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1. I'm walking through a sun-speckled woodland on a wide blacktop path, and the way is quite peaceful and warm. Out of the woods comes an oddly attractive figure, a six-armed lizardwoman. She starts to walk beside me and introduces herself as a "mover and shaker" who has time-traveled from close to the end of civilization. As she continues to speak, I realize that she's really rather amoral but is very intelligent, and I'm drawn to her. As we reach the end of the path, I ask her for her name: she smiles and replies, "Fukiyume."

Note: When I woke up, I did some searching on that name. The compound "Fukiyume" is meaningless, adopted only once as a username on an obscure Italian forum. However, both "Fuki" and "Yume" are legitimate Japanese words. "Fuki" refers to a shoot vegetable, and "Yume"... means "dream!" I was certainly unaware of that consciously, but I've seen enough anime (including Ghost Hound) to possibly have it in the subconscious. I'll have to see if this DC appears again.

2. I'm on the highway entrance ramp near my house, phoning my mom who's in a car on the exit ramp. We're trying to coordinate our Father's Day shopping, with little success.

3. I'm at the clinic of a smiling doctor whose specialty is urology, waiting for some routine procedure. Across from the waiting lobby is a banner that morphs according to the type of surgery he's performing at the time. Eventually the banner shifts to tell me it's my time, and I go to an operating room that looks like a bathroom from my old house. I'm allowed to select my own anesthesia, and I try for a hypnosis MP3. The one I pick has a very creep female hypnotist, however, and I'm unable to trance as I start to panic about the knife's cut.

I have been studying this technique too here is some material i have read on it. namaste


Finger Induced Lucid Dream (FILD)
The FILD technique should be used when you can expect to go straight into a REM dream period. So it’s probably not worth trying this when you first go to bed. Instead set an alarm to wake yourself up during the night, or try the technique before having a nap in the afternoon.

The Technique:
1. First of all just go to sleep as normal, if you can wake up naturally during the night great, if nto set yourself an alarm to go off after about 5 hours. This will make sure you’re at a point in your sleep cycle where you will be able to go directly into a REM period and also that you will still be feeling fairly tired so should have no problem falling back asleep quickly.

2. Once you wake up, the first thing that should be on your mind is the FILD technique. Just relax, and try to go back to sleep exactly how you normally would. The goal here is to get to the point just before you fall back to sleep. Once you've reached this point, begin the FILD technique. This will probably happen very quickly if you still feel tired so don’t wait too long!

3. Now imagine that you are playing a piano using your index and middle finger with one hand. Your fingers are side by side on two keys. Now, press your index finger down, leaving your middle finger up. Next, press your middle finger down, and lift your index finger back up. Repeat this up and down motion.

4. Once you feel you have a comfortable rhythm with this motion, now imagine pressing the keys so lightly that they don't actually go down. (You can practice this on an actual piano or a computer keyboard - you should basically feel your muscles contract, but your fingers should hardly move)

5. Focus on this subtle movement. By directing your focus, you will be able to fall back asleep relatively quickly. Make sure you don’t try to count your finger movements or talk to yourself in your head as this will only wake you up.

6. After about 30 seconds have passed (again don’t count just when you feel it has been about that long), take your other hand, and perform a reality check by pinching your nose and try to breath in. If you can, then you're dreaming!

And that’s all there is to it! The technique works by keeping a part of your conscious mind active through the slight movement and your focus on it, not enough to keep you awake but enough to remember to do a reality check 30 seconds later which should be as soon as you enter the dream.

You can add to the effectiveness of this technique by practicing the movements while awake. Do both the light finger movements combined with a reality check 30 seconds later. This will help build up an association between the two in your brain so it becomes a natural habit to follow through the finger motion with a reality check.

I am a member of the night's watch from A Game of Thrones. There is this climbing competition in the middle of the ocean where we have to each try and get to the top of this tower of somesort and prevent others from doing the same. I swim to the tower and fight someone else trying to get up. One or two others are farther away in the water. I eventually get to the top, forget to juggle and lose after all my hard work. I am infront of this African tribesman somehow, maybe we are not in the ocean anymore. We bow to eachother. We are all at a table afterwords and I tell everyone that If I hadn't forgot, I would have won. I see my cousin under the table, but just her head. It looks as if the rest of her body should be sticking out, but there is nothing past the table cloth hanging down.

Dinner outside past the hedges in my backyard. Someone brings out the queen for a visit. She is horribly ill and disgusting. He helps her sit down and eat. I and a couple others are called into the yard by our commander. There is my shed, and we are being tested by searching it as a team. One of the other Nights watch guys opens to door while I keep a small cat at bay to the left. It lunges at me and bites at my fingers. Its poisonous! Is that what the commander wanted to happen? Good thing I was wearing my gloves.

I am going inside, but can't find my sword. Where is it? I look around, and ask some people but they don't know. Sam helps me for a moment, but doesn't really care and waves his knife at me in a threatening way. He is wearing golden gauntlets? I try a sword that might be mine, but its not it. My sword is a thick blade, but this one is skinnier and has a curve to it. Some big guy starts causing me trouble. He doesn't like me. He starts attacking me with his sword, and we start fencing. We aren't hurting eachother when we land hits though, and I am landing much more. All I remember now is him coming at me with a knife trying to kill me. We get inside, I try some knife defense techniques but they aren't working well. I manage to control his knife hand, but when I try to punch him back I can't inflict any pain. I'm too weak and he's way to strong. There's nothing I can do. I manage to get either his knife or another one in my hand and point it at his throught. I make some small holes in it just to let him know I'm serious. He gets the message I think.

We're on a couch or a bed now in the room, there are a lot of others and there is this martial arts instructor from Israel in the hallway talking to everyone about a test or something. The guy tries to stab me again, I am hitting him in the back of the head as hard as I'm just not strong enough..I yell out for help but nobody even turns their head to notice me. I just cry and move away and ask him to stop. He says "your a sensitive little guy aren't ya?" He gives me a hug.

I don't remember what happened before this, but I have a feeling it was something important.

There is some kind of camp in the woods, and one of the people there is sick. I somehow know how to cure him, so I run through the woods to a clearing. Someone who looks like the ghost of Christmas present is standing there, and he puts a curse on me to heal the sick person. Well, that's definitely fair -.-He says that if I come into contact with the sick person, he will die instantly. Which doesn't really make sense. Now I have to stay away from the camp. I sneak through the woods, careful to stay quiet so they don't see me.

At this point the landscape shifts to a foggy field with a car in the center. The car looks really strange. I hear the people from the camp coming, and jump into the car. Somebody is already in there, and he starts screaming at me. My two brothers come, but they walk through the car and disappear. The person in the car stops screaming, and wings grow out of the car. He flies us to some kind of concrete bunker, with indentations in the ground and doors in them. The person flying the plane-car turns into an adult wearing goggles, and tells me to go into the building. he follows me through the door, shooting any guards with something that looks like a shrunken minigun. Inside the building, there was a very loud heartbeat and pipes all over the floor. There was a mad scientist yelling at us, but we both ignored him. We found the source of the heartbeat, and the person with goggles threw up. It looked like some kind of squishy egg that was pulsing, and it was about 3 feet tall.

Fragment that seemed to be related to the above dream-

I was riding in a yellow car with the kid from before, and I slowly started to change shape. I looked in the car mirror, and I looked like the person with a normal wing and a demon-wing from Final Fantasy, except I had two shimmery silver wings. The kid driving the car looked at me, and said "Your back turned into a robot!"
This was just really strange and I woke up.

I am talking to my daughter about lucid dreaming, not sure where we were but we are at a table drinking, there are lots of people around us and it is very noisy. A woman came across to us ((think she was in charge of the place)) and she asked me about lucid dreams and asked if i could help anyone there to do it, i am a little taken back ((but didn't become lucid)) but said "hell yeah why not"..i stand on a table and everyone looks at me, i turn around and begin speaking to a couple on the table and one of them say they can already do it but they dont realise how much yet ((???)) dream skip.... I have a book in my hand and i'm asking somebody a question, a door opened and a young lad stood there and was looking at me, i seemed to recognise Him but at the same time i didn't ((as if the image kept changing)) There is a bright light and then i go into my next dream

I was in a house, my hubby was on a bed with another woman, I watch as they touched each other and moan, i feel physically sick ((dream skip)) I go upstairs in a house, my hubby was in bed asleep, ((i thought "yeah you go ahead and sleep now you'v had your fun!!")) i go to check on my girls, my 2 little ones have gone downstairs and were hiding, i catch them playing some kind of cryptic game in the bathroom ((yet i have no bathroom downstairs lol)) i say "you could get killed here, don't you realise how dangerous this is" I feel very concerned for their safety. I grab them and carry them upstairs, they are crying hysterically. ((dream skip)) I am in bed with my hubby, i try to get close to him but he moves away from me and gets up. ((dream skip)) I am alone in another room and a different bed, i can see my hubby walking about then i wake up.

There was a woman, her legs didn't work as she was crippled. I remember something to do with an offence, murder i think. I was in a caravan with her and there was also a prison cell inside it.The crippled woman kicked something ((yet her legs didn't work!!)) when a coppa was there , he said that may be an offence so took her away, she was shouting about her legs not working then he came back in with her holding her up by one arm, he gives her a chance and say's she isn't in trouble, the coppa then tries to blame me and talks to me.

I am a constable myself and for some reason all my dreams about the police are about me being in trouble lol!!!

19.06.2011

Fish Shopping (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So in last night's dream, I was going fish shopping (which I did yesterday to help fill out my fish tanks) and Drew and a bunch of male marines were at the mall, too. (Our petstore isn't part of any mall.) But I remember parking out by a nearby StarBucks, talking with Cha for a little while, about what, I don't remember, and then I remember being back at my house, watching my female guppies give birth.

While I was tending to my girl guppies (they are a live birth fish, by the way) I watched them shrink in size to the same size as the fry and they ended up going the way of food like the the other fry. At one point, I stood up, stuck my hand (and fish net) through the front of the glass aquarium and pulled it out. The tank splashed sideways a little and I said aloud "Wait a minute. Gravity doesn't go that way" as I pointed towards the tank, against the wall. "I must be dreaming."

I did a reality check and, sure enough, I was dreaming. I wouldn't be for very long, though. I turned to my left and said "I want to see my dream guardian." I forgot to turn away or cover my eyes, though. I said again, "I said I want to see my dream guardian!" I knew that I was doing something wrong but I couldn't figure out what. I looked around me and realized that, except for my fish tank and the window I was watching, the room was a black void. So I looked down at my feet briefly, looked up at the tank and tried the spinning technique to end up in a new place. Instead, I was in a new black void and I didn't know what to do next. I stood there for a moment, did another reality check and 1, I wasn't awake like I initially thought I was, just with my eyes closed and 2, I was sort of lost. I rubbed my hands together thinking that the dream wasn't stable (never considering that I just spun myself into a black void and I needed to build it up) and I saw a green figure in the black fog, almost like a cartoon, and I woke up.

Dream #1

I am at a bar in what i thought was a hotel. I am sitting on a bar stool with my mother next to me. My sister was sitting behind the counter and a woman was standing with us who i perceived to be the hotel manager.

We talked for a while which i don't remember and then there was something stuck on my sister's arm which i also don't remember what it was. I let my fingers move across the object and it let go of her arm. I made a sexual joke about that i have magic fingers if u know what i ean . Then i thought, shit they aren't gonna think this is funny. I looked at my sister's face and she was starting to smile widely. My mother burst out laughing and all four of us started laughing out loud. I woke up.

Dream #2

I am in a backyard of some sorts with my neighbour who i never talk to. This backyard was covered and there where a few gates and fences . I was with my little dog and my neighbour had 2 large dogs in his part of the fence. Then he brought another dog with him. This dog was HUGE, like 4 meters tall and basically very big. I had to be careful not to let my dog near those dogs. Somehow my dog was able to open the gate tho so i blocked him from going in there. It was all very strange.

At some point there was a party going on and there where loads of people. I had a deep conversation with my neighbour wich i recalled when i woke up but i forgot to write it down (goddammit) i actually remembered the entire dream but i didn't write it down. Now i have forgotten it.
At some point my sister was there standing behind us. And she burst out laughing again. I wake up.

Dream #3

I'm in my living room with my little nefue. In the dream i thought i was talking to my friend but when i woke up i realized this was my nefue i was talking to.
We where watching tv or something and something came up about stoning a woman to steal her money or something. My nefue said, i do this sort of stuff.
I told him that's very selfish, it's completely unfair. It's just pure greed. You don't even need the money.

We talked about this for a while and he mentioned he was a crackjunkie and he needed the money . I told him that's no excuse, it's still greed to steal the money just so u can keep loading up. Once you start hurting people at one point it will be fatal. You will be fed with guilt for the rest of ur life. He broke down and he cried. We hugged and i closed my eyes.
In my closed eyes visuals i could see a hand made entirely of light reaching out to me.
I woke up again.

Dream #4

don't remember goddammit.

18.06.2011

Puppy Vision (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This time, I had three dreams but I only remembered the last. I only know about my first two dreams because I woke up after each. I forgot them nearly as soon as I opened my eyes and I didn't get the chance to write them down.

My memories of the third dream are very short and fragmented. I remember seeing the world from my puppy's perspective, visiting "Karing Kennels" which is a real animal shelter over here but it looked more like an animal sanctuary. I remember seing my friend Mina. I also remember showing Mina my fish tanks and when one of them busted, she bought me a lot of pet fish. (I've got guppy breeding on the mind.) And I remember flashing my bra at some asshole who wouldn't give me a ride and demanded to see my breasts. I told him to piss off and ended up walking. The last thing I remember is baseball and joggers. A lot of the dreamscape looked like parts of here.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I, possibly as a little boy, stood on what looked like the crumbled walls of ancient American ruins below a purple sky. I saw myself from behind, and maybe a few meters away. The walls I stood on were less than a meter tall, and they seemed to have all been cleaned out and made presentable for tourists.

The purple sky almost looked like a stage sky, or like the screen-dome of a planetarium, shaded purple. There was a form in the sky, maybe up from the horizon at about a 30 degree angle. The form was almost elliptical, like a half-open mouth. The form was full of black and grey circles and circles within circles. It was almost like gravel.

I knew that people used this form in the sky as a kind of transmitter for psychic messages. I may have used the form. But mainly it was older men, who may possibly have been known as wise men.

I thought it was kind of silly that people were using suchs a complicated method of psychic sending, a big transmitter in the sky, and psychic reception. I cynically reflected, Haven't these guys ever heard of cell phones?

I then felt bad. I didn't want the wise men to think I thought they were stupid, and I didn't want other people to think I was stupid, just because we hadn't thought of doing something simple like using a cell phone, which everybody else already did.

Dream #2

A view of a parking lot with a trailer-office, like for a construction site. Lance Loud from the 1970s reality show "An American Family" sat out on the steps of the trailer-office. Lance looked to be maybe 12 or 13 years old. He was resting his chin in his hands and his elbows on his knees. His dad, Bill Loud, was inside the trailer-office.

The view closed up on Lance. He had been sitting alone. But now there were a couple of other boys sitting on the steps below him, and maybe standing before the steps. The boys were all in line to see Bill. But Lance was first in line.

Lance looked really depressed. It suddenly occurred to me that Lance worked for his father, and that he was now anticipating getting fired.

The trailer door had been closed. But now it was open. From inside, Bill called, "Lance!" Lance slowly stood up as Bill continued, "Come on in here! Death march!" This confirmed that Bill was going to fire Lance.

Lance walked into the trailer-office. My view was still from outside the office, at the bottom of the steps. Bill's desk was just inside the door. Beyond the door, the trailer-office seemed as huge and full of people and activity as a large factory. There even seemed to be huge cranes and heavy-duty fluorescent lights inside!

Once Lance stood before his father's desk, he was about 20 years old, about the age he is in the TV show. Bill had some kind of discussion about firing Lance. Lance didn't seem to care that much, although he may have said some semi-nasty thing to his dad.

Bill apparently felt bad for firing Lance. But he himself was also depressed. He had just gotten divorced from his wife, Pat.

Bill was now in the living room of one of his good friends. The living room was huge. It had three large couches in the center, arranged in a backwards "C." Bill sat at the right end of the top couch.

Bill's friend and the friend's wife seemed to change positions. Once they were both on the right end of the right couch. Then the wife was still in that position, while the husband was on the right end of the bottom couch. Then they may have switched positions. Then they may both have been on the right end of the bottom couch.

Bill was trying to talk for a bit about how he was depressed over his divorce. But the wife started talking about how she and her husband had gone to some kind of store like a K-Mart or a Walmart and picked up stuff like gardening supplies. The store may have been called Libby's. Something about it had a Mexican feel.

Bill seemed at first to wonder if the husband and wife were trying to ignore or belittle his depression by talking about shopping. But he eventually seemed to decided they were only trying to distract him from his depression and cheer him up that way.

So Bill joined in on the discussion about this store. He said to the wife, "You know, Libby's always had that great feel to it. You could just walk in there and it was great. Is it still like that?"

The wife said, "Well, you know, the service at Libby's has gone downhill a lot since you've last been there. I don't think it will be what it used to be ever again."

Dream #3

Whitley Strieber was driving in a car with two other people. A man sat in the front passenger seat. Another person, probably a really pretty, blonde woman, sat right in the middle of the back seat. My view was from just behind the woman's head, as if I were a camera stuck on the inside of the back window.

The car was a big car like from the 1970s. The car drove through some nice valley of green and tan grass between two pine-covered mountains. The road was pretty straight. We were just heading down a slope away from the first mountain and toward the next mountain.

I could see either a very small town or a large estate just up the slope of the next mountain. Strieber's house was there, just around a left curve.

I only saw the people in the car from behind. Strieber had a thick head of brown hair in a bowl-like cut. It was a really nerdy, 1970s-style cut. He also seemed to be wearing a blazer that looked like tweed, but which was of a chunkier, nerdier fabric.

The man and woman had picked Strieber up from the hospital, apparently. He had been at some kind of speech or presentation. Then he ended up in the hospital. Now the man and the woman were making sure Strieber got home okay. I think the man may have been wondering why he was letting Strieber drive, right after he'd gotten out of the hospital.

Strieber now spoke in a really thuddy, low, dull voice. He said he was at the meeting when, "I just couldn't see straight anymore."

I could see as if through his memory. There was a person in his view. The person split into a few different images, which were all glimmery and white, surrounded by rainbows, somewhat like looking at something through a blurry prism.

Strieber continued, "That's when they came to me. They told me. And from what they told me, I knew. I have only 15 days to live."

Dream #4

Two women were in a TV studio which was colored orange and yellow, and styled very much like a TV studio from 1960s or 1970s. The women sat in plasticky swivel chairs with metal bases. Between them, on the wall, was a TV screen. Shelley Duvall was on the screen.

One woman was an older, classy, experienced interviewer. The other woman was young and very pretty. She was actually a model, not an interviewer, although she was apparently going to help the older woman on her interviews from here on. The younger woman may actually even have been holding a teddy bear.

Duvall was maybe in her late forties. She looked really pretty, but not quite like herself. She was tan, and she had freckles. Her hair was dark and really silky. Her skinniness was over-accentuated. And she had dark, dark eyes. In fact, her eyes may have been all black. She wore a red dress with white polka dots and lapels.

The interview seemed to be going well. But then, suddenly, the younger woman interrupted Duvall and asked, "So, wait. Are you, like, an actress, or something?" This question had been posed half in ignorance and half in the young woman's attempts to hurt Duvall in some way, just because she was older than the young woman.

Duvall stopped what she was saying. She said, "Yes. I am an actor." She held up a color headshot of herself. It may have alternated between a rather pretty and colorful shot of herself and some shot that had to do with her playing Olive Oil in the movie Popeye.

Duvall may have scolded the young woman a little bit, angrily. She may then have continued on with whatever she had been talking about before.

But, again, the young woman interrupted. She started asking Duvall for advice about some kind of life problem or professional problem she was having. Duvall stopped talking about whatever she had been talking about and started giving the young woman advice in a very caring manner.

Dream #5

No, or few, images. A few old, rich people, possibly including a couple of old ladies with grey hair and blue-violet colored hats, were talking.

One said, "How are they doing after the breakup?"

Another said, "Oh, well, Arnold is still depressed. We try to cheer him up and get him out of the house. He's only just now started seeing people again. So maybe he's about to turn the corner."

Another said, "But Maria! She's just throwing all kinds of wild parties! And they just get more and more lavish!"

This was said as if Maria were breaking some kind of rule. It was like people thought she should have hidden herself away in depression. Since she was doing the opposite, she was apparently a bad example of womanhood.

Sleep. I am sitting with John, and my mother comes from a corridor with three plastic bowls: doritos, popcorn and chocolate chip muffins. John asks me if I seriously bought Magic cards.

Then I am somewhere else, and I learn that Grandma has died. I feel guilty, wishing I had not judged her so harshly.

I am at school, and the Breakfast Club is running. This surprises me, because I thought it was over for the year. Nevertheless, they are serving mini-bagels and garlic bread. I take some garlic bread and go sit at one of the benches to watch the movie, the launching of the first rocket into space (however, it is more of a racing car with rockets going along a racrtrack).

Then, I am in a bookstore (which is actually the library, I think). I am another girl, who steals an orange shirt and ends up becoming a thief. I am being chased by the police in the Saab. At one intersection, I do a U-turn that makes my wheels skid. Then, I zoom through and go down a ton of side streets. I can only think of getting to the border. Wake.

Then, I woke up at 3:15, stayed up for about 5 minutes, and tried to do a WILD. Obviously, I failed.

Sleep. I am in a restaurant in the mall (located where the photography store should be). I see Mr. Dee (who is not even one of my teachers!), and he is telling me how I did on a presentation: poorly. He gives me a rubric, and I look at the mark: 6/26. (I do not remember what each individual section of the rubric said, however). I fall backwards and hit my head on the ground, but it does not hurt.

Then, I get up and walk back to the restaurant and enter a room with a kitten. I wake it up, and then see that a computer is on. Someone is composing an email. At the other computer sits a man, who tells me that I am being quite rude and that someone is already using that computer. Oh, and that I shouldn't be reading someone else' email. I tell him that I recognized the email (even though I didn't), and then Sasha walks into the room. The kitten starts clawing me, and I run out of the room. It is still clawing me, and its scratch marks even wrote a word on the back of my right hand (which I don't remember. Pansy, maybe?).

Sometime during the computer room scene, I browse Neopets and see that they have an "Academy Awards" for certain Neopets. Such as, the most "Classic" Neopet.

At one point, I am back in the restaurant, at one of the tables. I am with Luc and Sasha, and we are going to eat dinner. The restaurant is serving hamburgers for the first time, but they are surprisingly small. I initially ask for one until I see their size.

I am at Hopedale mall with a camera, and I need to take a picture of something beautiful. However, I forgot to take a picture of the rose flower box, and when I appear at home, I am frustrated. Wake.

Dream - Lucid

I was in my house in the kitchen, and a couple of my guy friends were there, Josh and someone else, I can't quite remember who. Josh looked much shorter and older than he does in waking life. We were all about to go somewhere, and I was calling to them, letting them know we were leaving. They went towards the door and looked super unexcited. I said something sarcastic like
"Don't get too excited, guys."

I remember then being in some hallway, but it was outside (like at a hotel, for example). I was there with a couple of other people. All of the sudden, I see my ex, Chris, come from around the corner. He looked very angry and almost not human. He was in some sort of zombie mode or something.

Anyway, one of the people I was with, a guy, tried to block him. Zombie Chris was too strong, however, and got through. I went into panic mode; I needed to get away from there. That triggered me to realize I was dreaming. I looked over at one of the people I was with, and saw that it was my friend Adam. We were now down on the ground outside instead of in the hotel-like outdoor hallway, and I realized we had left the other guy that was with us in the hallway with zombie Chris. I remember seeing green grass under my feet. I also examined my hand quickly, but didn't really count my fingers. I said to Adam
"This is a dream, right?"
"Yes.", he replied.
"Let's fly out of here!", I said to him.
I took his hand as we took off to fly. He was in front of me, leading the way so it seemed. I almost felt like he was pulling me behind him, like I was kind of flying on my own but he was doing most of the work. I remember seeing blue sky and white clouds all around us. I looked down at the landscape below so as to not lose the dream. I remember seeing houses below us.

I'm racing away. Darby and Alejandro are racing me. It's a school race.
Whoever wins gets a trophy. It's the end of the year. We all make it past the finish line but I can't tell who won. We go back in for the ceremony.
They start announcing categories for pointless things like Randy Marsh's favorite movie, the grudge. I get tired and fall asleep and wake up when everyones filing out and leaving. I panic, and hear familiar voices behind me, like stolen girl and her cousin. But as i get up and look its just two old women. I storm over to the trophies and see none with my name. I then realize there's a trophy in my pocket. I've won. I'm really happy and then sad that I missed my ceremony. But then upon noticing, I see it says grade 10, so I get mad and don't give a shit anymore. I contemplate throwing it on the ground. I look around for Drew or Laura's car, but I see no one. I go back inside through another door. Some guy and Harrison are there playing video games. I tell them about my sleeping and missing the ceremony because i wanna tell someone. They don't care and make fun of me. I'm too confident to care and I leave. I go to fill up water in a bubbler and two guys come out and follow me, threatening to steal my trophy and beat me up. But I yell at them and security from school comes out and then run away.

Oh my god, I DID IT!

I flipped over to my side after a while (I was using yoshi's tutorial) and didn't move. I saw a few colors, but nothing much. Then I could feel my wooden floor like I was laying on the ground and some images began to come into view. Then I appeared back in bed, awake.

I figured I should do a reality check just incase. It worked! I walked out of my room and my dad was watching TV in the same spot he was last night. I looked out the window and saw my brother and Kirby on a swingset. That pretty much confirmed it was a dream. I walked outside. I was about to just jump up and fly but I wanted to stabilize the dream but it ended so quickly I never got the chance to.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a pretty sweet night. Alot of dreams actually and I couldn't go back to sleep after my second lucid.

23.40: Sleep

06.00: Floating on a balloon
I'm with Monica on a bus and we're on Gran Canaria. "This is the last day you know" I tell her. "Oh, that was quick" she says. We're satisfied though. All of a sudden we're in a river. I'm holding onto a black balloon. Two ropes go down a few meters from it, and at the bottom there's a swing. Monica stands on the swing. I try to navigate but it's really hard. All of a sudden we stop. Our anchor has gotten stuck at the bottom. Monica pulls it free.

We decide to go upriver this time, but we keep sinking. I flap my arms and we rise to the surface. I check the balloon and it's getting smaller. All of a sudden we arrive at some house. There's a guy there with a very high-tech looking chair. "This is a new game, like virtual reality" he tells me. I inflate the balloon again and it almost bursts. I figure the rubber has been stretched too much. "You're the first one here actually" he tells me. A few other people arrive.

06.00: Half arsed WBTB 15 minutes

07.00: Weird game, weird girl MILD
I'm playing a very weird game. It's some kind of RPG game and I'm a character called "Mummer." It's a white clothed monk-looking guy. He's fat, and he uses spells to attack. To make the spells work, you have to wave your arms in certain ways. There are loads of spells to be used, but I can't do more than one, which is some kind of laserbeam by holding one hand back and one to the front. I kill a monster using it. I'm starting to get frustrated. I watch a video of some guy who does some awesome firespell.

The dream skips. I'm now going to play the game with my brother Martin. We're in my bed and Martin chooses the warrior. I get up and head over to the table to fetch something. When I get lucid. "Hey Martin, you should join me" I tell him. I explain that I'm dreaming and that we can meet up in the dreamworld. "Just take these earplugs and go to sleep, I'll wait for you." Martin heads over to the bed and I'm left standing there. I get bored in an instant. "Hurry up dude" I tell him and head out.

As I open the door to my appartment, I hear a very loud rushing sound. Like some pipe is leaking loads of water. The elevator is about to close and there's a black dog standing outside of it. With the leash going into the elevator. "Wait!" I yell and grab the door just in time. A girl in her late twenties, with short black hair is in it. "Trying to kill your dog are you?" I ask her and push the button. She gives me a big smile. I grab her breasts and kiss her to pass the time. I remember that I can't close my eyes and open them instantly. I almost lose the dream.

The elevator stops at the bottom and we get out. I start going to the right, she to the left. I don't intend to have LD sex. "Where's my log?" (in Swedish the raw translation means like, where's my dick) she says all of a sudden. I look down and I can see that I'm arroused. What the hell! I start walking towards her. I can see she's not wearing any underwear as she pulls her flowery skirt up. She starts walking away, teasing me with her ass. She exits the building but I catch up just outside. I grab her, turn her around and enter her. I go at it but lose the dream just as I'm about to finish.

07.00: Fragments
*I'm with my coworker Björn. We're walking on a beach. A cliff appears ahead and we have to crawl through a tight scaffold or whatever to get onto the path going under the cliff. Björn climbes through easily, but it takes forever for me to go anywhere. I figure it's because I'm so tall.

*My brother Morgan is playing a first person RP game. He's trying to hit a few rings flying through the air, but he can't. I push him away and try myself. One after the other I take the rings out with my bow. When the last one's been knocked down I spot a note. It fell from one of the rings. I grab it and try to read it. It sounds like a riddle in gibberish.

08.40: Drowing kid
I'm with my brothers, my mom and another small kid on a dock. The small kid keeps giving me the finger. "You can't do that, you're too young" I tell him. Fucking brat. Morgan and he runs away and we watch them. The small kid loses his footing for a second and falls into the water. Me and Martin runs over there as fast as we can and dive in. I can't go under water, it's like I've got a life jacket on. Martin goes down and after a few seconds the small kid appears. "I can't talk under water!" he says as he breaks the surface.

I grab him and swim closer to the dock. My mom grabs his arms "Watch it, he's fragile" she says. We get up and sigh. That was scary. Morgan and the kid runs further down the dock and soon after we hear a splash. Morgan shows up smiling a second later though, atleast he can swim...

08.40: Police
I'm sitting in a couch in my mom's house. I'm trying to un-tangle some fishing line. Suddenly two huge guys show up. They look like cops. They look at me for a second. All of a sudden an old man starts screaming with a machinegun in his hand. Everyone in the room is panicking, but no one fires a shot. Ater a while the cops make people put their guns down and take them out back. I look through the window and can see two of my coworkers in a small house, being interrogated by the cops. Valdis walks up to me afterwards and tells me about it. "They kept us there for an hour and tried to pin us to a crime, but they couldn't."

08.40: Tigers



I'm with my family at a nice picknick area. Some foreign guy is singing at the beach. Martin and I head for a walk. We spot two huge white tigers walking. "How much do you reckon they cost each?" I ask him. "I dunno, probably more than a million each" he replies. The tigers walk away but another one shows up, it's more got some orange in its fur. It runs past us and god damn it's huge! And the speed, it's amazing. People stand still, intrigued and frightened at the same time.

A few more tigers show up and they run all over the place. One heads right into a few bushes and starts rolling around. The bushes are left in a big mess. My mom's dog starts barking and I grab her by the collar. I take her into the car and lock her in. I start imagining African's going up against a tiger with a spear. Damn they must have balls of steel.

08.40: I'm a firestarter! MILD
I'm given some random orders by a girl. "Get my money I've saved, they're hidden in my small clothes." I'm at some kind of farm and ahead of me is a couple of barns. I enter one of them and the inside is such a mess. Blankets are everywhere and I recognise three similar "Bart Simpsons" blankets. I spot a small cupboard and open it. A small plastic bag is inside with a few coins. I spot an old five crown bill in it aswell. I thought she was poor. There's a dog hatch on the wall and I decide to exit there. After a bit of struggling I manage to get out.

I turn lucid like that. Standing infront of a second barn with a huge open door, I think about what I want to do. "Hello?!" I yell out loud, someone must be around. No answer. I remember an old task, looking in my pockets. It looks like I'm wearing my taekwondo pants. The right pocket is empty. I visualize finding a lighter in the left and I feel on the outside of it first. There's definitely a lighter in there. I pull it out, it's metallic. I light it and it produces a very cool blue flame.



The wind is picking up as I try to light a flame in my hand, after a second try I manage to do it. I extend my hand towards the barn and the flame shoots out. The barn catches on fire, it's blue. I fill my hand again and light a few more places on fire and a few trees behind me. I remember the current basic task. To eat something. I take a bite on the lighter, it's solid metal. I fill my mouth with fire instead and swirl it around a bit before breathing it all out, setting the barn on fire even more.



I figure it's time to go as the burn is burning normally. I reach out with my hand and make the plastic bag I had left on the ground, come zooming. I jump and start to fly. It's not going very fast though, and I have to struggle to go faster. I fly over the barn and land on the other side. I'm wearing a backpack for some reason. Oh right, there are tigers up ahead! I look at my hand, and it looks completely normal. I start walking towards where the tigers are at. I jump and start flying.

08.40: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Awesome dreams.

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