non-lucid

This was the night of November 3rd/Morning of November 4th

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Pre-knowledge:
I went to bed around 6AM (Was up late drinking with my friends.) Only got about 4+3/4 hours of sleep. The dream got more and more vivid as it went on. I got more and more aware/lucid as it went on as well. I'm not quite sure whether it started in a street, my room, a mall, or the computer labs at my school. I'll just explain all scenes and how I think they go together.. Again, I will label violent/scary/weird parts in RED

The Dream!

I was at home, in my room. My sister kept bothering me. My friend Jesse came over. My friend Jesse is a pretty big stoner, so I asked my mom for $20 for marijuana.

We went out to this street for I don't know what reason. We were near a car on the side of the road. Two black guys kept talking to me about money and I said something along the lines of "Hey everyone has a use for $20 in today's society!" I turned around back at Jesse and my sister and there was a giant tree I had to go through to get to them.

In the next scene, its my sister, Jesse and I at some sort of store. We were just messing around at the store. Opening random items, tasting things we had never tried before etc. I was eating some sort of Ice cream with my hands as I walked down an isle. The isle slowly turned into the entrance to the computer labs at my uni.

There was a cop there, so I devoured whatever was left in my hand. I talked to the lady at the front desk to use the computers. She yelled to a teacher that his shift was starting soon (I had shown up for class.) There were a lot of chairs along the side of the wall, where people were sitting/studying. I noticed the lady was talking to my Composition teacher who was sitting in one of these chairs. For some reason I got really absorbed by his face. There were suddenly two of him and his face kept changing.

I became lucid somewhere around this point.

He started explaining some concept to me and I was envisioning what he said. He got to a climax in his speech about "YOU NEED PHYSICAL STRENGTH!" I was then on a beach. Me and a group of five people were at one end of a rope, and six on the other. The other team was pulling us pretty slowly. The rope went around a pole in the middle, so both teams pulled in the same direction. We were fighting over a very beautiful naked woman.

I gained some strength and in one big jolt, won the game of tug of war. All the other competitors disappeared once it was over. It was me and this beautiful girl on a tropical island. The island was completely square with beach on all sides. Nobody could get off of the beach as the rest of it was ALL thorns. I kept trying to have sex with this girl, and the scene kept getting creepier. It got really stormy. We turned around one of the corners of the island and down the beach I saw a very strange figure. It was a giant monster. I grabbed the girl and said "It's okay it's only a dream."

I tried to make the monster go away, but I kept focusing on it. It was still slowly approaching. I saw a ton of eyes looking at us from the thorns. The monster kept changing form/shape which is why I was attentive to it. I realized I was paying too much attention to these details, so I turned 180 degrees. Everything disappeared without attention on it. The day went back to normal and the things were gone. I ended up talking to the girl/teasing her in the water. Because I was lucid, I wanted to know what its like underwater, so I tried summoning some goggles. I wanted to explore.

It didn't work, so I turned around and to my luck, there was an ambulance floating in the water. I kept trying to open the things on the ambulance knowing there would be goggles inside. I couldn't open it, so I just ended up going underwater without goggles.

It was beautiful. The color and clarity were so vivid. There were small white fish as far as the eye could see. There were pink streamer like seaweed strands floating in the current, like they were hanging down from the top of the water. The ocean bed was covered in coral and other wild life. There were giant snails and there was a very tall coral formation. There was an octopus on the side, and a mermaid laying on top in a giant white anemone.

At this point, my phone woke me up (Stupid low battery .) I didn't want to waste the day away, so I didn't go back to bed. I am ready for REM rebound tonight!

I arrived at berkly after a series of events. There was an old blue book I took out of a cabinet and mell grabed from me. it has something to do wit a lake near chico that my family had gone to. it was a relaly old book but she fucked it all up.

next, i was at some store and the cashier was saying how mell was being a bitch. then she ended up in our car and on the turns for the free way i was practically hanging out of the car while my family stayed inside. every comented what a nice boy.

at berkeley i took hella long to order a milkshake and those black guys didnt wana make my special combo shake and one eventually said "listen were leaving im off work" and i felt bad for having ordered.

the next day i came back and thanked them for the shakes

from 5:30 to 7 am I had a false awakening to a dream to another false awakening!!!

I can't remember any details other than the first one other my family and I were at some house, my sister got in trouble at school with some guy, got into a fight I think but my 3rd grade teacher name came up.

dream some guy really dark and could see his face was being very sexual with me and I didn't like it at all!! I tried to write down everything into my dream journal but myself said I was too lazy so I said my phone then. then i tried it and it was dead and so was my laptop but when i pulled it in my phone started to charge. i think i went lucid then because i heard a chime when i said this doesnt make sense! then I lost it and went back into dream/ false awakening again and started off from the last one and the laptop. my father was hiding in a closet saying he wanted to know why she was in trouble and said mrs miller said a needle would be in her hair. heard another chime and woke up....I'm pissed

Competition, in some kind of temple. Two teams of two, can't remember who I was with, but I lost, got thrown down a hole as punishment.

Tried a WILD, but fell asleep.

This one I woke up from several times, and kept continuing the dream when I fell back asleep:
In a factory, mostly everyone there is younger than me. Something malfunctions and I have to get out with my friend. There was a room with these whiffle balls flying back and forth, we had to get a metal box to put over our heads to get through, so we went to the previous room. We snatched two of the things people were building (they seemed to be brainwashed and continued to work mindlessly). Mine was weirdly shaped and uncomfortable to put on. We went back to the room, but I lost my friend. I saw a rack of clothes, and noticed my little brother's shirt there. I thought something happened to him.

1:53 pm - 3:09 pm

NOTE: Woke up earlier than planned. Was supposed to wake up around 3:30 pm. Had a hard time sleeping because I had coffee at lunch.

I was in a place that looks almost abandoned. I think it's similar to the 'Shopping' area of Bacolod. I was walking around, and the color is very grey, like the one you get when it's raining. But it's not yet raining. I was 'talking' to someone, but there's no one there. I was talking to myself, but I was also answering as a different person. It seems I was a prostitute, or was looking for one. I keep mildly waking up but still had my eyes closed, and I keep coming back to the dream. Mostly, I was talking to myself, but I also get stuck with just being on the bed with my eyes closed trying to sleep. I also wished, I think, that I'd meet my college crush (PG). I saw him in my mind, but I think he never appeared.

I am in some bar, and there was Helena Havlova working as a bar tender along with some other girls. What is interesting that they are working without their top on. And she has really nice breasts and tanned skin. I wanted to talk to her, but then I end up talking to her friend that is also pretty.
Later I am sitting by a table with George H, his father and younger sister. We set out to play some card came, probably poker. Old H says something that I play against three Havels, and so that I am going to win so or so as they or come from one family and I will be taking money from them. So I say that they are playing for different teams so it is impossible.
Then we actually playing something like a baseball. Its set on the side of our house in CZ. My brother, Pavel and Dan are playing too. Actually it seems its only us playing now.
I do play well, but at one point when someone shoot the ball in a way that we would loose the point, I throw an apple and shoot the tennis ball (that we play with) down with that apple. My brother is looking at it in disbelief and Pavels is cracking up with his typical laugh. I am laughing too, saying that it was just a coincidence.
In fact I am laughing so badly that I wake up!

E.C.s house. H.H. is talking about drugs and which ones make you want to "bang." Seems very sad. She apologizes to a girl for a fucked-up lesbian fooling-around that may have happened.

12.03.2012

Teasing a Math Teacher (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember going to a class similar to the Math Course I'm taking, and doing horrible in waking life. My professor isn't there, and there seems to be another professor still teaching, and by the looks of it, the content on the screen projector seems to be too abstract, not even math in some cases.

Blah blah blah, boring math stuff, students being bored as hell, yadadada, until the dream shifts to where I'm near a lady who's probably about 30-40. I'm getting annoyed on how much of a bitch she is to her students, and she's probably just cranky because of no sex or something.

So I go up to her, I ask her random questions, like what college she went to.

She looks at me in shock and states in a mildly questioning tone,

"Texas A&M.............................???"

I get close to her and hold her hand,

"No before that."

She responds,

"Berkeley...." She starts getting relaxed, and she's looking into my eyes with more confidence, but her body isn't able to handle this random contact I'm having with her. She tries to kiss me, but I tease her and moved back.

Then I turn around and got the hell out of there while she stands there completely dumbfounded and wishing she took control over me in another room to go few rounds with me.

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*whistles innocently*

12.02.2012

Dream Scholarship (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm informed that there's an Asian lady hosting a small contest to win her scholarship of $3,500 I believe.


I'm going inside of an auditorium or a huge lecture room that could occupy maybe 300+ people. The walls are probably milky brown with some kind of pink to it, and the lighting above us is mostly white.

There's not a lot of people in the room, and I decided to merge with the 15-20 or so people sitting near the front. There's 4 sections of seats, and I decided to go to the middle on on the left. I have to go through someone, and they moved their legs for me.

Then I sit down, and started to phase out for a while until I saw people's names were on the board. There was this half-naked guy who was near the board, and I assumed I had to talk to him to get my name added for the scholarship contest.

So I go up to him and state my name, but apparently, there's someone already with my name on the chalkboard....then I hear someone call out, "Yeah, that's me!"

I was a bit shocked, but then decided to mention my middle name as well to make the distinction between the random dream character and myself. I go back to sit to a random seat, and I noticed there's one girl that looks like someone at my college in waking life.

She's dark-skinned, wearing tight khaki long pants, along with a green sweater with a few mixed in colors of red, white, blue, and such. She's looking at the large projector screen on the stage. I can't recall what was the exact content, and I doubt there was anything useful.

I just wanted to wait for the Asian lady, or whoever is hosting the contest. Then after a while someone comes in, and claims they are the host, so everyone starts paying attention. I passively hear what she's saying and focus on who is around me. Since I realized this is a contest again, I have to rank who might be a challenge to me.

I saw a guy with an orange shirt for a while, and then noticed he's similar to someone named Danny in waking life. I started to worry about his existence because he was supposedly a good debator in High School. Everyone else looked pretty easy to compete against.

The lady on the stage was most likely Indian or Hispanic, she was dark-skinned, but more of a tanned skinned complexion. She's wearing a black dress shirt that's slightly opened to show her cleavage, and I believe she's wearing regular dark blue jeans.

She looks like she's in her 30-40s, and she has long and brown hair, along with dark red lips. Her visage is plump and cheeky, and she has a decent body for her age overall.

She calls up one person, and I believe he would be asked a series of questions. After a while, I can't recall what happens during that inteveral, but I find myself on the stage with other people. I tense up a bit, and quickly turned my back to see what's on the screen.

Gradually, my awareness of the content picks up, and I realized these are mostly dream-related questions.

I start getting confident, and felt that this scholarship is easy pickings, too bad I didn't reality check since dreaming was the topic of discussion. As the lady is rambling on some stuff, my urge to just mention anything increases, but I didn't want to disturb the lady.

I start twitching while trying to be patient and see when she's going to just be quiet.

I can't remember anything after that.

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12.02.2012

Someone Tries To Shoot (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being outside, and I think I'm walking with my father or someone, along with some random female.

She was wearing a blue jacket, the hard layered ones, along with a dark red shirt underneath I believe. She also had regular light blue jeans, and she looks like she's in her 40s or so.

She has black hair, and is dark-skinned, and has a skinny torso region, but wide hips. I think my father was going to aim his gun at her for some reason, and I'm seeing this in spectator view. While things are going in slow-motion, I see that he really wants to prepare to shoot her, and as I'm informing the lady to watch out, she finally turns around.

She's shocked, and I think she someone takes the gun out of his hands and drops it somewhere else.

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12.02.2012

Sonic Heroes & Professor Dumbledore (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm watching a random small clip of Sonic, Knuckles, and Tails, and they're in an environment that's similar to the Lost Jungle stage in Sonic Heroes.

Sonic is trying to convice Tails and Knuckles to form together near a flower pod that can transport then to a huge plant base inside that's maybe 30 feet away from them. Knuckles raises his hairless eyebrow region on the left side, probably feels it's a crazy idea, but he agrees along with tails.

Now I'm mentally controlling Tails as Sonic and Knuckles hang out below him. I'm going through some weird sewer like region. The overall atmosphere's color is a light misty brown mixed in with yellow.

The walls and roofs are formed in a semi-circular composition, and as I'm progressing with the three characters, I finally reach a gated area. The irons seem to be rusty brown, and there's a gate door that we can open.

I prompt them to open it, and as soon as we go into the area, Professor Dumbledore comes in out of nowhere. He's sitting near a desk, and seems to be sorting through some papers. He looks very busy until I prompt the characters to get closer to him, after that, I can't recall anything else.

I was traveling at night or day. I reached a plaza of sorts. I think I was in Manila. I was traveling with my sister.

I was also in an internet cafe.

I'm hanging out with this one girl. Brunette, small, and would be average looking, but she makes up for it with deep brown eyes, and pure sexuality. There's another guy who doesn't really know what's going on, and we're just all sort of there chilling. What I mean by not knowing what's up is she's sitting in my lap wearing a skirt with no panties, and is pulling me out from my pants. All while we're having this conversation with this other guy who's drinking. A good song starts playing, and she forces me inside her, and starts moving. We both move with the music, and I'm trying my hardest not to just get totally erratic. We're whispering in each others ears about how good it feels while constantly daring each each other to grind harder. Then her BF walks in. He doesn't seem to mind that she's in my lap, but I stop gyrating. She's sitting down all the way on it while talking to him, and as soon as he left, we both continued and came. I straightened out all of my stuff, and I really didn't know what to say after that, other than ask her if we could do that again some time soon...like in a few minutes, because I was almost ready to go again.....then the dream faded.

I'm in a hotel room..there's some redhead with me. Absolutely astounding. Super long natural coloured hair to her feet, alabaster skin, freckles green eyes, the works. I don't know that I'm with her in that way, because I really don't know what's going on. She tells me about the party I was at....and I'm not sure how she knows. Then she gets furiously upset with me. She says I was with her at the party. I'm thinking "no that was totally a brunette chick", but I don't let her know that, but it still doesn't matter. She's mad at me for pretending like nothing happened. She runs into the bathroom, starts calling me a bitch, whore, pussy, you name it. I'm trying my hardest to keep my temper, while trying to calm things down, but soon I get angry. I told her that I wanted to be with her and all that jazz, and "bitch" kept coming out of every other sentence, so I ran to the door, and broke it in two with three hammer fists, and she's like "hit me", "do it". I said "I'm not that kind of guy, but you have to listen to me, I want to be with you". D and some other girl comes in, and pulls me away from her, and the red haired girl storms out. The other girl asks me what happened, and I finally calm down and started explaining. I told her everything, and got really emotional...like on the verge of tears because the one girl I was with in forever had left me that quickly. I stopped and held it in, and said "I'm over it". Then she started coming on to me. We were talking about business and pleasure, and I told her we would definitely have to meet up again. She was a brunette, with a tight green shirt, and blue jeans....possibly Puerto Rican....we left....


And I'm at another get together with D, JH and some other people. I'm telling the story about all the craziness that's been going on, when the cops show up. JH finds some powder that someone left, and get this, he smells it to check if it's coke! I said "damn! fucking taste it, don't smell the shit!". Cops getting in closer....one comes up and questions me, while everyone else sort of leaves except D and JH. She asks me if I knew some guy...and I told her no. She tells me he's some sort of athlete, and I'm like okay". Then she says in a really deep voice "well people say I sound like him". I told her, "no, unless you try to like you just did". Then this flood of people started walking in from all directions. I weaved through the crowds while the cops practically got engulfed by the entrapment of people. I headed down a few halls, and met up with D again...we were both smiling that we made it out of there. He said JH had took another direction, but we were going to meet up with him. We were both hungry so we headed to a lunch room, and all those people were in line.

Then I'm talking with D again, and he's telling me how he had sex with J....I'm happy, because one of us needed to do it.


running out of time...but there's this crazy batman dream that I had. I was robin....throwing batrangs...presidents wife, knocking people out....crowd going crazy....batmobile....hopefully I can remember this when I get back to it.

Woke 3pm no dream 3:10 rembered non lucid dream.

second half of drram found Buckhello. (My Tulpa)

was going on bus with a mum with 2 or 3 chidren. got off bus with them and short walk to their house in quiet outer suburb.

next it was chidrens bath and bed time..

I got into a large metal bath with the 10 year old boy. i was fully dressed. bath water was almost cold. I rubed my trouser legs to wash trousers and me at same time.

then I eas out of bath wet, and cold but dried quick. Talking to 10 year old.

It was bedtime. Dry but fully clothed I get to sleep on matress on floor sharing with the mum and dad.

Cant sleep. roll onto floor get up and go oitside.

people are comming on front lawn as if waiting to catch an early bus to school and work in city or town a long way away..

a young plump aboriginal mum holding hands with her children sits down on the grass.

I notice the scenery is lovely.

the weather is changind.

very low clouds the size of a mans fist appear, travelling hesitatingly towarde us.

An old wise woman standing on the porch says "get inside quickly the dust bunnies are comming." She meant those small low clouds are dangerous.

I ran around the back of the house to come in. when the small low flying clouds hit they solidified. they becam like styropfoam and grew.

Inside I found my mouse Buckhelow on the floor and picked him up. He wa happy and it.felt nice to.have him walking and snugling on my sholder.

I tell the family I will never take him back to the pet shop ever again.

Buckhello seems a bit slow and I realze he hasnt eaten since I saw him last and hes weak from hunger.

I put him on a table with dog kibble. he picks up some kibble in his.cute little hands and eats.

I think its too dry so I gently pick him up and he runs onto my shouder and we go looking for nicer food. then he is walking all the way down my clothes to the floor. He never done that befor.

I gently pick him up. He seems to be so hungry he might be starving to death.

The table now has big fish steaks on it.

I put Buckhellow on it and first he bites and swallows a lot of big fish stakes.

Then, full of energy, he tackles some thing different. its a dead large snake. he bites and is.pulling at tough snake skin. he likes snake. then he likes and swallows more big fish stakes

He is lying down sleepily again but this time he is.not weak from starvation he is sleepy with satisfaction.

I put him on my safe shoulder and he snuggles up to my neck for a snooze.

when I remember this dream 10-15 minutes after waking I realize that I was looking at Youtubes yesterday of mice. I saw two distressing Youtubes. One was the comical Matagascar one wher a shark chases Mort on land to eat him. the other was a white mouse being crushed and swallowed by a pet snake.

In the dream I witness my dream tupla mouse Buckhellow biting and pulling at a dead snake's skin then eating some of that snake and also swallowing big fish steak (probably shark).

Wow! what a dream.

bloody long dream for me too.

to recap:

I think I was taken by bus to a house in the outer suburbs near beautiful country side by a family.

I got to know the family a bit, had a.bath and went to bed with them (fully clothed).

Went to sleep. Woke up. Rolled out of bed. Went outside, it was still dark, so very early morning.

Watched as people came to wait for buss.to take them to school or work. weather changed it was getting light and I noticed nice country scenery.

Wise old woman warned me to get indoors because the low flying clouds the size of a.mans fist were dangerouse (storm) dust bunnies. (I think this dream character needed to guide me into the house where my Tulpa awaited).

I go inside and meet my Tulpa, Buckhellow.

He needs to eat. He needs to eat what tried to kill and eat him (from the Youtubes I saw yesterday).

Here is the link to where the discriptive Youtube are. I am not oncluding the one where a pet snake crushes and swallows a cute white mouse.

Deam Lesson (¡¡¡)

I think I need to be more carefull of what I do with my waking life now that I have "Tulpa". (!!!)

http://www.dreamviews.com/f159/show-...3/#post1966416
Posts 15 and 16.

Giant Spiders

I'm playing a hard HOMM3 scenario. I decide to put in a cheat code and skip to the end of the scenario, just to see what it's like. I'm moved to the end of a dungeon, where I get the key that unlocks the way to the final boss. Then I exit the cave, emerging to a darkened portion of the overworld map that I've never seen before. To the north, past some mountains, a giant pair of red eyes is moving around. The final boss must be a giant spider; I've fought these before. I look for a passage through the mountains. Then somehow the light improves and I can see the rest of the spider's body. Well, not all of it; it doesn't all fit on the screen. This spider is much bigger than the ones I've fought before. Even though this is only a game, I feel a distinct sense of fear. Suddenly I don't want to find a passage through the mountains; I start looking around the rest of the nearby map area instead. As I do, suddenly I see motion to the east. Panning over, I see a new spider, a blue one, almost as big as the other. It's looking for me, and it will get here in moments. I run away.

Frags:

• granola bar
• Due to an accident, I smell totally rancid.
• Someone is commenting on a picture of religious protesters. One of the protesters is holding a life-sized caricature of a naked man with a sign hanging from his erection. I think maybe the man is supposed to be Romney.
• I have to shave my beard. It's kind of a shame, because it's a full beard about an inch long and it goes well with my longer hair. [IRL: I can't grow a full beard.]

Mom's Army

My mom is an evil wizard. We would be able to deal with that, but apparently she is somehow using her powers to give similar powers to other people as well. I discover this when I overhear some men talking about how they're on their way to a ceremony gain those powers and join her army. They say that she's planning to convert one percent of the world's population, then stop, allowing them to rule over the rest of humanity. This is bad news for me and the rest of my family.

Cruelty to Animals

A woman from the housing system has taken my family's dog for a walk while we're on a camping trip. While most everyone else is distracted, I see the woman use the shock collar to zap the dog for absolutely no reason. This makes me very angry, and I immediately report the event to my dad.

Frags:

• bugs being scary
• "fly -- over [illegible] northern realms"
• orchestra audition

First Dream:
I was a girl that looked a lot like Saoirse Ronan,I had some disease,and my biology teacher was a doctor here,and said he could cure me,giving me hope and such.We were in a open field area with a huge machine,I was pulled by this machine and though "I hope everything goes right" and then when I realized,I had green skin,the doctor was deeply sorry,but I didn't thought it was bad.I saw some glimpses of my life with green skin,I looked happy.

Second Dream:
I was a singer,I was in the bathroom with my manager,she asked me if I travel by my own,I said I was scared of driving on the road,and since my friend is also just a girl(me and this girl were 19) I said I always travel with my father as the driver.We had a laugh,and the dream was over.

None lucid,sadly.