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9/8/2012

In this dream it was supposed to be my birthday. My grandparents were there. For some reason they pissed me off and I started cussing at them. Which is something that I would never do because they are so straight laced they would lose it. Anyway they gave me the new Halo videogame for my birthday but I never got to play it. That happens a lot to me. I'll win the lottery and wake up before I get to collect any money. Stuff like that. Anyway at this point I became lucid and tried to fly in front of people. I really just was able to float, but it was a start. I knew I was dreaming but I kept it to myself and let the DCs do their normal routines. I then participated in a type of role playing game like in the movie Role Models. Beasted it up because I could float around the battlefield.

So I dreamed that I had just moved into my new apartment with my buddy trey. Someone knocked on the door and when I went to answer it I was robbed at gunpoint. The intruders wanted all of our drugs that we were stashing there. I was very confused and told them we didn't have any drugs. They then proceded to take everything else in the apartment. They left and the cops showed up. I gave them the list of what was stolen and they left. After that I somehow followed one of the robbers back to their place. He kindly gave me a cut of the money he got for the fenced items and we chilled at his place.

7/2

In this dream I was riding a BMX bike through trails in the woods with my buddy Trey. We have started to do this in real life so it explains why it would be in my dreams. Trey is more of a daredevil than I am because he flies through the woods and I feel like I am going to die the entire time, but it's still a rush. Anyway this dream took that fear and made it real. Going through the woods I hit a stump and crack my mouth on the handlebars of the bike. One fell out and the other one became loose and fell out later on.

When we finished our ride we went to the beach. For some reason my brother had a whole crazy computer station set up on the beach and he was rushing to move it before the tide came in and ruined it all.

6/27
I went on a trip with a lot of people in 15 passenger vans to a beach. I had about ten people that are my friends from back in high school snuck off from the main group with me. We hopped a fence at a hotel and went swimming. I hooked up with a girl named Lauren that I used to date. This ended up fading out after a few minutes. I fade back in on the same trip but for some reason I am having a hangar fight with one of my buddies in the pool. We hear younger kids coming towards the pool so everyone grabs their clothes and runs to the beach to avoid getting in trouble. After sitting on the beach for a while the cops show up and we all have to run again. Not really sure why this was because we were just hanging but it seemed necessary at the time.

Just a heads up for some of these progressing dreams. At this point I was able to attain lucidity but I had not learned how to control different aspects of my dreams yet.

6/28

In this dream I was teaching an elementary school class. It was my first day and everything was going well. The Vice Principal was cool with me for some reason. For some reason all the kids in my class had a dog for the day. Some sort of show and tell activity. For some reason there was also rabbits. I was watching 3 kids at a time while them made clay moulds of their dogs. The fire alarm went off and I led the kids outside but forgot to put leashes on their animals. I spent the rest of the dream chasing around the kids animals. Oh and the mean kid in the class tossed the rabbit into a volcano that happened to appear.

Red title means non-lucid


Dream Fragment 1 (Nov 2nd)- I remember being in my old house with a girl I knew from High School and some of my friends and neighbors. I heard from my neighbors that the people down the street abandoned there newborn child and left the state. We walked over there and found the baby dead or dying underneath a storage shed.

Dream Fragment 2 (Nov 2nd)- I was with the same girl as before and we were playing basketball at my neighbors house. I missed several obvious dream signs. First, my neighbor does not have a basketball hoop. Second, the basketballs were heavy and sort of flat, like they were halfway filled with sand.

Had a really really hard time getting back to sleep after my 6:45am WBTB. I believe it was after 10. But I believe the time change has soemthing to do with it.

So, I finally got to sleep, and woke up, rolled over on my back with the pillow on my head. Instead of the vibrations, I got another one of those growly demon lie on top of me. The weight felt really heavy, more than usual. I couldn't see him, just the pillow. But I could feel that he was holding my hands down. Again, as I tried to move my hands or get free, he growled even louder. So I tried 2 bits of advice from 2 different members: I tried talking and reasoning with him, while imagining him growing weaker and weaker. I asked him "Why are you doing this?" and "What's your name?" His growling got softer and began to sound farther away, and the weight grew less and less heavy. Then there was nothing. I whipped the pillow off me, but he was gone. Feeling triumphant, I got up out of bed, ready to have an adventure. As I was standing in my room, trying to think of something, I woke up.

After more tossing and turning, I ended up on my back again, with the pillow again. I started getting vibrations this time, but because I was on my back, I felt the vibrations more in the back of my head and body, so I was having trouble focusing them on my eyes and face like I normally do. Interesting that it makes a difference. I finally drifted off, then awoke into a lucid when I felt another body get on top of me. This time he wasn't mean at all. I felt the pillow move off my face, but my dream eyes were still closed. Something started making out with me and grasping wildly at my pajama pants. Then I felt something like the motions of sex, but not actual sex, if that makes sense. So frustrated, I rolled over and got on top of this "guy." This time I looked at him, and he looked like a wild crazed version of Danny. i even told him he looked like Danny haha. I put my hand on his face and thought he might bite it, but he just licked and sucked it like some kind of animal. I was able to get something sexual going this time, but there was something strange down there. I felt a hard protrusion coming from me I think. Not a boy part, it didn't even feel like flesh. Almost like half of my female anatomy became petrified. Really odd sensation. After a few moments of this, he just vanished. So I got up and found a lady. I remember she was a pretty redhead. I turned her over on the bed and did what I usually do. I actually got alot further this time than I had in a while before waking up.

After the vibrations I try to roll out but there is a powerful resistance. I try harder and I manage to leave my sleeping position. I do no RC. I go into the kitchen. I pay attention to the sensation of walking. I go into the kitchen. I put my hands in front of me. I look up and I notice my fingers had no end! My fingers became longer as I looked up. When I clench my hands into a fist my fingers return to normal. I then try to see if I could extend my fingers at will. I try to extend my fingers to reach the file cabinet at the other side of the kitchen. I try two times before the dream ends.

I do a DEILD chain. There is a subtle change in my bodies position on my bed. First, my tongue which was lying at the back of my mouth was now sticking out and my teeth were clenched on it, second, my leg was slowly falling off of the bed even though it was in a secure position. These were not physical sensations, these sensations were my dream body but at the time I thought they were real. I move my leg back onto the bed and I then rolled out a few minutes after that. My phone is ringing so I pick it up.
It is my friend. I say "Did I call you early" "yes you did". While talking I was trying to do the digital clock reality check. I notice the time was 4:72. I know I am dreaming now but I wake up.

I stay still to do DEILD again. This time I am in a void but on both of my sides there are two portals that lead to different dream scenes. To my left there is a cartoony world, to my right is a more mundane shopping center.
I roll to my right and end up at the shopping center. I get the feeling I must now run. As I do run I notice a man chasing me. He throws stuff at me. It doesn't hurt but I can still feel it. Though I am being chased I find it surprisingly fun. I then jump in between two gaining height each time. I land on the floor and look at my hands to maintain lucidity but the dream ends. I try to do DEILD again but couldn't get into the right state.

Why are people trying to kill me?
Last night, I had three dreams in a row where people are trying to kill me.
In the first dream there*was a posse of assassins hunting me.
I trick them for a while by joining the posse and hunting myself.
After they kill the number of the wrong people, by process of elimination*they discovered me.
I escaped from the posse. But fell into the hands of two Chinese women.*
They *were dressed in traditional Chinese garb and had a golden revolver.
I woke up wall I was struggling with them.
In the *second dream a woman, supposedly my girlfriend. Was trying to entice me over the telephone to come to an abandoned house.*
Where a group of thugs were waiting to kill me with Bats, knives and clubs.
In the last dream, I live in a rural area and a car drove up to my house.
I thought they maybe lost so*I went outside to give them directions.
It was a lone driver sitting behind the wheel.
I could see him raise a satchel,*from it he drew an automatic pistol.
I ran back to the house and retrieved *my revolver and hid behind a wall.
Then I woke up.

Lugus,
*Irish son of three hounds, protector of travelers and friend of shoemakers.
I would very much like to thank you for the time you took to construct this insightful interpretation of my dream.
In many respects you hit the nail right on the head.
I thoroughly agree that the arena does represent the self and the foreign country is representing a journey into*the unconscious.
I don't know why didn't see this but thank you very much.
I think your interpretation of the red bull and sorrel horse as the First Charka is very interesting. Along with the color gray and the horses leg left being twisted being associated with kundalini.
This is very significant because I began practicing kundalini yoga again this month after not doing so for 35 years.
I've spent the last six months doing vinyasa yoga. Only now have I started *pranayama.
Im still a little puzzled by the meaning of the half-size friends and the blood into wine.
The half-size friends in gray are definitely something undeveloped but what?
I forgot to mention that the woman in Black was a character of seen many times and dreams in the past.
In this instance she was quite upset with me for bringing the half-size friends to the arena where they were killed and lost.
The Christian overtones of the blood into the wine body of Christ, are definitely apparent.
But what is the meaning in this specific instance?
Again thank you very much you been a really big help.

Dream of horse and the bull,
I'm in a Latin country possibly Italy Spain or Mexico.
There's an arena similar to a bullfighting arena but much larger.
It Is filled with thousands of people. they look like the type of people I have previously seen frequenting*bullfights in Mexico.
A large powerful sorrel horse is released into the crowd.
This horse has a massive red bull strapped onto his back.
The horse charges in straight lines through the crowd and the bull *gores anyone who is caught in their path.
This is a second day, I return to the arena with several of my friends to engage in this bloodsport, ritual.
I don't want to come back but something inside me compels me to do so.
I escape, but I watch is one of my friends is gored.
I notice he is not full human size, he is about half the size I am.
I climb over the edge of the arena and watch from safety behind the fence.
I'm looking at one of the horses eyes.
The horse turns his eyes and looks at me.
The horse changes direction and charges directly at me.
I feel safe because I'm behind the fence.
However the horse jumps the fence and sails over me as I cower under the fence.
It Is quickly caught by his trainers and handlers before it can do any damage.
They take into a separate corral and unstrap the bull from his back.
the head trainer twist the horses left rear leg as punishment for jumping over the fence.
I learned later from a woman dressed in black with black hair, I think she represents my anima?
That a another friend was lost somewhere in the crowd.
This friend was also female and she was dressed in gray and again half human size.
This ritual finished by everyone rolling up a large tarp that covered the floor of the arena.
This tarp was previously soaked with blood but now the blood turned a grape juice or wine.
I think the wine/grape juice was to be extracted later.
I think this was the point of the whole ritual.
Mattanza, when I awoke*this word was on*my lips.
This is the ancient harvest of bluefin tuna in the Mediterranean.
The fish are pulled from the sea by hand and gaff-hook, the water boils with their blood.
Mattanza means slaughter, from the Spanish word *Matare to kill.
Can anyone shed some light as to the meaning of this dream ?

I believe that most of our dreams are meant to be feedback to the dreamer. They let us know how we are progressing psychologically or spiritually. As part of this type of interpretation, I believe that many dream symbols are mythological or religious in nature. I also use the methods of Carl Jung as appropriate.

In this dream, you are in a Latin country. It sounds like this country is not your home country. A Jungian often interprets a journey to a foreign land as a journey into the unconscious.

There is an arena. If the arena is circular, this may be significant. A circle is often a symbol of an archetype called the self.

The people who are watching the events in the arena might actually be entities who are independent of the dreamer. However, they could instead be parts of the dreamer; they would be symbols of archetypes from the dreamer’s psyche. .

There is a sorrel horse with a large red bull strapped onto his back. The actual animals as well as their colors are probably important. The horse and the bull are associated with the first chakra. Additionally, it sounds like the horse is a copper-reddish color while the bull is red. I usually associate the color red with the first chakra. As a little side note, there is a mythological animal that is half horse and half bull. It is the bonnacon. BONNACON: (ASIA) | American Monsters

You go back to the arena on the second day.

You watch as a friend who is about half your size is gored. It could be that this has a shamanistic symbolism. If this is the case, death from the animal would mean that animal elevates whoever it kills and the animal becomes the guide/helper/protector in the dreamer’s journeys to the underworld. As for the small size of the friend, this probably means that this archetype is still developing. Thus, it could be that his death will, paradoxically, help in his development.

The bull attempts to gore the dreamer. This may mean that the dreamer’s ego is sufficiently developed so that it does not need the elevating death – not too sure about this.

The bull is unstrapped. The head trainer twists the horse’s left leg as punishment. This is probably significant. Activity in the left foot or leg is a symptom of kundalini. Biology of Kundalini - Symptoms List

There is also a woman in black and another woman who is dressed in gray. The colors of the clothing of two ladies are noteworthy. The color black is associated with the feminine, the unknown and the unconscious. Thus, black is associated with the lower realms and the ability to travel to the realms. As for the color gray, I almost always associate gray with the gray-matter of the brain and the spinal fluid. Thus, gray is associated with kundalini. From this we see that both the colors black and gray are very positive.

The word Mattanza seems to be related to this dream. The slaughter of the tuna is like the deaths of the people (and possibly the animals) at the arena.

The ritual in the arena has some religious/spiritual symbolism. The blood that becomes wine reminds me of the Christian ritual of communion. In the Christian communion, the Christian drinks the wine in order to become a part of Jesus Christ. The communion wine seems to have the effect of spiritually strengthening the people who drink the wine. In an analogous manner, the dream-people who drink the blood-wine become stronger and become parts of those who died.

Summarizing –
The power of the first chakra is being used by the dreamer to develop those abilities needed to journey to the lower world of the unconscious. The deaths of the people are probably making them stronger and more developed. They will be transformed and reborn with more power. Likewise for those who drank the blood-wine. It strengthens them and the people who died.

Hope this helps,
Lugus

I believe that most of our dreams are meant to be feedback to the dreamer. They let us know how we are progressing psychologically or spiritually. As part of this type of interpretation, I believe that many dream symbols are mythological or religious in nature. I also use the methods of Carl Jung as appropriate.

In this dream, you are in a Latin country. It sounds like this country is not your home country. A Jungian often interprets a journey to a foreign land as a journey into the unconscious.

There is an arena. If the arena is circular, this may be significant. A circle is often a symbol of an archetype called the self.

The people who are watching the events in the arena might actually be entities who are independent of the dreamer. However, they could instead be parts of the dreamer; they would be symbols of archetypes from the dreamer’s psyche. .

There is a sorrel horse with a large red bull strapped onto his back. The actual animals as well as their colors are probably important. The horse and the bull are associated with the first chakra. Additionally, it sounds like the horse is a copper-reddish color while the bull is red. I usually associate the color red with the first chakra. As a little side note, there is a mythological animal that is half horse and half bull. It is the bonnacon. BONNACON: (ASIA) | American Monsters

You go back to the arena on the second day.

You watch as a friend who is about half your size is gored. It could be that this has a shamanistic symbolism. If this is the case, death from the animal would mean that animal elevates whoever it kills and the animal becomes the guide/helper/protector in the dreamer’s journeys to the underworld. As for the small size of the friend, this probably means that this archetype is still developing. Thus, it could be that his death will, paradoxically, help in his development.

The bull attempts to gore the dreamer. This may mean that the dreamer’s ego is sufficiently developed so that it does not need the elevating death – not too sure about this.

The bull is unstrapped. The head trainer twists the horse’s left leg as punishment. This is probably significant. Activity in the left foot or leg is a symptom of kundalini. Biology of Kundalini - Symptoms List

There is also a woman in black and another woman who is dressed in gray. The colors of the clothing of two ladies are noteworthy. The color black is associated with the feminine, the unknown and the unconscious. Thus, black is associated with the lower realms and the ability to travel to the realms. As for the color gray, I almost always associate gray with the gray-matter of the brain and the spinal fluid. Thus, gray is associated with kundalini. From this we see that both the colors black and gray are very positive.

The word Mattanza seems to be related to this dream. The slaughter of the tuna is like the deaths of the people (and possibly the animals) at the arena.

The ritual in the arena has some religious/spiritual symbolism. The blood that becomes wine reminds me of the Christian ritual of communion. In the Christian communion, the Christian drinks the wine in order to become a part of Jesus Christ. The communion wine seems to have the effect of spiritually strengthening the people who drink the wine. In an analogous manner, the dream-people who drink the blood-wine become stronger and become parts of those who died.

Summarizing –
The power of the first chakra is being used by the dreamer to develop those abilities needed to journey to the lower world of the unconscious. The deaths of the people are probably making them stronger and more developed. They will be transformed and reborn with more power. Likewise for those who drank the blood-wine. It strengthens them and the people who died.

Hope this helps,
Lugus

[Monday, November 5th, 2012]
<My dream recall fades into...>
At a theme park.

In a child's playground, I crawl inside a plastic tube and meet a few people I know.
Cassidy is one of them, an old pre-school through high-school friend of mine.
We get into an arguement and I decide to just walk away.

I walk up to someone in an outside office chair.
I ask him how he's doing running and designing the park.
He isn't. He looks very relaxed and layed-back in his chair.
He says he was layed-off. The park management hired someone else.
Everyone here has been replaced it seems- by more efficient and cheaper workers.
I give him my condolances and then it seems everyone is leaving the park now.

I follow suit.
Right outside the park is a giant rounded pool; 30-foot deep with a 30 foot diameter.
Suddenly, me and everyone in the park is filled with joy and bliss and we all jump in the pool.
I feel amazing and refreshed as the cool water surrounds me.
I was the first to jump in with my clothes on, and I watched as everyone else jumped in after me.
It was amazing watching as everyone floated together in a neon-blue lit pool.
I start to run out of breath and take air in, despite being underwater.

<I wake up.>

No lucid.
The dream was in Rome,or a very similar place.There was this small.yellow,church-like building with a beautiful garden,like a miniature version of Versailles gardens.There lived one of my chemistry teachers.This girl visited him,they chatted.Latter,she was on downtown Rome in a small street,talking with a friend about how her parents would react with she having a relationship with an older guy,(50 something),and some flashes of a school or university.

Later the girl met my teacher again.They chatted and he showed a thing that exploded,maybe related to the fact hes a chemistry teacher on real life.He suddenly grabbed her hand,as they talked and walked on the garden.Then,I could see from the door of the building,they laying on a bed kissing and cuddling.The teacher is quite a cute guy.The dream was over.

For a short moment I was on the girls POV,but mostly just watched the dream