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DJ Log: October 15, 2012 – 5:00AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am eating in a restaurant with a friend of mine, talking about random whatever. Once we finish eating, I walk toward the order counter to pick up something to go. As I approach the counter, I see the really hot blonde who I saw IRL just a day ago in the grocery store. As we pass, he looks into my eyes and gives me an irresistibly cute come-get-me grin. I pick up something at the counter and go back to the table. When I sit down, I see that the cute guy is sitting just a couple of tables away. I tell my friend about what happened yesterday in the grocery store.

When we're getting ready to leave, I walk out to the car first to roll up a cigarette. Once I roll up the cigarette, I get out of the car and see that my friend is talking to the blonde guy a couple of parking spaces away. When I look over, he looks directly at me and starts walking toward me. Not sure of what's happening, I freeze in place. The blonde guy walks up to me and says, "Hi, I'm Josh." I reply, "Hi, I'm Jim." We stare into each other's eyes for a moment, then he says, "I'll break the ice." He wraps his arms around me and gives me a really nice hug, then kisses me on the cheek. I suddenly wake up.

(Note: The guy I saw in the store IRL gave me the same cute grin twice as we were shopping. I should have said "Hi" or something. Curse me and my shyness.)

Yes, you read that right. I have successfully managed to WILD.

At about 12:30pm I decided I'd try and WILD again, I had a few bad experiences the last times I'd attempted this but my room was very light and it's been over 24 hours since my last medication so I decided nothing could go wrong. I put some pink noise and 10 minute restless to learning binaural beats through my headphones, set my alarm to go off 10 minutes later and lay back to try and fully relax my body until it were asleep. I kept reminding myself in my head that I would be dreaming when the next thing came into my mind and soon enough I could feel my limbs beginning to have a slight twitch in them and images forming in my mind.

I saw a coffee cup in my mind which then transformed to being on a desk that I was sat behind. I don't drink tea or coffee but I picked the cup up and took a sip. Looking down at myself I realized I had a smart business suit style dress and high heels on, neither of which do I normally wear. I had already convinced myself I would have been dreaming and by this point I had confirmed it to my brain. Looking up again the background of my position had formed itself into a typical office with a few plants in it. Laughing to myself I got up and started to walk out of the office, leaving the door and reaching a corridor.

As I got to this corridor I wondered if I could run in heels, normally I can't even walk in them so I gave it a go and sure enough, normal running, in heels that were at least 6 inches high. This time I laughed aloud, "Brilliant!" I exclaimed, reaching down to take them off as I stood in the middle of this grey concrete corridor. "Absolutely brilliant! ... I really don't like this dress..." After I'd thrown my shoes to the floor I started to unzip the dress, sliding it off my shoulders to find myself dressed in my favourite jeans and t-shirt. I looked up again and found the glass wall that was at the end of the corridor to now be right in front of me. For no other reason than because I could, I decided to jump out of this window thing.

As I started to fall to the ground, no glass impaled in me at all I realized I was in the centre of London. I hit the ground in a classic crouch with one hand on the floor, my first thought being 'Ow, my shoulder hurts.' As soon as this thought had entered my mind I realized that in actual fact, none of my body hurt. My conscious mind was aware that my limbs were twitching again, in correspondence to my dream actions so I stood up and began to look around me. "I have absolutely no idea where I am" I laughed, being completely useless at Geography. "Well this is great, I finally realize I'm dreaming and don't know where I am, typical Katie" I hit myself in the face with my hand, laughing at my own stupidity for both my lostness and the thought that had just crossed my mind. "Oh you are stupid sometimes. You're dreaming, you can do whatever you want to do!" I cried, grinning as I went to kick-off into the sky, intending to fly to where I wanted to be. As I got about 10 feet off the ground I had another brain revelation. "Wait, why fly, when you can teleport if you want?" As soon as this thought had crossed my mind I was no longer in the middle of London, a couple of feet off the ground but right in front of my boyfriend, who looked at me in relief.

As I threw my arms around him in a tight hug I smiled slightly. "I missed you" I sighed.
"You've missed me?!" he cried, hugging me tightly, "Katie, you've been missing for 20 days!" he exclaimed, pulling away to look at me properly. "I was beginning to think I'd never see you again!" I looked at him with anguish and confusion on my face.
"But, I was at work... in an office in London... I can't have been missing..." His expression instantly turned to one of pity as he studied me.
"Katie... you work in the RAF, you're a doctor, remember? You were taken from your office 20 days ago, you've never worked in London..."

At this point I lost my grip on the dream and it faded because my mind decided it had to remind me about the coursework I have due in tomorrow! But I'm quite proud I managed to get that far! This whole process lasted 7 minutes as when I removed my headphones after loosing the dreams I had 3 minutes until my alarm went off.

8:05 am

I saw an old man with a long beard teaching something.

I am playing a first-person game/movie. Someone was following me in that scene. I parkoured my way up a building, so I can catch the person. I also grabbed a hidden bow and some arrows with various effects: fire, poison, and acid. This game replayed a few times before. The person following me is an ally, so I don't want to hurt him. I just used a plain arrow to shoot the floor in front of him as he walks in, and ask him what his business was. The name "Gale."

We were fighting vampires. We were stuck in some sort of house or castle. I knew that a metal with a shape like a cross defeated them, but I can't find it. I kept looking around the place, and tried a few that looked like a cross, but not enough to be one. The vampires weren't affected. One was a spatula, I think. They're more like zombies, hanging outside the house/castle, trying to get in. If I shout "toad" or another animal (hound?), the vampires will flee. But like in any game, it has to be difficult. I see around four words in front of my 'screen' and they change rapidly. I accidentally chose 'tood' so it didn't work. I kept looking for the weapon.

An illusionist ally was trying to scare the vampires away. She uses a technique instead to summon toads. She uses an enchantment to transform the written word into toads (illusions?) to chase away the vampires. She burned the paper with the words into ashes, then enchanted the ashes so they transform into toads. Then I found the scissors! Shaped like a cross, perfect! Some of the vampires were already inside, and for some reason we called their 'parents' to tell them we have them. It sounded like they were our hostages. But we have to hurry, because they'll be here soon. I stabbed some vampires who were inside with the scissors, and they looked shocked and started running out. I chased them a bit, then returned. The ally who was 'chasing' me earlier was there, and he helped get everyone out of the area.

I was in a different area. There's a horse. A woman arrives riding the horse. She brought the werewolf guy's pet dog (looks like a smaller version of 'Lucky,' RS's pet dog). He carried him and ran really fast to bring him home. Then he ran really fast back. The woman was surprised. She thought that he'll bring him home using the carriage.

I saw them cross a stone bridge. There are a lot of trash on that bridge. People are cleaning it. It seems that it's their area. The place is used as a 'school' and when the school is out, the area is used by those homeless people to sleep or do business in (selling stuff). All proceeds go to tax, but at least they get to use the area for free when school's out.

6? am

I took a jeep to an unknown place. A target and a battle. "What is your 'why?'"

A 2D game. I summon trees to fight. It's like Heroes of Might and Magic, where my team is on the left side and the enemy is on the right.

A group of students learning from a master (or masters). If they want to survive (the cold), they need to cuddle together.

I was a Megaman type of character. I was younger than I am. My suit was removed from me by someone or something. My AI computer? I am in a dark room. I entered another dark room to get a floating gem (like you do in some computer games). It's like Megaman Legends, first-person. I'm too afraid to go around in the dark areas.

02.12.2012

12/02/12 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1. Peter Griffin (Family Guy) gets in a fight with a Fonzie knock-off over a parking spot (seems legit).

2. My mom decided to take me and group of others to a college to tour the psycology facility, without permission. We try to find the facility but end up in a welcom back party for a student who went missing. Since no one was inside we thought the food was for us and helped ourselves. I was standing by the door when the people in charge of the party come to ask if everything was ready. I quickly tell them it's not and they should keep the "guest of honor" distracted. They leave and I tell the others what just happened. They started to panic and quickly cleaned the place up and left. Security began looking for inturders saying that people should look out of a group of people running. I heard this and decided to calmly walk out.

A friend and I were visiting this weird organization from a previous dream, who had this weird display on tracks, with one section for each year and a few sections for individuals. For some reason one of us decided to walk into where next years would be, and this organization being run by the government, we were arrested. They apparently though we were going to be hiding money in their facility. We found ourselves detained in that area next to two individuals who had the same fate, an African-American woman and child. I made a semi joking comment that they would have to at least let us out next year when they opened the area to the public. My friend wanted to break out, so when we went to the public bathroom (they apparently didn't have a private one nearby), I met some friends from the club I run. They started forming a plan while I was urinating, which was unusual, considering the stream was like 20 feet long and and one guy just walked up to it and stood so close he was being splattered.

After I woke up I "googled" the ACA using whatever was left of the dream state, and found it had a similar logo to pepperidge farms.

i was in my house with someone, discussing what will hapen on the 21 of december this year. i wasnt that interested in that discussion because i was reading in a book (lucid dreaming by laberge, which i ordered yesterday but have not even received it) missed this dream sign. suddenly i see the date of that day and it was the 21-12-12. the other guy was saying that there will be a polar shift. and suddenly i feel like floating away, when i looked around every thing started to float. after a few moments of floating everything started to settle again. the other guy was freaking out about all this and saying that we have to search for food and stuff and getting to a safe place. but i was only facinated by the fact that the sun was setting on opposite site of my house.

then the dream became foggy.

and i am not much of a doomsday thinker

A very horror-core type atmosphere. There was a multi-level castle -- my memory of it is that it was Japanese-style, but this may have been a mistake. In many unspecifiable ways it reminded me of a videogame.

Somehow, I made it into a wide open area under the ground, where there was a terrifying monster resembling a D&D monster whose name I have forgotten. It was in some ways like a dragon, but very demonic.

There were other aspects to the dream, but much has been forgotten.

I’m pretty sure this was a WILD. I had a dream about missing my bus stop (http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/xyyz...top-41240/)and the tension caused me to wake up. I went back to sleep with the thought of missing my bus stop and doing some meditation as usual when I try to have a WILD. Then, I popped in a fairly small kind of green box. This was probably a randomly generated landscape from my brain. I knew this was a lucid dream. I wanted to fly but I knew it would take too much concentration, whereas I should have gotten used to my surrounding (which is kind of stupid, because it was a big green jelly box). I forgot to rub my hands and assure myself this was all a dream. I asked my subconcious what I’d be when I get older and my brain told me ‘architect’. Maybe this was just randomly generated as well, I don’t know. That’s all I remember - which is a bummer, because I usually remember my lucid dreams.

In this dream I was in a high elevation house. I saw somebody beating up somebody who seemed like my mom so I rushed and told my dad to come. I believe this all took place in our residential building in Toronto. I took two knives with me (one looked very weak, with a curve) and rushed down the stairs. I wanted to take the elevator, but the scary elevator prank video stopped me. In a rush, I actually tried to go up the stairs but found out the only way down was actually down. I saved the person with my dad alongside. I forgot what happened next, but the scenery changed to something like my school during the summer.

In this dream I was sleeping on the bus and my friends woke me up, only to tell me I missed my bus stop. The bus was still going in a wavy kind of road, with blue fence on the left side right after passing my house. Maybe I was going the direction where my friend lived, with the blue fence. I looked back to see my house. I pressed the stop button but there seemed to be no legit stop for the bus to stop at. I begged the driver to stop but he wouldn’t listen. With this much tension I slowly woke up. A part of me wanted to go back to the dream.

I'll be honest, I like any dream that isn't short, choppy and random, like this one was.

Inside of a large hotel. The entire inside of the structure was made of interconnected walkways, stairwells and elevators. All of the structure was made out of a rough concrete.
I was with my father, and he was leading me around the interior. There were people all over the place, people of all ethnic backgrounds. I can remember him telling me something about a ski resort.
After awhile, he got onto an elevator. The elevator was very small. I can remember it traveling up and down this giant bronze pipe, almost like a pneumatic tube. He pushed some button and left me without telling me where to find him.
Since I was in a Hotel, I went into this lobby room, where I met this family of three. I remember seeing their son first, laying on a couch in the lobby. I could tell, he was exhausted, and falling asleep.
Then this woman, I'm assuming that she was the mother in the family took out her laptop and some sort of holograph began floating around the room. I don't think that I woke up, I think that I lost the dream there.

This was a very long dream that I don't remember much of so here's a fragment:

I was flying over some water and there was someone chasing me, I was very uncomfortable and didn't want to be caught. I appear at an island with a large villa on it, this is where I know there's no way in hell I can survive the person chasing me. As I was admitting defeat, now walking toward the hostile with a "just get it over with feeling" I become lucid, I've never been this sure I was in a dream in my entire life, it was amazing. I'm 120% convince I'm dreaming. The hostile was flying toward me with probably 150km/h speed, and I grab the hostile in the air with telekinetic power around it's neck about 5 meters before he reaches me. The hostile becomes smaller, almost like a balloon that someone poked a hole in and dies immediately.

There was no hesitation, no issue with controlling my power as I was very sure this was a dream. Getting lucid & killing the hostile all happened in half a second, it was completely spontaneous and there was no questioning whether I could do it or not.

When the hostile was dead, I flew around the villa for a while, it was sunny and as vivid as my dreams get, I was trying to look for a woman to have sex with. Unfortunately there were none anywhere, I imagined one appearing around the next corner without success. I was pretty amazed, and I was talking to myself, and managed to make my voice sound normal. "I'm dreaming, this is a dream" "Increase graphics!" I also began spinning at one point. I was flying around for probably about 25 seconds or so, before I felt the dream was collapsing on me, I tried holding on to it by spinning but it didn't work.

This was a very enjoyable and exciting dream and I wish I remembered more about it. I had several dreams throughout the night and two lucids.

There was a very exclusive band playing on a stage, there was a football/party vibe to the whole thing, only a few people in the world had seen this band play. I'm on top of a stand and there's a good looking female reporter walking around interviewing people, just getting a comment out of each person, I had no interest in talking to her. She's screaming out loud asking if anyone else has an interesting comment to share. All of a sudden the man married to my mother stands up next to me and points toward me and says "he has a comment" I had no interest in talking to the female reporter.. But I said "I'm just chilling, bro" while being somewhat nervous and excited. This intrigued the reporter and for the first time she took an interest in someone for longer than just a short comment. And she asked me something about female to male attraction.

I answered with something like "I believe the most important thing is to be non-needy, and in order to achieve this you need to be able to show vulnerability. I believe a vulnerable man is an attractive man, and it's the most attractive attribute that you can have. If you show vulnerability and act like yourself, you'll not only disqualify yourself and seem non-needy, it will also display confidence which will later on end up in you not caring what people think of you, because you're comfortable displaying your vulnerable and true self. You wont be loved by everyone, but you will polarize people, to one side or the other, and very quickly know whether or not they like you or not, you will not only save time but once you actually find someone who likes you they will like you for who you truly are and not lies you've created to impress people." at the same time I think "I'd rather be hated for being honest and truthful than appreciated for my bullshit"

This impressed the reporter, and all of a sudden everyone knew who I was. I had polarized people, there were men who were jealous of all the attention I got, and I was hated by many, but I had some people who were truly in love with me. I appear right in front of the band, on a grass field that was lit up by party lights. There were drunk people everywhere. One of my friends noticed that one girl was particularly impressed with my speech and he pushed me all the way to her until I was standing right in front of her. I could sense that see was very uncomfortable standing that close to me, I was intimidating to her. But I spoke to her for a bit, brought her with me to the stage that I was now leaning towards with my back as she was standing right on front of me, I had her full attention.. I took her number, and at the same time her friends were trying to pull her away from there, they were in a hurry going somewhere. I made sure she didn't leave before I got the number. As she was holding my phone, calling her own phone from it, this other woman I used to be in the same school with, came up to kiss me without saying a word. I kissed her back, and she had several pills in her mouth and a lot of coke. I assumed it was extacy and spit it all out immediately. Now everybody around me got angry with me, and they started punching and hitting me repeatedly as I fell to the ground. I appear in a futuristic corridor.

So as from my previous post you can see that I was persuading into trying to WILD, however so far all three experiences have woken me with a start as I have been scared in all three occurances.

The first occurance is written out in the previous post and was undertaken in the morning at my boyfriend's house.

At about 8:30pm this evening I decided I wanted to give it another go. I put on some pink noise and some 10 minute restless to learning binaural beats. After a while I began to drift into my state of being very relaxed. It took longer than the first time did because I tried to resist the twitching of my limbs that was so desperate to happen. After about 4 minutes of attempting to resist my limb twitches I started to see some images forming in the darkness in front of my face. These images started to take shape and I was greeted with a collection of still shots of dark and mysterious creatures (monsters) all in states of attacking. As one shot showed a particualy fierce creature snarling and seeming to leap straight at me as the still slowly zoomed in (like they do on slide shows sometimes) towards my eyes I awoke with a start, my heartbeat staying at a steady pace even though I could feel the fear in my shoulders.

I decided I would give it another attempt as I was just being stupid, I'd told myself the next thing I'd see was a dream so why did it freak me out, it wasn't real right?

This time I slipped into my relaxed state alot easier than I did the first time and began almost chanting the phrase 'The next thing you'll see will be a dream, NOT reality.' through my head. This time, however, I did not resist the twitching of my limbs when it arrived and a dream started to form into my mind.

I was in a black box-like room. All of a sudden I saw what, at the time, I considered to be a flash of light across the ceiling but I now come to realize that it was a person dressed in white crawling along the ceiling. Slowly I began to walk forwards and into this other room containing only a chair, very similar to that which could be found in death row when the electric chair was used. I'm not sure what happened but all of a sudden I felt trapped, my limbs strapped into the straps of this chair and unable to be freed. I looked up in a panic and the white flash I saw before was right in front of my face. It was a child, about 7 or 8, sort of similar to the child that can be seen within The Grudge horror film, with completely white skin, black eyes and a large stretched month into an expression more fear-striking than a scream with blood around her mouth. As this image was directly in my face I woke up startled, thrashing my arms as I sat up and into my dark room whilst attempting to turn the lights on. This time my heart had just started to beat quickly after the shock I'd just experienced and the tension within my shoulders was massive.

Before anyone tries to tell me that my fearful experiences are just because I'm a naturally scared person, I love horror films and it's very rare that one of them scares me, and never as much as these dreams and images have. I'm not sure why all of a sudden my mind is having this affect on me.

One thing's for certain, I'm not trying to WILD again any time too soon.