non-lucid

Fell asleep at: 12:00 AM

Woke up at: 11:00 AM


Dream 56: Ranch House Diner

Yep, this was definitely an example of 'day residue'.

All right, so, yesterday I went to go eat with my family at a place called Ranch House Burgers. I had never went there before, so I went in with neutral expectations. It was honestly the best burger joint I had ever been to. It was so good in fact tha I ended up dreaming about it that night.

My mom, brother, and I are at this diner/burger joint. I remember the color of the sky illuminating the room, giving off a very bleak blue color.

The three of us are in a long line, just slowly inching along as people get their orders. It seems to me like this place is more structured like a buffet than a diner, with people having to assemble their burgers as they go along, and then paying after they have assembled their burger.

The girl in front of me is really short. Turns out she is also a student, but it seems she's having trouble reaching for a patty that (For some reason) customers can only get by sticking their hands inside of an oven. I don't exactly intervene, and she gets the patty unscathed.

Later on in the dream, after I finished my food, I start joking around with my brother about how to look "tough". I don't remember what lead up to it, it just sorta happened.


Dream 57: Bar Problems

This was a weird one.

The dream starts out with a conversation between two video game characters in a bar. One is complaining that his ear was modeled wrong, and that it was larger than the other. The other also complained about something, but I can't quite remember.

One of the guys at the bar looks back at them and tells them to quiet down. The two were making a lot of noise and he looked pretty peeved.

-1-I played a preview of a thing I hadn't yet done in BoTW at night that involved snow, and pillars of rock.
-2-At a beach, some people were thrown 10ft into the air by a sudden, powerful dust devil. This happened 2 or 3 times in the same, sunny location. The vortex turned horizontal once, allowing me to catch a glimpse of the center of circulation. That was cool.
[New Scene]
I messed around with a TV to play some Wind Waker.
-3-At my old house, I played Melee with somebody from church.
-4-It was September 22, and I still didn't register for classes. Oops. The layout of the present building interior was completely different.
[New Scene]
Later, I was playing a hide-and-seek game in the same building. I hid behind a door, but someone found me within 30 seconds from following my trail of boolean logic.

I meet dark haired woman outside and we make eye contact again. We exchange phone numbers and I am elated again xD. We lay down together and i am enveloped with that lovely warm feeling again ^^

-1-I was walking to a friend's house while it was raining. Also, I was suddenly going 100mph in a 35 zone. I slowed down, but I couldn't read the speedometer. A cop was present, but he left. Later, I found that the minivan I was driving was suddenly on its side on a walkway, with me standing on top of it. The walkway had almost no friction. People even slid under the car, ending up okay. Everyone got out and cleared the area when I told them to. After that, I slid the van effortlessly to the road.
-2-I was at some boot camp for some reason. We had to race around a dirt course with yellow posts in the ground. This was inside a room of a seemingly one-story building that was poorly maintained. Nothing made any sense.
-3-A bald guy was supposed to drive 3 people to "school", including me in a light-blue 90s car. He stopped in the middle of the driveway near the road, while I signaled for him to wait for me. I wanted to grab a water bottle, so I ran back to my house. The weather was sunny/clear with little wind. The deciduous trees were full of leaves (they shouldn't be; it's only March).
-4-I was stuck inside Aperture above ground, only a wall or two away from the outside. All exits seemed to be inaccessible. For some reason, I found another person (some random dude). I proposed the idea of building a map of the area. Luckily, I found a cluttered room with everything I need inside.

This is all just off the top of my head the next morning. I got my dreams in full detail in my voice recorder.

I dreamed of being on my back on a paddle board, and then trying to use my arms to paddle, and falling in. My friend was morphing into a bug to practice meditation in a bug mind. There was a guy asking people to survey his house. My sister was making a car covered in cereal boxes using tomato sauce as glue. Someone wanted me to set them up a phone meeting at 2:19. I used a phone app with a blue background to help. I was trying to make sure my friend took these white vitamin pills, even though they were mine (Calcium/Magnesium/Zinc).

In earlier dreams I was in a movie theater with multiple screens. I was flying at one point. I was living in a room directly under train tracks. There was a little girl named MiMiMi or NiNiNi who complained that I left my stinky shorts in the bathroom when I went to shower. We had all moved somewhere new. I told a bunch of people to stop walking through a wooden gate so I could move some wood obstructing the way first.

I was on a bus and these old men started smoking cigars. I got mad and told them they were stupid. They said not to call them stupid. It became a fight. They got off the bus. My Uncle was the driver. They kept yelling at us from off the bus so my Uncle got out and started yelling back at them, chopping his feet like a football drill.

There was a kid I knew, but he had 4 arms and one nostril in the middle of his nose, instead of two. When I pointed this out, he turned around, and turned back around, then had only 2 arms, and he had both nostrils again.

There was a video game part where I was overpowered by some of the beasts. One of them caught me behind a rock but turned out to be helping me. The rest of them were these red things. I realized if I ran around with my "charge attack" fully charged before I got close to them, I could strike, flee, charge my attack, and this would keep me from getting damaged as I pelted them with regular attacks. It was a lot like final fantasy crystal chronicles.

There was a class room setting in the first one or two dreams. It might have repeated.

I dreamed that I was shopping for barbecue sauce. I was looking for "Barbecue Ray" or something like that. Then I realized they probably all had processed sugar, and would be no good to me. I was going to buy 3 bottles for 5 dollars each but changed my mind.

There was other stuff too but off the top of my head, it doesn't come to mind. Luckily its all in my voice notes.

Yes it's been five days.

On days 39 to 42 I pretty much fell asleep at the same time (11:30 PM) and woke up at the same time (7:00 AM) so nothing much there. They were not very eventful honestly as I was really busy with homework and family issues I can't exactly discuss. Nevertheless, I have sought to change this.

About a few days ago, I read up on Fryingman's Unified Theory of Lucid Dreaming post and Twoshadows' Dream Journal before going to bed. I'm implementing Fryingman's awareness and reflectiveness principles in order to feel more 'present' in my dreams, thus leading to a higher chance for lucid dreams. And what do you know, that leads us to Day 43, the day I took back my starring role in my dreams. Because ironically, even in my wildest dreams, you still have to work for what you want.


Day 43:

Fell asleep at: 12:00 AM

Woke up at: 7:20 AM


Dream 54: A Robot Named Chew & Crap, Forgot My Belt...

Mom's driving, I'm in the large black car. It looks like we're driving back from school, towards where the bridge over the canal seems to be. I'm watching something on my tablet, a cartoon very much in the style of Danny Phantom or Fairly Oddparents.

A humanoid, muscular man-like robot is spouting some menacing dialogue. His voice is deep, almost like a deeper take on Grim's voice in how he talks. In particular, he seems to be talking about his teeth, and the chomping power they possess. The little girl (Who he's apparently talking to) asks him if he can drink water or fluids. He reprimands her by saying, "Of course! That's what the pink tooth is for!"

In an attempt to gauge out my mom's reaction to any of this, I always have one eye focused on the screen, and one on my mom. Right after she hears the 'pink tooth' bit, she looks back with this sort of half-shocked, half-disgusted pace. I immediately get flustered by that and just focus my attention on the scenery.

My mom parks in a nondescript building near the canal, in the general area where an apartment complex should be. We get off and I notice something:

One: It's early morning, and kind of chilly, as well as humid.

And Two: I forgot my belt.


"Ah--dang it! I forgot my belt..." I rush back to the car, trying to hold up my pants, and tell my mom the news. I have the faintest feeling that she has gone back to the house before to pick something up earlier on, and right after that my mom tells me she'll get my belt.

As she's leaving she tells me to sit down in front of the building until she comes back. Looking below me, I see a wet puddle, and I briefly reconsider that notion. "It looked like it might've rained earlier in the morning." I thought to myself.

Then, out of the blue, I see my two puppies, Nemo and Kleo. They walk out of the building, jump around on my legs for a little bit, and go back inside, playing with an old woman (Who actually kinda reminds me of my grandma).


Dream 55: More Random Nonsense

Some dream with a Terraria aesthetic. I don't remember much about it, honestly...


Dream 56: Huddle 'Round...Me!

I'm in an orange-walled house. I'm sitting down in an awesome large wooden desk, using the laptop. My sister is crouching down next to me, and so is her boyfriend.

A whole lot of my family is there, actually. Though I can't recall any specifics.


Day 44:

Fell asleep at: 11:40 PM

Woke up at: 7:10 AM


Dream 56: More like Google Instant Transmission...

I remember being with my brother a lot in this dream, even though we had a particularly intense argument that day, but that's not what I'm concerned about.

So, my and my brother are deciding where to go to on our trip. We pull up Google Maps on my phone and start selecting designations at random. I particularly remember going to some Middle Eastern "beach" area with one beautiful sunset.

Created Thursday 29 March 2018

Just got one (fairly long) dream to note.

WBTB where I meditated for a bit.

Dream 1 - Crow Castle Flight

Scene 1 - Airport Drive Argument
The visuals were clear. I was going for a scenic ride down a seaside bridge with my brothers during late afternoon. Apparrently, we were going to the airport for a trip. We later argue about the correct departure time for each of our flight (at least one was booked differently than the others). Unknown cut.

Scene 2 - Tien in the Cafeteria
The visuals were a bit blurrier. I was in a Hispanic cafeteria. Seems I arrived after a big rush, as there wasn't much of a selection, just fried plantains, yellow rice, and some overdone chicken. Even so, when I was called up by the serving lady, I suddenly froze up. Furthermore, I inexplicably transformed into Tien from Dragon Ball Z. After thinking it over for far too long, I do eventually decide on things, only to "remember" my need to save money for the trip. As much as it shamed me, I scurried away after claiming that I needed more change. Unknown transition.

Scene 3 - Snowed Crow
The visuals were dimmer. I was trekking through a frozen mountainside during a terrible snowstorm. At its peak, I stumbled upon an old gothic castle, long worn and abandoned. With the weather as it was, I snuck inside. The only available light was what little seeped in from the sun. Contrasting the exterior, the constructions and available furniture inside was actually in state, if a bit dusty.

Just then, I heard shuffling somewhere nearby. I dreaded running afoul with the inhabitants. So, I hurried away from the noise, ending up within a small bookroom or office. There wasn't much space to hide there. As such, I took the forms of various small critters, before settling into the shape of a crow. I hid under a chair, but after five minutes, it appeared no one was even looking for me, if there was anyone else at all. Still, I decided to keep this form, just in case.

Through a glance, I spotted some wooden window shutters over a table nearby. It took quite a bit of effort and time, but I managed get them open. The sky had since calmed into a bright clear day. Joyfully, I flew as high and far away from the castle as possible. I also thought of skipping the plane ride entirely to go by wing (literally), before remembering how much faster passenger jets are compared to a small bird. Unknown transition.

Scene 4 - Crow Force
The visuals were a bit blurred. I was in the living room of an apartment. I was still a crow, wildly fluttering all around the place. There was a big collection of familiar people there, including whom I assumed was my friend, Dustin. Later on, the whole lot of them began singing the Broforce theme. I sung along with them, though wasn't always on pitch given both my form and being on the wing.

The dream collapsed soon afterwards.

I was nonlucid in a grocery store with my family and other people. We were living in an apocalyptic world. Not totally trashed but taken over by other beings. I was looking for something to eat for dinner and found a salmon can that was from 2005 and another from 2007. Knowing I only had rice and some beans I contemplated eating. " Can I eat this?" I asked my dad. "When is it from" he asked. "2005 and 2007" I replied back. He said "no". " I don't care if its expired I really want to eat it...I haven't eaten any meat in a while" I mumbled to myself. I eventually put it down though and found a sausage can that wasn't expired. "Nevermind I'll just get this". I brought it to the store seller and put it down in front.

The store seller ignored me though and was drawing something on paper for another customer. I than looked to the side and saw people hiding in the corner as if they were playing hide and seek. I was annoyed as I watched the store seller leave the front and watched the people to the side for entertainment. A presence than came through the door and the room began to darken.

It felt like it was a dream world now but with real entities as if I was astral projecting. I flew out of the grocery store as the unknown figure began to blow everything in the store apart.

The dream shifted after that and I was in a car with my dad, someone else and a woman with black straight hair. She came up cause I read nebulous dream before I went to sleep. I was listening to her talk to my dad in the black jeep as we passed by mountains below the night sky. "I was going to go to PR but than I decided to stay home because I wanted ro eat some of that delicious cake"(vanilla)is what she said. At first I thought "wow, thats what I would have done too" but deep down I knew it was that she wanted to stay with her family.

There was also a scene of me coloring my character's eyes light blue, pink in the middle and light green. Forgot when it happened.

The dream than shifted again and I was now in a really huge home fit for a king. It seemed like a Museum but also a church though. Mainly cause of the tall arched walls in the dream. It felt like I was dreaming again and as i looked around I took note of a woman who announced that I would be the one to stop the guy who was causing the destruction of the world. When I felt him get closer I tried to lose his attention by flying out through the window however the world was transforming in a way that didn't allow me to.

He ended up seeing me and attacked with a wind like movement. I dodged than flew closer to the ceiling after I exited the room ro another one. It worked but he spotted me again. A female figure ended up helping me use my "clear" powers to distract him until I came up with a plan. My plan ended up being getting out of the place to go to a safer area to battle. As i exited the blocked narrow window the female figure changed into a fairy and began singing with me "row row row your boat, gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream" in order for me to pass through the window smoothly and gain control. She showed how happy she was that i made it but than paused and asked me why i was tearing up. I wasn't crying though.i was a little disappointed i didn't defeat him quickly.Woke up after that.

I was in a building that's honestly too hard to properly describe. A bunch of corridors and rooms. One little building looked like a guardhouse, like one you'd see next to car barrier gates. The whole place felt mildly industrial. The place was littered with corpses. A massive firefight was going on. I'm not sure who killed them all, me or 'him'. I had a pistol I was wielding. I was on the ground at some point, crawled over to a dead enemy, and took his revolver. From another corridor came two men. I aimed, shot and killed the first. He was wearing a suit, and didn't look like a merc like the others, but everything happened too fast and I didn't think. Right behind him was Noah Bennet. I immediately recognized him, and disarmed my revolver (gently letting the hammer down). Noah was cautious and kept his weapon on me. He had me put down my entire arsenal (I'd collected several handguns during the fight). We briefly talked (he wasn't really hostile anymore), and I followed him into another room. I briefly thought about asking him about Claire, but decided against it.

I was navigating a large underground base of some sort. The tunnels were concrete, and were well maintained and well-lit. I climbed down a series of ladders to get down to the lower levels. Almost at the bottom of the stairs, I was hit by a very strong draft. The draft got so strong, I had to hang on to the ladder for dear life, hanging horizontally with my legs being sucked back. Luckily, it stopped and I could safely continue on down. There was a man there, whom I spoke to about the draft. I found myself in a large open 'market', where food like fruit and vegetables were being traded. I wondered how that was possible, with such strong winds blowing through every once in a while. I was told the drafts came from the Endurance, a large spaceship that was being constructed in a hangar further down into the base.

In a second dream, the plot was apparently continued. I exited an underground area after a lot of puzzling, and possibly blowing up a passage blocked by collapsed rubble. This area wasn't like the base, it more resembled an abandoned and dilapidated subway. Anyway... Once on the surface, I found myself in a major city, possibly NYC, which looked like it had been nuked. All that remained of the once proud skyscrapers were tall and partially molten down metal skeletons. There were a few people roaming the streets, looking ragged and dirty. Survivors. One man stood in front in the middle of the street, and tried to get their attention. I think he was a politician. I think he was calling for elections, saying it was man's last chance at restoring some semblance of order to society.

In my last dream, there was something with Dinobot from beast wars. He ran his own special base outside of the Maximals or Predacons. When my group showed up there, the dream showed Dinobot sending all the humans at his base into hiding. There was a lot more to that dream, but I couldn't remember it, even though I tried! There was something with a jail.

--

In the dream before that, I was in this car. My actual car was behind it. Somehow my actual car started running with no one in it, and drove straight into the road, by the local Laundromat. I thought some snow banks would stop it, but it went through them. I tried to follow it, honking my horn, to alert people. A big red hummer thing couldn't get out of its way. I looked for damage. There didn't seem to be any, but still, the driver was mad. It was my friend, G B. I realized it was a dream. I was like, "Wait, G B, It's a dream! We don't have to go to court! Lets just go fly!" And he was surprisingly like, "Woah, dude! Thanks for telling me! So, how do we do this?"

I said we would have to rub our hands fast. So I started rubbing my hands and the dream got a little more stable. But I was really anxious and lost the dream.

--

There was a dream with all this fighting. That was between the above two. We were pouring Ramen Noodles into the dirt because the Ramen Noodles became yellow worms that nourished the nearby pond. At one point we were forced into the military. I was mocking my friend for trying to have a fake positive attitude about it. During another part I was arming myself with a dream version of my samurai sword.

--

In an earlier part, before the car crash, it was in a school. Someone made a rap line like, "I got a place in my heart for cruel thugs. I like to give people school hugs."

--

I recorded a lot more on my voice recorder, but this is just off the top of my head. There was one really cool part I wish I remembered. I was flying around. I think I was lucid. I looked up and could see neon things in the sky. I could sense it was cool, but it was so far back in the dream, I couldn't remember. After that I was supposed to pay some land scapers 80 dollars, but they paid me 80 dollars instead.

Eventually there was something with this crazy area flat type of game, but more intense. I created a "save state" like in some emulators, within the dream, because I got to a tough point. At the end it was like these gaps I had to jump over.

Then it transformed into someone smoking a cigarette near me, and me getting mad at them. I forgot how they reacted, but it was in my voice notes.

I missed the dream sign of seeing grey smoke, but not smelling it. I even wondered where the smell was, but didn't think to state check.

--

I think there was an earlier dream too. Its all in my voice notes. I guess it will be a surprise then when I hear what it was! Oh yeah. Now i remember. My first round dreams was really blank. I think it was eventful but I had only remembered like one or two details.

Date of Dream: THU 29 MAR - 2018



Dream No. 301 - Flying With The Traffic

I don't remember most of this dream. Of what I can remember, my family and I were in the car park of Stud Park shopping centre. Our extended family was over as well because it was Easter. We were going to go back to our house for dinner. My dad said there wasn't enough room for everyone in the car and so I said that I could fly home. Both my parents gave me a funny look but then I showed them by getting into a “hoverboard” position. I was standing upright, knees slightly bent, like I was on some invisible hoverboard.

They went for their car and that's when I decided to start heading for home. Although I was flying as my own self, my travelling methods felt like that of a car. I would always aim for one lane of the road, which at the start, I was flying in the left lane. I was afraid though that I would be too slow for the traffic and that a car would come up and hit me, potentially knocking me down and running me over.

At one point, all these public transport buses were appearing and starting to hog the left lane. I could have stayed in the left lane but then I felt I would have been going to slow. So just like driving, I checked the other lanes and then went over into the middle lane to overtake. That's all that I can remember about this dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None



Type of Dream: Non-Lucid
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes

Points:
Non-Lucid Fragment (0.5)



NOTE 1: I figure I've actually still been doing points incorrectly; a full lucid dream is 1.0 isn't it? So I've got to go back to some of my previous dreams and fix the points for them. Total points won't be calculated in this journal until I go back and fix my previous ones.

NOTE 2: TAFE is done but I am sadly in the middle of a massive dry spell, therefore hindering the potential of competition scoring. Dreamy WB has been absent for a lot of dreams! Dreamy WB's absence has unfortunately also increased my general vulnerability in real life. Now that the tests are done, I need to work hard to get her back, or at least have another dream guide place me on dream-life support until she gets back.



As of 1:12 PM (AEDT)

Total Points Overall = 43.0

Maybe in order to get Dreamy WB back, I need to go to Murray again. You guys haven't heard from him in a while... Because he screwed me over when I had a mid-term Advanced Diploma test. I thought I'd experiment with what it was for him to take me into a test, so Dreamy WB was there but she just sat back while Murray was being the little voice in my head. Unfortunately when I got the results, I found out I only just passed with 53%. So when I got back home, I "told" Murray to not come back until Advanced Diploma was finished for the term and that was actually a good choice I think. Dreamy WB had me independently for the rest of the term, just like it was at the start, and I got back to getting 70s and 80s. Murray's personality isn't altered at all, so it was the principle of that he's the brawn of the gang and therefore the least brainy. But now that Dreamy WB's gone missing for a whopping third time and I've got a massive dry spell, not being able to recall a lot of dreams; Murray may need to come back now because he was good as acting as a substitute in the past... Just not sitting tests with me.

Created Wednesday 28 March 2018

Got a WILD, DILD, non-LD, and a fragment to note. Said non-LD was bordering lucidity, though I was only missing an ounce of awareness to mark it off as such.

Scrap Group 1
Walking around a park lake during a calm night.

WBTB which lead to some frustrating insomnia. Still retained enough patience for a WILD.

Dream 1 - Spring Lucid Dream Competition - Day 12 - Part 1

WILD transition in bed with blurred visuals. I felt quite dizzy. Found myself in a grey void, where I sensed something was going to chase me.

Got warped back to bed. I stumbled out the door to the lounge. The dream was deteriorating, so I spun and thoroughly rubbed my hands. I tried walking out the glass door to the back yard, but couldn't. I then spun to teleport, and indeed warped... all of eight feet to the stairs. The blurriness was getting disorienting. I uttered for clarity and brightness, to no obvious effect. Next, I walked towards the front door, which somehow got further and further away. So, I flew as fast as I could, only reaching hustling speed, but still enough to catch up. Once there, I phased through the door, first sideways, then turning forward once halfway through.

Warped again. I was outside in the balcony of an unknown building. My sight distorts to a third-person perspective, where I see myself in several side and top angled shots. Some focus realigned my vision. I tried purposefully discorporating my sight again, but this destabilized the dream, and I woke up soon afterwards.

Dream 2 - Spring Lucid Dream Competition - Day 12 - Part 2

Scene 1 - Rewind That Crash
The visuals were blurred. I falsely awakened in the trunk of a van. My cousin's husband, Felix, was driving, and my brother Doug was there as well. We were inside a parking garage, looking for a space. Eventually, we did find a place to parallel park, though it would've required some extraordinary spatial senses to fit our vehicle there. In lieu of finesse, Felix opted to brute-force the van there, heedlessly crashing the surrounding vehicles, though I jumped out before any collision occurred. Felix seemed to think this had no lasting consequences, but it was obviously not the case.

I kinda figured this wasn't real, but only in-so-much as if this was a very deep daydream. So, I practiced time control, first slowing it, then travelling backwards, just far enough before the crash. Things warped.

Scene 2 - Vs. Recoome
The visuals were blurred. I was in an episode of Dragon Ball Z. Still 'semi-lucid'. I was in Namek, fighting against the barbaric Recoom. In the blink of an eye, I was kneed in the gut, then slammed face-first through the dirt. The brute then placed me in a surfboard hold. I shook out, and responded with a backflip kick, knocking my opponent into the sky. I then fired an arcing ki-blast up at him. Before Recoome could dodge, I flew up behind him, and kicked him downward. As he fell, the projectile divided into four or five, and each shot struck true. I soon found Recoome below in a smoking crevice, barely conscious and missing both his arms.

Not too clear how this ended.

More sleeplessness before a transition.

Dream 3 - Spring Lucid Dream Competition - Day 12 - Part 3

The visuals started very blurred. I falsely awakened in bed, disoriented. Soon, I hear Burst Man's theme sounding. This prompts thoughts on prospective memory checks, yada yada yada. Cue lucididty.

I flew up as part of a reality check, then phased through ceiling. Got warped to a white void. So, I spun in place to teleport. I end up in my home's lounge, hovering in mid-air. I thought of shrinking myself, but it wouldn't of been much fun without anyone else around. So, I called my guide, E, uttering her name various times, but got too anxious when there weren't any immediate results. As I looked around, I spotted various dark-haired women mulling about. One was attending a baby, while two or three others were watching TV in the living room. It was too blurry to identify either of them as my guide, not that I sensed her presence to begin with.

Best preoccupy myself. I turned towards the door, then charged a yellow aura around me. With this increased vigor, I tried blasting off through door, but could only fly at about running speed. Still, I phased through without a problem. I ended up outside in an unknown urban environment. Forgot what else occurred. It took about a minute or so before the dream ended.

The dream scene was a ski resort that was fairly empty. The dream didn't really take place up in the mountains but more on the bottom part with the ski lodge and other buildings. There were a few buildings with activity going on. It seemed like there was sort sort of party going on in one of the buildings.

My thought is that I'm leaving and going into another building finding a room to go into. There was an idea that it was a Saturday and some people were drinking and some were not.

One of the views is outside of the main building that was like a ticket office. There was an owner of the entire place speaking generally about a line the people would get into, my view was of these two paths made by bootprints in the snow up to the building.

At some point I'm over by a different building and it looks to me like there are boys playing a game of hide and seek. I can see from below and boy hiding behind boxes peering out at someone else in the distance. It looked like we were on some sort of bridge that led to another tall tower. Further was a huge chasm in the snow about 20 meters wide. The tower starts to move as apparently I'm in it. It moves very slowly and loops back around to the ticket office.


I woke up during these dreams and had sleep paralysis. The first was on my side and didn't lead me back into a dream. The second time I laid flat on my back and was immediately shot with paralysis which startled me a little bit. I stayed calm and steadied my breathing. I was trying to think of another scene but the only thing that came to my vision was this image of yellow sparks in my face.

I dreamt I was in a dark void again. This time coloured energy waveform meshes were doing there thing. Each one was associated with a different emotion.