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1. I must have gone lucid spontaneously, as I don't recall making a reality check or even what came before the lucid moment. But in any case, I become aware that I'm dreaming in the guest room of my house. I start stabilizing by rubbing my hands on my sides, but I also remember a thread I recently read on DV. Apparently the poster had success stabilizing with a musical focus, so I start singing the third declension ending song from my high school Latin class. It really seems to help, and I walk from the guest room into my bedroom. My computer is set up on my desk and my lights are on, but I ignore them. I try to work on object summoning, as I have problems with that. I try to create a sword in my hands for dream fighting, and with my willpower I call into being an ill-defined brown colored katana. It's less vivid than the rest of the dream, but I do feel resistance as my hands grasp it and start going through some simple slashes. The blade moves with my moves, and I'm pleased with my progress. I decide to close out by flying, and I drop the sword to jump through my ceiling. There's a tremendous rush upward, a few stars in the sky, and then I wake up.

2. I'm walking home from Newport with C.W. when we run into a New Orleans-style funeral. Apparently it's being held by a guild of clowns, all dressed in white robes with red emoticon faces on them. Some are happy :-) and are playing saxophones, some are sad :-( and simply march. Some are wearing large red plastic necklaces in the shape of bananas. After walking with the procession a bit, we come across a group which is using those necklaces to play a lacrosse-type game.

NOTE: this is not actually a dream, this is what happened to me as I was falling asleep last night, so I guess the closest It would be would be hypogogaic (spelling?) imagery.

While I was falling asleep, I felt as if I had some energy blockages that would prevent me from reaching the town of Denn in my dreams, so I decided to investigate. I turned my mind's eye inward to examine the source. there appeared to be a relatively large monster blocking a portal or an opening of some kind. It realized I had noticed it and took a combative stance. I was in reploid form, because I had planned on visiting Denn. I charged in and slew it with a bit of effort with my energy blade. Then, seemingly out of nowhere, smaller enemies started appearing, they seemed to be shadows of some kind. again, I attempted to slay them with my energy blade, but their wounds would regenerate instantaneously, and there were a lot of them. they begun clinging to me, latching on with some sort of bear hug. I carved and slashed, but it was ineffective. I returned my attention to my physical body, still vaguely aware of the internal struggle. then I got an idea. I focused some energy, and siphoned it to my mind's eye body (i guess that's what you would call it). I used the energy to create a ball of light above me before they were able to suck the new energy out. they turned to ash. I tried eating the ash, but it was tasteless and dry... gross. I spat it out and willed it into the portal/hole thing in the wall that was being guarded. I immediately regretted this decision, as I felt it run down my spine, it was a very creepy sensation.

Unfortunately I have no dream recall from last night, so I'm not sure if I actually was able to visit and defend Denn or not.

I was standing by the pool in my yard. I decided to go for a swim. So I took off my cloths, to my horrer I had a spare tire stomach that extended out further than my under wear. The dream ended.

DJ Log: July 1, 2011 – 7:45AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am at a house party, hanging out and talking with several DV members. Some of the members I recognize from the Post photos of yourself forum, others have name tags on. SaMaster14, Jeff777, Ninja, Auron, Zhaylin, Keresztanya, Dannon, Moongrass, Tara, Slash, buriedmonsters, no-Name, limitless, Oneironaut, and many others are here, hanging out in several small groups, talking and such. There is a huge banner hanging on the side of the deck that has the top banner image from the DV site on it.

Everybody brought some kind of food to put on the tables on the deck, but there is snow on the steps. It seems odd that there is snow on the ground when the weather is so warm, but I grab a leaf blower and start to blow the snow off the steps and sidewalk. After blowing snow for a bit, someone I don't recognize comes up to me and starts talking to me. I turn off the leaf blower and she asks, “Can you hear me?” I reply, “Of course not.”

I put down the leaf blower and run up the steps with a few people following me. There are no tables on the deck, but there is a huge hot tub. I turn around and say, “No chemical bath for me!” then I jump off the deck and run off into the woods. As I am running, I wake up.

Last night I dreamed of my p-doc. That I saw him at a store and he had a broken arm. He was with his brother, but still having difficulty. I wanted to help but didn't because I didn't know the appropriateness of interacting outside of his office.
>> I saw p-doc with his brother at Wal-mart yesterday thus the dream.

I had another dream of being pregnant. A couple of guys could've been the father and I was upset and crying. Turned out BOTH of them with the father lol
>> Just finished reading the Land of Painted Caves which gave me that gem.

During a nap, I dreamed of going shopping. I was looking for a toy for a 6 month old baby, then realized she was just 6 weeks old and too young for toys. I bought a bottle brush. I was going to get a really long and cone shaped dusting rod so I could reach the ancient cobwebs in the corners of my room, but it was almost $13. so I wanted to find something cheaper.

As I was leaving, I ran onto someone I knew (?) and we went to another store together. The store had dim lighting. Some guy was sitting on the floor looking depressed. My friend asked if I could buy his beer and I said sure. But when he came to check out, he had a case of beer and it came to $40. I was annoyed that it was expected I pay that. I thought he had a can or a bottle. I told him I could've spared MAYBE $20. but I needed my money to buy food for my kids.
I took my money off the counter and walked away.
And there the man was, sitting despondently on the floor in a corner, cradling the case of beer he couldn't afford.

When I got outside, there was some sort of parade going on. Some of the roads were blocked. As I approached a stop sign, my car didn't want to slow and I almost went through it. There was a cop behind me and I was afraid I was about to get pulled over. But he was going toward the festivities in a hurry.

Then I arrive at some sort of apartment (?) complex with a narrow hallway and dim lighting. A housekeeper was cleaning one of the rooms I ran into to use the restroom. For some reason, I took money out of a handbag and shoved it into my mouth. Then it was stuck and I couldn't get the bills out. The maid said I had a piece hanging out the corner of my mouth and she told me to take it out. But I couldn't for the longest time and she stared at me as if I'd lost my mind lol

I was back in the hallway, heading toward my room when I midget in stripper stage clothes rushed by. I asked if a particular door now lead to her room and she said no. She just had to go in there so the girls could rip her a new one for messing up so badly. As the door opened, I saw several more midgets goofing off with sex toys.
I woke up before I could enter my room.

>>The car part came from me almost rear-ending some idiot who came to almost a complete stop suddenly when I was driving earlier today.
The duster came from me wanting to find something for my cob webs in real life.
The bottle cleaner came from me looking for one at the Dollar Tree so I could clean the inside of my birds water dispenser so I can get rid of the bowl. They have a habit of pooping in the bowl lol
I have no idea about the rest of the dream symbolism lol

When I fist fell asleep, I had a dream that I was eating a warm tuna pasta pot and me and my friend Beth were sitting on the windowsill of some big room with only about 10 people in. Suddenly my teacher was at the window and was calling me for no reason!? After that my alarm went off because I was testing the W.I.L.D technique but it didn't work because I didn't get the patterns. When I was awake I read about lucid dreams for like 30 mins then went back to sleep. The start of this dream was CREEPY! I watched a video with Beth about this weird creepy fat pink dancing thing exactly like this:

Then, the guy that showed us the video gave us some chocolates and told us to give them away on the street. We did but this lady said "GET LOST!" so we ran somewhere else. Suddenly Beth's math teacher was there! I offered him a chocolate but he just ignored me. Anyway, then me and Beth went to school but when we walked home, I threw a ball at this lady's car and it just literally flattened like a cardboard box! It also flattened with the girl in it which is kinda freaky... I ran back home and when I went to school the next day, EVERYONE was on about it so I tried to talk to the headmaster but I couldn't find him so I used Google Earth to zoom in but it just came up with a weird blond guy with hair just below his shoulders but the weirdest thing is he was conducting a pyramid of singing cheerleaders!!!?? I was creeped out so I went home and found out that crushed girl was there and when I said sorry she screamed at me & when I tried to hold her hand she said it hurt before I even touched her!! These weird security people took my ball and crushed it. Suddenly, I was holding a new one! I ran away with it. I remember going back to the first scene after this which I have no idea where it is... Some guy was mixing blue and purple potions. Purple was Lucid. Blue was Dreams! (Could this be a sign?) After that, I was driving around my primary/elementary school when I saw Matt Lucas and David Walliams dressed as old Chinese ladies LMAO! Then the dream was finished.

I had a lucid last night. I didn't recall anything this morning, but while I was in the car going to the beach I did a reality check and I suddenly remembered. I can't recall most of it, but I remember doing the noseplug RC. I also remember a pool, and that it was nighttime, but the rest was a blur.

This is probably because I've been going to bed at such wierd hours lately. I'm going to get myself back into a regular sleep pattern though.

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During my two-hour nap today I dreamt that I went over to the girlfriend's house to spend some time with her. It was completely different from what her actual house looks like, and we were making out on this queen sized bed with a thick red blanket with a gold pattern. Shortly after this I realize that I have two hours to submit a paper for my summer class. I log onto her xbox 360, which looks completely different from how they actually look. It's quite large and shaped like a 3D X. Still black though. The controllers looked exactly like mini gamecubes; one was black and one was red. I pick the red one and go online, then realize I forgot to e-mail myself the part of the paper I'd already completed. By this point I'm upset and thinking I'll get a 0 on the assignment, but not wanting to go back to try to finish it because I wanted to hang out with her.

So I give up on it and start playing this weird game on T's 360. It was a choose your own adventure game with completely normal choices, but the cover art of every menu screen pictured topless characters. I played through it once, got a bad ending, then T and I decided to switch games because we couldn't figure out how to get out of the menu screens. We manage to switch to a game that's set in this strange world with misplaced sexual things. For example, the doorknobs would be breasts. We were playing through it and laughing at it when T's Mom walks in, asks her a question then shakes her head at the game. We got a laugh out of that.

I somehow notice the time, not sure where, and realize that I'd misread the time earlier and that I really had around five hours to complete my paper. T decides it's best to take me home, although I wasn't happy about this, so we inform her Mom we're leaving.

I can't remember when this happened, but somewhere in there T mentioned to her Mom that her friend J had suggested a roadtrip to California. Her Mom said something like, "Yeah, and how would her parents feel about that?" in a kind of "you know they wouldn't approve" way.

1. Metal Gear Solid was taking place in my old high school. Since, having played the game about a billion times, I knew one of the major sad parts was coming up, I took the opportunity to sit Snake and Gray Fox down at a cafeteria table, have a conversation, and make friends with Fox (who for some reason was missing the upper half of his Cyborg Ninja suit, was wearing Otacon's glasses, and was carrying a plastic bag full of fake roses). Before everyone went their separate ways, I took a petal from one of Fox's fake roses so that I'd remember everything that happened.

2. Still in my high school, it was time for Home Ec, where we were making pancakes that we could either top with sweet things or with refried beans. Before class started, I checked my pocket to make sure the rose petal I "borrowed" from Gray Fox was still there. Cooking was mayhem. There wasn't enough griddle space for everyone, the classroom itself had sort of a maze layout, and when I finally got my pancakes poured, I came back to discover that a huge guy was sitting on them. Bastard.

3. I was at an anime convention, petal still in pocket. I found a light-up figure of Motoko Kusanagi from Ghost in the Shell, but it was too expensive. There were also a bunch of weird jawbreakers.

4. I'm wearing my orange-red-yellow stripey nightgown. I check desperately for pants pockets, but eventually resign myself to the fact that I didn't really meet Solid Snake and Gray Fox. Bummer.

5. I'm a servant in a family of dogs who have to go into hiding under the protection of the wolf king. During a war with some lions, the pups and the wolf king go missing, so I put on a wolf mask and go into the forest to rescue them. I get killed, but it turns out the whole thing was just a play, and the plot repeats itself a couple times.

6. I'm in a mall where some highly advanced robotic llamas and ferrets are being exhibited. I play with the ferrets.

Time is subjective even in physical life. If you ran a little social experiment where a group of people go inside of a amusement park for day and u timed the duration of the stay with a stop watch to say 5 hrs. I guarantee you'll get different answers about how long there stay was in the park some answers will be way off because their letting there feeling dictate how long the time was that passed. Some peoples day go by fast others peoples day go by slow fast years slow years it's all subjective. We just happen to have a universal clock system that everyone agrees on that doesn't mean the time that goes by isnt subjective for the one experiencing time it's self. With in the dream scape will power goes a long way and u have displayed that u could also verbalize your intentions with commands like "increase perception of time" IMHO ofcourse

Last night I had a very interesting experience with this. My alarm goes off every 10 minutes when I hit snooze, and it went off at 11:41 AM (Was sleeping in). I distinctly noticed what time it was, hit the snooze, and went back to sleep nearly instantly. I had an INCREDIBLY detailed and seemingly lengthy dream that felt as if it occurred over a period of about an hour or two. My alarm went off again, it said 11:51, even though I could have sworn it was at least an hour long. Since the brain can create more rather than simply take in information, supposedly time can seem longer. It doesn't matter how long time actually IS, it matters how your brain perceives it.

NOTE: I said in a previous entry that when something about me changes in a dream, I keep it that way. I decided though, that the whole Jusenkyo Curse isn't something I like much, so I'm gonna end that.*

I find myself in a suburban town. I'm with a group of people I don't know. We're wandering around the back streets of town. There is one girl who is generally annoying the fuck out of all of us. So, a few of us meet up. One girl in our group, was super attractive. She was very, 'distracting.' she looked like she wanted to speak. "Okay." she said. "That girl is annoying the piss out of me. Which ever one of you guys gets rid of her, I'll have sex with you." Boing! We split up. I got over to the girl. I knock her over. Now, I pick her up by her legs and begin to spin around. Finally, I let go, and she flies over a house. She's gone. Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! I tell the hot girl I'll be waiting around the corner. While I'm waiting over there, I'm thinking about Lauren(DS). now, I become lucid! Well shit. I was looking forward to doing the TOTY, but this dream started to late in the morning. I won't have time. Oh well, sex it is. So, the girl shows up now. I undress, and so does she. Boing! Now, she decides to be fancy. She takes everything off, minus her skirt. Oh that's hot. So, now we have sex. It was actually pretty fast(on account of I don't usually have sex dreams anymore, so the "you know what" came quicker). So, we finished and got up. We redressed. Soon, we discovered that something bad was happening. We went back around the corner. I wasn't sure what was happening, but I was gonna end it quick. Then, something jumped at me.
"Shishihokodan!" I shouted. Suddenly, a large explosion of ki fired up and destroyed everything in its path.
Then, I awoke.

July 1st, 2:51

Yesterday I have dreamed about a cloud. A cloud that was black and thick, and looked like it was about to explode with water. I heard rain, yet I did not see any water from that cloud. The whole sky was clear, except for that just black cloud. I could sense I was in a house I was before, but not sure which one. I could hear the roof getting wet, but still no rain. This dream made me very depressed, so depressed I almost cried. I woke up at day feeling like shit, like there is nothing to do to save me from my misery. It was dark also, I remember that, but it was just a fragment. Nothing else I can remember.

So there was no real definite start to the dream, so I'll just record what I remember.

I remember being in a room where there was a guy who I thought was evil, really wasn't. He showed me how to make a helmet that would help me fight in combat.

I remember coming to the town with my family, we walked into the visitor's center and talked to some people there. They were unfriendly and I regretted coming to this town. But randomly they all left. So we were alone and I asked my mom why they did and she said that they only come to places like these for a short time and then move on. I then remember a big hotel and we were talking about it and how it was going to save the town from going out of buisness.