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    1. Three Dreams

      by , 05-18-2011 at 12:30 AM
      Dream 1: All I can remember is their being a priest, I remember having some huge arguement and things got rather physical , it felt like this dream went on for ages and I could not get rid of the guy.

      Dream 2: This was set at my old high school, I got selected into the Rugby Team by the teacher I used to hate "Ms Kelly", I remember asking how long the training programme go's for and I was told its 2 weeks where we train 4 and a half hours a day. I was unsure if I should take part as I was concnerned it would affect my other training. I remember playing a few games of this so called "Rugby" however it was nothing like an actuall rugby game, you were not able to move your feet when thorwing, and the ball was very small and it had soccer goals. I remember discussing with "Ms Kelly" what my options were and I remember her slagging off how I was playing.

      Dream 3: This was a very interesting and long dream, It is pretty much set off the "Gone Theme", I was Sam from the series (the first book) and was starting to realise I had an ability to shot bolts of energy out of my hands. I was with Quinn and Astrid from the book as well, however I remember thinking this is not how the book go's when I realised they both had powers as well. Any way, I remember stealing supplies from the main camp and wanting to head over to another island (I remember the location looking just like the outside of my Swim Club). I had this plan that I was going to steal the fishing supplies so that we could become self sustainable. After being caught by one of the other people (Who was my old swim coach......) I remember beating the crap out of him xD its around this point I get woken up.
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    2. Dream Journal #15 May 17th, 2011

      by , 05-18-2011 at 12:10 AM
      Dream Journal #15 May 17th, 2011

      First dream I remember was being in some weird house, trying out for something.

      Actually scratch that. First thing I remember was having a fake tattoo on my arm and I had to go to court for it rofl because it was against the law or something. So I go to court, but literally nobody shows up but me and the judge. The judge lets me go. I then go to some weird place to train for something and I have to put on this thing on my head. I then have to wash my entire head with shampoo for some reason.

      Then, I’m at ralphs house with alvin and ian. I also remember something about AK’s and pistols lol… and that like a dog was trying to get the AK to shoot another dog.. idk weird ass part of the dream. We had like piles of weird stuff in the room. Then DJ calls me and hes like whatupp blah blah and i think hes at paolos so im like ok we’ll go to paolos (even though i didnt even know he wasnt there). When i get to paolos he not there, but my mom is. My mom said were sleeping over there lol. Apparently we were going to play beer pong, but we were still waiting for DJ. Then my alarm woke me up.

      edit: here’s after WBTB.

      I could feel myself going lucid. I felt all the vibrations- everything that I felt whenever I knew I would be going lucid. Then it just stopped.

      I had an FA. Ellean apparently just appeared out of nowhere and started sleeping on my bed (he was never in my house in the first place) and I thought that THAT is what caused me to lose my lucidity. sigh im so dumb. I even did the nose plug reality check and it failed! I breathed through my nose but for some stupid ass reason I made up some reason in my head for why I was able to.

      lol. then the dream continued from me giving up to go lucid to me and ellean watching tv and eating snacks (cookies to be exact). sigh.

      also quick note: i watched a subliminal messages video right before i went back to sleep.. i think it helped, but im not sure.
    3. Vivid dream

      by , 05-17-2011 at 11:21 PM
      Tuesday May 17th 2011.

      This was a very vivid dream that I remembered having today. It ended abruptly but was very interesting. At no point was I lucid.

      The dream began in my college campus, which in retrospect looked nothing like my campus does but I knew it was. There was a football game going on and I don't remember seeing it but knowing it was going on not to far from where I was. It was a special football game, not a national title but it had more significance than just a regular game. I remember that I was with my group of friends, and we were looking for a party to attend to after the game (we knew that there would be lots of large parties around since our college won). I remember traveling through the buildings and campus and seeing other people celebrating, I was with one of my friends and lost track of the others.

      One of my most vivid memories of this dream was when I texted one of my friends who was on the campus if he knew of any parties yet. But the text read exactly "Party > Limeade > Go" (in retrospect this would have been a great way to realize I was in a dream based on the jumbled jargon in the text). The reason I said limeade in the text was because at the time I was thinking of a Cherry Limeade from Sonic while we were traveling the campus. My friend simply replied "What?", and that was the end of the conversation.

      After traveling the campus and seeing a large group of people (I remember seeing a girl who was consistently playing this single drum beat [I don't know if she was using drums or not to do it], I had heard her playing drums all over the campus) me and my friend decided to walk over to the other end. We walked upon a HUGE cathedral (this is a community college mind you, with absolutely nothing resembling something like this in real life) and I wanted to go inside to see how big it was from the inside. There were two doors before you entered the cathedral, one was a normal wooden door, but once you past that you came across and very small glass door. Very small as in, I wasn't even able to fit through it small. I remember getting about half of my body inside of it and looking, it was massive inside and very pretty.

      Knowing we couldn't fit to get in I told my friend we needed to leave, so we did. However trying to fit through the small glass frame caused it to break slightly. I feared that this would be massively expensive to fix, and told my friend to run and get out. I remember we were running to a parking lot and I looked back and saw the first door of the cathedral wide open, I yelled at my friend to close it so that no one would know we were there. He ran back and closed it (I remember watching him run, and hoped no one would see us). We continued to run towards that parking lot and I thought we were going to get my car, but instead we got into his which looked like a bright green Kia Soul (In real life he drives a Grey Kia, but nothing like a soul).

      We drove out onto the road from the parking lot, and were getting out of the campus when a police cruiser in the other lane turned on his lights and whipped around behind us. My friend pulled off a badass driving maneuver and did a sliding park on the other side of the lane, he then backed up until we were into the driveway of what looked like a big campus building. Almost 8 other police cars circled nearby, all with their lights on making me very nervous about what was to come. A police officer got out and told us he would let us talk to their best interrogator (an interesting note, after typing this I realized that at this point it went from twilight to full blown darkness). It was a women and she came up to our car. She began questioning my friend about marijuana use, and even though I continually told him he didn't have to answer anything he dug himself deeper and deeper into a guilty confession (we had taken no drugs prior to this stop, but she was baiting an answer that would sound like it) and my friend eventually confessed to using coke (he has never taken coke in real life ever) and drove off.

      We got into a wild chase with the police and I kept telling him that he had to stop, there was no way he was going to get away. He kept speeding and eventually we got into a down town district. I remember his crazy driving caused traffic to lose control, and I remember a grey hound bus crashing and rolling (I remember his exact words were "Oh why did it have to be a bus"). Two more cars got flipped and crashed and I knew someone had died in this whole mess. Right when one of the cars flipped and rolled I woke up.

      It was extremely vivid. At no point was I lucid, though I wish I had been.
    4. Another day, another dream

      by , 05-17-2011 at 10:09 PM (Images In The Night)
      I'm going to keep this short and give a brief summary of last night.

      Lucidity-1
      Vividness-7

      Friends having sex with a girl. I'm about to but the scene changes. Another girl about to do the same thing. Dream falls apart.

      Would post in more detail but i'm posting so late i can't remember much.
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    5. Three lucids in one night

      by , 05-17-2011 at 09:52 PM
      Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

      May 2, 2011: There is a birthday party, for a children, a young girl, I think. Another girl comments that she is a bad host.
      There is a girl in a sleeping bag on the floor. She is concerned because someone had predicted something bad would happen to her.
      I am like her mother. I give her a personal symbol of strength to protect her. It's a small sea shell. I ask her to remember the time she had fun on the beach.
      I see a mirror. The reflection is not my own.
      I become lucid. I talk to the reflection and say this is a dream. "But it is also real (experience). Is it less real or more real?" I decide that the words probably do not apply, because the dream is something other than "real" or "not real." It is both.

      I don't think of all that while in the dream, but it describes how I feel.

      I touch a plant while I am musing on the realness of the dream. It is a large succulentus plant. I go through a window and the dream fades.

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      I am camping with my girlfriend. I am naked, in a car or truck with no top. I cover us with a blanket over the car. I want to have sex with her, but a woman shows up and asks her a question. Something about what another lady had said earlier.
      They go away to talk.
      I put on shorts and then a shirt. Thee are other guys watching me. I pretend to fall asleep. A dog approaches me. Then several dogs appear and start attacking me. I fight back and kill some of them. I feel like I am not in control, and I don't want to be violent.
      I end up inside the house (my parents').
      The window on the kitchen door is broken and glass is on the ground.
      I become partially lucid as I step outside.

      I try to fly, and sort of do. Then I am in town, walking down a road. I burp loudly and pretend to be a dinosaur or monster. I knock over a car that looks kind of like a golf cart.
      A small woman doll is screaming. The doll is round and it's mouth opens like a dummy.
      I am at a hospital, or something like one, in a room that looks like a play area for kids. There is a plastic container full of dolls. These dolls have wire springs for arms and legs.


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      I am lucid and outside my parents' house. I jump into the pond and swim. A big fish starts swimming at me.
      It gets bigger and I hold onto its side. It waves its tail to swim quickly and goes out of the water, onto land.
      It is like an inflatable fish. I climb onto its back and ride it on land. It sort of has legs like a horse. We ride through tree branches. One branch punctures the fish and it begins to deflate.

      Then I am no longer lucid. There is a folding ladder with bottles of glue on it.

      Updated 05-17-2011 at 10:01 PM by 36900

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    6. Fight with escaped convicts

      by , 05-17-2011 at 09:44 PM
      Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

      April 30, '11: I am in a bathroom that has a large glass wall. The curtain is also see-through. I realize that people can see in with the light on.
      I go outside and down some steps. There are lots of dangerous people around. They are all escaped convicts.
      I have a violent fight with a few of them, during which
      I become partially lucid.
      I jab my hand through a guy's chest and/or head.


      Then, more fully conscious, I stop fighting and tell everyone that because this is my dream, I want to be in charge. I tell them that I want to have fun, exciting dreams, with some erotic things, but not too much.
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    7. Not as Good as The First

      by , 05-17-2011 at 09:24 PM
      Black=nonlucid
      Red=Lucid
      Unfortunatly, this isnt as good as my first lucid :/
      Anyways i am sitting at my couch in my living room watching tv and my mom tells me to take out the trash. I get up go put the trash in my trashcan outside and when i do, 4 people approach me as i am walking back inside. (one of them is an african american, purple football jersy, another is caucasian with a white jersey on and a hat, third is caucasian as well, black hair, vneck tshirt on, and last one is a girl, hat on, tanktop). They start running at me, so i run inside and lock the door. i peek out the window and saw they were walking away. So i went back outside to confront them and they ran grabbed me, threw me in the house, took the keys to all the cars at my house and drove away with them all. I got up, went to the kitchen and my dad was standing in there. I told him what happened and he replied "Its ok. Its just a nightmare, you are dreaming."
      I felt so relieved so i ran outside to make a car appear so i could chase them but the car wouldnt appear. I began to wonder why i didnt have control. Then i heard the cars comming back and they were shooting out the windows at me. Slowly getting closer. It got really dark so I decided itd be best to just wake myself up to end this "nightmare" as my dad called it. So i stood still and told myself that i need to wake up and I woke up
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    8. I dreamed I was in a desert.

      by , 05-17-2011 at 09:04 PM
      All I remember of this dream I had last night is that I was in a desert walking around in the dark. Yep that's all I can remember, at least it wasn't laundry.
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    9. Metal Iron Man Toys

      by , 05-17-2011 at 08:36 PM
      Type: Regular dream.
      Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
      Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

      I was in the bedroom from my childhood, looking through things in my closet. The room had light tan carpet, a basic upright wooden dresser, and a bunkbed which consisted of red for the bottom half and blue for the upper. Or vice versa, I can't remember. The lighting was normal, almost a bit brighter than it I'd have expected it to be. My closet was the length of the room (with the exception of a spot for the door) and a few feet deep - the room itself was about 11 by 11 feet - and it had two sliding wooden doors.

      There was a blue box in the deeper, left-hand side of the closet. Other than that, the closet was empty. The blue box was large, large enough that you could pick up and curl your arms around. Inside, there was a box of facial tissue, some unrecognizable toys, and then I pulled out a large Iron Man figure. It was probably about twenty inches tall and looked very realistic, and the toy itself was made of metal pieces instead of plastic. I knew that it was remote-controlled, but I didn't know where the controller was.

      I put it to the side and proceeded to keep digging. After a few moments I found another, slightly smaller toy; this time it was of the Iron Man "suitcase" armor from Iron Man 2. This toy wasn't remote-controlled. There were many small pieces on it, and unfortunately some had fallen off, namely a shoulder, a panel of grey metal on the front, and the headpiece. I snapped them back on easily, and left the room with the toy, intending to show it to my sister. There was no door, but simply an entranceway to the left of the open closet. I ended up exiting into the house that I am currently living in, and walked right into the living room without going through a hallway. I forgot about showing the toy to my sister, and I don't think I was even holding it anymore.

      The living room was square-shaped, about 20 by 20 feet, with hardwood floors, a flatscreen television lying on an obliquely-placed entertainment center in the corner of the room, and windows that went along nearly the entire wall. It was dark outside, but I could see that there was quite a bit of snow on the ground, probably ten inches or so, all shoveled into normal-looking piles on the sides of the roads and driveway.

      Updated 05-16-2023 at 07:56 PM by 28408

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    10. Other Worlds

      by , 05-17-2011 at 08:29 PM (Raspberry's Second Life)
      Been awhile, I typed out a load of dreams yesterday but then was signed out. I'm just gonna summarise these dreams and not write in too much detail.

      Awake Non-Lucid Vivid Lucid

      I'm in a dark corridor. The only source of light is a small window to my left. The air feels thick and strange, which makes me RC. My finger refuses to go through my palm, so I breathe through my nose instead.

      Lucid. I open up the window and crouch on the ledge. Below is my school astro. The drop is high and about three stories high. I gulp down my fear and throw myself out. I land without any pain. I run, but can't seem to run fast.

      On the astro there's groups of people and a game is declared. We've to steal the other teams energy. I play for awhile, until it becomes apparent that the game is very dangerous. I start to feel my strength dying away with each touch from the other team.

      I notice a creepy man on the other team watching me. I run towards a small wooden shack in an attempt to evade him. I begin to really panic. Inside there's another window. I can't reach it though, it's too high up. I scramble against the side of the shack, but can't reach. Eventually the man comes and hits me over the head, knocking me out.


      I wake up, feeling drowsy. I'm lying on my side on a hard metal floor, my wrists tied behind my back and my ankles tied. I'm also gagged. The room has a red light cast to it, and there appears to be stairs at the walls and multiple floors, though everything's metal and there's no windows.

      There's a circle on the floor, which I think opens up. I keep note of this in case I need it.


      A girl appears. She's small and blonde. I realise it's Katie, back again. She laughs and says I gave her the perfect oppurtunity. I don't know what she's talking about... Until her features morph into mine. I feel my face change, and I assume I now look like her. I try to shout past the cloth in my mouth, but only manage pathetic moans. Katie winks and walks away.

      As soon as she's out, two doors set into a wall open up and out falls the twins, who I met in the City of Spires. They quickly untie me, and I nod my thanks. An alarm rings, and I realise in astonishment that we're in a space shuttle. Guards storm into the room. One of the twins hit a button and the circle on the floor opens up.

      "C'mon! Jump!" They shout over the roar of the engine. I'm terrified as I stare wide-eyed at Jupiter below. Of course it's Jupiter... Asher said that's where he lives. Fuck... What am I doing here?

      It's so far away. But the twins grab me and then throw all three of us out. I fall so fast that everything blurs and I can't see anything, but the twins direct our path.

      I crash full force through the cieling of a building, landing heavily. The wind is knocked out of me. Eventually I open my eyes and gasp in amazement. I'm lying on a white floating rock. One of many, as the air is littered with them, each various heights and sizes. The room is huge and dome shaped, with white-washed walls.

      I notice Asher and Katie -who still looks like me- on a rock not too far away. Asher turns and glares in complete hatred.

      "It's me! Looks at her, that's not me! She's Katie!" He reluctantly looks at Katie, and at first I don't think he believes me. Then his eyes narrow and he jumps back defensively.

      Katie's head whips toward me and she hisses, baring her teeth. Then with blinding speed she leaps into the air and flies into me. She tears at me with her nails and teeth like an animal, but I push her away and we land on seperate rocks. I look to Asher, but he stands calmly watching. This is my own fight, then.

      I fly up higher, Katie following. I fly and grab her, clinging on, pummelling her with my fists. I fly faster, and soon she starts trying to escape my grasp. I smash her full force through a wall of the dome.

      Catching my breath, I settle onto a rock, shaken. I pass out.


      I wake up again, in a bed. It takes awhile, but eventually I get up. I figure I'm in another space shuttle, from the red light and the metal structure. I find myself back in a room with the opening floor. I find the twins there, sitting staring out the hole and eating.

      They smile, and I grin back in relief. They pull me into a quick group hug, then I gaze back at Jupiter. I see other shuttles splattered around and above it, so I guess this is where the people live. We're closer this time, so I can make out individual buildings, though I can also see the planet as a whole.

      We jump, and they direct me to a stadium filled with people. I float in the centre, wondering what people are doing. It looks like a celebration or a festival.

      Asher swoops up to join me. I smile, but he looks concerned.

      "You shouldn't be here, you didn't get rid of her y'know. This is dangerous." he murmers quietly.

      "Well I wasn't exactly safe on Earth was I." I mutter back. I feel guilty when I see the hurt cross his face.

      An alarm sounds. Fuck. People shout and the same blue guards from the first shuttle fly overhead. Asher grabs my hand, but I feel myself fading.


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      "Are you sure you know what to do? You're important you know that?"

      I sit on the edge of a riverbank, chin on my knees. The Leader of the Sea Creatures is beside me. He looks pretty much human, except he has crab legs instead of human ones. Every other member of the group has some for of water creatures features, except me. I'm look entirely human.

      My job is to sneak into the Land Creatures base -our enemies- and destroy their eggs. Eggs are very valuble, as there are few and hard to come by for new members of each group. We have six, we don't know how many they have.

      "I know what to do."

      I was chosen for this job because no human -except me, a rare case- looks just human except Land Creatures. I also have both attack and defend powers. Usually a creature only has one type of power.

      [Dreamskip] I'm in their base, a large room filled with Land Creatures. My skin crawls, and I think I might throw up from nerves. No one gives me a second glance though. I turn invisible and keep a distance from the ones with fur because they can smell the salt on my skin, a feature of a Sea Creature.

      There's a blonde young man shouting instructions to different groups of Land Creatures. He looks just human, no animalistic features. Each person has a band around them, yellow for defence and blue for attack. Shit, I don't have a band, and my energy that's keeping up my invisibility is running out.

      The room empties and I'm left alone. I become visible again and I see a barred door. Grinning, I try to get through. No luck, it needs a keycard.

      "What are you doing?"

      I spin around. The blonde guy is standing, arms crossed. "You don't have a band." He says. Shit. My mind races. There's a keycard attatched to his belt. How can I get that?

      I get closer. "Do I seem like an attack... or a defence?" I say winking, running a hand across his shoulders. He leans closer.

      "I... can't tell. That's... interesting." He leans forwards. I snatch the card and using my high-speed, knee him in the balls and make a run for it.


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      I stand, the shovel in my hands. I'm in a small area, the sun beating down on me. Wired fences block us in. Dead grass shoots up in random parts, the rest is gravel. I stare at the sun until my eyes seem to hurt, then look down. I keep digging.

      "This is your fault." I snarl to the guy next to me. He takes offence and argues. "This would never have happened if it weren't for you! YOU made him punish us."

      "You don't understand" he says. "We're free people. He enslaved us. We don't belong here." His eyes are fierce, and I notice something familiar in them, but forget it after a moment. His hair is red and short, he has lots of freckles.
      (The guy from the time I was thrown into the cell. Just didn't recognize him!)

      "We belong to him!" I snarl. But I get back to digging, because the guards stand with guns and we're not supposed to talk.

      The guy throws down his shovel in a rage. "I'm sick of this shit." He hisses. "I'm done with this, we are NOT his property!"

      I shrink back as the guards rush up to him and beat him down with their guns. They grab his arms and drag him bloody over the gravel into a building. He fights back, eyes wild and blood gushing over his face, but no one tries to help him. He's thrown into the building and the doors closed shut tight. For a minute everyone stares, then we mindlessly continue digging, occasionally staring at the sun.


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      It's lunchtime. My friends and I wander into Steven's the bakers, chattering amongst ourselves. We line up without trouble.

      A chubby blonde woman appears and asks what we want and I watch in amusement as she quickly forgets what my friends ordered. People start to roll their eyes and mutter. She asks what I'd like.

      "Steak bridie please, and a chocolate fudge muffin."

      She goes to the oven, but stands mortified. "A London bridie you said you wanted?"

      "Uhhh... No, a steak and a chocolate fudge muffin."

      Her head whips around and the counter disappears. The lights grow dark and the room expands. Everyone suddenly becomes bone-skinny, and starts cackeling like witches and dancing around in a frightening manner. I sit down and shut my eyes tight.

      "Everyone!" Booms the woman in her sharp witch voice. I hear shrieks. "Guess... who is the odd one out."

      I shudder, but keep my eyes closed. A finger lands on me. "You." She whispers. A chill runs down my spine at the sound of her voice. "Happen to be the only one, who is asleep."

      I freeze for a moment, not understanding her words.
      Then I do, and wake up.
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    11. 9 Hours sleep 1 Quick LD

      by , 05-17-2011 at 08:04 PM (. - ~ = * [ |{(Welcome to my Weird Dream World)}| ] * = ~ - .)
      well i sleeped by reading a dild tutorial ,, i had LD that
      i was sitting on my PC , and my brother was laying in bed and sleeping
      in 1 moment his eyes opened but he was still sleeping
      and eyes were moving
      what i though its just a REM CYCLE lol
      then he started moving his feed
      i tried to stop then he started moving all and talking like "wtf "Wtf "Wtf ""wtf " i tried to stop and then a blurry image came in my dream
      in that moment i said in my mind lucid dream.
      i LD and said to my bro "Let me tell you something ,, i flied slowmotion to my desk and wanted to sit at it , i seat and i dont know why why then i just woke up...

      ld finished .


      then i had the rest 5-6 hours a dreams that i dont even remember now.
      just deep sleep..


      karli
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    12. Barely slept.

      by , 05-17-2011 at 07:48 PM
      Bad night...

      Before falling asleep I was clearing my head big time.

      As I woke, I only remember big.. messy sounds around me.. like some sort of train was passing by right next to me.. Nothing else.
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    13. One lucid, one non-lucid.

      by , 05-17-2011 at 06:37 PM
      Lucid.

      I guess you would call this WBTB. I was trying to call asleep consciously and it kind of worked, my husband almost interuppted me because he came out into the living room to get something, but he said something and I'm pretty sure it was real. I was in the middle of transitioning into a dream. He walked off and as he was walking down the hallway all I could see was darkness but I felt different, felt like I was hovering.

      I knew it was the beginning but I couldn't get anything to really form, I did for a minute and I instantly started rubbing my hands together and I shouted clarity for the first time in a dream. It faded though, I don't understand this. I almost lost it and woke up but at the last second I decided to sit there and wait in the dark and that's when I was suddenly in my house. I can't remember much, but I got up from the couch and I think I said something to the dream, like be vivid, lol, since clarity hadn't worked. It seemed to work. I went to the door and turned the knob, it came open, much to my surprise and I shut it behind me as I stepped onto the porch. Then I jumped back like Spiderman to give myself a boost off the door and started to float, but I ended up grabbing onto my house and climbing on top. I knew the roof would only be hot if I let it, and for a second I was trying to feel it's warmth. I got up on the house and woke up. The whole time outside was very vivid and the sky was a dark yellow, but very vivid. The sky as I approached the roof was different somehow, I just don't remember why it was.

      Ok, so after this lucid, I had a dream. Kind of a nightmare for me.

      I can't remember every detail... but I was called into work at McDonalds, where I used to work while I was prego. I quit though and now I work at Wendys, anyways, I was working both jobs I guess, and this was my first day back at McDonalds. The manager was talking to me like she wanted me to come back for good, but I told her I could only work Thursdays and Fridays (The two days I don't work at Wendy's.) I had driven a moped to work, and I do remember doing this and leaving T at home, but when I got to work I wondered why I didn't just take the car. This is when some weirdness happened. I kept flashing back from being home to being online to being at work, all the while, having a huge fight with T because he wanted to sleep with other girls. I was very emotional in this dream.

      There was a moment when I was at home and sitting on the couch scraping up a bowl of coke, cocaine. (I've never done this in RL.) T was talking while I was doing it, telling me he was going to this town and fuck some girl named Tex. He wasn't breaking up with me, he just wanted to fuck someone else. I was so pissed I picked up the bowl of coke and I had been putting baking soda in it, for some reason, anyways, I picked it up and slammed it right into his face. He couldn't believe it and I felt so bad, started apologizing, then I told him he needed to flush his eyes out with water, this worried him, he got up immediately to do this. We both went to the sink and were flushing our eyes with water.

      After this, the girl showed up and was walking around and talking to T about all the things they were going to do together, while I was there. At many points, I told T I was leaving and he went into the bathroom and started throwing out my make-up. I followed him into the bathroom and not even a second after he'd walked in the entire bathroom sink was clean and glistening. I told him I WAS going to clean that eventually and he just scoffed.

      There were these video tapes that this girl had brought with her, and she had rented them, hoping T and her would watch them together. I decided to hide them after debating on whether I should destroy them. I started hiding them around the house right before they walked in the door. They were talking about this place they were going to go. This is all I remember about this part.

      Way on earlier in the dream, I was at my house, which was also a store called Third Planet (actually exists.) My friend J shows up to sell some clothes, he seemed hesitant when I answered, I was like come on in, and I finishing a cig. He comes in and sits down on the couch. Just then I see a mouse run from the closet door. I freak out and tell them and two of the guys that were hanging out, K was one of them, was going to kill it. I told him if he killed it I would beat his ass, told him to let him outside. He went over to the mouse and almost smashed it, but I stopped him and then he opened the closet door and there were three more mice, I started to scream. (Mice in real life don't scare me, Idk.)

      Well, wish I could've remembered all my dreams from last night, but I just took this nap and this is all I could remember.
      From last night, I keep getting deja vu though about the dream, just these feelings from it keep popping up like flashbacks and fading real quick before I get a glimpse of anything tangible I can actually write down. I just keep thinking about this Tall man.
    14. 4/25-4/26 Rock Concert

      by , 05-17-2011 at 05:48 PM
      I believe the 25th was during spring break.

      First thing I remember is going to dinner with my mom. Not a lot of recall there, other than the fact that the place we ate was close to the place where the dream took me next. After dinner, I went to a huge rock concert with my two friends who were kind of like Bill and Ted looking for their big break. There was the ticket booth guy who was cool. I think he was the orange-haired fella who works at Cam's. His overseer was a bitch who seemed to be based on Dolores Umbridge from Harry Potter. She's like the perfect antagonist for my Bill-and-Ted buddies. The concert was being given by some famous rock star with long blond hair. The concert hall was HUGE vertically, like the seat rows went up really fast like a Broadway theater, but even steeper and higher. I also brought my girlfriend to the concert and I remember us buying tickets. During the concert the curtain closest to the ceiling caught fire and an evacuation was called for. The band fled so Bill and Ted ran up on stage to take over, seeing as how there was now an empty stage and still a number of fans that could watch them make their debut. I joined them, helping some little Asian dude play drums with bass drum mallets. The fire concern is apparently gone, and people stay to watch. Bill and Ted become famous and the overseer bitch is defeated. Hooray!
    15. Dream Journal-- Debate Chase, Drug Pier, Bleacher Talk, Talk with Doc, Procession in a church

      by , 05-17-2011 at 05:31 PM
      Dream 1-- Debate Chase

      It's night time. I am on my college campus and I find myself running away and I don't know why or from what. I start to cross a street and head toward a grocery store. In the middle of the street, I realize I am running away from one of my fraternity brothers, as if it were some game of tag. Oviedo is chasing me and I'm thinking about making my escape inside the store. As I near the store, I turn around right at the automatic doors and decide to run away from the store.

      Suddenly, I'm on my high school campus and I'm still running away but the person chasing me has turned into my debate coach. I am running at a really fast pace, actually creating a large gap inbetween him and me. Then, as I turn a corner, I find myself in a chair trying to go up and down stairs. This is nearly impossible and it takes me a long time. As I am climbing the stairs, I look back and see my coach just now running into my line of sight from behind a building far off.

      This sends me into a panic. I start to sweat and breathe heavy, knowing that if he catches me I will lose. I get frustrated that I am stuck in this chair and start to struggle to get down the stairs. As I descend, I realize that these stairs lead to an opening where there are circular tables with people eating a formal meal around them. The tables have white clothes on them and the people look very serious. Good posture, expensive wine (and wine-glasses), the whole deal. This only registers in my mind for a second, as I jump out of my chair and start to run away again.

      It's almost too late at this point, as my coach has basically caught up to me. So as I round a corner and come to a glass door, I stop, standing in front of the door and looking at my own reflection. My coach runs up from behind me and pushes me aside. My point of view doesn't move. My perspective still sees the door and my coach, who is now standing there, but I am off-screen (so to speak), fallen down. There is a general silence and sense of worthlessness.

      Dream 2-- Drug Pier

      I am walking down this pier very late at night. There is almost no external lighting from the moon or stars to be precise. But the bushes that are growing all around this pier are very colorful and glowing anyway. There are two friends behind me, talking to me, but I never look to see them. I only listen as they describe these bushes as dope and shrooms.

      I am stunned and rather skeptical, but continue to almost robotically walk forward. As we proceed, the bushes clear away from the pier at the pace we are walking. At the end of the pier, there is a house to our right, so we climb up the house in a second nd I climb through the window. There are many people here, none of whom seem to notice that I have just entered the building. As I walk around and look at everything, still people fail to realize I am right there, so eventually I exit out the window.

      In the next instant, I am walking in the sand with my old friend from high school, B-lake. I notice that we are in the same beach as before and I try to guide him to where the drug pier is and the house as well. As we walk to the left, we reach a shore, but only see a very small pier that leads to nowhere. And there is no house either. We turn around and walk back.

      Dream 3-- Bleacher Talk

      I am in my old school gymnasium, talking to this old woman. She tells me to walk up the bleachers. So naturally I do and sit down next to this old man, who I recognize as Mr. Livengood. He begins to ask me questions about singing and my voice.

      "why do you want to join choir?"

      "because I really enjoy singing and I want to get better at it." I say this while stumbling my words and looking around.

      There are surprisingly other people around us, also sitting and talking. As I say this phrase, I begin to judge and criticize myself as to whether I would be good in choir and really enjoy singing. This brings me into pass obs and ushers me out of the dream.

      Dream 4-- Talk with doc

      I am in my old school boy's locker room. I am walking around, trying to find a shower. There is no one around and it is completely silent except for the noises whirling around in my head telling me which way to go and what to expect.

      As I look around, I find a shower-head, but recognize it as a chemical shower to be pulled only when you are on fire or have acid spilled on you. As I try to exit the locker room, I see shampoo and so I decide to shampoo my hear, even though I have not found a shower. Now I want to exit stealthily to cross the lobby so that I can get to a real shower. As I get out, of course, there is my 1st grade PE coach Doc leading a line of other first graders across the door I am trying to exit out of.

      I step back in fear of being recognized and wait for them to pass. None of them seem to even look at me until Doc comes through the door and sees me. He starts talking to me normally, asking me if I want to play frisbee, and I say OK, sure. Then I walk out the door and find my mom and sister sitting down facing away from me at a table. So I pull up a chair on the other side of the table and start talking to them. I think now I am fully clothed.

      I don't remember what was said, but I remember looking around a lot and being more curious about the environment than the conversation.

      Dream 5-- Procession in a church

      I am sitting in the back pew of a relatively crowded church. I am watching as a Lord is commanding a knight or somthing to bear two children. The Lord is saying that it's the knight's duty and he must follow these orders.

      The knight responds first by saying No I cannot do it! When the Lord repeats the orders, the knight says "no tiempo". A procession of music starts up and the knight begins to dance in a line with other people who are holding the instruments. As they dance around, the people sitting in pews begin to clap in a syncopated rhythm to the music, which I equate to Jewish tradition in the dream. k
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