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Alright I guess I could post something, so here it goes(this is an old dream, but this dream got me to join DV).

This is one of the nightmares I had during the time I was terrified of Voldemort from Harry Potter, so I knew these people in the dream were death eaters.

My mom and I were at the store and when we walked out, there were these two guys sitting on a trunk of a truck staring at us and when we got in the car and drove off, I looked behind us and saw that those two guys were chasing us, but riding on bicycles. I climbed through the back of the car(it was a Honda Odyssey) and closed the trunk(we also had the two back doors open o_O). Then when we got home, there was a knock at the door and we saw some lady looking through the window and she had cats all around her and she was holding a knife and she looked like she was screaming. My dad kinda held me back(like both trying to hide me and not really) so I knew that she was trying to get to me. Then I opened the garage door and about 20 people were standing there(and one was my brother ). Then the dream ends after that.

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Remember being with some kind of dragon and we hating each other.

Remember being in front of the cell of Nathan and trying to talk to him, not sure if I ever went inside to talk with him or what.

Some huge building, not sure what I was doing there… fly down at some point down to the ground and then make a shield I think.

01.04.2013

Fearsome Fun (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Looking in the mirror, I notice that my teeth have become grotesquely crooked. I push on them, hoping to force them back into place. Instead, I succeed in accidentally dislodging my two front teeth. Desperately trying to stick them back into my gum, I decide that this must be a dream.

A reality check proves me correct.

Upon becoming lucid, the atmosphere changes. A dark red and black haze takes over my vision as my reflection turns twisted and evil. My eyes are empty black pits, and my mouth appears horrid and full of decay. After a moment of initial startlement, I decide to have some fun with this.

I make horrifying faces at myself in the mirror, laughing evilly at how terrifying I am. No horror movie villian has ever looked as gruesome and wicked as I do. This will be fun, indeed.

I stalk out of the bathroom through the rest of the house, making more scary faces and wailing like a hideous wraith at each person I come across. They all scream in terror, eyes wide and frozen in place with fear.

I was at some hotel, and I think I had some starwars app on my phone. I was messing around with it for a while, and I went into another room, and this lady was asking me to watch her dogs. She worked there or something. Anyways, they all started heading out of the door, and I had to get them back inside....it sucked.

So yesterday i was very tired and decided to just sleep with no LDs intention.. here's what happened..



Here's the dream journal i wrote:
"So it's been 12 days since new years comemoration but that kind of reflected on my dream.

First i want to make sure that i was not lucid (need to work a bit more on my aproach to LDs),So the in the dream i was in my bed (could be FA) and i looked at the window and saw the sky with a lot of balloons floating around every where.

So i went to the balcony and got one of the thousand balloons floating around that fell on my "deck",and at this moment my dog was trying to fly just like one of the balloons and it actualy floated a little but then i thought i didnt want to lose my puppy dog. Then i took my dog into the house so no tragity could happened.

Then inside home i was feeling kind of lighter (almost like i could hover) cause the balloon was between my legs.

So after that i went petting my other dog,and as i pet, it's head came off just like a puppet one.
I was like: 'DAFUK DID I JUST DO?!'.. and sundely i woke up."

What a fu#@ing weird dream huh? ~

Dark Outlines
Recall: 9/10
Sleep: Nap
Sleep Position: Unknown

My mother has the paper out, looking at what's playing at the movies. I notice an anime movie and say I want to see that one. We go to the show and I'm surprised to see my mother watching this anime with me. The movie is separated into television show episodes, and shows the website they downloaded it from in between episodes. Pretty shoddy and most likely not legal.

I have a passing thought about a shooting, and next thing that happens is some asshole starts shooting up the place with a machine gun. I realize I made that happen by thinking about it as I lead my mother to safety.

After some running, I'm walking away from a cabin deep in the woods. It's really dark, and everything around me is just a dark outline. I recognize that this is a dream and it's fading fast since I'm only taking a light nap. I figure I might as well do something with it while I have the opportunity.

I turn around and start running back to the cabin, relying on the brisk movement to stabilize the crumbling dream. As I go down a hill on the path, I change from running to riding a mountain bike. The extra speed from going downhill on the bike stops the dream from degrading further, but everything around me is still just a dark outline.

I jump off my moving bike into the air and try flying. It's tough to get going at first, and I'm stuck with swimming physics. I flap my arms in the air like an idiot until I start moving and gaining height, but but my flying still remains clumsy. I have a passing thought that this is going to look bad in my DJ since I'm supposed to be a master of control. I fly off to a river and land.

Everything is still just dark shadows except for the water, which looks like a bad CGI. I decide to navigate the rocky banks to interact with the dream and make my way down to the river. Still, everything is just dark shapes. Then I notice a couple of sail boats that are crisp and clear, full color. I focus on those since they are the only thing that is really stable and the rest of the dream begins to flesh out. Then I wake up when I get called for dinner.

Another lucid wasted on flying. I should have tried to force another procog dream to get the winning lottery numbers. Guess I was too distracted by everything being so dark.

I am in a room with some big black dudes with huge muscles. I am actually a black dude as well, with the muscles and what not. I have gained their trust. They tell me I am now one of their brothers as we put our heads together and do a hand shake thing, more like a hand grab.


Dream skip

I am in a room sitting at a table with some younger kids still in high school (now my normal self). We are playing a dare game. They dare me to get pricked by one of those finger poking devices that check you blood, where ever they decided to do it. I disagree to play the game and leave the table, but Jesse gets pissed and is almost threatening me that he is going to do it anyway. He has a knife out now teasing me like a fucking bully. I am threatening him now to stop, but he continues gesturing stabbing me with the knife.

Dream skip

We are in my kitchen now and he still seems to want to stab me. He has a double sided blade. I try to change his actions saying the knife looked cool. He jokes about throwing it towards me like a professional and sticking me in the neck with it. He then says he will take me outside and teach me how to use it.

Dream skip

He is at the door to my room now and is starting to become a bit nicer. He offers me a some sort of knife with the McDonald's logo all over the handle. I act very pleased and say it is an awesome gift. He is happy I am happy and it is like a truce. I am glad he is done fucking with me.

Dream skip

I am at my grandmas house alone. I am going to take a shit on the pot when I flush, but figure out it is not connected to a drain and just goes straight to the floor. I panic thinking goddammit this sucks, now there is shit all over the floor. I then think I have fixed it or something because I have to go again. I am done and get up to realize there is only a toilet seat and no bowl and the water and shit just covers the ground. I think I forget about it, I am not sure. I am in the living room now lying on the couch. I remember thinking about the toilet downstairs and the other one up stairs at my grandma's house IRL work just fine. I don't seem to realize I am dreaming though. Grandma asks me if I want to go with her somewhere and I see the person picking us up is from the black family at the first part of the dream. It is a lady in a blue vehicle. I don't want to be caught, because apparently I was undercover back at their place. I kind of forget about grandma because I think the dream just changes and I am somehow I at my house outside. I see a black car pulling up. I see it is one of the black dudes I grabbed hands with. I hide behind the garage. I watch him get out of his car and put something in another car already parked there which was a dark green grand dam which we don't have. I accidentally walk out into sight thinking he won't recognize me cause I am white now. I turn and see my neighbor's golf cart setting there. There is a dog in the driver's seat with paws on the wheel and bottom ones on the gas like a human. Dog looks exactly like this.


There is another animal in the passenger seat, but I cannot remember cause I was watching the dog drive towards me thinking a person put it on there. The black guy is gone so I go into house. I pass our neighbor walking by as I look out of the window, watching her carry off two kittens. My uncle jay and his daughter is there which is a baby in the dream (a child IRL). I have her on my lap showing her outside through the living room window. I see my neighbor friend, Devin, playing catch in the yard with his little brother. The baby is pointing at a red door that is for some reason attached to a big rock. She is talking almost in full sentences about it now. I am saying to her "Ya that's a red door, but it doesn't go anywhere" which I knew somehow. I am eventually in a version of our house that has similar things in the right places, but they are different (like different fridge, features, etc). I am with my uncle Jason, my cousin Madison, and another girl who is supposedly our cousin. We have a pizza sitting out on the middle island counter in the kitchen. We are talking about what makes the quality of a pizza go down. Madison is saying something about toppings or whatever. I am thinking it is how long you wait to eat it which Jay pretty much explains exactly as I was getting ready to say it. I explain it makes the freshness decrease as you wait. We are still hanging out and eating as Jay who is fit IRL, is doing some sort of workout on the island counter (literally on top of it). I can tell he is trying to impress the girls. I am fit IRL but not as fit. I am just like damn as he doing some impressive Olympic shit. It seems as if he is hitting on Madison, but I can tell she has no interest because she doesn't pay much attention. My other girl cousin is trying to hit on my uncle doing some stretches to attract him and shit like that. We end up all sleeping in the same bed except for the other cousin who is on the ground. Jay is on the left side next to his daughter. I am next facing the opposite side of the bed next to their feet. Madison is next to me on the right side, but she is on the opposite side of the bed with her feet next to my head. I see Jay gently petting his daughter's head as she falls asleep. The other cousin on the ground is making moaning sounds trying to get Jay's attention. Madison looks at me with a blank stare like wtf. I look back at her and laugh trying to hold it in. Dream takes a weird turn here. I look up at the ceiling next to the wall facing my head. I see small piece fall out and blood starts dripping. It breaks off more and more as blood is now pouring onto the floor. I say out loud " Ugh, that is not good..." and Jay gets up in terror of whats happening upstairs. We both get up to run and check it out when I wake up.

Two days ago I had three lucid dreams in a row. I counted them just as only one because they happened in a very short time and each one was very similar in character to the other.

In all of those dreams I entered them without being asleep, directly (so I think). The dream begins with a vibrating sensation or chills. Then I feel that my body literally gets up from the bed and adopts an upright position, precisely using the left side of bed that is the one I use to get up normally. When I get up I grazed the books on a shelf that are just too close to my bed. I walked, or rather I am headed to the door of my room that is closed. It's funny, because in this case I opened the door to the contrary, that is outward rather than inward. Step by in front of the bathroom and then to the living room. Then I head for the front door, open it and I'm on the street. It is night, and the front of the house is dark, but I can see the trees that stand against a clear blue sky. As I have already dreamed this so many times, I want to change the dream and rotate my body quickly. I open my eyes and I'm facing a closet, I opened the door and see a life size clown. I get angry and take it out of the closet and violently crashed it against the floor. I wake up.

I am spending time with my Dad, his wife Michelle, and my brother Miles. Some type of confrontation goes down in the parking lot I don't recall very well. We are at a Mexican restaurant eating and conversing. Dad is drinking with Miles when he says something that Miles doesn't like. Miles gets up and leaves. Dad is drunk at this point and continues to tease him as he is walking out. I hold him back which makes him want to act more like a fool than he already is. He is getting out of hand and yelling becoming increasingly pissed. I have a hold on his arm behind his back not letting him go anywhere. Some idiot states the obvious saying "This guy has had to much to drink" I look at him and say something like " Oh you think so" in a sarcastic manner, not taking it too seriously. He is becoming out of control as we make our way to the front counter, him pulling me as I hold his arm behind is back in an attempt to restrain him. He is just super pissed as I am telling everyone to call the cops knowing he will just get worse as he is drunk. At this point he is losing it and this part gets to me. I was thinking in the dream that he has gone a bit over the top this time. I am now in front of him holding him back from other people now. He looks as if he has been pushed to the limit of sanity, his face being beet red. He pulls out a gun and shoots right past me, being in the direction of his gun. I wake up still with some adrenaline pumping. I believe he was trying to shoot a person I was holding him back from. I remember thinking in the dream I just wanted to hug him to make him stop this madness because it bothered me seeing him act that way.

01-13-2013 -- [Any earlier bits are long gone.] I find myself waiting in a ride line at Disney. It is a very long queue and lots of people in line. Occasionally the line has fallen behind because somebody hasn't moved when the line does, and suddenly we find ourselves moving fairly large distances in the line, and sometimes passing people in the other line unexpectedly.

Eventually get to the front of the line, and it seems to have been the line for a roller coaster. The person seating people seems to be Shawn Spencer (Psych), and he is just about to get off work, and is upset they are forcing him to seat a few more people before they let him get off. But finally he is let off, right after he seats me in the front car, and he climbs into the seat behind me.

The ride almost immediately turns into a log ride, though it is a very simple (and not very great) one, since there is one tall ramp, followed immediately by the big drop and the end of the ride. Since Shawn is right behind me, unhappy, and seems to be trying to prank me or something, I am actually kind of turned around in the log, keeping an eye on him, instead of the ride, itself. When we are just about to drop down the ramp on the other side, I turn around fast, but because of the motion, I look really strange in the on-ride picture (which is projected while we are still on the ride.)

The splash-down is fairly large, and I get nicely soaked, and soon we exit the ride. We seem to exit about where we would from the Matterhorn at Disneyland, and it seems we are at Disneyland, since there is a parade going right by us. We're trying to figure where to go next. The easy path to Main Street and the exit is blocked by the parade. There is a close parade crossing that we could use to head over to the Frontierland area, but it would be a long walk. Or we could head the other way and move on to Tomorrowland. Shawn is even thinking of leading me backstage, but we know that could cause trouble.

About this time, we run into Michael Murphy, whom I haven't seen (in dream or real life) in many, many years. We're just chatting for a few minutes, when he suddenly remembers something, and hauls out a sort of soda bottle, and tells me something like "It works. It still works." He explains that he fills the bottle daily with some red liquid that is not the soda I thought it was. Instead, it is some kind of gunk that he has kept in the freezer that I gave him many years ago.

It is something like the mushroom stuff that Pat had given me, that is supposed to continue growing, and be really, really healthy for you. I gave it to him, and he never believed it would work, but eventually it did, and for years since, he has taken some of it every day in the soda bottle and drank it during the course of the day. I ask him what it does for him, and it turns out he has no idea. But it is something Chinese, and he figures he can ask for information at a Chinese food cart right next to us.

It tastes slightly weird and quite sweet, and looks kind of like a sweet and sour sauce. He asks the Chinese lady at the food cart if she knows what it is, and what kind of health benefits it might have, but she only seems to be annoyed with him, and doesn't want to talk to him. Instead she tries to wander off. We try to follow, but she goes up a ladder and through a hatch, and as we are considering following, the hatch is becoming harder and harder to open, and the ladder is becoming less and less stable.

It has turned into the entrance into some sort of strange business involving buying and selling things. By this point, Geoffrey from Waiting For God is here, and is kind of in charge of the business. There are six people who each have a portion of the business. One has 3 clients, another has 4, 5, 6, 7 and 8 for the last one. Each client is represented by a coin or some other small token, and a different type of token for each person.

For some reason, though they are in charge of their clients, they are all being told to give me their tokens, so I will get the money and credit for all their work. They aren't pleased with this, of course. I am neither pleased nor displeased, but I can remember the last time I had to do all the work for all the clients, and got no credit, so this does seem to be balancing things out. Very strange.

Suddenly I find myself driving in a familiar area, perhaps on Harbor in Garden Grove. It is an area I have driven a lot in dreams, but I don't think it really is a place from real life. I think I have just gone over an overpass hill, and am now coming up to a light where I will make a left turn and head north to drive a couple of miles and reach Disneyland again.

I'm walking down a long hallway. It is reddish yellow and more like a square duct terminating in a wooden door. I remembered that to enter a lucid dream one of the resources is to assume that all doors lead to lucid dreaming. I open the door to another hallway that has doors on both sides. I travel the corridor quickly and looked toward those rooms. In each one there seems to be corpses (I guess), but everything happens very quickly because I move too fast almost like flying. Semi-lucid and confusing dream.

I had a dream that my boyfriend and I went to the airport so he could catch his flight back home (he lives in Mexico; I live in the US). After we said goodbye and he left, I went looking for someone who could tell me when the next flights to Mexico were to have an idea of when we could get together again. Not too long after we went our separate ways, I turned around and saw him behind me. I was surprised to see him there, as his flight had already begun boarding. Surprised, I asked him why he was still here, but I woke up before he had a chance to reply.

After going back to sleep (I don't know what time it was when I woke up, but it was still dark), I had a dream that I was at a party. I saw a girl there who looked familiar; I recognized her to be Ashley (my tulpa Link's girlfriend, who has a different host). I thought that I should tell Link that Ashley was there, since he'd be happy to see her, but then I remembered that tulpae can't see other people's tulpae (somehow, it didn't occur to me that I shouldn't be able to see her, either).

Lucid 1: I was at school next to the astro, did a nose plug RC, and it passed so I was like woo!!! Started talking to people asking them random questions. (FLIP! Forgot TotM! D Then the dream faded...

Lucid 2: I was in my last year's English teacher's room, talking to her, and then I realized the classroom looked different, so I did the nose plug RC and it worked. Then I tried to do other RC's but they wouldn't work, so I was a bit confused, but then I just ended up talking to classmates and grabbing some random half-Russian half-English book? Then the dream faded.

Happy that I had LD's but pissed that I didn't remember to do TotM!

Don't remember much of this dream, was woken up abruptly, thus was having hard time remembering stuff.

I was in some room, watching videos on the monitor. There were bunch of people around me, mostly random people, but parents were there too. Apparently we were watching some sort of news channel, there was stuff like planes crashing and ships sinking on it, i was laughing for some reason. That continued for some time until like half of people left to do some other things, then i switched to some animation video, which had mix of characters from different cartoons, animation series and games(don't remember most of them tho), in one of episodes that i remember, Duke Nukem was shooting at some enemies in the desert and then running super-fast into some sort of hanger. At the end of the dream i was thinking if i should go to sleep or continue watching(Ahaha).