I was dozing off and thinking about an episode of Supernatural I'd just watched. I see Sam walk into a house to investigate something, and I clearly see the door swing open and the layout of the kitchen. Then I am startled awake, and I realize the thought crossing my mind briefly became a dream.
So basically. I was on a train with my dad, looking out the window. I saw really strange things. Like. Unexplainable things. Anyways, a while past very fast and the train crashed, into the middle of a rainbowy field with shifting colors everywhere. It was just as if there were northern lights everywhere I watched, in every direction. I told my dad and a random Swedish guy who somehow was with us, to watch the beautiful sky. They wouldn't reply. A while passed and my dad decided to go somewhere, and I decided to follow him. Surprisingly, I was really sure that there would be a lot of nazis where we were going, so I told my dad exactly what I thought. He just replied with "there are no nazis here, don't worry" , although I saw swastikas EVERYWHERE. A while passed and the path we walked on led to some suburb where there were a lot of immigrants. "See? No nazis", my dad told me. I decided to start to talk to some of the children who where drinking vodka o .O They asked me if I could get them weed. I told them sure, take my number and I'll call you sometime. They refused to take my number and told me that they couldn't trust anyone from "the outside". I lied, telling them that my friend lived in the area, and that I was coming to visit. They didn't believe me. After that it all went blank.
NOTES: - photo above was my computer's desktop background since I thought of trying TOTM - was reading Sivanson's and Sageous' thread - slept around 9:20 pm - did Triple Gem, breath focus, loving-kindness, 9 purif. breath, and let myself go to sleep without willing to lucid, only to remember - woke up in the middle of the night, willed myself back to sleep after telling myself it's a WBTB (I didn't stand up and do normal stuff though). - woke up around 4 am. LUCID: I woke up finding myself right outside of our house in my hometown right at noon. I realized with excitement that I am lucid, and started to wonder what to do. Then I remember the TOTM! I stood and looked at the sky. I looked up at the sky and willed it to snow. It was high, freakin' noon, with only a few clouds and a warm sun. Also, I never experienced snow in my life (it never snows in our country). I raised my arms and looked at the clouds, and the sky started to darken as the clouds move to my command. Then it becomes night, but still no snow. However, as it became night, I saw the aurora borealis! It was lovely (we never see auroras here in our country)! But then it wasn't my goal. Not yet, and I let it dissipate. I continued willing it too snow, and I then felt the first cold snow drop on my arms! I was ecstatic! It was a slow snow, and it didn't pour down as strongly as I wanted to, but it snows! Then I started singing, "We wish you a Merry Christmas" while walking back and forth in our yard. I can barely remember it now, but I chose it because it's such a short song. I remember singing the part "Good tidings we bring" and then "We wish you a Merry Christmas" again. Finally, I thought it is time to go up and the sky and talk to the person or being or anything that creates the aurora. I flew up and fell on our roof. I jumped again to fly but fell down again. I lost lucidity. NON-LUCID: I was inside my room in our hometown. It was dark; the light was off. I was worried because my computer might be connected the entire night. I was waiting for a jeep outside the street. The ground was wet. It looked gloomy, like rain just poured in our is about to. I am inside the mall, talking to friends. We were waiting for something. RF and Gg are there, along with a couple of guys. They look like two guys I know from college. Unimportant.
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12.17.2012Paper Earrings (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I didn't do a WBTB, so my dream recall is kind of skewed. All I remember for this one is that I'm helping something create some kind of poster for a presentation. They also seem to have their earrings made of paper as well since I colored in two dark gold ovals and quickly glued them on her ears. I told her good luck, and she doesn't really say anything to me, or at least my recall of her saying anything is bad. _________________________ 12.17.2012The Prehistoric Snake Creature (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm walking in a random neighborhood that seems to be derived of the one I'm currently at for winter break. I'm casually walking around in the morning time of the dream, and something feels weird near my feet area. I look down, and about 3-5 feet away from me is a creature that looks like a Prehistoric and fossilized Snake structure. The head of this creature was like semi-circle in a way, except there's a bump in front where the sides would crown around it. It has a transparent body structure where the body organs are easily visible; most noticeably the big glowing organ near the head and the start of its flexible spine. The best thing I can associate this thing's composition is the Resident Evil 4 Las Plagas parasite, especially the one that shows up when Leon starts hallucinating inside a shack where he would encounter the big sea creature later on. It had a slight light brown color for its body structure, along with a scaled lining that seems to be stacked under the head. The head was basically shaped like a broad arrowhead. It continues to follow me, and I try to walk slowly to see what this thing can actually do. I noticed that its arrowhead composition obviously points me out like a sore thumb. And if I try to make quick movements, it would sling itself like a slingshot and get even closer to me. So small movements definitely were the only option I had until I figured out a better plan. And I doubt I was able to find that "better" plan. _________________________ 12.17.2012Flirting is Not Working (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm talking to this girl that I used to have for my English AP Lit Class in High School, and she seems to be kind of dull and stoic. I tried having a decent communication with her, and I believe there's someone else that we both had to meet to talk about something. I tried flirting with the girl, I think? Whatever happens, she leaves the area without saying anything to me, she didn't even portray any kind of emotion that she was concerned about me or anything at all. I watch her open the door, and she quickly gets on a Maroon Bicycle that looks like the University's default bicycle service model. She rides the bicycle awkwardly, but that probably pertains to the actual model in waking life making one ride strangely in the first place. The trees outside are full of life, and even though the leaves are covering the sunlight, it's apparent that it's bright outside. It also seems to be slightly windy outside. _________________________ 12.17.2012God Lecture with Grandma (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm sitting at an auditorium of some sort, and the overall atmosphere is saturated with this yellow color. My grandmother goes on with this speech of the Christian God, and I'm really bored trying to listen to this. I try to block it out of audio, and there's a lot of people that are getting out of the area. I remain in my seat because of some weird reason of not trying to make my Grandmother feel bad. Eventually, I do leave, so HA! _________________________ 12.17.2012Dream Guide is Going to FREAKING KILL ME!!!! Or Not? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I remember the dream starting out where I'm walking around an area that's close to my apartment in waking life. It feels like its 4-5PM in the dream, since the sun is close to sunset. I go to the left and end up walking to the curve that goes in a "C" motion, with me starting at the bottom of the "C." Then I ended up going to the right side of the other "C" shaped path, and I hear a police car coming nearby. The car ends up being some kind of old car model that's bulky and a little too large to be in the car category. I also hear some parts inside jingling and close to coming off as well. Don't know what the cop was going to do, but he left to do whatever it is. I thought it would be for me since I just happened to hear the siren out of nowhere. The dream shifts where I'm apparently going out with this blonde girl (inb4DreamGuide), and she's kind of cute. However, I can't verify her age, so I don't try to do anything weird with her. She does seem obsessive over me, requiring that I'm with her, or else she'll threaten to kill me. She looked a lot like Catherine from the game Catherine, the succubus one. She looks like she's 16-18 years of age in this dream. I remember being at the top stair level in an auditorium, and she's sitting around the front area to get a good lateral view of the stage. I look at the back of her head, and she quickly turns around and locks in on me. I don't think she's trying to kill me, she's just using that so I can get her attention and possibly do a reality check. Unfortunately, I didn't do that, and she turns her head back to look at the stage. I believe that I decided I should go ahead and sit next to her, and she's obviously a big contrast from the dark room of seats with people in dark clothing. The stage is the main attraction with the yellow lights shining on the shiny brown wooden floor layering. The glow emits all the way until it hits the Catherine dream character that's wearing her default white costume, or at least just a white nightgown. There's a part where I'm taking out a sword out of a sheath, but it doesn't seem logical that the sword can come out properly if the design is having "X Y Z" stick in the middle. It's practically impossible in waking life, but it slides off the sheath with ease. I don't know where this part came into the dream, because my dream recall is slightly off right now after not paying too much attention to remembering my dreams. Considering she was one form I wanted my tulpa to be in, maybe I should use her characteristics for tulpaforging.....excluding the "pretend to kill you" part.
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Superpower I'm practicing my superpower. Some other people with the same superpower are doing the same thing nearby, so we're having a sort of friendly competition. It turns out that I'm better than they are, which is a satisfying feeling.
12-17 Last night's dreams involved a lot of emotional vulnerability. The first dream started out with me at Peet's; I was doing a cross between a literature assignment and closing the store. Ashley Cordero was there; I had to interview her, asking certain questions. I was worried about not getting finished, then packed up and left it for the next day. I vaguely remember looking at a map of New York, analyzing the sections and who lives there. This is just a fragment really, I can't recall the rest of it. The next dream involved chasing someone around the UCSC campus. We had been tasked with looking after a child, and we let them get away. Two perpetrators came and took the child, or mentally handicapped person, and made a gun gesture from super far away. Me and my posse had to get on after them. We went outside of the enclosure, and I looked to the right and saw the "ramp up to heaven," which was a cool trail that led up into another dream setting, but now wasn't the time to do that, for we had a baby to rescue! I turned back around and went to the Kresge parking garage. I saw one of the perpetrators, who was taking flights of stairs up to the next level; I realized I could climb on the outside of the structure, stepping on top of the tops of the rails for each level like a ladder. This way, I was able to head him off, and I cornered him while my friends came up behind. There was an "aha!" moment of confrontation. Then, I look behind me, after hearing a loud banging noise, and I see people trying to do flips onto a ledge. Another guy tries to go, attempting a gainer, but fails and hits his shin from underrotating, laughing. The same banging noise occurs. I get a good look at everyone standing around in the circle, and realize this is the parkour club. Becky was there, and I look at her and say "I didn't realize you had heterochromia!" One of her eyes was pale green, the other blue, like my grandma. I knew that this was my "in," since I knew the proper name for the term. She opened up, and we had a brief discussion again. Then the dream faded. Another dream involved repeatedly going to a smashfest and losing my temper. The setting was extremely dark, all around, and the home I had to go back to was a dirty backyard, with wet piles of shit everywhere, and tarp and poles stuck into the wet ground. I went back and forth, each time dealing with different emotions and becoming beside-myself angry. I rode away (on a bike?) one time, but fist-pounded Boback, so I knew he was in solidarity with me, or at least understood/forgave my behavior. This one was really early on in the night, so I don't remember that much of it. I would recount the different reasons that made me angry if I had better recollection. The most vivid dream, possibly because it happened very recently, involved working at a Peet's across the street from a big 24 hour fitness/gymnasium/haircutting complex, complete with gymnastics, rings, etc. Except I was working more at this sort of stage, learning how to do specific tasks. I go back into the gym complex, and talk to one of the guys at the front desk about getting a haircut. I've wanted a haircut for a long time, and although the last one was thirty dollars, and I was salty about that, I figured that it was time anyways. So the guy directs me to a seat, hands me a bottle of mousse, and then I rub it into my hair. He goes back to the front desk. After awhile, I go back, give him back the bottle, and ask if he's about to cut my hair. He says sure, let me just ring you up first. The haircut is $79.95. I flipped the fuck out! I was so mad! "Are you fucking kidding me?! What the fuck are you trying to pull here? I can't pay this!!" I was broke; I had thirty five dollars to pay for another one, expecting that it would just be a small amount. I storm away. Jonathan Hernandez is there, and he consoles me a little bit. He says that I should indeed just pay for the haircut; the barber does fantastic work! Look at this guy; watch. He goes up to someone working on a strange calf press machine, giving me eyes and subtly pointing at his hair, which is bangs done with a little gel, and says "OK, do this one really fast." Jonathan is in a position of authority, of course. He gets down on his knees to spot the guys legs, which start bobbing up and down with increased speed. "Great job." We walk away, and he says "See that?" He starts to console me, and gives me a 100$ Peet's card (later I would look at it and see that it says "Matt" as the name), and says to go and get it done. I can't though, I can't accept it. I walk back across the street to my living quarters/the Peet's training facility. The next time we have a training/work get-together, I enter the auditorium, and everyone pulls out alcohol and starts drinking. I can't remember if I partook or not, but that's really irrelevant. It was interesting to see the structured environment of work disappear, and crumble into a mess of irresponsibility and despair. I went back to my room, inconsolable. I'm sulking around in a bathrobe, dirty, and I heard that my mom was coming around. Muffled voices. "You know how he is, he's in his room." I get ready, standing there in the threshold, and the steps stop. My mom comes in, and I give her a big hug. Analysis: A lof of these dreams deal with feelings of being trapped, panicked, inadequate, or angry or beside myself. There are examples around, which it seems like I might follow, but nothing that really satisfies me. I had a good deal of trouble falling asleep last night, but the thought that eventually did it was to really feel my own feelings. You ARE your emotions. Own them; they are your experience. So I let up on my defenses, which I think was a good thing, yet I felt very vulnerable in all my dreams. I am taking the paranoia and unease in my life, which previously manifested in trying to find a concrete set of rules to live by, and converting it into an unshakable, absolute confidence in myself.
Threw a party at my house. Same cop that arrested me irl was at the door questioning me. I outwitted him this time and he had no rights to enter my house where there were lots of people so he left. I was in school trying to go upstairs but kept walking into active classrooms and everyone was laughing. Was trying to go to a chemistry exam review but never got there which frustrated me. Also something about getting information off of someone's phone in my driveway and they showed up.
i was running like a triathlon involving swimming. i was with mell and dad and richards. the water washed up to wear we were walking a drug us out. it was cold water but wasnt that warm either, mayb cuzi had wet suite on. there were like all these little diomands in the water and ddddthey kept sukcing me towards the wall so i cud grab a bunch, the same thing happened to mel.. Then i dremped hayley and i kept sneaking into houses and having sex in showers. somtimes she wud scare me by going into the room before me and waiting a long time before saying anything, than shed try and scare me, lil bastard but then a maide evntually caught uss
3 am. I arrive at my old elementary school. We're about to play a game, most likely soccer. Walk onto the field area and notice that the school building is gone, it's just fields. Someone says there are no schools left in NJ. People start playing a game and I'm on the sidelines kind of sad because I don't fit in because i don't know how to play. It's like a game where people spread out, throw something into the air, catch it and then continue to throw it. Finally, i get involved. Sit at a table with my sister and another unspecified family member. Sister is a little unhappy to be with me. Several times i catch it and throw it. There are many hands in the air above me so that I cannot catch it. I throw a blue stuffed animal after several fake outs and then throw it but nobody catches it and it falls into the mud. There is the sense i did something wrong. All these people in uniforms show up and they are angry with our game. There is a sense of fear in the group but not fear that comes from having life in danger. There is a "commercial" in my mind of somebody eating chicken meat and preparing a beef stock like liquid. It's very thick. I recall that somebody once kept a stock for several year, using all types of meat.
Dream 1: Celebrities I am with my friend named "Boby Deol" (Bollywood Film Star) at his house. A girl named "Prity Zinta" (Bollywood Film Star) like my friend a lot and I can see how she trying to seduce me friend. But my friend is ignoring her. I advised my friend that she is a Star you shouldnt reject her. She is very beautiful. So my friend accepted her as his girl friend. After WBTB -> Dream 2: Paranormal Its Night time. We all came back to our house (My other house which is in other city) from anywhere. Everyone is going to their rooms and I am looking for the time when no one is watching me. I found the right moment and I went to my car. in Full darkness I am watching porn on Car LCD. And I am afraid what if some one come. Suddenly I saw some other members of home are coming into house I am afraid if they see me what will happen. car was already started. I pressed reverse gear to hide myself. But Know I cant reach to brakes. I am worries that my car will hit in behind wall. I stopped the car hardly and slept there. In very morning My dad came out and become surprised that Why I am sleeping in car. he awoken me up. And asked how you reached here? And I said I dont know. Then I get into my house saw there were a lot of families. then in day everybody was with me near the car and i was telling that I faced some paranormal activity last night. and suddenly some kind of liquid from a pipe and felt on everybody with strange voice. we thought that this also a part of paranormal activity. Dream 3: My Car Stolen I am going to my university. When I reached to middle way of my university there is something called red alert. I parked my car at the cng for a bottle of water but Police asked me to dont park your car here. I asked them I am coming back in 15 sec. I ran into Shop and when I came back i lost my car. I talk to police man and he said i told you not to park here. Then we both are finding my car. Its Raining now and we are in police station and its very fantasy Police station. A lot of green grass and decorated steps. etc.... I am worried a lot for my car and begging front of him.
I'm slowly gaining a little more recall but it's still pretty awful. All I remembered from last night was a small and quite uninteresting dream I was taking pictures in my room with my camera. It died so I took the battieries out to charge them up and then sat on my bed, pulling my shoes on before getting up and going outside. Although when I'd been in my room the windows had told me it was dark outside when I got out of my front door it was light and sunny, almost like summer, and I started to walk down the road, deciding to go for a run down to the stables. I pulled my headphones into my ears and started running towards the stables. When I got there I found Big Molly and started petting her nose. Then the dream ended
WILD 1 I started looking for my dream guide as I had been given this task the night before and just before attempting to WILD had instead, fallen asleep. :L Anyway, I heard someone trying to talk to me so I turned around and saw a blonde woman, her appearance quickly morphing to that of a very tall man. I believed this was just another dream character so I turned around and walked away. Upon my walk I came across a man floating cross-legged in mid-air. He had an omniscient and omnipotent (all-knowing and all-powerful) feel about his aura and had short dark hair, skin that was neither pale nor tanned, a lithe build and noticeable, but not any bigger than regular muscles. We started to talk (say hello) but when I’d laughed in my dream before I’d managed to jerk my body awake and it was fighting to move so I jerked awake and lost the dream. WILD 2 About 10 minutes later I attempted to re-enter the dream. I searched for the man again and as I knew what he looked like I found him easily. At first I asked him a question I can’t remember (thinking back it may have been how he was). After this I then asked him what I should do. This question refers to my current mind dilemma of not knowing what I want to do when I leave school as I have many options and I’m not really sure what I want to do (I want to be a doctor but I don’t feel smart enough) and I've read alot about dreams being used to solve problems irl. He told me “In the end, it’s your choice and your choice alone. Do what you want to, and what you can, do. However, (long pause) if you want my opinion, I think you should continue with your current goal.” I thanked him, ran out of things to say as my brain wasn’t working and, biding him a good day, walked off to leave him to what he was doing before I got there. I found my boyfriend and just chilled with him for a while until the dream ended.
This was a really strange dream. I'm really confused as to a - why is happened, and b - why I didn't realize it was a dream. Miss Kershaw (my head of year) came up to me and asked me for a podcast to play on our school radio on the 14th January. I felt really bad because I wouldn’t be able to give her one until the 19th so I offered to record one especially for her. Then the dream turned really strange and I became pregnant, giving birth to a child within 5 minutes and then watching the child age until old age and then die within about 15 minutes. This scared my dream self massively and I walked away, thinking it was just a vision but then there was a massive police investigation that got me involved, the police very confused when they discovered that the genetics matched mine and my boyfriends, both of us unrelated and far too young to have a 60+ year old child. Then the dream became hazy as I began to wake up and the dream was lost.
I got extremely bored in my Philosophy exam and was the result. WILD 1 I was in a dark room, remembering my past experiences I picked up a nearby black phone and phoned my boyfriend. I then found myself in a snowy wood with him, we started talking and I decided I had nothing to lose so I told him he was dreaming. We started to run down this little path before skidding to a halt. I asked if I could teleport him to the Falklands and he said yes so we arrived in the park at night. There were loads of beautiful stars visible in the sky so we climbed up to the top of the square rope climbing frame and lay on the top, watching the stars before I started to reminisce about the time I’d spent here, I knew I had to finish the dream before I lost it so I kissed him goodbye and left. The dream ended. WILD 2 I was stood in a dark and creepy forest, a wand in my left hand. I threw it over to my right as I am right handed and heard a movement in the trees and somehow I knew it was death eaters so I started firing random spell at the trees. Then someone who looks like my boyfriend ran out of the woods yelling “Ginny!” As soon as he saw me he grabbed my shoulders, colliding with me as he stopped and his face split into a grin. “Rose! Thank Merlin you’re safe!” At this point I realized this person was Scorpius Malfoy and we had a conversation. We eventually agreed that I could fight with him and as we started to run through the trees the bell rang and I was jerked awake, losing the dream.
I was at my friend's house and kept waking up all throughout the night. I think this dream occured sometime between the hours of 6:25-8:15. I was supposed to be held captive on a pirate ship. My boyfriend knew this and was worried about me, I was skyping him and he was on a train. I was also on the same train but he didn’t know this and I couldn’t tell him for some reason. Then we are all offered the chance to go into a better cabin, something is wrong as everyone is being watched on this train, like we’re being guarded. I go into this smaller carriage with red seats around a small table. I’m sat in this carriage with Rhian, Will, Beth M, little Cerys, another girl I don’t know and my boyfriend, who met me with just a ‘hey’ as if everything’s been fine. I return the greeting, should’ve realized things were strange but didn’t. I then started planning a Spanish writing Controlled Assessment that was about different countries, the sheet was like a table thing with the countries on the far left and different lines within the boxes. I looked up and asked which language we would be writing this in as I thought it could be different languages for each different country (eg UK parts written in English, Spain parts written in Spanish) and everyone laughs at me and I join in. My friend Will has a Scottish accent and he laughs and tells me “She gets 3 A*s on tests and can’t work out what language to write her Spanish controlled assessment in.” Dream ended.
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