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AWAKE
DREAMING
LUCID

I'm back in the game, after a month or two of giving up in this whole lucid dreaming thing and focusing on the tangled mess that is my life, I'm giving it another try, this is the first dream I have remembered since April. This is going to sound really wierd unless you look at the map

(I kind of remember that something is missing here)
I am in a castle and it is night. I am standing by the wall because 'we' know the castle is going to be attacked. Then I am suddenly at by the main gate instead, don't know how I got there, waiting for the enemies to attack the gate, a guard starts shouting at me that I'm in the wrong place. I am now at the centre of the caste, again not knowing how I got there, my back is to a wall, the enemies blow a hole in the outer wall and a guard shouts something along the lines of 'back to the keep!' and everyone runs to the large building at the back of the castle. I go in through the door on my right and run down a long corridor with a lot of guards. In the corridor are 2 doors to the left, I go through the first door into a small room, a hobbit looking person follows me in and we are locked in by a guard (presumably to save us from the enemies). Soon after this the door opens by itself to reveal a Ringwraith standing in the doorway, I remember saying something like 'this is getting a little lord of the rings o.O' and may have noticed I was dreaming for a second or two. (some info missing here) Now I am somehow a Ringwraith, I notice I can turn invisible, I am standing just a little further down the corridor from the 2 doors, and a man (who I think may have been that dude from harry potter who can turn into a rat) runs past me (I am invisible) and I stab him in the back, he falls down with his hand on his wound, but I remember him saying some sort of joke on the way down which seemed odd, considering I had just killed him, I sort of questioned reality again. Now I go to the door of the 2nd room, and begin smashing the window of the door, I don't remember if I used my hands or some form of weapon to do this, but I remember that it took several hits to smash it, and that I could hear voices behind the door. Once it had smashed I looked in and saw my friends Alex and Rob from school, I remember waving at them through the broken window and having a conversation with Rob through it. Finally wake up, reach around for my dream journal and forget everything about this dream for approximately 10 minutes, where I remember everything in the shower.

I'm actually really impressed with how well I remember all of this compared to my other dreams I remember, and I think I got extremely close to getting my first lucid twice in the dream, I'm getting there.

Tried to MILD last night, but didn't work

I am on these dark brown plains of dirt and gravol, with pools of water intermitently. This is around a larger body of water. The sky is a darkish grey. All of the animals are being confined to their own area. The seagulls in one island, the penguins in the other, etcetera. I don't know why this is, but there is someone with me who seems to be some kindof park ranger authority. I forget what happens first, me jumping into the water or the penguins, but both of us jump in. I'm swimming underwater and I run into the penguins swimming past me at lightning speed. I collide with some of them. Then I think I saw the seagulls fly across the sky, and everything was mixed up again.

I am with one of my friends on this small plain of islands (if that makes any sense, hard to describe). I realize that I can do whatever I want to do, and decide to go flying in my plane. (Don't have one IRL but have flown alot) I jump across some mounds of dirt/gravol that are raised a bit with water in the recesses. David says "Its too wet!" as I step in one place, "Its too dry!" as I step in another. I get to the school that is near my house, and I see a small biplane in the yard. I go up to them and ask them where they got it, because I had a plane like this tied up here before the storm. I forget what they say, but I see a few more biplanes tied up near the soccer field of the school. I see a much bigger biplane, a Curtiss JN4 Jenny. There it is! I go up to it and see that it has some damage. I notice that the stabilizers are damaged, and there are some in the middle of the tail which there are usually not. They are made of plastic, but more like a thin plastic wrapper, nothing that you would want on your plane.

I decide to go flying, and my old flying instructor is suddenly there. He tells me to turn on the radio and check for something. My parents are here now too, and my dad gets in the plane. He puts it into reverse which is impossible on these planes, and I am mildly annoyed. My instructor mentions something to my parents about how he wouldn't let me solo in these temperatures, but either way I'm about to go up! I am feeling nervous because I haven't flown in a long time, but also feel a sense of adventure in it. The next thing I know I am with my parents and two random girls in dresses that I do not know, near some trees next to the field. I think they made some clothing for me but I don't remember. One of them definetely likes me, and the other mentions that she could give me whatever clothes she made on an icecream date or something.

I have some fragments of another dream where I was in this store, and it was closing up. I was picking up some of my model soldiers from a box to take home. The owner was there, and so was my rival. (??) The owner mentions that I should go and live at the other retirement home now, she doesn't want me here anymore. I go around the corner where there are some older people in chairs near some stairs. I think I am crying, and tell them what happened when they ask. I remember being in a room with my parents and a bunch of others, and this girl I know from school comes in and is introduced to them. She is a lot cuter than I remember, and we make small talk.

Ok so.. what i remember is.. i was in a box or something with a waterpipe and smthing else andi was allwaus ready to smoke but my bro was there so... i haven't and i went in a moment out with a friend on highway road , he said we should not be together to get the weed or something... then i told him u go to theright sideoi go to the left o f side of road.. ok
we didnt. we went to the right side and we wanted to go with shortcut to the place we wanted to go , we jumped a house.. the house was weird.. i was jumping jumping jumping it had so many doors there was like 50 doors , then the owner of house and friend of him were trying to catch us.. my friend escaped.. he was for sure experienced running from house to houses , i got catched like 3-4 times and i escaped at the end he catched me , and was trying to ask me where u going why you come from this way etc, i stole him 1 ciggaret lol , and i was talking to him saying i came from this side we wanted to do a shrotcut we wont dothis again lol ,,, if i was lucid i would kick his ass ..
then he said dont do this again etc etc.. then i walked away with ciggaret smoking..

then somehow i teleported to a Underground Train running...
lol there were like 5-10 ppl from china i was like woot?..
i got LD there cus i knew i was dreaming and so i stand up with my ciggaret and smoking and i said something like "Hey
! how are u ... lol .. , and i was going to every girl seast and saying ur beautiful and stuff.... then i saw 1 Cat sitting alone and i screamed why is she sitting alone !.... and 1 woman sitted with that cat lol.

then i moved back to the back side and i saw 2 Underground Security Guys..
i asked to the one guy so Can i ask u a question? ,how much do u get paid? .. he said directly 3960 euro, and i asked then and what are you doing? he said something with social ... then i woke up couldnt control anymore we were walking out of train and there were like 100 ppl my friend ld like this..............

next dream was weird idk wtf was it it was wierd.. i was searching with friend something... it was like i had a chance to get a weapon or what was it btu i didnt had food on it or so .. idk weird..i were with 4 friends and trying for this..

then sometime we found a small box from marmelade orange and my friend said .. we smoke it tomorrow now its too late go to home grow it lol?.. put some sugar aswell ike u did to me..
wtv i woke up then and finish day..
i was litle sick my stomach hurted tdoay.. i woke up several times.


thanks for reading

There's this guy in my dream who I met last night, his name is Beyond. He was telling me about a time when my friend Madd called him at some early hour to ask him to come help her with some modeling thing. He did, reluctantly. Then I woke up.

non-dream
lucid
before i went to be aprox midnight i took 4mg Galantamine, 200mg Choline, 200 mg B6. i woke up at 2:30 from a vivid dream and deciced i was going to try and WILD. I have tried this before with no success, so when it happened almost intsantantly it really took me off guard. at first there was a grey swirling mist and i thougth oh shit what do i do now, i did a reality check, pinched my nose, i breathed right through it. I though wow i really did it. i had just had a vivid dream about going to a food competition, and i had a problem getting there so i put myself at the food compitition and i was just creating, out of thin air; some incredible food and i won the competition

had one that i have had many times before only much clearer, longer and more lucid than before. i was explaining to people that i had dreamt this before yet didt quite get completely lucid until later. it is set in this big building like a pub/house/hotel style thing. it often revolves around the owner who is a shady illusionist type guy. the clearest and weirdest part of this one was going up to 'his' door again. its often in this dream and it feels like this is the key part of the dream. this time as we approached the door (im usually alone but this time reece and grumb were there) water was cascading from out behind it as if it would flood everything. however when we went up to touch it, the water was completely false, just like some visual illusion. there was much more general pub/friend stuff but nothing i can remember apart from taking pics of ugo and others as we watched some show.

i think the building must somehow represent my mind, and the owner/my boss is like the piece of my that is truely in control (subconscious?). ive been through the door in a similar dream, however not in this setting. its rare to have such odd, twisted characters in a dream as this guy, he is sometimes like some kind of derren brown 19th century occultist or something and it often feels like he is just fucking around with us

other random notes i remember are being in my name is earl and being in bed with all of them even catalina. also talking about wild caveman hair with this girl... random also being in a studio with karen and trying to make some music... hm more will probably come up soon

Visiting the leader of the water people to get their support in battling the fire people. The water lord gives me his blessing that coats me in a protective aura of a clear blue gel. Now I am travelling to various people around the north pole seeking support. I'm standing in an enormous throne room made of smoking translucent blue bricks. The floor is cold beneath my feet.

The dream began by running through what seemed like some newspapers clippings about anthropomorphic figures and poverty striking the world. Suddenly, I awoke within my dream and as such, I thought I had actually woken up until I turn around and I see a woman laying on my bed screaming. I suddenly notice that the whole scene is still in black and white, much like if it were still a newspaper clipping and after a few moments the dream fades and changes, I believe I might have woken up and then fallen back to sleep without actually even noticing it due to the radical change in theme.

From this point, I'm in what seems to be my kitchen but I can see my whole direct family in there too; brother, sisters, mother, grandfather. I apparently shrugged it off and turned around, moving towards a door in my kitchen that somehow lead inside a large mall. I once again noticed something was odd when I noticed these two spaces collided and once again my dream simply faded away and I could not gain true lucidity.

Then, there was another dream where I was a mouse and I was running along different pipes and tubes, trying to get inside a laboratory at the end of some sewers. This one I didn't actually question myself about how odd it was until I finally awoke, when I noticed that the whole dream had been in a third person view and well, I had clearly been a mouse which I am not.

ENTY 1

I was sitting in some cobblestone street village which was filled with metal fold out chairs. In the chairs where old men and women, talking on and on and on. I was watching from the side of the street when suddenly a tornado appears (i hate tornados). The tornado is huge, it looked like the one that hit Joplin, Missouri. Anyways, I scream "TORNADO" and begin to run with a bunch of other kids. The old men are behind us, slowly making there way out of their seats as if nothing is happening. I run into a house and I can distinctly remember running down 6 flights of metal stairs into the basement. A few kids and I stopped in the basement and took a breath. Strange enough, the basement had very big windows. I didn't notice the windows at the time as being a strange thing. But, in the dream, I recalled hearing that you must stay AWAY from windows during tornados, so I ran to the corner of the basement and curled into a ball. The kids were just strolling around and eating lollipops. Once they sit down and everyone is shaking with fear and anticipation, a shockwave sweeps over me. (I think the word to describe it is shockwave. It's like a wave of energy that made everything inside me shake and made me feel like I had been turned to jello.) After that, we heard the roar of the tornado, and it was amazingly loud.
That's when the dream ended.

I entered a store somewhere in Turkey Creek. There were women’s clothing anywhere. A shady salesman, blonde and tall, told me that he had PS3s for sale. I told him about the reasons of why I would like one, and before I knew it, he had me at the checkout area. I was walking out of the store, and there were a few other kids waiting on their ride there as well. Suddenly, I realized that the price of the PS3 and 3DS bundle was way too much. I went back and got the manager, an elderly woman in sunglasses, to sign me out of the deal. The salesman wasn’t happy. I left the store again with a slice of pizza, which one of the teenagers wanted. I gave it to him and left.

so i am logging in to update my DJ to say i had a dream last night and cant remember it at all....

but just as i logged in i remember having a dream about one of my friends writing a post to me on DV and i was amazed by this.

thats all i remember but its better than what i was going to write lol

I was in a store in china with my mom. There was a whole row of tubes of toothpaste. There was a hole in the ceiling that water was coming through, getting the tubes wet. My mom asked a manager if they had any dry ones. Then we got on the line. My stepdad asked the lady at the counter if he could see a friend of his that worked at the store. the lady told him he was too busy.

Sarge was our family German Shepherd, always hungry, he had bitten every kid on the block at least once, (the Rodriquez brothers at least two times each).
It was kind of like the neighborhood initiation, come play with us, Sarge gets a piece of you.
He was acting rather unusual that day, walking slow, then circling around me, it was one of those classic San Gabriel valley summer days, hot and smoggy.
I went to the backyard for some reason and stood there looking around, Sarge was there next to me.
I began to wonder where everyone else is at, then I realized I dont live here anymore, and Sarge was put down over 30 years ago, I suddenly became very lucid.
I also was aware of my dog sitting there next to me, as if he was waiting for me to LD, he looked at me...I said, "Hey boy! how have you been?" as I touched his head...

Sarge answered, "Fine, they treat us good."
Me: "I'm sorry that I wasnt there when they got rid of you", (I was away at
school when he was put to sleep.)
Sarge: "Thats okay, but I did miss you". His long tonque moved in and out as
he panted.
Me: "Why did you bite so many people back then?"
Sarge: "I dont know, I just didnt like everyone."
Me: "So where did you go after I left?"
Sarge: "Somewhere."
Me: "Are you alright where you are at?"
Sarge: "Yes, I get to rest a lot."
Me: "Are you hungry?"
Sarge: "No, but thanks for always feeding me."
Me: "I wish we could have gone to more places."
Sarge: "Thats okay."

(At this point I knew that this dream was going to end, so I hurried.)

Me: "Where are you going?" He had started to walk away.
Sarge: "I have to go home."
Me: "Will you be okay now?"
Sarge: "Yes...bye..."
I didnt know what else to say to him as he walked away.

The dream faded, I still reflect on that meeting with Sarge, I feel good that I got to see him again, and now I know that he's okay.

I stood next to my Top Fuel dragster, waiting to climb in and race again.
The helmet felt heavy and warm around my head, and sometimes it wasnt really there at all.
This is the drag strip at the Pomona Fairgrounds in California. I was at the head of a long line of racecars waiting to make a run on the quarter mile.
It was hot and noisy, the announcer droned on about the activities at the track. People were everywhere.

Someone indicated that I should get into my car, but I'm not a professional drag racer, I dont own one of these half million dollar missiles, but I'm supposed to be the driver.

The realization hits me...I was in a dream, and I am now lucid. The little dream gauge in the back of my subconcious feels like this is going to be a long and intense LD. I decide what the hell...I'm going to drive this beast!

The car is a tradional top fuel rail, it is blue with yellow bands running lengthwise. My dream car appears a little on the small side, but everything else looks authentic.
I step in and squirm down into the cockpit, just like I had seen 100's of drivers do over the years. I had to put on my own safety straps, no one helped me. Most of the standard dragster controls were there, including the steering handle, hand brake, and parachute release.

I was aware of activity behind me and the engine roared to life, and the 30 foot dragster started to roll. It was shaking and vibrating, and I can feel the heat of the 7000 horsepower engine behind me as I struggled to steer the car into my lane. A DC, my crew chief, gave me the sign to do a burn out, which I did smoothly, I stopped the car with the hand brake and looked for the reverse gear, there wasnt one, but the car started backing up automatically.

I stopped the car again, and the crew chief guided me forward. At this point I had completely forgotten that I was in a LD, I was fighting to keep the dragster under control so hard.
He stepped out of the way, and I stopped the car in the staging beams, That is when I looked over to my right through the roll cage to see my unidentified opponent doing the same. I can smell the burning nitromethane pouring from the headers.

The grandstands are full of spectators, the sky is blue, the sun is beating down on us as we wait for the green lights to flash.
They do, and I slam the throttle and release the brake, I feel the car rear up on its huge back tires, the pavement begins to slip past me at incredible speed.
I'm doing all that I can to keep the car going in a straight line, I grip the steering hard and hold the front wheels straight.
My opponent is next to me as our cars pass 200 mph, and I begin to fall behind, he shoots past me, my engine revs and shakes as I know that I've lost traction and spun the rear tires in a cloud of smoke.

I still have to stop the car from 250 mph, I release the throttle, pull the parachutes, and pull the hand brake. I bounce and swerve as I look for the fuel shut off, of course there isnt one, I steer the car towards the exit as it slows...

I can hear the announcer saying something about me as I awaken.

The recurrent villain in my dreams is a T-Rex. It has been chasing me for as long as I have been dreaming. I run from house to house, hiding under cars, behind bushes, inside of strangers homes.
I try to be as quiet as possible, it comes walking up the street, smashing cars, kicking his way through houses, people everywhere are screaming.
I jump out and run as fast as I can, hide again, he always finds me.

The most recent meeting with T-Rex, I was quietly lurking in a neighborhood, conditions dictated that he was nearby, but I didnt hear the usual roaring, crashes and screaming.
It was then that I realized that the tree I was standing next was his left leg.
I could see the scales up close. I slowly looked up at him, he was obviously scanning the area for me, he had no idea that I was standing next to him.
He was about 30 feet tall.
I slowly crept away, never taking my eyes off him. I put as much distance between us as I could before I awoke.