point at it with my finger and say that it's open and really I can go in. I find my neighbour sleeping on the sofa. John opens his eyes when I enter. I ignore him. I go to my friend's room. He isn't there. I see swimming goggles and rubber breats. These breats was a gift from me that i gave him 7 years before. I go to the room, where his sister lives. She is sleeping under a thick blanket. I see their father coming from work. He is suprised how I entered to their flat, but he is happy to see me. I don't want to talk to him, so I sent him find my old swimming goggles to my friend's room. I do RC with dvd player time and my phone to gain more lucidity. I do stabilization as well. I painfully scrambling all over my dream body. The dream is stable again. I try to make all people in the flat disapear. It works. Nobody is there. Later I find in the room a man in the bad.
I was wondering what is it like to have sex with man. I didn't find no man attractive in reality and I'm heterosexual but I just want to try this experiment. I started to make out with him. We were naked and I try to get sexualy aroused, but nothing happens. I wasn't excited nor aroused, it was kind a boring... I stop and go outside on the street and the wake up.

Lucidity 1,5
Vivacity 1,5
Control 1,5

I slept from 21 p.m. to 23 p.m., then I couldn't sleep so I was browsing internet. I went to sleep at 5 a.m. and wake up at 11 a.m. with two wbtbs.
I sit in my car infront of our house. I try to sleep. I wonder for a second why I wanna sleep in the car and then I realize that I haven't been home for long period of time so this is reason why I sleep in my car. When I falling asleep I see little blue tit (small bird) sleeping on the twig in the bush next to street. Beneath it there is another brown bird who isn't sleeping. I watch them and slowly drifting to sleep. Suddenly a large eagle flies on the bush. The eagle is really tall (1,5 meter). It peck with its big peak to the bush. I think that the predator is hunting those small birds, but it captures another smaller predator, I think it is falcon or something. It bites off falcon's left wing and fly away with its pray. I pick up my phone and there is video with large eagle playing on youtube. Wait a second, this is really wierd... This is dream! I do RC using my phone time. The time change up one minute all the time. I'm in a dream. GREAT! I immediately know what I want to accomplish. I jump out from my car and try to find a DC on the street. I see a man on the sidewalk. I run to him. He wears dirty blue dungarees. I think he is low work technician from last century. He has work bag on his shoulder. I say hello and ask him where is he going to. He think for a while and then replies uncertainly: To the theatre. I see... Well you should give me christmas present, i say to him. Oh yes, of course. He looking to his bag. I turn away so he can summon some present. He knock me on my shoulder and say: Here is your present. It is large nice present in the box pakaged in red matte christmass paper. Thank you. I take it and go away. I jump at the street and try to fly. After a few jumps I fly 10 metres up. Now I wanna unpack the present. I find that the present is men's parfume packaging. It looks cool, but I'm not excited at all. I throw the parfume away and go to my friends flat. There are lock doors with no handle. I point at it with my finger and say that it's open and really I can go in. I find my neighbour sleeping on the sofa. John opens his eyes when I enter. I ignore him. I go to my friend's room. He isn't there. I see swimming goggles and rubber breats. These breats was a gift from me that i gave him 7 years before. I go to the room, where his sister lives. She is sleeping under a thick blanket. I see their father coming from work. He is suprised how I entered to their flat, but he is happy to see me. I don't want to talk to him, so I sent him find my old swimming goggles to my friend's room. I do RC with dvd player time and my phone to gain more lucidity. I do stabilization as well. I painfully scrambling all over my dream body. The dream is stable again. I try to make all people in the flat disapear. It works. Nobody is there. Later I find in the room a man in the bad.
I was wondering what is it like to have sex with man. I didn't find no man attractive in reality and I'm heterosexual but I just want to try this experiment. I started to make out with him. We were naked and I try to get sexualy aroused, but nothing happens. I wasn't excited nor aroused, it was kind a boring... I stop and go outside on the street and the wake up.

In my dream, I started out at a game show. I realized I automatically knew it was a dream, but I still did a reality check. It was a dream! I started the first challenge. Flying. I saw 3 other dream character contestants. 2 of them flew, me and the other fell. I tried again, by focusing on the sky, and a tornado shot out of the clouds, along with a plane inside said tornado. I rid the tornado, and still got points for the game show. Next I did one dealing with not getting scared. I got sent to a "zoo" full of creatures. I walked around. I heard a scream and ran down stairs that were never there before. I saw a contestant hiding. I saw spider man attacking him. I hit spider man with a chair until the contest was over. Later, I was in bed and wanted to see my dream guide. I asked for them, but only my friend from 6th grade appeared. I asked him a few questions, but he spoke gibberish, so I knew he wasn't my dream guide. There was more, but I am a bit too late to journal. But it felt like a dream hours upon hours long.

I was at some kind of bus or tram station, I think it was somewhat similar to one I know in real life, always driving through on my way to work. Oddly enough the actual street or railroad seemed to be missing though. There was a lot of gravel on the ground and a cat, I remember touching both and being surprised at how realistic it felt and used it to try a slow stabilizing start on my dream which also worked at first, somewhere in between these scenes I also must have done a RC as I was lucid most of that time (I also remember that RC, just not when exactly I did it).
After I thought I took the dream slow enough I intended to fly, succesfully turning into Ryuuko and jumping off a near cliff, gliding for some way, then I remember how I suddenly saw myself (or Ryuuko) from behind, able to pick up on some details (mostly the not black as thought, but instead colorful, blue-green scales, but it also ended my dream. It also looked like some kind of forest but I can't remember the details as much as I'd like to.

I was on my way to work, I was driving in a car through the mountains, and it was a beautiful, already somewhat bright day, the complete opposite to my actual way to work. I got lost there but realized how far away from reality all this was, then I suddenly was in a building with a nice view of the mountains and did a nose-pinch RC, with success.
Out of a strong urge to fly I dashed forward, broke the glass of the window and spanned my wings, starting to glide immediately. The world then was filled with repeating patterns which I could control to some degree, but the dream faded fast.

1 st LD Wild. I found myself in the kitchen. Tried to move hands and stabilise the dream, but awoke.

2nd LD Wild. I found myself sitting on the sofa, but my body was shaking so much, that i fell down the floor, but i didn't worry about it - i knew that its a dream. So i fell down the floor and wait a bit till the dream stabilise. Then i stood up and went outside through the wall. I wanted to make TOTM with snowman. There was little snow on the ground, but enough on the car. I made a small snowman and took it on the ground and animated. It had a big mouth like snowman in "frozen" and instead of feet it had gloves. And it was funny when it mooved with its gloves)) It said - look! Opened his mouth (it had a blue tongue) and got a piece of lego from the mouth.
Then i decided to make a snowstorm. I made strong wind and even a tornado, but there wasn't snow, so it was only strong wind. I thought that it counts like first of three step task and i can make a snowstorm next time. I turn around and found that my wind destroyed my snowman. I made it again, it was alive.
I went to find Santa. My yard transformed in the school yard and i imaging that i found Santa with dears and sledge round the corner. I went there and found what i wanted and even more...
Big sledge was coming in the yard. There was dears and the sledge was FULL of presents. The Santa was young - about 30 and without bread. When i saw presents - i lost my manners at all. The slege mooved slowly, so i jumped in it and opened one of the presents - there were sweets. I took one and ate. It was tasty. I jumped down from the sledge and awoke.

The first fragment:
I remember being in some Physics class and the Professor was demonstrating some cool technology. He picked me as a begrudgingly, involuntary volunteer. He had me get in a metal basket, like the ones that are used in boom lift machines. He then started getting all crazy and he made the basket levitate. The basket started to fly all over the room and I didn't think this was weird or out of the ordinary at all, I thought it was great.

Next part I remember, the class all went to some big auditorium to watch a film. This girl that I had a huge crush on in first grade sat down next to me (she was my age now, not a little kid) and started hitting on me, talking about how sexy I am now and how she was a fool for not returning my affection. I told her, "Too bad girly, I'm not interested anymore", and I walked away from her. That's the last part I remember

The second fragment:
I was at my parents' house and I was a little bit younger, all the furniture was the same as it was back then. This girl that has had a big crush on me for a long time was hanging out at the house with me. I think she's pretty sexy too, but arr luv iz forbidden for reasons that I won't get into.

We were just hanging out when she kissed me, and so I did a RC to make sure it was real. But NOPE, it was just a dream, at least I became lucid though. So I started making out with her and we moved to the bed where things got hotter. We took off each others' clothes and I was terrified that her dad's DC would come and mess up the dream, I kind of fear him. I made my abs turn super hard and chiseled like a movie star's (partial transformation), and she slowly ran her hand down my chest and stomach. Then we did a little 69 and I ate her pussy (eating something? ). Then a window appeared in the wall and I froze as her dad appeared and said, "I Know what you're doing in there, especially the sexual stuff!.....but I don't care". Then he closed the wall-window and we continued until I woke up.

12.13.13

Last night bed around 2am -9am

Today, wanted to WILD baaaaadly. So I laid down on my sofa at 1pm. Of course, that was a signal for my cat to climb on my chest. She was purring so happily, I couldn't say no. I never say no. Thankfully my other cat was sound asleep. That's because I'm getting smart about my preparations. I used to put pillows and a blanket on a sofa just before WILD, and they always saw that when that woke them up, and they almost always climed up on me. But now, I prepare my sofa way ahead, and then later I just sneak there quietly.

Didn't really have any HH. Just getting nice and relaxed. Then I got a first WILD. Was short, and I wasn't super aware. Just enough to have presence o mind to wanting to invoke falling sensation each time previous LD ended.

In one of them, they rolled my boss to me in a wheel chair, so he can talk to me. I said, "oh, you are impared". Guess what, so am I, coz I'm wilding and not getting up from sofa". And this seemed to be a theme. Me laying down in every transition trying to invoke sensations to enter LD.

Not a single time I realized, that when in that state, I'm already in LD, all I need to do is to get up. Normally I realize that, but not today. Anyways, this went on and on, what seemed like good hour. This is first time I didn't count the LDs or transitions. At least 5 of them, leaning towards more. A liiiitle bit of a bummer. But not enough to bum me out, lol. Thank you for the experience, come again.

13.12.2013

Someone Calls Out on a Relative of Mine (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m inside a house that resembles the one I’m currently at, and there seems to be a guest having a conversation with some relatives of mine.

I was inside the kitchen near the sink overhearing the conversation, and it seemed one of my relatives gave a yes/no to the guest. He gave it in a condescending manner, at least that’s how the guest interpreted it as.

Then the guest that seems to look like a close friend of my relative seems to be getting more into being earnest with the relative and telling him how his tonality bothers him a bit. Then my relative persists with the yes/no question, and then the other relative that was a female started to point at the male relative and calls him out on his condescending tonality as well.

I ended up giggling silently in the background I believe while listening to their trivial argument. The guest was wearing a milky and light violet dress shirt tucked into dark colored dress pants.

The female relative was wearing an orange shirt along with gray sweat pants as well. How she responded and how the male relative seemed to be passive in her more aggressive response surprised me a bit. It felt as if the dream character male relative was a watered-down version of the waking life counterpart.

13.12.2013

Machine Gun And Weird Kart Race (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m inside what seems to be a parking garage, and I’m attempting to escape from an automated machine gun mounted on a small vehicle. There were mostly white walls, a lot of construction machines in between with random stocks of mechanical parts.

I end up going through some ventilation systems in order to buy some time in figuring out alternative escape routes. I get out of the linear vent system and someone comes in riding a bigger Kart vehicle. They were operating the vehicle with the driver’s wheel on the right side.

They also looked like Cyborg from the Justice League, and he asks me if I wanted to get in.

I hesitated for a bit and saw the machine gun that seems to be after him as well trailing right behind his huge Go Kart vehicle.

I felt like it was already too late, but Cyborg backs up quickly to ram the machine gun operated vehicle. This prompts me to step into the left side of the vehicle and we managed to escape.

Then there’s a shift to where we’re part of some race against two Caucasian males who I felt operated the machine gun. We focused on trying to ram their vehicle, which we did when their Go Kart twirls off to the field.

I get out and used an item that’s probably a hammer and started slamming the person’s legs. I’m not sure if the individual had one leg or not, but whatever the case, I just had some kind of ideomotor effect going on to just destroy any ability for him to continue walking.

The partner of that person comes in and tells me to stop, and I ended up complying with him and decided to finish the race.


Yeah, no logic or script whatsoever, and I don’t know who won the race.

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13.12.2013

Shot Three Out of Four Women & Had Sex With the Alive One (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

One of the best dream titles I came up with so far

Spoiler for ...:

What Is Sarcasm?

I’m in another dark area, and the environment felt out of place for some reason. If I were to look down below, it would seem as if there’s a bottomless pit. The upper level consisted of black metal flooring bordered by handrails midair which for some reason bothered me a bit.

I seemed to have been running away from someone or something, or maybe trying to reach a certain destination. I wielded a silenced handgun, and here’s the part that starts getting even more confusing.

It felt like I was playing a video game, but I felt like I was in the dream body as well. It was as if I was simultaneously controlling two perspectives at once. As I’m going through the weird format of this area, there were about 4 Black elderly females that seem to have been running away from something.

Then I realized they were probably after me, and they kept pestering to me on how they would call the police. I don’t know why they would be saying something like that to me, and while they’re in the process of coming after me, I decided that I would have to kill them off.

So I aimed at the first one that was closest to me, and before I shot her, she stopped for a moment, and a skeletal version of her shows up for two seconds. Then she reverts back to her original form, and I shot her in the head, though I wonder if the gun I was holding just had tranquilizer darts of something.

Then I proceeded to do the same for two more females, and by that time the remaining one managed to slip right past me. For some weird reason, I decided to run after her, and the moment I touched her, she transforms into a younger and beautiful Black female.

Spoiler for I don’t understand how this happened…18+:

She’s naked and has her hands against the dark gray wall. She has her hair tied up with a pink or red knot material, and she’s turning her face in profile view looking at me.

She’s pretty much inviting me to have sex with her, and for some reason I felt I had some kind of time constraint. So I somehow set a timer for 90 seconds or maybe 2 minutes to have sex with her.

There was a HUD that shows up that gives me several sexual positions to do it with her, but I didn’t really pay much attention to it. It was implied as if I was having anal sex with her considering when the HUD shows up again, it had the option highlighted.

When I was having sex with her while the red timer showed up, I seemed to have transformed into a random Caucasian male that looked like a doll version of Barbie’s boyfriend, Ken.

You have some 'splaining to do with Barbie, Ken!

The only things I could recall feeling were the rhythm of my breathing and grunts along with the sensational humping. But nothing beyond that other than air humping 2.0 with implied friction and tightness.

I don’t know what happened after, I just presumed I used every single second I had left. I still can’t comprehend why I needed the timer in the first place. What could I possibly have to do after this that would make be limit myself to ease into being more aware of sexual sensations?

13.12.2013

Holland Taylor Hires Squad to Hunt Me Down (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Things start out in a dark area where I’m trying to avoid a lady that looks like Holland Taylor (Evelyn) from Two and a Half Men. She manages to get some kind of squad of authorities to hunt me down because of unknown reasons.

Wait what?

Since this dream seemed to have streamed naturally with the one after it, it was probably because of the bag that I was holding in my hand. I end up having to use a Sparta method, if I’m using it correctly, where I had to find a small linear path and take them down one by one.

There was one huge guy that seemed to be a problem, and I had to sidle through the wall and let them pass through and had to use some kind of white cloth to strangle the guy. I don’t recall killing anyone though, so I guess whatever happened was edited out of my perception.

I managed to handle the rest of them, but I don’t know exactly how because things are still unclear.

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13.12.2013

I'm Smuggling for Tony Stark Enterprises (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

After going through the previous dream where I had to find a way to run away from the squad of authorities that the old lady sent after me, I seem to have shifted into a safer environment. It seems I’m inside of a building that’s very appealing and has a slightly futuristic vibe to it.

I realized the same bag that I was probably trying to conceal from the others is there with me. But I still had no clue what was inside the bag though. It was blue and had black edges around it with a long blue strap to hold.

I go into a light brown elevator and a security worker that’s a Black male comes inside with me. He’s wearing a dark blue jacket, light blue dress shirt, and a black dress pants, and most likely was wielding a black baton.

He asks me what was inside of the bag while the elevator was ascending, and I paused for a few seconds and eventually stated casually that there were just some clothes inside. He looks into random space diagonally left of me, and shifts his eyes in front of the elevator door.

Taking a second glace of the elevator’s interior, it mostly consisted of dark gold and brown colors. After a while, the elevator gets to the destination for the security guy to leave, and I get out as well. Then some individuals that seemed to be teenagers showed up to open the bag and explained what was inside.

These were parts to build an Ironman suit, and it led me to presume I was smuggling for Tony Stark.

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LUCID
*While traveling in Paris, I thought could I be dreaming? I didn't a reality check and realized that yes I was! Then the I remembered a task I wanted to complete, calling a cab and taking a riding. I did actually call a cab but lucidity faded shortly after he arrived.


NON LUCID
*I to choose between my girlfriend and some other girl I just met. I told my girlfriend I choose you very happy about it. I told her this on the phone while walking outside of a random apartment complex.

Night 1 of Scionox's Competition#16. I actually planned ahead since my dream recall was fading earlier in the week and came up with a little game plan to re-focus on myself and LDing a little more. The night started off poorly with 2 short fragments and some insomnia around 4am.
Fragment 1: Me and someone helping others recall dreams.
Fragment 2: Company approves cat naps for corporate wellness program.
Fragment 3: Getting mad at my son for seemingly losing his keys and telling me that he knows where they are at like he left them somewhere while out but won't tell me where.

Full dream 1: I should note for anyone new reading this/via the competition that I don't feel that dream world adventures are unfaithful to WL partners. It's all a dream and you can do many things that you can't or wouldn't do in WL. Anyway, a normal dream becomes a DILD: I eventually got to sleep and I am playing a sport "one on one" (sport withheld for privacy)with K from WL and during one of my moves that was very exaggerated and with a surprising outcome I realize that I am dreaming. I decide to approach K all smooth-like and we begin to make out quite heavily. I have always thought she was cute but never thought of making a move on her for many reasons. After making out for a minute or so the dream unfortunately fades and I find myself back in bed and get up to go to the bathroom and return to bed and have a little more trouble getting back to sleep (not trying to WBTB-so not counting WBTB points, just trying to get to sleep). After tossing and turning for a while and some RCs to double check that I am indeed awake and not in a very realistic FA, I decide I might as well do a few of my shortened/combined SSILD cycles as that sometimes relaxes me and can create that small thread of awareness needed to WILD. This did not seem to take very long and something worked to drift me towards sleep. I got HHs of my wife cuddling up to my back like she often does in the morning before she gets up to get ready. She was also whining while kissing my upper-mid back and I decided, even if she really was I should treat it as HHs of a dream girl to keep my consciousness from returning to my sleeping body too strongly...nudging myself further into my dream body. It does get a little ticklish so I kind of push my back towards her a little and I think this was already my dream body moving because I started to get the vibrations Full Dream 2: (maybe ~6:45am) and then started to be able to see through my sleeping mask which moments before I sensed was firmly in place over my eyes. I could see my wife getting ready all nude but she looked a little different from behind and besides I do that all the time in WL so I decided to try change her into N's friend M. Her hair changed color and became wavy as well and her butt which I have never seen but it definitely changed to what I guess I imagine it would look like. I told myself she would turn around and complete the transformation. The rest I will put in spoiler wrap as it is more explicit:

Spoiler for explicit:

Her butt was not quite my ideal but very nice and womanly and smooth with a nice soft color to it. I imagine that when she turns around she will have largish areola on nicely formed breasts. She turns around and she does and her face looks quite a bit like I remember M looking (never seen her nude IWL). I then have her sit on the floor and spread her legs with her feet on the ground and her knees up laying back on her elbows and forearms.

I admire my mind's creation for a moment and then decide that I want to go on to some goals and go down the stairs and out the front door. I look up into the sky to pick out the moon and find it a little to the right of where I last saw it IWL and start flying very fast but my dream starts fading possibly half way there and I find myself back in bed. I RC and attempt to go back to sleep but I am too awake and I see I need to get up soon anyway and I can ask my wife about the whining and kissing my back. She said she might have been whining a little the night before attempting to get me to roll over but not that night, so definitely HH a little before dream entry (unless she forgot she did this IWL).

I woke up at my old highschool and found out that I was still in school when I already graduated.
I knew that I graduated already and gained a little bit of Lucidity, but I was still unable to do anything.
I went to my first class which I forgot what it was. After that I went up stairs to my second class and saw only 4 people there. We decided that since there were not alot of people, we could just sit here and relax.
I stayed there for a while where it got kind of bored that we all started falling asleep. Even the teacher fell asleep. We were all like the teacher is asleep, we can do anything. the teacher then woke up and said oh no u don't. Then we got to do work which I forgot what it was. After that, I went down stairs for my English class.
Unfortunately, the classrooms were blocked off by huge rocks for some reason so she couldn't teach us that class period. Got lucky lol. Then I woke up.

#249 - DILD - 4:49AM

So I was listening to some crappy dreaming podcast and they mentioned mirror meditation to view past lives. I looked it up and it all sounded like something I wouldn't actually do but I thought why not try in a lucid dream? So that was my task for this one.

The first thing I remember is walking on a street on a warm sunny day. I suddenly hear a loud wet fart coming from the street drainage system. I laugh and assume its connected to a bathroom some place. The smell is horrible. As I try stepping over the gutter, I fall face first in the street. My movements feel sluggish and slow. As I lay there with one cheek on the warm asphalt I think this sensation feels familiar and I am missing something important. Before I realize its a dream I am able to walk again.

I make my way into a house. I still smell shit and wonder if its me. I go into a bathroom and check myself. I'm good so I make to leave. There's a cat in there wanting out but put it in and start to close the door. As I do, I notice a bowl on the counter full of cat shit. I wonder if that is the source of the smell and lean in to check. I sniff and decide that has to be it. I close the door then pause. I realize how odd it is to have cat shit in a bowl so I open the door again to take another look but the bowl is now gone.

I become lucid and remember my mirror task. Conveniently, its a bathroom so I look up and see myself in a very large mirror. I stare at my face waiting for it to change but it just looks blurry. Then, I ask, "Who was I before?" My entire reflection fades out and I see my face on another smaller person to the right. As I watch my face morphs in to a little girl who looks just a little bit like me but not anyone I could recognize. She is shirtless and has long brown hair in a ponytail. I gasp, "I was a little girl!"

She turns and walks out so I look for my reflection and it reappears. I worry that the dream will destablize and I really didn't expect for that goal to go so fast, so to stabilize while I think of something, I clap my hands and just watch my reflection while I think. I notice a few times my reflection was actually a little slower than my dream self. I laugh a little but mostly ignore that little dream hiccup. Then, I realize I too am shirtless and begin to feel very naked. So for fun, I stand on the counter to see my entire body. I am even more shocked when I have a vag! At first I freak a little and feel for my penis but all I feel is vag. Not just vag but it feels very small. I rub it a little but get no pleasure from it. Then I decide this is a all a joke and I laugh out loud. I say "I'm a girl."

I turn to the open bathroom door and see a dude walking by. I spread it and shout, "Hey! I'm a girl!" He ignores me but I briefly get some OpheliaBlue ideas. I think I don't really want to go there. Besides this is all too funny for that. I walk down a hallway with my naked hairy man body and little girl vagina shouting, ,"Hey, Look at me. I'm a girl." I turn a corner and blindly enter some room. Both of my daughters are playing and they freeze when they see me. The look of horror on their faces makes me pause. I have that awkward moment of inaction and I suddenly feel completely embarrassed. After a moment I slowly back away saying nothing. Thankfully, my wife rolls over waking me up.