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I was in my basement. There were other people with me. We were looking through some stuff of my dad's. One guy was asking how a harmonica worked. (My dad taught harmonica IWL.) I started explaining the button on the Chromatic and the half tones. I compared it to a piano. The piano was cut in half like an organ with two levels. I tried to play a scale but it didn't sound right.

There was one older man who started explaining the harmonica a little bit. He picked up one of my dad's old chromatics and started playing it. His profile view looked just like my dad. I said so, and almost started crying. I said, "I want him here now!" When everyone was gone I did start crying and I said it again.

M.J.

I was with MJ. I was on a skateboard, lying down, and he was on my back. We were going to go somewhere. I ended up leaving him somewhere, but we were supposed to be together.

I was skating back to look for him and was nervous about the hill. My trucks were always loose IWL and I didn't want to get the speed wobbles. I could see cracks in the sidewalk.

I passed someone who asked if I was whistling, and I said that I was. She commented that she liked boobie gluers. (That was people who stared at boobies.)

I skated, turned a corner, and saw a large, black duely, which caused me to turn sharply, and my skateboard went off a little bank almost going into a creek. I reached down to get it. I could barely reach the back of the skateboard with my index and middle finger.

As I picked up the skateboard, it slipped out of my fingers. I REALLY didn't want it to go into the creek because it would have been very difficult to fish it out. I considered how it would create a memory for me if it did go into the creek. That's how I used to think when I did ride a skateboard.

My skateboard almost went into the creek after slipping out of my fingers, but I was spared. I could barely reach it now, but I stretched and got it between my two fingers again. I barely brought it up.

Then I saw my friend had a white station-waggon, but he wanted to save gas money, which is why he was riding on my back on the skateboard.

I was sitting on a huge hill overlooking a city, a complex of villa-esque buildings behind me which I knew to be my school. It was a good view where I could see each street and building but not get a lot of noise. A map flickered into mind, indicating the location of the city.

Then I turned to someone sitting nearby, not caring who, and said: "Hahaahaha, this isn't real, is it? I live in England, this is like New Jersey or something." I didn't look at who it was or pay attention, but he just acted confused, I think.

So I immediately ran away, not losing breath or bumping into people or attracting attention. I knew I could do anything but didn't care much, I just ran and sometimes made a jump to see if it would set me in flight. After a few bridges and footpaths I ended up on a steady route. I noticed something and said: "What are you?"

It said: "Antagonism."
I said: "Like your inner darkness or something."
It said: "No, just resisting things. So I"m working against running further and going back and other small things."
I said: "Oh, okay then." and talked to it for a while.

Real Life;Thoughts / Dream / Lucid

I had a lucid dream last night!

I stayed up until 3 listening to the DreamViews podcast. I finished the episode and went to sleep. As I was going to sleep, my body started to feel lighter and I could tell that my body was falling asleep (also, the sound of my fan was fading out) but I got too excited and I woke up. I sat up for a few minutes and went back to sleep.

I was cleaning my retainer in my bathroom. I was accidentally using hot water instead of cold water. I didn't notice and I set the retainer on the sink and looked into the mirror. Everything was vivid and I was trying to remember how I got there. I looked fine in the mirror. I looked at my hands. They looked.... a bit off. I began to think I was in a dream. Just to make sure, I did an RC with the clock on the wall. I was lucid dreaming! I turned to face the door. Before I opened it, I was thinking of my school so I could transport there. It didn't work. I closed the door and covered my eyes so I could teleport to the school that way. But when I opened my eyes, I woke up. I looked at my alarm clock and it was 3:33, I remembered going to sleep around 3:20. I just had a 10 minute lucid dream! I went back to sleep.

I was at my school at night. Everyone was there and everything seemed normal. During lunch, one of my friends came up to me and gave me this weird lollipop that had poprock/firecrackers in it and tasted sour. I decided to take it to my homeroom teacher so it wouldn't melt. I walked down Main Street (which is what we call the main hallway in our school) and put the lollipop in the freezer that was on her desk. When I left her room, I walked past my crush but I thought this was real life so I didn't say anything to him. I walked out to the school courtyard and there was this couple that was breaking up with each other (in reality, they break up about once a month.). When the rest of the students burst into song and started to sing "Womanizer" to the guy that broke up with the girl, I was in the sky watching the whole "performance". Dream began to destabilize.

I woke up.

All right, first of all, I'd like to make sure you know that I am guy. Hetero guy. And I never colored my hair or never tried to grow mustache.

First of two dreams I am gonna mention occured to me approx. 1-3 weeks ago. All I could remember of it was, that I have traveled several times to moon, and that when I looked into mirror (what I thought showed me my past appearance), I looked as a woman. Then I woke up.

Last night I had another dream, of similar theme, but it was... weirder. A lot weirder. First of all I remember person. Girl with rainbow-colored hair. On a beach. She was approached and persuaded by two other people, man and woman. These two people told her, that she can't have hair of all colors. She said, that she has right to have hair colored in any color she wants, thus she decided to have hair colored in all colors. I felt I was that girl. Next morning when I woke up (still part of dream) and looked into mirror, I realised, that my hair was black (and long, but it was long night before too) and I grew mustache. Girl. Mustache. I tried to shave it, but it quickly grew again. I kept trying to shave it off and it kept growing until I woke up.


What the hell, brain? What was that about?

I am going through on a computer and this weird lady that is supposed to be my mother is showing me things. She pulls up something that is supposed to be my future baby, and I am looking down at it and ask "is this real?" she replies "no, this is a dream."
I look around, trying to stabilize first. I am somehow in my parents house even though the dream started out in a different random open house and I want to just fly out the window, but it didn't work because of the glass. Screw it, I'll go out the door." i go out to the hallway, walk down the stairs, around the corner and realize that the dream is fading. I start looking at all my surroundings and shaking my extremities. It is dark outside, but it gets brighter, it looks like it is a full moon outside. I open the door to go outside, but then I start switching to a semi-lucid state. I tell myself that I can't leave the door open to my parents house, so I stand outside and "wake myself up." I walk back in the house and go to the top of the stairs and "fall back to sleep" I am now transported outside.
There is a guy outside that wants to hear my band play, he is showing his friends how the guitar at his neighbors house plays itself at certain times of night. I let the guitar stay on the ground and I rock for about 10 minutes. I realize that I don't have to follow with the dream anymore after about 2 minutes, but the other 8 I am in a lucid state and just enjoying my own dream concert that only I can hear
The whole dream lasted 15 minutes (That is how long I told myself that I had been in there right before I woke up)

12/01/11
8:00am

I was in a small group of people and everyone was impressed with a man in the group who had recently learned and completely mastered the English language. (This is something that anyone who has read my journal knows that I have completely failed to do. And English is my only language.)

12/09/11
8:00am

Someone said they liked my big bad wolf hat that I made for Halloween.

I was in a normal dream, no big dream signs yet. However, when an uncle of mine asked me to give him his cigarettes, I opened the seemingly normal pack of cigarettes to find 20 extremely small cigarettes forever to small for me to grab out of this pack. I don't know why I didn't use that as a reason to become lucid. But my dream did continue on in an odd fashion. Everyone around me kept asking me to play guitar for them, and I was playing music I had never heard before...nor have I made in my mind before ether. After doing this for what seems to be an hour, I started to walk around this land of my thoughts, Where I would just think about things happening to me. Almost a meditative state. I do this for awhile before being woken up by the office worker fixing my doors. It wasn't anything fancy but I thought it was interesting. Stay lucid my friends.

09/15/11
9:00am

Driving car past the shopping centre and turn at the stop light to pick up some passengers (about 3). I get back to the stop light and blow my nose. A dark jelly like blood comes out that I can smell. I say something and pull back on the the road.

09/02/2011
8:30am

2 guys and I were on the run and needed back packs. I had a rifle and one guy had a hand gun. Together we went into a small store next to the apartments I grew up in. Instead of robbing the place outright we peruse the shelves and hide our guns.

While looking I hide the rifle by leaning it up against one of the racks that had glass sides and held folded T-shirts. The hand gun was slid under another rack. I continued to look but couldn't choose a back pack. We where running out of time.

The store owner walked over to the door and locked it because he thought something was wrong. I instinctively made a run for it and found that the door was indeed not locked. As I leave I signal the other guys to hurry up and yell "Lets Fn' go already!!!"

Outside in the parking lot I realize that we failed to get a backpack. We ran off through the field and it became night as I remember stomping through the grass and around a mud puddle.

08/29/2011
6:00am

Fragment 1
Stepped out of an ice cabin and into the snow. My feet were frozen in ice.

Fragment 2
Strange musical instruments.


09/01/11
I was growing and styling weird multi color hair on my head.

08/16/2011

Had a dream about submarines and Voldemort.

Broke into the local newspaper office. We went way into the back where storage was kept. There was a large pile of plushy animals and squirt guns. The heavy door behind us closed and I needed to guess the password. I guessed right. Outside the window of the back room(which was slightly below ground level) was a side walk. Through the window in the dark I saw a man's shoes and he was whistling. They either caught us or where planning to catch us with a large sack.

08/13/2011
7:00am

There was a picture frame in this dream but I can't remember what it had to do with anything.

I was with a small group of people hanging out and due to some misunderstanding I thought the seating arrangement was messed up. I also thought that I should be sitting closer to my girlfriend.
I'm telling a stupid story about Austin's unfortunate licence plate to Seth, Jeb, Mell, Sam and my girlfriend and being quiet about it for some reason. Austin leaves and I say "Take it easy man..Peace." I'm thinking that my girlfriend might take off soon.

08/09/2011
7:00

Part 1 "Heist"
Some heist. I ordered a truck / school bus. Duck up front of some building. the door I needed was in the back.

Part 2 "Leaving in a Hurry"
I was shaving my head when the doorbell rang. I rush outside to catch the bus. It is dark outside and I think I am in M. Village. I realize that I have shaving cream on half of my head and face.

7/25/2011
3:00am

Part One "Breathing Apparatus"
I was in a crowd near a pond watching a large goofy looking man explaining life. He talked about love, his woman, and something about death. People start leaving and the man's woman's mother tries to stop them from leaving. She babbles on "blah, blah, blah"

The crowd's exodus turns into something of a game of hide and seek. After running over a small sand dune, running across some grass and down a road I came around to the opposite side of the large pond. I dive in and swim across underneath the surface using a strange breathing apparatus. It was shaped like an extruded squarish U.S.B. port about 1 inch long and 1/2 inch wide. Inside the apparatus was slid a piece of metal with holes in it. Front view of screen---> _|""|_ side view---> |""""""""|. The breathing apparatus was also like a whistle.

I came out of the water and climbed up onto the base of a metal tower near the members of the crowd that hadn't left. There were four young couples( 2 girls sitting on the 2boys laps). At their feet was an empty computer case and some more breathing apparatus parts.

Part Two "Realizing I'm a Ghost"
I watch to building maintenance looking fellows slide a coffin into its place which was a hole in the corner of the room.

My point of view changes and I am laying on my back looking up at them inside the wall space. One had a flash-light and was doing some electrical work, and installing my coffin. The other guy spoke some words over the deceased "Well Mevin(one of their names)...Lived know they aren't, know iev they ain't". Somehow this meant something along the lines of "Well at least the dead lived and that is nice."

I then see Ben A. from work and am startled to realize that I am floating right up near his face. "Ah Hi there!" I shake his hand. Mevin tells Ben that I am supposed to be in the coffin but doesn't see me. I figured maybe I was in the coffin so I floated by Ben's face and said "Ooooohhooo". I check the name on the coffin and a locker door / dry wall that partitioned the coffin from the room. It felt spooky to realize that I was a ghost. I then woke up.

No recall.