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I woke up on phone and I Wonder where I am. then I accidentally all over the phone and on my Dog. I Was very disappointed when I see that my Dog dead. And my Phone break. All over the kitchen floor my mess there. So I Had to pick it up and it very dirty in side. I Drank the soda and juice and reestablish connection to netwok and accidentally all over your face this time. Was not happy.

More work for the challenge my school was making me do. I had to get something, there was this guy who really annoys me, he stroked my face, I shouted "Never do that again!" and then this guy asked where he could buy tickets for something, so I directed him to one of my teachers. Eventually it went all weird, with the police being after me, Sanguine from The Elder Scrolls was a good friend of mine, and he helped me out! And then The Reapers invaded.
Then I woke up.

Im on my sister roof it baby blue and I sliped and fall im bearly hanging on the roof with both arm hanging on and my right leg tucked under me and my left hanging of the roof. im scard and start to wonder why I came up here, and thats when I realize im dreaming so I pull my self up easly . I see squirls on the roof but im not scared of getting bit anymore I jump off the roof and fall in slow motion .

Whiel im falling I rub my hands togather and yell stabilize now I hear a airplane and see one flying realy high up I see billionds of stars and it beautifal when I hit the ground I yell stabilize agian but I wake up

Moving to a Moon
Non Lucid: So I have finally arrived at one of Saturn's many moons to settle with the rest of the pioneers. It's like an earth mixed with mars, but instead of a small white Moon, there is a giant gas planet with rings and all that nice stuff. The sky is tinted orange, and while it looks like there's a dust storm up there, it's completely clear down here. I'm in my "hut" which looks like something from Red Faction: Guerilla, I ask someone (I don't recall who it was) whether or not I can fly back to earth and rejoin my people (perhaps I haven't thought this journey through, but it sure is lonely up here). I look up to see the sun "rising", it's coming out from behind Saturn, which I can see almost all of, including the rings. But the sun is actually larger than it appears here on Earth, and you can look straight at it (The dust cloud must just enough light, or you know, maybe it's a dream). One day on the moon (meaning day AND night) lasts 40 minutes. A look around at the ground reveals an orange soil with some small weeds covering it, much like my front yard. The terrain (outside of the settlement) is rocky, which leads me to believe that this dream is heavily influenced by the same game I mentioned earlier. I then go for a walk, on my way back as I am passing some car dealership (A car dealer ship on a moon on Saturn that has just been settles? I really need to recognize these dream signs) and am antagonized by two men in suits. They steal 600 of whatever currency is used here and run off. I only got a good look at one of them, who when appeared again on my walk back. He materialized in front of me for around 3 seconds. In a business suit, coarse brown hair, parted on the right (his right) jogging slowly. He looked a lot like Jason Batemen in "The Ex" now that I think about it. He promptly disappeared and I continued on my way home. When I got home I found my house was the scene of a murder. Much of it was blocked off by yellow police tape. I talked to one of the officers (The chief I think) and asked him if there was a lot of mugging going on, he said yes, especially in front of that car dealership. (I wish I could remember the name of it, because it was important. I believe it started with an I or an L)

If you are reading this journal and you have experience with WILDs, then I hope that you might be able to see what I'm doing wrong or what I could do better. That's one of the purposes of this journal; to get help from other, more experienced individuals. The other reason is that through lots of data I might be able to better analyze my failures. By keeping track of them and never failing for the same reason twice, perhaps I can reach success faster.

I'm going to do a quick outline of my technique so you, the reader, can be aware of what I'm doing (wrong). Maybe I'll notice things too, as I write things down.

- Set alarm to 4-7 hours after current time
- Tell myself that my intention is to WBTB, and then perform a WILD
- Wake up by the alarm
- Sit up for 5-15 minutes, until I'm thinking clearly again. Grab water or go to bathroom if needed
- Lay down in usual sleeping position, try to relax. This is done by relaxing tense body parts one at a time, and just feeling the relaxation
- Start counting from 1 and up, while I see the digits scrolling through my inner eye

This is as far as I have reached so far. What has happened is that I either fell asleep during the relaxation phase, fell asleep again before I could WBTB, fell asleep during counting or got tired of counting and fell asleep in frustration.

So if you have any thoughts on why I don't have success WILDing, please post a comment. It would be very appreciated.

Date: 16/07
Alarm after: 6:30
Brief description: Couldn't fall asleep at 1 am because I had slept until 13:30 the day before. It took a good hour or two to fall asleep, so alarm was closer to 5:00 instead of 6:30. Realized I have to adjust alarm times according to how much sleep I got the night before for things to work out. Maybe one could create a personal formula? I'll try once I get some more experience/success. Anyway; stayed up for 3ish minutes before WILDing, because the day before I stayed up for too long. Counted to around 30 and fell asleep.
Why it failed/succeeded: Messed up sleep schedule, 3 minutes WBTB wasn't long enough, alarm not kept in synch with how much sleep I had gotten, not enough focus due to short WBTB

I got up around 10:00 and fell asleep around 2:30 which leaves me with 7:30 hours of sleep. I'm well rested. Tonight I'll WBTB after 4:30, stay up for 15 minutes and then hopefully reach lucidity. I could also use better mantras or something before bed, because I feel I'm often not sticking to the plan when I wake up in the middle of the night.
By the way, I'm not sure how long exactly went by before I fell asleep, but I guess my alarm was after approximately 5 hours which seemed like a nice balance between sleepiness and being too wide awake.

All I seem to be able to recall is something about a glowin blue or green cilinder, about 4ft. Long being inserted one by one into some sort of machine in a panel.

i am recalling many hours after the dream bu its beter to get something in then nothing at all

so i drempt at one point about a cop car that pulled me over. There were kids drinking in the seat next to me. i was worried that the cop would be mad i was driving with kids after 8. The cop ended up prancing around saying threatening things but i got lost in thought and eventually the whole seen dissapatiated. Perhaps more will be revealed to me later

(Note: I'm not sure what time span this is supposed to be in, considering there are objects intermingled and situations from various years of my life.)

From what I can remember, it started off with Leah getting these weird phone calls at like 3:30 in the morning and wouldn't tell me who it was or where she went.

After awhile, while our mom was at work, and I was still somehow at home, she'd bring them around. They were thugs of the worst kind. She started drinking again, and convinced me to drink too, even though I didn't want to be around those guys. Apparently I was being my usual drunk self and pissed one of those guys off.

Leah came and woke me up the next morning with a GUN, and she said "If you don't wake up, I'm going to fucking shoot you right now." She tapped me with the end of the gun to really rouse me. Then she said "I know you've been talking shit about me and my friends and you're going to tell mom what I did." I swore up and down that I wouldn't and was like "Are you seriously threatening to kill me??? What the hell? Why are you doing this?"

I'm not sure I remember her answer, but she walked out of the room.

Somehow it transitioned to Leah and I following my mom walking in our neighborhood or something. Leah was threatening me again telling me that she had 3 different kind of guns and that she wasn't going to hesitate to use them if I told mom what was going on. I started to freak out and then she pulled one out. Then she said, "I'll shoot mom right now if you don't stop."


I don't know what happened after that. Maybe it transitioned into a later time period. I'm not sure if Leah was present but I remember walking up to our driveway and supposedly Leah's car windows were all smashed in. And then oddly, Donn's old Porsche also had the windows smashed in. My mom's was the worst. Not only were her windows shattered, but it looked like someone took a hammer and bullets to her car and just had their way with it. My mom practically collapsed in tears and I tried to get her to walk to the house so we could call the cops. We saw the cats outside the door, and my mom said "Thank god! The cats are still here, they didn't get hurt." I secretly thanked god too, cause I don't know what I would have done if any of them got killed.

As I walked through the door, I noticed my car (which happened to be my old Toyota Corolla) was left completely untouched. It was also parked on the other side of the block, for some reason, but close enough that someone could tell it belonged to the house. I was perplexed by this but also slightly relieved.

i was in a building and my mom and family where there and i looked out side and it was flooding i told them and they where freaking out then i saw a big bag and said lets close the end of the bag bag and fill it with air then it worked and then i woke up

0321 AM : Kiss with guy friend.
I was at school,at board resolving a math exercise when my best friend come to me and kissed me. I pushed him and gave him a punch but my mouth was starting to have an insupportable taste. I took the lighter and I set fire to my mouth. The classroom was empty, only the teacher was there watching us. The teacher started to talk in slow motion: "I warned you, now you have to suffer the consequences!"

If someone is waching this: Sorry for my bad english.

Ok, so prior to me being lucid this dream is pretty fuzzy. I remember being somewhere and then a dream fading which I recognized as a dream fading. Next thing I know I was in some theater in an audience. So I thought didn't a dream just fade.. so then I became lucid in my new dream. Alright, so this dream now is pretty uneventful, I just worked on stabilization the whole time. Anyways, let's begin there I was sitting in an audience and there was some guy sitting on the edge of a stage. He said something really dumb I don't exactly recall what and then said "oh I don't have any jokes left.." But then he got up on the stage, which now there was magically props on, ans said alright I'll give this a try. So he was walking behind a wall which looked like it was made of silver and it was engraved, anyways there was like a little window in this wall and as he walked past one he looked exactly like the mad hatter from the new Alice In Wonderland, and he said "look I'm Johhny Depp." Alright so here it get's a little fuzzy again. I remember I was stabilizing the whole time by basically just opening my eyes wider, surprisingly this actually worked. So I remember now he was making fun of fruit. And he was miniature and he was like swimming through the different fruits, still looking like the mad hatter of course. And in the end I remember him making fun of watermelon talking about losing your keys in it. And he was tiny walking through the watermelon trying to pull these keys that were bigger than him out of it. I don't even really remember how the dream ended I don't recall it fading out or me waking up. Maybe I became complacent and lost my lucidity. Well, anyways I stabilized this dream for a long while.

Candy Display

I was leaving a room where there was some kind of gathering. I saw these things in a display case that looked like little brains. It turned out they were little candies. I said, "What are these? Little brains? WTF?!"

From across the room, someone responded, "WTF!"

I thought that was so funny and so appropriate!

Blond

A strange DC wanted a girl to be with him. He was saying, "Just give me a chance. If you don't like me after giving me an honest try, I understand. Then he told her to go in the kitchen and make him some food when he's nervous (that meant right then).

That's when I got a look at the guy. He was tall, lanky, and his hair was disheveled. I told him not to order her around if he's trying to get her to like him.

She was going to make him some eggs, but needed help. I asked my wife if she would help her because I figured she wouldn't want me to help this pretty blond (The blond that Peter Parker took to the jazz club in Spider-man 3. She pressed up against me from the back. My wife wasn't saying anything. I reached around and grabbed the girls ass and squeezed. It was nice.

Later, I looked at her and apologized just mouthing the words. She said it was OK.

This was the usual morning/noontime lucid I have every time I take that nap, and it started the way they almost always do. I felt flashes of euphoria in my head, leading into full-on ecstasy. Not a very intense ecstasy today.

I get up out of bed, then start doing the worm. I then float through the wall outside, ask the dream what it thinks of me finding the DV forum, and I feel the dream take over as I do a front flip then a cartwheel. I decide it's time to get it on, so I concentrate on having a woman appear. I feel my arms around her before I see her, then begin to explore her with my hand but not too aggressively. Her face appeared, she was a bit disfigured. I'm pretty picky so I left her alone.

I'm in the kitchen with my mom. There was a question I had been wanting to ask the dreams, so I pose it, "What's the best way to get my idea out there?" referring to an idea I have that it's through exuding powerful body language that we socially accelerate, i.e. change other people positively. She opens her address/phonebook and words begin to scrawl on it but the phonebook disappears before I could read more than "righteous" and "call someone" and some information about Alaska that makes sense at the time.

Everyone is hanging out in the kitchen, including Dad. I get a bit manicky, then see Dad walk past. I say "Uh oh, Dad has that look on his face. He's going to throw me in the psychiatric center," in proper mocking fashion. I get a bit indignant and follow him outside, where there's snow on the ground. I yell at Dad, "Why the fuck couldn't you see what was happening?" (Something personal.) He seemed genuinely sorry and said, "I don't know. Maybe the script is off."

Sometime between 7/12/2012 And 7/15/2012 Fragments
I was with L and she was having an emotional moment at a bar we were at she was crying cause everything was beautiful and pointed at the beer taps and said something along the lines of "Oh my god they have so many beers" with teary eyes. The bars beer taps seemed to be made out of cardboard and her tears were very large the bar looked much like the bar at my old job but we were on stools. The feeling of the dream was nice I though L was cute.

I was in a room with a group of my friends and L, she went into the bathroom and my friends started hitting on her we were in my friend J's house except the furniture and some rooms were rearranged differently and the house was smaller I got defensive but realized I was doing so and it was pointless so I stopped. The general feeling in the dream was comfortable even with my friends hitting on L.

I was running around a mall/auditorium with S and we were sort of playing a game but for a she stopped with excitement in her eyes and we kissed we then morphed together into this strange thing that grew taller sort of had the texture of clay with parts rotating in different directions (First morphing dream ever)

I was in a mall again and I was exploring for a while I made my way upstairs and saw someone I'd never met before but seemed to know in my dream we made plans to meet up and have a beer.