There is a knock at my back door. I'mall alone in the house and think I might be wearing just a robe. I'm cautious when I open the door and keep the glass part closed. This lady holds up like a mixer or a blender in a box and I can see she is selling it. For some reason I totally freak out and start yelling at her to leave. I put my fingers together like I'm holding a gun but she's just like..give me a break. Then she asks if I would buy cookies for her son's baseball team. I feel like an idiot now so I say yes and start overcompensating for being so dumb and weird before. I go get money in the family room, $8. I go outside and there is a lot of stuff set up... all kinds of cupcakes and cookies. All of the things I really want though are either empty or look like someone has been eating it. Like one piece of cake was just icing that was standing up, no cake inside. There was another person there too, I think an older lady. ... I'm in a big place that looks like a food court. I see GB over by a computer and sit next to him. He asks me if I know a guy named David somethingorother. I say no, and he seemed surprise. He says that is who were are going out with tonight, and I think we are going to a concert that's a bit of a drive away (I remember at some point saying I'd bring my GPS). I don't remember what happens next, but I end up driving on my street but taking a left out of my driveway. There's a lot of snow on the ground, like really bad. Somehow I'm able to drive over it. I know GB is waiting for me even though the conditions are bad.
I had a dream I met my angel, we'll call her Emily, because that's her name. Well, Emily was in the shower at my house when I got there and I sat there and listened to her. She was really quiet. I knew she was there though, she made faint sounds and I could hear her voice every now and then. Eventually, she finished p and got out, I left the room and waited for her. Next thing I know, we're in a car going somewhere. She was beautiful of course, but she seemed very upset. She was really quiet, and I didn't know why. In retrospect, I should have recognized this, because she's usually happy when I talk to her. Anyways, we get to the park and it's this big rolling expanse of grass with a fence all the way around it and a lake. We started walking towards the lake, we had bags with us for some reason and we had a race. I had a duffel bag on my back, and it was quite heavy. Well, we get to the edge near the fencing when we see the lake, it was pretty gross, but it wasn't a big deal. The light kind of glistened off of it, it was really neat. I woke up happy and content. I was wide-eyed out of bed and I'm already up and writing this from my bedside DJ.
Pre Dream: I happen to wake up at 2 am and tossed and turned and couldn't sleep so i stayed up for about 20 min.. watching family guy on tv. So i started to get tired and then i was like okay time to sleep im tired... Sleep time: around like 2:30 ish maybe idk dont remember.... Lucid Dream: 1: I've offered to go fill my sisters car up with gas and so i leave my house at around 6 p.m. on w/e day... as i was driving I felt vary tired and found myself driving into the downtown area and i was like wait why am i going to enter the freeway. I soon swerve off and find my way to the gas station. Soon a chapter of my dream is gone and i find myself in a room maybe in a hot tub but I'm not sure... I remember seeing my friend John and Ali. I started to have a normal conversation with my buddy John and all of a sudden i started to slur my words as if i was drunk. He soon asks me are you dreaming Matt (xXMjn9311Xx) and I was kinda shocked he said that. because in reality this world felt real as shit , no ifs ands or butts , it felt fucking real. So in my dream thoughts I told myself fuck it, if I'm dreaming we will see after these reality checks. I found the nearest light switch and flipped it on and off and the light worked like it would in normal life. So then i looked at my fingers and one of them looked chopped off... more like a knuckle/nub.. LOL. I soon begin to be amazed and shocked because this "Dream World" felt real as day... I don't remember walking in the dream.. just visual imaging... I closed my eyes because fear had set over me and i felt like I was falling... I closed my eyes and i was like PLEASE GOD HELP ME WAKE UP... I said this for over 30 seconds in the dream world then i jerked my eyes around and then my body in the dream... I soon woke up amazed how i woke myself up with no alarm clock :O sooo i was like OMFG my first lucid dream............... then after 15 min of writing in my dream journal i was like wow wtf that was dumb i wish i would have calmed down... Wake time: 4:00 A.M. U.S. central time on Friday the 13th! 2011 :O
First dream: Very short dream. I remember being in a garden with one of my childhood friends father. We were watching a football game for some reason. Second dream: I was in a house I've never been in before, with one of my friends, and Walter and Belly from the TV-series Fringe. Belly was for some reason evil in my dream, and captured my friend in a bubble of ember(you know what it is if you have seen Fringe), and I tried to free him with a knife. When I got him out, Belly put on a CD that would make us crazy, with white noise or something. Both my friend and Walter passes out, and just before I passed out myself, I managed to stop the CD player. Third dream: Kind of a sequal to my second dream, since Belly was also in it, but this time not evil. I was at my parents house, and the house was filled with family. Belly was also there. I want to go outside to smoke, and Belly says he wants to smoke aswell, so we go outside. We find out it's raining quite alot, so we go inside again, where it's now also raining. I spot a giant hole in the wall that leads into the garden, and thats where all the rain is coming from.
Updated 05-13-2011 at 09:00 PM by 30975
Non-Dream Dream Lucid Dream Alright! my first recallable dream dream since joining! and all because of a stupid pillow! One day, back at school, we had an assembly where basically, we just talked with our friends, And i was sitting next to none of mine So I started walking on some of the other students to get to the friend closest to me, Karl, who was being a dick about that He always does everything, when though he never does, and when I Start complaining, He Swears that now, I will be late for all my classes. My next friend, Mohammed, is all of a sudden a popular kidand you have to get through a hallway filled with his fans to see him. so I stopped there My last reliable friend, Emanual, was, as always, scared of being late so when i approached him he started running I stopped him and told him "it's the end of the year they can't keep you for a detention anymore," and he told me "I don't care!" And thats the end of the dream
Had a lucid dream this morning. Maybe multiple dreams mashed together. I have flashes of images from many things but hard to put them into words. Later in the dream, I become lucid briefly and kissed a girl. I was just focused and the physical sensation and it was pleasant. Nice.
12.05.2011Live-in employee gets fired and re-hired. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID 3rd Person dream, I was a viewer. One employee was about to quit, actually, to be fired. A voice asked this employee a few extremely easy questions. This employee was not able to reply. For a few seconds, this employee was Homer (Simpson) This employee was at the lobby of this odd building. All I could see was gray tiles and a big gray stair at the bottom. Also, the windows were gray and the door was huge. This employee suddenly was a female now, and when she was about to leave, the voice told her she was not fired and to please, come back. The employee climbed the stairs and now she was going to share the room with a male co-worker. She was excited and she felt attracted by this male employee. She entered a house and this guy started to take a bath, with his shirt on. She gone nude and entered the bath tub. He turned and took his shirt off, when she noticed he had boobs. She got really pissed, so did him. A discussion happened while I was looking around the room. They had several tapes about empowering, self-confidence and some more stuff like that.
12.05.2011Giant Minnie Mouse popped (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID [/COLOR]A lot happened before this. I was with two female friends. We were in a big mall, however, it was very odd. The stores were separated by brown wooden walls, like cubicles. We were going to the food court but for some reason, they wanted escort. We got to a table and I told them that I had to leave for a few moments. I got to the street where there were so many people. I drew some shapes with my fingers and a big drawing appeared underneath me. Suddenly, the head of Minnie Mouse (wtf) spawned and started to grow bigger. I grabbed the ears and the thing grew about 15 feet. People were drawned to it and suddenly, the thing had a lot of people attached to it. The giant Minnie Mouse was boucing, harder and harder. People where trying to avoid it to crash, so it would not blast. Suddenly, it hitted a wall and exploded. Most people flew several feet away.
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Date: 09-13-10 Length: 20 Minutes Vividness: 8/10 I was sitting at a lake as the sun was beginning to set. I was with Dakota and another person who I do not remember. The lake was completely drained so we decided to go lay in it. By the time we got down there, the sun had gone completely down, and the lake had filled a little bit. The person who I don't remember swam to the ledge, and I followed. Dakota made a comment about how fast I swim. I looked around and saw a faint glowing ball in a little Cave of the lake. The person I don't remember and I decided to swim to it. As we started swimming, I got a feeling of being very scared of it. I stopped and started heading back, feeling more and more terrified every second. I woke up right after. -frenchblablabla
Note: These dreams have actually happened over the past few days, but I have been too busy to journal them over that time. A couple of them, I'm not sure which night they happened on, and it isn't really that important, so I am just journaling them all together. Train of Consequences I am outside in the desert near my home, taking a walk. It is surprisingly nice out considering it is approaching summer in the desert, a gentle breeze feels good on my face. I walk down my street to where there is a train track crossing it. It's like it used to be, now there is an overpass for cars to drive over the tracks, but before there was a railroad crossing. I don't notice the fact it is once again a railroad crossing. I wait there and watch a train approaching. I have the definite feeling that train should not get past, there is someone on it who is evil. I remember hearing someone say a penny on a railroad track would make it go off the rails. I put a penny on the tracks, the train barrels over the penny and flattens it. Wow, that was a dumb idea. I get in a car that just happens to be parked there, and the keys are in it, and I drive after the train. I use the frontage road and pass the train, then I drive right off of the next overpass and land on the train. There is a train passing on my left going the other direction. I go to a bright red passenger car, where I throw a grenade of some kind down into it. There is a blast, and a blazing inferno fills the train car but doesn't go any farther. Stealing With Class I am in a class, I feel it is one of the pointless general education classes at ITT Tech. There are lots of people sitting at the tables, several rows of tables. There is an empty table at the front of the room, and I sit down there. I am waiting for Tigress to come join me, she comes into the class shortly after me. She sits down in the back of the class and starts talking to someone else back there. My paranoia takes over, I am now thinking she must be mad at me about something. That leads to me wondering what I might have done, which leads to me being annoyed because I haven't done anything to make her mad… so why is she avoiding me? She motions to me to come back and sit with her, which dispels all of my paranoid thoughts and now I just feel rather dumb. I pick up my stuff and go to the back table, where I sit beside Tigress. She says she doesn't want to sit in front, we can't sneak a game of paper and pencil Dungeons and Dragons in if we are that close to the instructor. I need a notebook to play D&D, and also to take notes in. I will put notes on the first page and then flip to the notes page if the teacher comes by. I can't find my notebook. I see an abandoned backpack, there is a stack of notebooks there. No one will notice if one is missing… so I take one. I page through it to make sure there aren't any important notes in it, I don't want to steal important information. There is no writing in the notebook, but there is money in a folder in the back. Awesome! I steal paper and I get money! Parking Lot Chase I am in a parking lot outside of a mall, I am just leaving the mall and Tigress is there with me. We had been looking around in the mall for a while, but we are done with that and Tigress is going somewhere else to meet with someone else. We are chatting and I find out that she is going to see a movie. I comment to Tigress that she is going to see a movie I also want to see. She makes a comment that really doesn't pertain to what I said, she seems to have ignored what I said. We reach her car, and she gets in and is preparing to leave. I start to tell her I would like to go with her to see the movie, but she starts the car engine in the middle of my sentence. It almost seems like she started the engine deliberately to not hear me ask if I could come along. She says she has to go and says goodbye before driving down the aisle in the parking lot. I am talking louder now, telling her I'd really like to go along, there is no way she could not be hearing me. I chase after the car, calling wait, STOP IGNORING ME! Non-lucid Healing I am in my bedroom in my own house, I am completely non-lucid, MoSh is in the room with me. We are not doing anything very interesting, we are just chatting about random things. The topic changes onto MoSh having been depressed lately, he thinks he might just have some negative energy, so I tell him I will be glad to heal that for him. I tell him I just need to focus my energy and I can cleanse that negative energy right out of him. I am looking around my room, just glancing at the shelves and such, when I hear a strange voice. I look over at MoSh and ask if he just said something. He says no, he didn't. His shadow is talking to me! The shadow says there is nothing I can do to purge the dark energy from MoSh, so I might as well give up now. I know I can do it if I can just find a specific song, one I remember putting on a cassette tape I compiled myself with songs I find useful in the dream state. I can't find it. MoSh's shadow is mocking me. I open a drawer and pull stuff out, digging through a lot of junk. I find the tape… I keep digging for the walkman. I find the walkman! But where on the tape is the song? I think I remember… it's on side two, it's the third song. I put the tape in the walkman and search through it, forcing myself to ignore the mocking shadow. I find the song and use it to send healing energy through MoSh. Whew, I did that just in time, his shadow is completely normal now and it is no longer talking. Dream of the Stars I am in a forest, I am looking around to see where I am going. I have no memory of how I got to be there, I also have no idea how to get back. I think this is really strange, so I do a RC… and I find out that I'm dreaming. Well, I'm at least somewhat lucid… I am trying to think of what tasks I have to do, what are my goals? The only thing that comes into mind is the goal to kiss at least three movie stars… well, that's something I guess. I look around the forest, and it seems to be a perfect area to find Viggo Mortensen playing Aragorn from Lord of the Rings. I search for Aragorn, and I soon find him. He is looking around, has his sword ready, he seems to be stalking something. It turns out he's stalking a couple of orcs. He kills an orc in front of him, and I nail one trying to sneak up behind him. Aragorn thanks me for my help, but I don't take that as sufficient thanks. I put my arms around Aragorn and kiss him right on the lips, at first he is quite shocked, but he ends up responding. I hear someone speaking in surprise, asking Aragorn who his new friend is. I look and see a couple other people, one of them is Legolas. Orlando Bloom! He's my second one… I leave Aragorn and go throw my arms around a surprised Legolas and kiss him right on the lips. He is too surprised to reciprocate, he pushes me away and asks if I am completely mad. I say yes, I am. I need one more… but who? Jack Sparrow would be good… Johnny Depp. My subconscious responds again, Captain Jack Sparrow comes running through the trees. He says there are some really ugly guys chasing after him… it turns out they are orcs. We quickly dispatch the orcs. Jack is really confused as to what is going on. That doesn't seem to matter to him when I kiss him on the lips, though. After I am done with the kiss, he pulls me in for another kiss. He says the only thing to make this better would be some rum.
5/12/11 - Curse of the Shadows Dream Non-Dream Lucid I was at my house, but in a more woodsy setting, with tall trees all around and a single dirt road cutting through them. It was past nightfall, and I was with my cousin and two little girls that we were supposed to be babysitting. The dream became sort of like a horror movie; there was something that we could not see inside of the house with us, and it was going to kill us one by one until there was only one girl left, to whom it'd pass on a curse. Everything happened quickly. Before I knew it, everyone in the house had seemingly disappeared, leaving me alone with something unseen. I panicked, and ran outside. I saw a man standing across the road, and sprinted towards him. As I was doing so, I could see the sun beginning to rise in the distance, and the man smiling victoriously. Suddenly I realized what was happening, and tried desperately to run past him so that the sunlight might hit me first. Too late, rays of light passed over him as he turned and started walking away. The light was coming towards me now, and as it did I could feel it pushing me back, almost burning me. I ran back towards the house to find shade, and ended up huddled in an odd dent in the roof. Apparently, the man had been invisible and unable to go into direct sunlight for many years, and had finally freed himself of his curse by passing it on to me. When my parents arrived home, they freaked out because they could not find me. It seems we all forgot about the other missing people, myself included. I ended up yelling down to my mom until she came outside and I was able to explain what'd happened. She was angry, saying it was my fault and she should've expected it to happen, wondering what she was supposed to do with an invisible daughter. She also suggested me stepping into the light, which I refused immediately because I knew it would harm me. My mom then basically left me on the roof. I then found myself in a large, mansion-like house with my cousin(yes, the same one from earlier) and many of her friends. They thought my curse was "cool" and we basically just talked for awhile. Later on I was with Hannah in a car, her driving and me in the passenger seat. We were talking about the curse and how it was weird that she could see me while no one else could. I told her that if she wanted to know what it was like, I could pass the curse to her the next morning and we could trade off again a day later. She agreed, and as she was driving in silence the thought of leaving her with the curse occurred to me momentarily, but I knew I could never do something like that to a friend and dismissed the idea. When we reached her house, I scooted over to the driver's seat after Hannah got out of the car, and remembered that Hannah had no licence and I didn't even know how to drive. I recall nothing after this.
Smoked with James. Vision begins to 'frame' like normal, but then tunnels. Sight magnifies to James' face, the mouth, cant control it. Let go, the dream is being revealed. Relax and go with it. Hand RC lucid but dont remember after
Date: 09-07-10 Length: 30 Minutes Vividness: 10/10 I was at my Chinese grandparents house in France and I remember this because Marin was leaving to go see my dad. My girlfriend Dakota, and her ex, who is also my friend Davis was there too for some reason. Dakota decided she'd rather be with Davis, and I was crying and asking her why. She said, "I don't know, it just seems better right now". She asked if we could maybe get back together later. My sister, mom and I were in the car, and I told my mom about it. She said, "It is probably the best thing to do right now". I felt so alone and betrayed, I couldn't take it. I woke up feeling so relieved it was a dream. -frenchblablabla
I'm with a group of bad govt types. I get busted and shot in the chest trying to escape. Friend drives up and wants to take me to hospital. Have to go back and get my wallet. it has my ID and address. 'They will hurt my parents'. Should not have gotten involved. Sneaking back in. Dogs find me. Get by, find my wallet but ID not in it. Go out front but friend not there. In car with jamacan / island circus gang. Dreads and lots of hacky sacks. James and I are prisoners. They threaten us with razor blades. James pulls out his blade. 'You want to take it there?' No it's okay, well do what they say. Look at the guy and he doesnt like it. mood lightens in the car and we go to a party. A monk in japanese gold & black shinto robes is there with his apprentice. He mentions for me to sit next to him. 'Do you know whats going on?' I observe. I'm dreaming. People in the party congradulate me for becoming lucid. Very stable lucid, and notice how this whole dream had been continuous. Lots of interesting people in the house. Less intense, and felt that I could enjoy myself and socialize with the DC's. When I asked one if he exsisted, he said 'ya' matter of factly. In a room with a guy who I thought was James. told him that he was dreaming. He was actually alseep in bed and everything was a dream. He didnt believe me. showed him my hand and told him to count my fingers. They were warping and moving as usual. He counted quickly. '12345' I say, no look. (warping hand) Its changing. He sees and understands. 'We can do anything'. He starts flipping around the room, doing acrobats. Notice I havnt done magic yet. Do a back flip. Sit down and try to make a lightning bolt. Do it the way I normally try, by forcing muscle and mental strength. Trying to visualize. See visions of characters making lighting. 'look at this new trick I learned' referring to letting go. I start to black my mind and realize the illusion. manifest some sparks, but nothing comparable to a WL feeling. dream fade, rematerialize outside. See Dawson and show him where I got shot in the chest earlier. Long lucid (bad recall) Later telling Rach how DC's act the way she does when I say it's a dream. They have same facial expressions. DC's rarely make me lucid. They argue against it, making difficult in WL. No one is going to tell/ show me. Have to believe and remove own doubt. A difficult self created truth. 2 other dreams where I tell Rach about the dreams where Im telling her how WL feels like a dream. irony.
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