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Last night I had a dream that I had some kind of disease that affected my liver.

1) Remember being out in a small parking lot/ field thing with the Kelly Os staff like the ball tournament only there was only like 20 of us there. I remember Darian and Johnny specifically being there.
2) Remember being with Teegan at her school. We in a class or assembly together or something. We were gonna hang out afterwards. We went to the video store, it was in glenpark village where video update used to be. We walked around for a long time trying to decide. I was being more indecisive then her and I think she was getting frustrated. We finally chose aliens. I remember seeing a preview type thing only I was in it first person and so was she. We were on an abandoned cruise ship trying to survive. There were xenomorphs on it but I dont remember actually coming in contact with them just but there prescence was evident. At the till when I went to pay they told me to return it to movie gallery which was right next door. this kind of confused me*Next time I find something confusing or non sensical I will do a reality check and explore the dream world!* On the way back I was no longer with Teegan but one of her good friends. She looked like Tanya but wasnt tanya and slightly younger and cuter looking. We drove past knox and there was party going on there. As we rounded the corner into summerhill est. a 30 or 40 year old looking man and woman waved us down and followed our car. I didnt want to stop, they kinda alarmed me. I asked tanya if i should stop and didnt wait for an answer and kept going. I looked back and they seemed to be following my car up the hill. Once I got home I ran upstairs and looked out the big front window and saw them at the bottom of my street walking towards my house only it was a very big and tall young 18ish looking boy and 2 women. They got to my door and rang it. I didnt answer. I dialed 911 on my phone and was ready to press talk as I went downstairs to answer. I asked what they wanted through the door. I finally opened it. The big guy just walked in so I grabbed his arm and put it in arm bar. He pushed me back so I called 911. They said it would be 15 min before they come. He was actually just trying to sell roses for charity and Teegans friend knew him. She was embarassed I called 911, this reminded me of the negative experiences I had with Teegan. The cops showed up and checked out the house. I told them it was a false alarm but they still had to check it out. they went right to the garage and were happy to see my punching bag. I also had some other equipment I dont own set up. The cops hit the bad a few times.
3) Remember playing basketball in someones driveway with Josh from kelly os and a few other people. It was fun. I had a relly good steal at one point. My shoes got ripped though and so I was gonna go buy new ones. At one point my dad drove by and stopped. He was supposed to drop off my aliens movie and some jalapeno doritos at home for me because he had them. He stopped to tell me it had been done. We went across the street to a shoe store and I looked around for awhile. Nothing I saw was that appealing. I saw Desmond there eventually and asked for his help. He pointed to some jordans saying he liked jordans but they were 328$ or something so I said no. There was also some watesport equipment there. Next to the jordans was a massive pair of 2000$ flippers. At the back of the store they were holding my doritos and movie for me, thats where my dad had dropped them. Josh suggested we go to where he worked because they sold shoes and it was right near by. We went there and it was an arcade. In the very back in a dark room there was a game you had to play to make a rack of shoes come up if you won. We won it easily. I looked at them for awhile and eventually looked around. Everything was stopped and people were looking at me waiting to pick. I guess the rack had to go away before anyone could continue. This made me uncomfortable so I quickly picked a pair of basketball shoes that seemed semi cleeted. There were hi top adidas. Des had said earlier he didnt like nikes so I looked and made sure they wernt nikes. They were too small so I asked if they had 12s anywhere. The employeee said he would check in the back which was an elevated caged off area. He came back with the same shoes only not hi tops. I didnt really like those ones but I took them anyways.
4) Remember being at a lacross rink. Tons of people from KSS were there all having a good time. I saw Rebeca G and we reminisced. We kept arguing over wether I sneezed on her feet on purpose. I said I didnt. I guess it was a thing we had done back in chem class when she was wearing Toms I kept sneezing on her feet. Cassy N was there. We were hitting on each other and I couldnt believe how well it was going. Marty was present alot too. At one point I stole Cassy away from Marty on the dance floor. At the end we were all on the outside of the lacross box having a good time. Josh Blasco walked past and tried throwing a snowball at me and who I was with. He missed. I trough two back him. The first hit him in the crotch and the second hit him in the face. He kept walking away pissed off with the girl he was with. There was a steep on the outside surrounding the box that was iced over at one part. I tried to run up it. I had to grab with my hands about half way up. I saw clinton smith and some other guy. We talked about making a snowskate drop in at the foot of the hill. They both talked about how good they were.

Commentary-
Unlike my other lucids, I don't remember how this dream began. All I remember is how the dream ended and the fact I was indeed lucid.
Lucid #3-
I found myself at a golf course. The course was of the parkland style-lots of trees and open grassy areas. I found that I didn't have any clubs with me so I shouted "golf club now!". I saw a club form into my hands. It looked like a 9 iron. I looked around for a target to which I could perhaps play a shot. I saw a green probably 80-100 yards away beyond some rugged looking mounds and I water hazard. I realized I didn't have a ball. After looking around I tried, just through the power of thought, to convert a small piece of bark I found into a golf ball. But, it didn't work. I woke up from my dream.
Commentary-
I summoned an object! Yay! I'm sure this skill will get better as I practice.

Even though it's not perfect, my method seems to be working for me. I tried to elaborate on my method even more and post it in the induction techniques forum but found I was too lacking in knowledge and experience and was stressing myself out thinking about it so much. I'll stick with the technique I posted in my DJ entry "No lucidity again but a promising idea". I've gotten 3 lucids this past week which isn't too bad I think.

Here is an updated evaluation of my dreaming skill
Lucid Induction Technique-
Reliablity-3
Recall-3
Dream Control-
Enviornment-1
Plot-3
Quality-3

In last nights dream there was something about a town and dead people. Like everyone who died had to be buried really quick and no one was embalmed or anything b/c if someone wasn't buried fast enough then there would be a curse on the town that would kill everyone. An old lady with long gray hair and bent over and a very very wrinkly face was telling me all this. There were lots of thumping sounds coming from an empty room and I asked if the dead could come back to life to kill us and she assured me they couldn't. Then I left afraid, and saw the ocean and got in a car and wondered if I'd lived there long enough that if I died after I left if I would curse everyone. I woke up.

Dream - Lucid

I felt myself falling asleep. I sat up out of my body, and went over to the other side of the bed. I looked around my dark bedroom, and then, decided to look at myself. My body was there, on its back (I fell asleep on my back), peacefully asleep, much different from the last time I had one of these experiences (last time my body was tense and afraid, eyes wide open and terrified). My body wasn't under the covers.

I went up to my body and stroked its hair, and said
"You are beautiful."

Then, I was in a room with Brett, my first long-term boyfriend that I dated in high school. I wanted to fly with him, since he was there with me. I grabbed his hand, and he said something, though I can't remember what; something along the lines of "what's going on?" or "where are we going?" I said back to him, trying to carefully choose my words,
"This is a lucid dream!"
He responded
"Oh right, a lucid dream," like he was agreeing with me that it was, indeed, a lucid dream.
I thought about whether or not he was a DC or an entity, since most of my DCs give me a blank, stupid stare or just outright deny that it's a dream when I call attention to the fact that I'm dreaming.

We then flew up into the sky, where either the sun was setting or the sky just had those sunsetty colors in it. I remember vividly feeling Brett's hand inside mine. We talked as we flew, but I can't remember what about. I then looked up and saw a starlit night sky and a beautiful, vivid red galaxy. I pointed it out to Brett. I thought about how this was the first time I had been able to fly with anyone hand-in-hand. I've tried before, but the person "weighed" me down, or someone else took me up to fly, and while we were ascending, I'd wake up.

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I was in some mountain river or stream or something. This dream occurred during both the night and the day. This guy I went to high school with, Jason L., kept pushing me down into the flowing body of water, onto the rocks, etc., saying things to me as he did so. I don't remember what it had to do with, but it had some sort of purpose. I then remember seeing a body, not sure if it was mine, his, or someone else's altogether, but he/she busted their head on a rock, and bright red blood started to pour out. I started to freak out.

I remember talking to Jason L. civilly in this dream, and I remember trying to get out from under some rock and my vision kept shaking, like I was trying to get out from being stuck underneath a block in Minecraft.

There was a point where I became lucid again during this dream, but I quickly lost it.

There was more to this dream, but that's all I can really recall.

i was standing in the kitchen with melanie and roxy and i kept singing breathe by pinky flloyd and roxy joined in. "of waht you see is all your life will ever be" my sister also was very busy doing something and didnt have time to listen to what i had to say to her. the rest of the dream is not coming to me right now.

No need to go into details about this one.

Suffice it to say a threesome, involving me, some girl, and the girl in the wheelchair from Coronation street!?!?

I was going down this big yellow slide in some sort of fun-house thingy...apparently in Las Vegas? Anyways, halfway down I noticed Tyler (short one) worked there and had to help the slide-ees off from hitting the graffiti platform. Since there were other workers taking turns helping people, my chances of getting Tyler to help me was about 1 in 4. Somehow the dream gods and slide gods were nice that time, and Tyler was the one who helped me. I kinda forgot to get off of my slide too late and nearly ran into the platform, but then he grabbed me. I walked to a little pillow over to where my other things were, and sat there, waiting to get a chance to talk to him. I mean, I hadn't seen him in nearly 2 years. Slightly stepping a few feet from the pillow to pick up a shoe I dropped, I turned around to see Tyler! Smiling, I hugged him. When the hug was finished he planted a kiss right on the corner of my lips. I was so freaking shocked, but I wasn't mad. I was overjoyed, really. Since his back was to the big pillow, I hug tackled him. woop.

blah blah, something about sitting in a lunchroom across from him, farm animals? idek.
but it was so vivid oh my goodness I woke up and was so confused

09.18.2012

Spread Your Legs Naruko Anjou (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Yeah, I grabbed you with the title huh....alright..

Spoiler for 18+:

There's an anime girl with short light brown hair, or maybe orange-brown hair (?), and she's in the spread eagle position, with her legs folded upwards, like this:

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And by the looks of it, she resembles Naruko Anjou.

It seems she's resting on a slope, and whatever it is, it's light blue, along with most of the area around area, so I'm presuming this is done at some kind of spacious shower. I don't know if I'm the one to command her, or if it's someone else, but something makes her cringe and twitch her eyes in shame, until she finally gives up and spreads her legs more.

Then a wooden penis appears on the bottom of her, and I think it's stuck on the floor. It seems the next command was for her to gently get on top of it, and slowly take it inside her asshole. After going through those facial expressions of being shy and all that, she gets every single inch of it in her.

Her vagina was soaked, maybe it was the water, or maybe she's climaxing from anal.

I can't remember anything else from the dream, except that she probably got used to having the wooden penis stimulate her anally.

Oh, and no traces of scat....and that's always a good thing.

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09.18.2012

Don't Steal From Him (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking with my father, he tells me to not steal from somebody that will be coming into whatever house home is in this dream.

Why are you telling me this? Why would I want to steal--------oh wait, hold on, inb4blackstereotype.

I try to explain to him calmly on why I wouldn't want to steal from him or anyone, but he stops me mid-sentence and gives me this small lecture on what he values in his children.

By this time, I just thought, "Whatever man."

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09.18.2012

Car with External Audio (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So I'm in a vehicle with my father and mother, and then we go into some parkway, a pretty small one that could accommodate a few vehicles that may be coming in all directions. There's this white vehicle that comes in on the right, and I see there's a couple inside. A man wearing a mid-tone blue dress shirt, and probably dark dress pants.

The environment is very bright and sunny, but I don't really feel much of the glare and heat hitting my skin, since the vehicle I'm in is probably has the A/C on. All of the seats in the vehicle I'm in are light gray.

The wife/girlfriend/escort/whoever is barely noticeable, I just had a feeling she was there. I think she had long blonde hair though. It seems my father and the guy coming in were at a gridlock, so the guy in the white vehicle activates an external speaker from his car, which kind of looks like a White Mustang.

I don't know where the voice box or sound system is coming from, and then my father starts responding to the man. From my perspective, my father had all of his windows closed in the vehicle, so how in the world does he think the man is going to hear him at all?

From where I was sitting, I could hear my father's voice bounce off the windows a bit, there's just no way the other guy is going to hear this. Surprisingly, the guy hears him just fine, still a little bothered by this, I continued to listen their conversation. I guess it started with trying to get someone to back up so the other person could park, since they're still at a gridlock.

I can't recall the exact words, but I did notice a gradual augmentation of anger coming from both parties. I'm just sitting there, absorbing all of this, and then finally, the guy in the white vehicle gets pissed, and leaves. I think he screams something at my father, but whatever it is, good riddance to that guy.

My father probably talks to my mother about what he thought of the whole situation, I just can't remember what he declared specifically. I look where the guy in the white vehicle was headed, because I was worried he might follow us or something to intimidate my father even more.

So I turned my head to the right, ignoring whatever it is my father and mother are professing, and I see the guy is trying to take a curve to the right behind some building, and then I see him come out the other side of it. I'm not sure if he still wanted to hang around that area on purpose, and that's all I can recall.

Organic Chem and Math Exam...you're GOING DOWN today.

This is one of the first times that a non-lucid dream has been so interesting to me. Usually they're boring things like being at school or playing a video game. Short as it was, I really enjoyed it.

It all started out with me piloting a mech, as you might have guessed. I think that it was third person, so it may have been a video game dream, though it did not look familiar. I was making my way down a desert road, with a large cliff to my left. About a quarter mile up, the road turned into a canyon in the side of the cliff.
A commander's voice told me that the enemy force would come out of the canyon. I made my way to the mouth of the canyon, and saw 3-5 tanks coming out of the canyon.
But these were not normal tanks; they walked on four small mechanical legs, and had missile silos instead of cannons. They had desert camo. They opened fire on me, but all of the shots missed.
I began to examine my own mech. It was a bipedal walker with three weapons; a machine gun on the left side, a missile launcher. The top had some kind of laser sniper cannon. It was kind of a dark-blue gray color.
I began firing back, favoring the missile launcher. More of the walking tanks came out of the canyon. I kept killing them, but I was getting overwhelmed.
"Snipers!" The commander hollered.
I looked up and saw another type of mech making its way along the canyon rim. Unlike the tanks that were slow and lumbering, these mechs were swift, with long, spidery legs and a huge sniper cannon. They had a bright red/orange coloration.
Shots hit all around me. One hit one of my mech's legs, and I limped over, immobilized. I looked up and fired my own sniper at one of the enemy snipers. He went limp, and the spidery machine fell into the canyon.
A second barrage, and my mech was hit in the cockpit. (This was third person.) I looked over to take out another sniper, but my weapons started malfunctioning and they all fired at once. I didn't kill another sniper. Then the walking tanks in the canyon fired all their missiles, and I think my mech failed entirely.

The dream cuts out at this point. I may have entered deep sleep and left the dream. I don't think I woke up.

I was at a party in Czech. Quite a few faces that I recognised. It was night and it was some kemp. People were smoking weed and drinking. I had some myself. Then I found myself paragliding... people were watching and the wind was really strong. It was pretty awesome.
Then I landed and had some more weed and food. There was food everywhere. We were all quite drunk, when suddenly a little gang came and was going to take their electronics, especially iPads. I had my phone and MacBook there too. I started shouting at those people and was going to fight with them. But my hands were really week and I couldn't punch them hard. My friends were the same, and they show me how weak their wrists were. I think they used some has on us. They took some iPads.
Then another group of 3 teenagers came, and I still had my computer and Lucas Zurcin's iPad that I was hiding behind me. I was ready to fight but still felt weak. Then I recognised one of them. It was young Danicek. I was yelling at him that if they take something I will come and kill him. They got scared and ran away. Lukas was pretty happy.

It was a winter time. I was skying down hill along some road. It was progressively getting from just snow and nothing but snow.... to a muddy frozen road. I was filming the whole skying experience. Not sure for what reason. Then when I got home I realised that we kept Tyrannosaurus rex as a pet at home. It didnt surprise me much. I know that during that hard winter we found frozen cow somewhere and we still kept it. So I told my mother that I will cut it in half with chain saw and feed the Rex with it. She thought it was a good idea. But then I found myself mixing a bowl with flat pasta and a bowl with some red sauce. It was also for the Rex and my mother was to show me how to feed it. She took a knot of the pasta and spilled table spoon of the red sauce on it. Then she threw it to the mouth of the rex that was behind a wooden fence. And I continued doing that as she showed me.

I was at home back in Czech. It was evening and there was quite a few people in the house. It seemed that some family with kids came to visit us. I had my ex Barbara coming to visit me later. When she came, there was a little girl sleeping in my room. I think it was my cousin's daughter. I was thinking of how to get her out.
Then I managed to move her to my mothers bedroom, but later when I went to check her, I saw her swinging hands around with eyes half open. I thought she was dreaming about flying. I went back to Barbara and she was little upset. I told her that she can stay in my room. She was suspicious but agreed and told me that she had to go home for something.

When she returned, I found her in my room kneeling, facing away from me. I was amazed by her long red hair. It was truly amazing. At some point we started cuddling and I was wondering whether she was still with her boyfriend..... thats all I remember.

I was upstairs in my cousin's (I recognize him as my cousin, but his face is my neighbor's face) bedroom with my brother. We were both sitting on the bed, facing the door. My brother was sitting at the end of the bed while I sat at the head. We watched as our cousin got to the second floor. He sees us but just turned away and walked in to his brother's room. I see his brother and his girlfriend in the room, they were hugging. The door closed behind them. --- I was outside at what seems to be the walkway to apartment rooms. Trees, bushes and flowers were around me and it felt really peaceful. While I was walking, I felt like I was wrapped in a heavy blanket. My dad appeared walking in front of me and was surprised that I was out of the house. --- I started watching ShayCarl's videos again, and noticed that he looked somewhat different.

09/17/2012
12AM-10AM

I woke up a good 3 hours before I needed to and summoned the energy to write down a dream fragment. Unfortunately, some of the writing is illegible, and I'm incapable of gaining any information from certain parts of it. Recall is becoming interesting. I need to use "awaken from the dream" more often throughout the day.

The last complete fragment I remember is of riding a motorcycle in a race attempting to prove myself against a few other slow-moving parades in the georgetown area. This fragment combined the recent viewing of motorcycle diaries with riding my bike with no hands. As I tried to go handless, I slid out of control. I thought this was at the expense of the entire race, but I managed to get back int the front and win the thing.

Before that, I know I was in a large house setting remarking upon a mild lucidity to the extent that I was calling myself a sill human for thinking so boldly that I could completely craft my dream environment. I tried to force move a mason jar to no avail. I also remember watching a few people walk incredibly close to a roller coaster which I anticipated them colliding with. I believe they gave the voyagers a high five though. The last decipherable comment is campaign balloons, and I vaguely recall the celebration of a democratic candidate winning. Nonetheless, I'm excited to go to sleep.