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I was working outside with a few people. I think we were picking tomatoes or something. We were spead out a little but close enough to hear each other talk. I was telling this girl about lucid dreaming and how great it was and all the amazing things I had been able to do.

Then I hear someone say something like, "That's cool." And I turn and see that Tom DeLonge is one of the people there. And I said something back like, "Yeah, it's really cool. Do you want me to tell you more about it? But wait--I'm sure you know all about lucid dreaming, don't you--because of all your interest in dreaming."

And he smiled and said, "Well, no...not lucid dreaming."

And I said, "Oh, wow, then you've got to learn. I can teach you."

And that's all I remember.

And when I woke up I kicked myself for not becoming lucid. But I made up for it by going back to sleep and having a lucid dream.

Dream:

I was in a small business when suddenly two gunmen rush inside and start shooting. I rush out and quickly go to the business next door and tell them that they need to get out--that there are two men with guns and I was pretty sure this would be their next target. Most of the people listen and run out.

I then run to the restaurant next door and tell them the same thing. I then go down the street and go to each place and tell people they need to leave. I'm not sure why I never tried to call for the police, but I felt I did a pretty good job warning the people. And by the end I was exhausted.

I had multiple dreams again but I didnt sleep very comfortably meaning i kept waking up. So my dreams are hard to remember, on the other hand, i had something weird happen to me that i havent had since I was a kid.I highlighted it just in case you guys dont want to read the unimportant stuff.

First Dream I remember I found myself outside in a park or a neighborhood? All i can recall is seeing a sidewalk and some trees the rest seemed to be fogged out. This guy comes out of a Cabin looking house and tells me to follow inside. I find myself inside being scanned by a machine and when done he shows me my face and says "You have multiple tumors, one on the eye, the mouth, and the nose." The screen showed some built up 'junk' that i guess would resemble tumors but even my dream self knew this guy was full of shit. Soon after showing me, I began to sneeze some snot out of my nose in a sink and cough out some flem from my throat. I was thinking omg this guy was right, when all of a sudden a sexy blonde girl comes in with a pistol ready, sees me doing that and says "Eww thats disgusting!" She proceeds to come near me but her target is the guy. She bends him over the tub thats there and shoots him in the back like an execution. I didnt care. Woke up soon after.

Another dream was of me driving to mike and kristins house because they invited me over to try and win back my friendship (Were no longer friends due to them being bad friends in general) I remember having to go through some gates to find the place and once i parked. I didnt want to go inside because i knew it was a bad idea in the first place. The entire dream it was pouring down rain and it was a good excuse not to go inside. Some friends who were in there with them came running out and got in my car. It was ryan who i havent seen since highschool and Victor whos in P.R. right now. Ryan was saying something but i wasnt paying attention. I noticed him and said "Sorry man, how have you been its been too long" he replied with "Its been good man" I asked "Hows life?" and he stated "Its whatever, have some problems but who doesnt" I told him that "Yeah, I guess life is the same for everyone but just experiances in a different way". I decided to drive around in the rain to listen to my system but it wouldnt work sometimes. IRL Im having some technical problems. I woke up when we parked again.

This dream was the shortest but for a good reason. I found myself in a movie theater walking around to find a good seat. I sat down in a chair next to a girl who im pretty sure said something to me but i dont remember what. She was two seats next to me and on my right were no more chairs. Suddenly from behind me I feel a womans hand with semi long nails grab the back of my head and slowly move her nails through my hair. The dream was not very vivid nor clear but this hand felt so real I woke up in a jumpy way. As im typing this i can still feel what the hand felt like and i just know that it wasnt part of my dream rather either a spirit touching me while i sleep or a psychic trying to reach out to me. I also knew that whatever or whoever touched me was not malicious because i didnt feel scared nor any bad energy from it.

I had a few more dreams but dont deem them too significant to type. Id like to make note that this has actually happened to my mom a lot but for her its more stronger. She would feel someone lay in bed next to her while she was dreaming and sometimes something would lay their hands on her. Its happened when i was a little kid as well but I guess now its because ive been meditating and increasing my vibrations.

Last night, I dreamt that I was going to play Board Game Online with my friend Geoff. I don't remember what his username was, but it was all in caps and had the word "REAL" in it. For some reason, each of us was represented on-screen by a Vocaloid shimeji; I had Rin, and he had Kaito.

I think I also had another dream about trying to read something in Korean.

I was in a clothing shop and there was a beautiful blonde woman, as usual i was little shy on being first one to start the talk but she helped about that and i gave her my number, but she literally wrote it with a plastic bottle, like her cell was a slice of a bottle and she wrote the number with 3d hand gestures it was weird but sensible though

anyways after that i went outside(Ahh second detail i just remembered) there was the party on the street where i said come lets enjoy it together, she didnt come and the party was like festival no pedestrian allowed except for entertainment guys and i sneaked into the chain of that party and i started to run then i think i either switched dreams or the festival dissappeared i ran and ran i jumped while running like hulk jumps while running fast in 2003 first hulk movie. But of course i wasnt lucid i just jumped 3-4meters 30-35cm long and landed but i didnt lose any speed which was nice

and after that i also switched dream, iwas on somewhere i know not a dreamland, my walk path for college, and i was looking for my digital ticket for bus i couldnt find it, i checked my wallet again and again and finally found it.

I am not lucid but i somehow feel like going there

26.10
~There is this guest that my dad has some times in our house. I remember being in a bed in my parents old bedroom. i got up and went to the other room and my parents were there. I went back to the bedroom and on the table there was a bowl with peanuts, no much left, but i was looking for a specific type of peanuts that i've previously put there, i grabbed them fast and ate them.
~i was in this school class type of thing. the girl that was sitting next to me is a real girl that i used to be from my class. We do not get along, we kinda fight like kids i dont remember what we did argue about, but i remember this old lady sitting infront of us and acting bossy. So on our desk i was sitting at the right. We were pushing each other and eventualy she got angry for me ( i felt emotion here, i wish i would've hugged her)But thanks to that old lady we were friends again, we stopped pushing each other, i even volunteered to do math problems (this is where i should've know this is not real) Then on the next desk this girls, also real ex class mate was like "hey did you hear the news? Varna (my home city) is now a part of the TSL. apperantly it was the goverment and what that ment was that TIM (a group of companies that basicly owns Cities). That meant in my dream that there will be also good roads Then another ex class mate appeared around us and started cursing TIM, just like he would IRL
~i remember a fragment of a parking spot infront of my office, something was missing on it, time has passed.
~i was in this kind of factory, it was my work, i was standing on some weird spot of that factory, then i turned around and walked a little

i woke up 1 hour before the alarm at 5 am took 200 mg of b6 for second night in row, i will attempt WBTB again.
i woke up like 3 times and i couldnt remember dreams because i was so sleepy, but i managed to remember one the first time i woke up after wbtb attempt.
~I am on this gas station, where illigal drag racing is happening. So i see someone driving my car and is about to drag race my cousin. But something is tooking them long. I went to see whats going on, i've never met the guy who drove my car and he also had broken my muffler. So he is attempting to fix it. I asked him who allowed him to drive my car, but he didnt respond, i also asked my cousin why he let that guy drive my car, no answer again. The car is parked in some kind of garage. I see the police is coming to bust the race, but they dont bother us since we are in that garage. That guy does some bizzare thing and apperantly fix the muffler. So i sit and go for a drive test. I went to some road and the sound of the muffler was almost even better then before.
Tonight i will go 1 hour later than the previous night and see if i would wake up so many times like this mourning.

Several dreams again, starting with me being in some sort of army regiment armed only with these pen like guns which took ages to load but were accurate & effective from long range. We were behind some kind of fence like the barb wire from the trenches in world war 1. The enemy was advancing on our position and we had to load, assemble and be ready to fire these strange pen guns before they got to the wire & over ran us. It was too late and they got to the wire & some got through so had to kill them by hand. Managed to finish loading the guns though and kill some with them. The dream then changed to me advancing on the enemy alone. I was crawling on my belly through what would have been no man's land and I hid under a chair on it's side where I could see an enemy in a building ahead so I prepared my pen gun and shot him dead like I was a sniper.
The dream then changed to a situation involving members of my family, I was furious at my Mother and eldest sister for getting drunk while my sister was in the process of trying to divorce her alcoholic husband & care for the children (a situation pretty close to the truth). Details were hazy about this part of the dream so I've just outlined the general theme. I remember my brother in law being in the dream also but not much else, he is currently well out side our families grace in reality.
The dream changed again to me being in some kind of orgy with some old university friends! I was making love to exotic Burkha wearing Muslim girls & remember saying to two of my old university friends about this. Coincidently one of the university friends is a Muslim. And we also did used to chase girls together in reality while we lived in the same student area. Again this part of the dream is hazy. I'm going to try and sleep some more and see if I dream again.

I failed not from lack of lucid abitities, but because I was pure chicken haha!

Ok, so I did a WBTB at 6:30am and had a really rough time falling back to sleep. I finally did, then woke up around 9:30am. I fell back to sleep thinking about the annoying shift I was about to have to do (meeting plus 1 1/2 hour close shift). Anyway, I was imagining myself going through closing drills, then my thoughts phased into a dream of me actually running through the halls at work. I stopped and thought to myself, "Hey, I was JUST thinking about this while lying in bed, I'm dreaming!" That's happened to me once before that I can recall, and it happened in a work dream too. Anyway, I immediately thought of the TOTM. Since I've kinda been working down the list from easiest to hardest (for me), I thought I'd try the pumpkin head one. In the dream, I was in the back hallway but not near the bathroom. So I just imagined that the next door to my left would be the team member bathroom, and sure enough the little restroom sign appeared next to the door. Oh, I wanted a bathroom so I could use a mirror for reference when popping off my head. I went into the bathroom, and closed the door. I even locked the door because I didn't want a random DC to come in and fuck up my task. So I looked in the mirror and thought of CanisLucidus and the lego-head thing. I tried to lift my head from my neck, but it didn't pop off. Instead it stretched a bit. Like silly putty (was it paigey who did something similar? Somebody had a silly putty neck). Anyway, it stretched a few inches, and then I was just like "Oh FUCK no" and quit! It was just too real feeling. I mean, I knew I was dreaming still, but it felt too real and morbid. I felt as scared as I did when I had the first pleiosaur lucid. I had the same "omg RUN AWAAAAAAAAAAaaay" feeling. Damnit.

But I didn't want to waste the lucid, so I thought I might try to finish where I left off in the last one, and regrow my vamp teeth and bite someone. I looked up close into the mirror, and looked at my incisors, willing them to grow long and sharp. They grew longer, but stayed blunt. And with the bumpy edges like when you lose your baby teeth and the new ones come in with those little bumps. So stupid. So, on to plan C: get some nookie.

I left the bathroom, went down the hall, and head some voices in a room. I walked in on a guy talking to a woman who I assumed was his daughter for some reason. As soon as I entered, he shut up. Like he knew what I was gonna do lol. The woman had fallen asleep in a chair. I picked her up and moved her to a nearby sofa. I then spent waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too long deliberating over how the pillows were situated under her head, and other random things that I forgot. I didn't even have time to switch gender and get us naked before I woke up.

Today I woke up from an amazing dream I had posted on here earlier but for some reason it didn't save. After being up for about 2 hours and talking to my friend about the old dream, i decided to go to sleep and try a WILD method back to sleep, And this is what happen:

I was sitting in what seemed to be a bedroom with only a bed, a tv, a xbox 360, and a lap top. I was playing some game, not really paying attention to that so much, then my mom walks in the room along with a few of my friends. She started to ask me questions about this game on the lap top, and I started to go on about skill points and what I became. She became confused and asked me How I got that in skyrim, and I said i was talking about the laptop game, but she looked confused still so I left. I went to what looked like the mall. I don't remember how I got there but there were cops looking for someone, And I got scared for some reason and decided to keep my distance but still watch them. After about 5 mins of this I walked out of the mall and woke up at that point.

Sadly never going lucid (STILL...) lol I won't give up though. I will be posting here a lot more.
Stay Lucid my friends!

So last nigh and the night before I Derped up and barley remember 1 dream each day. My alarm made me forget most details and I won't use it anymore. Any ways, I don't have a lot for this journal.

Dream for Oct. 23:
So basically here I was at like a food court with some friends, I don't remember what friends they were but I remember they were friends of mine. I was trying to find out what to eat as my friends and the lunch people were making Seinfeld jokes (I don't know why) and I started getting thirsty and wanting drink a monster and as I was choosing one the dream ended.

Dream for Oct. 24:
This one I barley remember this one so I'll just share my notes

• Doing homework'
• Checking due dates
• Everything was dark blue
• My friend finsihed before me

Hopefully I will remember more. -Josh

Oct. 25, 2012
11:00-6:00

I was playing a multiplayer game that was similar to Halo. I was playing against a really good team of players. I was losing really badly to a game of slayer. The final score was 1-5 for our teams (pretty low final score for a slayer match). The map we were playing was similar to High Ground from Halo 3. The dream ended when the match ended.

I am in the car with my mom and we pull up to a small apartment complex type building. I just know that I am there for a party being thrown by a girl in the grade above me. I walk around the back of the complex and there is a pool and other people from school are arriving. I walk up some stairs and there are lots of people drinking, talking and having fun. I walk into a room where the girl who is throwing the party and others are lying on bunk beds. I get very nervous and ask her if it's ok I be at her party and stutter through the whole sentence. She was fine with it and sounded as if she had no Idea who I was, just really didn't care, or both. I walk around the entire building looking for food, there is a strong desire to eat. I scavenge a lot of food. It's later now, and another girl from school is now in control of the party (through weird dream logic). She confronts me aggressively claiming I ate all the food. I tell her that she is wrong, and that I only took a little of what there was a lot of (even though I did eat a lot of food).

Now I am in the bathroom, the door creeks open a crack and I see the same girls feet under the door. When I call her out on it, she jumps into the bathroom and shuts the door. She demands to see my "junk," I don't show her and we devise a plan to escape the bathroom without it looking like we hooked up.

The dream skips and I sort of wake up outside at 9:00 am, however ever clock I look at tells me something different. I keep thinking I missed work, based on the varying times I hear. So dream sign: messed up time sequencing.

[I'm just gonna tell you about the lucid with the TOTM. The lucid before that consisted of le sexy time so. Yea.]

I start to notice myself waking up for real. The dream starts to fade and I start hearing ambient noises from the outside world. With my eyes closed, I move my real arm a bit, for comfort, without thinking too much about it. I focus on the the dream and slipping back into it. The ambient noises start to fade and I am once again inside the dream scene – fully lucid.

I walk outside my house, thinking about my goals. I remember the TOTM. Immediately, I hear the sound of sirens from a distance. I look, and I see that people are running around in a craze. I notice that there are some people walking really slowly, dragging their feet. ZOMBIES! Their faces look disfigured, and utterly horrifying. Saliva is dripping from their mouths, and their skin has a certain pallor to it – with small holes secreting pus.

I have second thoughts about my plan. Even though I know it's a dream, I don't think I can do it. I realize I can't change the dream scene, so I run toward my house, hoping to teleport through a door. As I am running, somebody grabs me by my left arm and pulls me, making me fall to the ground. It's one of the zombies. I push him away, which is easy because he doesn't seem to have much strength. He grabs my right leg and bites me above my ankle. I could feel the squishiness as his teeth make contact with my skin. I cry out in pain – it feels like he just tore off a chunk of my leg. I realize he actually did. There is a gaping hole, and to make things worse, the zombie spits into it! WTF. I kick him in the face, and run to the door, limping.

I get inside and I totally forget about teleporting through the door, so I just end up in my living room instead. By the time I look back, the door is gone (along with the other doors) and there are no windows anywhere too. The floor turns into soil. The furniture is still there though. I look at my ankle, but the bite mark is gone. I walk to one corner, where there is a full-length mirror. I look at myself. My eyes are starting to look green, my eyelids feel so droopy, and my jaws feel slack. My skin is turning pale and rough, and it's very itchy too. It's that type of itch where even if you scratch it, it feels like it's never the right spot, and it never goes away. It isn't painful, but it feels uncomfortable.

I head to the couch to sit down. I feel sleepy now. I tell myself I'm not gonna sleep because I need to stay lucid. Okay... Maybe I'll just lean back a bit to get comfortable...This cushion is so soft... Mmmmm...


I wake up in my room. For real.

So my dream recall has definitely been improving due to the fact last night i had about 4 to 6 dreams. Its been too long in the day to remember all of them but ill post as many as i can recall.

First dream i remember was me in Mikes car driving around my neighborhood. I was asking him where we were going and he said he wanted to go to the bus stop from Highschool. As we were pulling up,I noticed there were kids waiting for the bus. I asked why he wanted to come here and he said he had something to ask the bus lady so he parked on the grass nearby. I didnt question him but when i was starting to wonder why, the dream changed to where i was in the backseat this time and him and Kristen were in the front. We were driving around somewhere and I for some reason had a bag of weed that i bought. I knew Kristen bought some too and when we stopped somewhere she gave me her bag to hold while she comes back. Mike began to drive off and while doing so i smelled and looked at both bags. I saw both strands clearly and was even able to smell them. I knew mine was good but so was hers so I took some of mine and switched it with some of hers. I remember her bud was stickier than mines too. I woke up after this.

Next dream was me chilling in someones house with a bunch of dudes just eating pizza and watching the basketball game. I had some bread sticks with a little bit of italian pasta on it and a lot of cheese. I was munching out on the sticks and at the same time thinking when i leave i should order some more cheese sticks. I disregarded this because i already felt like i was going to be too full. While thinking this, one of the guys next to me pulled out a recorder or something and asked me to listen to his lyrics. He gave me a cable to wire around the cabinet that was between us for some odd reason so that it can be plugged in and hang in the air so i could hear it better. It began to play and i tried to listen but i couldnt hear anything so i went in between the cabinet in an akward way to try and hear it but all i could make out was the music in the background and some faint voices.

Woke up and started another dream where I was with my Ex Sam visiting her friend Bianca. We were walking up stairs to this door and when we knocked, Bianca answered in her night clothes which consisted of boxers and a tank top. She let us in and we went to her kitchen near the door and watched as she made some dinner which i think actually looked like breakfast food. She said something about it being late and she didnt want to hang out. i think she said we should leave but apparently i was the only one who left. Woke up while going down the stairs.

Had a funny short dream after where I was walking over to my car and for some reason it was one of those big tricycle for little kids where you spin the pedals to go. On this tricycle i began to pedal through my old street and while doing this i wanted to go faster so i took out my car keys and put them in an ignition slot The tricycle roared like an engine and i immediately obtained a boost. The dream then switched to a third person view and i saw the tricycle had flames coming out of some exhausts on the sides. The bike looked pretty bad ass i may add. Whenever I turned the keys more flames would come out and increase speed but i knew i couldnt do it too much or the engine would blow. In my dream while in 3rd person I had a bar to the left part of my vision that resembled the heat of the engine, Similar to a gun overheating I had to give it gas slowly and let go on occasion to cool down.

Last dream i clearly remember was me in a room at a rave. In this room there were a bunch of people jumping and dancing. I was chilling in one of the corners of the room with people i know but i dont recall who they were exactly. We all had a bunch of white rave gloves which IRL are one of the best. We were putting them on and blowing people up as they asked for it but the problem was that whenever i began to give people a show the lights would rearrange themselves in wrong positions and i had to stop to fix them. I got really agitated with this so i turned the glove inside out to fix the wiring. The gloves wires were really long and they went all over the place. I had to reconnect a few and some were on the floor. Stupid people near me wouldnt notice me and they started to jump with the music playing almost stepping on the bulbs. When i picked up the wires from the floor I saw a bunch of people surrounding this one guy with a bunch of lights and he looked like his mind was being blown. I woke up soon after.

Three nights ago I had another lucid dream. I typically have one or two a week. This was my second. I was riding in a car with some friends and I was in the back seat. I looked out the rear window and saw this huge semi truck barreling down on us. For some reason it swerved off the road and crashed into a ditch flipping towards us end over end. Right before it crushed us I threw up my hands to stop it thinking "I hope this is a dream so this works". I held the truck in mid air with telekinesis and threw it off to the side of the road. This is the largest object I have tried telekinesis on. I just started researching different things to do while lucid dreaming last week. I already know how to fly and that was about as far as i had taken things until i looked up some dudes youtube video with different ideas. I tried telekinesis the next lucid dream i had and was successful in moving small objects, but this was a huge step forward from that for me. Anyway, I realized that since I could toss the truck then I must be dreaming and became truly lucid. I flew out of the car and to some major city... maybe New York? As I was flying I became curious to find out if i could use my telekinesis while i was flying. I was successful and started tossing cars off of the overpasses into the water below. I then decided to try something else that was "wrong" because I was dreaming. So I decide to try to rob a bank by opening the safe with my mind. I went to a bank and was all the way to the vault when I had the sudden urge to ask this dream character if he was my "spirit guide". I don't know if i really believe in that stuff but I figure it's worth a try anyway and have tried to find mine on several different occasions. I asked him three times as i read i am supposed to and he answered yes, but got this really evil grin on his face. His eyes turned yellow and he became demonic. Also an identical clone of him also with yellow eyes came out of a back room and they approached me. The original one said "You have potential to do great evil" or something similar to that. I freaked out and used telekinesis to smash them together and knock them out. That is the last thing I can remember. Post any comments or remarks especially if you have had any similar experiences with these "demonic" dream characters.