All DJ Entries

I was hanging around with a few people I knew from school way back in the day. One them was Orlando and the other was Chris Shachook, although in my dream his name was Chris Rice (someone I work with). I remember driving around in a car with them and possibly some others for a few.

For some reason in the midst of us hanging out I wanted to go home. Orlando wasn't allowing that to happen. It was also snowing out at this point...He was doing heroin and came at me with a needle. I remember trying to ward him off by lying to him and saying that I had HIV. In response to this he became violent, grabbed my arm and stuck the needle into it (not even into the vein, but into the muscle) I instantly became high and felt a head rush. I tried to run away, but I was moving in slow motion because of the drug. Finally it began to ware off and I was able to run from them. I ran down Boston street (a street near where I live) and was paranoid that they'd catch up to me.

I considered knocking on a stranger's door and begging them to let me in and call the police, but I then thought that would be strange. Eventually I got to a grocery store owned by an african-american family. They were just about to close so they were annoyed that I came into the store. There were two women there that I explained my situation to. The last thing I remember was getting into their car and feeling better.

******************************************


I had another dream that I was in the show 'The Walking Dead'. I was traveling with a huge pack of people with horses and flags. We were making our way to France because there was some sort of sanctuary there. We finally made it and the city looked just like Boston. There were no running cars so everybody was walking along the streets. I remember being with 'Rick' (a character from the show) I was concerned because there were still zombies walking amongst peope in the city. He said you just have to watch out for them. I saw one chase someone off a ramp. There were also people drinking wine outside...

unseasonable weather, hot in november. odd clothes, beige cords! old girlfriends. fights. paranoia. people on my roof. mixed friend groups at parties.

PRE:

12:51 pm

NOTES Drank apple + carrot juice

3:00 pm

MILD, watched Dante's Cove, read Tibetan Yoga. I daydreamed about taking a bus back in Negros, thinking that being in Manila is just a (day)dream I was having while in the one-hour bus ride. It was kinda depressing, and I thought of how I am actually sitting in the bus, and me lying on the bed here in Manila is the dream. Then I tried pushing my finger through my palm; it went through. I tried again, same result. I was happy. I looked at the people around the bus. They have strange faces. Masks. White alien masks. I went down the bus and ran and ran, without stopping. I just kept on imagining running around, encountered a 3-foot tool, red, worm-like creature with a hole for a mouth. I jumped into the mouth, and the running kept going. Fell asleep.

4:55 pm - wake up

DREAM:

I was in an island with other people. We were scattered across different islands. I asked a girl how were her parents. The answer was vague, but she actually meant they just saw each other in a different island.

We were guarding a castle near the sea. There are invaders. We are doing our best to keep them off. My allies in the castle were able to create a huge machine-monster to fight the enemy's monster-giant. I climbed down to give them ideas. The archers on the walls are good, but they're vulnerable from flyers and other arrows. I suggested (hingal) to cover them from above, attach magnets near them to minimize arrow damage, and build spikes to discourage flyers from coming closer. They nodded, but I felt they're not gonna implement it.

I looked around, and at the 'back,' there are huge gates and walls. There's a local family passing by. Peru or Peruvian came to mind. Their child was able to fit through the bars and climbed inside. The few guards in the area caught her and brought her out. The panicked family outside began to leave in a hurry after they have their daughter, talking in a panicked language (unfamiliar language; probably Peruvian as well?). The guards signed to them to please don't talk about this area. It's a very vulnerable spot. I thought they shouldn't have let them get away alive at all. I got annoyed at the other officers for being careless. The area is largely blocked off by a huge forest, but there's no telling when the enemy will discover this vulnerable spot. I plan for the immediate strengthening of the location.

6:35 am

We were cooking noodles or barbecue. I think the woman doctor is the one teaching us to cook. She's kinda Latino or at least South Asian. Probably South American?

We were waiting for the dino eggs to hatch. We were riding a truck.

People were drinking outside the street, near a bar. JM is back from the states. He has long, curly hair. There are other friends around. There were Bailey's and vodka, but I avoided alcohol.

Awake-Non-lucid-Lucid
War between two nations. I was a soldier with a rocket launcher. When I was fighting, a bunch of jaguars attacked me. I tried to defend myself, but they got me in the end... Some time later, I was in the base, talking to a more important person. I was still feeling the cougar bites.

Dream 1
Some guy was robbing a house and asked me to join him. I saw some chick being a look out in the front. We were about to go in when a group of people who were part of a parade or something saw us. I took off running. I was about to make it inside my house but I couldn't find the key I needed. The people were about to reach us and I decided to return back to bed. --End Dream

Dream 2
I dreamed I was going to prison. I really did not want to deal with the bureaucracy. There was an "Intro to Prison" session going on. I was upset that I did not even try to get a better lawyer even though I wasn't sure what I did.

------------------
Earlier this week I had a dream that police found drugs in my room.(I don't even have drugs there). My dad was telling me that I should not had them.

--This is a lot of police/criminal related dreams for such a short period of time.

This is my first ever entry on DV. Welcome to myself

I had just got the Remee lucid dreaming mask and had programmed it to go off 2.5 hours after I went to sleep.

The lights did flash but it ended up waking me up so I dialed down the brightness and went back to sleep, setting it for 2.5 hours later.

This time I remember waking up and not seeing lights and I could hear birds outside so I assumed that it was close to dawn, so I set the mask for a nap timer and went back to sleep.

Yet again the lights went off and I woke up because of them, so I just took the mask off and tried to go back to sleep.

I was dreaming that I was some kind of agent running from the law. I was in some kind of hill town because the roads were going uphill and there were switchbacks leading up where I could see the road going up. I was thinking of where I could crash for the night or just put up my Kammok and sleep. I remember seeing some kind of hall where I thought I could put up the Kammok.

Soon after that I don't quite remember what happened but I had jumped off the hill and was flying in the air as if I was paragliding (I know how to). I saw that I could control the movement and that's when I realized I was lucid. I did my lucidity test by pressing my finger into my palm but it was the same as if I was awake - I could feel the finger pressing on my palm and not pushing itself through. I repeated the test and then I said, forget it, let's just enjoy what's going on.

I saw that there was no paraglider on top of me - it was just empty sky. But I could control my direction and altitude like I could in a regular paraglider. Just that in this case, I didn't really need to look for upward wind or anything - i was just flying effortlessly. I was flying over a small river through a colorful jungle. There was not much space to maneuver but I was doing well. I was enjoying being aware of the dream and the fact that I was flying because I really like to fly in dreams.

I was ambling about here and there navigating along the river and I remember seeing some ropes hanging from somewhere. I craned my neck to see where they were suspended from but I couldn't see anything and then I woke up.

Nice, fun first experience. The Remee didn't really induce the lucid dream but I'm happy as long as I had one.

This is my dream after my LD.

WARNING: Mature content.

I was walking with some friends at night. I think it was ST and RP. There were a few people drinking by a table outside. We grabbed some chairs and sat down. I declined a drink. I am with RP inside a feng shui store. He was talking about how people go to the jewelry store to sell their jewelries. Why not to individuals? He said for a rare/good 25-cent coin, you can get as much as 3 pesos. I jokingly told him I have lots of 25 cents at home.

I am out in the field. It's daytime. I am waiting for a sports game of some sort with some friends. Some jock challenged our team. Everybody arranged the net near the goal. It looks like a mix of rugby-football and soccer-football. I think we won, although I don't think I even played. For some reason, I ended up jumping (or catapulting) to the other side and penetrating the jock who was stupid enough to challenge us. He was on top of me. I worried about unsafe sex. The guy was arrogant earlier. Now he's submissive.

I got into some sort of army. We had fake swords and assigned washing machines. This one guy was mad because he got ranked with us noobs and said, 'Are you douchin me?!'

Some Catholic church made you convert in this city or you were executed. We had to prove that we were Catholic by reciting bible verses. Also Chuck Norris was working at Best Buy.

My family got into a country club. Everything was free but we had to go with these radical Christians. They sang grace at dinner time. Taylor Swift was there saying something about a bus.

3:17 am

NOTES:

- new sandalwood incense from Divisoria
- calm-abiding meditation
- read 4 pages of Tibetan Yoga
- watched Dante's Cove before sleep
- read comics before sleep
- MILD
- also daydreamed, and daydreamed I realized I was dreaming
- slept on my right side

I am in my room in our hometown. A lot of things are happening. There are also a lot of people. All of a sudden, I have a feeling that everything is weird. I said, Of course everything is weird! I am in a dream!

I laughed. There's a small, noisy white dog or puppy jumping around my room, and it was dark. I commanded to light up the room and told the dog to shut up. They did.

I went to our home's kitchen area. I remembered the Buddha after looking at the living room area from the kitchen area. I imagined a Golden Buddha statue. I went into a vajra position and recited the Manjushri mantra. I felt like I was being guided to say it properly, because it was a little difficult to remember the words. Also, there are a lot of distracting activities going on.

I was able to hold on for a while before I lost lucidity. This was the longest lucid dream I ever had, and the most aware.

This Mornings OBE and Lucid

I am lying in bed and nod off for a few seconds. I wake up now and keep my eyes closed and don't move. I can feel the vibrations and hear the cracking and crunching noise. I think to myself "ok, I'll try and sit up now" but I wasn't ready yet so I relax again, after a few seconds I know I'm ready. I now begin to sit up and my Astral body sits up. I open my eyes, but realise that my real eyes have opened so I quickly shut them again.
I now feel my Astral body separate fully, so again I open my astral eyes and this time I have astral sight. I look at my bedroom window and just fly out of it hands first. I'm now flying over the green outside my house. I also remember flying around the woods opposite and flying around the streets behind me, it's fantastic and so exilerating!
My sight now goes a bit blurry around the edges ((I've never experienced this before)) I call out "clarity now!" My voice echoes a little. I rub my hands together and my scenery stabilises.
I love being fully conscious and in flight, I feel so free. I fly for ages and end up at a beautiful place where the fields are luscious green, and the flowers are beautiful and enhanced. I now see my 2 Daughters "L" and "S", they are flying and I call over to them, they see me and wave. I shout over to them "girls you're dreaming, this is just a dream!" "L" isn't too sure but "S" comes over to me and has a fly with me. I now wake up in real life and "L" and "S" are still in bed fast asleep

Last Nights Lucid Dream

I wake up in bed and feel vibrations so I keep my eyes closed and will myself out of my body. My dream body rises, still in the lying down position and then I tilt so my feet are now facing the floor. I lower down gently to the floor and I'm now in a standing position.
I look around and my vision is blurry and my eyes feel funny so I call out "clarity now!" and rub my hands together. My vision is very crisp and clear now, even better than in real life, which is usually the way it is. I think "hmmm, what shall I do?" I now call out "I want to see my Nan Futrill".
I now end up at another place, my surroundings have changed. I'm at a place which, well all I can describe it as is a massive building with big tree roots there. There are about 3 to 4 levels to this building and I'm now on level 3 I think.
There is another woman with me, she's about my age and I feel a connection to her, like I know her already.
I'm now calling out "Nan Futrill" but I don't see her so I keep calling and she now comes. Nan looks so happy and I feel so much emotion for her, I'm so happy that I've found her. We don't really talk, it's more of a telepathy kind of talking and strong emotions. I remember that my Nan was wearing a light blue apron. Nan now fades away as she walks out through a door. I shout "NO!" and the woman who's with me now comes to me from the other room. She says "she has to go now but you will see her again" and she hugs me. I start to cry now and she says "don't cry, you will see her again, but just not yet".
I'm now wondering around this level and I'm shouting "NAN, NAN PLEASE COME BACK!" I now see my Cousin Richard ((who died when he was 6)) he cuddles me and holds my hand. Me and Richard fly around for a while just enjoying each others company.
Richard now tells me that he has to go back to Nan, but says they will both come back to see me. He hugs me and then goes through a door. I go through the same door but I don't recognise the place, so I go back to the area that I'm very familiar with.
I'm crying so much now because I want my Nan back. I keep shouting her, hoping ill get her back again, I'm absolutely blarting my eyes out.
I'm now flying about and then I feel myself back in bed. I will myself back to the same place and suddenly I'm back there. I see a young baby boy lying on the floor and he's wrapped up in a white shawl. He's also wearing a white babygrow. As I float past him he wakes up, I think "he can't be comfortable there" so I pick him up and cuddle him , he calms down so I take him to his cot. He looks very much like me and has lovely dark brown eyes. I put him into his cot and say "there...is that better now?" He nods and goes back to sleep. ((He's about 2 and a half or 3)). I now gently tuck his shawl round him so he's not cold.
I now wake up again, so I keep my eyes closed and keep still and will myself out again. I do get out and am now in my dream body and standing in my room. My vision is blurry so again I call out "clarity now!" and rub my hands together to stabilise my dream. My vision is now crystal clear.
I see knitting on my floor, I can see every detail, this always amazes me, it's like having HD eyes lol! and my voice no longer echoes. I will myself back to the place I was at and I'm now back there.
I'm now on the bottom level by a desk, it's like a meeting up area. People are sitting around chatting to each other. A group of men now stand near to me. 1 man is looking at me, as they pass they whistle at me, which makes me chuckle. I now go more into the socialising area with the woman who's with me. 1 woman I met there was called Anita. I say "ill remember that because my friend is called Anita". We are both sitting on the root of an old tree. It's a big root and they're all over the place in here. Me and the other woman I'm with now go into the room next door and meet the old man in there. I feel some kind of connection to this man and feel that this man is very high here in authority, if not the highest.
I am floating near floor level and taking in my surroundings. Suddenly I spot the most beautiful item I have ever seen. It's a glass box which is pyramid shaped but a bit longer, like its been stretched slightly. The edges of it and such, apart from the glass, is made out of silver. The silver is shaped in the shape of a rope. Inside the pyramid are beautiful gems. There is a gorgeous gem which is green in colour, it really caught my eye!. I can honestly say I have never seen anything as beautiful as this pyramid in all my living life!!!! This box is sealed with silver, no one can get into it because its so special and precious.
I ask the elderly man if I can fly up and take a better look, he says "of course". He flys up to it and turns it around slowly so I can have a good look at it. This man explained everything about it to me. I now depart and have a good fly around just enjoying the feeling of being free and then I wake up.

-DEILD

Got very strong vibrations again, which went away quickly. When I opened my dream eyes, My room was darker then it was before. So again, I flicked my light switch up and voila, the light came on. I did a nose plug RC, then looked out my window again, this time the weather was all cloudy and rainy out. I walked out to my hallway. There were no lights on so it was pretty dark I thought to myself what if theres the grudge girl or something scary. And that kinda made me nervous that I might have spawned something scary by thinking about it. I ran down my hall with clenched fists ready to punch any monster or grudge girl in the face. But when I turned the corner there was nothing, I was safe. In my living room my dogs were lying on the couch. There was a lump underneath a blanket on the couch that looked like a person so I lifted it up to see, but there was no one there just more blanket. I got to my back door which is all glass. I was only wearing boxers again, but I knew I wouldnt get cold if I didnt think about it so I walked through the glass which felt cool. I only felt like one degree colder outside so it was all good. Now it wasnt rainy anymore but it was sunny and all the leaves were either fallen or red/yellow. I flew over the forest my backyard is connected to and it was awesome. I could feel the wind on every inch of my exposed skin and I span around almost swimming through the air moving pretty quickly and smoothly. I tried to find my way to a near by road but the landscape was all different from real life and I ended up at some random mountain road. Then I woke up.