lucid

Going to bed: 2:00
Goals:WILD, MILD, Stabilize
7:OO Flash of watching a soccer highlight video. I just rem watching a player in orange recieve the ball and kick it over the goalies head.

8:50 Lost in the Void Had a dream that i was in my house in the living room area, no lights are on in the whole house as if there is no power. I dont know how this all starts exactly but there are two armed gunmen in the house, they are in the study, its quite dark in all of the rooms so i dont actually see them. In the dream i feel like there are supposed to be cops or something helping us but never see any. I rem going out into the study, still cant see anything, i hear one of them say something about fighting their way out, im really low to the ground when they say this, as they do i look up and imagine red bullets flying overhead.

I leave the study and walk into the living room. I see a small sawed off shotgun on the ground. I pick it up and walk back a bit towards the kitchen. When i do there is a fat guy with a gun in the dining room, he is pointing the gun towards my back door, i walk into my kitchen and get behind a counter for cover, i point the sawed off shotgun right at him and shoot, the blast hits him right in the chest and he falls to the ground.

I thought he was done but when i look back he is lying prone and still pointing his gun towards the back of the house, my sister walks out of the hallway and he begins to shoot at her. I point the shotgun at him again and shoot but it wont fire, i walk up to him and start hitting him in the head as hard as i can with the shotgun, i rem it even hurting my hand to swing so hard. I knock that guy out, but rem there is another one in the study, i ditch the gun and head to the back of the house.

Im pretty scared at this point in the dream as i have no self defense, i tell my sister to follow me and i walk into my brothers room. My sister doesnt listen and is acting like everything is normal, she goes to her room. I peek out into the hall and call her again, i look the other way and see a shadow walking through the living room, im really scared at this point, my sister finally gets in the room and i slam the door shut and lock it, just as i sense something coming down the hall, the timing was way too close. Still quite scared i start to panic a bit, i dont know if it was a defence mechanism but i realize im dreaming.

I say outloud i am dreaming, and instantly all the fear of the situation is gone. Its extremely dark in my bros room so when i realize it the dream fades to darkness and im in like a void, i focus on trying to enter another dreamscene, i rem the dark changed to a bright white light and i saw the number 37 i think, it looked like the adress to a house or something, still trying to renter a dream until the 37 is gone and im just staring at my eyelids.

dream
lucid
i had another GCB lucid dream last night. contrary to what other people have done i take my supplements right before i go to sleep and it seems to work for me. last night i was walking down a street in brooklyn NY and i thought i can't be in Brooklyn so i did an RC and the whole dream world shimmered for a moment and i became lucid i thought cool i am dreaming what shall i do, so i decieded i wanted to fly and i was flying maybe twenty feet off the ground and i felt like i was drawn in a certain direction i ended up in a school yard the one odd thing was that all the students where old. Now i knew they were students and not just kids parents then i started asking them if they had seen my DG but none of them knew what i was talking about

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29.06.2011

LD 8 (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

At Grandma's house before she passed away. Everything was unchanged, like back when i was a small kid. I was waiting for Mum to pick me up after work. (Fake mem: grandma and grandpa were there too.)
-dream scene change-
I'm in bed. There's a very distinct dark energy coming from the doorway. I didn't want to turn around as I was aware that it could be a start of a nightmare. I realised I was dreaming. I teleported out of my bed infront of my wardrobe. It was already open and I dressed myself using telekineses.
I walk to the hallway and looked into the bathroom. My brother was standing there, but there was a very, very dark energy being emitted from here. I was scared shitless, so much that i was paralysed.
He began to walk to me slowly. I remembered that i had powers of my own and pushed him away a few meters using my mind.
But it wasn't good enough.. the dream faded away and i woke up

26.06.2011

LD#7 V-WILD (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Visualising myself fighting in pure darkness. I was Gambit from X-Men (this was unintentional). I cloned myself and fought with the unseen beings.
-lost lucidity, dream scene changed-
I'm Spiderman and i'm in a room with Wolverine, the room seemed to be impenetrable. There were no doors but in each corner of the room, there were black domes that acted as security cameras and shot out lasers.
Wolverine and I jumped from wall to wall, dodging the lasers and trying to take them out. Wolverine gets frustrated and bangs on the walls.

26.06.2011

LD 6 (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Alex (Dark_Merlin) was telling me about how his dad had had 20 lucid dreams since he started his dream journal.. -OH, I'M DREAMING

Holy crap, I think I had my first lucid last night. I remember atleast 2 dreams, some of them are fragments, though.
I'm an orphan, I'm walking somewhere, but I don't know where. I find myself infront of a house. I'm greeted inside by a middle aged man with a beard. I soon find out that the man looks afer orphaned children. I meet a few. They don't seem to like me at first. The first thing I notice when I begin living in the house is a long water hose stretching in every room in the house.
I start accusing the man to be psycho pedophile. He keeps explaining that he loves kids and wants to take care of them. All of the kids are on his side, I begin arguing and even attack the man in a fury.
The first dream. It may not make much sense because I can't remember it in detail and remember fragments of it.
I then wake up. I lay still, barely opened my eyes and begin to DEILD. After a few seconds I get hit in the head by my sleeping brother. The DEILD failed.
I'm in a party with friends. Theres music, everyones having fun. The room was big and there was a lot of people, I only regognized a few.
I walk up to a snack bar. Theres a lot of food and a deck of cards?
I start shufling the cards. Then suddenly, out of nowhere, I start screaming: I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming!.
I finally realise it's a dream, fully concious I feel like I've never felt before in a dream. I never remembered the feeling of being lucid. I was happy, pumped up to do something amazing. Then I get a strange feeling. I start seeing myself in 3d person, still concious and aware of dreaming. I feel myself in my bed. I between the waking world and dreaming world and canvfully control myself in my bed. I heard all of the external sounds. I know that if I open my eyes, the dream will end. Everything goes black. My brother wakes me up again by hitting me in the face.
It took me a few hours to recall these dreams. I'm really happy that It
Didn't take me a few months to finally become lucid. But I still get this feeling that I dreamt being lucid. Sorry if this entry doesn't make
any sense.

MILD starting off to when I get lucid.

I was in a forest, and knew I was dreaming. Suddenly I heard a huge slam sound right behind me. I turned to look.

Adele was staring at me with a lighter. She lit a tree on fire.

"There's a fire starting in my heart...reaching a fever pitch and it's bringin me out the dark. Finally I can see you crystal clear...etc"

I just stared at her watching her sing. I heard stomping and turned around. There were about 100 chairs and every person looked like a zombie. This was getting a bit weird, and I decided I would fly up out of the forest, but I woke up.

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid

I had a puppet on my desk. I didn't actually had time to look at it and my mom just grabbed and said "What the heck is wrong with this puppet? Is it broken? It look like it's broken...Look at this broken puppet.".
It really looked strange, so I agreed with her.
She went in the kitchen to cook while I got myself comfortable. I looked at the old photo on the wall showing my grandma and grandpa's wedding. My grandma turned her head and I was like "HOLY CRAP WHAT DID JUST HAPPENED?? I must be dreaming!", and I did an RC to confirm it.
My mom came in and while she was cleaning up the house, I was trying to explain her that we were dreaming just to see how characters would react like if I tell them we're in a dream.
Until I had the occasion to tell her we're dreaming, I totally forgot that I was dreaming...
I went into the bathroom and looked at my face in the mirror. It looked normal, so I tried to morph into a robot to see if I'm dreaming. It morphed. I knew then I was dreaming.
I went into the living room and remembered one of my dream goals (Flying). I failed it in the first one, so I though of trying this again.
I didn't even had time to go off the window, and a big Sesquatch looking monster. It behaved exactly like my sis.
The monster wouldn't let me open the window to go outside and fly, so I had to fight with him. I tricked him and put it down with my feet while I was opening the window with my hands.
I finally did it!! I went outside!...as I was walking on the roof, I stopped to watch every beautiful detail outside...Everything looked so real, but I was conscious that I was dreaming. I was just admiring my subconscious for putting so much detail into my dreaming. Everything popped out and had pretty colors...it was like 3D.
While I went down, I forgot what I was going to do and lost my lucidity.
I went into the Liberty Center (Romanian mall) and I saw there George with his dad. I saluted him and all, and then I met Tony. We walked together in the mall and we were talking about stuff. He told me after much talking that he is going this summer to the beach. I told him that I'd go too...I had the money and all, but my mom wouldn't let me to go at the beach alone.
He went to eat something while I went outside. I was about to take the bus, but I remembered that I took the money in my pocket, so I went back.
I suddenly though of looking at buildings. I saw myself in a mirror in my old blue jacket. I realized I'm dreaming...I couldn't wear that blue jacket from when I was young...it wouldn't fit me anymore. I tried to look at the details of people's clothes. I usually never am focused on clothes when I'm dreaming.
I arrived to a park and looked on the ground. I suddenly remembered that I was going to try flying.
I imagined that I will be raised up by an invisible platform (that because my first attempt in doing this actively resulted in an epic fail and dream destabilization). When I saw my feet off the ground I was just amazed that I finally did that.
While walking on my streets, I suddenly remembered another goal (Imagining an episode from a new season of a show I like). I saw some TVs outside and they suddenly started right on my favorite show. I was about to start imagining an episode and all, but I suddenly was thinking that if I don't wake up now, I'll forget my dreams. So I woke up.

I had this dream after listening to Theta waves right before going to bed...I didn't though it would work. I was so wrong.
No tricks from my dreams worked again...If I didn't remember to do an RC something from the dream would come up and make me lucid. It was just awesome!!
Ah yeah...Fly [X]
Another one of my lucid goals completed!!!

Note: I have been continuing to use my dream recall self hypnosis program. These are the next few nights of dreams. The program seems to be helping with my recall at least… now if I can just remember to be lucid!

A M3 Short of a Ship
I am in a massive hanger filled with mechanical parts and space ships in various stages of completion. There are many people wandering around in there, though it is unclear if they are actually doing anything or not. I am working on constructing a space ship, I have a blueprint pulled up on a computer terminal as if I was playing EVE Online. There is a list of required minerals for constructing the ship, and I am sure I have everything I need to begin. But when I am going over the list one last time I realize I am one unit short of tritanium. The most common mineral in EVE Online, I should have no problem getting that. I use the computer to scan for asteroids that contain tritanium, there is surely a close one. However the computer returns that there is no remaining tritanium within 20 jumps. I stand there and look at that display… wtf? But it's only one unit…

Emergency Medical Tech
I at starting a new job, and once again, I am going to be working at a hospital. This is where this dream differs from past dreams, though. In most of these dreams I am going to be stuck as a computer operator / customer service / tech support person, but now I am in the emergency room looking at an array of equipment that I have absolutely no idea how to use. Several people are there with me and they are talking me through everything, though it seems they think I already know a lot. And somehow what they are saying is making sense. Maybe I know more than I thought I knew. We are talking about getting things ready for a possible emergency coming up. It seems they know about the emergency before it has even happened. One of the nurses suggests I go home and get a bit of sleep before we get swamped later, but just be sure to get back in time to help out. I say ok and leave, thinking how much easier this could be if it was a dream and I could use my healing powers.

The Hunt Is On
I am in a hospital, I'm not sure, I think it might be the same hospital as the previous dream. There is no incoming emergency going on, however, the trouble is entirely coming from within. Someone… or something… is loose in the hospital, and it is killing. On the third floor, something went through and eviscerated all of the patients, doctors, nurses… one doctor managed to escape and he activated the fire suppression system, which apparently has the capability of sealing off the entire floor. But now no one is sure what to do about the creature that is hopefully still trapped on the third floor. Some people just want to hunt it down and kill it. A bunch of scientists want to study it. A couple of other people are concerned it might be an endangered species. Those who want to kill it say it will be endangered when they find it. It is finally decided to go into the third floor, but only kill the creature if it proves necessary to protect ourselves. They want to know more about it before making that kind of decision. Then some dogs enter the room. They have telepathic powers. The dogs seem to be the smartest individuals in the room. The dogs tell us that the thing probably isn't even in the hospital any more… it ate its fill and no doubt returned to its home dimension. The people don't seem convinced, however, and insist on completely searching the third floor.

Loop the Loop Squared
I am with Alicia and we are driving out in the middle of the desert in my car, though I don't remember where we were going. There is a wide open area of green grass that is somehow staying green even in the desert heat. I wonder how much water is getting wasted in order to maintain this place, it seems like a foolish thing to do in a desert. I look across the grassy field, wondering what it is for, then I see a single structure out there. A roller coaster. There is a roller coaster that goes way into the sky. The track drops at what is nearly a vertical angle and then goes into a series of loops… one, two, three, four… four loops in a row. The track makes a swooping turn and goes through one final loop before returning to the station. The final loop actually passes through the middle of the first loop. I think it looks like fun, and I want to check it out. Alicia comes with me and it turns out they are running the ride right now. Alicia and I get on and ride, when the train drops, it feels like I have left my stomach behind. It is an exciting ride, a couple times it feels like the train has left the tracks and is just flying… but the ride ends safely. That was great! I want to do it again! Alicia looks a bit green, not too excited to ride again…

28.07.2011

Meeting My Dream Guide (or not..) (Incubated Lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Yet again a spontaneous lucid.

I was hiding behind a wall on the rooftops of a Middle-Eastern town. My gun was behind my back, pinned up against the wall. A terrorist sat down next to me, breathing heavily. He was looking the other direction running from some marines. There were marines on my side (to the right.. he was looking left), so I didn't want to make any noise and have this terrorist notice me. Drawing my gun would make noise, and I couldn't take him hand to hand. I was waiting for a marine to get him.


It was literally a bobblehead Obama figurine come to life.





His figure was extremely odd. His head was about three feet tall and a foot wide. His lips were huge, and his neck was about the diameter of a watter bottle's tip.

A marine sniper on a rooftop to my right took a shot. Once the bullet whizzed directly in front of my face I was experiencing everything in bullet-time. The shot him him directly in the neck.

The terrorists was suffocating and obviously in agony. Then he was shot in the neck once more -- this time his head came off.

I grabbed his knife and swung my gun into my hands. I jumped down off this roof to my right and went across multiple rooftops until reaching a ladder. As I was climbing up, I was shot at. I continued climbing again up a second ladder until I was with the marines.

We promptly got the hell out of there.


Once we got back to base, I changed out of my marine uniform, turn in my M4 and knife, and went straight to physical training (indoors.)

I was in the Air Force, which is why I had to turn in my uniform and weapons.

The general looked like Clint Eastwood. He worked us hard. A girl I know was in white lingerie spread out on the floor where we were doing push ups.








I kept telling her to go away. But no. She wouldn't.

The general came back from around the corner to make sure we were actually working and saw her. He used a Garry's Mod General Construction Prop as a wall and closed it in around our group. It packed us tighter together, and hurt because she was in the way and we couldn't touch the other wall -- we were being squished.

"Well well well... it's a little tight in here ain't it?" He gave her a death glare and she left rather quickly.

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I was inside a barn, lit by oil lanters.
A man took a hatchet and chopped another man directly down the center of his face. He then proceeded to eat the body.

I left and was in a culdesac at night. I saw a bunch of people I knew from Fayetteville walking the street. I turned toward a field and yelled "Is my dream guide here?"

I turned around. A big glass cup was floating behind me. It was about the size of my torso, but a bigger diameter. It had bright blue texting moving around it, as if a hologram were inside the glass.


I turned back around.


Again, I yelled "Is my dream guide here?"

Turned around only to find once more this cup.


I was quite surprised. In previous lucids my dream guide had always been Neytiri from Avatar. I've heard of animals and creatures being dream guides, but never anything like a glass cup. I'm not sure if this is my new DG or not.







This cup had a real interesting voice. A very smooth, seducing female voice, with a bit of futuristic reverberation to it.

I gave up and walked toward the field. It was apparently a Barbecue-Reunion for all my old classmates.

I am at school walking to somewhere. I am talking to one of my professors from a distance and we are talking about a bug underneath my dunce bone. There is a fountain and I go and swim in it. It is like half ice, so its hard to move anywhere but I am doing it for a reason to prove a point or something. I go into this tunnel or hall. I am walking through it on a false bad credit rating so I can get to some guy for an answer. The tunnel branches off to the side, and there are some people sitting there and one of them holds out a knife so that I can see it. I continue on and it becomes a temple. There is an asian man sitting down with a knife, so I leap over him. I passed the first challenge! Now there is an asian guy with a samarai sword and hes about to attack. I don't have much room but I just grab the dull sword and take it, which makes it obvious that this is a dream. I gently hit the confused asian dude. Now this black guy in an electric wheelchair charges out and gives a nerdly yell while he's coming at me. I'm still clear that I'm dreaming so I grab him and ask him how to lucid dream every night. I know I'm about to wake up so I urgently ask him again and shake him, but he's resisting and doesn't seem to want to talk.

7/28/11

MILD

I had woken up to write in my DJ and had some trouble falling back asleep. I thought I should say some mantras if I was too awake to try a WILD. I repeat in my head, "I will recognize that I am dreaming." I imagined myself in various dream scenarios questioning reality and doing RCs. Eventually I fall asleep.

The dream started on a plane with my mom and brother. I decide to explore the plane, so I leave my seat and start to walk around. I enter a storage room where I find a bunch of animals in travel cages. At the far end of the elongated room, I can see a small hole that leads out of the side of the plane. Light was shining in through this crack. I see my old dog and a large animal that may have been a sea lion or maybe a large cat (cougar or lion), and they are both not in cages. Then suddenly, the far side of the room dipped. The plane was banking and we slid towards the hole. The plane engaged the flaps so the hole was now large enough to fall through. The big animal started sliding out and looked at me in terror. I slide after it and grabbed onto a paw (or whatever appendage). there are small ledges on the side so I use my feet to stop us from sliding out. I pull it up to safety. The plane kept banking to our side, but we knew it was coming and could stay safe. I also see hundreds of really small king charles cavalier dogs. About 5 could fit in my palm. I think it is a shame that these animals are being shipped somewhere but I leave the storage room.

The plane has landed by the time I return to my seat. My family has already deplaned and I am gathering my things. I hear that Robin is a flight attendant so I do my best to avoid her. I catch of glimpse of her as I leave.

I start hanging with some friends at the airport. They were bored and horny so we all went to the bathroom where they started rubbing their dicks against this scaffolding thing with a rubber tube on it. I thought it was pretty gay so I left. But that did get me in the mood so I go and try to find Robin. We meet up and she wants to have kinky, public sex. She was wearing her flight attendant uniform with a yellow skirt. We decide to find a booth in a restaurant somewhere where she can sit on my lap and go at it. Eventually we find one I insert. The room was relatively empty until my friends decided to show back up. They all sat down at our table and started talking. I am trying to thrust incognito and eventually just start flexing the dick muscle. She called that a "pro move". haha. Ben was with the group and pulled up Robin's skirt (while Im still occupying it). They started laughing and said "look, there are 4 of them...1...2...3...4" as he pointed to 4 places up her skirt. I assumed it was some STD shit so I pulled out and left.

I walk outside pissed off. I don't even know how to get home. I just say this sucks, I bet none of this is even real and do an RC.I get lucid and look to the sky. There is a large red cloud. I stare at it as I take off. It is slow at first but after a second of flying I have a burst in speed. I enter the cloud and try to fly through. I am in the cloud for like 6 seconds and it is just blurry gray around me. I start to lose the dream. I realize I have to dive back down below the cloud in order to stay in the dream. I am now out and flying around. I see a helicopter and jet in the distance and decide to go after them. Suddenly, I hit some tree branches. I grab one, stand on it, and take off again. This time I am able to catch up to the helicopter. It was one of the best flying abilities Ive had in awhile. The chopper is only like 5 ft long. I grab onto the landing bars and hold on. I look up to the underside of the chopper, and I see two little army faces looking at me through a hole. The hole is a little larger than my fist so I punch through. I hit half of each face and they recoil. I go around to the pilots door and suddenly it is toy sized. I reach in and pull out live GI Joe looking guys. I toss them out, and when the chopper is empty, I toss it too.

This was the second dream I had (other is bar fight) where I thought to myself "this sucks, I dont want to do this, maybe its a dream and I wont have to." Both times I became lucid. Possible dream sign.

7/27/11

DILD

In this dream and the next dream I woke up after the LD and decided to write down notes in the DJ. Both times they were FAs and I really woke up within seconds of reaching for the journal. I need to do RCs when Im thinking of writing notes or just try to DEILD.


All I remember is I became lucid in some desert wasteland place. I am feeling pretty horny, and the only thing I could think of was this kindergarten teacher who was hot. I may have seen her in a previous dream but I "remember" her as my real one. So I decide to fly to the school. I boost straight up into the air, and the desert winds suddenly hit and thrust me to the side. They are ridiculously strong. I reorient myself and am now flying with the wind. This is the fastest Ive every flown. I was flying with a tremendous amount of force. Eventually we come over a few towns separated by mountainy regions. I choose my target building over the farthest town and head there. I realize I am flying way to fast to try and land. (I love to freefall to the ground but this was so much faster). I was scared it was going to hurt. I knew I was dreaming but at my speed I couldn't imagine it NOT hurting. I try to slow down, but all I do is rotate my body. So now I am flying at Mach 3 in a sitting up position. I turn shoulder/side first and I close my eyes as I brace for impact. I collide into a wall at full speed and smash it. I am still outside and unscathed. I walk inside and I remember finding the teacher and her classroom. She really wasn't that attractive, just old. A bunch of children start to enter the scene so I just leave.

I had heard that a house near me had burnt to the ground. I ran through my driveway, over the hill, along the road, until I went past the forest corner and saw the house. There was only the floor and black coal-ish crumbles of the pillars left. In the middle was an intact chair. I walked down towards it, and noticed I had a backpack on. I ran the whole way to the house without one, so I tried to imagine it wasn't there. Then it hit me - that must have been a dream. I did the clenching nose and breathing reality check, and I could breathe just fine. Everything went black now. I tried voice commands to make it stop, but no use.
Then I woke up at 6AM.